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welll... i guess it depends on what you count as a fandom? theres like five good pieces of fanart LOL. and.. not MUCH discussion? but if you follow the tag theres the rare post. idk, maybe someday i can help the fandom to acrually exist by making stuff ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i need to develop a lot of ideas tho,, like ones that involve NOT the tv guy,, i fear i may like my cross-ship (advee (ad salesman and vee (dw im a multishipper so yuri can always still exist))) a bit too much </3 theyre so cuties
yeah thats fair. everyone identifies with stuff differently. for a while back i was essentially bisexual but felt more comfortable with the label multisexual. no reason. i knew all types of bisexuals were valid. it was just a feeling yk? i feel fine with the bi label now but ofc i dont regret that era or anything. also itd be nice if there was more variety in how aspec ppl identify, like fictional characters and when allos represent us. it irks me a tiny eensie bit that ppl are more familiar with the aroace flag than the aro flag. but thaaats a whooole other thing i could go on for AGES about. repeatedly. lmfao. like i said i get a bit annoying abt it. funnily enough, despite what ppl say, being aro feels WAY more queer and nonconformant than being bi, at least to me.
nowadays you can skip the shorts, if you only want the lore. but also if you want both in perfect order, i know the link to a well-arranged archive!! so even if you somehow want to start from the beginning, you can do that ^^
yeah probably ocs. i think i talk about carex the most. the one with the censor bar looking face and singular eye? smile that makes you think hes the lovechild of a three-way between sans, alastor, and jax? also the mask guy with the mardi gras colors... and the billiard ball siblings... i have a ton more though! hm,, i dont have a toyhouse but maybe i could consider getting a page? hard to decide if i want to do that yk? im not 100% sure what my worries are though,, i mean i think part of it is that i dont want anything to be permanent or something? can i change the name of characters after their page is made? because i have a lot of ocs i have that are decently developed but still have no names at all.
also abt the yuri,, idk why theyd hate each other?? like?? WOULD vee be jealous?? would it even make sense?? idk?? also even if i do yuri i still have to decide how she acts with others lol. btw im thinking of leaning more toward rockstar than popstat for the personality, maybe? like i feel she'd be in between gigi, poppy/yatta, and... i forget who else i mentally compared her to... but idk. im thinking chill but also a bit rowdy, maybe. more on the extroverted/loud end, probably? idkk hhrgrjdb
oh,, auglur is from my singing monsters! it still updates to this day, i was surprised when i first found that out lol. (though then again a few songs got trending after that, so maybe you already know...) i WOULD send a pic, but these monsters all have sounds, PLUS auglur's sound is ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS, check it! ^^
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i ddont go here and by "i dont go here" i mean "i do pretty much go here but somehow i dont feel a close connection to this fandom whatever dont question it man" but i saw you discuss the skins and i saw someone sent this in a server im in. which is rad af

...aaaand am just now realizing that its possible its not canon tho. but like. if it is. well damn /pos
woauh hi new mutual!!! i was gonnnaaaa say it isnt canon HOWEVER ! I looked more into it and apparently it is?? i thought it was an edit at first but when she's hit she makes that face :] (since you only half go here im gonna assume you doooo know how the game works? in case not ummm. horror survival thing. you can get hit, characters make different faces when hit.) anywho thank you for the ask i would not have known this if you didnt say anything :0!
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but if he knows that you know that you know that he knows that he knows that you know that you
#pinescone#over the garden wall#gravity falls#otgw#my art#so this idea is stuck in my head#mabel is stuck in the unknown (maybe she almost died and is in a coma idk) and dipper makes a deal with bill to reach her and help her out#/this will have consequences/#and so he is wandering around when he bumps into beast!wirt#and somehow neither the beast nor bill recognize e/o they just know this other kid kinda weird#kinda sus kinda We-Need-To-Kill-Him-Piney/GET-HIM-OUT-WIRT#anyways since im making both the beast and bill are backseating dipper sees a chance to find mabel#meanwhile wirt is numb enough to just#idc ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ just dont get in my way#but dipper´s story kinda resonates with him so he tries to help him out#and they have shenaningans idk i just think itd be hilarious for both of them to be constantly on their heads fighthing their own demons#literally#without knowing they’re both posessed lmao#also idk they crush on each other and get a whole mutual pining arc bc bill and the beast dealing with teenage feelings is just funny to me
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vol12 of nekuyan left me so unwell, I want to hold Hana in my hands and tell her it’s all gonna be okay. On that note, your fan art sustains me in these trying times and I wanted to say thank you for all the art you make and share for the fandom!
Side note, I’m curious, do you have any specific favorite moments in the series so far, or a favorite character apart from Hana and Mei?
HANA...... i truly do hope things go well for her too, esp in the more recent chapters 😭 and tysm as well for enjoying my art!! if i was any less busy i can definitely see myself draw nothing but them over and over ive been itching to do more ksjdgjkhsdgh
hmmm for favorite moments is a hard one. id say one of them is in volume 13 but thats also kinda a spoiler for some people but the whole warehouse incident is kinda peak to me. otherwise i think the volume 5 movie date/mei's reveal to yuzuru is another of my favorites! i reaaaally love yuzuru and shuumeis friendship they are so important to each other. and the entire date between mei and hana is so adorable i was giggling and kicking my feet the entire time when it first came out like i get it hana she is So cute
other favorite scenes of mine would be the school festival maid cafe incident between yuuma and shuumei that was really so funny. youre doomed girl hes in your head. you have no idea. or the yuuma-mei fake dating chapters and honestly literally every time shuumei and hana interacted its so funny seeing her all meek in front of hana. actually at this point you can just assume i love everything about this series i genuinely dont think there was a bit i disliked
favorite characters is a tough one too but its definitely between tsubaki and yuzuru!! they are Such a fun duo whos going through it all the time now that theyre burdened with the knowledge of both sides. yuzuru is so attached to tsubaki too their interactions are like cocomelon to me. theyre such good friends to each of the mains also and can i say i especially love tsubakis gag of making yuuma/hana combust and straight up die by going udon mode. i hope they never change
OH AND SPECIAL MENTION TO THE MEI AND PRIDE EXTRA. i love you mei and gradually realizing hey this being a girl thing is kinda fun
#asks#anonymous#nekuyan#i have so much more to say but any more and i think this post would get too long and annoying to go past HELP#tbh even saying all this i dont have my hopes Too high for there to be an explicitly trans ending but itd be nice if they both could stay a#hana and mei while accepting each other regularly. honestly i think a lot of fun could be had with all four ksjdgkjsdhgg#but hana specifically atp cant really be read as anything other than tfem to me she only deserves everything good ever#ahhhhhh man i should reread the raws again i cant wait to typeset them
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& by the way i literally CONSTANTLY think about how loop uses the partys titles to create distance to remind themself that those arent 'their versions' of them. that theyre not loops party anymore. and yet and yet and yet
#talk tag#i think about 'and because of you bonnie was-' DAILYYYYYY#god. god. they care s mcuhghfjkbjkdklj#i think that may be the only time until twohats that they ever use any of the partys names. except! for reminding sif if u get that dialogu#which. im also normal about. clearly obviously absolutely#they create that distance as much as they can and yet. for siffrin.#godddddd i need to be sedated#isat spoilers#okay oh my god i went back to check to make sure i was right and turns out i forgor a couple of times both of which make me even more ill#one is technically under the umbrella of twohats bc its at the very end when loop says theyll need to accept everyones thanks. and they say#-everyones names. and the other is at the very very beginning in the initial battle tutorial they say everyones names + stats#(which btw PROVES MY POINT abt so much of loops help going under the radar bc in any other game itd just be a regular tutorial with no-#-in universe correlation or effect)#but they start with 'heres some basic stats about you and your party members to remember' and i. the. like realistically the explanation-#-for loop using their names instead of titles. is bc adrienne thought using their titles would make it too obvious someone else was talking#since u havent met loop yet at that point and dont know its not a regular tutorial thats only directed at the player and not the character#But Also: heres some things you should remember about your party members [lists their names]#im normal. im fine and normal. prommy#... okay it turns out they also say isabeaus name when giving the paper mache hands tutorial. no idea what to make of that one aklfjdlksjf#and after the change god event when u bring it up they say 'mirabelles statue'#And Thats It. fascinating. what is the logic there#isatposting
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ok one more thing. absolutely criminal that phi and akane don't interact more in ztd because to me they could be besties...... if you even care
#trevor.txt#girls who are living paradoxes <3#and also so very autistic and Love to infodump#vlr/ztd spoilers in tags ->#well. i do think any interactions between them would be sort of awkward considering phi mostly knows akane as herself in 2074 co-running#the nonary game there. like shes not zero but she def helped sigma work on it. so i do think phi would not really trust her all that much#for a while. she doesnt trust easily anyways but. yk. if they get past that though i think they could be good friends. theyre both so insan#also another thing they have in common . they both burned to death. and live at One point in timelines where they died#aka d-end 2 for phi and any 999 end where junpei doesnt save akane#but past how Insane they are as characters i think a conversation between them would be funny#infodumping for 2 hours straight. theyd be like fuck yes lets talk about multiple timelines and physics and the morphogenetic field and#psychology. itd be funny trust#zero escape#zero escape phi#phi vlr#akane kurashiki#999#9 hours 9 persons 9 doors#virtue's last reward#vlr#ztd#zero time dilemma#phiposting
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I found this old comic I had
#bugs and yakko are so mother/daughter coded for me#as in they can be very passive aggresive/agressive and competitive but like they actually have the range and strive for perfection SO much#that it kills the joke#they're not constantly desperate for approval so they dont make you feel empathetic of their pain#their vulnerability is something that must be earneedd not thrown just casually#yakko warner#i think idk#i think yakko could be able to see bugs in this juxtaposition of caretaker who needs to be caretaken#he needs help he wont ask for it but itd be great if he got it he wont say thank you tho hed just mellow down#that being said theyd rat out the hell out of eachother#its sort of the most healthy thing to do#spill out the beans show that lose strain of imperfection so other people can see they're not untouchable#so they can actually get the help they so deserve#now daffy tries to do this all the time#but he gets too frustrated by bugs gaslightning so he often misses the point#but yakko and bugs having similar personalities as in both being instigators they can stand higher levels of frustration#bugs would HATE this lol#someone who is not used to follow HIS bit? someone who KILLS HIS joke??#it would be interesting
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[tps vault hunter] saves angel au tierlist. thoughts
no one being put in S is so fucking funny to me. they all kind of Sucks just a little…
#borderlands#nisha is the undisputed best though. no notes. <- incredibly biased. angel and nisha get close in a way that angel cant really get w other#people. at least at that time. i think nishas nonchalance does wonders for angels comfort.#athena would stonewall angel SO badly at first but it doesnt last too long. shes def probably the closest to canon to do something#abt jack even if in my heart im a nisha fan first. in br once athena moves to hollow point angel checks in on her now and then. its only a#little tense.#wilhelm...[CAR CRASH SOUND EFFECT.] i need to make a full post about the two of them. i think itd be a Very bad situation for them both#but also very fun. for me at least. im sure theyre miserable.#and aurelia saving angel just to bring her into the hammerlock family nightmare. i think short term angel would be the happiest with#aurelia but that grace period goes away once family tension gets put back into the mix. she gets to be a heiress but at what cost....#<- angel jakobs but with extra steps.#claptrap and angel are friends to me...even if he doesnt know what Exactly she is i think hes the first to tell that shes not an ai.#but i dont think theres much saving going on there. he makes her happy at least.#being as unbiased as possible timothy is just. uhm. even if he Wanted to help her i dont think theres a feasible world where he could.#or that angel would want to spend much time around him regardless. you cant put them two of them in a room together because itd be a#constant cycle of anxiety and they just Do Not know how to regard each other.#wainwrightjakobshammerlock
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Y'ALL (marijuana tw/weed tw below the cut; it's just a bong. but it's a screenshot from the website cannastyle lol)
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I don't know who to tell but I'm super super excited so: look at what I ordered today 🥺 she's gonna be here by tuesday at the latest but hopefully it'll be before then 💖
#i may or may not have dropped my hemper flower vase... i knew it might happen bc the glass was only 3mm thick but#🥺 i really loved her#fixed downstem was ironically intact lmao#uh but yeah. not ordering from hemper again. this new one is from cannastyle 💖#i prefer beaker bases bc theyre sturdier 💖 for my clumsy ass anyway lol#9mm thick glass so i think shes gonna be able to survive me lol#there was a review from someone whose husband accidentally ran over hers and except for some scuffing it was FINE#held water just fine and everything. still fully functional. holy shit#of course im gonna be carrying it like its an infant around bc im terrified of dropping anything but i Am reassured by that review#i still dont fully trust pavement but i know if it was dropped in grass itd be just fine 💖 i like to sit in my backyard anyway#AAAAAA so excited!!! she already has a name and its sunny. already thinking abt where/how im gonna store it bc its 12 in tall!!!#my first large bong 💖 i usually go after the 6-7 in tall pieces so its definitely gonna be different lol!!!#also the sunflower bowl is sold separately but im getting that too 💖💖 completes The Look#but also ill have 3 working 14mm bowls altogether if anything happens!! worth it just for that too#the sunflowers are all handpainted by the way 🥺 theyre so gorgeous!!!#im getting a pack of their cloud cones which are SO fucking pretty#& a pack of blooming tip cones (the filter of each cone contains wildflower seeds to plant after use to help the bees!!!!)#anyway. rant over lol im just so excited!!! this is gonna be my biggest + most expensive piece i own so 💛#milo.mp3#ive read so many good reviews both on their site and in other places so i feel pretty confident its a good purchase 💖#heard great things abt their customer service too. shopping online for that kinda thing can be hard#but they almost always have a pic of what itll look like when held and i rlly appreciate that 💖
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Sometimes I like to think abt how the Siffrins would fair in eachother's loops (well moreso their varying lengths and rules) and I have to stop because I think abt either Siffrin having to rebuild their relationships with the rest of their parties from scratch and I start trembling
#rat rambles#new game+#stars posting#isat spoilers#isatfrin would be soooo fucked in either alternative loop btw. due to my hcs on saap loops. softlocks you.#saapfrin is an interesting one to think abt for me because if its still loop guiding them thats well one more of a thing for loop and two#its hard to say exactly how helpful loop could be to them considering they kind of just. have less tools to work with.#and Im sure loop wouldn't be fond of a king meat grinder part two#both of them would probably like instantly break the universe in chou style loops tho if not because of the horrors than because thatd#actively fuck with their wish and I could see that breaking some shit#in the alternative where they made more of a chou style wish tho itd just be the normal horrors probably#chou would probably be able to escape the other twos loops eventually especially if they made the same wish as them but theyd take it badly#if theyre fighting the king theyd probably get out a lot faster than if theyre fighting the light tho#the benefits of having a shielder from the get go (itd still be a rough fight but they wouldn't get into a saap situation)#although if theyre fighting the king that adds like five whole other layers to the hypothetical I dont feel like dealing with rn#Im mostly interested in saapfrin getting a genuine shot at succeeding because I <3 exploring timeline differences#isatfrin is unfortunately the least interesting one in these scenarios to me because theyre kinda just fucked either way#ofc saapfrin would also just completely and utterly fall apart in chou's loops but isatfrin having to deal with floor checkpoints would#fuck him over So bad while saapfrin would benifit a lot from not having checkpoints and also having a guide#again in my hcs theyd still have less options (for example little hope of finding out abt the secret library) but itd be doable I think
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honestly i think one of the first steps towards fat acceptance (specifically self-acceptance but probably also generally speaking) is understanding being fat isnt a moral failing, or a failing at all. nobody is doing anything “wrong” by being fat. the reason for said fatness doesnt matter, wether its a health condition, a disability, or even just eating what you want and not being active. your body is morally neutral no matter what.
#my fatness comes from both a health condition and inactive life style and while i want to correct both of those#im telling myself that even if i dont lose significant weight or appear thinner afterwards isnt negative#and i dont want to correct the issues bc im fat but its bc itd be better for my overall health#bc my endo system is wack and i think moving around outside more would help my depression a lot#vitamin d is real gang#xeb post#ALSO recently ive started calling myself fat more openly and casually lately and its been great for confidence#fat isnt a bad word i dont have to say im bigger or im thick etc#also ok one more thing#but genuinely i think being fat has helped my dysphoria a little bit no joke#one its easy to get away with not binding a lot which is cool#but also bc it makes me fit a man stereotype lmaoooo#fat gamer guy slash compsci guy#who wears a polo shirt a little too casually#life could be a dream
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And here's Emergency with Kazui for @qrevo, thank you for the request! I realized as much as Kazui's moment saving Fuuta lives in my brain, I haven't ever written anything for it, so have some more Kazui propaganda haha! (There's reference to violence, but no graphic descriptions or anything 👍)
Kazui may have joked that his reflexes were dulling with age, but they were still perfectly intact when called upon. He thought leaving his profession behind meant he’d no longer be the first responder to an emergency situation. He thought that he’d be done stumbling onto blood-covered scenes of victims and assailants. Milgram had proved him wrong.
He left many of the others in the common room, enjoying a lighthearted conversation after dinner. He stepped into the dim prison hallway, hoping to grab a cigarette from his cell and return in time to catch the end of Shidou’s story.
There rose some shouting from up ahead. Kazui picked up his pace, but there was no need to get too worked up, he thought. Mikoto had been awfully loud in his cell after his verdict. Tensions were high among the prisoners, and squabbles broke out all the time. Even upon recognizing Fuuta and Kotoko’s voices, he figured the two were having one of their usual disagreements.
It was only when he could make out some of Fuuta’s desperate words that his instincts kicked in.
“Help! Please! Is anybody -- aargk!”
Kazui’s feet were pounding across the prison before he had a moment to think. Everything snapped into focus. His time in Milgram had felt like some strange dream, but now his senses became completely clear.
He followed the noise, now recognizing the sickening sounds of violence and agonized cries between each. Though he could already piece together what was going on, his training had him peer around corners and into cells to be sure there were no other threats. He went flying into Fuuta’s cell.
He had only a second to take in the scene. Kotoko was winding up for a kick -- another kick by the look of it. Fuuta was curled in a heap in the corner, his uniform straps tangled around him. His hands shielded his face. All of which, and the ground below, dripped with blood.
Kazui took Kotoko’s arm, yanking her back before her boot could connect. She recovered much quicker from her surprise than he expected. She shifted her weight around, using new leverage to escape his grasp. As she took a swing at him, he suddenly recalled their earlier conversation about fighting styles.
He blocked blow after blow. Damn, she was strong.
“Kotoko, what is all this? I’m not trying to hurt you, but you can’t --” Kazui grunted as she landed a solid hit. He continued rattling off some typical deescalation attempts, but she didn’t hear a word of it. She hardly even looked at him, keeping her eyes trained on Fuuta as they fought.
“He’s a killer,” she said evenly. “Do you even know what he’s done?”
“Do you?”
“It’s unforgivable.”
“It’s not your call to make!” At last, Kazui managed to shove her outside the cell. She stumbled back. The two took a breath.
She wiped blood from her lip where Fuuta must have struck back. “The warden knows this is true justice. You know it is, too.”
Then, she disappeared around the corner.
Kazui stepped out to be sure she wouldn’t return. He ran back to Fuuta the moment she was out of sight. She wasn’t his top priority.
He found Fuuta mumbling to himself, still clutching his face. Kazui had only seen him with his confident, fiery attitude. He felt his stomach clench hearing the boy whimper in pain and fear. Kazui often forgot how young these prisoners truly were.
“Hey, it’s okay. She’s gone. Hey, look at me.” He gently took Fuuta’s hands, pulling them away to assess the damage. His face twisted at the sight. This was more than he was equipped to handle.
Fuuta’s hands wrapped back around himself. He gasped for air. “She… please… I can't... my eye…”
“You’re going to be alright. Just stay with me.” In a swift motion, he swung Fuuta over his shoulder in a fireman’s carry. The boy cried out, but Kazui was already on the move. He called to Shidou from down the hall.
As soon as he set foot in the common area, he began giving orders. He told Shidou to examine Fuuta's condition, laying him on one of the tables. He demanded the others stay put until he could find Kotoko. He asked where the other guilty prisoners were. Most just gaped at him in shock. Though their delayed reaction was frustrating in the moment, he understood their surprise. He realized it was the first time he’d raised his voice since coming here. He’d always sat back and let the others take the lead; it was probably strange to see a laid back man like him suddenly taking charge.
Yuno leapt to her feet, already ignoring his warnings. He caught her with an arm before she could run out the door. “Oh god, Mahiru!”
“I’ll find her. Don’t leave.”
He turned on his heel and went running once more.
#milgram#kazui mukuhara#with others#its probably the expected answer for milgram/emergency lol but i still wanted to try my hand at the scene#its cool now knowing that kazui had some sort of background that helped him out -- i always thought it was a strength thing so it#was exciting for him to reveal that in cat#i think shidou gets a lot of credit for being the hero and taking charge in this moment (which is fair)#but i definitely think it could be kazui instead -- even though his character is cowardly itd fit to have him take the lead here#also RIP fuuta was supposed to play more of a role ;-; i went into this ready to put a pretty equal focus on both he and kazui#and as i wrote i was like. oh right. he dieded.#so i shall write something more fuuta-centric another time...#anyway hope you enjoy -- thank you for the request woo!#drabbles
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okay im definitely going to be away from home when sxs gens comes out i need to figure out how im going to deal with this
#its not the end of the world if i cant play it immediately i guess (though it will be painful)#im mostly concerned about pre order bonuses and how exactly i should pre order the game that sort of thing#doesnt help that im torn between physical and digital. like im probably gonna pick physical#because i hate spending more than like 15 dollars on a digital game. unless its digital only.#but theres pros and cons to both wwhich makes me worry about making the wrong choice ..#like having to miss out on stuff like an entire stage just because i dont wanna buy digital deluxe really sucks....#well digital players getting to play early isnt something i have to take into account at least since i wont be able to play anyway#switch players are excluded from playing early for some reason and im not gonna have access to my xbox because im gonna be gone#and getting it on my laptop is just out of the question entirely i dont think itd be able to handle a game like that#so . doesnt matter.#but i still have to think about the pre order bonuses . and how im gonna get the game exactly. because i really want geralds journal </3#if i go physical i can get a friend to pick it up i guess???#or maybe on my trip i can pre order it at the last minute at a store thats in the area and then go pick it up when i have the time#idkkk i have a few months to figure this out still so i dont have to rush into coming up wiht a plan but im still thinking about it
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until yoko tells me otherwise ill choose to believe sawashiro stayed in america with aoki so i can drive myself insane thinking of all the things that could entail
#snap chats#ive def made this post before but idc im thinkin again#was it his choice... was it arakawas...... both are very nice....#itd make sense for him to stay so he can get enrolled in college and so he can have someone help him recover from surgery#aoki's another funny factor to consider tho. once he was better would he just tell jo to piss off LMAO#theres also the alternative where he's such a pampered baby he wants jo to stick around to do shit for him#sometimes i dare to think jo wrote a respectful email back to arakawa asking he stay overseas until aoki was done with school#god forbid a phone call. he can finesse an excuse it's easy no worries#aoki's his priority isnt he.. would arakawa be ok with that.... maybe if jo documented everything 😷#PLEASE the thought of jo having shitty video diaries is making me cackle. maybe audio recordings..#theres also so much to gain from the idea of jo having to Truly solo parent aoki even if it's just for four years. and he's like 24 by now#also jo getting his ass lost in the city but anyways#just an idea im far too attached to.... theres too much to be done with it.... and nothing my brain can put into cohesive thought ☠️#i gotta send this post now im just sitting here thinkin of Everything LMAO
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merl mei qi gets better with every appearance
#jojolion spoilers#in the tags#my hopes aren’t GREAT in terms of her making it out unscathed either aliveness wise or likeability wise#(though it’d take a lot more than her betraying the main cast to make me dislike her at this point LOL)#so. this too shall pass i suppose. but GOD she’s great at what she’s doing for the story and in the story. hope she has a stand.#kaato and her fulfilling my dream of morally gray jjba milfs lmao#(sighs in ‘kaato was done . just a bit dirty. like a miniscule particulate amount of dirty honestly all i’d change is how things were#literally ended’…)#(well ok i’m of the opinion that the entire final third of jojolion needed serious workshopping so her narrative could reasonabky use changi#changing A Lot but like judging by endgame jojolion standards i’d really just leave her and th.#goddamn. forgot his name. her FUCKING ex-husband in the same boat health-wise rather than her dying#like its really not that hard of a change plus i can imagine them throwing slurs at each other from across an emergency room fjtjhnhj#& as much as i ‘get’ her dying to defeat WoU working with her rejection of self-sacrifice earlier in the story i. also think that her#rejection of self-sacrifice was morally ambivalent enough that her coming to challenge herself on that#and do something dangerous as all hell to herself to save tsurugi AND still kill someone else in the process (girlboss) could be narratively#rewarded by her NOT actually dying still#like that’d. let us have it both ways. have our cake and eat it to. the enormous pressure on parents (mainly mothers) to destroy themselves#for the sake of their children IS unfair AND as a parent its still your responsibility to care for your (grand)kids at the expense of yourse#yourself. those being allowed to coexist would help with the parental themes jojolion had a Loooot imo#(itd even make sense with the half-baked ‘WoU is based around karma’ thing that comes up once. she approaches it which causes a counterattac#counterattack -albeit lessened already rhetorically- and then it still fails to kill her completely being It Was Doing A Good Thing For#On-The-Side-Of-Selfless purposes!)#anyways whoops this turned into a jojolion analysispost lol
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Thinking abt Sif Odile duo looping au again and I wanna be able to plot everything out more coherently but act 5 eternally looms overhead and boy I do not wanna look up
#rat rambles#stars posting#like I have a vague idea of some of the like themes I imagine being present late game but it doesnt change the fact that act 5 isnt very#duo looper au friendly especially in this case with most of the ideas I have#I rly want it to be both a breaking point for them as individuals and a breaking point for their relationship but idk how to go about that#fully taking the rest of the party into account especially since Im not even sure if I wanna give odile her own friendquests#like I Could but I also think it'd be fun for many reasons to not#and even if I Did itd be hard to justify having both be able to happen and go wrong in one loop#and theres not rly a good solution to that I think so my best bet is probably to just leave odile friendquestless#but Id rly like to still have odile quarrel with the rest of the party in a significant way#idk maybe it can be the scene where sif comes back to the lighthouse or smth?#like he comes back and odile just completely lashes out at him or smth and the others get rly upset with her#but then theres also the whole walk through the house that I have to figure out and Im also not set on how that should go#maybe it can be like reality almost splitting as they both try to use timecraft at the same time?#not sure how Id go about portraying that in story though since the rest of the party cant rly experience that I think#Im sure theres some way you could pull that off tho Im just too tired to have any good ideas atm#and then the biggest bastard comes in. mal moments.#like I cant just put them both there! that's not how that works!#and I dont wanna just leave them mostly vanilla thats boringgggg#but Id probably have to. alas.#afterwards is also a bit fuzzy but I have rhe general idea down#me and the bestie when we both made the same wish but dont know that and have both been falling into a spiral over it#(we dont even realize that the part of the wish that was the exact same was the core of the wish)#(we both just thought that we accidentally trapped the other with us in this hell)#(we also have been actively getting worse at communicating for months now so by the time the wishcraft stuff came up we were both deep in#the no feelings talky talk zone)#(we probably should have known smth was up when everyone started consistently thinking that we had a fight every loop)#(maybe we did but we just didnt want to admit they were right)#god I wish I was more confident with writing odile dialogue I wanna draw scenes from this au so bad#it doesnt help that I got too comfortable being into a media that had like 3 fans and now ppl might actually look at what I create
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#cryptic ramblings#in the tags#feelinggggg a little bit neglected by me irl friend group 😖#just like. every time i say smthn/yap a lil i dont tend to get much acknowledgement??#vs the other two will always get some kinda acknowledgement etc both from me and the other (theres 3 of us)#idk im hoping its my pre-period bs talking n overanalyzing things but like... idk#bc its like. we're all stressed bc of our jobs n like other stuff#n we all share w eachother! abt those stressors! n we sympathize n offer advice n help where necessary!#like these r my Best Friends. theyd both be my Co-Smthn Of Honor when i get married!!! so i dont wanna assume smthn negative abt em yk??#but i just... yknow... feel a lil... blergh#like neglected is kinda too strong but just like.. im kinda annoying??? bothersome maybe??? idk#like if uve seen some of my other tags ive been stressed tf out over cleaning my room bc i had a certain deadline (which was today)#n last night was the worst of my stress but it was the most id done n i shared this w them but another one of em shared some their own stuff#n we all responded to them while i did not get anything n it made me feel a bit ignored 🥴#n ik i should prob bring this up to them but like i also dont wanna guilt them into feeling likr they HAVE to respond to everything i send!!#bc sometimes i rly Do Be sending just stuff tht doesnt rly require a response like truly#n i get just not rly having anything to say either so mmmmmm idk#def think im overthinking it all n my dumb pms hormones or w/e are making me overreact as a result but i just wanted to vent a bit#get it off my chest. yk how it is#(i also hope this isnt the One Time one of em decides to hop onto tumblr after YEARS of not using it 🥴🥴)#IM the resident tumblrite so itd be quite a coinkydink if one of em hopped on outta nowhere 😖#...anyways... yeah thats p much it)#i love em!!! i dont think i could Not Love Em!!! but my brain's just bein rejection-sensitive or smthn#n taking the lack of responses twrd my shit as Rejections ig#is wack#end of vent. thanks if u read all this lol
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