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schwarzeneggr · 7 months ago

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absolutely STILL abnormal about these guys. was in bed listening to yhe sound of waves on youtube while dreaming abt my latest fic idea earlier. the love is never ending. ive never had such a durable hyperfixation

#i want to talk about them !! but all the luzeni friends i had are gone !#waiting for the proverbial savior of the luzeni fandom in the form of a serie or a movie that focuses on their relationship and puts them #forth again for fujoshi consumption. and then maybe ill meet the love of my life in there. or like a nice pal. either way is good to me #🙏 ya allah wash over the lupin fandom and bring it anew because it sucks so much #so many of my friendships crumbled litteraly moments after i showed absolutely abnormal mental illness symptoms #youd think people wiuld give me the benefit of the doubt or something but no. blocking and leaving.#i do not have enough place in my heart for hate or even slight consideration. do not miss them . startin to forget their names frankly.#may they find hope and love. and also realize that their support of mental illness only extends to the acceptable seasonal depression #and nothing uglier. iv been met with such superficiality . amen

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