#and im like hmm mommy issues much?
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guayabaenjoyer3000 · 2 years ago
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my mom and i have been talking lately abt how J persona is such a massive narcissist and she asked "am I a narcissist?" (bc ofc j person accuses her of being a horrible person all the time) and i told her, of course not. But lately i have been noticing things and im like... you're not a narcissist but there's something going on there...
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tweeks · 1 year ago
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cartman fans remain the worst type of people in this fucking fandom. ALL of them are apologists, no matter how much they pretend they aren't. it's fascinating to me how they can admit he's supposed to be an irredeemable piece of shit, while simultaneously using his age or blaming other characters for HIS bigotry. i'm honestly curious what makes them this way? i need to know what has you resorting to dog whistle language to defend a character you just moments ago said was made to be irredeemable. anyone who has him as a comfort character or say they relate to him is undoubtedly outing themselves as bigots.
hmm well im uncertain if everyone who enjoys cartman is a bigot necessarily like he has his moments for everyone im sure and like i understand seeing cartman and thinking hes funny or interesting or sometimes even seeing yourself in him hes a well written character of course people are allowed to feel deeply about this character its only human but to deny that he’s racist or that hes a bad person or prioritizing the woobification of your favorite character over the feelings of real life people of color who just aren’t that stoked on him is. it is just very telling of your character and where your loyalty lies when i say cartman is terrible im not doing a discredit to his character im stating an Objective Fact? so if you like cartman so much why do you insist on redeeming him or absolving him of guilt he doesn’t have or twisting everything he says into a justification for why he is the way he is cartman is a bad person but hes also? really funny hes mean and insane and self aware why does he have to have a traumatic reasoning that justifies his every action cartman is bad because if he was good his character would serve no purpose if he changed it would have to be an entirely different show focused solely on cartmans internal life a quarter of a century of cartman spewing racist rhetoric isn’t going to go away because you wrote a kyman fix it fic where cartman realizes he has mommy issues and is miraculously no longer antisemitic or an asshole
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mavspeed · 2 years ago
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FOURTH CHAPTER FOURTH CHAPTER !!!! ILY !!!!
Mav and ice having mommy and daddy issues respectively ??? We love the diversity here 😍 /j also carla slayage !!! Was scared for a moment that kazansky sr might start hitting her so thank God for small miracles ε-(´・`) フ this chapter coming out so soon too !!! U spoil us <3
On a more serious note tho, ice and mav... U r breaking my HEART with these backstories !!! The way u write mav,, his meeting with his mother,,, I'm gonna go jump off a building U R SO GOOD AT THISSSS !!!!!!!!!!! The parallels between them... The contrast.... I'm gonna kms I can't take this anymore !!!!!
There’s this complex sort of heartbreak in his green eyes, too layered to count and yet far more telling of his inner state than anything else Goose has ever seen. It’s agonising to see Mav’s trauma laid out right in front of him.
Something intrinsic and intuitive, something he’d only ever felt twice before, when he’d met Carole and fell in love at first sight, and then when he had carried Bradley and realised he would give his life to see the infant in his arms happy. This kid, Goose knows, has no one in his corner- has had no one in his corner for a very, very long time. No one should get used to being lonely
It’s unhealthy, keeping it all silent and choosing to ignore it. In fact, it’s very much an Iceman trait- the guy’s got clear issues with his father and yet refuses to confront it, choosing to live in determined ignorance. If they ever meet, Goose thinks, Mav and Ice would be perfect for each other. Both awfully lonely, awfully tortured, awfully horrible at keeping a handle on their burgeoning truckload of traumas. “What I want to talk about is what she said.”
Like ?!!??!?!%##&&&%£#£££%£ ARGFCHCKXK???? + the mama goose content truly * chefs kiss * and the way mav calls him mother mama,,,,, I'm 。゚・(>﹏<)・゚。 ilyyyyyy
About the ask game hmm one specific assumption I have of u ... Not really personal or specific but I assumed after 2 chapters that u luvvv angst and some good old fashioned hurt/comfort like me !!! If we're going personal tho I assume that ure probably overworked affff so honey ( even if my assumption is wrong ) I hope u have a good day / had a good day when u read this !!! May the muses forever inspire u and I'm sending hugs and kisses ur way !!!! Muahhh
hey!!! so sorry it took me so long to get to this I very rarely check my ask box so I missed it 😭😭😭🤚🏾 but THANK YEWWW SO MUCH IM GLAD YOU LOVED MAMA BEAR GOOSE AND ICEMAV BEING NARRATIVE PARALLELS and ice mama!! who is a Queen!!!
anyways thank you so so much I love YEW for sending me these comments it always makes my day 🥺🥺🥺 and as for the ask game LMFHSJSH I REALLY REVEALED MYSELF HUH,,,, yes I am unfortunately 100% addicted to angst and overworked. an evil combination
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untaemedqueen · 5 years ago
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The Lions Den
Mafia!Jimin x Wife!Reader
Genre: Mafia!AU, Smut, Fluff, Angst
Chapter 1.
Warnings: Smut, Blood, Guns, Knives, Excessive Cursing, Excessive Alcohol Intake, Smoking (Cigarettes and Cigars), Mental Health Issues
Warnings for this chapter: Fellatio, Face Fucking, Cock Worship, Cum Swallowing, Dom!Jimin, Sub!Reader, Daddy Kink
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Sequel to The Bird Cage
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"Easy, Kitten." Jimin's voice is ignored by you as you tilt your head to the man sitting in your shared office. Your fingernails dig into the man's cheek and you watch him flinch before smirking. 
"Where's my money?" Your husband leans back in his chair, whisky glass in hand before tilting his head back. "You should answer her before she gets angry."
Yu Kirsoon is a strong, built man that you've turned feeble and weak within seconds. "I-I-" You move his head around like a rag doll before raising an eyebrow.
"You-You what?" You mock through gritted teeth and his shoulders hunch over as you take your hand off of his face before giving it a small, disparaging slap. The office is silent apart from Jeongguk in the corner flipping a knife between his fingers as both him and your husband watch on at the sight in front of them. 
“I don’t know where the money is. I did a drop off without checking for pick up.” His voice is a mere whisper in the large room. You clap your hands in front of his face, he flinches and you lean back against the desk. “You owe me four million dollars. How are you going to repay that when you have not a single brain cell in your meat head.”
Jimin snorts from behind you and you fold your arms. You watch as he bows his head, the branding mark on his neck gnarled and twisted with scars from past fights. “Why doesn’t he go work for the Lees for the time being? So you don’t have to see his face.” Jimin suggests quietly, he has a soft spot for all of his Lions and you know this very well. 
“Oh, no. That won’t do at all.” You mumble before picking up your glass of champagne and taking a sip. “He’ll go work at The Bird Cage. To pay off his debt.” 
You hear Jeongguk clear his throat quietly, “You’ll be a good waiter. Won’t you Kirsoon?” He nods weakly as you stand back up to full height, hands brushing off the wrinkles you’ve made in your Chanel dress. “Yes, madam.”
“That’s a good boy.”
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Entering your bedroom, your eyes land on Lion as he sleeps on your pillow. The corners of your lips turn upwards before rolling your head on your shoulders. There was very little time for peace and quiet in this house and you take what you can get, if you’re being honest. Sitting down on the edge of the bed, you lean back on your hands. Eyes lazily traipsing over both paintings on the far end of the room before the door opens. “Kitten.”
You glance over at your husband before sitting up straighter. He fixes his tie before carding his fingers through his black hair. He narrows his eyes at you, whisky glass in hand before pointing his index finger at you over the lip. “You can’t just send Lions to do cheap work at The Bird Cage.” 
You roll your eyes before turning your body towards him. “Did he or did he not lose our money FOR the casino?” He sips his whisky, neck veins jutting at the harsh burn before nodding his head.
“Then he will work AT the casino, until I say so.” He scoffs gently before unbuttoning his black suit jacket. “You’re a fucking brat.”
You shrug as he strips off the layer of clothing, laying it over the velvet arm chair before sauntering towards you. “Brats can have fun too.” He snorts, uncuffing his sleeves before straddling you. His hand meets your chest before you’re being shoved back into the bed. “Brats get punished, Kitten.” 
A small smile tugs at your lips before you’re tilting your head. He hums gently before putting both hands on either side of your face and turning you to look up at him. “Kitten, you do everything you can to get under my skin don’t you?”
“Yes, Daddy.” He chuckles to himself before leaning down and kissing you. His plush pink lips warm against your skin as he kisses you with unbridled passion. His tongue licks over the seam of your lips and your hands grasp at his toned arms. He moans gently as your mouth opens for him, whisky laden tongue running over yours before he hears a loud shriek that could only be from his daughter and the noise is barreling right towards the master bedroom. He clicks his teeth before hopping off of you. His eyes stay on the door before the shadows of little feet appear underneath it. He chuckles to himself gently, hand rubbing over your bare thigh as the door creaks open. 
Hawon gasps loudly before smiling at the both of you and you can’t help but giggle as your husband gasps back playfully. “Who’s that? Is that the prettiest princess of them all?!” He calls out cutely to her making her giggle as she sways her body. 
He stands up with a groan before crouching and holding his arms out to her, she runs towards him at full speed and he grunts as he catches her as she jumps up. Her arms wrap around his neck before burying her face into his shirt. “You woke up from your nap? Hmm?” 
She nods, face rubbing over his crisp white shirt before he’s rubbing his hand over her back. “Mommy?” You hum to your daughter as you sit up, fingers combing through your hair. 
“Can I have a little sister now?” Your heart pangs and you clear your throat before standing up. “Why don’t we go find Mirae, hmm?” Jimin whispers quickly to her before kissing your forehead.
You watch as he walks away, lips turning down into a frown before he exits the bedroom. You stare ahead at the paintings on the wall, head tilting as your fingers snag at a knot within your hair. It’s not like you both weren’t trying for another one, you were. Constantly trying actually. But, it just wasn’t as easy as the first two. Hawon was unexpected, Minseok was unexpected and now that you were trying for a third it just wasn’t coming as easily as you’d like. Jimin accuses everything but the both of you for this. To him it was the Im’s fault. They’ve had you both so stressed out lately, after receiving the knowledge that they killed your parents. He says the stress is bad for your womb. Whatever the fuck that means. The casino is another cause for no baby. Stress from making sure the casino runs properly is too much for you to handle and that is why your womb is still empty.
You lay back on the bed as Lion walks over the mattress before laying down on your chest. But, you know the truth. It’s your fault. You’ve slowly found the time between all the stress to hate yourself for it. You see Jimin’s eyes light up after each sexual encounter, like he’s begging you and whatever God to give him another child. You see his body shiver with anticipation if your period is a day late. You see it all. And, you can’t help that you find it discouraging. Because you should give him everything he wants and this one thing is just not coming. 
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“Phones.” You throw your phone into the sound proof metal box before looking over at Jeongguk as he stares down at the table. His hair is greasy, heavy bags laden under his doe eyes and you can smell the alcohol seeping from his pores. You raise an eyebrow as he shuts his eyes as if he’s in pain. You put your hand gently on his arm. Before you know it, his hand shoots out grabbing your wrist before twisting it harshly. “Guk!” You whine in pain as he continues to twist it to the left.
Your body moves with his grasp as the joint of your shoulder sends a sharp pain through you. “Jeongguk!” Jimin yells loudly, you could feel the muscles in your arm tensing almost the point of ripping. Your husband cocks his gun before putting the mouth to Jeongguk’s forehead. “What the fuck is wrong with you?!” He seethes to the younger man as the rest of the guys cock their guns at him.
He lets you out of his grasp and you whine loudly falling back into your chair. “Never touch my wife for as long as you fucking live. What’re you dumb?!” You rub at your shoulder before narrowing your eyes at the youngest. Jeongguk stays silent before opening his eyes, “Sorry.” He mumbles before pulling a bottle of Hennessy out of his hoodie and unscrewing the cap.
Jimin wraps his arm around your waist, hand running over your side before ripping his feral eyes away from the torturer in the room. “You okay, baby?” You roll your shoulder before nodding slightly. 
“I’ll be fine.” He scoffs before massaging at the muscles of your shoulder. “Get out.” He tells Jeongguk who turns his gaze to his boss without an inkling of care in his eyes. 
“Get out? Of where? The meeting? Of life? Where would you like me to ‘get out’ to, boss?” His voice is heavy with sarcasm and you close your eyes as Jimin smacks the metal table before gritting his teeth. “Get out of this fucking room before I kill you.”
Jeongguk shrugs before standing up and shoving the other men’s chairs out of his way. “What the fuck is wrong with him today?” Hoseok mumbles before fixing his chair with a scoff. 
“It’s Lee’s death anniversary.” Yoongi mumbles as he sparks his cigarette. You frown deeply as Jeongguk slams the door shut behind him and you feel your face blanch before looking at your husband. He runs his hands over his face before clearing his throat. “Fuck.”
It took you a while to find him, but you did. He sits at the edge of the garden, legs tucked underneath him as he runs his fingers through the blades of perfectly cut grass. “Hi.” You whisper before sitting down next to him. 
He doesn’t speak, he just stares at the floor. You both sit for a while, his eyes below him and yours on the sun as it begins to set on the horizon. The sky is a pretty salmon color and you find yourself thinking that before Jimin and this life nothing was pretty to you. You don’t know if your presence is comforting or not but you’ve known Jeongguk for a long time now and anything you can do for him you would. 
You could hear the kids screaming inside of the mansion and you tilt your head to look at him as he groans gently. “I’m sorry I hurt you, noona.” His voice is slurred from all of his alcohol intake but you can easily hear the regret. You show him your hand before rubbing his back in comforting circles.
“It hurts.” He mumbles before looking up at the setting sun. His hands rub together before pulling out the bottle of alcohol he had earlier at the meeting. “She’s painted on the back of my eyelids every second of the fucking day and just for once, just today, I wish I didn’t have to see her.”
You nod at his words, not saying anything for fear of speaking out of turn during his time of need. “She is always around, haunting me. In my dreams, in my mind, behind my eyelids. I don’t know what I would do without her but just for today… I wish this guilt wasn’t eating me alive.” You hum in agreement as he hangs his head. 
“I’m sorry Guk.” He spins the cap off the bottle before chuckling to himself, “Jimin is going to fucking flay my ass for gripping you like that. Fuck my life.” His voice ends in a murmur before he’s swigging from the bottle. 
“Kitten!” You hear your husband loud and clear before turning your head. He stands on the balcony of your bedroom, arms folded with narrowed eyes. 
“Come upstairs.” His voice is clipped and Jeongguk grunts gently. He was in trouble and you feel bad for him.
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You enter the bedroom quietly, your husband stands shirtless leaning against the balcony door frame. “He hurt you, why would you go and see him when he’s like that?” He chides you before turning around. 
“Because he’s hurting and he needs someone.” Jimin scoffs gently before standing up tall. “You’re to stay away from him until he is sober. Do you hear me?” You hum unamused before he’s raising an eyebrow. 
“Why don’t you ever fucking listen?!” 
“He’s hurting Jimin! He needs someone!” You yell out to your husband as you point your finger towards the closed doors. 
“That someone isn't you! You’re too precious to me! What would happen if you got hurt because he can’t control his emotions?! You’ve seen him! He’s like a ticking time bomb!” You fold your arms before scoffing. “You’ve been his friend since you were younger. Why don’t you go talk to him then?” 
Jimin rubs his hands over his face before walking over to the liquor caddy and pouring himself a glass of whisky. “Because I can’t. You stay away from him until he’s sober. Or else.”
“Or else what?!” He slams down the glass of whisky before turning to you. “Kitten.”
Your feet pad over to him before you’re wrapping him into a hug. He’s projecting, you know your husband well enough for that. He blames himself for the death of Lee, something he has spoken about a few times throughout the years of marriage. He feels guilty. 
Your lips traipse along his jaw, his hands grip at your hips before sighing gently. “Kitten, I’m really not in the mood right now.”
You ignore him, suckling sweet patches onto his collarbones before trailing lower. His gun is discarded onto the liquor caddy by you before your hands find his belt and you undo it silently. You kiss over his chest, taking time to shower the names of you and your two children with love before swiping your tongue over his nipple. He sighs gently before pressing himself flush against the wall. “Kitten. Please.”
You silence him with a playful nip on his nipple before unzipping his pants. “Y/N.” He calls to you quietly, “Let me take care of you.” 
His head lolls back to the wall as his hands run through your hair. “I just have this guilt.” He mumbles to the air as you lick over the plains of his abs. 
“I know.” You whisper gently before pushing down his pants. He grips at your hair as you suck at the skin above the waistband of his briefs. Your fingers find the waistband before tugging them down. He takes in a sharp breath between his teeth as his cock smacks up into his stomach. You hum pleased before getting to your knees. 
You see the sight of him daily and it never gets old. He groans gently, tugging at your hair as you wrap your hand around his long length. The bulbous tip blushed pink with need begins to weep as you pump him slowly. “Oh fuck.” He curses before his eyes flutter shut. 
You lick at the seam of his head, collecting his precum on your tongue before swirling the muscle around him smoothly. He gasps gently and you watch as his thigh muscles shake with unabashed pleasure. “Oh, Kitten. Shit.” 
You take his length into your mouth, hollowing out your cheeks to make a vacuum like suction around him. He curses gently as you begin a steady rhythm of fucking his cock into your mouth. He tugs at your hair harder as his ass pushes off of the wall. “Will you let me fuck your throat? Hmm, Kitten?” 
You moan in response as he grips at your head with both of his hands. His jaw tightens before both of your eyes connect. “I love you so much, baby girl.” You whimper as he thrusts gently. 
“I just, fuck, need all this stress to go away.” With every word his cock begins to ram harder into you. Your hands grip at his muscular thighs as his moans get louder. You swallow around him letting his cock go in deeper as your throat muscles clench and lax around him with every thrust. “Oh fuck, you’re such a good little girl letting me fuck your throat like this.” 
The flat of your tongue runs over his shaft and a string of curses leaves your husband's mouth. "Oh Kitten." 
You begin to gag as he fucks your mouth faster, eyes welling up with tears as you hear his groan grow louder. "Fuck, you like that? God, baby you look so hot when you cry for my cock." 
Your manicured fingernails dig into the flesh of his thighs and you can see him shiver visibly. "Oh fuck! Fuck!" 
His cock begins to throb and you will your throat and gag reflex to behave as he tucks his plush bottom lip between his teeth. His gaze is soft as he looks down at you, like you're holding him to the Earth with every thrust. Streams of precum trail down your throat and you moan at the taste that is solely your husband. “Oh, babe. I’m going to cum. Fuck!”
Your hand grabs at his tightening balls, rolling and squeezing them gently. His head smacks into the wall as he gives off a long, slow moan. “That’s it, baby. Fuck! Kitten.” 
He chokes on a gasp before his cock stills, “Oh, fuck I love you.” With that sentence he orgasms, hands pushing down on your head as you sputter around him. Ropes of cum paint your throat. “Swallow and show me.”
You swallow before letting your tongue hang out of your mouth as you pull away. He looks drunk, black hair disheveled as his sideburns slick down to his face with sweat. He gives you a lazy smirk before bending down and kissing your forehead. “You’re very, very good at distracting me, Kitten. Too good.” He mumbles making you giggle. 
He helps you up before rubbing at your reddened knees. You pull his pants back up as he sighs gently. He grabs his whisky glass before wrapping his hand around your wrist and pulling you over to the bed. He sits down on the edge, eyes opening wide as if he was trying to wake himself up. He pats the spot next to him and you sit with him for a moment before he is pulling you into his chest to coddle you. “I thought after the whole Kim Shin business we would find ourselves in an easier spot but everything is building up against.”
You nod against him, hearing his heart rate even out before running your fingers over his chest. You feel the defined pectoral muscles he’s been working hard to keep and you can’t help but look up at him as he sips from his glass of whisky. His Adam’s apple bobs and neck veins appear as he sips the alcohol. Small droplets of sweat run down his honey skin and you wipe at them making him smile. “Are you listening to me, Kitten? Or are you checking out your husband?” He teases before leaning back on his hands.
“Both.” You answer truthfully making him snort. You grab the glass of whisky before chugging the contents and setting it down on the floor. Your leg swings over his waist as you straddle him and his hands begin to caress your thighs. He gives a small chuckle before putting one arm underneath his head as he looks up at you. “Any problems we have, we can fix them together.” You tell him as your fingers begin to run over the plains of his abs. 
“I know, baby. I just…” He exhales loudly before rubbing circles into your skin, “We have this whole Im business now. Unfortunately for their families they’re going to pay for their sins. Jeongguk is turning into a drunken, raging lunatic. Jin and your sister are just… I don’t have fucking words for them-” You giggle before nodding at his statement.
“But there are pluses too. Y’know? Yoongi and Hyunah getting married. Taehyung and Hyejin having their baby boy. Hoseok being a forever single bachelor. Namjoon is another forever bachelor.” You mumble, lifting your fingers to count the good things, Jimin laughs before smacking your thigh gently. 
“I have so many people to protect and it’s getting to me, slowly but surely.” His eyes are filled with distress and you feel your heart clench before laying down on him. He wraps his arms around your waist as you bury your face into his neck. His cologne is wearing off, you find yourself thinking before you’re kissing over the marks you gave him just a few minutes ago. “Anything that happens, we’re a team. We’re Lions. We don’t let things get under our skin so easily.”
He nods before squeezing you tightly, “I just want us to be happy again. We didn’t have any problems before when Shin was in the play room and now that we know the Im’s killed your parents, I feel a storm coming.”
“At least they don’t know that we know.” He licks at his lips before kissing your temple, “At least they don’t know.”
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The morning sun is the first thing that rouses you in the morning, before a gigantic boom jolts your body up. Jimin is quick to jump up before he’s grabbing his gun from underneath the pillow and cocking it. 
“Hey Jimin!” He hears Namjoon yell loudly from downstairs and he curses quietly before ripping the door open. Your hand finds the side drawer before you’re pulling out your own pistol you’ve become fond of. Your feet follow after him, hand grabbing at the silk of your nightgown before rapidly descending the stairs. Your husband spares a glance in your direction before smirking. There is nothing hotter to him then seeing a gun in your hands. “What happened?!” He yells as another boom goes off. 
The house shakes on its foundation before settling and you raise an eyebrow as you reach the entryway. “Jeongguk is… losing it.” Namjoon whispers before ushering you both towards the kitchen. 
“Kitten, go upstairs.” You shake your head, following after him quickly as you walk through the sitting room. His jaw tightens before stopping in his tracks, the house shakes once more with a loud crash. “We have two children in this fucking house, go upstairs and watch the babies.”
You hear Jeongguk scream loudly before Namjoon is disappearing into the kitchen. Jimin knocks his forehead to yours before kissing you gently. “Now.”
You sigh gently before nodding, “Good girl.”
Jimin is quick to run down the underground tunnel, face grimacing as the soles of his feet become grimy with dirt. There’s another boom and his ears begin to ring before furrowing his eyebrows. He reaches the double doors of the old distillery and he watches as smoke lazily exits Yoongi’s mouth before drifting up towards the ceiling. “He’s been like this for an hour already.” Yoongi tells his boss.
Jimin peaks in before sighing gently, he watches his friend since childhood light another stick of dynamite before throwing it into an old distiller. His hair is dirty, his moustache and beard beginning to grow. “Guk!” He yells before the boom shakes the floor beneath him. 
“Why didn’t you stop him?!” Jimin calls to the older black haired man who pulls from his cigarette. “I’m getting married soon, I’m not dying for his dumbass. Hyunah would sooner cut my dick off.” Jimin uncocks his gun, before walking into the room. He holds his hands out as he approaches the youngest. 
“Hey, Guk. What’re you doing man?” He doesn’t get a response as Jeongguk holds up the old stick of dynamite. “This shit has been here since the early 1900’s can you believe it still works?”
The youngest sounds absolutely exhausted, voice slurred with both tiredness and alcohol. Jimin holds out his hand before looking up at him as he gets closer. “Give me the dynamite. You’re going to hurt yourself.”
Guk chuckles, shaking his head. “Oh. Hyung. If only it was that easy. Look.” He lights the dynamite before dropping it between the both of them. Jimin’s mouth falls open before jumping at Jeongguk and knocking him away from the explosion. “What’re you fucking crazy?!” He screams as he pulls him behind the metal still. 
The dynamite goes off and Jimin buries Jeongguk’s head into his chest as the explosion shakes the room. Clouds of grey smoke wafts through the room before the smell of burning enters everyone's nose. Jimin throws Jeongguk to the floor before putting his knees to his chest. “See. I can’t hurt myself.” 
Jimin grits his teeth before smacking the youngest hard across the face, he groans loudly before his head lolls back. “Again, again.”
The head of the Lions Den yells out in frustration before gripping onto Jeongguk’s black hoodie and shaking him. “You need to stop this! You’re going crazy! I can’t keep you around my kids if you act like this!”
Guk scoffs before shoving Jimin off of him, “I would never hurt the babies. Please.” He mumbles before standing up, “You’re becoming self destructive and a drunk. You need to get yourself in check, Guk. Or you’ll be going into the playroom.” He stiffens before looking down at Jimin who puts his head back to the large metal still. 
“How fucking dare you ever say that to me.” He seethes at his older brother, Jimin shrugs at a loss before putting his hands through his hair. “You better get yourself in check. I can’t keep watching you destroy yourself. Next time you do some stupid shit like this, you’re going into the playroom for some hard self reflection.”
Jeongguk shakes his head before laughing, “You can’t leave me alone with her. You can’t.” 
Jimin lifts his head slowly before narrowing his eyes, “Leave you alone with who?”
“Lee. She’s everywhere, all the time.” His hands shake as he fixes his hoodie. Oh, so he was going insane. Jimin puts his head back out of frustration before sighing, “Guk, I need you back by my side! I need you to be my right hand man again. You can’t keep going this way, you’re destroying yourself.” 
Jeongguk purses his lips before pulling a bottle out of his hoodie. “Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.” He murmurs before walking towards the tunnel. “Take his car keys away!” Jimin yells before standing up, he smacks his forehead into the metal still before clicking his teeth. Things are becoming a downward spiral inside of this fucking house and he needs it to end.
Heels clack on the marble floor of the casino entrance. You take off your sunglasses as the staff welcome you with a bow. You spot Kirsoon in an ill fitting red vest and you sigh gently. “Kirsoon.” You call to him and his head shoots up to look at you.
“Yes Madam.” You curl your index finger before pointing to the spot in front of you. He scurries over and you hold your hand out to Yoongi who raises an eyebrow. He wordlessly reaches around before grabbing his gun and placing it in your hand. Kirsoon visibly shudders before bowing his head to you. You take in his demeanor, scared and large before you’re handing him the gun. “Take off that fucking vest and get behind me.” 
His head raises before he’s smiling. “Yes ma’am.” He grimaces at the red vest before ripping it off, displaying his strength. He steps around you before looking at Yoongi with a twinkle in his eye. Yoongi pats the tall man's arm before lighting a cigarette.
The entrance to the casino was filled with upwards of fifty staff members and you find it hard to keep track of all their faces. “We’re going to have a family meeting.” You tell them before putting your sunglasses in your purse. 
You walk past them, fingers brushing along the brass, ornate bird cages that litter the hallways before entering the casino floors. You casually weave through tables for blackjack, craps, roulette- you name it, you’ve probably got it. Your hand drifts over the green felt of a poker table before you jump up on it and cross your legs. 
You watch the staff file in before folding your arms, eyes scanning over your hard workers before clearing your throat. “We work hard, yes?” You call out to them.
“Yes, ma’am!” You hum pleased at the voracious volume.
“We’ll continue to work hard, yes?” You hum again at their answer before running your fingers over the felt table. “We’ve been open for two months and have made more money than any casino in the entirety of Seoul. Why is that?”
You look around as everyone stays silent before your eyes fall on the familiar girl that resembles a maid you once cared for. 
“Hawon’s sister, Rina. Why is that?” She lifts her head before fixing her ponytail, “Because we work hard?” Her voice is feeble and it makes you smile.
“That’s right, because we work hard and we’re the best at what we do. So to congratulate you all on working so hard, you will all be getting a gift of a raise.” You can see small smiles and determined head nods before you hear Yoongi clear his throat.
“Now that the fun stuff is out of the way, in a month we’re going to be having a Casino Night. One that goes far beyond the hours of our normal days. The theme is Roaring Twenties. There will be special admission for certain guests only. It’ll be like a family gathering.” Some staff open their mouths before nodding and you smile at them before hopping off of the poker table. “Get back to work.” You call to them before walking towards your office.
You sit down at the glass desk before Rina enters with a glass of champagne. You hum in appreciation for her kindness before pointing at the velvet armchair in front of your desk. “Casino...night?” Yoongi asks before lighting a cigarette.
“Oh yes, casino night.” You mumble before grabbing a manilla folder from your top drawer and handing it to Kirsoon, you nod to Rina and he gives her the folder. You sip your champagne before leaning back in your office chair. She opens the folder, eyebrows raised with curiosity. Pictures of the Im’s grace her eyes and Yoongi begins to smirk.
“These are the very special guests that will be coming to Casino Night. Rina will take extra care to provide everything they need. Won’t you, Rina?” She closes the folder before smiling widely. 
“Yes, Madam.”
“Good girl.” She hands the folder back before bowing her head and leaving the office. 
Yoongi jumps into the armchair, legs swinging over the arm before putting his head back. “Why’re we doing this instead of just murdering them in front of their homes?”
You smirk before looking at Kirsoon as he sits down in the second armchair. Your hands fold as you lean your elbows on to the table. “Kirsoon, you know of me, yes?” He nods to you, hands folding in his lap.
“What’s my motto?”
“You get more flies with honey than you do with vinegar.” You pick up your champagne glass before looking at Yoongi with a wide smile, “Get more flies.”
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mrskurono · 3 years ago
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🌌 and utahime whore it is then pftttt
god i dunno why everyone likes daddy kink so much like yeah to each their own but its so normalised that it isn’t even tagged in fics anymore and that is what bothers me so much bc i will read a nice fic and then daddy kink comes up and i wanna d i e
the entire body type thing is def an issue i may not be the tallest but i am pretty muscular, always have been and it took a long time for me to like and accept myself bc of the conventional body standards
now i just specifically go to the gym to build my muscles to spite people so they live in fear that i could bench press them
- utahime whore 🌌
Daddy kinks are EVERYWHERE but you write a mommy fic and you know the amount of people I see call that podophilic? There's this weird link between hating women who take charge/command sexual authority. Hmm its like....people hate women having autonomy to their own bodies....
BABE LET ME TELL YOU THE ONE THING THAT PISSES ME OFF EVERY TIME I GO TO THE GYM (bc im a gym rat ngl)
I went to a womens only gym for a while but they closed. So I had to go to the only other one in town. And when the owner (a woman mind you) was doing the tour/run down thing she fucking stops and without missing a beat says "we have a lot of weight machines and classes that help you stay lean but not put on muscles. Bc a lot of a ladies don't want to bulk up"
I WANTED TO SCREAM SO FUCKING BAD. I WANNA BE RIPPED. I WANNA BE JACKED. I WANT TO BE FUCKING SHE RA WITH BIG ASS MUSCLES SWINGING A SWORD LIKE WHAT THE HELL
For the longest time I hated my body. I mean all the nasty things i could do to myself bc i hated it. It wasn't until I was pregnant that I realized how fucking bad ass my body is. I will never be 90 pounds. I will never be short. I will never be able to be that size zero. But I can lug my giant ass kid over my shoulder without a problem. Pack feed bags. And fucking buck hay. And I'm like- really fucking proud of this body of mine. I don't need to be tiny. I don't need to be a cute little girl daddy takes care of. If I'm gonna call someone daddy its bc they fathered a child that they pour their heart and soul into and tend to me with the softness and kindness of a saint. None of that degrading bullshit. Not enough fic writers make the character earn the right to be daddy and it pisses me off.
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splendidshinobi · 4 years ago
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FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST 2003 LIVE REACT: EPISODES 11-15
 LETS GO ROUND 3
episode 11: the other brothers elric part 1
yeet this thing edward
ok who r these so called other brothers
“METAL FATHER”
this girl’s uncle is sus. he’s now known as uncle lemons.
THE STONE???? WHOS MAKING A STONE 
oh shit they got kicked to the curb
“THE REAL ELRIC BROTHERS???????” WHOSE ASS
i bet “alphonse” is the taller one
never mind
this twink is annoying
on your knees???????????????????????
ed plz
oh twink doesnt need a circle but doubtful he’s opened a portal of truth
he’s got philosopher’s juice instead i suppose!!
wheres mugear or whoever
oh found him
LUST <3
girly looks hot 
anyways
oh its uncle lemons
these townspeople are annoying as shit
wow what a parallel tragic backstory
operation mole hole
what is the cough sub plot
i have questions
hmm there we go thx fletcher
ugh the twink is back 
and now he’s an attempted murderer
OH FUCKKKKKKKK
great going twink your brother is gonna die
his villain origin story 
uhhh what? part 2 i guess
episode 12: the other brothers elric part 2
fletcher is a homie
ed’s window dive was so dramatic
i literally cannot tell you what the twink’s name is
he is just twink
mugear is suspicious 
he’s not even an alchemist??? bro
who is nash tringham
is he important other than in this specific episode arc
nash tringham and uncle lemons definitely got naughty back in the day
to be fair what is uncle lemons’ name? i do not know
like i cant be expected to remember every one bit character’s name? especially when i have all this other fma knowledge floating around in my head
MARCOH!!!!!!!
why is ed sitting in the tree like that
ed: “google earth...always taking pics”
what is this stone making process with pregnant ladies who thought of this
lets all throw mugear in a septic tank
sussssssss
edward is so unimpressed by this mans
HAHA yes edward my son
“it’s been a good while since i killed anyone. i kinda miss it.” EDWARD YOU KILL ME LMAOOO
uh oh he’s got a red water gun or somethin
so fletcher is the plant alchemist i see
twink’s name is RUSSELL????? how did i miss that
wooooooof sucks to suck mugear
thats A LOT of red water
fletcher’s alchemy is so weird
from the redwood forest to the gulf stream waterssss
what in tarnation is this boy doing
i guess we have another prodigy on our hands okayyyy
why do i feel like we’ll see the tringhams again
uncle lemons strikes again with LEMONS
whats in the letter????
from russell??? why r u so embarrassed edward
thats mighty homosexual of you good sir
episode 13: fullmetal vs flame
so this one is called fullmetal vs flame which makes me think theyre animating that bonus chapter??!!!??!!! yes!!!!!
colonel sarcasm?? nice ed
i too enjoy mocking roy toy
al found a cat
he definitely did
yup
um who’s yelling
probably mustang that dumpster fire of a man
BREDA!!!!!!!!!
black hayate!!!!!!! baby!!!!!!!
FUERY!!!!! he’s so small
breda is a mess omg
havoc is a mess too
kitty! “he called to me” precious al
these boys are a trainwreck 
oh sad kitty flashback
mustang is such a freak 
yeaH i wondER if mustang knows marcoh hmmmmmm HMMM
“names not familiar” yeah sure baby all yall ishval war criminals know each other
ARMSTRONG!!! hey!!!
ummm wtf fuhrer bradley 
UM WHO IS THE LADY UM
hughes is a mESS
ed’s gremlin face gives me life
roy with hayate...im scared
take that dog away from him
yayayay bonus chapter fight scene!
shut up miniskirt man 
oh no take the mic away from hughes
“you just want a promotion!!!” “give back my girlfriend!!!” im dying
i too would love to put a fist in mustang’s face
“too slow” damn idk that was kinda hot
but no im still gonna kill him
he’s so stupid
this is so chaotic
oooh cut the glove yessss
ope never mind
oh great he’s getting flashbacks... well shit happens when you commit war crimes
“ehhh???”
oh hmm theyre saying ishBal in this one instead of ishVal
ill probably still write ishval im more used to that
oh no black hayate she’s gonna pop a cap ive seen this clip before
she did it
“strict mommy” oh um ok
poor kitty cat
scar IS heather
episode 14: destruction’s right hand
back in liore with some more amestrian war crimes on the docket for today
ayyy envy our favorite morally corrupt they/them
gluttony’s snack time
new op lets gooooo
im not vibing as much but hey its kinda poppin
oh hey armstrong what up baby
to be fair ed did meet marcoh with armstrong in manga canon so
hahaha no thats not the fullmetal alchemist...thats alphonse!!!
marcoh’s voice sounds different hold on 
yep different VA
dr marcoh’s alchemical oobleck 
oh hey basque grand u sexy mustachioed bootlicker you shouldnt be here
what the FUCK he’s a weapon of mass destruction
i wish so hard netflix let you screenshot so i could add pics for added value!!!
if philosophers stones fall under grand’s jurisdiction then he is VERY SUS
he aint it
ope hey scar 
this is an odd amalgamation of plot points
oops boy bye
ive always enjoyed scar’s CLEARLY adidas brand track pants
ummmm why did scar’s brother have BROWN hair
i- ok
i miss j michael tatum
ooooooh armstrong baby i was wondering where you were!
rose!!!! tell him!!! fuck u hakuro!!!!
trying to help?? dont make me laugh you’re a general in the amestrian military
episode 15: the ishbal massacre
kinda early for the ishval talk imo?? wonder what we’ll learn
armstrong is literally the buff rasputin trope on tiktok rn
“accidentally” shot an ishvalan child. hmm yeah no
envy just sneezed
HEY KIMBLEE YOU LITTLE SHIT
kimblee looks like christmas came early
they gave roy a stone??????? sounds noncanonical but ok
basque grand is literally wildin out fuck that guy
yuriy and sara’s skeletal remains just sneezed in the ground
wait a damn minute
wait a fucking minute
did roy
shoot
yuriy and sara
ROY SHOT WINRY’S PARENTS
and now hes gonna shoot himself
IM 
im taking a lap around my apartment OH MY GOD WHAT IN THE HELLLLLLLL
IM NEVER GOING TO RECOVER FROM THIS 
FINANCIALLY OR OTHERWISE
im texting my sister about it right now and just SCREAMING
OH NO NO NO MARCOH DO NOT TELL ED WHO KILLED THE ROCKBELLS
oh good he ran away
i literally CANNOT handle them finding out about this
ahaha roy shoots the gun in the air again
roy take that glove off its raining
riza’s leg sweep was way less funny this time
WAIT IT JUST OCCURRED TO ME THAT ROY WAS AT THE HOUSE AND SPOKE TO WINRY AND PINAKO
i mean hes no idiot he knew
what did marcoh just do to scar im confused
nothing will ever make sense to me again after what ive just witnessed
feral al lets gooo
so this episode’s events were pretty similar. other than marcoh.
AND THE FUCKING ROY MUSTANG ISSUE...,........... 
OH NOOOOOO 
MOMS VOICE???
MOMS VOICE????
episode 15 said hey bitch lets watch your world come CRASHING The FUCK DOWN
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ultraclops · 4 years ago
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Semi-Live Blogging: Finale Time!
With reaction images this time!
Adoradad
TRAINING EXERCIIISE
Adorabat's practicing her screaming! Bet that's gonna come in handy later.
"Fneh!" Wow what an introduction Eugene
His design is like? Really cool?? He looks practically nothing like Adorabat tho. And why does he have a spade on his stomach instead of a heart??
Badgerclops drew him with a giant ass mustache lol.
Adorabat takes banjo lessons? More importantly, Eugene thought she was at a banjo lesson FOR 8 MONTHS?!
"She scares me" lol
Adorabat ran away from home? Why?
"I thought you were a ward of the state!" Remember when everyone thought Adorabat was an orphan? Yea.
"I thought you were my conscience!" Badgerclops...you've lived with Adorabat for a year...went to her school...AND YOU THOUGHT SHE WAS A PIECE OF YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS?!
...why did Badgerclops use Adorabat as monster bait...
I expected to hate Eugene but he's actually really cute and interesting?? Aside from the fact he thinks Mao Mao & Badgerclops are criminals. Love to see him again sometime!
Wow her dad has a whole badass mansion!! Why doesn't she just stay there...
Oh...her mom died...that's why he's so protective of her and was so upset when she left. Also her mom looks amazing & I wanna see a flashback episode with her. For some reason I can imagine her sounding like a deeper version of Scoops?
Aww Adorabat's room is super cool! Also Eugene cracking the door for her asfgjkl
"Do you think that monsters attacking the city are gonna - wait, does that have peanut butter in it? " (Cuts to MM & BC eating ice cream while crying) That's a perfectly rational reaction to losing your adoptive daughter
"I can keep it together!" (Cut to Mao Mao trying and failing to shovel ice cream in his mouth with his helmet on) NSADGEDHAMADH
Wait a second. Mao's eating mint chocolate chip ice cream. ISN'T CHOCOLATE TOXIC TO CATS?!
"But you said I was part of the team!!" "Then you're...off the team."
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Adorabat crying while showing Eugene the picture OUCH MY HEART...
"I used to go exploring in those caves with Mom all the time..." I'm guessing those are the caves from the promo?
"She wasn't afraid of anything!" " Well Adorabat definitely takes after her mother...
"And then one day, Sonara didn't come back with you." Ooh her name's Sonara!! Pretty!! I can't tell if they chose it cuz it sounds like Sonar or because it means "pleasant sounding"
Glad to see Adorabat's still a die-hard metal fan, even with Eugene
Oof Mao isn't taking this well at ALL if he's pretending Adorabat's molt is her...
OOH SHIT ADORABAT RAN OFF TO THE CAVES - wait a minute no she didn't. OH NO EUGENE WENT TO THE CAVES
Ooh there's Sonara's looking glass, bet that's gonna be important
Yay Adorabat saved her dad!
Damn Adorabat must be super traumatized after basically watching her mother die. No wonder she tried to murder Boba-Chan!
Oh the only way to stop the monster is by screaming!
(Mao Mao hears Adorabat scream) "ADORABAT?!" ADOPTIVE DAD POWERS ACTIVATE
Ooh her mother's figure appears over her when she says she's not afraid of anyone...maybe her spirit's inside of her or something?
REVENGE TIME BAYBEY
HOLY SHIT ADORABAT FUCKING MURDERED THAT THING
Eugene & Adorabat both apologized to each other I...
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"You can't just leave without the most fearless member of the group!" YAAY ADORABAT'S BACK (Also how are we gonna explain to Eugene Adorabat's scared of the dark?)
"I'll mess 'em up real good! So good, their mommies and daddies won't be able to recognize them when I'm done..." Daaammmnnn...
"She scares me :)"
I wonder...is Sonara really dead? Or are they gonna pull a Kipo & have her still be alive but in a different form?
Badge-A-Fire explosion
Uhh...where is Badgerclops? And why is Mao Mao on the top bunk?!
Of course Badgerclops is petty enough to install a fake monster alarm on his laptop to wake Mao Mao and Adorabat up.
"This is a super-serious work meeting, as you can see by the fact that I haven't provided any snacks!" No snacks?! This must be a serious issue!! /s
"As you know, I am a creative genius. Sometimes there's so much natural creative genius that my brain overloads, and I enter a heightened state that I call 'Ultra Focus'..." Oh so basically like hyperfixation?
"...where I break into a creative sprint, inventing super-advanced technology at supernatural speeds, unparalleled by anyone in the entire field of science." Okay maybe only a LITTLE bit like hyperfixation...wait a second, IS THAT WHY BADGERCLOPS IS SO TIRED ALL THE TIME?!
Uhh did he get his arm stuck in the front door? HE TOOK THE AEROCYCLE?!
"...I forget everything the next morning." Remember my headcanon that Badgerclops represses his memories? Yea...
"Which is why it's not my fault and I don't think I should be criticized :D" TBH I screamed with laughter at this scene solely because of the expression he made
...HE GAVE THE SKY PIRATES THE GEM CELL?! I mean he clearly wasn't thinking right when he did it BUT STILL?!
"Oh hey, I told you I'd use that weird elevator thing!" Dude you LITERALLY used it in Ultraclops. What are you talking about.
"If the Sky Pirates had the Gem Cell, they would've used it already!" That is a fair point ngl.
Umm...did Badgerclops give Adorabat a BOMB?!
Tbh if my friend woke me up in the middle of the night with weird-looking eyes and handed me a timer while saying something about an explosion I would DEFINITELY not go back to sleep afterwards...
I'm sorry, IS THE WHOLE VALLEY GONNA BLOW UP?! WHAT THE HELL DID HE MAKE?!
Mao wiping Badgerclops' tears I'm
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A paper towel dispenser? Well that's not that bad - IS THAT A GIANT PAIR OF PANTS?!
Ooh it's not a shock collar it's a translator!! That makes a bit more sense... "I HAVE NO REMORSE OR CONCEPT OF EMPATHY!" ...if the monster doesn't have remorse or empathy how does it know what those words mean...
Badgerclops keeps telling Mao Mao & Adorabat not to criticize him...hmm...I wonder who criticized his inventions that made him that way...*cough* HIS MOM *cough*
"Are all your inventions this weird?!" "YOU'RE WEIRD!!"
IM SORRY DID BADGERCLOPS BUILD A DANCING MACHINE INTO MAO MAO'S BONES?! HIS BONES?! AND HE MADE ADORABAT A SECOND MEGAPEG?!
What in the absolute hell is going on dgaadhdagdadga
Okay but when Badgerclops clutched his head and started shaking when Mao Mao asked why he made those things...I FELT THAT IN MY HEART I FELT THAT IN MY SOUL
Ngl this scene really hit home for me cuz that's how I act when I have a breakdown...
The timer went off but nothing blew up - WAIT, IS THAT A REPLICA OF MECHA HOSSORAFFASNAKEARANG?!
"Initializing Totally Humane Knockout Procedure." (Proceeds to slam the Sheriff's Dept. into the ground) ajdajdgdad
Ooh...ohh they're on some sort of water park...ride...thing??
"And if I didn't want us to get out, then I made sure we couldn't...with super-strong shoe things." But there isn't any on Adorabat, can't she just squeeze herself out?
Ooh I'm getting Pirates of the Caribbean vibes
There's the Gem Cell, it must be powering the ride! Also the robotic arm slaps Mao's hand the same way Mao slaps Badgerclops' hand in Flyaway skkkk
"My amazing creativity is finally gonna destroy us all..." "Hey, at least we'll be destroyed together!" Fair point, fair point
The shoosh returneth
"I always loved inventing." So he was an inventor ever since he was little? Daww.
YOUNG BC IS SO ADORABLE!! He has a lil medical patch instead of an eyepatch which is def more accurate to real life...but what's the vest for? Protection in case he falls? A pressure stim?
That figure's def his mom since they rejected his ideas & he mentions she was mean to him. Also the theory that his mom's a villain seems a bit stronger since they straight-up hand him a tool kid + a set of blueprints with no regard to his safety...
"Also there was a bunch of other kids at school and some other people throughout my life who mocked me relentlessly." THEN WHY'D YOU TELL ADORABAT YOU COULDN'T RELATE TO HER WHEN SHE SAID NO ONE WANTED TO BE HER FRIEND?! (Also I noticed literally all the kids are other badgers, so I'm assuming Badgerclops grew up sheltered like Mao Mao did.)
So the Ultra Focus is basically a really weird coping mechanism to deal with all the abuse and bullying he went through? Holy fuckkk
"They only made fun of you because they were jealous. Happened to me my whole life!" Umm...
"Even the dance chip I surgically implanted in your brain?" Excuse me the dance chip that you WHAT
"I love you-" HE SAID IT 💗💓💗💓
"I'm finally around people who love and understand me..."
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Wait did the cannon misfire? DID IT BLOW A HOLE IN THE GROUND?!
OH HE ACTUALLY DID CREATE AN ANIMATRONIC BAND?! I THOUGHT IT WAS A JOKE!!
"Take it away, Boss Hosstritch!" (Distorted garbling)
Oof Mao caught all the water
"We hope you all enjoyed being Badgerclops' friend." 💞💕💞💕
Not that anyone cares but I noticed there's a picture of some of the Sweetypies on the monitors, meaning 1. Badgerclops tested it out using them first, or 2. Badgerclops just likes those Sweetypies for whatever reason. Tho that makes me wonder why he'd choose Pinky of all people...
THE SKY PIRATES WERE INSIDE THE ANIMATRONICS THE WHOLE TIME?! THE MAN BEHIND THE SLAUGHTE
Zing Your Heart Out
Why are they giving out rotten sushi??
"HOW DARE YOU LAUGH AT ME EATING SOMETHING GROSSLY?!"
Ooh god Chester's gonna be super freaking annoying in this episode, I can feel it.
"What's blue and smells like red paint? Blue paint!" BAYBEY
Jesus what a prick. GET HIM MAO MAO
Ngl that background's really pretty...
Oooh no the Ruby Pure Heart's being weird again. Ooh no.
FUCK YEA ROAST HIM BABY - Did Adorabat's eyes turn purple because the Ruby Pure Heart gave her powers?
Oh so the siren in Badgerclops' robo-arm is a backup monster alarm?
More Sky Pirates - and the Pure Heart's being weird again...
"I'd tell you but despite your height it'd go right over your HEAD!" Asdfgghjjk
"For someone with two brains, you're not very BRIGHT!" EVEN BETTER
Kevin said he was raising money for a school trip, then for a trip to the hospital...which one is he raising money for?!
"SILENCE PANCAKE, LEST YE BE BUTTERED"
OOH NO SHE ATTACKED MAO AND BC
"IT FEELS LIKE THE WEIGHT OF ONE THOUSAND PLANETS!!"
"One second, I'm getting mad, and the next thing you know-" Is she freaking possessed??
Wait, is the Pure Heart TALKING to Adorabat?! How?!
Cluckins you don't ask people what's wrong with their eyeballs...even if there is something wrong with their eyeballs
"I CAN'T FEEL MY SELF-RESPECT!!"
The pure 'oh shit' on Marion's face when Adorabat turns to her
Half of the people she insulted showed up to her party! Didn't that mean she loved them?!
Oh god not this bitch again - nvm, thanks Adorabat
"Taking over the castle and ruling Pure Heart Valley forever does sound nice..." This is starting to remind me of that one AU where Adorabat turns evil, becomes the ruler of the Sky Pirates, then convinces them to kill Snugglemagne and becomes the queen of Pure Heart...she isn't gonna kill Snugglemagne, is she?
What did Adorabat tell Snugglemagne?! I WANNA KNO
Why is Pinky stealing teeth...reminds me of this
NO BC DON'T EAT THE TEETH
"I...hate myself! Therefore, I'm invincible!" So the trick to not getting your ego destroyed...is to not have an ego. Sounds reasonable.
"Your bug platter, my king?" Genderfluid Adorabat rights
"Mao Mao, your head looks like a CROW!" (Mao Mao caws) IT WAS A LIE HE ISN'T A CAT HE WAS A CROW THIS WHOLE TIME-
"It looks like a half-melted ice cream cone!!" That is...a strange way to describe your own neck...
"Well, I'm...bad (◡‿◡)" Kinda weird that the canonically depressed character can't even cleverly insult himself
...why does Adorabat's skin smell like old cantaloupe
OH SHE IS POSSESSED!!
HOLY SHIT MAO WAS GONNA FUCKING MURDER ADORABAT TO SAVE THE KINGDOM?! THANK GOD HE SAW HER JOKE BOOK, HOLY SHIT
Positivity outweighs negativity!
"WHERE DOES A 800 POUND GORILLA SIT?!" "Where ever it wants!◝(⁰▿⁰)◜" Curse you for making me laugh...
OOH NO THE JOKEBOOK! - Wait nvm Mao remembers Adorabat's jokes!
I think the reason they used that joke is because it represents Mao Mao and Adorabat - Adorabat is blue, and she wants to be like Mao Mao, who wears red. What is BLUE, and smells like (is similar to) RED paint?
YAAAY HE BROKE HER FREE FROM MIND CONTROL!! And did BC get Thanos snapped in the background?
"Thank goodness you're alright! We almost..." Fucking murdered you? Yea
"Might we have our crown and kingdom back, yes?"
"Sorry for being such a monster today." "You're a monster everyday." Is that a joke because she was today's villain, a reference to Sleeper Sofa or foreshadowing?
I hope Mao Mao and Badgerclops decide to investigate what's up with the Heart in Season Two, cause I highly doubt they'll let Adorabat getting fucking possessed go under the radar.
The visual gag of Mao trying to stomp out his ice cream cone like a cigarette is perfect. This is peak comedy everyone else go home
WHOOP CHESTER'S ASS GUYS
Strange Bedfellows
"So, your name is Boss Hosstrich, but you're not actually the boss?" How long did it take him to realize that
JFC Mao & Orangusnake are REALLY hellbent on killing each other huh...at least the deputies and the other Sky Pirates have common sense.
Hahaha nice Dragon Ball Z reference - and they both got crushed by the monster! Lovely.
...did Mao seriously think he died and went to heaven?
So does Orangusnake breathe through Tanner or do they both breathe independently & Coby can feel when Tanner can't?
Dang those skeletons remind me of the Steven Universe Future episode Growing Pains. And why is Lucky inside of Orangusnake? "THAT WAS MY LUNCH, JERK!" Ooh that's why.
"They're full of these tiny, little cracks or, as they're known in the medical field, 'whoopsie-boo-boos'." AGSADGASGADGDASG
Damn their skeletons are just gonna freaking evaporate huh...
"The doctor said I was very brave :D"
Ooh shit the Deputies and the other Sky Pirates met at the same elevator, are they gonna fight - nevermind, they're still calling time.
JESUS CHRIST ARE MAO & ORANGUSNAKE EVER GONNA STOP?!
"You don't have the guts!" "I have a million guts." That is...mildly concerning
"Yeah, I wanted to be a baker, before I realized I liked hurting people so much." Then why doesn't she just like, help Muffins or something?
Tbh I thought Ratarang was holding a gun and I'm glad it was just a weirdly wrapped banana
CONE OF SHAME. CONE OF SHAME. CONE OF SHAME.
"Aww, y'all shouldn't have - this is empty." "Just like my heart when you injure yourself!!" He loves him sm...💓💓
"Why didn't you bring me weapons?!" "Because this is a hospital, and I'm a good boy (◡‿◡ )"
"I really feel like this could be a turning point in their relationship." (Mao and Orangusnake proceed to try and kill each other again) *sigh*
Ngl Mao & Orangusnake constantly repeating themselves is getting super annoying.
That hospital bed beeping is giving me flashbacks to all the times I went to the hospital for seizures...
"You know y'all could live like this, like, all the time if you didn't go around hurting people, right?" "Pssh! Tsk-tsk, boy. You know I gots to hurt people." Uhh you guys should really listen to Badgerclops he knows what tf he's talking about
UUhh, whose egg is that? "MAMA" ASGagddahDh
Of course they had to land in freaking CEMENT to realize that maybe they shouldn't kill each other
Did Mao just deflate like a ballo- oh nvm there he go.
Boneless Mao. Boneless Mao.
And Mao saved Orangusnake!! By...breaking every bone in his body somehow.
"I'm the kind of hero who wants to save you so I can fight you later...at the right time and place." Just gonna file this along with the credit score scene from Perfect Couple in the 'Orangumao' folder.
Is Badgerclops duct taping Mao to the stretcher? I mean, at least he won't move & hurt himself again but geez
Tbh Zing would’ve made a better finale than this ep. At least it had a sequel hook
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phoebehalliwell · 5 years ago
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okay! so for a slightly. less? devastating topic (i mean that in a good way, but my HEART, MY BABY CHRIS) like tangentially related to dark future, do you have any thoughts about bianca in the changed future? idk if you've planned or put anything in your fic or not, but i am curious bc i love all your things.
so i have definitely planned bianca out in my fic as well as laid out a couple (read: so many) of my headcanons about the phoenix & bianca in the altered timeline right here and i don’t want to give to much away because i really want her introduction to be this big entrance but i will tell u that i’ve been thinking a lot about chris and bianca’s relationship because i want them well hmm how to i phrase this i don’t want to tell you they’re in love. i want it to be obvious. that being said, it has to be enemies to lovers. i can’t see chris and bianca any other way. we only got 1 (one) of them in canon and yet i’m rock solid on this y’know i don’t want them to start out on the same side. that being said, i’m insanely picky about my enemies to lovers. i honestly don’t like the trope that much bc if it’s not done the way i like it’s not like i’m neutral to it it’s like i hate it. imo, enemies to lovers has to be the slowest of burns and it has to create strong foundations in mutual trust. i don’t believe in “i trust them because i love them”, it has to be “i trust them and through that i grew to love them”, y’know? and i’m looking forward to the challenge of writing this but i also feel like its like so easy to fuck up because bianca is a character that is constantly shrouded in secrets. bianca never reveals her true self to anyone, that’s like her cornerstone personality trait. in the mortal world she wears different personalities on the daily, warping herself into who other want her most to be. in theory she should be able to be herself in the phoenix but she’s alienated herself from her sisters and bc of that keeps up a facade around them too. and since she is so soul crushingly lonely rather than embrace that she lies to herself about who she is. revealing bianca’s true self, which is the most important step into building trust, is a grueling process because she doesn’t even know who she is, so that whole relationship is going to be the most gradual of processes. i’ll tell u what is after her introduction will be a episode just fully dedicated to her backstory and i’m really excited to write her as a character bc i think she’s like really complex and a bit easy to hate because she’s like more talented than you and she knows it but I Am All About defending the bitchy characters i think bitchy characters are always so one note like they’re mean bc like they have mommy issues or whatever so to real peel back the layers and understand her as a whole and complete person im just im very excited to do all that
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vandergeld · 5 years ago
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                  hey  everyone welcome BACK to my blog  ,  hi  , how  are  ya ?   i’m   RUZZY   (  or  ru  ,  rudy  idk  if thats too  much  lmAO  )  &  i  have  not  been  apart  of  a  group  in  84  years ............  that  graphic  is  so  extra  but  i  was  bored  &  first  impressions  are  everything  ,  ANYWHO  this  is  my  mans WARNER  played  by  my  mans  GRAYSON DOLAN  ,  who  lacks  f’n  resources  so  i  gotta  work  some  magic  w/  all  these  gifs  on  tumblr  lmao  so  any  gif  icons  are  noT  mine  for  the  most  part  they’ll  be  taken  from  gifs  alr  created  (  s/o  2  the  fly  hunnies  that  made  ‘em  )  anyway  ya’ll  don’t  really  care  abt  me  lmao  soooooo here’s warner ! PLS  feel  free  to  hmu ANYTIME  for  the  plots  &  things  of  that  nature  u  could  lit  never  bother  me  idc ,  my  discord  is  𝐫𝐮𝐳𝐳𝐲𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐝𝐚𝐮𝐳𝐢#1643 if  u  everrr need  to  get  ahold  of  me  when  im  not  on  tumblr  !
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         𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐘𝐒𝐎𝐍 𝐃𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐍, cismale, he/his. → look out, there’s 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐄𝐑 𝐕𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐑𝐆𝐄𝐋𝐃. you know, the 𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘  year old 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 of 𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐀 𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐁𝐀𝐃𝐀 𝐌𝐔. you know, i overheard someone say that they were 𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄, 𝐑𝐄𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐎𝐔𝐒 , 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆  and 𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐃. but that’s just rumours. fresh new pairs of air jordan 1's, the roar of a crowd in a stadium, and lost weekends come to mind when i think of them. what about you? [ ruzzy, he/him, 18, est ]
TW : CANCER MENTION  ,  SMOKING  MENTION  .
//   »    GENERAL      :
FULL NAME   :   warner     evangelino   alexander       vandergeld       (   inspired by the antagonists of white chicks lmaooo   )     .
HOMETOWN  : new  york  city  ,  new york  .
NICKNAMES   :   dumbass   .
AGE   :   twenty  .
BIRTHDAY   :   october twenty-first   .
ZODIAC   :   libra   .
GENDER   :   male   .
PRONOUNS   :   he      &      him   .
NATIONALITY   :   american   .
ETHNICITY   :   german  ,   italian  ,  irish   .
LABEL(S)   :   the   golden boy   ,   the   lothario   ,   the   jock   .
TROPE(S)  :  chick magnet  ,  hormone-addled teenager  ,  unwitting pawn  , upper class twit  ,
OCCUPATION   :  college student  &  collegiate football player  & full time frat bro  .
FRAT : beta lambada mu  .
MAJOR   :   environmental science  .
POS  : charming  ,  charismatic  ,  brave  ,  athetic ,  dedicated  ,   eco-friendly  ,  high-moral compass  ,  book smart  ,  kind  ,  energetic  ,  optimistic  , loyal (  most of the time  ) ,  respectful  ,   well-rounded  ,  level-headed  , ambitious  ,  debonair  ,  life of the paty  .
NEG   :  compulsive  ,  easily-influenced  ,  dimwitted  , hypersexualized  ,  problematic  ,  addictive  , rebellious  ,  bemused  ,  defensive  ,  clingy  ,  hopeless-romatic  ,  overly-competitive  ,  envious .
INSP  : nate archibald  (  gossip girl  )  
//   »    PAST      :
          warner   was  born  &  raised  in  the  city  that  never sleeps  and    is  the  product  of  evangeline   moretti-vandergeld  , an   intelligent   american-italian  socialite  turned   environmental   politician  ,   and  captain  william   vandergeld  ,  a  former   navy   captain  ,   and  now   a   shareholder   in   some   boring   fortune   500   company   that   allowed   his   wife   and   son   to   live   an   affluent  ,   and   privileged   life  . his   mother  however  ,   was   the   real deal  ,   often   using   their   sum   of   wealth   to   donate   to   multiple   charities  ,  organizations  , etc, she was  dedicated  to  keeping  new  york  city  (  and  all  who  lived there  )  clean  and  safe   , and  she instilled  those  same  values  onto  her  son.
          some people are born lucky  ,  and others  ,  lucky  to  be  born  .   warner  was  the  first  option  .  his childhood  was  nothing  short  of  happiness  ,  and  happiest  days  were  with  his  mother  ,  for  as  long  as he  could  remember  ,  any happy  moment  in  his childhood  was  faded  right  into  her.
          things  took  a  drastic  change  his freshman  year  of  (  private  obvy lmao  )  high-school   .   warner’s  mother  was  diagnosed  with  breast  cancer  ,  and  little  to  his  knowledge  ,  it wasn’t  looking  pretty  from  the  start  .  she was  frequently  in  and  out  of the hospital  for  a  few  months  at  a  time  and  it  was  not  looking  good  on  any  fronts  .  one  day  when  she  went  to  the  hospital  it seemed  like  she  never  left  ,  maybe  she  didn’t  ,  those  days  were  a blur  for  warner  to  be  honest  .  watching  his  mother  lose  life  , every  single  day  was  not  a task  he  was  up  for  .
          by  then  it  was  just  warner  and  his  father  ,  they  were  all  they  had  in  the big  city  . (  when  he  wasn’t  always  away  on business  )  warner  grew  up  in   that  big  luxy  town  house  all  by  himself  ,  with  the  company  of  loyal  maids  ,  chefs  ,   and  nannies  of course  .  but  in  high  school  , the  more  he  really submerged  himself  into  it  ,  it  was  a  crazy  world  &  he  loved  it  .  whilst  getting  demands  from  his  father  in  tokyo  to  attend  those  boring  sailing  classes  ,  warner  instead  headed  out  to  their  beach  house  in  the  hamptons  for  an  early  20  rager  .
       warner  undoubtedly knew  the  power  he  possessed  ,   big  man  on  campus  type  &  it felt  good  , until  about towards  the  end  of his  junior  year  he  was  honestly  all   partied   out  ,  but  of  course reputation  is   everything  ,  in  order  to  keep  up  thats  when  he  picked  up  the   real  ugly  habits  ,  that  were  of  course  fun  .  smoking  numerous  amounts  of  marijuana  ,  various  girls  in  -  and  -  out  every other  day  was  a  feeling  like  no  other  ,   he  knew  it  was  wrong  ,  he  knew  his  mom  would  be  ashamed  ,  him  doing  all these  things  and  not carrying  on  her  legacy  in  some  way .  but  he  couldn’t  help  himself  in a  all  honesty   ,   and   no  doubt  some  of  that  transitioned  over  in  college .
//   »    AES   :
          lost weekends partying  ,  chicken  wings  &  french  fries  ,  air  jordan  1′s  ,  gucci  guilty  cologne  ,  friday  night  lights  ,  clouds  of  smoke  &  red  eyes  ,  diamond  encrusted  jewelry  glistening  under  bright  lights  in  a  dark  room  ,  nike  sweatsuits  ,  game  winning  moves  ,  new  york  city  at  night  ,  hamptons  in  the  summer  ,  spring  break  in  miami  ,  impulsive decisions  .
//   »    TL;DR   :
(  and  some  stuff  i  probably  missed  oops  )  warner  is  a  conflicted  mama’s   boy  who  knows  half  the  shit  he does  is  wrong  but  can’t  stop  .  after  his  mothers passing  he had  an absent father  who seemed  to  always  be  away  on  business  ,  only  in  town  for  a  month  or  two  ,  missing  his sons’ multiple  feats   to  keep  himself  distracted  from  the  fact  that  his  wife  was  no  longer  with  them. created  immense daddy  issues  for  warner  ,  especially  since  he  was  a  standout  football  star  &  2x   stage  champ in  high  school  ,  and is  currently  playing  collegiality  for  the  irish ,  with  dreams  of  making  it  in  the  nfl  cause  screw  his  dad  he  don’t  wanna  go   2  the  navy   ,   or  work  for  dat  company # not  gonna  happen .  warner  took  great  advantage  of  wealth  &  his  fathers  absence  ,  but  he’s  lowkey  partied  out  in  college  ,  or  so  he likes  to  say  but  he fakes  it ‘till  he  makes  it bc  he  doesn’t  his  brothers  to think  he’s  lame . HE’S  LIVING  FOR  EVERYBODY  BUT  HIM  BASICALLY .
//   »    HEADCANONS    :
warner  is  on  a  football  scholarship  majoring  in  environmental  science  bc  although  he  most  likely  won’t  do  shit  w/  da  degree its  for  mommy  .
he can EASILY  be  manipulated  or  taken  advantage  of  ,  he’s  book  smart  but lowkey  dumber  than  a  fucking  box  of  rocks 
immastonerbyyoungthug.mp3  .  occasionally ,  but  ,  more  so  than  that  ?  he  always  manages  to  flush  out  his  system  in  time  if  needed  be  ,  but  he  loves  2  roll  up  #  stress relief 
a  BEAST  on  that  field  (  student  athlete  meme  here  )
has  all  the  canon  gray  tattoos  bc  fuck  what  dad  thinks  .  he  wears  a solid  16 inch gold  chain  ,  and  another  of  the same  length with  his  moms’  name  on  it  , never  fucking  takes  it  off  ,  showers  with  it  cause  he  can  .
ok  ........  he  rich  ,  but  like  not  i  can  do  whatever  i  want  rich  ???  he  may  not  ever  have  to  work  a  day  in  his   life  ,  but  he  don’t  got  the pull  u  think  he  does  w/  his  dumb  ass  u  probably  couldn’t  even  tell  he’s  got  money  with  his  minimalist  fashion  sense  .
he  has  a  higher  moral  compass  than  most  of  his  frat  bros  ,  but  the  stupid  shit  he does  ,  u most  likely  won’t  even  be  able  to tell  ,  he’s  definitely  a  serial  romeo  and  a  heartbreaker  ,  one  compliment  ?  he’s  ready  to  drop  his  pants  &  fall  in  love  w/   u  .
HE DUMB  ,  but  like  he  can  talk  his  way  into  &  out  of  anything  ,  most  of  the  time  ,  batting  those  big  brown  eyes  &  a  million  dollar  smile  has  saved  his  ass  on  multiple  occasions  .
//   »    WANTED CONNECTIONS   :
EX-GIRLFRIEND :  i’m  thinking  his  first  &  only  “  serious  “  relationship  while  in  college  .  were  going  pretty  steady  until  he  cheated  on  her  (  hmm wc  on  who  he  cheated  on  her w/ ??  ) ,  she  never  found  out  but  that  guilt  ate warner TF UP  so  he  cut  things  off  with  her  via  text  message  and blocked  her  number  ,  ignores  her  any  chance  he  gets  ‘till  this  day  ,  cause  he  doesn’t  have  any  balls  and  cannot  face  his  fears  .
FRAT BROS  : lowkey  what  i’m  MOST  excited  for  asdfgh  like  whoever  is  in  beta  lambada mu  hit  me  the  fuck UP so  we  can  discuss  dynamics  ,  roomates  ,  allat  .
FOOTBALL TEAM  : same  for  above  ,  he’s  lowkey  cocky  &  got  sly  comments  when  he’s  on  the  field  ,  he constantly  humbles  himself  but  can’t  helps  it  ,  he is  hot  shit  and  he  knows  it  , how does  his  team  feel  ab  that  ??  w/  his  defensive  ass  !
GOOD-LUCK CHARM  :  prolly  a  girl  (  bonus  points  if  a  cheerleader  ???  im  not  picky  tho  i promise  if  ur  muse  don’t  shake  poms  idc  )  it  happened  out  the  blue  ,  they  screamed  his  name  while  the  team  was  walking  out  for  a  game  ,  and  she  called  that  he’d  get  3  td’s  and  thats  exactly  what  he  did  now  they  joke  ab  it  and  shit  (  maybe  a  goodluck  kiss b4  games  bc  its  warner lolol  ) idk  i  came  up  wit  it  on the  spot but  i love  it.
//   »    MISC   :
i’m a dumbass  &  this  got  way  longer  than  i  expected  but  if  u  made  it   all  the  way  thru  ily . 
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aicakebuen-blog · 7 years ago
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Isang taon at isang buwan na simula nung una tayong nagkita. Who would have thought? Ni hindi nga sumagi sa isip ko na magiging ka-close kita. Bihirang naguusap sa facebook, kasi sino nga ba tayo? Hindi tayo magkakilala, nagkasama sa birthday party ni hindi pa nagpansinan. Plot Twist! March, 2017 I asked for a favor, nagpalike Pero nag-asaran tayo I always call you "taba" or "baboy" You're chubby kasi but its cute Sa mga unang conversation natin madalas na tayong mang-inis at mangulit. The next day; Hindi ko alam pero ang saya ng oras pag kausap kita Wala kong nararamdaman Pero feeling ko hinahanap hanap kita Past time kumbaga. Nagkita tayo sa Mall kasama ko kaibigan ko Natawa ako kasi linaw ng mata nya, may tinuro sya tas sabi nya "uy ang gwapo oh" Tinignan ko tas nakita kita We had a small talk, I remember i was talking to you but i cant look at you. Why? I dont know. Hinatid mo kami sa sakayan ng jeep Inantay mong umalis yung jeep bago ka umalis. Nag-msg agad ako, nag-thank you. Pag-uwi nagusap ulit tayo Days passed, sabi ng kaibigan ko syo na crush kita. Masaya kasi ko pag kausap kita, kaya nasabi ko na crush kita. Yung looks? Hmm bonus na yun. You posted a picture of me on your IG account, it was a boomerang pala i was wearing a make up that time. You told me i was pretty and it made me kilig. Ilang weeks, umuwi na kami ng Taguig. Idk if you're courting me na ba non Wala ka namang pasabi eh Basta ginagawa mo na lang. One time nagcrave ako sa energy bowl ng Jamba Juice. Pinalabas mo ko sa hallway tapos may dala ka non Umaambon pa nga non kaya nabasa ka. Umuwi ka ng laguna 5days tayong di nagkita i missed you. Then nagmsg ka sakin di ko na maalala, basta nasurprise ako non kasi andun ka sa hallway sa 5th floor to be specific, sabi mo sakin di ka makakauwi and it made me sad kasi iwas hoping to see you that time, so ayun i was shookt kasi paglabas ko andun ka may dala kang chicken sandwich our favorite. We head to the playground and we talked about the things we missed while you're away. Ilang days ulit, madalas ulit tayo magkasama halos araw araw. April 20, sinagot kita. Masaya ko, masaya talaga! Weeks ulit maayos sya, pareho tayong masaya. Walang away. Kasama kita palagi, pinakilala mo ko sa mommy mo. Alam na din ng daddy mo. I was so happy when I met your mom, im a bit nervous kasi di ako sanay. Ilang months bago kita napakilala sa lola ko kasi sya yung kasama namin sa bahay, pinakilala kita sa mama ko nasa abroad pa sya. Everything is fine. Kaso di umayon yung panahon. Babalik ako ng Cavite para dito mag-aral Nagkikita tayo tuwing weekends Kulang yung oras na kasama ka pero lagi namang sulit. Months, nagaaway tayo medyo lumalala. Nagiging grabe tayo magaway Nakakatakot, pero ganun talaga. Ilang buwan pa ulit. Mas dumadalas yung away, parehong nasasaktan, may umiiyak. Pero we chose to stay and hold on. We chose to love each other even tho the mistakes are just the same. Same issues, same arguments, the ego. And everything! There was a time na i feel like giving up on us na kasi we're so fucked up. Then you talked to me, you said it was so selfish of me na hindi ko naisip nararamdaman mo. Pareho tayong nasaktan, pareho tayong may mali. You told me that you love me no matter how much we got into an argument. Maybe you were just pissed at that moment kaya may nasasabi kang di maganda. I understand that kasi ganon din ako. Can't count the fight we had! Pero look, we're still here. Love is a choice. Choose to love even if its hard. Choose your partner over your pride. Choose to be happy than waste time overthinking.
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leppardbowie · 7 years ago
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HOW DARE YOU DO THIS lmaoo *putting away spork * lets do this hahah  
 1. Who  was the last person you held hands with? Lmao no one2. Are you outgoing or shy? *hides in shame cube* very very very shy3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? I dont know anyone atm but I guess my dad lol4. Are you easy to get along with? Yah sure :p5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? im not with anyone so lmao6. What kind of people are you attracted to? Idk if yeh mean personality wise , looks wise ? but ill say people who say what they mean and mean what they say people who don’t say sorry just bc someone was “offended” lmao and people who dont really give a damn lol7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? erm my mom says no8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? Jerry lewis9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? Yes10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? mermy11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? “googled it”12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? 1. dont you forget about me billy idol 2. Is this love Bob marley 3. Blue highway billy idol 4. Crackerbox palace george harrison 5. harlem shuffle rolling stones13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? nein  14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? Yesh :p 15. What good thing happened this summer? um lmao nothing happened this summer 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Ive never been kissed17. Do you think there is life on other planets? YEAS18. Do you still talk to your first crush? ive never had a crush so....19. Do you like bubble baths? Yah :p20. Do you like your neighbors? NEIN21. What are you bad habits? ?!?!? idk lmao probably hating people too much22. Where would you like to travel? Trinidad 23. Do you have trust issues? eh 24. Favorite part of your daily routine? Crocheting25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? I like all of me 26. What do you do when you wake up? stare into the void27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? Naaaaahhhhhh I like my complexion lol28. Who are you most comfortable around? my mom 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? Ive never ha any exes30. Do you ever want to get married? Yeah :p31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? No lmao32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? eww 33. Spell your name with your chin.c hgyz n ndcf34. Do you play sports? What sports? Swimming :D 35. Would you rather live without TV or music? Tv Ive not seen television in 7 years36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? Ive never liked anyone irl lmao37. What do you say during awkward silences? lol i laugh38. Describe your dream girl/guy? hmm I like all kinds of people so I guess just eccentric weirdos :p39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? converse and target :p40. What do you want to do after high school? work in the medical feel41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? not everybodyyyyyyyy now42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? either you have offended me in someway or im holding back the urge to strangle you43. Do you smile at strangers? sometimes44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? OCEANNNNN :p45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? the joy of life46. What are you paranoid about? aint worried bout nuttin47. Have you ever been high? no48. Have you ever been drunk?np49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?no50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? not really a hoddie but lmao ? turqouis jacket thing 51. Ever wished you were someone else? no52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? my brain function53. Favourite makeup brand? dont have one54. Favourite store?dont have one55. Favourite blog?dont have one56. Favourite colour? RAINBOWWWWWWW57. Favourite food? tamales orrr carne asada58. Last thing you ate? noodles59. First thing you ate this morning? a lolipop :p60. Ever won a competition? For what? blue ribbon for swimming 61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? Nerp62. Been arrested? For what? No 63. Ever been in love? no64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? havent had it yet65. Are you hungry right now? yah lmao66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? I dont have any friends irl 0_067. Facebook or Twitter? neither i dont even have facebook lmao68. Twitter or Tumblr? id glady delete both rn for a good sum of money69. Are you watching tv right now? I dont have a tv70. Names of your bestfriends?  ?!?!? no friends irl but I mean tumblr wise @Bowieakajohn i talk to her alot71. Craving something? What? pizza72. What colour are your towels? dont have any lol 72. How many pillows do you sleep with? 173. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?174. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? used to have tons now i have like 3 :’075. Favourite animal? rodents76. What colour is your underwear? bleck77. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanillerrrrrr78. Favourite ice cream flavour? hmm :p I dont like ice cream that much butttt pistacio 79. What colour shirt are you wearing? not wearing a shirt haha80. What colour pants? black81. Favourite tv show? havent watched tv in yearsss 82. Favourite movie? Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band 197883. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?  Ive never seen that dingy movie84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? neither lmao85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? I dont know any of them86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?   darla87. First person you talked to today? mommy :p88. Last person you talked to today? mommy :p89. Name a person you hate? nobody ahha90. Name a person you love? mommy91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? *triggered*92. In a fight with someone? no93. How many sweatpants do you have? none94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? none95. Last movie you watched? *chokes* did not finish but arizona dream eww holy jesus ew96. Favourite actress? none97. Favourite actor? Eddie redmayne , jake gyllenhal , jerry lewis , hugh jackman , christian bale , john hurt :p98. Do you tan a lot? never have never will99. Have any pets? Yas  my bby guinea100. How are you feeling? aight101. Do you type fast? eh102. Do you regret anything from your past? eh eh eh yeh103. Can you spell well? Yah :p104. Do you miss anyone from your past? ehhhh not really105. Ever been to a bonfire party? no106. Ever broken someone’s heart? ?!? idk107. Have you ever been on a horse? no but I have pet a christmas show horse108. What should you be doing? chemistry109. Is something irritating you right now? nah110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? no111. Do you have trust issues? didnt you ask this already ?112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? noone113. What was your childhood nickname? mommanoma (still is)114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? Yah :p115. Do you play the Wii? np116. Are you listening to music right now? in my head yeh irl no117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? yesh :p118. Do you like Chinese food? yeah119. Favourite book? immortal city120. Are you afraid of the dark? no121. Are you mean? sometimes :o but i try to be nice okay i try122. Is cheating ever okay? no123. Can you keep white shoes clean? never had white shoes124. Do you believe in love at first sight? ?!?!?125. Do you believe in true love? ?!?!?126. Are you currently bored? yeh127. What makes you happy? life :D 128. Would you change your name? no lol129. What your zodiac sign? scorpio130. Do you like subway? yeah had subway todat lol131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? lol if i liked em back cool :p132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? nerbedy133. Favourite lyrics right now? cant think lmao134. Can you count to one million? no lmao my brain short circuts at 65135. Dumbest lie you ever told? idk136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? locked137. How tall are you? 6″2138. Curly or Straight hair? my natural hair is an afro lol139. Brunette or Blonde? neither lmao redhead140. Summer or Winter? winterrrrrrr141. Night or Day? day142. Favourite month? november143. Are you a vegetarian? no144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? milky :p145. Tea or Coffee? Both :D146. Was today a good day? yeah147. Mars or Snickers? SNICKERSSSSSSSS148. What’s your favourite quote? “not a chance , not a snowflakes chance in hell” - david bowie149. Do you believe in ghosts? yeh :p150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first  line on that page?” I turn with the warm ador of a friend to those who have nobody “
WHY YOU DO DIS @bowieakajohn Y Lmaoooo 
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tayegi · 8 years ago
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Its going downhill omg “And if I find out that you’ve let someone else touch what’s mine… You’ll regret it.” HE'S A PSYCHOPATH....I'm curious About what will happen between jimin and her while jungkook is away!
Anonymous said:I started getting creepy vibes from Jungkook in equilibrium back in ch 4 when the girl said she felt like he might hit her before he kissed her (which is not a normal feeling you should get from your lover, even fleetingly) and he just keeps getting worse. You're doing a great job at showing how unhappy she is so I think people who are defending jungkook are purposefully being blind cause you're clearly not portraying it as a healthy relationship and never have been. Hope you're doing well!
Anonymous said:The relationship the OC, Jungkook, and Jimin have in Equilibrium honestly makes me sad. Separately, I think they could be much happier but together they're toxic and destructive. None of them are doing something good because they're all using each other, and Jungkook's behavior is in no way "hot"... you've built an incredibly interesting story, and I'm excited to see where t goes!
Anonymous said:To the people who think jungkook in equilibrium: NO HE'S NOT. Honestly, I can't understand how people find him attractive still, but I'm going to try to guess. Maybe it's the idea of being so completely "loved" by someone or having them pour all of their attention onto you. But the thing is, you deserve better than some psycho who says they care. (1/2)
Anonymous said:You deserve someone who treats you like a human, not and object. You deserve to feel safe. to you, Lu: Thank you for writing such a beautifully morbid piece. I know it's not finished, and with all the frustrating responses it may be a lot to deal with at times since you're already so busy, but thank you. This story shows that relationships aren't always nice, or good, or healthy. It shows how tragic they can really be, and while someone may not be "good", they shouldn't have to deal with bs(2/2)
Anonymous said:It terrifies me that girls can find jungkook's character to still be attractive. There's a difference between someone being kinda protective or playfully jealous and straight up psychotic and possessive. I get that maybe it's like "oh but he was such a good guy" or that they're attached to an idea of jungkook in real life, but that doesn't make it any less concerning. In fact, it find it even more terrifying frankly. (1)
Anonymous said:The reason I find it more terrifying that people would still find him attractive if their reason is attachment to the real life human or previous attachment from earlier in the fic is that this is exactly how abusive relationships happen. It's not likely that someone will start off hitting you or being controlling on like the second week you're together. Everything will be close to perfect probably. (2)
Anonymous said:The whole issue (that I think your fic executes perfectly) is what happens when a relationship becomes something toxic, and this person (who you may or may not be in love with) becomes someone you never would have originally dated. But the inability to see the situation for what it is and to continue to idolize and love someone unconditionally is a huge concern. When you have to blur the lines of right and wrong for someone, chances are something is wrong. I just wish people could see that. (3)
Anonymous said:As someone who has been in a past relationship with him being possessive. It's not cute it's not sexy it's fucking terrible and terrifying. Lucky I was able to get out of it quickly. My older brother and mommy made a sure he would stay the hell away from me because he keep harassing me calls, texts, showing up at my house unannounced. Even tho this is a fanfic they are things people need to take seriously and not be light hearted about this.
Anonymous said:Ok honest time right now the new chapter of equilibrium gave a anxiety,It was just like I could feel the tension and the idk everything just coming over me and the times Jungkook said the oc was his and only his made me so uncomfortable and uneasy srsly it was like I was the one in an abusive relationship and then she tries to "escape" to Jimin and even then she can't because even subconsciously, idk if it makes sense,Jungkook its still trapping her and not letting go and I feel so bad for her
thekookiecrush said:I started reading Equilibrium today and I just finished it and omg, everything that is said or is happening, it's like a shot in my heart, sometimes I shivered because the whole situation is so fucked up but your story is so good, my heart is still racing from chapter 11. I can't wait for the story to be continued... thank you for that high-quality masterpiece
Anonymous said:ok like tbh im super done with every single anon that takes the time to actually defend jk's disgusting behavior. it might be difficult to look past his real-life persona as an idol, but come on. no man, no matter how beautiful or nice to other people, should be allowed to do this or even 1/5th of this to a woman. it's just not.......justifiable at all. like please get your heads straight and think for a few moments before sending practically misogynstic messages like this. im just....wow wtf
Anonymous said:Patiently waiting for Jin or yoongi to separate all of them. I can't trust jungkook for one sec it sound like there's more going on when he's not around the oc and jimin. I don't trust jimin obviously and the oc. Now it's gotten to the point where I'm just like please leave eachother the oc and jimin are hurting as of jungkook idk if he actually has real feelings for the oc but hmm. THEY ALL NEED TO GO.
awkward-kooks said:This is why we need to work harder against abuse. It's not a pretty thing to romanticize it since it is dangerous. As someone whose best friend is in an emotionally, mentally, and physically abusive relationship, it hurts seeing some of your readers thinking that Jungkook's personality (at least in the FANFICTION) is completely OK and valid since he's just "protecting" the reader or "getting jealous" of Jimin's character.
Anonymous said:Argh, reading the new chapter makes me feel kind of sick. I feel so bad for the OC and this whole situation is giving me anxiety. The way Jungkook is acting makes me want to scream at him hahaha :( I can't believe he doesn't see how wrong this is (being all possessive and guilt-tripping her and all) :((( but it was amazingly written so thank you!
Anonymous said:So I'll be honest enough to say that I just started reading Equilibrium. At first it feels so intense and you just start feeling on edge (in an angsty/giddy way). But after a while, the relationship dynamics begin to feel digusting! Don't get me wrong tho I 100% luv ur writing but the abuse is getting way out of hand and I wouldn't want that for myself my gawd i would've quit from day 1 hahaha cause im kinda possessive, and sharing with another person and endure abuse is a big fuck no!!
Anonymous said:Wow Equilibrium is getting scary. What scares me more is that you are writing an OC who is scared about what could possibly happen, she is being emotionally manipulated. And there are people who think that what JK is doing is sexy. I hope that your readers eventually understand what is and what isn't a healthy relationship. None of this is healthy. You want relationship goals look at Morticia and Gomez Adams. This is a fantastic piece of writing though. Thank you.
Anonymous said:Thank you for that amazing update holy shit. Jungcock is seriously scaring me so much and I feel so bad for the mc and Jimin. I feel as if Kookie purposely poisoned Jimins food. And honestly I'm so scared for the mc. Like the way Jungkook traps her and has this possessiveness, powering over the mc freaks me out so much. I feel as if the mc will not be able to take the possessiveness anymore and well run away? Thank you for the update. This chapter I feel is very important. Have a good day!
THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR NOT FALLING PREY TO OUR DISGUSTING MISOGYNISTIC SOCIETY THAT TELLS US A POSSESSIVE, CONTROLLING, CRAZY MAN IS SEXY!!! IT’S NOT. IT’S FUCKING SCARY AKLSJDFKLSJF IM SO GLAD THAT THERE ARE SANE PPL OUT THERE
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anoudgh-blog · 8 years ago
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Its day one !
So I decided i should start writing blogs Who knows it might be useful , maybe not Lets start talking about how i feel I feel : depressed, lonely and having great potential going to waste Also i feel like im being taking advantage of Cause im so fucking an intelligent naive How that works ?! Dont even ask Oh i wish i could feel better soon I want to tell what's happening with me you guys Its just theres too much to tell Maybe later i will So im a good looking girl , little bit of issues Inside and out Yeah ! Inside and out Personal infos about me : Hmm lets see 20 years old whos a mix of an old woman and a teenage girl and a child I have double chin that im not convinced that i have A little cute creep I like fashion and everything in a world really I want to live life to the max and learn new things all the way I have maybe all kind of issues Friendships issues Daddy issues mommy issues abandonment issues trust issues , so refreshing so refreshing I dont know what to talk about Hopefully if someone saw this and have any comment on what should i write about including things about me Don't hesitate For now im just gonna smoke , listen to some music maybe think and hopefully sleep soon Best wishes and regards Ace
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no25 · 6 years ago
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redoing a survey i took 4 years a go!!1! :~) 
1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
ya because i have asthma so fuck dat // yes
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
all of the above loooooool // taken uwu
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
i’d say thank you, you are too // same answer!!!!
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
probably // not that i know of
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
nah // yes uwu
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
nothing. sleeping in on monday pretty much // nothing....
7: Do you want to be single?
i dont mind // not rn bc i am happy in my relationship atm!
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
i went out and i had jollibee // i stayed in but i wish i went out...!
9: How late did you stay up last night?
til like 1 or 2 i think doing fuckin nothing lol // i dont remember but it was late!!
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
junior year??? and RIGHT NOW ???????? LMAO!!! // yes (: rn!
11: Last three things you had to drink?
breakfast, lunch, and dinner: mocha cappucino, sprite, and water // water, strawberry lemonade, baja blast ! 
12: Have you pretended to like someone?
ya man i’m fake af lol // yes
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
ya man i’m fake af lol // not sure, but maybe...
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
my mom probably // my bf tony omg the answer difference
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
depends but not rly bc i’m fake af lol // idk wtf i was talkin bout but in terms of platonic relationships, it rly depends on my closeness with the person! and i’ve never been thru a breakup so i cant say anything...
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
ya what was that like august? been single since i was born tbh // no uwu
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
getting ready to shower // i was still in bed lol!!
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
trisha but she was only holding on to my pinky // tony!
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
no bc it is too late for me // same answer lol
20: What would you name your future daughter?
clara after the singer or adora after that prodigy // who the hell was i talkin about... okay just googled who adora svitak was (the prodigy i was talking about) and sis was born in 97... i too was born in 97....damn i was mute for like half my life and sis was in a TED TALK at 12 so thats cool... anyway i want to name my daughter after my mom!
21: Do you miss anyone?
not really. just one person // yes :(
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
yea but they were just quick pecks on the cheek // yes
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
no it took place while i was sitting down in a chair and it was from my pops on my forehead //  i do not remember actually LOL
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
ya bc i’m fake af lol… just kidding my friends say i make shit hella obvious sometimes guess i’m not as good of an actress as i thought i was // hmm no but i wish i was... but i’m a PISCES i ABSORB EVERY EMOTION AND IT SHOWS
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
fffuuuuuuck yyyeeaaaa // yes :(
26: Who did you last see in person?
my parents? what you tryna ask here // i dont rly understand the contxt of this question, im just gona say my roommates bc theyre in the room with me
27: Are you listening to music right now?
yes chandelier by sia // no i’m listening to an asmr video!
28: What is something you currently want right now?
to finish my hw but that’s not happening anytime soon bc f society // i was sooo angsty back then omg lol but i want new makeup, clothes, and accessories!
29: What is the last thing you said out lot?
this question because i read it out loud bc of the typo // hmmm i don’t remember! i think it was... can u wash my fork
30: How is your heart lately?
heavy // empty (: damn i’ve been depressed my whOLE LIFE huh
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
yes because my head gets cold // sometimes!
32: Are you wearing socks?
yes and they’re grey / not rn
33: What do people call you?
chacha or princess sometimes but not really mostly just charlene // charlene, char! not rly chacha anymore! i miss being called chacha! but ppl who arent that close to me started calling me it so its weird! but it might b my fault for pushing the nickname... but i mean nicknames are only a given IF ur close with that person right... so idk why ppl thought itd b ok right away! like cmon ppl!
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
maybe~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~but if i do i’ll feel like i’m bothering him lol / maybe ! but it’s ok if we dont
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
you think this a joke ofc there are wtf!!!! // yes.. same answer LOL
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
my mommy // tony
37: Did you do something bad today?
procrastinate)))))): // same answer, add two shots of ~hate myself~ in there too
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
like two days ago? is that sad / today!
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
ya but it’s my own fault i’m hella dumb but in the end i’m just like oh well ALOT which is actually not healthy at all / yes! it fries my brain and i become numb to it lol
40: Will you sing today?
i sing everyday // i hope!
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
yes because i am so bad at talking / same answer!
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
kaithleen and i like talking to megs but when i do tell people stuff i feel like i am giving them more stuff to worry about so i usually end up not going to them at all lol / tony or my vocaloid sisters groupchat! 
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
no; thanks jesus / no
44: What are you listening to right now?
we could happen by aj rafael / same asmr video!
45: What is wrong with you right now?
a lot of things / i need to find new ways of unlearning the harmful coping mechanisms and negativity i’ve internalized, but i know it takes a lot of work for self improvement, so i think it’s easier to just be sad :(
46: What is on your wrists right now?
my sleeves and my veins / wtf angsty bitch lmao NOTHING is on my wrist lol chill
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
t’s a house find and it says tiburon and conference center lodge so ig uess it’s from there / it’s a free shirt from a programming company! or gaming i cant remember....
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
hot chocolate wtf is hot apple cider i never tried it / hot chocolate!
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
i used to / aww same answer, maybe i should start again! but i always lose track of time...
50: Are you a good artist?
fuck yeah. sike i’m a disgrace / no :(
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
ew / yes!!!!!!
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
who do you think i am do you think people like counting the months backwards? anyway idk i didn;t do shit in july / yes bc i would b at home with my cat!!!!!!!
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
no / not while it was moving!
54: Do you have trust issues?
ya bc i’m fake af lol / yes :(
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
tony or kaithleen kinda but she always falls asleep / tony!
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
yea think so from my middle school days but the only thing i can rly think of is this pikachu shirt / yes!!! that pikachu shirt, a goofy movie shirt, and a spirited away shirt!
57: Do you use chap stick?
i used to / not the brand chapstick but yes! i think my lips have become too dependent on it tho bc they dry out or sunburn easily if i dont use it for a while or if its a rly sunny hot day!!
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
yes probably but on accident pretty sure i’d remember it clearly if it was on purpose / not that i know of!
59: Do you have a little sister?
no but if i consider my friends as little sisters i’d have like seven or soemthing / no!
60: Have you ever been to New York?
no but i would love to go / not yet!
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
yes and i love them too / same answer !!!!
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
ya and it was the opposite sex dude you asked about earlier / yes!
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
talkin to the late night people you asked about earlier / on my laptop watching asmr videos lol!!
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
no / yes 😥
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
ya like 10 / i cant believe i counted... but yes!
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
no / yes, tony!
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
i actually don;t remember oops sorry mom give me up for adoption / yes, tony!
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
i am okay with both but i have to be close to you first to face you if we sleepin on the same bed lol / im fine with either !
69: Will next Friday be a good one?
i dont think so. everyday feels the same and i am bored all the time / im gona speak it into existence, YES!!!!
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Thats  the way sounds to me a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose He been hurt a lot a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose I’m happy for you guys work thing out a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose xoxo a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose thank you hunni a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose ❤❤ a month ago Anytime love💋 a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose hows u a month ago I’m blessed hun💝 a month ago Hru? a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose that’s good a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose eh I’m ok a month ago Eh I’m okay, don’t said like it, you said it like you lost your best friend or something😟 a month ago I am taking a imvu vacations, I am mentally broken I’m sorry i unfriended you. But this man he got me on a mental lock n key. I tried to block him but it seems the more harder i try. The worse his behavior get towards me.🙍 a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose it’s ok a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose hugs a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose I will miss you a month ago Thank u for understanding bella n im so sorry love. All I want is to feel like my old bubbley self again (he has mentally broken me)🙍🙍🙍🙍🙍 a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose I know hows you feeling right now a month ago I will miss you 2 💋 a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose please add me back when you feeling better a month ago Thank you for understanding a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose we are girl we supposed to understand a month ago Lol you sound more n more like the unbroken me. I miss her so much (Amen 2 that) a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose lol a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose well being in love suck balls a month ago Yes i agree, this why I morally stay single a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose yea a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose hey hunni a month ago hey there sweetie, wanna come hang out @ my place for a bit, seem like we can use each other company :) a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose be on soon a month ago okay love cya when you get here a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose I like have a close girl friend who can talking to a month ago @who can talking to, not sure what you meant when you say this? a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose meant I never have have friend who is a girl🕵 a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose can be like lets talk boys and makeup a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose or idk a month ago Because its rare here this why the ones i find i cherish them a month ago Oh on the post? a month ago Someone did made up hmm? a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose I agree  on that’s a month ago What about purses a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose I love makeup a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose ooo girl dont get me start on purses a month ago Well put on your need i love shoes a month ago I cant live without a good shoe, ik what you mean a month ago 😂 a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose I agreed on that’s a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose good morning beautiful a month ago Good Afternoon, 🌺Beautiful🌺 Have a safe and Blessed day a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose hey beautiful a month ago Good morning love, have a safe n blessed day XD a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose you too hun a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose hey mommy to be a month ago Hey there bella hru a month ago Hey there beautiful wyd a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose nothing much a month ago Sounds good quiet is always a great thing😊 a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose yes a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose hows was your day a month ago great a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose hey hunni a month ago Hey beautiful hru a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose I’m good and you a month ago Im bless ty 4 asking a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose that’s good a month ago IsabellaAthenaRose hey 25 days ago Hey wassup 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose watching my  bae with someone 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I’m Honry as  fuck 25 days ago What im lost why are you watching? Join them @ horny 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose no he is fight with someone 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose dude if I saw thats happened I would kill the bitch 25 days ago Oh i didn't know they where fight now it makes more sense. you didn't say what you were watching, than you added you were horny, so i just assumed what even you were watching him do was causing that. Ikdr 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose lol 25 days ago 😁😁😁😁 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose bitch is ugly 25 days ago Who? 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose girl who he fight with 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose lol 25 days ago Why is he fight with her? 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose she insult him because  of his race 25 days ago Idk his or her face, but it sound mean 25 days ago And why you watching her disrespect your dude in the first place. Drag her and make shut up 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I did thats 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose told her to keep her opinions to herself 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose and told him to  stop and leave the room 25 days ago She must be miserable and need some attention than 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose yes now he  pissed off with me  because  he think I don’t  understand and  when I do  understand 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose older guy look at me like a sex toy🤔💭🤔💭 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose now he mad at me 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose ugh I can shoot myself 25 days ago wait what? 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose can I shoot myself 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I’m done with bullshit 25 days ago what bs im lose child you killing me -tell me whats going on 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose 😭 I’m try my  best with this  fuck guy🤔💭 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I never can please him or make him happy🤔💭 25 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose hows did I spy on you 24 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose ? 24 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose greeze relaxing 24 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I want come in to said  hi to you🤔💭🤔💭 24 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose are you really try to make  me look like a creeper because  I’m not 24 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose all try to do being a  friend to you🤔💭 24 days ago🤔💭 IsabellaAthenaRose but whatever 24 days ago Friends respect each other  space and by you popping in n leaving that made me feel like you was spying.🤔💭 I have trust issues when it comes to people on imvu due to my past. Idk if your understanding this but real friends don’t do weird stuff n say whatever like they dont care. But it only take me back to how i meet you and maybe that is your reason to say idc whatever🤔💭 24 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose hows would I spy on you 24 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I don’t care what’s you do 24 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I have mine own problems right now🤔💭 24 days ago You to young to understand, you being selfish. & you are not listening to what i just said, you listen to reply without understand where I’m coming from….its was simply to say you wasn’t respecting my space. im sure you read the room before entering. 24 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose ok 24 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose hey hun 23 days ago Hey there bella hru 23 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I’m alright 23 days ago Thats good to hear 23 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose yea 23 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose hey beautiful lady 22 days ago Gm love 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose hows was your pool date with Rico🙄🤦‍♀️🕵️‍♀️ 22 days ago :) its wonderful❤ 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose that’s good 22 days ago how was your visit with Rico smfh 😡🤬😡🤬😡🤬 22 days ago stay the fuck! away from me, i don’t deal with snakes🐍 🐍🐍 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose what’s did I do 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I’m your sissy 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose hows I’m fuck snakes 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose fuck you🙅 22 days ago you know exactly what tf you did why the fuck you add Rico bitch? do i add or ask you to meet any of your dudes🤔💭 22 days ago fuck you too you thirsty bitch😡🤬😡🤬😡🤬 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I’m sorry sissy 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I didn’t do anything with him 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose greeze 22 days ago fuck sorry, fuck imvu, and you fuck  Darius  22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose hows did I fuck Daris 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I don’t be mad at me 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose you are was my friend 22 days ago fuck you adding him for??? you went ape shit when I comment on your page about that ugly nigga you fuck with 22 days ago I don’t share dick!!!!! that is not what friends do, not this friend 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I don’t want him so 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose yeah 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose be mad at me 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I’m tired of being shit on, opening up to you 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I’m not cunt 22 days ago you wish you where me from the day you meet me. you hated me because of Darius and now you want to pay me back with Rico, so sad, for something you both lied to me about 22 days ago You hugged up on sadia’s ex man?? like what kinder friend are you really 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I work with his model company 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose nah I like be who I'm🙄🤔💭 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I don’t need to be  you 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose just block me 22 days ago no hookah im'ma let u stalk me like you been doing 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose nah I’m good 22 days ago oh and everybody on imvu dont fuck each other, just you do “as you say” 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose though we are friend  like all girl  on here 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose leaves me alone diva 22 days ago bitch you don’t send my man a friend request are you slow or did i miss something and what i said…you smiling in my face while you in another chat room with him “hell no"  22 days ago you should leave me alone, fucking snake🐍 🐍 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose hows I’m snake when I listen to your problem 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose being there for you 22 days ago I don’t add your men and for certain had i know you had dealing with Darius before me I would fuck with him at all, but you lied and said you where just his daughter friend like wtf now this 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I’m his friend daughter 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I didn’t even touch him 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose he probably lying to you 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose whatever 22 days ago If you are his daughter friend and you claim you have moral why would you be fucking him?? 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I didn’t even fuck him 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose believe what’s you want 22 days ago well that not what Darius said he claim you wanted to but you was to young and Now you trying to add Rico really 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose because we  are family 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose though I was your sister 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose whatever I have good  life 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I didn’t  wanted too 22 days ago bitch he ain’t your family nor did you ask was okay before doing it you went behind my back and did it 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose he invite me to the room 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose tho 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose whatever 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I’m your sister 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose bye 22 days ago karma you just remember that  22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose smh 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose he wanted to know who I’m so I’m your sister 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose that’s you meant a lot to me 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose —[THEBOLDFACELIE] we ain’t friend🎭 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose anyway 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose anymore 22 days ago No see you wanted to be in my business, fuck my dude, own it, your bs. idc no more like you said everybody on imvu fucks everybody and that the code and moral you live by. I told you I would introduce you but you went behind my back like sluts do and added him so it is what it is 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose he invite me 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose —-BITCH BECAUSE YOUR VISIT WAS NEVER ABOUT ME THAT WHY YOU HAD NOTHING BAD TO SAY ABOUT ME: I didn’t said anything bad about you 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose —-NO ASKED YOU TO CHECK PPL I DATE RESUMES WORRY ABOUT YOUR OWN RELATIONSHIPS AND WHY THIS OLDER NI55AS DOGGING YOU: he seem like good  guy for you 22 days ago If you add someone, ofc they going to invite you. you just dont get it im tired, i have nothing else to say because you had no business add my man point blank 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I’m sorry 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose please forgive me 22 days ago I cant trust no one, no more and thanks to you I’m braking up with Rico again!!! thank you 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose because of me 22 days ago Yes, because of you 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose because I said nice things about you 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose because  I was  be good sister 22 days ago You don’t get it do you???, you should've add him point blank I don’t need no one to be a resume for me I knew Rico before i meet Darius, Rico knows who I am 22 days ago I ask you before when we was in the restaurant to respect my space but i guess that went in one ear and out the other so whatever your low key intention is with Rico, have them, but revenge is served best cold on a plate  22 days ago @being a good sister no you was being a snake and got caught 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I didn't like him believe what’s you want 22 days ago hard to tell, you went out you fucking way to get to know someone, thats thirsty 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose omg 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose that’s is far from its hun 22 days ago exactly omfg bella 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose anyway it’s done 22 days ago I told you to respect my space 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose—BIG LIE[IF YOU DIDNT MEAN TO ADD IF, I GUESSING YOU DIDNT MEAN TO GO TO HIS INVITE EITHER; I didn’t meant to add him ok my phone is fucked up 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose ok 22 days ago lying bitch!!!!!! 22 days ago I hate people like you!!!! I hope ya’ll get whats coming for ya’ll, always trying to fuck people over 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I drop my vodka on its 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose last night 22 days ago Fuck you and your vodka!!!!, Die in your sleep bitch!!! 22 days ago IsabellaAthenaRose I done talk to you about this 22 days ago
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nameless-blind-mute · 7 years ago
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Hallows End - Day 47
--Nameless clumsily Signs to the darkness not sure if his companion is still nearby or not "I am trembling, what if I am seen as me?" (translation-im nervous, what if im recognised)"
Trust me, no one here will know.  Besides, who cares if you are recognized.  People can judge all they want.  But that is for small minds to might reduce that maybe you are like this for a reason..."  His guide shrugged.   Hmm, he heard music.  Shriek of kids playing. "Harvest time.  This human town celebrates it especially this time of year.  I want you to listen and try to find out why without asking."
Nameless nods in agreement. as he thinks to himself, (humans and a blind mute Sidhe... this will be interesting)...Following the sounds He walks allong the edge of the road towards the village No one seemed to pay him mind at first, until a couple of children said something pretty close by. "Hey mister!"  The voice of a human child.  "RAWR!"  Okay....human child making scary monster noises. "Hey mister!  You're supposed to give candy!"   "Honey, he's blind, he can't see your mask or bag." 
 An adult's voice.  "I'm sorry sir, he won't bother you aga-...."  The mother paused and looked at the blind beggar, he could sense this realization in the tension.   "You're a....Sid-..."   "Mommy!  It's an elf!  He has gems on his face!"  The child exclaimed. "Marvin!!"  The mother sounded shocked and appalled, and there was the sound of a good smack on his behind and the child shrieking a moment in shock.  "You do NOT treat people like that!"
Nameless kindly waves his hands indicating its ok, he lays his staff on the ground and kneels to allow the child to get a look at him. the signs  -- I no talk or see... you no fear me --  (his mind flashes back to the tavern on the day he found Eru a scared and wounded child terrifyd at her first sight of a sidhe)
"What's he doing mum?...."  The child blinked and looked to his mother, taking a step back. "He's trying to talk to you honey.  He forgives you for being so rude..."  His mother sighed.  "Now apologize to him..."   ".....sorry...."  Marvin fidgeted in place, looking at the blind and mute man with some apprehension.  "You want some of my candy?"
Nameless Smiles and looked up the childs Mother... and kindly shook his head no and mouthed "no, Thank you"  (suddenly distracted as he remembers the stains on his rags and the hideous sound it makes when he tries to talk - he winces as he slowly gets up picking up his staff he turns away slightly with embarrassment)
"Well, welcome to Hollow's End."  The mother says.  "Enjoy the festivities...." Hollow's End....that was a human town alright.  They were only two days walk from Compass Rose...
Nameless bows gracefully, nods and smiles to the child and gently taps the edge of the road as he continues to follow the sound of the festivities. As he walked further into town, the music was louder, and he could feel a lot more people present.  Suddenly a hand was on his shoulder, and the sound of a strong man was heard. "Hey drifter, yer not here to cause issues are you?"  Must've been a militia.
Nameless Jumps with a start, then faces the man and bows while shaking his head "No".  Holding his head low he waits for a response..."You can't join in looking like that...."  The guard grumbled and pulled on his arm to what felt like a building. "Take off that dirty cloak, by the God's sake...." Disoriented and surprised Nameless clumsily stumbles along with the man. --(I'm too filthy and ragged for human standards, Gods I am worse off than I thought)-- he thinks to himself" Hurry up!  I have to get back on patrol!  
You're lucky.  Tis the season of giving back."  The guard sighed impatiently and shuffled around, it sounded like he was getting something. He Signs to the man "Give Back?" ... The guard looks at him confused "Huh?....oh...yeah I....guess, if you really want it that bad."  He sighed and walked over as Rolynd disrobed.   AH COLD!!  As the guard ran a cold sponge over his face and chest to get most of the dirt and smell off. "Here, clean shirt, pants, and a stick to navigate around.  Beg as much as you want, this time of year, you may actually make enough to rent a room."
Nameless is confused and not quite sure what is happening as obviously his attempt to ask about the season of giving back was missed entirely, but he puts on the clothes. Knowing his attempt to ask about the season of giving back was misunderstood Nameless attempts to thank the man for his generosity. "Yeah yeah, just....go.  Don't cause trouble or I'l throw you out...."  He warned, helping him outside and giving him the long thin stick to navigate with. "Happy Hollow's Harvest."  He waved.
Feeling refreshed and renewed wearing clean clothes for the first time in over a month, Nameless could barely contain his smile. (why was this man so kind? he must have been embarrassed to have such a horrible sight in his city...)  Nameless study's what he can of his surroundings to try and remember this place so he can return the clothes and collect his staff when it is time to leave. (I must repay this man for his kindness one day he thinks to himself) After a few moments he continues down the street slowly as he gets used to this new walking stick.
He journeyed around town and took a seat to listen in on what was going on.  Sounds like the children were running around trying to scare people, and if they successfully startled someone, they would be entitled to give that child candy. Sounds like there were festivities.  Bobbing for apples.  And the smell of a great feast being laid out and prepared. "Thou must remember that what we receive from the land, we must eventually give back!  The Hollow reminds us that with all we have, there is more to be taken away.  Do not covet your items.  Covet your friends, your family, those that cannot be replaced!"  Sounded like some sort of preacher, telling the story of the Hollow.  He had heard it before but....maybe not...quite so well as now.
Nameless begins to tear up as he listens carefully he remembers his friends and all those he left behind so long ago. (I would set aside everything I am entitled to by birth to have things back as they were. I would gladly live in poverty to be loved)  he wipes the tears from his cheek (but Malaki is dead Fhio is gone to Malius and Eru.. is yet to be sorted.. Valli, Anada and Alarin seem my only allys... Like it or not I will return to a different world than I left)   he gently  places his face in his hands as he continues to listen to his surroundings
The preacher began to tell a story he had not heard before.  Someone who used to live in the village over 300 years ago.  Someone named Holly.  They also told the story of the Hollow's Tree.  That it was from this old black decrepit tree that the Hollow steps out of.  The Reason this is Hollow's End, is because it is the first and last place the Hollow visits every year. Nameless Listens Carefully to the story of Holly, It is comforting to hear new knowledge even if it is only folklore. (It is a gift from Sensus to be given new story's I did not have to ask for or seek by my will)I must remember to  offer thanks at his alter for this...
"Long ago, there was a young girl with brilliant fiery red hair that was just a normal person of this town, like you and I.  But every year, since she could understand what giving was, she didn't just give away half her candy to the Hollow's Tree.  She gave all of it.  She gave everything she had, and this life kept taking things away.  She lost her husband, she lost her unborn baby.  She last her farm.  But that never stopped her.  Every year, she gave everything she owned to the Hollow." "One year, or so the legend goes, she offered herself to the Hollow, to be taken.  But she stood before the great spirit and said "You may take me, my life, my soul, and everything I am.  But please, spare my village, my friends, my people." "Legend goes, that upon this offer, the Hollow hesitated, for the first time in its existence.  The Hollow spoke to her." "You and everything you are, you are now mine.  I will spare your village, for now." "And the townsfolk, were so moved by this woman's sacrifice, that they left out offerings for the Hollow, not out of fear.....but of thanks.  And so, every year, the children leave half their candy at the Hollow's tree and thanks the Hollow for letting them live.  The adults make their offerings as a show of reverence to the Hollow and its kindness.  And, as the Hollow promised, no true resident of Hollow's End has ever had anything taken by the Hollow since.  But, it is our job to pass on the story of sacrifice.  What if we were all like Holly, and show us the meaning of giving to others.  Give of ourselves, our talents.....our love, and our hearts.  Maybe, if we could learn this tale of unconditional love, maybe there would finally be no need for war.  As we would be there.....for each other....no matter how big, no matter how small."
Nameless is moved by the story.. he ponders the things he has and has given... ponders the little he now has and how everything he has was given to him by a stranger. ( I am great-full for this kindness, I wonder if the townsfolk were as generous to Holly as they have been to me) Nameless raises his head to the Sky --"Zet'tallen, I have offered my life to you in remorse and grief yet you have spared me.. I wish to honor you with the life you have allowed me to retain for it is by your grace I have been spared. Bless these kind people for they are generous and good"
"Zet'tallan blesses all his wards."  A sudden voice from his right.  Oh, it was his guide, sounded like he was biting into an apple.  "You know....he's carrying us on his back.  He took physical form so he could carry us to where we need to go.  He puts his very existence in danger...just to help us."   He sounds a bit....sad as he says this. "And all we do is hurt him...."  His guide turns to him and places an apple in his hand. "The portal to Death's realm....it released some creatures that feed off the inhabitants with ever reaching tentacles.  Then....there is...the old Sidhe Lords."  Nameless thinks to himself “He knew about that?” his companion continues  "Did you feel the entire world shake a few weeks ago?  That was them.....they hurt Zet'tallan....like ripping out his arm and reattaching it wrong.  But Zet'tallan doesn't care that he is hurt....well....I mean he cares cause it hurts, but he cares more if his Wards are hurt...."
Nameless turns to him and signs "we hurt him - we don't think - not understand we hurt" The devoted interrupts "I devoted my life to Zet'tallan, at first, just for the journey, to explore and live my life how I wanted.  But, as time went on, I discovered, that even as a Sidhe....I could keep the balance....help others....and stop those that want to hurt others...." "Do I miss my fancy house, my servants and my daily scented baths?  Heh....oh yes...there are days I really do.  But..."  He scratched his neck, chuckling.  "I don't NEED those things....want yes, but....not need, I guess.  I'm not the slave of the Dream anymore...."
Nameless smiles as he remembers the hot  baths with rose petals and lavender Eru used to run for him ... In the late spring when the flowers are at their fullest... He nods his head.. "no need, yes want" Nameless nips small bits of the apple chews for a while and tosses his head back to swallow"
Stay here until the Hollow comes, your eyesight and tongue will be given back, then you can walk back for Compass Rose.  Here you will learn that it is the actions of others that shape this town.  So, you can either isolate yourself out in the wilderness....or contribute to this town in the state you are in..."
Nameless looks puzzled, and signs clumsily  "How? I have nothing to give, I can not work, or lead, I have no trade, even children seem afraid of me... Wha..."
The devoted reaches out and stops Nameless in mid gesture "You can work,  Anyone can work.  Whether it be carrying things, or otherwise.  Find something, something you can offer.  And you will receive your gifts ten fold."
Nameless Rises to his feet and Bows to his companion... he waits a moment then with all his strength pulls him to his feet and embraces him and kisses each cheek... He pulls him close and whispers in his ear, although barely intelligible whispering with no tongue for enunciation..."Thank you sir...you have saved me from myself.. you have brought me here and I will do as you have asked, as Zet'tallen has asked. I have nothing but I will give what I can to hallows end.,, I give you my word" Nameless takes a step back and bows again 
The man nodded, looking a bit taken aback by the embrace, but simply patted his shoulder in return. "I will be close by....if you need help.  But...these people are kind.  I am sure you will be okay."   "Good luck...."
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