#and i kept in passing seeing their mario stuff on youtube shorts and i finally caved after some weeks

[kawaiianimeredhead]

I can't believe after what felt like years (but probably wasnt) of not feeling like I have a full hyperfixation thing going on with any sort of media

I get a hyperfixation on two cosplayers on tiktok* doing mario fanfiction

I do not know how to feel about it

(*that I'm watching on youtube)

[5hfanfiction]

Signing Off - Chapter 19

A/N: Omg hi, it’s a year later and i’m sorry I abandoned y’all (like C did to 5h but that’s not the point) Oh shit? do you hear that? That’s the sound of C stans or ot5 fans clicking off this fic right about now. Ah… shit. Imma shut up now and let y’all read this update, it took a year to pump out and it’s absolute shit so my apologies. Camila’s POV I sat on the idea of accepting the role for this movie for a few days. The thought of Lauren and Normani having a rather close relationship still lingered in my brain. I knew they were only friends but how much closer could they get if I weren’t in the picture? I knew Lauren wouldn’t betray me like that but I had always been a jealous person. No matter how much I tried, my jealousy would always get the best of me. My instincts tell me to hurt them before they hurt me but I didn’t want to hurt Lauren. More importantly, I didn’t want to lose her either. I knew I probably should’ve been more communicable with Lauren about my uneasiness but I also didn’t want Lauren to think I didn’t trust her. Because I did trust her, I still do, it’s myself that I didn’t trust. I took the role. I had called Roger a little less than a week after my date with Lauren. He was very excited that I gave him a call and he started to finalize all of the details for the film. My days with Lauren were dwindling so we had decided to spend every waking moment with each other. We cooked together, we read together, we did everything together and it just felt so domestic, I was going to miss that. Lauren and I had a date every few days. Most of the time, it was just us going to grab some fast food or a slushee but I still considered them dates as long as I was with her. “Good morning.” My girlfriend whispered in my ear as I stirred awake. “Morning.” I mumbled, turning around to face her. “You leave tonight.” The green eyed beauty pouted. I chuckled, “Who needs a calendar when you can have a Lauren Jauregui.” “Not everyone can have a Lauren Jauregui.” My girlfriend joked back. There was a short silence that followed our short banter. “I’ll miss you.” I said, tucking a strand of her hair behind her ear. “Finally! I’ll be free of you! I needed a break from having you around me 24/7.” She joked before relenting after I gave her a pointed look. “I’ll miss you too, babe. We’ll FaceTime almost everyday though, right?” I gave her a tight lipped smile, “I’ll try to.” “When do you get to come home again?” The other YouTuber asked, breaking our eye contact and beginning to trace a light pattern on my hand with her thumb. “I don’t know.” I sighed. “Roger said that we’re predicted to be done by March” The green eyed girl stayed silent for a moment. "Do you know how long you’ll be filming for?” “About three months.” I answered. When Lauren didn’t reply I decided to change the subject slightly, feeling guilty that I had been withholding it from her. “My ex-girlfriend is playing my love interest.” “Oh.” The other YouTuber gulped. “Why did you guys break up?” “It was a mutual decision, honestly. We grew apart and had different aspirations in life. She had a role on Broadway so she had always been off in rehearsals or parties with her cast mates. I didn’t mind since I threw myself into my YouTube career. I had photoshoots and meetings to distract myself from missing her.” I explained. “I didn’t know you had an ex-girlfriend.” Lauren responded. I shrugged, “Our relationship was private for the most part, I never really posted pictures with her nor was she ever in any of my videos.” “How long have you known about her being in the film too?” Lauren insecurely asked. “Since the day after our date.” I truthfully told her and I immediately saw her look away. “I didn’t think it was that big of a deal.” “You still should’ve told me.” I could sense a little insecurity in her voice. “You don’t still have feelings for her… right?” She hesitantly asked. “Laur, look at me.” I requested. When she complied I continued, “She was my first love, so I’ll always love her. But that doesn’t matter because i’m not in love with her, I’m in love with you.” I softly kissed her lips to reassure her. “Please never forget that.” I whispered when I pulled back. After a long pause, my girlfriend finally responded. “Okay. I trust you.” I smiled and searched her eyes for any hint of doubt, but I didn’t see any. “Okay. Can we get breakfast now? I’m starving.” “Sure, babe, I’ll be the chef and put together an exquisite meal for you.” My girlfriend yelled while jumping up from the bed and running towards the kitchen. I shook my head at her antics and took my time washing up. When I finally sauntered in the kitchen I saw Lauren sitting at the table, phone in hand, munching on a bowl of cereal. “What took you so long? Your cereal is probably soggy by now.” She said with her cheeks full of cereal. “A bowl of soggy cereal is your supposed exquisite meal?” I laughed examining the floppy Frosted Flakes in my bowl. “Yep! Just call me Chef Lauren! Gordon Ramsey who?” She beamed. I laughed, “You’re such an idiot.” “But I’m your idiot.” We sat in a comfortable silence. Lauren was preoccupied with something on her phone while I quietly ate my cereal. It was times like these that I’d miss most, times where we’d sit in comfortable silence but one of us would crack a joke and we wouldn’t even have to be touching but I’d still feel close to her. I continued to eat my soggy cereal while toying with the promise ring that Lauren had given to me in Rome and smiled. “I love Lauren Jauregui” I thought to myself. This movie shoot is one small bump in the road of Lauren and I’s relationship together. Lauren’s POV I’m not going to lie, the fact that Camila was going to be on the other side of the planet to me with her ex-girlfriend scared me shitless. Even though she had spent the past few weeks reassuring me that there would be nothing going on with them, I was still skeptical about her being her love interest. I mean that means they’re gonna have to kiss and stuff right? What if there’s a sex scene? They’d be naked together! However, I trust Camila. If she said there’d be nothing between them, I believe her. I looked at my girlfriend across the table, eating my soggy masterpiece in bliss before leaning over to kiss her temple quickly. “What was that for?” The brunette YouTuber asked, beaming at me. “Nothing, I just love you and I’m going to miss you.” I replied contentedly. “I’ll miss you too, my love.” She responded, entwining our hands over the dining table. *** “Babe, your flight leaves in an hour and a half, let’s go!” I called from the front door of my girlfriend’s house. “One second!” Camila called out from upstairs, tripping over her luggage as she sprinted to grab the remaining clothes she had yet to pack. “You said one second like 10 minutes ago, Camz.” I chuckled, walking through the door of her bedroom just in time to witness my girlfriend trying to shove the clothes into her luggage. “I was going to pack sooner but I passed out after you insisted on going three more rounds!” The petite Cuban defensively said. I smirked, “It’s not my fault you can’t keep up.” “My stupid Mario Kart dude wouldn’t go any faster! And he was like a banana magnet!” She huffed, frustrated her luggage won’t close and how I had brought up our Mario Kart tournament. “I kept trying to avoid them but he always found a way back to them.” “Right… blame the character, not the driver.” I winked before moving to shut the luggage with ease. “I’m gonna put this in the car, you finish grabbing everything else, okay babe?” I loaded my girlfriend’s luggage into the car and waited patiently, drumming my fingers on the steering wheel. Minutes later, she came out bringing her purse and a small bag. “Ready to go?” I asked, intertwining our hands in her lap. “Sadly, yes, I am.” She sighed. “Alright,” I stopped to check my imaginary watch, “We’ve got an hour and 15 minutes to get you there and on that plane! And with LA traffic, you’ll be there with plenty of time to spare!” I said sarcastically. “Yeah, yeah, shut up and drive.” My girlfriend demanded, rolling her eyes. We made it to LAX with about 45 minutes to spare. I went with her throughout the airport til about as far as I could go, but by now we were both crying. “Goodbye, my love.” I choked out, looking like a blubbering mess. We embraced each other in a gut crushing hug. “I love you so much. I’ll call you whenever I can.” The petite brunette mumbled through her tears. “Final boarding call for Flight 1218 to Rome.” We heard a flight attendant announce over the intercom. I proceeded to passionately crash my lips against my girlfriend’s. I never wanted it to end. This would be the last kiss that I get from my girlfriend for who knows how long? The kiss tasted like her chapstick mixed with the saltiness from our tears. Camila began to walk away, our hands still intertwined. I decided to yank her back and kiss her once more. In this kiss, however, I snuck my tongue in there, making both of our knees go weak and a tingling between my thighs. “Now you can go.” I said, pulling away before things got more heated. “I love you, have a safe flight!” I watched my girlfriend enter the gate and my heart sank a little. I quickly took my phone out and sent a text. To: Camz I miss you already. I then took my time wandering back to my car. I hadn’t spent more than a day without Camila, I didn’t know how I’d do with three months.

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