#and i have a really big paper draft due today and all ive done on it is come up with a half assed population model where the pigs are fuckin
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#nunya beeswax#god god god god god i am SUFFERING right now#i havent been to class in three weeks and im unmedicated and want to die all the time and cant get anything done and dont have any energy#and i have a really big paper draft due today and all ive done on it is come up with a half assed population model where the pigs are fuckin#g immortal bc i cant find mortality data#and i have a lab exam at 2 tomorrow and i know NOTHING i literally dont even know what species are on kt#and i have 12 hours of lecture to catch up on for one class and ankther 12 hours of lab and then for my other class i have 3 r labs and 8#hours of lecture#and i still have to clean my apartment and do laundry and walk my dog and feed myself and i dont know what to do i dont know what to do im#so overwhelmed and im still so so sad about my grandpa dying that i keep bursting into tears randomly several times per day#and i just. i dont know what to do#i need to study for my lab exam but i need to write my paper but i cant do either of those until i clean off the kitchen counter#and i need to call my doctor but i dont even know what to say#because like. nothings wrong! i havent relapsed! im just fucking miserable and cant cope with life rn#so instead here i am. just sitting on the couch waiting for my adderall to kick in so i have a chance of doing something god anything
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