#and ill leave the fandom again
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
um, what the headline says. Dixon, MJ and Sebas are in a relationship, after the end of the series. There is a locker filled with glitter. Or a whole school filled with glitter? I mean, the stuff tends to spread to every corner…..
#rebelde#dixon#MJ#sebas#polyam#shipping them#just a little#only this one fic then it will be enough#i guess#and ill leave the fandom again#myfanfic
0 notes
Text
i don't think everybody realizes just how amazing it would be if gege made megumi loving itadori canon. like i'm so serious (and well beyond delusion), gege has dropped WAY too many hints and nods to megumi being in love w itadori. i don't care much for the ship being canon itself i suppose, i just want gege act on his developed character. he would make shonen history, with how popular his animanga is and the fact that megumi is a MAIN character, if he were to confirm megumi's obvious queerness. he could change the face of shonen with this, and i'm afraid that he's too much of a coward to face the music.
#itafushi#IM SO SERIOUS#im the number one believer when it comes to the canon version of this ship#usually when it comes to shipping#i leave ships in the shipping sphere and address canon relationships differently#because i don't care for any of my ships becoming canon#i like playing w them in peace#but ITAFUSHI#they are different because gege has created a very interesting character#a main character “normal” whatever#and he's made him so obviously queer that it simply can't be accidental#andn i want him to ACT ON IT#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk itafushi#itfs#on my megumi is gay agenda again idgaf#ill talk about it til i leave this fandom probably#jjk rant
146 notes
·
View notes
Text
serious post time. concerning some thoughts ive had about zverev at LC. nothing too heavy but under the cut in case u just wanna scroll past.
i was talking to my mum about this and i think most of tennisblr share the same sentiment towards him so im not gonna be saying anything too radical. Its also not going to be super concise because im mostly spitballing here.
I was just thinking about how we talk about him and how we as a community navigate his presence on tour. I know that there's a vindictive joy that comes with seeing him lose that's especially potent since he basically got away with domestic violence scot free.
Seeing him lose is a good feeling because he clearly cares a lot and it feels like winning that he's upset, but it also doesn't actually mean anything in the scope of things. Obviously on some level if he lost enough he would no longer be relevant but it's inescapable that he is, unfortunately, very good at tennis. He's number 2 in the world. Call him a choker all you want, he's still vastly more successful that 99.9% of all tennis players.
But it's also just sport- a game. It's not the outcome of the match that amounts to anything outside of a very small community of people; its the celebrity, the money and clout and hero worship. The fact of the matter is it doesn't make a difference to the women he abused if he wins a match because he still abused them and he is still famous. He will always have been famous, even if he retires tomorrow. They will still interview him, laud him in press, put him in ads.
I just sometimes think- what right do I have to feel vindicated by his losses? To weigh his literal actual crimes against the outcome of some silly ball game? In a perfect world he would not be playing, he would be banned by the ITF and shunned publicly by his fellow players. He would not be invited to Laver Cup.
I won't say I don't look at tournament draws and hope for his early loss, but at least at tour events that means an early exit. I can't find it in myself to care if he wins or loses at Laver Cup, not really. Because he will still be there, he is still part of the team, he is still on the bench. It doesn't matter if he wins because he's still an abuser people paid thousands of dollars to watch play a game.
#alexander zverev#does he have an anti tag? im not sure the fandom here is large enough for that#anti alexander zverev#just to be safe#i dont know.. i did try and proofread this to make sure its coherent but the thoughts arent fully formed anyway#it just feels kind of... useless i guess? after a point- to become emotionally invested in the outcome of his career#and im not saying that all jokes or references to him are specifically terrible like i know that for many its the only feeling of#retribution against the failure of the institution both tennis and judicial#and hes by far not an edge case even outside of famous men#and now im rambling again and probably making even less sense#ill leave it there i suppose#feel free to comment if u have any thoughts#cw domestic violence#serious post
34 notes
·
View notes
Note
i’m pretty surprised that you can be in a fandom without really checking the tags regularly for new content or discussions that’s pretty impressive
ive got twitter for that and twitter has shown me enough as is
#snap chats#i dont even check twitter specifically for rgg its just that my algorithms been formed that way cause friends send me tweets#on the real though jvALEKJEKL ive always. how you say. played with dolls alone#so being alone online isnt hard or anything particularly 'impressive' to me its just how i roll#ive always lived in my head i guess- with my interests that is. its fun up there vlkeajkla#i still like to hear from other people of course but for the most part im happy with just myself im not all that pressed for others#i think its also just. i have. other interests? so i dont really think i want to look at One Particular Thing that day. at least for tumblr#i MIGHT just cause thats how the day goes but i dont think 'i feel like looking at rgg art today'#whatever i see I See and that'll be that yk i love a lot of things and think of a lot of things#evidently SOME things take a hold of me more than others- or ill wanna be more public bout it at least#but thats jsut cause i just feel SO MUCH for Whatever Thing It Is At The Time that i want to share it. so then i do jvlskjs#with that in mind can i really say im 'in' a fandom when i dont particularly interact with it LMAO#again always happy to do so but im like an estranged uncle if anything#come over once a year to drop gifts off then i leave. ill still respond to holiday cards though if theyre sent#also for discussions ill usually just talk to my brother about it since he'll usually be The Main Sponge for my rambling LOLOL#god's strongest soldier i promise i try to hold back but im afraid i feel my brain physically tickle my skull#my brother always has to watch in real time me be consumed by a piece of media. like its a symbiote its really funny#cause at this point we'll meet in the kitchen and ill start like 'you know whats really funny..'#and he'll just. 'ok so who's it about today' LIKE PLEAAAASSSEEE. anyways prepare for my ninth 90 minute lecture about This Character#i also have a friend that i talk about my interests with- not all the time but enough that im like. Yeah Im Good Talkin Bout This#like the dopamine in my brain is activated JUST enough when i get to have quick short convos bout it with her#honestly maybe i should use my blacklisted main and rb ALL of my sideblog posts there#just so the people following that can Also witness me be consumed in real time <- will not do this
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
"I stopped writing fic because no one engaged with it or came into my askbox to discuss it" and "I left emoji comments and sent an ask to a writer discussing their fic but never got a response even though they answer other asks" and "I get really nice comments but never know how to respond to them" are all fandom experiences that can coexist!
#it is so wild to see fandom engagement from different perspectives#one day ill see a post that says 'just comment anything! even if its emojis!'#and then right after ill see a post ranting about emoji comments#i get that it must suck *only* getting emoji comments and that readers need to engage more overall#but on the side of a reader (and im only one person#so my experience is not universal)#i try to leave in depth comments whenever i can. and i read a lot of fic. but sometimes an emoji comment/key smash is what i can give?#because im not eloquent enough to come up with super deep writing praise?#sometimes i read other in depth comments and im like 'ohhhh. woah. howd you see that in the writing???'#and sometimes when i do actually see stuff to be discussed and i do try to engage with authors i often dont get a response#which is fine. i am not entitled to a response#but it does make me less likely to engage again with that writer or writers in general#but that doesnt mean im not going to read their fic?#idk about other people. but fandom on a whole needs to be more accepting of 1. engaging with people who provide content#and 2. being okay with not getting responses#anyways#tb2a rambles
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
I hate vagueposting in fandom give me a direct link and a list of reasons why I'd be as upset as you
#luly talks#like i saw someone complain about mischaracterization like brother. please link me bc im not even finding content myself#also i saw them fandom being obvs dayshift go that's too crude!! over characterization and now im like insanely curious#bc. like. have. have we played the same games?#have you seen the words that leave the mouth of those men.#like what DID you fucking see that's too crude???#like if we're complaining about mischaracterization then the goal should be to stick to canon and they're fucking.#bad sentence ender they're havign sex but they're just fucking nuts.#in fact the fandom cuts a lot of slack from these ppl A#JACK ESPECIALLY the things this guy has said not only in 1 but also in 3#flipside dave voice i know we're child murderers and all but that's messed up. that's all im saying#ngl i was trying to find the original picture to quote it accurately but instead i found me and blood comparing randy to purps#when i was doing his bad route#i miss randy I'd go torture him again today#WAIT I FORGOT HE ATE CAR KEYS WHY DID HE DO THAT.#i need to go back to that man he's.#do dissectable#top 10 guys I'd cannibalize and then catch an illness from#sorry i got super off topic
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
that heartbreaking feeling halfway through a hyperfixation when you start getting butterflys and even more happy with another show/movie and you know your never going to be able to look back at the old one (for a long time atleast)
it feels so awful. like a betrayal. it's like I'm cheating on my old fixation. but I cant stop.
#HELP#rip haikyuu you lasted a good month#your probably not gone for good bc im halfway through an AMAZINGLY written 30 chapter iwaoi fic and im not leaving that half way#ill miss you#haikyuu#strange magic#marianne strange magic#butterfly bog#how did i get here again?#hyper fixation#fixation#current fixation#new fixation#fandom
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
Sorry I haven't done any fandom stuff in a bit. Got oc' brainrot for a while.
#that isnt to say im leaving the fandoms no#you couldnt drag my cold dead body away from lmk#purple hyacinths my beloved#my oc's have just been screaming for attention for the past year and they have finnaly grabbed my ankles and are dragging me into the abyss#--its also a comfort thing ngl things r aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa--#ill get back to stuff soon#but overall i just havent been able to write thats why no ts lately#once i get back into writing tho i wanna finish ch20#i get so happy when writing ts i wanna do that again soon
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
absolutely STILL abnormal about these guys. was in bed listening to yhe sound of waves on youtube while dreaming abt my latest fic idea earlier. the love is never ending. ive never had such a durable hyperfixation
#i want to talk about them !! but all the luzeni friends i had are gone !#waiting for the proverbial savior of the luzeni fandom in the form of a serie or a movie that focuses on their relationship and puts them#forth again for fujoshi consumption. and then maybe ill meet the love of my life in there. or like a nice pal. either way is good to me#🙏 ya allah wash over the lupin fandom and bring it anew because it sucks so much#so many of my friendships crumbled litteraly moments after i showed absolutely abnormal mental illness symptoms#youd think people wiuld give me the benefit of the doubt or something but no. blocking and leaving.#i do not have enough place in my heart for hate or even slight consideration. do not miss them . startin to forget their names frankly.#may they find hope and love. and also realize that their support of mental illness only extends to the acceptable seasonal depression#and nothing uglier. iv been met with such superficiality . amen
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
the amount of posts that i see that i agree with that then go on a tangent mid post about how much they hate x shippers, or why this theory proves x ship is bad or wrong etc., like. why do people feel the need
#just dont mention them#just say what youre saying#there is literally no reason for your post to include a detailed attack on people who prefer a different couple#say what youre saying and stfu#ive said it once and ill say it again this is the most toxic fandom environment ive ever encountered#and i was a one direction fan in 2014#so thats fucking saying something#they are BOOKS#its quite literally so unserious#havent you heard of staying in your lane#ThiS MeAns AlL x ShiPpErS arE EvIL anD StUPiD#no my love it means you are stupid for engaging with them in the first place#just leave them alone to prefer their pairing in peace#and maybe everyone would calm down#alas that will never happen#but you'd think anyone over the age of 18 would be capable of a little forward thinking and compassion#sigh#acotar#rant tw#thats it on my negativity quota for the month dont worry#i just have to get this off my chest bc its driving me crazy#so many posts and cool theories id love to engage with are impossible to bc i refuse to pander to the ridiculous hate wars
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
why can i not like things normally everything i either dont care about or its a personality trait
I do not like my hat, i love it so much that wear it literally every time i leave my house inside or outside and despite the fact that its a wooly hat i will wear it into july because i love it so much.
I do not like the colour purple, it is my favourite colour to the point that half of the things i own are purple and i genuinely see it as part of my personality.
I do not like spiritfarer, i love it so much that i have a mural based off of the game on my wall which took about a week to paint
I do not like spamton, i love him and the pieces of media he relates to so much that many people see me as "the spamton girl"
I do not like lemon demon, he is my favourite artist he is pretty much the only artist i listen to and i know all the lyrics to at least 30 of his songs and his voice brings me genuine comfort just from how much ive listened to him
#and i have literally gone onto roblox servers and started advertising ut/dr#*joins server*#have any of you guys played deltarune. its really good. the creator made the most influential indie game of all time (ut)#did you know that megalovania by toby fox was played to the pope. also did you know that deltarune is FREE!! £0!! $0!! 0 KROMER!!#it has a really cool story and is still ongoing so the fandom is very active. join us. join us. join us. join us.#why am i like this lmao#not lying about the “wearing my wooly hat into july” thing btw#i have pictures of myself wearing that hat mid july#literally the only place i dont wear it is inside my house#unless i get stressed out often ill wear it if im stressed out too#it broke a bit ago and i nearly cried#dw it was fixable but when i showed it to my mum she said “oooo charlie i dont think we can fix that” because she was teasing me#i have never felt so much panic in my life#i think if i lost that hat i would never leave the house again#im so regular and normal
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
another one of my fav shameless blogs blocked me 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 fucking whatever
make that x2 🙃🙃 feeling weird and gross again
#heymrsp@tel and g@rdenerian and met@lheadmickey and heym@cy and wh@tthebodygr@spnot and st0cious and cre3pkinginc and l!ngy910 and and and..#so many popular blogs. mutuals. even someone i considered a friend. whatever#i literally cannot interact with most popular posts in the fandom now. so if you see me not reblogging much more shameless content thats wh#i literally cant#obviously censored their users bc i dont need this dumb shit coming up when you search for them#this is just my vent post#whatever. i sont understand why im still getting blocked by more blogs every day#and nobody will explain#and then im treated like a spoiled brat for acting in the way a mentally ill and autistic person would act in this situation#AGAIN THIS IS A FUCKING VENT POST SO LEAVE ME ALONE AND BLOCK MY ASS IF YOURE JUST GONNA TELL THE PEOPLE IM VENTING ABOUT#lol and cr0ss and i@n-galagher and h0wl and and and and......
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
I FOUND THE THING THAT WILL TAKE ME OUT OF THIS DANGANRONPA HELL HOLE
#nagito has held me hostage long enough#please let me leave i wanna be a semi-functioning human being again#i love DR but I have thought of it everyday for three years LET ME OUT#who am i kidding the thing will just pile onto the dr brainrot and ill have 6 brainrots for something fandom related now#oh sweet hell#welcome me with open arms#danganronpa#nagito komaeda
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
Remembering the 3 week period where I was smacked with a frying pan about GiroriWin, and got unexpected brain worms over them. Only for Win to get exploded the next episode... following by Girori getting fired
#jokes on toei though that will not end my obsession with this pairing#im used to shipping ships with barely any screentime or interactions#they cannot stop me because this is the sort of stuff that usually happens to me in the first place#it was the wildest and most memorable three weeks I had in a fandom in a while#at least win has an actual chance of coming back. i still believe he will return to us one day given his actor didnt post flowers#ankheiji (along with a few other popular toku ships) a really rare exception to my usual shipping habits#my brain is just naturally drawn to ships that have maybe 4 other folks at most also into it#i do have a decent handful of popular/established ships but it is not as big as my list of rare ships#i tend to eat dirt over ships that leave me in rarepair hell the most#those three weeks were a very humbling experience for me.... reminding me of my typical ways#and that ill never stop being like this#no regrets though#anyways i need to make more art and fics of them again sometime (i also just need to make more geats art in general)#linky posts#linky watches geats
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
i got into blue lock nearly a year ago now... damn...
#legitimately have not been in a fandom for this long that is media-related#sure my mcyt phase lasted a year and a half but i dont count that#i wonder how much longer ill be here for...#im thinking im in it for the long run. til s2 and eventually s3#and with new manga chapters coming out too#bitch im not leaving until i see how this shit ends like 😭#bllk#oh and for the record i mean this as in actually being *in* the fandom#like i dont count smth like beyburst for example bc for the longest time i wasn't in the fandom and i kinda have an on and off relationship#with it#which is usually how it goes. i get obsessed for a few months - then move onto the next thing#so its weird just being consistently obsessed w smth#(once again excluding my mcyt phase we dont talk bout that)
2 notes
·
View notes
Note
what???? i have a lot in my marked too but its from just two or 3 fandoms. what have you been doing
fam i definitely have been in more than 2-3 fandoms this past week much less the two years or so I started actually using the marked for later function (which i only started recently, after Lucky told me it existed)
#depths' ask#i am very busybodied#all my adhd funnels into rapid fixation potential#ill literally join and leave a fandom in a DAY#i have and i will again#(usually just for movies tho bc i have already consumed all there is to fixate on)#hold on lemme make a list of all the fandoms in my marked
3 notes
·
View notes