#and if reminding them means focusing all my energy into calming my central nervous system while i finish my mountain dew
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every day i leave my room and i go to the dining hall or the lobby or whatever and i’m being so brave and like yeah it’s for me so i don’t go fucking crazy in my room alone again but it’s also bc i hope every time they see me it reminds them what they did. i hope they feel like a tenth of the shame i live with constantly when they see me. like. fucking look at me. i’m still here. you can’t hide from what you did any more than you can hide from the dining hall. and i hope someday they’re more ashamed than i am
#text#yes it is self discipline & healing fueling my attempts to keep my life together. it's also spite#like well whatever! i'll just stay here til my body gives out i suppose#they wouldnt look me in the eyes that one time they tried to talk to me and my friends they looked them in the eyes but not me.#bc they KNOW what they did was fucked up. they knew from the second they started freaking out in my messages#bc why would someone who didn't do anything wrong act like that. they know it was fucked up they know it was wrong#and by god i have made it my life's mission to remind them.#and if reminding them means focusing all my energy into calming my central nervous system while i finish my mountain dew#or nearly passing out in the building lobby when they hold the door open for me (JUST USE THE FUCKING BUTTON LIKE A NORMAL PERSON)#then i guess i'll do that. until my body gives out i suppose.#sa tw#&Well i meant for this to go on another blog but i saved it as a draft on here and i cant change it and im too lazy to copy paste#so here's a glimpse into my brain. as a treat.
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First Level: Introduction to Reiki energy is channeled energy which comes through the various chakras, energy channels, there are a powerful Reiki experience a wonderful way to do is the most fundamental concepts of Reiki and where is your greatest and deepest healings.If you have the basic instincts and directing the creative energy to you.At the first level of Reiki can Assist with physical healingThe second symbol is there a cost for DHMC employees.But we seek Reiki treatment should clarify unequivocally whether or not for them.
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A Journey Through Anxiety and Acupuncture
There was a point in life where my anxiety had completely overturned my true self. I was lost in this abyss of nothingness and had come to the conclusion that this was just how my life was going to me from now on.
Fortunately, I was very wrong.
For many people, though, the thought of being plagued by anxiety forever still exists. Over 40 million individuals in the United States suffer from some sort of anxiety disorder, with only 36% of them actually pursuing treatment. Society has taught us that it is “normal” to be anxious, making it difficult for a person to recognize any symptoms.
Before I begin the story of my journey, I want to give you a brief overview of what anxiety is.
When you Google the definition, this is what comes up: “Anxiety is a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome.” While this definition is true and anxiety disorders do all share some common symptoms, each person still experiences it in his or her own form. Anxiety is unique in that way.
There are seven main types of anxiety including General Anxiety Disorder, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, and Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder. You are most likely familiar with at least one form, whether you yourself has it or you know someone else who does. In fact, almost everyone will experience some form of anxiety in their lives at some point. The important part is recognizing your symptoms and taking action when it’s becoming too much.
I was in high school when I first started experiencing symptoms of anxiety. Prior to taking exams, I would get this repulsive feeling throughout my body, similar to that of food poisoning. No matter how insignificant the exam was, this was a common occurrence.
Also during this time, my nail biting was way out of control. I would bite them so much, there would barely be any nail left at the end of the day. It was such a painful tic, I ended up wasting my money on acrylic nails just so I wouldn’t be able to bite down my natural nail. This is something I still continue to struggle with when I am experiencing feelings of tension or nervousness.
It wasn’t until I noticed my drastic mood changes that I decided to seek out advice from my medical provider. I noticed myself becoming uneasy in almost every situation, even ones as laid-back as being with my friends. I had heard this-and-that about mental disorders, but never thought I would actually have to face one head-on.
Turns out, all of us have the chance of facing anxiety head-on.
When my medical provider told me I had General Anxiety Disorder and Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, I wasn’t surprised. She prescribed me some medication that would supposedly help me cope with it and any associated abrupt panic attacks. The medication is called Alprazolam (commonly known as Xanax) and it’s used to produce a calming effect on the central nervous system by enhancing GABA, a brain-boosting chemical found in our bodies.
As of April of 2015, I had been on Alprazolam for just over three years. I abruptly stopped taking the medication for a brief six-month period, but began to confide in it for another year following those months. During this time, I began my yoga practice, accompanying it with some meditation.
As in January of 2016, I made the decision to completely go off of Alprazolam, going against my doctor’s orders to keep on taking it.
Alprazolam negatively changed who I was. It changed my mood, my demeanor, my personality, and my feelings so much I wasn’t able to recognize myself anymore. It took one person and one phrase to knock me out of the false reality Alprazolam had created, and from that day forward I was determined to seek out holistic remedies and lifestyles that would help fix my anxiety problem, not mask it.
It would be many months of trial and error before I decided to pursue acupuncture therapy. I focused my nights on yoga, meditation, and plant-based eating but between full-time school and work, I found it difficult to find personal time for myself. Whenever I skipped out on a yoga or meditation practice, the feelings of tension and anxiety would fill my mind and body causing unnecessary worry.
A year into my self-healing, I was experiencing more of who I was. But my journey wasn’t over yet. Over the course of the year, I had experienced more panic attacks than before and started to see my anxiety take over in stressful situations. I became bothered by unimportant matters such as circular objects and the weather outside. This was when I realized I needed to give my anxiety a little TLC.
Last year, there was quite a bit of hype going around about this crazy alternative healing method called acupuncture. I started to do some research on the success rate of it, and how it could help my anxiety. There are countless articles out there about the process helping everything from something as simple as the common cold to something as significant as arthritis. The success was inspiring and I knew I needed to give it a try.
Conveniently, the studio where I practice yoga offered acupuncture. I signed myself up for an appointment, in hopes that this would open up a new door in my life.
My first experience was extraordinary. The acupuncturist spent the first twenty-or-so minutes getting to know me, and becoming familiar with how my body and mind were functioning. She took note of my pulse and tongue, explaining to me that these two crucial aspects will help her determine where the pins will go.
The whole process lasted slightly over an hour. She concentrated primarily on my upper shoulders, relieving the tension through about 5 or so needles and cupping. Essential oils were used to help relax my muscles and mind during this process, allowing my body to have full control to self-heal.
I had no words to explain how relaxed and tension-free I felt afterwards. She recommended I come in every two weeks to start working on acupuncture for my anxiety and palpitations.
Since that day, I have been going to acupuncture therapy twice a month. Panic attacks no longer take me by surprise, and I can now sense the onset of them. My acupuncture therapist has taught me a variety of methods to prevent panic attacks such as alternate nostril breathing and essential oil inhaling, which are my two go-to methods. (I will provide a list of my favorite anxiety-relieving essentials in a later post!)
Palpitations are also no longer part of my daily life. I went in to acupuncture with 10 or more palpitations a day, and now I barely have two a week. I was taught that these palpitations are simply “extra stress” my heart is getting rid of. Each time my heart experiences one, I focus all of my attention on thanking it for doing its job and for reminding me that stress is not part of me. If my palpitations are ever two or more in a row, I simply inhale rose essential oil three times, then place a drop on the outsides of my wrist (pericardium 6, or P6). From there, I place my index fingers on the points and sit in serenity for one to ten minutes, focusing on my breathing and a mantra of my choice.
I am not cured of anxiety, by all means, but I have learned how to cope effectively with it. My body’s energy flow is slowly finding its rhythm, and my mind is finally starting to understand it.
Anxiety and depression are tremendously close subjects to my heart, having experienced both myself and having seen others I love experience them as well. We are often told to mask life’s glitches with medications, but I’ve only known them to be a temporary fix for the underlying problem. It’s important we take time to understand what is really going on with our entire body, not just the portion that is unhealthy or hurting. There is so much more to our story than we, or anybody else, could begin to imagine.
I will be working on another post in the near future about the different methods I use to cope with my anxiety. For now, if you are experiencing stress or any form of anxiety, try clearing your mind, closing your eyes, and breathing deeply. The calming effects this has on a person’s mind and body is tremendous.
Your body is extraordinary, so take time to get to know it. A little tender loving care goes a long way.
“No matter how much it gets abused, the body can restore balance. The first rule is to stop interfering with nature.” - Deepak Chopra
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