#and i just had to sit thwre while our doctors told me that like *suprised pilachu* | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

tommyssupercoolblog · 6 months ago

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Anyway. I still love myself even though I'm like. Weird. Girl why is that my fear response. It's okay though I stay silly

Why can't I be the "shuts down when panicked" kind of person and not the "rambles and talks even MORE when panicked" kind of person. Girl I just failed to have a coherent conversation because I left five comments in a row and didn't even see they replied while I was typing all those fucking comments

#i made a textpost #I'm sure some people find it endearing. it's just also INCONVENIENT AS FUCK but like #live laugh love #there are certainly disadvantages but feeling upset about it isn't going to change how my brain works #therapy might but girl. one thing at a time #I'm still working on my emotional regulation #like as in not feeling them as intensely #my response to social anxiety can come later okay first step is not to be so AREAAUGH in yhe first place #which. fun fact. they think i might have BPD?? my doctors were like #hey. hey you specifically as an alter have a lot of symptoms of BPD. like a lot. i think that's a little weird #and i just had to sit thwre while our doctors told me that like *suprised pilachu*#does it explain a LOT about me? yes. did i see it COMING??? girl. no

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