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lokilysolbitch · 4 days ago

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me when i accidentally forget tiktok exists and i ignore it all day:

me when i consciously decide to limit my time on tiktok: this is justr like,,,,,,,the olden days (before i had tiktok) back when i would look at writing prompts on pinterest (i still do that anyways) and play sims (i still do that anyways) (literally nothing is different)

#the VIBES #it feels like middle and high school idk #sometimes i get into those ruts where you're on tiktok even though you're not having fun anymore #so then i limit tiktok time the next few days so i can let myself get bored without having a slightly less boring pacifier #like it's a useful app but not for more than like 40 minutes a day #unless my mutual goes live that's different✋✋✋#anywaysss i can't have new information going into my brain all the time bc then my brain won't create new information #and i like creating #anywayS #setting a time limit is so nice bc you actually pay more attention to if it's still fun #bc you don't wanna waste ur time on there Not having fun #like earlier i watched like a handful of tiktoks and then i was like okay i'm at 100% satisfied but any tiktok after this #is gonna be like 70% satisfying #and it's just gonna keep dropping #so i'm gonna go do something else #and then i played a game #which is perfect bc it has noise and visual stimulation but it's mostly repetitive #so i can still think about things and like come up with ideas or plan ahead for what to do with my day #but it still gives me something to do with my hands #and it doesn't take up too many attention span points #i gotta save those for school and work and shit #and it doesn't take up too much energy bc u know. chronic illness #basically this game is me fidgeting #okay enough rambling see y'all later #tiktok #handmadeorganicpost

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