#and im not even a daddy drama girly!

[oceanssapart]

lyra+asriel | i couldn’t utter my love when it counted

[thatdayindecember]

Yeah so I think I have postpartum depression

Or just normal depression bc we all know I've been a depressed girlie my whole damn life

Doesn't matter. Either way, I'm not ok. I haven't been for a while. Or ever. Idk. Or I have been but im not anymore. Or baby daddy drama is triggering me so much that it's making me feel hopeless. Idk.

It's too much on top of the stress of being a single mom. That shit already exhausting yk. And now I'm scared too all the time.

I don't even know what's going on and why tbh

All I know rn is that I'm not ok. And I hate to even say that bc I am SO happy I have my baby. He's all I ever wanted and I'm so grateful to be his mom and I wouldn't change that for anything. And still I also feel like absolute shit and life is incredibly overwhelming and idk idk idk

[diffidentboyinthemirror]

i just saw a transgirl comics where she said about some "girly stuff" she missed. and while me being a transboy... it made grieving about my childhood. because those was actually THE ONLY GIRLISH THINGS I WANTED IN MY CHILDHOOD and while being afab I MISSED IT TOO. before i even know about any lgbt stuff. i actually wanted to be a daddys little princes. i wanted to be a special little girl whose dad will do anything for and protect from yucky boys. but i was just a second child who wasnt even safe from my awful older sister. and who always been told that you arent special. that my problems are just some silly stuff and i shouldn make them into a drama. i wanted to go to girly sleepovers and have fun. but nobody wanted me in their house. maybe i was too weird. maybe they gossiped about me on their sleepovers i wasnt invited to. and clothes i saw in cartoon shows, all those "supe cool girls clothes" i dreamed about and never wore because i never was conventionally attractive and were always told by media that girls like me should hide themselves and never wear anything short, bright or tight. i still cant wear anything short no matter how hot it is. of course missing all these things didnt turn me into a transboy. and of course im sad about not experience a boyhood. but fuck, if i was assignet girl, why couldnt i have at least normal fucking girlhood?!

[agentstarkid]

Merry Christmas birthday twin!!!! And what a wonderful gift a new chapter!!! Aaahhhh!!!!! I was so excited reading it with barely contained excitement.

Anyway, I can’t with the damn article?! Like already? Leave my girl alone she’s barely been with Ruben and they’re already trying to fuck this up. The interview she did now….why do I feel like she was being a little tiny bit shady when she said “he’s steady he doesn’t allow outside noise to come between us” because I know a certain someone that couldn’t handle it (yes im still upset about Daniel breaking easily when she started getting shit)

Also, what do you mean they were at the wedding with their other partners?!?! And the whole puffing of chests? 🤭 I would’ve said “man, put your titties away…at least until we get home 😉”

Personally I think she should come out with an EP like “all my vulnerable songs I didn’t want to put out but here’s me baring my soul” and fuck it, you should totally use all of Taylor swift’s songs I mean what is she gonna do? complain? Ok, I made myself really laugh with that one. Especially use Sabrina Carpenter’s sad ballads cause they’re insanely well done I mean have you heard Cindy Lou Who? Opposite? HEARTBREAKING

Also I wouldn’t be too mad at our girl releasing some horny songs about rúben (again cough Sabrina Carpenter cough) that would totally result in an even more jealous daniel which personally I feel is deserved. But imagine her releasing bed chem about Ruben and then when she eventually gets back together with Daniel she releases Juno hehe just cause I feel like she could only ever talk about having kids with Daniel.

And that picture Daniel deleted?!?! Dead, I just know the drama about this that’s gonna come out is gonna be insane especially when they find out the boyfriend and girlfriend weren’t there ugh!!! Never ending cycle

I will come back in 6 months for the next chapter (yes im poking fun at the fact that you wouldn’t update cause of you’re indecisiveness about the graphics and song choices)

which is so silly, I would read alphabet soup that you randomly threw on a piece of paper because that would be another piece of art just like this

Anyways bestie, well and truly amazingly done 💐

This was an amazing Christmas present yaaay to all of us who celebrate 🎉 🍾 🙌🏼

💜

merry christmas and happy new year, bday twin! 🥳 i rushed to finish the chapter that afternoon, right before xmas eve's dinner lol i dropped the bomb and then i ran for my life 🤪

those two articles felt like the scooby gang unmasking the villain iykyk, like 'let's see who's been behind all that bs thrown at my Queen... AHA! gotcha, you bastard!' (? AND THE INNER CIRCLE 👏🏽 STEPPED 👏🏽 UP!!! 👏🏽 my boy andrew, aka andy aka vitto's baby daddy, is stepping up to manage the chaos that is her life and lighten it up a little bit, and for onceeee he is someone who actually cares about girlie's well-being!

the interview was fun to write (and also, becky's interview was really nice to listen to!). she sees rúben as a lighthouse in the middle of a storm—he came into her life right when she needed stability, assurance that she is worthy of being loved for who she is, and a little discipline. with that i'm not saying that daniel lacked discipline but (to me) rúben feels soooo...idk...centered and focused i guess?? like he can be fun and goofy but he's also super calm and communicates bluntly/clearly how he feels and what he thinks of something. and what was one of the main reasons her relationship with danny-boy fell apart? lack of clear communication. so in my head, he teaches her the importance of this skill and how to use it.

the whole 'puffing of chests' was actually a little oopsie on my part 😅 there was a part riiiight after the wedding where rúben was supposed to attend the monaco gp as a rbr guest, and he & daniel (who was rbr's 3rd driver back then) were suppose to see each other in the garage and be all macho about it lol but then i realized that rúbencito went to that race but in 2022 so it didn't fit with my current timeline. it was a last minute decision to take that off the chapter which led me to forget to change the group chat's texts hehe sooo oops! 🫣 BUT THE WEDDING!!!! I've been planning the whole chapter around that event since the actual wedding happened lol i wanted to rush the 2022 chapters just so i could do this chapter 😂

imagine the drama™—daniel and girlie seeing each other for the first time over a year after the breakup. each with their own partners. girlie seeing (for the very first time) ((live, with her very own eyes)) daniel with heidi. daniel seeing girlie with rúben. AND (i thought this was funny) girlie and heidi wearing kind of the same shade of dress to the reception!!!! *GASP* *IS SHOCKED IN SPANISH* 😱😱😱😱

and fuck it, you should totally use all of Taylor swift’s songs I mean what is she gonna do? complain?

that made me laugh!! 😂 she's honestly so relatable with her songs, when ttpd came out i remember listening to the songs and being 'this sooo dan-yn core!' 'this describes girlie so well' and so on and on lol I'VE BEEN DYING TO USE CINDY LOU WHO SINCE IT CAME OUT!!!!!! fun fact: the qatar gp being where the rumours of daniel and heidi 'being' together started came straight from "Maybe he met you somewhere in the desert." 😌

oh this is a new era, babes—'horny & depressed but still slaying' is the new aesthetic 😏😜 just cuz ilysm: if you can, listen to + (más) by aitana feat. cali & el dandee as a hw for the next album 😉 (that's another song that i've been basing this series on)

I will come back in 6 months for the next chapter (yes im poking fun at the fact that you wouldn’t update cause of you’re indecisiveness about the graphics and song choices)

i'm a libra, bestie. indecisiveness is my middle name, i can't help it lmaooooo hopefully i'll be able to post a bit more on schedule now (fingers crossed 🤞🏽) but there might or might not be two little things coming out really soon 👀 also! i have the other album covers i did for revenant, should i post them for funsies??

thank you so so sooo much for reading and waiting, and taking the time to talk to me about it 🥰 it truly makes me giggle and kick my feet everytime i receive one of these!!! (even if it takes me a little while to answer because i get overstimulated ((in the best way)) and don't know what to say) 💖

[sanaexus]

social's as isagi's girlfriend

-liked by megubachi, chigiwho and 89.2k others

yourusername: the way this mf's date "idea" was also him playing soccer and me js cheering him on. anw i enjoyed it

tagged: isaichii

mikka.kaiser: for the 100th time it's football not soccer ↳yourusername: my account my post i do what i want ↳user1: pop off queen ↳mikka.kaiser: say soccer once more and your boyfriend's deadmeat ↳yourusername: he's better than you anw cry ab it ↳isaichii: why are you in my gf's comments anw ↳mikka.kaiser: my account my comment i do what i want

megubachi: you're everything and he's js ken ↳yourusername: ily bachi come over we'll do a sleepover and paint eachother's nails ↳megubachi: omw rn queen ↳isaichii: no tf not on my watch you can paint my nails ↳yourusername: i tried to but apprently mr football bigshot has an image to keep up ↳isaichii: and i do ↳user2: love the way they give us sm drama

chihiwho: omg you used the hair routine i told you to use!! ↳yourusername: cant believe you gatekept that for so long ↳chigiwho: would have gatekept it for longer but your dumbass annoyed me so much ↳yourusername: no shame in admitting that you love me ↳chigiwho: sigh

user4: leave the ball man for me i can treat you better trust

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isaichii: our dates aren't only on the field (wasn't even a date bachira was thirdwheeling us). i treat my girl js fine

yourusername: bachira is my child !! stop slandering him !! ↳megubachi: fr like your giving my daddy issues pt.2 out here ↳isaichii: since when did we adopt this thing ↳yourusername: since forever and he isn't a thing >:( ↳megubachi: #cancelisagiyoichi ↳rin.itoshi: #cancelisagiyoichi ↳reo.miikage: #cancelisagiyoichi ↳mikka.kaiser: #cancelisagiyoichi ↳yourusername: #cancelisagiyoichi ↳isaichii: my gf aswell? wow. zucky better be watching this.

user5: the way even rin commented js bc it was something related to hating on isagi ↳user6: like that man barely uses social media

user7: not his gf joining on the hate bandwagon ↳isaichii: sometimes it do be your girlfriend ↳user7: OMG HE REPLIED?? IM LIKE UR BIGGEST FAN ILY

user8: ugh not isagi's girlfriend hating on him too! i could treat him so much more better.. ↳user9: girl bffr he ain't gonna choose you ↳user8: why not? he's girlfriend's legit a slut lmao ↳bastard.munchen: that's the amount of copium kaiser smokes bfr thinking he can beat isagi. ↳yourusername: HAHAHA I RAISED U WELL ↳mikka.kaiser: oh fuck off ↳isaichii: admin ily

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isaichii: girlfriend appreciation post

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user13: if they break up, i won't believe in love ↳isaichii: seems like your believing in love for enternity ↳user14: they are the perfect couple, your honor

user15: she's sauurrr pretty, idk how some dude who kicks balls managed to pull her ↳isaichii: ikr!!

js something i came up with impulsively, the other fics i was writing were overwhelming so this is the end result i think i like how it came out. i feel like i should make a series for other characters as well but idk

[calledbyflowers]

“taylor has a fleeting crush on brian” excuse me? taylor is insane about that boy. like ultimately im a wolfspider girlie in the same way that like ultimately im not a shinji-kaworu shipper cuz i think its a relationship which will not be the most conducive to the characters breaking out of their respective shells and learning to let themselves be vulnerable and let go of control/take control in a healthy way, respectively

but like i mean our girl tay she had some weird ass vaguely tradwife sexual fantasies abt him like really leaning into gender stereotypes fucking insane shit. and like while i think the yuri would be better for her and helping her escape the drama of herself like it is a fact that she is so crazy about him. but like in a way thats not good for either of them.

cuz like brians problem is that hes unable to take off the mask hes so bottled up, he cant feel. he needs to acknowledge his own needs and learn to live for himself instead of always acting in service of others. and like hes classic romance fodder a tragic hot figure who lives through fates worse than death and ends up broken and like thats fucking catnip. but like ultimately tay is slotting him into her fantasy she never really loses control of the situation and brian is such a.... yknow its a bit like shinji-asuka in a way? like brian is kind of a shinji and asuka is kind of a taylor? does that make sense?

who can say? but like ultimately what i mean is even if its a toxic ship i do think it is a textual ship like i think our girl tay is a bisexual queen and she both has a deep sexual and romantic tension with bitch and lisa tattletale which must go unackownledged due to the constraints of tehir World, the Absence of whcih suffuses the work, and also she is incredibly horny for this boy like: imago 21.5,

i like boys too i like i recognize this feeling this girl is fucking horny. its all so fucking corny unless ur feeling it and then its like "fuck... its so fucking corny but.... fuck... i am wet"

imago 21.4,

this is literally edward from twilight. perhaps u disagree to interpret the first person narrative as suggesting that worm is supposed to be more or less a description of tays story as she lived it and the fact that brian is described like a sexy batman whos kind of a daddy?

shes literally insane about him

and shes got some weird repressed tradwife shit probably something to do with her mom being a former lesbian seperatist which i feel like that could complicate taylors relationship to her own gender in some way her seeming lack of any genetic consciousness regarding it no thought of where gender comes from or how it is produced it is simply a given in her World and maybe that has smthn to do w her mom maybe adopting an attitude not of anti-femininism per se but of a seeming apathy and indifference to gender? such that her daughter seems to have little sense of gender as something that can be put into question. or like even more liekly taylors mom continued to be a terf without being a lesbian seperatist. and all thats gonna inform her relationship to what it means to be a woman and how she negotiates that.

and so like being a good liberal who believes in atomic selves she always needs to be in control thats the only way to make her existence livable is that she needs to have as much ability to finetune others as possible since then she can escape the hedgehogs dilemma and also shes just smarter and better than them and owuld be able to use their powers so much better than them? and i luv that for her. tay is so important to me.

and anyway i feel like saying tay has a "fleeting crush" is kinda understating it. and its corny and dumb and like its almost twilight energy and im so here for it i luv this shit but ultimately i think letting rachel dom her would be so much better for taylors spiritual development than being fucked by the boy who allows her to inhabit a kind of idealized domestic fantasy.

You know looking back at worm now that WB has come out as ARO is pretty funny. Can just imagine him in 2012 being like "what do you mean everyone doesn't just partner up with someone they somewhat like and have sex like it's scratching an itch? Just me?"

Everyone in worm is either ace or a predator like Sabah's stalker or Krouse. Taylor has a fleeting crush on Brian but that's about the end of the romance in the book.

[funkymanfunkytown]

my school drama cuz i need to type and copy paste it x2

and I wanna get this off my chest

OKAY SO

since the start of the year me and ashlynn were bestie boo girlie pops!! i gave this bitch ruben a note saying "your a dingus" and i got in trouble L + ratio. anyways i liked angel. so. bad. like simping so hard. ashlynn had a sex dream of him! she called ME the man stealer??? anyways angel himself was guessing my crush. he said EVERY PERSON IN THE GRADE HAFsggshgfsGDVGS and he said at lunch,, "OMG WHO IS IT?!?!?!?!!" and i YELLED infRont OF ALL OF MY GRADE,, "IT'S YOU!!!!" my bully, jaime was across from me, he told everyone. and uh. anyways i stopped liking him. i liked luis g. somehow everyone found out??? idk people call me crazy. then i dated melissa 😜. but we broke up and she dated ashlynn. thEN I DATED GIOVANNI THE FUCKING CLASS CLOWN IDIOT THAT ASHLYNN HAD A CRUSH ON 💀💀💀💀 AND THEN I CHEATED BECAUSE GIOVANNI WAS A FUCKING DOUCHEBAG AND I DATED ASHLEY. THEN ASHLEY GAVE ME A NOTE SAYING NOBODY LIKES ME AND SHE CALLED ME A FAG 😭😭😭😭

AND THEN. ERNEST WAS BEING WEIRD AND TOUCHED RAELYN WITH HIS BONER IN A CLASS THAT WASN'T MINE, SO THEY WERE SEPARATED, AND RAELYN WAS IN MY CLASS AND I LIKED HER. SGGJSVJGSVVGSHGFVGGVH AND SHE DOESN'T LIKE ME SHE LIKES THIS HOTDOG MILK

ASS BITCH IORI THAT IS MY BULLY ASWELL AS JAIME AND THEN

RUBEN, JAIMES BOYFRIEND OR SMTH IS A TOTAL DOUCHEBAG AND ASHLYNN FALLS FOR HIM

ASHLYNN BREAKS UP WITH MELISSA AND I STOP LIKING RAELYN AND I START LIKING EMO BOY NOEL AND OH BOY HERE IT COMES,,,,

ASHLYNN WRITES A NOTE SAYING THIS

"Ashley the bitch, Ruben the motherfucker, Jaime the trianglehead, Baldo the bitch" AND MORE.

ANGEL STEALS THE FUCKING PAPER AND TELLS EVERYONE AND ASHLEY CRIES AND THE SUB FUCKING SCOLDS ASHLYNN AND SHE COMES IN, HAVING A FAKE ASS PANIC ATTACK, APOLOGIZING IN THE MOST HALF ASSED WAY EVER HFDJHSGJHS

AND I STILL LIKE NOEL, I TELL HIM MY FEELINGS.

HE SAYS HE ONLY LIKES LATINA GIRLS AND I'M A CRACKER 😭

THEN HE GIVES ME A NOTE A WEEK LATER THAT SAYS "i love you." AND UHM WHAT THE FUCK??? NOELS STORY ENDS THERE BECAUSE HE STILL STARES AT ME IN CLASS SO IDK

ANYWAYS SO ASHLYNN IS FAILING HAHA L

SHE BECOMES A FUCKING JERK, AND I FAKE LIKING HER HAHA

AND UUM I AM SINGLE AND LIKE NOEL OKAY GO OFF IG

FOR A REALLY LONG TIME IT'S JUST "i like noel hshshhs"

AND THEN AFTER LIKE 3 MONTHS

DYLAN THINKS I LIKE HIM BUT HE A CRUSTY ROACH

BUT THEN

I LIKE AJ ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

AND EVERYBODY FUCKING KNOWS LIKE EVEN HIM.

AND JAYDA, THE BITCH SHE IS SAYS "oh we were dating he likes me yknow 🙄"

AND I SAY STFU DUMB BITCH NO

HE STARES. SO MUCH.

ANYWAYS I GIVE HIM A VALENTINE ❤❤❤❤

HE SAYS SURE I LIKE YOU BACK DON'T TELL

AAAAA

SO YEAH AND AT CHOICE P.E HE TALKS TO ME AND ASHLYNN, BEING A FUCKING DUMBASS RUINS IT, MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT BECAUSE HE NEVER SAID WHAT HE WANTED TO SAY BECAUSE

ASHLYNN CALLED HIM DADDY AND NOW HE THINKS IM CRAZY AND OBSESSED AND STUPID

ANYWAYS SO YEAH HE STARES LIKE IM FUCKING INSANE

AND RAELYN FUCKING HATES MY GUTS BECAUSE SHE THINKS I LIKE HER HOTDOG WATER ASS CRUSH IORI WHEN I FUCKING DON'T HE SUCKS HE IS A FUCKING SLIDE WHISTLE

BALDO COMES OUT AS BISEXUAL POGGERS NGL

AND THE ASHLYNN AJ THING WAS TODAY BTW

AND LATER, I'M JUST DANCING AT LUNCH FOR NO REASON

AND I DO THIS

✊↔

BY ACCIDENT. AND IORI SAYS "OMG AJ LOOK SHE DID THIS *inappropriate motion*" AND SO I GET PISSED OFF AND SAY NO THE FUCK???? AND A TEACHER YELLS AT ME AND I TELL HER WHY IM PISSED OFF AND IORI GETS IN TROUBLE AND AJ SMILES AT ME

HE SMILES. AT. MEEEE. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤👹👹❤👹❤👹❤👹❤👹❤👹

AND HE FINDS IT COOL THAT WHEN WE ARE GOING TO OUR SEPARATE BUSES HE SMILES AND SAYS "you got iori in trouble :)"

AND I FUCKING BLUSH SO HARD AND CAN'T STOP SMILING VSGGSJHSGHG

ps giovanni moved away ig idk

anyways im gonna go eat cheese straight out the container 😀😃

[thesorrowoflizards]

when youre a dramatic bitch like me it’s so much more fun to sing along to musicals bc you can also like. do more of an act while youre doing it. like if youre singing a Bad Guy McVillain Song then you get to like spit in anger or be all creepy/seductive. you can interrupt yourself to do the other parts and abruptly switch between voices. technically you can do this with normal music too but if there’s a musical there’s more of a coherent story and direction to go with this. yes i am ursula and it is so unfortunate your daughter signed a contract

[papayaluvsyu]

MyMoney $

I wanna stay broke forever

Said no one never

Out here chasin dimes and quarters

Bouta meet that quota

im stackin up,

Tryna fill that cup

paper chasin,

no Stalin here

Or a dolphin

Fuck the gov,

Fuck 45

no white dude controlled my country right

My father never got the chance,

for cancer got him early

And aids was next.

My mothers, plural,

didn’t raise no bish.

And no they ain’t girly.

Yeah, you wished...

We women, represent,

Be a feminist

with the best of em.

Money is the game,

love if you lucky

try n stay ahead,

got a savings if you cutty

I make less than your mama,

yet still out the drama

I make more than your daddy

in tips and eye candy

Hustler stylist by nature

sign language like gangsta

Ayam Queen even tho Ayam a native. ©

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