#and im one of the 3 people left that actually has a headphones jack in their phone so

[alias-mike]

i often go without headphones these days bc the ones i have are really chunky and the wire is super long and i need to unplug it from my pc to bring it around and im scared that doing it too much will damage the plug and

i should just get earbuds again shouldnt i

[sortagaysortahigh]

Im ab to vent ab my family and moving and how theyre cunts to me so if you dont care just scroll past ok? Ok

When your familys moving and they get literally everyone else something that they wanted in the new house but leave you w literal jack shit. I dont even care if i sound spoiled or materialistic bc genuinely my entire life ive gotten jack shit from my family like up until mid pandemic i had been paying at least $600 a month in living expenses for everyone else bc i was FORCED To and ive been doing it since I got my first “real job” when i was fucking 15. Now im expected to pay rent in some shitty house that i dont even like to literally have a room the size of my college dorm with a little ass closet, and all of my siblings have large rooms, one got the entire basement and fucking kitchen down there ans literally said he pays rent like bitch we all pay the same fucking amount of fucking rent and why tf do you even still live at home when you make close to 100k a year-the same mf who refuses LITERALLY REFUSES to help around the house and leaves me to do it all, the other got an entire fucking garage dedicated to his bullshit “engineering” or whatever he fucking calls it, then leta get into how im sharing a bathroom with 3-4 people when i literally have been working my ass off for everyone, oh and also cant forget how ive been raising my parents kids since i was fucking 15 when i worked 2 jobs and had to go to school on top of that, to still be raisimg their kids and told that when we move ill be taking care of the kids even more than i am now. Also lets talk about the fact that I can’t even have any private space bc the littlw shitshow of a room theyre putting me in is smack dab in the middle of the kids room and my loud ass brothers room. Oh and yk what the only thing i asked for was? Bitch i asked for a walk in closet bc i have a lot of art supplies and ahit but instead my cunt brother gets that plus the garage while i get a room that is I KID YOU NOT less than 8x10 in dimension-IT WAS USED AS A FUCKING OFFICE SPACE.

Oh and guess what? I was told that id be cutting the grass and cleaning the kitchen, not to mention also having to clean the bathroom which i already do now bc my lazy ass grown ass brothers cant clean up after themselves. Acting like we live ina. Fucking fraternity house. Oh and the room is so small that the pictures show a twin sized mattress stuffed next to a little ass desk and a desk chair. Thats literally all that fits. OH BUT THE REAL KICKER HERE theyre taking the actual other bedroom and using it as an office bc they “need more space” to work from home when in reality these bitches only use a laptop and headphones to work from home. Lets also get into the fact that this house is in a racist ass county, and in the videos of the trip there the entire neighborhood has american flags and a few blue lives matter flags. But yea ok definitely move there cause that just makes so much fucking sense.

And if you think im being a little bitch ab it this is the same family that has physically emotionally and verbally abused me my entire fucking life and then chucked out some apologies bc omg no we ahouldve done better for you. My literal father LEFT ME, bitch dont even know my birthday to this fuckin day and he spells my middle name wrong like hes not the stupid bitch who gave it to me. The only reason im FORCED to live with them is because i physically cannot afford a new lease rn and when i asked them to co-sign for me they laughed in my face and told me i waa the irresponsible one who should’ve known better than to end my previous one, as if i didnt have to drop out bc i was two days away from literally killing myself. But yeah they just oh so love me ao much huh? IM A FUCKING LIVE IN MAID

[resilientreader]

1-98 for asks like we did a million years ago, I dare you

i knew the MOMENT i saw the notif in my inbox that it was gonna be YOU pulling this shit and i crossed my fingers when actually clicking, HOPING i wouldnt have to answer all 98, maybe you’ll be tame this time, but no! this is what you’re doing to me. and ykno what, Fine. u dare me and i Will do it. i hope u rb the asks post so i can do it to u too, tho

1. coffee mugs

2. chocolate bars

3. bubblegum

4. that smart student who always read instead of actually paying attention

5. soda from glass cups is the best

6. its hard to just Decide between all these styles so ill say which one applies to mine most, which i Gotta say has to b preppy even if i want like goth or grunge to b mixed in

7. headphones

8. good omens, fmab, castlevania, uhhhh. those are just the ones ive watched so far this summer

9. my grandparents’ home. which is kinda weird but i have a lot of summer memories there

10. i sucked at like Everything in p.e., there Was no best

11. leftovers

12. i cant choose a favorite playlist?? /some/ of them, tho, are soar my ethereal heart, neither here nor there, mountainside storms, and sync of my heartbeat. so like any of my more recent ones

13. lanyard

14. i had to google a list for this bc honestly i always eat just chocolates but i like starburst

15. fahrenheit 451 was a rly fun read. ray bradbury’s writing gave me inspo for metaphors and writing and such and it was rly nice

16. sprawled across one of those comfy armchairs where i can swing my legs over one arm n lay my head on the other one

17. my black converse

18. cool temperature and rain without storms, or a cloudy day that lets me take a nice walk

19. on my side if i can but on my back otherwise

20. on my laptop, in google docs, to be more specific

21. winnie the pooh

22. idk?? i try not to look to just one person for a source of “this is how i should be”, so i guess,,,, a mix of family members and then a couple like more famous ppl??? which would basically consist of one of my aunts, my dad, and jenna marbles, to keep my Brain Process for role model stuff simplified

23. i dunno if any of the habits i have are strange?? i bounce my right leg and my right hand kinda. like. shakes when im nervous. i cant rly think of anything else i do tho i Know i probably have other habits

24. amethyst or pyrite

25. ur really just assuming my memory is good enough for this but if i had to say, it’d be any popular song from 2009 specifically

26. hide in my room with a fan and ac

27. read with a blanket wrapped around me or smth

28. atlas: six by sleeping at last, flaws by bastille, atlas: five by sleeping at last, she by dodie, and neptune by sleeping at last. there are probably more/better ones but those are the first ones i found

29. listen. be open with me. talk with me. not to sound like that person, but sharing ur life secrets is a rly big ice breaker for me because it helps let me know i can trust u. but also idk im a really awkward person and can accidentally distance myself from ppl so when ppl notice theres smth up w me or even do the bare minimum of doing Their part to maintain a friendship, that’s always rad as shit when idk how to communicate what i need

30. my room, my high school’s auditorium, the local barnes and noble

31. black boots, black jeans, any button-up shirt that’ll match that combination OR a really cool sweatshirt

32. im a bad bitch, you cant kill me. road work ahead? uh, i sure hope it does. it is wednesday, my dudes! welcome to chili’s. i love you, bitch, and i ain’t ever gonna stop loving you, bitch.

33. probably “omg” or “oh my god”

34. sc johnson. a family company.

35. i dont even have one but on a good night like 10-11

36. the troll face memes

37. suitcases feel much more organized

38. lemonade

39. lemon cake

40. ummmmm....one time a tech/theatre kid left a paint can sitting out in the open accidentally and a person took a shit in it or smth then knocked over the can, spilled a bunch of paint, and tried to clean it up w a broom and proceeded to like snap the broom in half. then they ran away to leave the kids to clean it up the next day. i wasnt actually there for that but ive heard the story firsthand enough times to Know

41. my dad

42. jacket pockets

43. hoodie is what i wear, tho everything else is Very Good

44. lavender

45. fantasy, my dudes

46. this set of pjs i got for xmas w a soft tshirt and matching baggy flannel pants

47. colby jack

48. uhhh a banana?? i could probably give a better answer if i was more

49. i dont rly live by a quote or saying, i just Go for it

50. my sister has probably done smth before to like Break me

51. everything ever but mostly myself

52. arial

53. uhhh...kinda worn? my nails aren’t doin so good and i have a couple scratches and stuff that Still havent healed after a few weeks

54. get a move on

55. the ugly duckling

56. tradition is kinda vague but i like that it became tradition for me and my siblings to go to my grandparents’ home every summer

57. i think im still overcoming like everything ive been faced with ever

58. writing? listening, helping, giving advice. idk tbh like talents who?

59. "jesus christ, my dude”

60. a fantasy/comedy, or at least if its gonna be fantasy with death and stuff, it should be dope as fuck

61. "isn’t vulnerability the opposite of being in control?” from a webcomic called aerial magic. super simple but the entire scene leading up to it,,,,,so good

62. umm fuck! i dont kno whether favs r usually ones that i relate to or ones that i wanna b like but??? keith from voltron, jirou from bnha, chromedome and/or rewind from transformers/mtmte, sypha from castlevania, and jayfeather from warriors

63. planetary (go!) by mcr, the seed by aurora, hayloft by mother mother, the cup/halloween blues from relient k, choke by i dont know how but they found me

64. coolmath was THE shit

65. yes! two on my leg from a surgery i had to get to realign my femur, bc i snapped the bone in half

66. lavender, snowdrops, hibiscus

67. i dont really have any, mostly bc i have a hard time attaching like. That sorta meaning to just random objects, but i do still have a small teddy bear stashed safely away in my room from when i was a little babee

68. pickle-flavored pringles. disgusting. would not recommend

69. lions’ roars can be heard up to 5 miles away from the original source

70. right handed

71. horizontal stripes, i guess? there’s not much wrong with them but i just Never wear them

72. math

73. i dont usually eat /weird/ flavor combos, even tho ill eat basically anything, but i like ketchup in mac and cheese sometimes. or fries in shakes. chicken and waffles. stuff like that

74. 11

75. idek honestly, my memory is too bad

76. hashbrowns

77. i dont kno a Lot of plants off the top of my head other than the Basic ones but literally any flower in a windowsill is like bone apple teeth in my mind

78. sushi from a grocery store. publix taught me that grocery stores can, in fact, be trusted when needed

79. my school id photo

80. earth tones

81. fireflies

82. pc

83. writing

84. talk radio is nostalgic but podcasts are always more entertaining to actually listen to

84. polly pocket

85. mythology with a dash of fairytales

86. cupcakes, because of my dog’s name

87. abandonment

88. to grow unbreakable attachments with everyone i care very deeply about and grow into an old age with them, or something

89. i feel like answering this question totally honestly would hurt ppl’s feelings, but also i literally could think of like 4 people to put down for this and i’m bad at deciding, esp w smth like this, so. not to b vague but These People kno who they are

90. becoming a part of a certain website with a bad crowd and managing to pick out the good apples in such a rotten batch

91. boxes

92. lamps /and/ fairy lights

93. i dont rly have any but my parents call me hannah banana. that’s ab it, tho

94. fall/winter? it kinda is inconsistent because fall has bad weather in florida but winter is when like everything has Gone Wrong in life these past few years, but then fall has such a GOOD aesthetic and my birthday is in winter, so they’re pretty even rn

95. uhhh??? thats such a weird thing, to try and assign a “favorite” app, but the only thing i could think to say would be spotify just bc i use it so much on my phone, even if the app itself isnt the greatest

96. i havent set one, actually, bc im lazy and havent found anything that’d fit

97. 2 and a half

98. the part where fish were learning that they could walk on land