#and i was even mostly greeted w enthusiasm but. maybe they’re all actually sick of me
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#why are my first feelings/reactions to renting a place and telling my friends who live down there that i’m moving to dc are dread & fear#i should be happy and excited and feel relieved#but instead i somehow have immediately slipped into ‘they don’t want me down there’ and imposter syndrome?? for a… place to live?#like im worried they think i’m moving there bc i’m just clingy and playing follow the leader??#and they actually are sick of being friends with me and think i’m a bum for just now moving out#and still not having a career/new full time?#part of this is almost certainly stemming from my ongoing anxiety/insecurity about [x]#and i was even mostly greeted w enthusiasm but. maybe they’re all actually sick of me#and i know i’ll always love and kind of want to live in nyc but i do have real important reasons for dc aside even from social ones#like living somewhere with more green spaces and that doesn’t smell like shit and also is home to a lot of organizations#in the career section im interested in#so i should be feeling thrilled for this new start/opportunity#but instead i’m just. what if i fail. (again). and i’m already 25. and what if i fail and i’m alone. what if this doesn’t help at all#what if this is just a waste of money and time like i’ve wasted the whole last year+#and all the relationships i’ve been trying so hard to keep up with have been actually trying to let me go
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