#and im super scared! and nervous!
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we've been having a snowstorm for the last 3 days and im straight up terrified
#im being buried alive!#i live in the south of norway so getting this much snow down here IS VERY RARE#i can't remember the last time we had this much snow#and im super scared! and nervous!#i hate living alone when it's like this#if i die like this remember me for giving Rooster from TGM a sexier mustache than he actually has and-#for drawing Joe from Bonanza with a slutty waist
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Idk abt most ppl in the gt community,,,but like,,,,, ,if i saw an actual giant,,, i think id be so scared id faint ngl,,
It kinda depends on how big the giant is, but like
If theyre over 20ft,,,,,,,,,
Yea no i think id die maybe
ALSO THEY CAN MAKE CONSCIOUS CHOICES TOO??
HELLO???
THATS TERRIFYING,
someone of that size can do so many things to you and you cant do literally anything abt it
#ppl who write angst get this i think#i think im just super nervous around big things idk#like.......#i went to a city like a week ago and#i wasnt SCARED#but the idle worry of one of the buildings falling was lurking in my brain cage#gt#g/t#giant/tiny#sfw g/t#gt thoughts#gt related
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#hi im j here 2 talk . saw this cow yday so i drew her and now u get 2 say hi#but omffgg my gd i dont know if any of u relate but i feel like my ability to socialize w others#specifically online and speciifically in interest-circles has gotten so much harder for no reason whatsoever#like im just becoming more self conscious ab how i portray myself and its so weird bc like . LIKEE I DONT KNOW like . ok#people r super njce . always super nice and reach out to me and talk w me or i reach out first and they respond and r soo sweet#and something happens in my brain where like . i feel like im suddenly like . inserting myself where i dont belong (not true) but why am i#the bus driver all of a sudden . in all of these situations . me when i just show up like hey#i think i j feel annoying >__< . and i dont want to bother other people but said people r literally never bothered ykwim like Will Reach Out#and im the one that pulls back but 4 no reason . i cant even think ab why i do that .why am i doing this 🧨#so many ppl i want to genuinely befriend in all of these spaces but im self sabotaging soo frwaking bad#literally rn thinking of some dms i left on read bc i panicked or mutuals ive talked w before who im nervous 2 be familiar w . hrmm#anyways . i kind of wish i had the ability 2 just talk to new people and not actually gaf ab the outcome#HELPP .. early tmblr or wcf or devart where u have thirty million friends 2 now where u r too scared 2 say hi to an almost friend .#me problem though . if not alr clear HEJAHHAAHA i think part of my reluctance also stems from the fact that i know i get this way#and so i dont want 2 rope someone else into that insecurity so i try to keep it at an arms length until i fix it#but i think i also know its a longer & more introspective thing to work on so i do need to just try anyways
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um… erm…. um…… shoves this in your face and runs away screaming
Oc for @chez-cinnamon’s WH au!,!!!!!! because I love it!!!!!!!!!!! and im not insane or anythi
#real world au#GRAAAHHH#was super duper nervous to post this….#gulps!!#sweats#quakes in my boots#SORRY IM VERY .. SCARED!!!!!!!#im not actually#anyways awesum au!#love it!!!! with my entire heart!!!!!!!!
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God waiting for LMK season 5 episodes to appear feels like this
I’m so nervous as time just passes by
I went ahead and filtered any tags that could possibly lead to anything leak related being shown (pls remember to tag your spoilers) so
#lego monkie kid#lmk#glitchyko#monkie kid#lmk fandom#lmk season 5#lmk spoilers#glitchyko ramble#glitchyko rambles#I am scared#my heart is racing#I am uneasy#im nervous of what’s to come#there’s many things I hope happen#and many things I hope don’t happen#the fear is real#but I’m also super excited#i need some water
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Hey, everyone.
I'm in a bit of a pickle. I'm not trying to sound like a pauper so close to Christmas time, but I need some help.
Not only am I gonna be a few dollars short on my rent (I'll only need $80, as I have $610 coming from this check), but one of my cats isn't feeling really good.
Luna (my little white wookiee) keeps throwing up, and she's got some blood in her stool. I'm very worried about her, and I need to take her to the vet soon. I'm not gonna put up emaciated pictures of her being sick because a, that's triggering for some people and b, I promise I'm not making a jest. I'm just very concerned that she may be sick sick.
I'm worried because she's never been this ill before, and my heart is getting palpitations because of this. That being said, I'm opening up commissions for either a sketch or a full piece of art.
Anything is more than alright with me, and if you presently cannot donate, I won't begrudge any of you. But please, can some of my mutuals boost this?
I just wanna eliminate the possibility that Luna is terminally ill because I don't wanna lose a kitty around Christmas time.
If you want some art done in exchange for giving me a donation to help her, please message me with what you'd like, and I'll try to get to it as soon as possible.
Thank you. 🥺🙏🏼
#michaela speaks— 🕷#tw animal sickness#signal boost#please boost#save animals#please donate if you can#or please boost this#I'm super nervous and scared and I don't wanna lose her 😫#I'm so fucking sorry for putting this up around christmas time but i need help#im already applying for loans and i hope i can get one
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i need more friends..
#^soggy speaks#not that i dont love the ones i already have but id love to talk to more people#my friend is introducing me to her friends im so excited but nervous#im very bad at talking to people online i lose all my confidence im a lot more confident offline#but id love to make some more friends online so i gotta lock in and get out of my shell or wtv#lose the nervousness because really theres nothing to be that scared of theyre people too and 99% of the time everyone is super friendly
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um. tfw your life is about to change massively very very soon and it still doesn't even feel real yet and still feels like somethings gonna pop up and it won't actually happen and also you're scared as fuck that you're too stupid to actually do it and it'll all be for nothing
#like what do you mean full time salaried w benefits and paid vacation just to do. school.#what made you so enthusiastically think i was the perfect one to do this#when the last approx 20something other guys were like ummmm no you cannot do it#tbf like all that other shit up there aside#this did actually come at the perfect time#i look back on who i was during my masters and i legit do not recognize that person#i barely even remember it i have to look at pictures to think back on who i was#in a strange roundabout way being forced home to stay for a while#kind of re centered me and gave me time to come back to myself in a big way. i was really lost before#and chaining something like this directly after my masters would have been disasters#even like this time last year i did not have this level of mental clarity#and i think thats why i didn't get any of the other positions i was just in a fog and i think people could tell#so as much as like im super scared and nervous about this big change and big exit from my comfort zone#and a little sad and mournful that im leaving my family and wont hear my native language all day every day anymore#im the most ready ive ever been#2019 me was NOT ready im scared of her tbh!! idk what wave i was on but it was weirdo shit!#im also proud that i essentially rawdogged and brute forced a lot of introspection and improvement#entirely on my own#like i really can only just describe it as clarity i feel like i matured 10 years in 4 and cleared all the fog#i feel so good about the way i handle things and react to things now vs then#im like 500x more unbothered and actually know how to put myself first now#anyway uh this prob could have been its own post in and of itself#but woteva innit im proud of how much internal repairs i did on myself over the last few years#became a stable genius as it were#whos a lot more clearly defined and present#but fuck man! i am still scared of being 2stupid
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y does it feel so SO wrong 2 share ur opinion???
#oh u solved the problem#urself!#like its not even about bing right or wrong its just about literally communicating & i think im doing it BAD#IM NOT AFRAID OF BING “H8ED” ON I JUST#i think i just dont like having the chance of making ppl feel bad?#or soemthing aloong those lines?#theres a line a vry easy line 2 cross#like expressing a comic book opinion right? bc its super easy 2 sway a bunch of ppl#but if ur saying smth u dont like it while some1 does it has the possibility of making that person feel bad#& I H8 THAT...idk y it makes me feel like shit????? @ the possibility???#this feels like smth i should bring up w/a therapist LMAOOOOOOO#but like same thing when i was in class right? giving a presentation i got RLLY SCARED 2 do it bc i was giving an opinion or a fact BUT I#COULD B WRONG ON THE FACT!! which is y i just never did them bc i would cry lol but its just#it kinda feels the same way#its weird bc im fine w/getting shit wrong. its only when i share an opinion when i feel stupid??????? ok not stupid just mean? i think? yea#this is possibly the reason y i get nervous sharing hcs or aus. bc it wont b “canon accurate” & then will like fuck up some1s perception id#its not like any1 reads this lashfkj i just hmmmmmmm theres defiantly smth i should b discovering here i just am not...#i want 2 share my opinion bc its a fucking opinion theres nothing wrong w/it bc its not a fact EXCEPT in the way its a fact of how i FEEL o#THINK?? like its just its strange. i think this has a lot 2 do w/me never bing listened 2 as a child LOL uhhhhhhhh hmmmmmm yeah prolly akj#I FIGURED IT OUT I GOT IT ALLLLLL UNLOCKED#god i hhhhhhhhhhh some1 make a clone of me so i can talk 2 me like a therapist or smth#this is y i cant do therapy actualyl its bc i just keep yapping then by the time im done the therapist always went tyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy#srry ramblings
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i think my strabismus is getting worse cause its getting way harder for me to focus it to fix it for a while. like usually it adjusts after a bit of looking at something far away for a while but it hasnt been adjusting lately even when im looking at stuff for a long time
#my post#☹️#my eye appointment isnt til august 14 so theres still a while to go :•(#and its very fun that the appointment is the day after my birthday (sarcasm)#like oh happy bday. here's potentially stressful news about ur fucked up eye#im nervous that the other fixes wont fix it and ill have to get surgery#ive never gotten surgery before! and eye surgery specifically is very scary sounding to me!#my parents have been super unworried about it and its starting to frustrate me#like at least acknowledge how fucking scared i am please. augh
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me: *hears the new owl city song* oh damn this is rlly good
me after my 3rd listen: man this would make a really good animated. its got macaque vibes.
me after my 4th listen: oh, its got wukong vibes too actually.
me after my 5th listen: of yeah this is hella wukong core
me after my 6th listen: ...... *writes down a small animatic idea, with time stamps*
me now: *staring at my ipad and apple pencil that I haven't touched in month* oh no
#GUYS IM SCARED#I HAVENT DRAWN IN MONTHS#AND I STILL WANT WRITE#BUT THIS IDEA#ITD BE SUPER SHORT#LIKE 30-40 SECONDS#AND ITS BE RLLY SKETCHY AND SHITTY#BUT I THINK IMA TRY#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk wukong#lmk sun wukong#lmk monkey king#lmk mk#cuz hes gonna be there too#OH FUCK IVE NEVER DRAWN THEM BEFORE#OKAY ITS FINE THIS IS FINE#THIS IS JUST TO GET IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM IT IS NOT GONNA LOOK GOOD#guys im so nervous what if my apple pencil is mad at me#hhhhhh
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having a moment. it's like. something else to have someone be so genuine and openly interested and swoony im not um. very easily accustomed to this yk it's like cognitive dissonance unfortunately. as much as i want to be with it
#and im trying!#and ive communicated like an adult that i have some things i need to work on#but it's truly............. waugh.#also guys. um. big moment for me! something i am trying so hard to be chill about#had my first lil kiss. in a long time. and i was so nervous all day and there were so many moments where i meant to just go for it and ask#like one time i set myself up so perfectly it could have been cute. and i literally said. Give me one second im short circuiting. and#walked away into the kitchen. like when i say losergirl#um. yeah. i dropped that ball several times. AND when i so super casually suggested a lil gn kiss#i literally backed up cause they leaned in to the left and i was like Omg and they were once again so chill#like ok you kiss me however you want. i literally like. had to step back do a full 360 and then went for it#and got soooo nervous and jumpy that i stepped away after like one second with an Okay gn see you#not my hottest moment let's be real.... i guess everyone be so proud of me but like. Ugh.#im hoping and thinking they just found it endearing but i was so geeked and scared lmfao#overall though i cant complain or self obsess they were so sweet and silly and patient#abby talks
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Seeing you interact with Hella1975 or seeing her interact with you is very silly to me because in my head you both are like really popular humble niche internet celebrities for the same reason but also completely separated from each other so the idea of y’all knowing about each others existence is like the most insane crossover ever.
@hella1975 is an internet celebrity
I’m some random person with an iPad.
We are not the same… but i am honored to know her!! She is awesome & one of the nicest people I’ve interacted with so it’s really cool to have any kind of insane crossover with her!
*waves*
HI HELLA
YOU’RE AMAZING & I SWEAR IM GOING TO READ TAMS SOON AND ITS GOING TO CHANGE MY LIFE AHHHHH IM SCARED AND EXCITED!!!!! I’ll yell at you kindly the moment I do
#I have tams open in a tab#and everytime I go to read it I giggle and back out#IDK WHY IM SO SCARED#I love the way you write emotions and your words always hit so hard#I’m a nervous laugher#which doesn’t help situation where people are mad at me#cause I’m like *snort* OMG IM SO SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO LAUGH I CANT CONTROL IT IM NERVOUS#or I crack a joke & I think it’s going to lighten the mood but it doesn’t#it just infuriates the person further#‘is this a joke to you?’#no… THIS isn’t a joke…. but THAT was a joke…#I know I’m not funny but I feel so awkward I can’t help but laugh#ok I derailed in the tags#but I still get nervous talking to hella#cause she’s like an A list celebrity#& I’m like a dude in a basement with a CV radio yelling ‘breaker breaker anyone wanna hear about cannible zhao? - over’#well now that I’ve made this super awkward I’m going to sliiiiddddeeeee out of these tags haha#but thanks anon I’m glad you consider me even slightly cool#I feel cooler just thinking you think I’m cool#hella1975#ask
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I spontaneously ordered AJRS turning out pt 3 hoodie, and it finally came in!!!!
#ajr#sobbing#the day before a really nervous activity too#i have an appointment tomorrow that will hopefully help me get the help i need#but im scared as hell for it#i absolutely love it#so soft#colors super pretty
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diving head first into learning italian just bc of khr
#starting out a class in the new sem lol i have one class tmr and im excited#with a hint of fear bc its been ages since ive started learning a new language again#but honestly i do think itll be fun bc the professor for this class is well known to have her classes super fun#which makes me even more excited#what im mostly scared of is speaking because i ive been stuttering with english a lot more#italian have so many Ls and Rs and Zs sounds and i struggle with those the most when im nervous so hgnhhhhh#but its a bit too late now 💀 oh rip ig
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apologies for my recent inactivity everyone ! this new job I started is actually keeping me busy for once ! lol, I’m real close to having something posted soon tho, but this is just a general fyi that my new job actually expects me to work !
#who da thunk lol#yea this job is basically an internship that I’m SUPER nervous about 😭😭#there’s so much to learn and so many classes#and apparently if I fail any of the courses at any point I’ll be out of a job 🙃#the final test is something like 180 questions and they legally can’t employ me if I fail it BRO IM SCARED 😭😭#I also have to wear office attire which I think is lame 😒#I’m hoping it’ll all pay off tho !#just gonna be a little less active while I adjust to the new schedules and pressures and etc#send me good vibes guys 😭#sadisticyouko rants#not writing
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