#and i think it's bc long distance/marathon/endurance runners are tapping into our lizard brain

[troglobite]

i am sad :(

been trying to do more kickboxing stuff bc it just like makes me feel so fucking JAZZED i love it

and also i've been wanting to be more active, but back to back to back flareups has made it really hard

and so i started initially and i was VERY SORE! AND I WAS LIKE YEAHHHHH!!! LOVE TO BE SORE!!!!!

and then i was like I GOTTA KEEP WORKING OUT TO STAY SORE!!!

but it made me less sore :(

now idk if i even feel sore at all today :(

my arms should hurt to move around, my back should hate trying to keep me upright. but alas. :(

guess that means i have to work out even harder >:)