#and i started crying abt it and wanting to drop out of ap macro bc why am i even doing that to myself anyway
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thinking about the orange and what the living do.
#also just had a breakdown abt failing my math test & accepting the reality that i will NOT get into my dream college#my mom was all like ‘we don’t know that there’s still a chance’ no bro there’s literally not#this shit is a hop and a skip away from ivy league im NOT getting in with a 3.3 gpa like. it’s just not happening. it literally won’t happen#and i had kind of accepted that for a while but there was always smth in the back of my head like welll there’s still a tiny chance#and only today did the reality of it rly sink in.. i will have to go to a college… live there.. and it will not be the one i want#and i started crying abt it and wanting to drop out of ap macro bc why am i even doing that to myself anyway#but im in fucking STANDARD calculus and we were testing on PRE CAL skills and i just. idk im#im not good at math anymore i think. there are just so many little tiny rules i can’t remember all of it there’s too much#i shouldn’t even be in calc/stat bro but some mf decided to put me a grade ahead in math & science when i was a little child#still can’t believe that test grade. after i spent so long struggling w the hw and review. abhorrent#so im having a day
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