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violentdevotion · 2 years ago

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that moment at work where I get into a routine and and pack a bag and ask the customer if they want a reciept and tell them about offers we currently have on when I suddenly have the overwhelming urge to cry and my voice starts cracking and my energy instantly drains and I start tripping and banging joints on corners and making mistakes and forget to smile at stupid jokes. that's something.

#ameera speaks #employment escapades #it happens everytime #ill be fine be fine be fine be fine be fine BAM i want fo vry #it wont be triggered by anything ill just feel it hit me like a wave and i think oh okay i guess this is happening now #ive never cried at work but i get so so so so so close #i keep telling my friends to visit me at work bc i tell myself thay if thwy come roght around the time i feel like this that its reset me #but they havent yet so idk #i miss the summer #my friend had a job at the shop round the corner while she was back from uni and wed walk to the bus station together after work and if one #of us got off earlier than the other wed come by and talk to the other for a little while and grab a drink together and it was fun #and now shes back at uni and we have temporary christmas hires and im doing less hours so everyone else is getting on like a house on fire #and im Not and jxismksnwjf r fun.

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