#and ik they're having some bad weather rn

[plushie-lovey]

One of my soup cousin's delivery got delayed til next Wednesday ;-;

[sithara-studies]

We texted a lot people 😭 I'm finally like having convos with him. So here's how it's going- me: wow we r relating today😭i have completely given up on my sci preboards tmrw

him: Oh we have chem board practical tmw😭 Dw um keep trying hard 👏☠️

me: you too!!

him: Oh i am trying hard To not fall asleep

me: coffee? does that help u?

him: I actually just drank coffee and it ain't helping cuz this shit ain't ending Bro I slept for 4 fking hours and I'm still sleepy this is shameful

me: Lol coffee doesnt help me too. I try doing pomodoro or animedoro. It releases the stress too Ahh fuck that's rlly bad

him: Shit it's been long since I watched any animes

me: Oh i recently started

him: Ikr... Cool what genre do u like

me: mostly action and smth mysterious So thts y rn I'm on death note

him: I watch romance mostly and not just any romance Like the saddest ones (even I like those types, but get really emotional at the end😭)

me: mhm never heard of them

him: Have u heard of "your name" or "weathering with you"

me: nope

him: I can tell u some but u shouldnt watch them or you'll just go into depression That's sad like it's so sad I felt bad for my existence after watching it

me: Lmao I'm already depressed due to cbse, so just tell

him: just watch the ones I told or maybe dont they're too painful bro

me: lol I'll give it a try tmrw and lyk (and I didnt </3 instead binged on 23 eps of death note and completed the series)

him: I can tell u the saddest anime of all but that'll be a crime so I wont

me: makes me look forward to it more :)

him: you'll um...best of luck

me: Uhh ty?

him: yeah mate yw😭

Next day

me: Oh hii how did ur practicals go?

him: hey they were so good I was shocked at how easily I could do them☠️ wbt u how was ur exam

me: oh damnn kinda gud i got set 3 which was the easier one so yeah could do good but there was like 2 or 3 qs which was which kinda tough

him: wow yall have sets in models? That's new ig cuz we didn't have back in 10th grade

me: oh yea we do hav bc in boards they give lik tht

him: bro even the extrenal I have no idea who she was but i wanted to hug her cuz she asked me the easiest stuff for viva😭 yea ik well hopefully you'll get the easier ones (he means the sets)

me: omg lmaoo tbh I'd not answer anything in viva out of anxiety😭 yea tyy 🤍

him: yall have viva? wtf wait ur in 10th right?

me: nah lol yea in 10th

him: I'll tell u a lengendary tip, never go first in viva always go in the last I was like the 3rd last and I got the most basic questions ever Bro the 1st guy omg I felt so bad for him the question she asked ☠️

me: Ayee you were in luck, tyy btw Oh btw how's science streak like?

him: It's um like idk wtf happened in 11th cuz obv it was online but 12th is like bw good and bad

me: oh you took bio or comp?

him: Bio Bio is so easy (guys this makes it more confirm that he's my soulmate😭)

me: ikrr

him: 11th grade bio is a bit hard but 12th bio is like a dream

me: my frnds says its difficult but lik it's easy guys just byheart and understand stuff 😭 Also if its okay, like where r ya frm? Like in india (I already know where he's from but like still for the blushes😭)

him: What bio? bro they're bluffing it's the easiest out of every subject fr omg hyderabad...wbu

me: ikrr 😭 FR????

him: yea why..☠️

me: same place 😭

him: oh wtf wow 😃 that's a coincidence lol

me: ikrr lol finding hyderabadis in our school is like finding a needle in a haystack

him: 😭kinda true ngl but there are like 2 people including me from hyderabad in 12th what are you gonna take in 11th?

me: Oh (insert a girl's name) is the other one ryt? pcb

him: Oh never heard of her. I know like only 4 girls from my grade It's probably cuz I really dont talk to many people...like I'm an introvert ifykyk 🚶

me: mine's like worse, ik lik one guy cuz we went to the same tuition whn we were little but now i dont talk cuz like I'm an introvet and you're the only senior guys I talk

him: Oh ur an introvert too? damn that's relatable then ig 😂 you should honestly talk to more they're really good guys Bro my situation is bad I just hate talk to anyone ☠️

me: idk how to start a convo lol like if i start talking to the other, like do they think I'm clingy or weird or smth like that

him: no ur pretty ok tbh even for someone who doesnt talk to anyone you'll probably need to find partners in 11th and 12th so u need to talk to them!

me: well u r prettier, like i am an introvert and I complimented u in the public so that beats

him: prettier?😃no no like i meant u have the ability to talk to anyone so dw abt it ☠️

me: oh 😭😭💀 ty but still i think ur pretty

him: wdym pretty..☠️ (srsly lik SRSLY he didnt get what i meant 😭)

me: dud like in looks or smth lik tht?

him: why..what no ones called me pretty I'm so confused but yeah mate thanks ☠️👌🏻

me: i mean like is usually used for lik complimenting the girls but I tend to use it to both lol idk y, but I think pretty like in handsome wise lik attractive wise (someone teach me how to say that you're pretty to this guy)

him: oh oh yea thanks I really dk how to responds to that but thanks😭

then he sends me like 6 snaps of spiderman edits and I say "Andrew tho 😍😍" and guess what THATS HIS FAV SPIDER MAN TOO 😭. Then we fangirled about andrew for a bit and the convo shifted to my introvertness because he asked if I saw batman and I was like no. He asked that becuase on insta he saw many people from my grade watch it and I was like first of all Idk that people watched it from my grade.

someone please tell him to give me hints if he likes me or not 😭 I hate suspense and this guy here is giving it too much 💀 Guess what? me and my guy are now in seperate buses </3 </3 so according to my theory, I'm guessing that we'll be on the same bus again next week monday because it would be holidays for the KG kids,

so currently manifesting that we both are on the same bus on monday and that he atleast says a hi or waves at me😭

First love???

Almost a month ago

Most of the scenes happen in my school bus (so the seating arrangements' divided half for the boys and girls, you'll know later why I'm saying this) Also the friend mentioned here is @aislingisstudying, I'm just too lazy to tag her everywhere so I'm referring her as friend

me: *looks at a boy and thinks his hair is really cute* *turns towards friend* Don't you think that boy's hair looks really cute?

friend: mhm yeah it is actually cute. Do you want me to go and say it to him?

me: What the fuck no, that's really embarrassing

friend: nahh i'll go and tell

me: bruh stop it would be really embarrassing

friend: fine okay then

10 minutes later

me: you know what, go. Go and compliment him from my side

friend: okay my guts level has gone poof you should have used to the chance before

me: mhm okay whatever

20 minutes later

me: you know what, i'll go and say it to him myself. Anyway I'll leave this school in like 3 or 4 months so i'll just say

friend: fine go ahead

5 minutes later

him: *getting out of this bus*

me: Hey dude!

him: *turns back*

me: your hair looks cute!

him: *traumatized or surprised eyes under the mask and leaves the bus*

all girls around me: *surprised eyes and giggling* you okay? have you gone out of your mind?!

A week ago

so me and my friend was sitting was the end of the girls side and my guy came and sat right behind us. OKAY LIKE RIGHT BEHIND US and the mf bus conductor and tells us to sit in front of the bus. So when we sat and settled down, behind us were our friends in 12th grade-

me: DUDE WE WERE SO CLOSE AND THIS CONDUCTOR CAME AND UGHHHHH

friend: I KNOW RIGHT YOU WERE LIKE THIS CLOSE *pinches fingers*

12th graders: okay what are you guys talking about?

*me and my friend narrates the story and shows the guy*

12th graders: Ohh we know his info, his name's ***** and he's in 12th grade PCMB and like he's an introvert and he watches anime and he's from hyderabad

me: INTROVERT??!!! HYDERABAD(im also from the same place and finding a hyderabadi in my school is like finding a needle in a haystack)???!!!! SCIENCE?????!!!!!!!!!!! *excited faces, hand gestures and noises*

friend: chill okay?

me: okay you have his snap?

12th grader: I have insta but like I'll give his snap too

me: omg thank youu!!!

Today

I actually got his snap 2 days back but I had my hindi exams going on so I sent him request today. So here's the texts-

me: *goes on snap, checks his snap id and takes a screenshot to send to my bsf*

after a few minutes

him: you took ss??...

me: *me realizing that people can see screenshots* Oh im sorry I actually meant to take my friend's but took urs btw hi

him: Oh ok hi

me: Um kinda awkward but do u remember like the compliment tht u got while leaving the bus?

him: yeah I do why?

me: oh well I said that 😅

him: oh thanks ig 😂

me: oh lol okay But lik I still wonder lik y u gave like a traumatised expression that day 😂

him: I was just trying to see who said that lol

me: Oh I thought u got offended or smth 😂

him: Nahh I can't remember who it was tho Like the face I just left cuz my stop was there How did u find my snapchat btw..?

me: Ahh I get it Uhhh that's sources lol i mean friends help to find socials??

him: Oh but I dont follow anyone from our school tho? It's a bit weird so that's why..

me: Oh okay

him: 👌

me: oh btw u up for streaks?

him: oh yeah sure i really need streaks i was about to ask *sends a picture of this fingers*

me: *internally crushing* oh ok

him: What😂? ur just there lol it's kinda creepy TYPE SOMETHING

me: Lolol I'm actually double texting on discord so 💀💀💀

him: oh oh makes sense ☠️

me: yea 💀

Idk what to talk next 😭😭😭 I wanna make convo but like idk what to talk about without being so awkward. Now I know ya'll will say to talk about anime but I dont watch anime too 😭 So give me tips <3 and he's my first crush (boys at my school mostly don't look attractive to me)