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dayseternal-blog · 4 years ago

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Hi Days! I'm a huge fan of your work and your tumblr blog bc you give so many naruhina fanfic recs and talk about your stories, etc.

To sum it up, you're my favorite person lol, I'm a bit shy so I'm asking this as an anon, but I wanted to tell you something random just because I've always just thought about it and maybe you would agree or comment on it.

Have you ever listened to mitski? If you haven't I recomend you do bc she's amazing, but anyways I was listening to a song of hers called "washing machine heart" and it reminded me of naruhina, like the fic "together you and I" but different you know, like naruto only married hinata because he couldn't have sakura, she was his second option and every time he looked at her he wished and pretended it was Sakura, so Hina tries her hardest to look pretty and try to be the person he wants, always getting saddend by the idea that she isn't the one he wants, she knows his heart will only belong to Sakura. She let's him trample all over her heart and use her because she loves him unconditionally, maybe cry to her on some nights because he longs for Sakura's love that will never come.

I've read so many fanfics and I've never encountered one using this concept, I'd write it myself, but I'm not good at writing, maybe I'm reaching but it could inspire an angst story made by you or just a prompt or idea/concept for anyone to use. The hurt in this could be inmaculate and I bet a good writer could bring everyone to tears if they read a story like this. You don't have to do anything ofc I'll love you either way, I'm not meaning to push you to write a whole story with this concept by any means or to even post this ask, it's just something I made up/ related to this certain song, so I wanted you to see it, perhaps share your opinion or thoughts on it or just think about it. I love pain a lot hahaha bc I'm not a narusaku shipper in any way, I actually dislike the ship a lot.

Thank you for reading this and pls keep up the awesome work!! I'll always be a fan and support you and your spectacular writing❤️❤️

GAH What an awful fic idea you have 💔

“The Ring that Binds” by softwind - Rated M, Canon-Divergent, Multi-chapter, Incomplete. Naruto and Hinata are married. So why is Naruto calling “Sakura” in his sleep?

“Girl No 10″ by meeiwen - Rated M, Modern AU, Multi-chapter, Complete. Naruto makes a mistake with a dancer one drunk night. Years later when he meets her again, he begins realizing his perfect life is a lie, but he’s too late to fix it.

And

“Territorial” by @bunny-hoodlum - Rated M, High school AU, Multi-chapter, Complete. When Hinata takes advantage of Naruto’s desperation for love, they’re both a little too much for the other to handle.

Are similar to what you have there.

HERE’S MY VERY QUICK AND INCOMPLETE STAB AT YOUR PROMPT IT’S UNEDITED UNREVISED CANON-DIVERGENT AU RATED T FOR LANGUAGE BUT I HOPE YOU LIKE WHAT I COULD COME UP WITH 😘 THEY ARE NOT MARRIED BECAUSE I WOULD BE TOO SAD

...

Naruto finally makes it to the Hokage’s office, having had trouble shaking off fangirls on his way. He can immediately tell he’s the last one there, even though it’s the eve of the Rinnegan Festival. Tense expressions greet him, the atmosphere somber.

Sakura whips her attention back to the desk before them. “Rokudaime, with all due respect, I don’t think Naruto belongs on this mission.”

Her behavior has confused him all night. First moving away from him so that Hinata would sit between them at Ichiraku when Hinata could have just sat on the other side of him. Then pushing him to follow Hinata back home. He said aloud that he’d be seeing her later, and that he wanted to catch up with everyone first, but Sakura just glared at him...

She’s been pushing him away, more and more every day, breaking his heart to smaller and smaller pieces...whether knowingly or not, he’s not sure about that, but she’s never rejected him from being her teammate on a mission.

Worried, he meets Kakashi’s gaze.

“I understand your concern, Sakura.” His tone is heavy. His usual careless attitude nowhere in sight. “Call it just my gut-feeling...you’re going to need Naruto’s strength for this mission.”

Hanabi was kidnapped.

Hiashi and Hinata are nowhere to be found.

“What do you mean...?” Naruto finds himself asking. “I just saw her. We just saw her. Not even an hour ago.”

“When Sai reported Hanabi’s kidnapping, believe me, Naruto, we moved to notify her family immediately. Anbu can’t find them.”

“What?” The last memory he has of Hinata abruptly leaving dinner and running off without hardly a word nags at him, inexplicably tightening his chest. “She’s fine. Hinata’s strong. She can take on anybody. No one would dare-”

“Naruto,” Sakura interrupts, her gaze cutting sharp. “She’s nowhere to be found. And as much as you believe that, no one is invincible. Not even Hinata. We need to form a plan, otherwise we’re losing precious time.”

“No one is invincible. Not even Hinata.”

An emptying numbness invades his insides, discomforting slickness muting him.

This isn’t his fault, is it?

What if she needed to tell him something?

She was acting strange at Ichiraku.

Quiet, unusual for her as of recent...

But how was he supposed to notice? Should he have followed after her, like Sakura said? But they were supposed to meet at his apartment later on anyway, so why did she have to come out early like that and ruin the good time he was having? She knows how he hasn’t given up on Sakura.

She knows everything about him. She’s been his rock after Sakura tried to shut him down for good. So how can it be that she’d just disappear? There’s no way.

There’s just no way that she disappeared right after she left...

Hours.

Hours of wandering around in abandoned, desolate, war-stricken villages in god-knows-where, and nothing. No one.

He’s asking for the hundredth time, but he doesn’t care, he’s past the point of desperation, and anxiety-laced tension fills the air. “Taku, you really don’t see anything?!” The Hyuuga they have on their team led them into this godforsaken wasteland.

Taku turns on him aggressively, getting in his face in reaction, and yells, “What about you?? You think I’m not trying my best?! This is my family! Just because you’re Hinata’s boyfriend doesn’t mean you’re any more worried than the rest of us! You don’t sense her??”

No. He doesn’t.

His Sage Mode has never been so useless. In fact, he senses no one besides them in this place, and it’s with terrible unease that he begins to entertain the thought that she’s gone for good.

“There’s no one even here besides us! Nothing! Why’d you take us down here? Where are we even?! How do we get out of here in the first place?!” he argues back.

“Sakura-san was right! You don’t belong on this mission! I don’t know what Hinata-sama could ever see in you, I haven’t seen her smile in months!”

“What do you mean by that?! She smiles all the time! I’ve never seen her act so cheerful in my life!”

“So you fucking know it, too!” Taku glares at him with an incredulous expression. “That she’s just acting!”

“What the hell do you mean by that-”

And he doesn’t know what happened next, but Sai’s grabbing onto Taku and he himself is locked in Shikamaru’s shadow manipulation. Chakra’s sparking off his own hands, while blue embers warp along Taku’s.

“Calm down,” Shikamaru orders both of them. “We’re not getting anywhere if the two of you keep fighting.” He waits for Taku to loosen his stance.

Sai lets go of him.

Taku throws an insulting glare around before sauntering off.

Shikamaru sighs. Hard. “Go cool your head, Naruto.” He retracts his shadow, and Naruto wastes no time walking off in the opposite direction, far from wherever Taku is heading.

Yet Taku’s ridiculous words ring in his head. “That she’s just acting.”

But she said that she’s happy to be with him. That she doesn’t mind that he’s still in love with Sakura. She said that she’s just happy to be with him.

She said that. She did. And she wouldn’t lie to him, right?

She was just acting?

“You’re not going to finish your ramen?” he asked her on their date last month.

“No...” Suddenly, she smiled brightly, something she’s been doing more often ever since he mentioned that he’s always liked how genki Sakura is. “Do you want the rest of mine? I’m dieting.”

He scrunched his eyebrows at her. “Dieting? Why?”

“Well...” She looked thoughtful for a moment before seeming to come to a decision. “Naruto-kun, you like thin girls, right?”

He knew she was talking about Sakura. “...I guess...”

“I want to make you happy,...” she started. She bit her lips for a hesitating moment before continuing, “so I’ve been trying to lose a little weight.”

“Oh.” He didn’t know what to make of that. Unbidden, he looked her over.

“Can you tell?” she asked, her characteristic shyness lowered her lashes, yet she didn’t fidget under his examination, and he could tell how she was trying her best to have that confident persona he admires in his former teammate.

Despite her recent changes in attitude, Hinata’s still been so physically small compared to himself and everyone else. Under her jacket, he couldn’t tell if she looked skinnier or not, and even if she was, he doesn’t think she really needed to be skinnier.

But then she looked up at him with that heavy, hopeful weight in her gaze, and he couldn’t let her down. Not when she’s trying so hard for his approval.

He fibbed easily. “Yeah. You look really good.”

She shined another smile at him that made him feel good. Even if their relationship wasn’t traditional, he could at least still make her happy. He could at least tell her some sweet words and see her sweet smile and-

She was lying.

She wasn’t happy?

He never made her happy?

Then what was the point of any of it?

No, she must have been happy, right?! She said so! She told him so! Many, many times!

After all, he asked her. All of those times he thought she was faking her smile, he asked just to make sure, and she vehemently told him that she was really happy to be with him.

She said he could talk to her about all of it. That she could take on his heartbreak because her feelings were so much bigger than...

“Uzumaki Naruto.”

The unfamiliar voice has him leaping to his feet.

A man as pale as a ghost with piercingly icy eyes is floating down to him on some strange platform. “You’re really as pitiful as I expected.”

“Who the hell are you?!” He readies his stance. He’s not in any mood for games, and he’s ready to let loose some of his stress on this very suspicious character.

“Hinata’s fiance.”

“Hinata?!” Fire races through his veins, heating his feet, and he’s ready to leap at this guy. “Where is she?!”

“With me.”

His heart rate exponentially explodes, beating into his ears, his skin practically bristling. “Let her go,” he demands, and the threat of his words leaks from every pore of his being. “Now.”

The man almost snorts. “What makes you think she wants to see you? You only ever used her, broke her...” His collected expression hardens, and Naruto can sense that he has no intention of releasing her. “I’ll make her happier than you ever could.”

Several thoughts fly too quickly through his mind to properly process any of it, leaving only residual uncertainty and that deepening sense of his culpability in her sudden disappearance. But he doesn’t linger on the unpleasant sensations. “What the fuck do you know?!” And he’s charging at him, a Rasengan heavy in his hand.

The enemy is far more powerful than he appeared, immediately blowing him back with some kind of focused chakra. “Weak, pathetic.”

“GIVE HER BACK!” He replicates himself a dozen times, each of them throwing Rasenshurikens at the man.

Yet more of that strange yellow chakra protects him. He’s unscathed even under his shadow clone onslaught. “No. I gave her a choice, and she came with me. I’m just here to get rid of you, take revenge against you for her sake.”

He hardly comprehends the nonsense spewing out of the enemy’s mouth, and he rallies his clones into close combat, but the man manages to avoid many of the attacks while landing hits of his own.

Clones poofing away only to be replaced by more, frustration and fury starting to blind him into sloppier and sloppier moves.

“I love Hinata. That’s why I deserve her.”

He chokes on his own breath, and in his momentary loss of concentration,...

He’s falling.

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aaannnnd that’s as far as I want to go with that. Imagine the rest of the team arriving in time to notice Toneri making his escape toward the sky, and I guess the rest of the story would sort of follow the rest of The Last...Naruto self-reflects a lot in a bundle of depression for a long time and yeah.

...ahhh... I encourage you to write the fic you want to see in the world ❤️

#anon #thank you for thinking i could do your fic idea justice #but in the end 😅 i'm sorry that this is a letdown #i'm not much one for angst you know #who wrote white lilies not me #thank you for laying the praise on thick 🥺 don't know if i'm deserving #thank you for reading!

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wenellyb · 3 years ago

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Hey, just wanted to say how much I appreciate you and your patient, kind responses and willingness to have civil conversations. You get so many bullshit rude anons - a lot of times I’m sitting here reading them wishing I could tell them off and then your reply is so chill, haha. I don’t know how you do it. I’m so done with antis - there are definitely pairings I don’t ship, but 1) like you, I’d rather spend my time enjoying what I do ship and 2) I’m an adult and can be happy for others just peacefully shipping what they love, even if it’s not my cup of tea. I don’t understand the need for these haters to send awful messages to others. Like, just… don’t engage with content you don’t enjoy. Why is that so hard?

Hi Anon!!!

Thank you so much for being so nice to me! I do loose my cool from time to time because some of these anons are trying me, but as a general rule, I don't like getting angry at random people on the Internet. But to be honest, even I don’t know how I do it sometimes hahaha. Some of the stuff I read makes me want to scream.

I agree with you wholeheartedly, there are so many pairings I don't ship, but I'm won't make essays explaining why they shouldn't happen. Why not just enjoy your ship and let the others ship in peace,.... and if you really really have to do it, don't tag it with the ship name!!! I just don't understand. Some people might think that it is such a small detail, but this is how fandoms turn toxic...You start hating on the M/F, then you’re hating on the Female character and then great actresses are loosing contracts and ob opportunities because their character was a threat to a fictional ship.

I just know that most of these conversations are happening because Sarah is not only a woman (we already know that there's a lot of misogyny in the fandom) but a Black woman.

But unfortunately, this is how the MCU fandom, sh*tting on female characters who come between their ship and being completely disgusting whenever Black characters are involved.

I just naively thought that we could avoid this with Sambucky, but some Sambucky shippers didn't get the memo.

Anyway thanks a lot for this!!! I really appreciate it and let’s see how it goes.

#sambucky #sarahbucky #tfatws #anon asks

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stina-bo-bina · 3 years ago

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Ships Meme

Talk about the first ship you ever had. That was Chandler/Monica when I was 14 and in high school. I don’t even know how it began. I was watching Friends reruns and saw them get together and boom! Obsessed. It’s funny because I never went for Ross/Rachel but C/M were a good, easy ship to start out with.

Talk about three of the most important ships throughout your life.

What’s your current OTP? Right now it’s Josh/Donna since finishing The West Wing for my first time in October and currently slowly rewatching.

What’s your current NOTP? None.

Do you have any poly ships? No.

How do you feel about love triangles? I hate them! I much prefer a lot of other keep them apart tropes.

How do you feel about RPF? I’ve never been into it.

Have you ever shipped yourself with a character? Yes, I think with the male part of every ship. hahaha.

Do you have many ships that never got together at all? No, I don’t think so. I tend to ship pretty mainstream.

Do you ship any characters that have never met? No.

Talk about your favorite first kiss. Luke and Lorelai: amazing, amazing, amazing. It still makes my stomach flip every time I watch it. ALSO Nick/Jess. Amazing. Josh/Donna’s first kiss is also amazing. The whole vibe with the music. (I know this said favorite but those are my top 3 I guess.)

Have you ever been disappointed when your ship finally got together? Yes, Booth/Brennan let me down a bit. It was kind of a bummer how we saw no lead up to it. I liked that they had a kid (well, 2) and got married but once they got together they weren’t as great anymore.

Has a ship ever broken your heart? LUKE/LORELAI. I mean, they made up for it in the end but late s6/s7 was painful in real time and I was legit heartbroken. Also Sam/Diane because they never ended up together.

How do you feel about will they/won’t they? Many of my ships ARE this, so I guess I like it. Although it has to be “will they” in the end AND I don’t like it if it’s until the VERY end.

Have you ever “shipped at first sight”? Don’t think so.

Talk about a ship you initially disliked. None.

Talk about a pairing you’ve stopped shipping romantically. None, I don’t give up shipping much once I start.

Talk about a moment which made you question an entire ship. Lorelai sleeping with Christopher a the end of season 6.

Have you ever shipped something despite yourself? No.

Talk about a ship you feel alone in shipping. None, I’m a mainstreeam shipper.

Is there a ship you just don’t get, but have nothing against? I have nothing against Ross/Rachel but I never shipped them hardcore which seems strange that I didn’t.

Which of your ships have the best chemistry? Luke/Lorelai and Josh/Donna are pretty consistent through the whole series. Nick/Jess are strong in s2 and so are Booth/Brennan in s2.

Which of your ships deserve better writing? Nick/Jess (mostly Nick). His character got so strange after they got together.

Do you mostly ship canon pairings? Yes.

Have you ever shipped a pairing before you even started watching the show/movie simply because of gifs and graphics or similar? I was kind of like this with Booth/Brennan I think. Josh/Donna too. I knew they were a big deal and would end up shipping them before I watched.

Have you noticed a pattern in your shipping? Is there a romantic dynamic you’re more drawn to? Friends first.

Is there a ship you’ve shipped for most of your life? Chandler and Monica I started shipping in 1999. 22 years. Of course it comes and goes but whenever I get in a Friends binge I fall right back into them.

Does shipping come easily to you? Not really. I ship very few ships compared to all the TV I watch and there’s a lot of couples out there I’m cool with (I like Jim/Pam for example) but I don’t consider them my SHIP.

Do you need to ship something to really enjoy a movie/book/tv show/comic? Yes and no. I can enjoy a lot of shows without shipping obsessively (The Office, How I Met Your Mother, tons of shows I watch). But when I ship that’s when it spills over into OBSESSION.

Name a couple of fandoms in which you have no ships. HIMYM (I liked Barney/Robin but never felt I was a shipper), Modern Family, Grey’s Anatomy.

Talk about one of your favorite headcanons for a ship you love. I feel like Josh/Donna have a lot of headcanons that are fandom recognized (the trip was to Hawaii. They move in together right after).

Do you have a favorite trope and/or AU for your OTP? I never really get into AU.

Do you like and use ship names? The only time it’s something other than their initials I think was Luke/Lorelai (JavaJunkies).

Is there a fictional relationship you’d really want for yourself? I’d go for the ones with less breakups and drama (Chandler/Monica, Josh/Donna aren’t too bad).

If you could change one thing about your OTP, what would that be? I understand Gilmore Girls wanting Lorelai to go through the whole Christopher relationship to prove it wasn’t right for her, but I’d change how it was done.

Which ships have made it to marriage? Chandler/Monica, Booth/Brennan, Nick/Jess, Luke/Lorelai (haha I can say that now!).

Which ships have children on screen? Chandler/Monica, Booth/Brennan, (Nick/Jess do in the flashforward?).

Ship that took the longest to get together? Josh/Donna

Ships that never broke up? Chandler/Monica, Booth/Brennan, Josh/Donna (simply because they got together at the very end haha).

#ships #chandler/monica #friends #luke/lorelai #gilmore girls #josh/donna #the west wing #nick/jess #new girl #jim/pam #the office #booth/brennan #bones #sam/diane #cheers

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destinyc1020 · 4 years ago

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Are there any Johndaya shippers left? I thought that ship was going to rise and shine after M&M but it seems like no one bother with it anymore.

Hahaha you spoke too soon Anon lol 🤣 😂

All it takes is one post from Z posting pics of JDW for the Johndaya shippers to be resurrected lol. 🙄

Even though, she usually does NOT post guys she's dating on her IG. She only posted JE twice on her IG (from what I can remember), and one of those posts wasn't even when they were dating! 😄

Much different with JDW and Hunter. 😏

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bo0zey · 5 years ago

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Pick your favorite questions from the list.

i will do them all for u 0.o

1. Name cianna [see-ah-nah]

2. Nationality mexican irish german romanian hungarian french

3. Age 20

4. Birthday december 17, 1999

5. Zodiac sign (or your primal zodiac sign) sun: sagittarius; ascendant: leo; moon: aries

6. Gender female

7. Sexuality uhhhhhhhhhhhh idk but i will willingly kiss either gender

8. Your looks (add a picture or describe yourself) /tagged/my-face or u could just google pictures of fat rats

9. What do you/did you study? I’m currently a sophomore nursing major!

10. What's your current job like?/What job would you like to have? I’m currently a microbiology TA and I love it :) My dream job would be something with animals, like a vet tech or veterinarian

11. Your birth order i’m the oldest!

12. How many siblings do you have? 2 younger brothers

13. Do you have good relations with your family? my mom was my best friend, my dad and i get along better now that i’m in college, my brothers and i get along pretty well & we’re staring to get closer now that they’re getting older n growing up n developing their own personalities lol

14. How many friends do you have? errrr idk this is a hard question. i have a lot of acquaintances but i’d say i have maybe like less than 10 real friends??

15. Your relationship status single :D

16. What do you look for in a SO? funny!!!!!!!!!must be humorous!!!!and sarcastic and a little weird w darker sense of humor so we can laugh n be dumb together!!!!!!! also i would like them to be kind to me and those around them bc mean ppl suck. also they have to like animals. also i would like them to be loyal and trustworthy and 110% in love w me. and for physical stuff idk kinda attractive but NOT CONVENTIONALLY ATTRACTIVE like i personally don't really like the typically ‘attractive’ person???

17. Do you have a crush? currently in love w the cute chinese boy who lives across from my dorm room even tho i have never even spoken to him n he is totally unaware of my existence!!!!!!!! hahah oops :D

18. When did you have your first kiss? i mean technically 3rd grade i think but that doesn't really count so like maybe 16????

19. Do you prefer serious and meaningful relationships or casual dating/one night stands? i mean in the long term i would definitely like to have a serious relationship but at the moment i’m only into casual stuff bc my heart isn't ready to be broken again sknfkjdbnkjd

20. What are your deal breakers? errrr i’m not sure....cheating is a no no, ppl that are interested in fucking every single person they see is a turn off, DUMB PEOPLE like ppl you can't even have a proper conversation with bc they're so DUMB, and ppl who r mean/judgmental/arrogant

21. How was your day? ok! accidentally slept thru my math class but caught a glimpse of my crush across campus when he was abt to smoke a cig and i got chipotle n i online shopped a ton from shein

22. Favourite food & drink deep dish spinach pizza from giordano’s & orange vitamin water

23. What position do you sleep in? i fall asleep on my left side hugging a body pillow

24. What was your last dream about? ate a braid of hair and inside the braid was bacon

25. Your fears not going to make it thru nursing school, not being financially stable as an adult, not having a family of my own, probably more but those r currently top 3

26. Your dreams i don't have any idk....maybe having like a house of my own and having as many animals as i want?? and i would like a loving partner with a daughter of our own

27. Your goals survive nursing school and lose 40 pounds and don't die before my cat

28. Any pets? i have a dog named cherry Cola, a cat named Leto, and a betta fish named Perc

29. What are your hobbies? writing stories about people in love, listening to music

30. Any cool places in your area? in my college town??? NO it sucks. in my hometown??? Not really it’s a small lil village with only restaurants and parks. but at home i’m near downtown chicago so that’s cool i guess

31. What was your last awkward situation? the first thing that comes to mind is my FIRST and so far ONLY encounter with my crush. we live in the same dorm building and i was wearing my nursing scrubs and had no make up on and about to go upstairs to my dorm, and then i heard footsteps and i was like ‘hahaha what if its my crush’ AND THEN HE FUCKIGJNG appeared from down the hallway to go back to HIS DORM [which is RIGHT ACROSS FROM MINE] and i literally STARED at him, then threw open the door and RAN UP THE STAIRS LIKE I LITERALLY DIDNT EVEN HOLD THE DOOR OPEN FOR ME AND HE WAS LIKE SO CLOSE BEHIND ME I WAS JUST SO NERVOUS MY FLIGHT OR FIGHT RESPONSE TOOK OVER AND I FUCKING FLED I LITERALLY RAN AWAY FROM HIM I AHTE MYSELF SO MUCH IM SUCH AN IDIOT!!!!!!!!!

32. What is your last regret? errrrr idk i regret a lot of dumb things.......

33. Language/s you can speak English n a LITTLE bit of Spanish

34. Do you believe in astrological stuff? (Zodiac, tarot, etc.) i’m really into zodiac stuff and i have got to say they are pretty spot on in accuracy idk

35. Have any quirks? ummmm ofc!!i am the quirkiest person i know hajnjfxbkjx like if u asked my roommates/friends they’d probably be better at answering this than me bc i don't see anything abt me as quirky but they always tell me i am quirky and do weird things but idk man I'm just existing

36. Your pet peeves err idk currently its ppl that constantly brag about dumb shit

37. Ideal vacation somewhere warm with me + the ocean + the loml + unlimited alcohol

38. Any scars? yeah :D both emotional AND physical!!!!

39. What does your last text message say? ‘ok thats a more than fair statement’

40. Last 5 things from your search history how many carbs should i eat, chipotle bowl calories, is the grim reaper the angel of death, ceftriaxone adverse effects, red man syndrome

41. What's your [device] background? lockscreen is a peach-theme background i made and home screen is my weight loss goals

42. What do you daydream about? the characters in my stories.................and being skinny

43. Describe your dream home pretty brick house??? flowers outside??? 3 floors--main floor, basement and upstairs??? 3 bedrooms n 3 bathrooms maybe??? master bedroom has its own bathroom!!! and open concept main floor. big kitchen and very homey n warm all around. as for like an apartment i want something cozy and aesthetically pleasing and warm

44. What's your religion/Your thought about religion i don't have a religion but if ppl do have a religion then thats not my business

45. Your personality type entj but only bc i got 3% extraverted; i am very closely related to intj tho n i think i fit that one better

46. The most dangerous thing you've done uhhhhhh probably operating a vehicle while high out of my mind. definitely the dumbest thing i ever did 0/10 would recommend anyone ever doing that

47. Are you happy with your current life? its ok but it could probably be better. i want to be done w college and skip to the part where i have a successful career and my own home and i can lay up w the loml every night

48. Some things you've tried in your life alcohol???weed??gummy edibles....

49. What does your wardrobe consist of? sweaters/sweatshirts/leggings

50. Favourite colour to wear? black, maroon, peach, purple, gray, idk

51. How would you describe your style? oh jeez idk i wear whatever i want so like e-girl when i really try and basic white girl when i don't care

52. Are you happy with your current looks? no i hate everything about myself lol

53. If you could change/add something to your appearance - impossible or not - what would it be? more freckles on my face....also be thinner n have longer hair

54. Any tattoos or piercings? my nose and septum are pierced!

55. Do you get complimented often? kinda by my friends but i always yell at them to stop so they don't compliment like as much bc they know i hate it but they still do it sometimes idk

56. Favourite aesthetic? i wanna be an e-girl yo!!!!!!!!!

57. A popular trend that you dislike nobody has a crush on me and i hate it

58. Songs you're currently obsessed with? pied piper by BTS

59. Song you normally wouldn't admit you like. anything by BTS lol i used to like be embarrassed for how much i like k pop but now i don't really care lol #stanBTS2020

60. Favourite genre? rap/r n b/alternative

61. Favourite artist/band/genre? i listen to every genre except country sooooooo yeah i really like billie eilish, BTS, the weeknd, juicewrld, lil nas x, trippie red, post malone,

62. Hated popular songs/artists? i don't rlly like selena gomez or justin bieber or taylor swift

63. Put your music on shuffle and list first 5 only - RY X i.f.l.y. - Bazzi novacane - frank ocean jungle - drake bang! - trippie redd

64. Can you sing or play any instruments? no and no

65. Do you like karaoke? no but i like to sing along to songs when I'm alone

66. Own any albums? haha noooo i got apple music son

67. Do you listen to radio? What stations? errr RARELY i used to listen to r n b stations tho

68. Favourite movie/series? idk donnie darko?? i also just finished tharntype n that was really good. also i liked tokyo ghoul. AND GIVEN IS REALLY GOOD

69. Favourite genre of movies/books/etc i like horror/scary/paranormal/funny movies and i like love stories in books

70. Your fictional crush/es danny phantom, ken kaneki

71. Which fictional character is you? uhhhh idk...

72. Are you a shipper? List your otps, if so frerard, ryden, taekook, mewgulf

73. Favourite greek god? idk they all kinda suck but maybe hades

74. A legend from where you live that you like i don't really know any:(

75. Do you like art? What's your favourite work or artist? i like to look at art! i think van gogh is cool

76. Can you share your other social media? ig: ciannnna venmo: ciannnna

77. Favourite youtubers? i don't really watch youtubers but maybe shane dawson and emma chamberlain

78. Favourite platform? twitter

79. How much time do you spend on the internet? too much time

80. What video games have you played? Which one's your favourite? i once played GTA5 that was fun!

81. Your favourite books (manga also counts) idk i don't really read anymore:/ i was into the hunger games and the twilight series when i was young. now i kinda read online manga and i really liked BJ Alex and killing stalking. and like for online books the unholyverse series, a splitting of the mind, the anatomy of a fall

82. Do you play board/card games? no but i like to play checkers and uno and cards against humanity

83. Have you ever been to a night marathon in cinema? nopee

84. Favourite holiday halloween is cool also christmas is alright bc gifts

85. Are you into dramas? i’ve been getting into thai boys love dramas lol sue me

86. Would you use death note, if you had one? um YES.

87. What changes would you make in the world, no matter how impossible, if you had the power to? everyone needs to be a little kinder and have a crush on me

88. Could you survive a zombie apocalypse? absolutely not I'm not physically fit and don't have useful skills

89. If you had to be turned into a paranormal being, what would it be? vampire duh [or maybe ghost]

90. What would you want to happen to you after your death? i want to see my mom

91. If you had to change your name, what would be your pick? idk something cool ... i love the name Daisy

92. Who would you switch your life with for a week? idk probably kylie jenner

93. Pick an emoji to be your tattoo idk the alien? 94. Write 3 things about yourself - only one of them must be true -im very productive with my time management skills -my favorite color is purple -i don't get nervous when I'm alone in public

95. Cold or hot? cold

96. Be a hero or be a villain? anti-hero

97. Sing everything you want to say or rhyme? sing if i’m good at it but if I'm not good then rhyme

98. Shapeshifting or controlling time? shapeshifting

99. Be immortal or be immune to everything aside from natural death?immortal

100. ..... or .....? ......?

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27emailsicantsend · 5 years ago

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3x14 and 3x15 Andi Mack scene by scene recap + my unnecessary opinions lol

Forewarning: as from the title these ARE spoilers to the episodes if you haven’t seen it. I’m tagging spoilers out but there’s still a chance they could be seen. Also, I’m giving a scene by scene recap with my opinions of the show. I’ve been requested to do the recap but I also want to talk about what I thought from these episodes in more detail than my post yesterday. So for the most part it’ll be factual but I’m really invested in these two episodes so I’ll definitely be adding my own twang. It’s virtually impossible for me not to recap my own hype for the episodes lol. Hope you’re a Muffy and Tyrus stan bc I’ve got some cOnTeNt for you ❤️

Ok here. we. go.

3x14

Scene starts in the spoon. It’s Andi, Muffy, and Cyrus. Muffy and Cyrus talk about Andi’s parents not getting married while Amber overhears. She gets upset and asks why. Andi clarifies her parents aren’t married, but still together and Amber makes the comment, “unlike my house. My parents are still married but barely together”. Which gets some awks looks from the table. Andi tells them she’s not sad, but angry. Then she says that B&B (Bex and Bowie) said she’s entitled to her feelings to which Cyrus claims as being manipulative?? (Still don’t see how, but he explains that they are playing dodgeball and b&b are on one side and Andi on the other. She has a ball of anger she wants to throw, but they’re ready for it. So if she throws it, they’ll catch it and then she basically can’t show her anger- he’s obviously been listening to his counseling parents hahaha). Andi asks where she can throw her anger ball (lol) so Amber takes her to a sledge hammer place (Rage Cage) where everyone is in individual cages that have old items that you just beat up with a sledge hammer.

*opening song*

Andi is laying on her bed and gets a really excited phone call from CeCe about the wedding to which Andi feels guilty. She tries to tell Bex to tell CeCe it’s cancelled but Bex refuses bc the next day is CeCe’s bday. This scene had some really good acting BTW (I’ll probably tell you when this happens too bc honestly props to the actors. And the cinematography and music in these two episodes is beautiful. Literally made me feel like I was watching a movie).

Buffy runs up to Marty at a bench and he gets a big dimple smile bc why wouldn’t he be excited to see her?? Lol Buffy starts mocking Marty’s shoes because they have toe inserts and that’s when he tells her they are for a marathon. Buffy gets confused (and lowkey upset) she didn’t know about the marathon and Marty is all, “we have a lot of catching up to do” and I’m all (you have a lot of dating to do because my soul has been empty this past season without you. #RIPME 😭 ⚰️). So Buffy gets all flirty competitive and says she wants to race as well. Marty tries to talk her out of it bc he’s worried about an injury, dehydration, etc. but this is Buffy we’re talking about and she insists she can do it and then runs away lol, but Marty can’t help the love he feels for her and smiles sheepishly as he goes to run away with her (very metaphoric. I love)

Jonah and Cyrus are walking and Cyrus invites Jonah to see a meteor shower in his backyard for a campout (good Jyrus moment if you ship that) Jonah makes a lame joke about not having a s’more in awhile and so he has “s’less”- Cyrus tells him not to hurt himself making that joke 😂😂

B&B and Andi are at a restaurant waiting for CeCe & Ham. CeCe shows up and tells everyone Ham went back to India.

Cyrus and Jonah go into a beautifully set up tent where Cyrus obviously had to out-do himself and make everything in the tent extra. I love a gay interior design queen.

Back at the restaurant, CeCe says Ham went to India for rest. CeCe makes some really weird remark about seeing him again (yikes) and the rest make comments about him doing what he needs to do and that they have to accept it and not take each other for granted. Very subtextual of the real situation, but also a great way to write off his character and play into Bex worrying about cancelling the wedding. She showed fear like she wouldn’t want to say anything to CeCe bc he’s gone, but since CeCe was ok with him leaving, Bex calmed down too. Just really well done. CeCe tried to show Bex venue photo’s and Bex tried to stop her but then Bex just says she had a problem mailing the wedding invites *cliff hanger*

Cyrus and Jonah back at the tent. Jonah is panicking about dying in Cyrus’ backyard and Cyrus brings meat into the tent but makes it all flirty and weird- I don’t ship Jyrus but the whole thing lowkey felt like they were trying to impress Jyrus shippers with date vibes haha (also the meat is BAD if you’re camping bc animals can get to you). Then an animal hits their tent at (obviously) the right time

CeCe now knows the wedding is off and is PiSsEd™️. The waiters are all completely unaware and don’t know how to read the room so they bring a sparkler cake. CeCe flips the sparkler upside down, shoves it in the cake, and exits as dramatically as possible. Leaving the mustached waiter with an awkward face like:

Then there was this weird commercial on my app promoting season 2 like bish you already know I watched that season at least twice don’t play me like that

Back to the pointless tent scene (for real- this scene was just filler. You rip off Tyrus FOR THIS? Actual homophobia). Jonah mispronounces some weird thing (and Cyrus says don’t hurt yourself again) and then breaks the tent. Cyrus makes a failed attempt at opening the tent with a cheese knife but Shazam! saves the day by telling Cyrus not to hurt himself and opening the tent with the same cheese knife (honestly, weird flex but ok). They escape and are saved and watch a poorly CGI’d meteor shower like two old men on their front porch. and yippee five minutes of wasted screen time are over. I don’t care if you ship Jyrus. It was a waste of time when we could have been focusing on the TeA of the show. *rant over- no worries. Many more to come*

Back to important matters, Muffy is now running their race. Marty doesn’t want to race. He just wants to finish in under 4 hours and Buffy wants to finish under his time. Buffy agrees with Mr. Party at first, but then hears the word “race” and bolts away like Lightning McQueen.

Bex and Andi back at the house. Bex says it went bad with CeCe bc she won’t even act like Bex exists. Andi realizes her anger and knows where to take her (you guessed it. RAGe CAGe- Andi said it wasn’t for Bex lol so she wouldn’t tell Bex where she was going with CeCe 😂 the shade)

Marty is jogging along like a middle aged white woman and sees Buffy wheezing. He gets all husband like and concerned as he catches her in his arms. (Which reminds me of a pic I saw on Tumblr where they drew her in his arms but laced it with the “Miss Keisha” vine and I was here for it). Then Marty and Buffy put their arms around each other and he escorts her to a bench. (Just saying, everyone knows Tyrus is going to involve a bench scene but as us loyal fans know, Muffy shadows Tyrus and they have also encountered two (2) benches thus far. Coincidence? Maybe. Will I believe it was a coincidence? Absolutely not). Then he puts her on the bench and acts all cute and paramedic and concerned. He’s been taking doc notes at General Hospital obviously. (He even mentions taking her to a doctor). Buffy is all like, “Run your race Marty. 4 1/2 hours. [I’m the supportive girlfriend you hoe].” And he doesn’t want to leave her and she accuses him of being a martyr? Then she snaps at him (like tf) to go away and he gets all angsty™️ and runs off and my heart broke bc I was not ready for a Muffy battle.

Andi and CeCe at the Rage Cage... rage. In a cage.

Marty comes running back to Buffy with a dimple smile again bc he knows she was trying to “White Fang” him from a movie they saw together (❤️). To “White Fang” is for the boy in the movie to send the wolf away, wolf doesn’t want to leave, so the boy throws rocks at him to make him go. Buffy is caught (but she ain’t mad) and I need to quote this part word for word bc it’s TOO CUTE 🥰🥰🥰

B: You’re the one who said we should run our own race

M: That’s what I’m doing

B: Wanna sit here with me?

M: No. I wanna cross the finish line with you 😭😭😭

And that, my friends, was the day my heart ripped in half from joy

Then he picks her up and they put their arms around each other (I seriously can’t. They made me cry last night and lowkey I thought it was bc I was tired but I’m fully energized and watery eyed... sooo....) then Marty makes a joke about them running and Buffy goes, “you’re hilarious” and his voice gets all soft and he looks at her all gentle and goes, “you finally figured that out” AND PLEASE TERRI STOP IT HURTS. But no, the scene CONTINUES BECAUSE MY HEART APPARENTLY COULD TAKE THAT (lies). And the scene changes and now Marty is PIGBACKING HER ACROSS THE FINISH LINE THREE HOURS LATER. LIKE STOP. STOP. I CAN’T HANDLE THESE TENDER MOMENTS. (Seriously they were together an extra three hours with him helping her. I’m WeAk). And they both get medals and Buffy compliments him so he gets all happy and tells her to keep going, but she runs out of compliments so he goes, “ok, I just wanted to see how deep that well went” with his eyes darting all over her face and then the music shifts to almost like progressive-romantic music as BUFFY PUTS HER ARM BACK AROUND HIM AND THEY WALK AWAY (the music was placed so we knew they were having a moment) and that was the exact moment I died. MY PARENTS. (Watched this scene 3 times and will 100% watch it at least 1000 more).

Then Andi sees Amber raging. In a cage. She’s like “excuse me? What are you doing here” and Amber is all mad at Jonah and Andi’s all break up with your boyfriend yeah yeah cuz I’m bored. And Amber wasn’t here for it because apparently she thinks she’s in love with Jonah now? (with tears in her eyes... I mean, love to me isn’t that angry and hating everything he does [he only sent her six emoji’s apparently and just isn’t there for her] that it drives you to physical violence but ok)-(but good acting along with the last Muffy scene but I’m sure ya’ll picked up on that from my synopsis lol)

3x15

FYI this synopsis won’t be AS long, but that’s because Muffy is absent and I have an unexpresible love for them and this episode also sent me over the EDGE with Tyrus 🙄😤🙃 but I’ll do what I can with Tyrus bc it’s still gay and angsty and I was here for that part of it (also I love the Terri devoted two separate episodes to Tyrus and Muffy. Like she really knows this Friendom and what will keep us watching lol)

Unnecessary opening scene with B&B and Andi going to the movie instead of spending time on their phones (it was cute but unnecessary. I liked in the last episode that the rage cage in the beginning scene actually tied into the episode)

*opening credits*

Buffy and Cyrus watching Kira and TJ like hawks from the bench far away and Buffy is confused af about it. She asks Cyrus and he gets all angsty (I WILL over use this word bc it’s too accurate for this episode, wait til you actually see it) and goes “I don’t know” *shoulder shrug* “I haven’t been hanging out with TJ lately”

Buffy: because of that?

Cyrus: they’ve been pretty much attached at the hip (then Kira has the AUDACITY to jump on TJ’s back) and the back. They look happy.

B: it won’t last. Kira’s not a nice person. Only took me a day to figure that out. Since he’s a GUY, it’ll take longer.

Cloud 10 with Bex and Andi discussing Bex and CeCe making up, but in front of CeCe. CeCe is still PiSsEd™️. Bex tries to talk to her and BEGS to make up with her mom but her mom is cold and I felt Bex’s pain. (Great acting in this scene too. I just wanted to hug Bex. Like did you really have to do her a dirty like that? With Tyrus and Bex, this episode is starting to feel like 3x13 again and I thought we all agreed to never speak of that episode ever again)

Cyrus is sitting all angsty and alone with some frozen yogurt in front of a greenhouse? Literally no idea where he is at but it’s such a mood lol and even funnier that TJ found him there. Like where are they?? Hahahaha but ANYWAY, TJ sits down and confronts Cyrus about avoiding him. Cyrus says he isn’t but TJ is like “kinda feels like it”. Cyrus tries to say that TJ has been occupied with Kira taking up his time and TJ denies that hard. And here’s the TEA sis:

Cyrus: you two are clearly hitting it off. Which is great. I’m happy for you guys.

TJ: you make it sound like we’re a couple. We’re not. We mostly just talk about basketball.

C: and then you give her a piggy back ride?

T: she bet me I couldn’t carry her. That was all

Then TJ tried to tell Cyrus to hangout with them more and Cyrus rejects that bc Kira knows Cyrus is Buffy’s best friend. Then Kira comes in to hoe around the scene and sits at the table. Says “heyyyy” all flirty to TJ 😒 and “hi Cyrus” direct and cold to Cyrus. Then becomes the most fake hoeeeee when pretending to agree with TJ that they should hang out more with Cyrus. Cyrus YEETS outta there and Mr. heart eyes looks like he created depression (it was that prevalent). Kira gets all needy and is like, “hellooo? I’m over here” and TJ just looks at her with the fakest angsty smile. Like why.

At the spoon, the GHC AND Jonah are sitting and Andi tells of this store called Mint Chip where they burn clothes rather than donate them bc it would make the brand look bad and lose sales if it’s with charity. Like??? Ok you actually look better with charity sooooo take two steps back B. Buffy gets the taste of wanting to be a bad guy (cue bad guy by Billie Eilish) and they all go dumpster diving and get the clothes from Mint Chip’s dumpster. Not much happens other than them stealing clothes and Buffy says her ankle hurts so she can’t get in the dumpster. IDK if that’s from the dehydration last episode (bc when she’s walking with Marty 😍 she’s limping) or if she fell wrong at the dumpster. It’s foreshadowing bc I know she has a hurt foot in a later episode so not sure where it will come in or why.

The kids have an outdoor “sidewalk sale” where they give away the free clothes from mint chip and some lady comes and gets a coat. She shows up later in the episode to tell Bex and CeCe about the sale but they do nothing. It was really weirdly staged like this character had more importance in the episode and got cut or she has importance later on. IDK? She just got a ton of screen time for it to go nowhere so we’ll see. And Cyrus is a Queen and styled some guy for an interview and Buffy is a Queen and styled a lady for a first online date. Then Jonah is just himself and doesn’t know what a pencil skirt is. *cue clothing sale montage with Jonah being a player and talking to lots of girls and the GHC+Jonah looking all sweet looking at pics from the day*

B&B get a wedding gift from Celia. It’s a snow globe from the night Bowie proposed, but since it’s mailed, was sent before CeCe knew about the cancellation. Bex tries to write her a thank you card but can’t and cries through it (great acting here too- Bex just takes the cake on acting TBH)

At the sale, Cyrus shows Buffy a shirt he wants to give to TJ (which isn’t a hoodie, surprisingly). He takes a pic & sends it to him to ask if he likes it and Buffy says “it’ll look good with his eyes” and Cyrus is all “it WILL 😍”

Buffy: he’s gonna like it. Why don’t you just give it to him?

C: I thought about that. I’m not sure how much he’s want that.

B: a free shirt??

C: ME. Giving him a free shirt.

B: there’s a great way to find out

C: what is it?

B: *forcing the shirt back to Cyrus* give him the shirt. Maybe it’ll mean something to him. Maybe it won’t. Either way, it’s a nice thing to do [seriously though I stan a Tyrus Ally]

C: it’s TJ. Thumbs up on the shirt *replying to Teej lol* you should come by the sale. It’s amazing. *back to the Vampire Slayer* was that too braggy?

B: not braggy enough

C: TJ *reading the message* I’m at the park *back to Buffy* what do you think that means?

B: he wants you to meet him?

C: you think

B: why else would he tell you where he is?

C: should I bring the shirt? I’m gonna being the shirt. *walks away and comes back* the shirt feels weird

B: then don’t take it

C: *walks away and comes back*

B: *whilst saying nothing hands Cyrus the shirt with a loving, yet so over Cyrus’ gay angst expression*

C: he’s gonna be expecting it... so I’m just gonna- yeah *yeets out of there in gay*

Kira and TJ at the park. Kira asks who TJ is texting and he says no one 😤 so TJ suggests feeding the ducks and Kira decides to hoe around yet again and suggests swinging first. She’s all flirty and TJ is ~not straight and not here for it~. He’s all like “I’m not five” like he doesn’t go swinging and Kira gets all competitive over who can swing higher and makes comments reflecting his and Cyrus’ convo which gets him to get on the swing (reluctantly) and also she is on Cyrus’ swing?? So umm? Get tf off???? And that’s when Cyrus pops around a tree, shirt in hand, to see THAT DISGUSTING MOCKERY OF A FRIENDSHIP I HATE IT SO MUCH??? EWWWW. And he’s all sad and angsty and jealous so he walks away **AND AS HE’S WALKING AWAY DOES A LOOK BACK SOOOOOOOOOO HE IS FOR SURE IN LOVE FREAKING HECK I CAN’T** and I just want to hug my boi and I can’t hug him and ugh 😭😭😭 my sad tears are here.

So Cyrus sees Buffy and tells her TJ was with Kira so that makes Buffy all annoyed (she’s a real one). Cyrus becomes a liar and says they’re “good together” again. Buffy tries to reassure him it won’t last, but Cyrus isn’t sure and now has this shirt he doesn’t know what to do with. He gives it to Jonah and says he has nice eyes too??? Like umm? Rebound much, Cyrus?? Like Boo. Don’t do that. I’m here for YOU. Jonah then tells some woman about how they pulled off the clothing shop and a police officer shows up. They don’t have a license to sell and never bought the clothing so they can’t give it for free. Next thing you know Bex is getting a call (after trying to make things right with CeCe AGAIN and more A+ acting.. seriously though freaking FORGIVE HER ALREADY SHE IS DOING EVERYTHING SHE CAN) and runs with CeCe to go help bail the GHC+Jonah out of jail (this was also after the woman in the coat makes a 2 second appearance at cloud 10 to talk about the sale and NOTHING HAPPENS WITH HER SO WHY). The scene ends with the cell door closing so I hope next episode maybe this scare freaks CeCe enough into making up with Bex. But IDK.

I’ve got many mixed feelings about these episodes. Hope you enjoyed my highly detailed and opinionated synopsis of the show 😂😂 can’t wait for next week!! ❤️

#andi mack #am spoilers #andi mack spoilers #tyrus #muffy #epidode recap #buffy driscoll #marty from the party #tj kippen #cyrus goodman #sophia wylie #luke mullen #garren lake #joshua rush #bexie #cece mack #bex mack

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yume-x-hanabi · 5 years ago

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2-5-12 for ship meme!

2. Talk about three of the most important ships throughout your life.

Kratos/Anna: I was very into it (and Kratos-Lloyd oyako) for a long time while Symphonia was my main fandom. I read all the fics, sometimes got involved in ship wars over it (nothing too bad, just arguing in its favor when Kratos/Raine shippers claimed their ship was superior :p), and, I mean, remember the Kratos track in the A Long Time Ago Drama CD, where Anna gets a couple of lines? That was my first ever Tales fan translation. So even if I don’t ship it actively anymore, this ship was a big thing in my life.

Natsume/Tanuma: My first real m|m OTP! It’s funny, cuz I didn’t really ship anything in Natsume for a long time, but then season 4 came out and the Omibashira chapter happened and... it just clicked. The reason I couldn’t ship Natsume with any of the girls was because he and Tanuma were just perfect for each other, and it took me four seasons to realize that lol. Now when I rewatch the anime I just can’t believe how I missed it at first hahaha.

This is still one of my top OTP, and it’s special because it kinda changed my approach to shipping. In the past, I used to ship canon pairings almost exclusively. I took what the authors gave me and couldn’t see the members of the pair with anyone else. I mean, there’s all that evidence they’re meant to be together in the story, why would you pair them with other characters, yanno. Even when the ship was not very good I still shipped it because it was canon and that was that. And the few times I didn’t ship canon ships, it was either because the canon didn’t have endgame ships or because the story wasn’t finished yet (and, funnily, two of my big “non-canon” ships of the time ended up canon in the end -- Naruto/Hinata in Naruto and Remus/Tonks in HP). And that’s kinda why I never considered non-hetero ships back then, because that was the only kind of canon pairs that appeared in the stories I consumed, so it never crossed my mind to consider other options.

And that’s kinda why Natsume/Tanuma didn’t jump at me earlier: I was expecting Natsume to end up with a girl, though I didn’t really get a shippy vibe between him and the regular female characters, so I just didn’t ship anything. Until, like I said earlier, I watched S4E7 and thought their interactions there felt really romantic, and I just... suddenly I couldn’t see them any other way xD

So that changed the way I considered my ships, and from then on I started looking for actual chemistry and subtext between characters (and now included everyone as potential partners, regardless of gender) rather than simply what the authors decided to make endgame. I don’t really care whether my ships are canon anymore (tho I like joking about how some of them practically are XD). This is kinda what paved the way for...

Gaius/Wingul: Cuz GaiWin is all about the subtext :P I’ll leave the reasons for shipping it to another ask, but why it’s important to me: well, it’s still my no.1 OTP after all these years, and I got back into fanfiction writing for the sole purpose of seeing more contents of it. It’s consumed my heart and is part of what brought me back to Tales fandom. It’s just incredibly special to me, and will be for a long time still.

5. Already answered here.

12. Have you ever been disappointed when your ship finally got together?

Haha, honestly both NaruHina and Remus/Tonks can fit that bill.

NaruHina: I’ve shipped it... probably since Hinata became my favorite character after her battle against Neji. I think at the time I thought NaruSaku would be endgame, but Hinata’s crush was cute and Sakura was so into Sasuke I decided that Hinata was much better for Naruto, so I started shipping it, reading fics, making up headcanon, etc... I should be happy that it’s the one that became canon after all, but by the time it happened the manga had become a huge mess and I’d lost all interest. The way it happened also wasn’t how I had pictured it, so overall that was pretty disappointing.

Remus/Tonks: I started shipping it in OotP, kinda not seriously at first -- I liked their few interactions, thought they had a fun dynamic, started reading fanfiction and was definitely sold. And then the next book came out and OMG, it actually happened! Which I wasn’t expecting at all, tbh. So I was quite happy it happened, but the way it did was kinda ehh. (I mean it wasn’t the happy ship I had pictured in my mind yanno.) And then the last book made it even worse by showing Remus try to abandon her and their child (and then killing them off orz). I really don’t like what the last two books did to Remus; tbh even the other ones. He was my fave in PoA, and I hoped he’d become a close adult figure in Harry’s life along with Sirius, but that didn’t really happen. He’s barely mentioned in book 4; book 5 had some good contents with him but then it all went downhill after that. So yeah I’m not happy with how JKR handled him and that ship. Some of the fanfiction I read were much better when it came to them XD;

#ask yume #shipping meme #this got long lol #trs-linitaa

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vts-ship-and-let-ship · 5 years ago

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Abuse (TW for P-do and other heavy topics)

Fiction leads to abuse? People groom with Lo/i and Shot@ p0rn?

Let’s talk about how my abuser- we’ll call him Alaska- groomed me. Let’s talk about how Predator found me and pushed me to give him pictures and videos of himself while making me feel trapped and threatening suicide if I left.

I was 13/14, he was 18.

And I was heavily into Hetalia- for your information the rating of hetalia is Mature - 17, aka its for adults- and roleplaying. I used deviant art. I also was highly into helping people with their issues and mediating- hasn’t changed much has it- and you know what.

It wasn’t the inc-st ships, the r-pe fics or anything like that he used. No, he used my ability to write in roleplaying- complimenting my OC/persona- he used my willingness to help. He used my love for Hetalia, away from my fictional preferences.

He used my willingness to write smut at that age.

But the shit people call CP. Adult/Minor ships, In-est, Ra-e, Literal Ped-phili- in fiction.

Nope. He didn’t even know. And you know why I thought it was okay?

Not twilight. Not the dark fic I read to cope with my family, sexuality and with my own intrusive thoughts and widely continuing nightmares.

Oh it was because he made me feel better. My want to help? He used that to make me feel like I was smart. Like I could do more.

Then when I was dating him, he started threatening to hack me and my friends.

Want to know the things I could say I blame for my abuse?

Deviantart Chats. Hetalia. Roleplaying. Helping people out.

What I actually blame?

The owner of the server, who encouraged me to seek the relationship (though it wasn’t gay so it was disgusting). The rampant antism and elitism that I was pressured into. I already read that stuff going into the chat, but I was made to feel disgusting and awful, to the point where the owner actually said Anton who read what I did, deserved to be hurt. (Hahaha I was, you also abusive piece of sh-t 21 y/o).

I blame Alaska most of all. He used me, threatened me. Threatened my- now ex who also was abusive- boyfriend, two years after I blocked him the first time. Also faking a gunshot to himself and acting like he forgot we broke up from it. (I checked the news in his country when he mentioned he was shot by someone).

Wanna know who helped me escape that? People who liked Dark Fic. People who read r-pe. Inc-st. Abuse. Who roleplayed it. They helped me through it, helped me understand I didn’t deserve it.

Can fiction affect reality, yeah. It can. Can bad fic help someone be abused? Yeah, but it’s not the only thing, and bad fic can help others.

People who read bad fic aren’t fucking, abusers. And people who fucking are against that shit, can in fact encourage predators and shit.

It can be reversed, sure.

But antis, and anti antis, aren’t actually the full hallmark of what’s an abuser. Antis can fucking encourage abuse, sexu-l or otherwise.

I mean, I don’t have the receipts anymore, but I literally got anons on @victim-that-speaks about how I LOVED being r-ped by my dad. How they hoped I dated a MAP who r-ped my kid so I could call them non-offending. They said I was a fujo because of the r-pe, and that I must have enjoyed it.

1) As a kid, at 4, we (the system and I) were r-ped using Cannabis and Beer. Being drunk, and weed, are triggers to me because of it.

2) My father only made inappropriate comments about my s-x life and my body, he never touched me s-xually. If he touched me, it was to beat me.

3) I got that anon for saying that reducing attraction to why people r-pe ignores people like me who was attacked for just being there. It erases victims of opportunity and makes r-pe out to be about attraction. And that it was better to call them child m-lestors. I also mentioned how I wanted the criminal stigma to vanish so these people could see a therapist to help not act on their attraction, since- BIG FUCKING POINT- criminalizing it only means kids get killed after.

4) I believe I also got these because I said we shouldn’t criminalize teens/kids who have C/P made of them/take their own nudes. Not as a kid or an adult. It basically criminalizes who is supposed to be the victim. Just no.

5) I’m a trans man. I’m not a fujoshi, however I am a fudanshi. Do I read darkfic and shit because of my abuse? Probably. Does it mean I’m awful? Nope. I- as a survivor of multiple forms of abus e- do not need to be told that I deserve to be r-ped because later I read it.

6) I find it disgusting that I was told that I enjoyed it. Not only was I four- this was easy to search on my blog- I also mentioned how it upset me gravely. In fact, even if I had enjoyed it, I was a toddler. That portion of the asks, made me go throw up. Literally. I had to.

This came from antis. Along with the hope my mother and I suffer and get r-ped again (Both survivors), that I was a child m-lestor not actually a survivor (for 20 reblogs I was gaslit, yay), and various antis made fun of my “Please don’t message me” trigger, because I was heavily gaslit by several to the point where it caused a panic attack at the time.

I was mocked, put out on display, and torn to shreds.

There are nice antis who actually spoke to me, were understanding. They understand I have an issue with romanticization- personal issue- but don’t see the line where they do.

I do think fiction affects reality. I think it’s a reflection of society and therefore can strengthen societal bias, however the way to deal with it isn’t to delete all the problematic fiction, it would be to go out and fully educate people.

This kinda was a vent. I’m still not really an anti-anti/pro-shipper, only because I don’t like aligning myself either way in this discourse. I still can’t keep on topic.

Feel free to reblog. I’m not going to even deal with people who literally tell me I deserved to be hurt, I won’t look in the direction of people who think my point of, blaming the tool and not the user is alright.

I don’t actually want M/P discourse, it’s a heavily sore subject, makes me almost violently ill and I dissociate a lot during its mention. I have the tags blocked.

I’m not getting in debates on how my abuse happened, I’ve had years to deal with it.

Minors, don’t touch this post with a ten foot pole, I’m 21. I don’t need you to bother me on it, I don’t want to discuss sexual topics with yas.

- Dragon

#anti anti shipping #anti anti #trigger warning #tw: abuse #i cant tag the other shit

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sunnydaleherald · 5 years ago

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The Sunnydale Herald Newsletter, Tuesday, June 18 - Wednesday, June 19

ANGELUS: Well, you're new... and a little dim. So let me explain to you how things are now. There's no belonging or deserving anymore. You can take what you want, have what you want... but nothing is yours. Not even her. WILLIAM: You're wrong. We're forever, Drusilla and me. DRUSILLA: (enchanted) Are we? ANGELUS: Ah, still the poet now, aren't we, Willy? WILLIAM: William. ANGELUS: Right. William. You know, you really should find a new name for yourself. It just doesn't strike the right note of terror.

~~Destiny (Season 5)~~

[Drabbles & Short Fiction]

Not Just Research Girl (Ensemble, G) by badly_knitted

England Two, Colombia Nil. (Buffy, Willow, T) by steeleye

A Sheep Among Wolves (Drusilla, T) by worldstealers

Stories With Happy Endings (Tara, T, Matilda xover) by Zetared

good for me for now [Podfic] by storiesfortravellers, narrated by blackglass

That Won't Work on Me (Buffy/Giles, G) by GhostDetective

Division (Cordelia, T, Doctor Who/Glee xover) by gleefulmusings

[Chaptered Fiction]

Lil’ Ripper Makes a Friend, Chapter 8 (Buffy/Spike, E) by tempestt

Bleed Black, Chapter 17 (Buffy/Spike, E) by Gaia-VoidMother

Dreamscape, Chapter 7 (Buffy/Spike, E) by Holly

Let it burn!, Chapter 5 (Buffy/Spike, E) by Axell

Myth Taken, Chapter 4 and Chapter 5(Buffy/Spike, M) by Twinkles

Breaking the Habit , Chapter 3 (Buffy/Spike, M) by Red_dragon

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Autumn's Advancing, Chapter 1 (Buffy/Spike, M) by Cosmic Tuesdays

Civilized monster, Chapter 18 (Buffy/Spike, E) by Axell

Dreamscape, Chapter 8 (Buffy/Spike, E) by Holly

All Except One , Chapter 21 (Buffy/Spike, E) by EllieRose101

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Artwork:Oz Sketches by artsying-ifer

Screencaps: Buffy the Vampire Slayer | Complete Season 3 Caps by captoit

Video: BTVS - Willow x Tara - Explosion by bigfanofbuffy

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Why do anti Bangel shippers say Buffy and Angel love is puppy love by mrsgordo84

Should there have been more scenes between Bangel? by sulietsexual

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Spike is underrated by i-am-satan-hahaha

Thoughts on the comics by ofstormsandwolves

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starlight-parkers · 7 years ago

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Being a Wayne and Dating Peter Paker Would Include:

*gif belongs to spiderling-parker*

Author’s Notes(s): hey cuties! Someone requested this a while ago and I completely forgot that it was in my drafts. Just a side note requests are closed! See my latest post for more info xx

Summary: You just so happen to be dating Peter Parker, but what happens when your freakily overprotective brother’s find out?

Warning(s): swearing and fluff

Being a Wayne and Dating Peter Parker would include:

so like

we all know that the Wayne’s have been through some tough shit

So y’all are really closely knit

That being said, you have four really overprotective brothers who would do anything to stop you from dating.

PsSh

That never stopped you honey ️

So let’s say, you’ve been dating Peter for around a year.

He’s never been to your house or even met your family bc you know™️ he wouldn’t last a second around your brothers

“(Y/N)? Why haven’t I met your family? Don’t you think it’s kinda weird?”

“Peter honey, if you value your life, you won’t ask questions.”

One day his curiosity gets the best of him and he ends up at your address.

Big mistake™️

Curiosity killed the cat bro

Unfortunately for him, you’re not the one who opens the door.

So smol bby boy peter’s quaking in his boots when short stack Damian appears at the door with a scowl on his face.

“Who the fuck are you?”

*in the distance* “Damian don’t fucking swear”

“JASON GOD DAMMIT, DAMI WHOS AT THE DOOR??”

So then Jason, Dick and Dami are all at the door and poor bby Peter kinda stutters out a response.

“Uh hi, I’m peter. (Y/N)’s boyfriend”

LOLOL

Before anyone knew what was happening Damian’s launching himself at Peter who kinda does his spidey thing and backflips into a tree or some shit

And Jay + Dick who are holding Dami back are kinda like wtf

They accidentally let go of their younger brother who’s basically barking up a tree at your almost sobbing boyfriend

And Tim kinda just walks up to the front door with a coffee in hand

Takes one look at the situation

Sips his coffee

And goes back inside bc a bitch ain’t involved

So that’s how Peter met your family.

Dick Grayson:

the nice brother™️

would probably try to suppress his other protective brother mode

would lowkey be the biggest shipper ever

When dick meets peter it’s probably like:

- “oh (Y/N) he’s so cute!!”

- “LoOK at hIM heS adorABle”

Peter doesn’t know whether he should be scared or he should be relieved

Dick totally supervises your dates

Or tries to

He’ll probably be sitting at the back of the cafe you’re in and Peter points him out like

“Uh... M-mr Grayson we can see you”

*face palm*

Probably holds hands with you both after that.

Finds you and peter’s relationship very cute

Sometimes you wonder if he’s the one dating Peter

They’re always on ‘friend dates’

Probably been on more dates with Peter than you have

“Dick buddy, I’m gonna need my boyfriend back”

“You can’t separate us sis, this is true love”

Jason Todd:

the cool brother™️

probably gives the “if you hurt her, I’ll find you talk”

He’ll like, take Peter to his weapons room or something and be like “see this baby here, she’s my favourite. First time I shot right through some guy’s skull”

And you’re just there with rolling eyes like “oh my god Jason”

And poor Peter would be so shook™️

But you’d be all cute holding hands and brushing your fingers over his knuckles to calm him

Jay would gag

You’d get to a particular weapon and Petey would point to it “Natasha has that”

“Natasha as in, the, blackwidow?”

And Peter would look at you with a confused gaze and you’d shrug as he nodded to Jason

Jason would scream™️

Blackwidow fanboy at your service fam

He’d go on regular trips to see the avengers with Peter just to meet Natasha

Would probably cry

He’s really chill after that tbh

Would probably regularly take you and Peter for ice cream

Does not enjoy watching you guys suck face

Pretends to throw up most of the time

“If you guys kiss in front of me one more time I’ll probably die for the second time”

Tim Drake:

The fanboy brother™️

I feel like Tim probably knew you were dating someone he just didn’t know that it was the sPidErMaN

Probably did a whole background check on Peter before he even got to the front door.

He’d be the only brother who’s actually nervous to meet your boyfriend

So before pete even opens his mouth, Tim’s just spewing information about him like

“Peter Benjamin Parker. Age 16”

“Born July 1st, favourite colour blue and -“

“Tim... Tim you’re scaring him”

“Right sorry”

You’d leave for like a brief second to grab a drink and when you come back they’re both nerding out over tech

It’s actually adorable seeing both of your boys getting excited over Peter’s webshooters and stuff

You totally don’t take pictures

On the nights you’d have dates Peter would show up like two hours early just to sit with Tim and talk about Wayne and Tony’s tech

Call it a gossip circle if you will

“Oh hi Petey! I wasn’t expecting you for a little while-“

“Yeah, I’m here to see Tim?”

-_-

Like Jay, I don’t think he’d appreciate you guys’ PDA

he’d probably be fine with it after a few shots of espresso

Damian Wayne:

The intimidating brother™️

First of all, let’s get this straight.

He won’t admit it, but Dami adores you. He loves you more than anything.

As his older sister, you’ve always been there to protect him. You made him feel at home.

So in his mind, Damian basically lives to protect you. He views you as the only pure thing in this world and would do anything to preserve that.

You’ve had your heart broken before and Dami hated to see you go through such a heartbreak

So forgive him for being a little overprotective

Hahaha

Did I say little? I meant a lot

When he first meets Peter, shit hits the fan.

He just doesn’t like the way Peter holds your hand so confidently and tbh he really wants to rip it off.

He does everything he can to deter Peter from dating you but for some reason it’s not working

But he can tell he’s wearing away at Peter

Then one day your boyfriend asks to spar with dami

And you, Tim, Dick and Jay all share a look

So both boys start getting ready to spar and Dami takes it a little more seriously

Peter’s reflexes are much quicker though, since he’s spidey and all so that pisses your younger brother off

so he starts getting angry

Suddenly, it’s not sparing anymore and instead it’s literally peter fending for his life as Damian tries to kill him.

So you scream.

And everyone drops everything and you kinda run off with Peter hot on your heels.

You completely shut down on both of them bc two ppl you really cared about almost hurt each other

Peter shows up at the Manor one day, looking for Dami who almost slams the door shut when he sees your boyfriend

And he’s like “look, I don’t know why you hate me but you mean so much to (Y/N) and I know how much it would mean to her if we got a long, she speaks so highly of you and I just- I want to get to know you.”

And Damian’s like shit, because he doesn’t hate Peter, he never did. He was just scared of losing you to heartbreak again.

“I didn’t hate you, in fact I find you quite um” *struggles to say the word likeable*

“Likeable?”

“No that’s too strong a word”

And Peter just smiled bc even though he won’t admit it, he knows that Damian doesn’t mind him.

Extras:

Never being allowed to go up to your room alone

one of your brothers are always watching.

Always.

The boys will literally freak out if Peter has even onE tiny bruise. They always think it’s a hicky.

“wHaTs wRonG witH yoU (Y/N)??”

“What did I do?”

“I can’t believe you, tainting Peter’s innocence like that”

“OH MY GOD JAY THE BRUISE IS ON HIS LEG HE FELL DOWN THE STAIRS”

At least one of your brothers third wheeling on dates

It’s mostly Dick

They’ll literally hold hands with you guys and sit at the table at restaurants

When you go to the cinema they all wanna sit next to Peter bc apparently you talk too much during movies

The boys waiting outside of school for flash when they find out he’s been bothering Peter

Everyone hanging out in the bat cave to talk about “manly things” when really they’re just gossiping about girls

You totally don’t try and spy on these

It totally doesn’t work rIP

Your brothers have a mental break down when you and Peter get into a fight

They act like you guys are divorced parents

Will do anything in their power to get you back together again

You probably already have tbh

You just like watching them freak out over you guys

Overall you all have a really good relationship

Peter is the first boy you’ve ever loved

And you’re really happy that your brothers like him. It means a lot.

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lacetrekmusings · 6 years ago

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tng half-assed liveblog: Star trek: Generations

bottttllle iiiinnnn spaaaaacccceeeee

and we’re floating

yay the enterprise!

Kirk feels so old lol

Demora Sulu!!!

It wouldn’t be the enterprise without a sulu at the helm

*sniffles*

Kirk misses Spock and Bones

Chekov and Scotty are sarcastic assholes and i love them.

Lol Kirk will fight this captain if he doesn’t go help

the Nexussssss

Tuvok but not Tuvok!

There are few enough El-Aurians stop blowing them up

I’m really proud of Kirk for waiting to start giving orders until the other captain asked for help

aww only 47 el-aurians *sniffles*

Guinan!

Kirk’s like ‘wait no I get to be the heroic one. I love doing that.’

Everyone looks so sad when they realize Kirk’s likely been spaced

‘Was anyone in here’ ouch chekov, ouch

lol and that’s the story of how kirk “died” the one time that Spock and Bones weren’t around.

LOOK AT THESE NERDS celebrating promotions on the holodeck.

So this is like... right before Worf is reassigned to DS9 right?

they all look so fucking dapper

that was just fucking petty Riker HAHAHA

oh no

Well it was kind of Worf to try to catch Beverly when Data tried his joke... poor Data. He tries so hard lol

HEY YOU KNOW WHAT I”M STILL BITTER ABOUT. FUCKING THIS

Picard is emotionally compromised man. MAJORLY

There he is!. aww dead Romulan. but yay green blood

lol Spot just doing the cat thing.

aww Data babe

the emotion chiiiipppp

aww Geordi is worried about putting the emotion chip in.

Picard you’re supise bad at hiding that you’re fucked up right now lol.

that chick in the ds9/voy unitform with the short hair is hot

“They say time is the fire in which we burn”

Riker looks so weird in the ds9/voy uniform lol

So does Data! it’s so hilarious that half the uniforms are new and half are old

Open Sesame HAHAH, That’ laughter’s sounding awful manic there data... geordi you should check that out

maybe putting in the chip before a mission was a bad idea

oh dear see I told ya

aww oh no data experiencing fear. poor baby.

HEY NO WHAT ARE YOU TALKIGN ABOUT ROBERT AND RENE ARE STILL ALIVE FUCK YOU

Patrick really sells it though and it hurts A LOT fuck.

‘Captain it’s not all right’ I’ve always appreciated the importance this show places on mental health.

Lursa and B’etor! my ladieeessssssssss i love them. looks like B’etor had her kid.or was it Lursa...

Guinan’s quarters!! Damn i love her hair like that.

I admit I would probably go to great lengths to get into the Nexus

excuse you Geordi’s vizor is the MOST stylish.

Aww Data poor baby is so fucked up and so worried about Geordi

Data, Picard is also having trouble with his emotions these two nerds are both jsut barely holding it together.

Stellar cartography is WAY cooler than the last time I saw it

HOly shit Data looks so relieved what Geordi wasn’t harmed. MY SHIPPER HEART

they essentially just put a gopro in his vizor lol

hey Ogawa!

Soran is so overdramatic lol

“I jsut love scanning for lifeforms” Everyone is SO CONFUSED at his little song

I miss Klingons with long gorgeous hair *glares at discovery*

aww there go Lursa and B’etor =(

haha everyone is very very slowly changing their uniforms to the new ones

aww teeny bolian kid being evacuated

“Oh shit” hahaa

WOOp there they go crashing the saucer section!

kjshfksjh Data holding Deanna

kick his ass picard! But then this dude is like 300+ lol

nexus ribbon is so pretty.

damn that’s a cool effect for 94

aww Jean-luc’s perfect world he has a family and rene (and I assume Robert) are still alive. so sweet.

THE LITTLE STARS ON THE TREES ARE WARNING SIGNS

The echo of Guinan yessss

Picard’s like ‘holy shit that’s kirk’

Kirk asks for dill and Picard just goes and gets it lol

“and what did it get me? an empty house” Kirk’s so damn lonely ouch.

Picard can ride to Kirk you’re not leaving him behind lol

so if the thigns the nexus makes aren’t ‘real’ then how is it they *really* manage to go back in time and stop Soran??? PLOT HOLES

“because while you’re there you can make a difference.”

“Who am I to argue with the captain of the enterprise” MY HEART

“if spock were here’ RUDe

supposedly all that metal stuff is still out in the dessert I should go out there to see it sometime.

lol I seriously don’t understand why anyt of this works.

how did Soran even get down there? *pulls out emperor’s new groove chart’

“call me Jim” jean-luc tries not to fanboy

this is gonna be bad, no poor kirk

lol Picard just locked the clamps bitch HA HA

aww Picard running to help Kirk

“Did we make a difference?’ UM EXCUSE ME OUCH

“it was fun” I’m not crying you’re crying. “oh my” FUCK YOU OUCH

that’s very nice of you to bury him Jean-luc but I’m pretty sure Starfleet will come collect the body.

Deanna’s incredulous look at data is priceless.

SPOT him crying about his cat gets me every fucking time.

aww saved the family album.

they keep fuckign swapping unforms WHY

anyway i love generations and haters can fuck off

#tng musings #tng liveblog #star trek: generations

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wetookanoath · 7 years ago

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Question: do you think there's much crossover between the bfu fandom and Buffy The Vampire Slayer fandom?? Never written a fic for this fandom before but had a mad idea for a crossover fic of those two shows, I don't know if it's a bit to left of centre to post anywhere though hahaha

There’s none, man. If you wanna wrote the fic, do it! And also, you mentioned--

Okay. So first of all, shyan is a shipname for a romantic relationship between Shane and Ryan, not their friendship. If you are gonna write them as friends, you are NOT shipping therefore your fanfic WON’T be shyan.

That said, when you post PLEASE don’t tag it as shyan, nor as Ry*n B*rgara/Shan* M*dej at AO3, tag is as Ry*n Berg*ra & Sh*ne Mad* (without the *, these are only used in this post to avoid it for showing in their names’ tags on search). Remember / for shipping, & for platonic.

And lastly. I actually don’t know if people would read it or not. I’m not familiar with platonic fics since I’m a very dedicate and loyal shipper, and I don’t read platonic fics. But I’m a firm believer that whatever you wanna post, you should post it and be proud of it.

So go, do it if that’s what you want. All authors get their own public, and I’m sure you’ll get yours.

#nini got mail #fandom #Anonymous

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nyangibun · 7 years ago

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Do you think Katara would make Zuko feel safe with her? Do you think he would be able to feel she loved him unconditionally? That he would feel loved with her? Valued? Respected ?appreciated? Special? Irreplaceable? He never got any of that with Mai.

Absolutely!!

It’s no big secret I’m not a M@iko shipper. I think she’s incredibly unsupportive and dismissive of Zuko’s feelings, which might work with another person, but considering the trauma Zuko went through as a child, he needs someone who can help him grow emotionally, be there for him in a way his family never was and just listen to him. Mai did none of that.

With Katara, even in canon as platonic friends, she showed him support both physically (thus why Zuko chose her to accompany him to face Azula) and emotionally (as she does with all the other characters). She pushed him to be better than he is. It’s in her nature to be nurturing and loving. I can’t imagine Katara not loving her significant other unconditionally.

Unlike Mai, Katara would listen to Zuko. You can see the basis of that in the Catacombs when they connected over their respective grief of losing their mothers so early in their lives and that was when they were enemies. If they were together, it’s safe to assume that that understanding and connection would deepen and mature over time. Katara would make sure Zuko knows that she’s always there for him, as a confidante and a friend. She would make sure he knows his feelings are valid and that she loves and respects him, which imo, Mai never did. When Zuko so much as starts talking about it, she dismisses him. Not to mention what Mai did in the comics (ie. basically aid her father’s assassination attempt on Zuko by lying and staying silent).

But what I love about Zutara is not just what Katara could do for Zuko, but what he could do for her too. She’s had to grow up so fast when her own mother died and she became a mother to Sokka then Aang and Toph. Yes, it’s in her nature to be nurturing, as I’ve said, but she’s also a person who has undergone a lot in her life and she needs to be taken care of too. What Aang never gave her was that support. Throughout the show, all Katara did was cater to him, give him unconditional support, try to shield from the harsh realities of life, try to weather his tantrums and ensure he’s protected at all costs. Yeah, he’s the Avatar and he’s important and that would’ve been fine had they not ended up together. But they did and she did all that for him and what did he even do for her? They never ever have a meaningful conversation about Katara. In the comics, there was that one panel where he was teaching and Katara was in the corner looking sad and lost. That’s not who she is. This is the girl who forced the Northern Water Tribe to start teaching a girl how to bend (dismantling the fucking patriarchy singlehandedly). This is a girl who fiercely fights for the disenfranchised, who dons the Painted Lady mask to help people. She is not some idle trophy wife. She’s the most powerful waterbender to have ever been born in years.

And you know who in the show actually listened to Katara and seen her grief and anger and pain? Zuko. He listened to her in the Catacombs and then helped her find Yon Rha because he knew she needed that closure. He withheld his judgment for whatever she wanted to do because it wasn’t his place to judge. This was about Katara and he was only there as support. Unlike the others, Zuko didn’t hold Katara on a pedestal. He recognised her as an equal, a flawed person, a grieving daughter, an immensely powerful bender and a loyal friend. If they had ended up together, I don’t doubt that Zuko would never have tried to hold her back and she would’ve done so much for the world in politics and bending and medicine.

What Zuko would’ve given Katara is equally as important as what she would’ve given him. They would’ve been beautiful and healthy together. They would’ve had children that they loved as unconditionally as they loved each other and they would’ve supported them regardless of whether those kids were benders or non-benders. After all, Zuko would’ve encouraged all his kids to learn to fight non-bending styles as he once did. He would’ve instilled them a respect for those who can bend and those who can’t. Katara would’ve made sure they were all equally shown affection and love.

Just shit, the missed opportunity here. I’m so salty I’ve made myself angry writing this hahaha xD

But uhh… hope I answered your question? Lol

#zutara #zuko #katara #anti-kataang #anti-maiko #atla #asks #Anonymous

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Dusk Til Dawn - Part (1/?)

Pairing: Sam x Reader

Warnings : Graphic Nightmares , angst , anxiety , cursing.

One Shot , Smut , Drabble* , Fluff * , Imagine

Word count : 1K +

Sam’s POV :

“ Look man , I just don’t know why we can’t rest for the night , I mean , I‘m tired , You’re tired . Y/n’s tired . We can start looking for another case in the morning.” I argued , Dean was persistent these days . I knew it was the Mark , deep down . He couldn’t fight the urge the kill . And in the past two months it was worse , case after case . Running from himself .

“ I just don’t see why ,” He shrugged , “ Y/n’s already asleep back there and if you’ll shut your cakehole you will be soon . “

I laughed , “ You’re impossible man , “ He threw a bitch-face in my direction,”Because , I’m sure we would all like an actual bed to sleep in . And something to eat that’s not from a drive-thru . And showers ! Man, I think we all need a hot shower , especially you !”

“ Alright , alright . But we leave out in the morning . “ He grumbled .

“ Thank you .” I sighed .

He didn’t answer , just nodded and turned up the radio . We drove for about 30 minutes before we came up on an old Motel 6 . Hoping out , Dean , grunted something the sounded like ,”Be back.”

Five minutes later Dean came to the drivers side window , “ They only have one room left .” He informed me .

Shit .

Your POV :

You woke with a start , the younger Winchesters hand on your shoulder , “Come on , I finally convinced Dean to stop.”

“Thank god , if I had to sleep on this backseat one more night I was gonna lose my shit .”

He laughed , helping you out of the car , “ Yeah , well, enjoy it . Dean’s being a hardass . “

You groaned , looking up at the scruffy faced man , “ We leave in the morning?” He nodded , you sighed , “ Okay , where’s my key ?”

He gave you a apologetic look , “ Sorry , (Y/n) , They only had one left ..”

You nodded , hastily taking your bag from the big hunters hands . Tonight was Sam’s turn to share a bed with you , a system only set up for nights like this .

Nerves shook your brain , you’d harbored a crush for him for about a year since the boys let you stay with them . And every night like this , You damn near have a anxiety attack thinking about being so close to the man you were sure you loved .

Slowly , one foot in front of the other , You walked behind Sam to the room. Still exhausted but nerves making it hard to want to sleep . When we entered Dean was already on Sam’s computer , looking for more cases .

You looked to Sam , “ Is it okay if I take a shower first ?”

He nodded , “ Yeah of course , go head .”

You grabbed your bag and walked into the cheap motels bathroom . The dirty tiles and fluorescents illuminated the fact that the mirror was poorly cleaned . Still , you’d much rather this than the car .

You sat your bag on the wooden sink , as you looked up into the mirror you took in your reflection . Your hair was pulled back and your eyes baggy . Blood and cuts ran along your arms all the way up into your back , a shallow cut was ominous across your left cheek leading down your jaw . The flannel that you wore was covered in dirt and even more blood and ripped on the right shoulder .

You took off the flannel with an exasperated sigh , your black t-shirt wasn’t in as near as bad shape as the flannel . You pulled your sleep clothes out and set out your brush and toothbrush . As you pulled your shirt off your back muscles ached and your stomach burned , there was a bruise on your right side and it was beginning to purple .

This hunt was bad , Sam had been knocked out and Dean was to murder-driven to do anything but go after the packs’ leader . Sure you got your ass whooped but you’ve taken a lot worse than this and been able to take it .

You turned on the shower and removed your boots , your jeans, along with your panties . You groaned again when your reached back to undo your bra , a pang hitting you in the side .

After your shower you were beyond exhausted , giving a quick goodnight to the boys and falling into your bed .

You were on your knees and your hands were tied behind your back . Your head throbbed and the moonlight illuminated the blood on the floor beneath you .

Looking up you saw your mothers body , your sister too . In fact , your whole family was there . Your bother , sisters , father .

The tears ran down your face , and your chest ached . You looked over , first seeing Cas , then Dean right next to him , Dean’s body mutilated and an angel blade still in Cas’ heart . Next was Bobby , Then Jody . And Claire . Their throats were slit . Kevin , and Charlie’s body’s were strung up and craved in a way that made them barely recognizable .

This was a nightmare , you knew that . You dug your nails into your palms , tears rolling onto your chest from your neck .

“C’mon , I just wanna wake up ! “ You screamed .

It was then when you felt the warm blood wetten your jeans . Slowly you looked beside you .

Sam’s body was slumped and his arms were tied behind his back , his throat was slit .

You looked away , your cries echoed out into the room . You sobbed so hard your chest shook .

Your shoulders shook , but this time it wasn’t the crying , a cold hand wrapped around the back of your neck . It threw you forward on your back , trapping your arms .

You vision was blurry ,but a pale and tall man stood over you .

It was Sam .

“S-sam ? You’re alive ?” Your voice croaked .

“No , I’m not .” He spat at you , “ I’m dead, All the way dead .”

He hovered over you , “Because of you !” A blow landed right into your jaw , and your eyes rolled back into your head . .

“Look at me Bitch !” Sam’s voice rattled through not only the room , but you too .

You focused your vision on him as much as you could , “Why are you doing this?” Your voice was merely a whisper .

“My whole family is dead because of you ! Everyone ! It’s all your fault !” Another blow landed , this time in your eye .

“Sam , I loved them , I love you ! I would never-” He cut you off with another punch .

He broke out with psychotic , malicious laughter , “You , you were so dumb ! Hahaha , you actually believe that you ever had a chance ? “ He laughed again, “You really are pathetic .”

“I.” a blow to your stomach , “Hate.” a blow to your jaw ,”You.” a final blow to your chest .

“Sam , I -” You began coughing , blood rolled out of your mouth , “I am so sorry.”

Hot tears ran down your cheeks , Sam laughed again .

“No … You’re not .” Everything went black as he punched you one last time .

“Y/N!? Y/N wake up !” Sam shook you , “Y/N ?”

You looked up at him , and soft cry left your chest , “Sam?”

You looked around the hotel room , Dean was on the bed opposite to you , And everything was quiet . Sam sat on the bed right next to you , in a pair of sweats and a loose t-shirt . Both of his very large hands were on your shoulders .

“Y/N ? Are you okay ? How bad was it ?” You knew he was referring to your nightmare , but your head was still stuck in a daze , taking in his features . His hair was rustled but kept . The scruff on his chin was growing out and his eyes were a solid shade of hazel . This man was truly beautiful .

“Y/N?” His deepish voice shook you from your daze .

“C-can you please just come back to bed ? “

“Of course .” Sam ‘s hands left you and he moved around the bed , sliding in behind you .

It was awkward for a moment until he relaxed around you . Wrapping his large arms around your waist , pulling you close . His breath fanned on the nape of your neck and you could feel his heart beating out of his chest . You wrapped your hand around his , leaning back .

You were barely an inch away from his face , his mouth was so close to yours .

“Sam..” His mouth collided with yours . Your heart fluttered as your mouth moved against his . You smiled into the kiss , the pain in your heart slipping away for a moment .

Sam’s hand slid down your waist to your hip , and you hooked your arm around his neck , pulling him closer . His body on top of you .

Gasping for air you pulled back slightly , “Sam ?”

He gazed down on you lovingly , taking in your flustered expression ,”Yes ?”

You chuckled , “You’re crushing me .”

He instantly pulled back sliding back and falling back into the bed . You rolled over and cuddled into his waiting arms . He held you there , seemingly content . But in a good way . His sunshine radiated again , and he looked happy .

Your head lie on his chest , you could hear his heartbeat m reminding you that he was alive , and it was all just a dream .

You slowly fell asleep , this time not hindered by the thought of having another nightmare .

Because this time you knew you wouldn’t wake up alone .

Until you did .

Okay so depending on how well this does when it’s posted will depend on if I make it into a series .

Which will make it my first series so , fingers crossed !!

As always thank you for reading !

Requests are open !

Love you all , stay awesome , Bye !

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