#and i'm really not actually evil or anything so🐁
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i think it will be really cool if they don't hurt me despite not feeling anything that much for me
#things just happen to me sometimes you know it might even not be that boring after all#and i'm really not actually evil or anything so🐁#literally i'll love you even more if you don't mind#oh and the sciencecore!#like who cares lol c':#i mean i do (a lot hehe) but aside from that yeah obviously#you as in you know#you#of course it's you#as in not the fish! she's just been posting sad and like idk i do care but i *do not* want to be around her#because i care a lot more about not losing you to the cult and because of everything#.....it's like you know#feelings or not and i personally do feel very much okay with you#but i just don't want you to accept anyone at all hurting me like that#because this really isn't some trivial love triangle or unrequited crush drama#and you're kinda amazing and i vibe with more than with anyone ever and want to know things about you#if you care to share#that's all❤️#because like you do understand#and you only started to act like you don't because of the cult#and all they want for no reason at all is to silence me and exploit me in a bad and really unnecessary way after already hurting me#and in an attempt to normalize the abuse in my head to that#and you know me and know i'm not being too sensitive even though it wouldn't be wrong at all if i was and that that's not now it works#i don't know how to tell you you just know#and you're everything i want aside from that in whatever way you feel comfortable with that doesn't include hurting me#and by hurting me i mean the cult nothing else there's nothing wrong with you at all#and i know how not caring feels though not about you or like fish if you start thinking i was lying to her before she hurt me or something#nothing wrong with that at all too i just don't think it's ever worth enabling abuse and just act like i tend to regardless#i keep forgetting some people just refuse to see how damaging it all was to me so it fr looks like i'm just trying something weird here❤️#and i'm not
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