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#and i just rly wanted a goddamn mcflurry fucking hell
hrina · 8 years
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#ok i am so pissed and for such!!! a!!!! stupid!!!! reason!!!!#i just wanted a fuckin mcflurry from mcdonalds but the one near my house ran out of fuckin ice cream you've gotta be kidding me#and it's such a dumb and trivial thing but i've just had to endure 5 hours of judgemental relatives who were fuckin analyzing my entire life#and my mum was unwilling to drive to a mcdonalds that was slightly further away#and its so dumb bc I COULD EASILY GO IF I HAD MY LICENSE BUT I'M FUCKIN TERRIFIED TO DRIVE#and im just so mad and miserable bc i feel like such an incompetent piece of shit like who doesn't have their license?#and my parents keep telling me to get it but DONT THEY REALIZE I FUCK UP EVERYTHING I TOUCH?? imagine me trying to drive a fuckin car#and like i said i just spent hours with a bunch of judgmental relatives#so ofc i'm feeling like a piece of shit bc who DOESNT after being criticized for the whole day#and im just fuckin dumb like i can't do anything right no matter what i do its never good enough and ppl always find a way to yell at me#and i'm starting a new semester for school tomorrow so i have to endure countless projects and tests again and i just wanna die#like this weekend was amazing for the most part bc i felt relaxed since i was done exams but then my mum made me look up scholarships#and they're all due by the 15th of feb and it's just so stressful now and that paired with a new semester makes me so damn stressed again#like i can't catch a fuckin break i just want a week just a goddamn week where i don't have to worry about anything#but apparently thats impossible bc PPL ALWAYS WANT SOMETHING FROM ME#and i just rly wanted a goddamn mcflurry fucking hell#and now im just sitting here like a fuckin idiot crying my eyes out and its so dumb and im fuckin stupid for getting so upset over this#which just makes me hate myself even more#i just wanna die#sorry for clogging ur dash i don't usually vent my feelings here so i feel like a dam just broke im sorry#shut up cass
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