#and i will not be SHY about it anymore
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we always give Ryuji the palace n while thats always a hit, why dont we ever give one to Ryuji's mom??? gimme Ryuji havin to fight with his love for his mom, his need to keep her safe, and his duty as a son and phantom thief to see this through to the end and make her better but hurt in the process
like...mmm the character development....
#masky says#ryuji sakamoto#persona 5 royal#i want ryuji's mom (aoi) to get a goddamn palace#and i will not be SHY about it anymore#idk why but in my head she also has a castle-#-but much more regal and elegant then Kamoshida's. think genuine queen#ryuji's a lil cognitive baby version of himself cause hes her lil baby boy#sort of a fragile lil puppet boy who keeps changing shape to be who his mom needs#goes from baby to teen to prince to whatever she needs#the rest of the staff are shadows in fact outside of ryuji and her ex-husband Aoi doesnt have a lot of cognitions#maybe a few people at work she hangs out with but Aoi's a busy woman she doesnt have a lot of friends#i think Ryuji's dad here would be merely a skeleton in the gallows#and much like Futaba's palace you wouldnt really need to fight Ryuji's mom-#-but rather the cognition of her husband that keeps haunting her#yeah haunted royal castle is an aesthetic...#ghost boy ryuji tryin to get the others to help the 'lady of the house'
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rereading the nuca pink doujin and seeing yakumo tear himself apart re: his snake form vs his human form all this agony and self-doubt and silent suffering and fear of rejection like "if i looked less human would u hate me" , "if u saw me in my true form wouldn't that be horrible. terrifying. disgusting" , "if i admitted i want to swallow you whole would you think worse of me"
and i imagine him asking something like this to the crowd of clan members , who are , undeniably,, a group of Kinky Fuckers
they all smile with the serenity and carefully masked excitement of a horny olivine. masterful beautiful reassuring expressions (errr..... masked to different degrees depending on the clan member)
#yaku is in his head so much about that#he thinks his snake form would be gross right? right????#eiden might give me Wet Hole privileges when i look like this carefully crafted human avatar#but if i revert to my original body there's no way anyone would ever want to ..be with me... like that? right???#meanwhile eiden's just got that sly look on his face in the corner waiting for yakumo to make the proposal#i can't imagine any of the clan members being particularly freaked out about yaku in snake form.....#all the yokai are immediately eliminated from Grossed Out pool. like. that's them. they know how it be#then you got the ppl who have lived way too long to be shocked by a sweet little snakewife being more noodley than usual#rei and quincy fall into that category most likely. blade by association because . well. blade.#he's gonna make a Yakuchan Snake sculpture and it's gonna be extra cute so yakumo doesn't feel shy about his snake form anymore#(actually it's going to freak yaku out even more and he's gonna spiral thinking that he's uglier than he ever imagined)#(and he's gonna run away feeling more insecurity while blade is SUPER CONFUSED because he captured his cuteness perfectly??)#(eiden's gonna have to reconcile another misunderstanding. sorry eiden. artistic differences are rough)#and you have the general Kinky Fuckers like eiden oli and morv#morv won't care as long as you feed him LOL#and eiden and oli are just sideeyeing excitedly like. snake? snake??? can we. can we try that 👀#i imagine that the only people who might express hesitation at first are edmond and dante#eddie would probably cave though once he realises it is IN FACT still yakumo in there. and he can fully consent#(then we give way to Kinky Fucker Edmond. Welcome to the party eddie!)#hmm... dante... never really thought about him and snakekumo...#how would that even go DOWN? like what is even the siTUATION here? how did we get here??#dante catches sooley who has a tiny snakekumo in his mouth??? a tiny lil guy who was lurking in his palace for some reason???#hm. warrants more thought exploration. we'll come back to that another time.#nu carnival yakumo
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DRAW EVIL RAGATHA BEING SUPER PROTECTIVE OF POMNI
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you… do you know? that bad girls? go to hell?
#requesties#my thoughts while drawing this: god i hope this doesn't awaken something in me... THEY TOLD ME THINK ABOUT WELL I DID AND I DON'T WANNA FEE#A THING ANYMORE... fuck this is too much... idgaf... im so jealous of pomni... please pomni don't be so hard to draw im tryin put u w with#your wife stupid... oh... oh??? so you're cooperating now... good shut up and kiss her holy shit#*puts head in hands* it did in fact awaken something in me#creepy protective mommy ragatha#and shy concerned creepy pomni#since theres already evil!raggs out there somewhere im dubbing this ragapom “edgelord!ragapom” so#edgelord!ragapom#ragapom#caption is Get Scared lyrics#my art#digital art#sketch sloppy oppy sketch#design switches because I couldn’t give edgelord!ragatha cute curly hair like#in my head this raggs is 4 sure a voodoo doll and not a Raggedy Ann knock off#girl has graduated into goth school 😍#thanks 4 the requestie#buttonblossom#pomni x ragatha#jesterdoll#doomed digital yuri
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dont normally do this but im making references for the cookies i draw the most with my own designs. this is 100% personal
#my art#artists on tumblr#cookie run#werewolf cookie#herb cookie#i get really really shy about this kind of stuff but i dont really care too much anymore#top nudity warning
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Varadha touching his nose ring while looking at Deva, remembering the time when Deva himself that put it there for him with his own blood in his hand, remembering the fact that it was Deva who protected and kept his "little honor" intact.
#salaar#varadeva#prithviraj sukumaran#varadha rajamannar#devaratha raisaar#what deva didn't know was the fact that putting a nose ring on a mannar yourself in front of many people as their witness#was considered as wedding ritual#that's why Varadha was holding his breath because there's also blood in deva's hand to seal the oath#lol in Varadha's heart he considered himself a married man#but Deva didn't know that#no one told him#this is obviously made up custom I think in my head lmao#funny scenario in my head is that Varadha was staring so intensely at Deva wondering if he should stop him or not#contemplating in his head if he wanted to be married at such a young age#but in the other hand he didn't want to embarrass Deva in front of many people because he was determined to put the nose ring himself#every mannar knows that Deva was Varadha's husband as well#the only one who's left in the dark was Deva perhaps if he told his mother about the detail his mother might tell him#he clearly told the event after his mother asked him how did he got the electric scars#but of course between Deva and Varadha both never mentioned the part where Deva put the ring on#that's why the first thing that he did when he met deva was to run into his embrace#he was like I didn't have to feel like a widower anymore my husband is here after 25 years alive and healthy#then he also didn't hesitate to sleep on Deva's lap#he is his husband after all#who's going to tell Deva that he's a married man#thinking about older Varadha trying his best to give a hint for Deva to consummate their marriage#they have waited long enough#25 years he has been waiting for him and he only has a little patience left especially if his Deva has grown into such a fine strong man#Deva of course never shy away from Varadha’s touch#but he also never do it more than that only a cuddle and a kiss on his neck one time and never more was he not into varadha the same way#just imagine the misunderstanding the chaos the pining and just how confused they both feel like bad communication at its finest
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Found this deeeep in my WIPs. I forgot about it!
This is totally how Duck would greet Fakir when he comes home from school. Just jumping out of the window lol <3
#princess tutu#ptutu#fakiru#ahiru#fakir#they're so cute#I don't even think I draw like this anymore#I was so shy about shadows haha#still kinda am but I'm practicing being bolder!#meine
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i haven't been online but i'm seeing finale talk pop up again and i forgot who else it was who asked misha it but misha told me it was jimmy.
[and personally, i would never want cas in heaven without an explanation how he got there and 1520 makes even less sense to me if cas was in heaven and at that roadhouse and i for sure don't want dean there so i'm like 10/10/10/10 ignoring this lmao it's been 4 years i'm dug in
also the winchesters finale makes no sense if cas was actually in heaven bc why is dean leaving and who tf is he searching for then]
#idk how this all really started#i'm where i'm at#fuck the heaving ending legit#i won't even be shy about it anymore i hate the concept of cas in heaven#just as much as i hate the concept of dean in heaven#tho the winchesters confirmed he no longer is in heaven which made me so happy
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it actually really annoys me how well death note fits into dracula because i don’t like writing l/light as a predatory dynamic even though i do enjoy reading fics with that interpretation sometimes but like the correspondence is so so clear. dracula (L) and his three roommates (near mello matt). mina “haha i bet those newfangled feminists will be the one doing the proposing not like me i am polite and normal” “holds her husband’s arm instead of the traditional other way around” harker is obviously kiyomi takada since they are both the repressed butches of all time and id really like to see kiyomi have a breakdown about holy items leaving scars in her skin. i actually cannot decide between jonathan-light and lucy-misa or the other way around because lucy “i fancy myself a tough nut to crack” “my entire personality is masks and i die by suffocation under them” westenra could fit both of them so well but jonathan’s manic devotion is honestly very misacore. renfield mikami is very important to me not just because disciple god etc but because renfield tries so hard to get everyone else to take him seriously by acting the part of the refined gentleman he once was and because his last act is a futile attempt at resisting his god (and as a bonus he gets along with mina-kiyomi). the suitors are also there i guess
#sorry i like the suitors im just not as insane about them#anyway hello mutuals who Do like them as a predatory dynamic. have you considered#ugh both jon misa and lucy misa are so good this is the problem#misa as a party girl who after undeath turns shy and meek and the exact housewife she could never quite become#and doesnt suck in a breath when kiyomi brushes her thumb over misas carotid anymore. just gazes at her with flat blue eyes#but also misa as jonathan harker. holiest love. if my boyfriend is going to hell then im going with him and damn the rest of you#(but that only works if mina is light)#death note#actually if we’re only considering characterization i think the most accurate casting is seward light and van helsing L lmao#and also theres a really good alternative with mina-mello jon-near lucy-matt. because if we’re doing catholic guilt mello we might as well-#-go all in!#and of course near “yes mello killed half my team but have you considered i love him” river would be jon.#but anyway#from the drafts
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I need to give this man my strap on right NOW
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#NOW AND NO WAITING#it's gonna be this kind of night#night of doing nothing but thinking dubious thoughts about aki because I'm tired and annoyed by work#this is gonna sound so silly but I actually saw the cutest harness online the other day lmaooo#I was like dang... that's kinda nice...#it was light pink with a cute bow#had me thinking unwisely#listen u can't tell me he wouldn't be into that. cmon#this man has captivated me with his cute hairstyle and peggable nature#the way he'd get all shy and blushy and whiny and needy.....#aki did you know the male g spot is actually in-#'dont. don't talk anymore'#aki <3
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#me#hello my friends the ppl in my phone. still feeling shy i fear#love u i hope 2025 has been good so far#im so boring idek what to talk about anymore. i made homemade fried chicken it was so good. i made fried chicken sandwiches with them :]#ummmm ive been playing the witcher 3 it’s so fun. i forgive this game for forcing me to be a man bc geralt is for the girls#went to the park… beautiful park#i deleted reddit so now i dont have any rage bait to complain about on here yay#and last but not least i still miss my sims so bad in case u were wondering#vlads bday was a few days ago 😔 turns him into paste#i promise im still a simblr please dont forget about me sims friends#also standstill is almost 1 yr old awww… my baby#ok thats enough from me byeeeee if you read this far i love you xo turns you into paste
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// Yes, the person who i've had blocked for 5 years, has double digit call out posts about them, is friends with the proven abuser and liar-- said that me. The person who hasn't so much as posted about spork since februrary. Said that i'm going out of my way to harass someone. // Listen gang. I'm gonna address this once and only once. I've never sent anon hate, i've never stalked anyone, i've never not taken no for an answer. I work for government entities who would not hire me, if i have ever. And can find out quickly if I had. I do not care about them. I am an adult with a job, a home, and a life. Spork and curio are not worth losing sleep over much less my job. If they want to point fingers at me, because they both collectively pissed off about 100 people. They're free to. // I'm not the one doing it. This is infact. The last ask i will ever answer about either of them. I hate drama and hate that I had to do this cause two thirty year olds can't get their shit together and like starting internet drama. We literally, were the ones who wanted to simply, block spork and walk away and only posted the call out because spork likes doxing. And he got mad at us for all blocking, so told their following our blogs.
Have the day you deserve to have.
And fyi-- i've had fantasy concrete blocked since 2018. I cant see what ever bs they're posting. But i'm going to assume its a woe is me post people we have no proof of harassing us are 100% totally sending us hate some how.
#h.mun#tw: drama#(I'M NOT BEING NICE ABOUT THIS ANYMORE)#(THIS IS ALREADY A RESTRAINED POST)#(I can assure you. That i'm too busy and too shy to give a single sliver of a fuck)#(about what these people are doing. I block and move on. )#(ANY and i mean ANY. Body else messaging me about them is getting block. No if ands or buts)#(No questions asked no explaination)
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Sukuna and his daughter
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I think he'd love having a cat. I can see him carrying her everywhere with him
#I usually try not to point out what is wrong in my drawings but fuck this man's hair if it was up to me he would be BALD#it's easier to stylize in a smaller drawing but this is a portrait and I couldn't figure it out#i still don't know how to render but I'm getting better. I'm honestly tempted to just post the lineart of even the cleaned sketch tho...#anyways#my post#sukuna#ryoumen sukuna#jujutsu kaisen#i was tempted to do a self plug with my cat fic but I got shy. if you see what i'm talking about I love you#and if you compare this with the other art I've posted (which you shouldn't tbh) I've improved at drawing sukuna because-#-he's the only fucking thing I draw anymore. he's fully taken over; no hope for recovery
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see? him face
vens very cute and I think he deserves to square up with Roxas, who is his friend and not-clone, because it would be really funny but ALSO the boy deserves to win a single thing ever in his life as a break from being the universe and kingdom hearts (the moon)’s milk webkinz. AND! he missed out! on getting an award from the million dreams festival that he won because he was preoccupied with the plot which was not very fun for him and then right afterwards he like, died, so the universe owes him a trophy and an ice cream (he got better so he can have them now)
#blonde men poll 2023#Sorry I didn’t mean to get so invested. my bug got really far though so I’m feeling some kind of parental competitive emotion#kh#link would understand. I think any link would take the trophy and reuse it for either something neat or pointless but cool looking#like a club. or perhaps a contraption. Or a big cup#ven would get really shy upon receiving it and then put it in his room ON THE SIDE SOMEWHERE so no one thinks it’s super special or anythin#but he’s proud of it. if ven got ANY trophy he would be proud of it he’s a very second place getting boy#it doesn’t get him down though. most of the time. he gets tired of it but he’s kind of used to not being special#hi if it doesn’t sound like I’m joking around anymore it’s because I got too into thinking about how ven wld react to winning a competition
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man i love fanfiction but i find i barely read any these days. as i get older, I really cannot fucking tolerate how in SO MANY fics, the Main Guy's dialogue is extremely strong and rich and interesting, and then Female Lead's voice/dialogue is reduced to just. cracker dust. from the bottom of the bag.
#fanfic#this is true even if she's THE MAIN BABE or whatever#i don't have the patience for boring female characters in me anymore. if she's not deranged i don't care about her#if her primary character traits are Reserved / Shy / Makes Good Choices / Brain Cell Holder like why did you even give birth to her#if i can't hear 3-4 complexes whenever she opens her mouth i'm bout to head out#highly likely this is also why i do not watch much tv#ms woeburne i was 18 trying to write a 30 year old and i failed you on so many levels but at least the shit you said was certifiably insane
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(animal abuse tw!!!)
hyperfix hell is something else but especially insane for characters like red and duck who are just suddenly really terrible out of nowhere. like its been a while since ive seen electricity (cuz its one of the episodes that gets me feeling too much) but i somehow gaslit myself into believing i made up the part of them drowning their cat. i thought i was filling in blanks with my memory but NO duck outright BRAGS about explicitly drowning their “boring” pet.
I knew they killed their cat 100% but i guess im so deep into my own head and been in the fandom for so long i thought i made a chunk of it up somehow 😭???
its still very crazy to me, its probably the cruelest thing i think theyve done proudly. and the worst part is that its NOT their bigger counterparts, its just THEM. base level THEM. THAT is who they are. maybe my brain tried to suppress that cuz its the only time in the series where i DEEPLY disagree about what theyve done. the rest of their cruelty upsets me, but this just disgusts me i guess. not only because of the animal but because they picked a slow and painful method. Every other instance of gore or general shittyness from those two i either laugh at or maybe get a little angry at them for a second like im their mom and move on. but this disturbs me. its genuinely evil to me and i hate the thought of it. the bigger boys torturing that blob thing is terrible, but theyre not the base-level guys, they act strange and disturbing intentionally. the guys on the lowest floor are just THEM. Them without any filters or add ons, thats literally just THE boys. I guess i still cant wrap my head around it even years later.
ten minutes later theyre confessing to each other… like… do they not remember anymore? was it that quick? or have they learned by now that their actions have no real consequences?
thats the thing that makes this the most uncomfortable to me, i think. theyre the way they are because anything can happen to them, and they can do anything to others, and they know they wont get any repercussions. Drowning a pet, crashing a car through your house, literally dying, getting your organs removed… none of it lasts. and they KNOW that now. but instead of being scared or freaking out like fanon always saw it, they see it as not only normal, but as an opportunity to do whatever they want. i dont think theyre aware of it enough to be articulately malicious with it, but thats whats terrifying. they NATURALLY have absolutely zero remorse and you cant expect them to. why would they? nothing really happened, did it? even when they remember doing it, whys it matter? clearly they can just change their mind, or wait it out. If death isnt for them, theyll just decide to come back. do actions mean anything in a world like that?
#i think we severely underappreciate and discuss the way the tv series main three no longer reacts to things like they used to.#the desensitization is genuinely a huge part of their characters now i feel#especially because it makes THEM complicit in the violence now!! which i think is an interesting take on the cycle!!#fanon doesnt do them justice in this regard. even from the start they have never been normal. theyve always been fucked up in the head#although they suffer at the hands of the world theyve never been shy of returning that favor on others#i like how the teachers arent really evil anymore#nobody thinks of it this way i but i feel ALL of the characters are equally fucked up and hurt each other for the same reasons#tv series duck is no better than the can that ate him in the webseries. theyre one in the same to me now#by the way— ALL does include lesley but thats a different discussion. ill defend her with my life she is NYOT the puppet master or whatever#tbh i honestly believe that the pain of the world is caused by the lack of limits and not an intention by some higher power to hurt#i believe that at least the tv series is more about the torture of being immortal and limitless against your own will or understanding#since roys been gone i dont think anything is out to hurt them i think its just impulsivity and lack of consiquence yet also lack of freedom#but idk if were ready for that convo tbh#dhmis#dhmis fandom#dont hug im scared#duck guy#red guy#fluffybird#dhmis tv show#dhmis tv series#tw animal death#tw animal abuse#cw death#cw gore#gore
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the absolute GRIP caleb from Lds has on me right now ....
#᠀︵∩∩ . . 🧶#i want him so bad it's not funny ... not FUNNY not laughing#😾 how dare this man ruin my week in the best way possible — how dare I . moi . harbor a fleeting crush on a man named caleb :hides:#that's the part that gets me the most 💔 no amount of overnight labs can fix my unfortunate longing for man that dons a uniform ...#well ... except for my thoughts about ichiko lab au 🙊 i've let my daydreams marinate long enough and i plan to yap about them !!! eventually#.... maybe ... perhaps when i don't feel as shy about posting anymore :nods nods:
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