#and i forgot he has a cover of two breaths walking?????????????????????? omfg

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HOOOOOWWWWWW how did i forget about piko's cover wtf im,,,

[fett-djarin]

I posted this on the wrong blog omfg and i didnt realize til this morning but HI ITS PAZ TIME

Paz Vizsla x f!reader

Rating: 18+

Length: 3k Tags: Brief description of injury/blood, thigh riding, fingering, riding, multiple orgasms, creampies, cockwarming, please tell me if i missed anything!!!

NSFW under the cut!

When Paz visited, you knew you were in for a long night.

Usually a long night of steamy, messy sex that left you unable to walk straight the next day.

Tonight was a little different.

There was a heavy rap on your door that startled you awake from where you had been dozing on and off while watching holodramas. You pushed yourself up, nearly running to the door at the knock again. You pulled it open, expecting Paz, but you were surprised--it was Paz, but he had a hand pressed to his side, over the thick leather and padded cloth that covered where the beskar didn’t, and he leaned heavily against the doorframe to your apartment.

“Hey, mesh’la,” Paz greeted you, voice strained. Dark red seeped around his gloves.

“Paz!”  You grabbed his elbow, wiggling under his arm in an attempt to support some of his weight. Like you could do much for a heavy artillery Mandalorian warrior easily weighing 300 pounds with the armor on, but you would try.

You stumbled into your apartment, kicking the door shut behind you. Paz’s massive frame dwarfed your own and he leaned heavily on you, which never happened even when the big  Mandalorian showed up injured. Then again, no injury before seemed as serious as this one. He collapsed on to your couch with a groan, hand still pressed tight to the wound on his side.

You scrambled to your fresher, pulling out the medkit you kept stocked for cases like this--albeit, it was only a medkit, and you weren’t a medic or properly prepared to deal with an injury more than a shallow blaster burn. You knelt on the floor next to the couch, encouraging him to let you remove the blue-painted beskar plates, laying them aside on the floor. You frowned the blaster residue and new scuffs on them.

"Let me see." You placed your hand over his, pressed against his side.

He grunted in response.

"Let me see," you repeated, urging him to move his hand and you sucked in a tight breath at the ragged wound in the flesh of his side. "What happened?" You couldn't stop your horrified whisper.

"Vibroblade. Didn't--" he huffed. "Didn't see him behind me." His voice was raspy.

You cut away what you could of the fabric--the less damaged sections proving too thick for your little scissors. Stars, how was he still standing? It wasn't too long, but it was deep.

Paz breathed a deep sigh, seemingly relaxing into your couch.

"Hey, hey, stay awake. Paz, stay with me," you shook his arm, making him groan. "I know. But you can't sleep. Not yet."

The medkit tipped, spilling its contents across the ground. A bacta shot. It was small, not enough to close the whole wound, but enough to help. At the very least, slow the bleeding and ease the pain. It was your best starting point.

"Paz, I'm gonna give you a shot, okay? Don't punch me," you said, trying to be as gentle as possible. He hissed, large fists clenching as you administered the shot. When you smeared bacta gel along the raw edges, his heavy hand landed on your shoulder, squeezing hard enough to make you wince. The shot had slowed the bleeding like you had hoped, so the remaining gel should do the trick for the rest...so you laid a patch over it, and now all you could do was wait. A wound of that size would take a few days to heal without stronger bacta or a professional medic's care, but as long as Paz didn't die--in your apartment!--you knew he would be okay.

He better be, because how in the hells would you explain the corpse of a Mandalorian hunter on your couch.

“Fierfek,” Paz grumbled. You nudged the spilled medkit supplies out of the way with your leg, scooting closer on your knees and laying your head on his thigh, beskar cool against your cheek. Paz murmured your name. His hand came up, stroking over your hair and cheek, helmet rolled to the side so he could look at you. “Thank you.”

You caught his hand, twining your fingers together. “Of course.” You shuffled closer, so you could press your forehead to his helmet in a gentle Keldabe kiss. “Feeling better?”

“Now that the imminent threat of death has passed, yes.” Good, he must not be lying if his sarcastic dry humor was already making a reappearance. “You look good on your knees for me, mesh’la.”

“Paz.”

He chuckled, then winced as his side ached. You tutted, smoothing your hand across his chest in a soothing gesture. You could feel his eyes on you through the dark T-visor of his helmet.

“Can you blame me?” He tapped you under the chin with his forefinger, thumb rolling over your lower lip. You rolled your eyes good-naturedly, pushing to your feet and planting a kiss on his helmet. He caught you around the hips, tugging you down on top of him. You squawked in indignation, terrified of hurting him, but he maneuvered you in a way that you fell on his uninjured side, half on top of his broad body and sandwiched between him and the back of your couch.

“Don’t hurt yourself!”

“Don’t insult me, cyar’ika,” Paz chuckled. His touch swept down your spine and he palmed a handful of your ass. “Was looking forward to seeing you...not exactly like this.” You were no match for the strength of the heavy artillery Mandalorian, so you resigned yourself to your fate of cuddling. Not that you minded, but you also couldn’t help but worry over the freshly-dressed wound on his side. Instead, you settled into his side, laying your head on his chest, which was currently free of beskar--a rare occurrence outside of your bed.

He continued to massage your asscheek, occasionally dipping dangerously lower and brushing against your clothed pussy from behind. You couldn’t help but squirm against him, feeling the spark of arousal flutter to life in your belly. He hummed, pulling you tighter against him, and you were practically sprawled across his chest. One of his thick thighs pressed between yours and you bit your lip to smother your sharp gasp. Your hands curled into fists in his undershirt.

Paz hummed, adjusting his body--probably would give the excuse of getting more comfortable--but it pressed the firm muscle of his thigh harder against you. It drew a little whine from you and he chuckled darkly. He used his hold on your hips to press you down, dragging your cunt against his thigh.

“Something you like there, mesh’la?” You could hear the grin in his voice.

Paz had been so serious when you first met. Gruff, intimidating...he towered over you, and honestly scared you half to death with his looming silent warrior persona, but once you two had worked together for a bit and you grew more comfortable with each other, he turned into a giant goofball. Sometimes when he put on his serious-scary-Mandalorian front when dealing with a quarry you forgot that that was how most people knew Paz. Nobody got to see the warmth underneath.

Right now, though, the way the muscle of his thigh dragged against your clit through your pants sent sparks dancing up your spine.

“Y-you’re hurt...don’t--” your breath left you and you stuttered as he rocked your hips down.

“Guess you’ll have to be on top, then, huh?”

You felt heat fill your face, wetness pooling in your underwear. You tugged the cloth covering his neck to the side so you could suck a mark into his skin, feeling the rumble of his groan under your lips. He smelled good, something earthy and the tang of plasma and something uniquely Paz. His thick arousal pressed into your thigh as you rocked against him.

“Kiss me?” Your voice was high, far needier than you wanted to seem. You pressed your nose into his neck, rubbing your thigh against his erection, which made him buck and growl. He paused, focusing on your face, and you obediently, deliberately shut your eyes, holding still. After a few moments you felt him shift around, and then warm breath was ghosting across your face and a hot tongue traced your lower lip.

You opened for him with a whimper, and Paz immediately turned it filthy, his tongue sliding into your mouth and tasting yours, swallowing all of the sweet little noises you made. His hand curled into your hair, guiding your head to where he wanted it, lips caressing yours and deepening the kiss. It was wet, hot, and made your core ache for more.

“Please,” you whispered.

He broke away from you with a huff of laughter. He lowers his helmet back in place and taps your chin, telling you you could open your eyes. “What was that, pretty thing? You’re beggin’ already and we just got started.”

He worked his hands under the waistband of your shorts, running down the front of your panties and brushing over your clit. You moaned as he began stroking soft circles over the cloth. You whined his name when he nudged your panties to the side and ran his thick fingers through your dripping slit, teasing lightly at your entrance.

You groaned at the loss of his fingers, but he tipped them up under his helmet and your eyes snapped shut out of instinct. You knew he was licking them clean and you shuddered on top of him. He was suddenly encouraging you to lift your hips and tugged your pants and panties down in one motion. You straddled his waist, his erection now pressed right to your weeping slit and giving you some much needed friction, but still nearly not enough.

You squirmed on top of him, rocking your hips down, the cold beskar of his codpiece sending a shock through you. He chuckled at your neediness.

“Calm down, baby. Gotta get you ready first.” His deep voice purring underneath you made you clench around nothing. He pulled his gloves off, fingers returning to your cunt, dipping down to your entrance. Paz slid two knuckle-deep into your wet heat, making you whine at the stretch. Fuck, his fingers were thick. Nothing in comparison to his cock though. He always took time to get you ready for him. He would be rough anywhere else you wanted him to be, but sometimes you wished he would just sink you down on his cock and make you take it, make that stretch bite and ache that much more brightly.

You tipped forward onto his chest, mouthing at his neck as the heel of his palm ground against your clit, his fingers curling into that bright spot inside you that made your legs tremble around him.

“You’re needy. So wet for me, cyar’ika.”

Your voice wavered as you answered, “Yeah, I’m the needy one, when you came here hurt and practically pulled me on top of you as soon as--” you yelped as his large hand laid a sharp smack on your ass, massaging the sting into a radiating warmth that made you want more. His fingers pressed into you faster, your nails digging in through his undershirt. Oh, that tightness was building inside you, shivers dancing up your spine as Paz brought you higher and higher. The way the heel of his palm rolled just right against your clit was driving you towards the edge, mouth falling open with a desperate whimper.

“Yeah, that’s what I thought.” His voice was gruff, dropped even lower and you felt the rumble of it bones-deep.

“More, more, please--” You wiggled on top of him, trying to grind your hips down just so in time with the movement of his hand. He stopped altogether and you let out a frustrated noise.

“Please, Paz, please make me cum,” you whined into his neck, biting lightly and soothing it over with your tongue. “Let me cum on your hand.”

He clicked his tongue at you, and your pussy clenched around his fingers, still inside you. “You beg so prettily. Should I let you? Or should I make you beg some more?”

You let out a desperate moan, shaking your head where your face was buried at the juncture of his shoulder. “Been good, Paz, please….”

He hummed, seemingly mulling it over. “You have been good, sweet girl.” His fingers began moving again, thrusting in and out of you at a languid pace. It wasn’t fast, but it hit that spot deep inside you that made you see stars. “Go on then. Cum on my fingers.” You let out a relieved groan, which quickly turned into a high-pitched noise when he abruptly thrust his fingers deep, grinding his hand against your clit. Oh, fuck.

He did it again, and again, picking up speed each time, until you were quivering around him. His voice was rough, low and dark in your ear, and it felt like he reached in your body and grabbed your orgasm right out of you when he demanded that you cum, now.

It spread warmth from your core, down your legs and up your back, toes curling and legs shaking. His fingers continued moving in and out of you slowly, gently working you through the waves of pleasure while you clenched around him, until you jolted, riding the fine razor’s edge of overstimulation. The obscene slick noise as he pulled his fingers from you made you whimper, core clenching around nothing.

His fingers prodded at your lips, and it was his turn to let out a moan when you took them in your mouth, licking them clean and tasting yourself. You sucked on his fingers, running your tongue along every ridge and dip like it was his cock in your mouth instead. He pulled his spit-soaked fingers from your mouth, moving down to undo his codpiece and fling it aside. “Filthy girl.”

His thick erection slid through your folds. You sighed, rolling your hips, coating him in your slick. Shit, he was big. He always made sure you were prepared beforehand, but were you ever really completely prepared? You braced yourself on your knees and lifted your hips. Paz guided himself to your soaked entrance and you sucked in a harsh breath at the first stretch around the head of his cock. You’ve taken him before, dozens of times, but each time it felt like he would never fit completely. The push of his cock through your cunt, inch by inch, made your legs begin to shake as you took him deeper. He reached that spot deep inside of you, pressed right against the patch of nerves that sent raw electricity through you. You sank down on him slowly, little fretful noises pulled from your throat, as his hands ran up and down your sides in a soothing motion.

“There you go, baby, look at that,” he breathed out as your hips came flush with his. He ran his hand down your tummy, pressing lightly just above your pubic bone, making the tight fit of his cock in you even sharper, pulling a wrecked moan from you. “Yeah? Feel me right here?” His thumb stroked teasing lines below your bellybutton, and you clenched around him, making another noise at the feeling of him so deep inside you. “Take me so well, mesh’la, fuck.”

You tentatively rocked your hips, lifting up an inch and slowly coming back down. Fuck, that feeling was devastating. You wouldn’t last long. Paz’s hands settled on your hips, encouraging you to rise up on your knees and drop back down. It started slow, letting you adjust to the feeling of him inside you, but his grip became more demanding. You may have been on top, but Paz was in control; lifting and pulling you down like you weighed nothing. You leaned forward slightly, now thrusting back into him, and you almost shrieked at the new angle.

This way, each thrust of his cock in your wet heat drilled that sensitive spot inside you with deadly precision. His touch was greedy, working you faster and harder, the slick sounds of your wetness dripping out of you and coating his cock only easing the way he filled you. The sound of skin meeting skin made you pulse around him and he bit out a rough groan at a particularly tight squeeze of your pussy around him. His breathing was coming faster and you were nearly boneless in his arms, head tipped back in pleasure.

“Fuck, you gonna cum again, pretty baby?” One of his large palms gripped your ass, pressing tight enough you knew you would have five fingertip-sized circular bruises tomorrow. You nodded wordlessly, and he took the opportunity to thrust up into you, wrenching a loud moan from your throat. His other hand dipped down to rub fast little circles over your clit, pulling you roughly down into him. Sparks of electricity ran though you and you seized up tight, reaching that high and being thrown right off it. Your orgasm wracked through your entire body, pulling a sound from Paz like he had been punched as you pulsed around him, impossibly tighter.

The debilitating waves of ecstasy washed over you, making you tremble in his grasp. Paz pulled you down to his chest and wrapped his arms around you, holding you while you squirmed and shook. You bit down at the juncture of his neck and shoulder and he thrust into you hard, cumming deep with a gravelly growl of your name. His warm release in you made you shudder again, clinging tightly to him. Your chest heaved, catching your breath, eyes closed with exhaustion.

“Keep your eyes closed, cyare.” Paz murmured in your ear. You nodded, cheek squished against his chest, tucked under his chin. You felt his soft lips caress your hairline, then your cheeks, and you tilted your head up for a sweet kiss to your lips. Paz shifted under you and you made a noise of discontent, clinging closer to him.

“Lay with me,” he said. His voice came filtered through the modulator, helmet back in place.

You sighed, settling in, hitching a breath at the way it shifted his cock still inside your sensitive core. “Like I could move anyway.” Good thing he was a space heater.

Paz just chuckled, wrapping his big arms around you, holding you to his chest. “Get some rest.”

“You should too,” you mumbled, closing your eyes, pressing a final kiss into his skin.

[strawbrieshortcake]

HC for oikawa kageyama and ushijima to their s/o wearing someone else’s jacket like for oikawa it would be his s/o in iwa’s jacket?

Warning(s): two swears? Fluff and a tiny bit of angst if you look hard enough

A/n: I hope you like it! :)

Tooru Oikawa:

It was during lunch when the ‘accident’ happened

 Recently, Oikawa’s fan girls got upset

You and oikawa made your relationship public

to the school (b/c the vbc already knew)

and his fangirls?? straight up FERAL

So in the past week the fangirls tried to target you by pulling things on you

Today was a prime example of it

Oikawa had already gotten his food, so it was just you and Iwaizumi

While walking back to the table, this bitch random chick got in your way last second and spilled her milk all over you!

You and Iwaizumi were smart enough to know w/ that smirk on her face that it was intentional

You were about to throw hands but then you felt the milk seep through your shirt

“Oi, l/n you can take my jacket and go change”

Lifesaver Iwa-chan has entered the chat

But actually, he had his backpack with him from gym so he had his jacket and gave it to you

So you took it and went to the bathroom and changed while you were leaving you could hear Iwa scolding the girl how disrespectful she is

When you got out, you just walked to the table with your manz

He didn’t notice what you were wearing at first

“Oh y/n-chan! Nice to see you finally joined us! What took you so lo-”

boy deadass stops breathing to look at you

You may have been the manager

but that jacket isn’t yours it was WAYYY too big

He wouldn’t get mad, just confused!

“Y/n-chan!! Are you CHEATING on me?!” dude dramatically flops on the table

He would use this as a method to get info as to why you aren’t wearing HIS jacket

He knows you wouldn’t! It’s just a way to hide his feelings

He is so insecure :,(

So you explain the situation to him while rubbing your fingers over his arm

and he understands

but expect him to go back to class, get his jacket, and give it to you

Iwa was just trying to do good smh

Bonus:

The next day Oikawa gathered everybody at lunch and told them that if anybody tried to interfere with your relationship he will “get Iwa-chan to give you one of his super deadly spikes to the head!”

cue you and Iwa throwing food at him

Tobio Kageyama:

It was during practice when Yamaguchi made a mistake that would come with consequences

he accidentally left his jacket in the storage room while changing

you and Kags started to date 2 months prior, so everything was still new to this boy!

He just barely started to warm up with affection

or get good at it b/c he would aggressively ruffle your hair

he had good intentions but

we all know how it went when he tried to smile

It was right after practice and kicking out kags and hinata when you found the black jacket in the storage room

“Hey Yachi! Do you know whose this is?”

then lil Yachi came over to inspect the jacket when she realized whose it was

“Oh! It’s Yamaguchi’s!” you could basically see the light bulb turn on in her head sweet baby

You then remembered hearing Yams tell Ukai that he wouldn’t be in tomorrow b/c of his dentist appointment

And you guys didn’t share a class

But it’s okay!! His house was on the way to yours so you could just drop it off

“Do you want to come with me?” You turned around to find her no longer standing next to you

It’s okay, you can do it by yourself

everything would work out well

right

You said your goodnight to Kiyoko and went on your adventure to dropping off the jacket

then it got slightly cold

then it got really cold

But it’s not bad to just wear your friend’s jacket till you get to his house

so you pulled the jacket on and thought nothing of it

well nothing till you got jump scared by your boyfriend and the wonderful smile of his

”toBIO what are you doing?!” you slapped him so hard, you left a mark on the side of his face

“i thought you said you liked surprises…” his face looks like a sad little puppy now :(

“I do, but you scared me! You don’t just jump out of nowhere without saying anything!”

He just followed you from behind without saying anything

which was kinda weird b/c he usually gets flustered easily like that

“hey...y/n whose jacket is that?” so you KINDA forgot you were wearing it

when you turn around he looks dead on the inside

he is upset, not at you but in general

”Oh it's Yamaguchi’s! I'm going to drop it off at his house...you can go with me”

Insecure boy pt. 2

He just holds your hand the whole time and when you get there yams opens the door and thanked you

omfg Kags ripped the jacket off of you and threw it to Yams with so much force

You all said goodnight but when Kags walked you home?? This boy was all over you

He wrapped his arms around you shoulders (no matter your height) and put his head against yours

This boy would need constant reassurance that you want him and not someone else

It took a good week for him to stop glaring at Yams

Wakatoshi Ushijima:

Okay I’m letting you know right now, this boy doesn’t really get jealous

He knows,loves, and trusts you!

He is smart, not doubt about that I mean he needs to be to go to that school right?

But he does get a little confused here and there

Today was one of those days he was more confused

You, Toshi and Tendou agreed to help Goshiki imporve his jump serve after school

so you just showed up in a shirt in sweats (b/c you do be living in a rich school)

Little Goshiki was trying so hard to be Toshi’s power levels

“Hey Waka! Wanna get some snacks with mee?” Throughout the whole practice tendou was complaining about how he was so hungry that he could eat a whole horse

to which Toshi replied “I think that is quite impossible, Tendou”

moving on

Both boys left leaving you with the sweet little bowl boy!

“L/n? How does Ushijima act as a spouse??”

 When you looked at him his eyes were filled with so much admiration

“uh,,well he is very kind to me! He is a gentleman to me,,,and he loves me?”

You were so confused, but he is a baby so it's okay

While little bowl boy was looking at you

he noticed you shivered

So he put a sweater around your shoulders 

his sweater

You took it with kindness b/c how could you deny a sweet baby like him?

He looked so excited like something was gonna happen

then right as he was about to talk

“Y/n,, I got you chocolate” your manz pops back in

he noticed right away

“that's not my sweater?” he is just confused BSHBSH

“Yeah, it's Goshiki! He gave it to me because I got cold”

Tendou is just watching in amusement

“y/n-chan! You look like you’re tuning into an icicle!”

“But it’s not snowing or raining?” omg baby boy Toshi is so confused

“If you wanted to be warm you could have asked for my sweater”

He just takes it off, take Goshiki’s sweater off of you, then covers you in his

It was probably devouring you ngl

It was a little sweet moment between you :,)

Bonus:

Before you and Toshi got to the gym, Tendou told Goshiki if he wanted to be a better ace than Toshi he needed to be better than him at everything

Poor baby Goshiki took this to heart so he tried to be a gentleman to you too

Can we get an F

[botls]

seeing hadestown 9/29/19 - part two

under the cut is my take on act two of hadestown after seeing it. i didnt really do a play by play of what’s happening in every scene so this is kind of assuming that you have some previous knowledge of the show and focuses on on the cast and the little things they were doing. part 1 here. meeting the cast. meeting tlt cast. if you have more questions or are curious about anything else PLEASE come and ask me in my inbox or messages i could talk about this show for the rest of my life

our lady of the underground:

the workers weren’t there - it was just persephone and hermes which was really cool

not sure if that was a new thing or a temp thing or something i was supposed to know but yeah i thought the workers were usually there

amber is obviously captivating in this song

she comes in arm and arm with hermes and then she like tries kissing him and he makes a disgusted face at her and walks away so she chases him while shimmying

she gives him her flask and he gives her her bouquet from the beginning in return and he smells the flask and violently leans back with a disgusted face it was so funny

i forgot what she did that made me laugh but when she said “you want stars?” i remember laughing so loud at something she did rip i think it might have just been the way she said it paired with throwing her arms up but i sadly don’t remember

way down(reprise):

when eurydice said “hi i’m eurydice” eva’s mic cut out just for that one line so then when she was like “doesn’t anybody hear me?” her mic was back on i was like lmfao no, nobody CAN hear you it was such perfect timing tbh

at one point she tries to get to the fates at the front and she tries shoving past some workers and they move out of her way in like. slow motion it’s sad

when she tries to go back the workers are forming a line that blocks her

flowers:

legitimately the saddest thing to ever happen to me ever in my whole life ever

i was very sad

very sad

eva’s voice was so soft and beautiful

the “choreo” was so impactful but simple but also super coordinated you could tell it was all very purposeful

what she does with her hands during the “i remember someone” part is so sad and soft but hard to put into words

you could tell that her crying was just eva genuinely sobbing

the workers are all laying on the stage/platform behind her while she sings and they look like they’re sleeping/resting

come home with me reprise:

THE SOFTEST EVERRRRRR

reeve hauls ass through the aisle like i was trying to look for him but he seriously came out of nowhere and bounded down the aisle so fast

i squealed when orpheus picked up eurydice and spun her i knew it was coming but it was too tender and soft for my heart to handle

when she’s like “you heard” the way he said “no” was so matter of fact and he smiled like such a little shit and everyone laughed

their hugs uwu they hug so much

when he spins her around please 🥺

papers:

it was perfectly done

when he said “i’m not going back alone” he stepped forward towards hades and the when he said “i came to take her home” he pointed at eurydice and it turned into a grab hug

he is so sad at the end omfg

during the instrumental is when his cuts and dirt really become obvious bc it seems like the workers are targeting those spots

at one point orpheus is up on the center platform stairs and he throws himself off and timothy catches him like a one man crowd surf situation it was actually funny if it was heartbreaking

nothing changes:

it really seemed like orpheus was going to give up

he was clutching an imaginary injury on his side and breathing so heavily and he seriously looked defeated

i knew what was going to happen and i was still like PLEASEEE don’t give up bb

if it’s true:

magic

pure magic

the vocals had me crying

orpheus is so defeated at the beginning and eurydice is on the work line but she isn’t doing anything but just as she starts working again at a slow pace the other workers start singing and she looks around in amazement

persephone is on the side the whole time watching in awe and disbelief

when the workers really start standing and getting into it eurydice is the last to join them because she literally is in shock and can’t believe it

the workers slowly left the line and were facing the audience and breaking the mold

when they’re all really singing eurydice seriously just can’t believe it she smiles so wide at the audience and covers her hand with her mouth

how long:

not to be repetitive but excellent choreo once again

it’s relatively simple but impactful

i don’t have too much to say bc it was obviously fantastic vocally but if you’ve seen the london boot there wasn’t anything they were really doing much differently (not in a bad way like. they were Great)

chant reprise:

when they come back up singing “if it’s true” they look like a little group of kids scheming to steal cookies or something lmao

when eurydice has to go back to work orpheus holds her hand until the last second uwus

the hades/persephone/orpheus/eurydice placement was perfect and very similar to london if you’ve seen the boot

hard to describe but very well planned

orphydice sounded SO GOOD during during their solo “could i change the way it is?” and they were staring at each other my hearttt

the light. you know the light. it was so fucking bright. i haven’t seen properly since.

everyone on stage was covering their eyes except orpheus who did it like three minutes late

epic 3:

orpheus was So Nervous

after hades says “oh it’s about me” he jumps back from the mic and turns terrified to hermes who ofc just says his classic “go on”

right from “he was like me: a man in love with a woman” he stares at eurydice for pretty much the rest of the song until the spinny lifty part it’s so soft

hades was so betrayed when the workers started singing

and he was furious when he was caught in the middle with orpheus

eva’s placement during this song is very nice. she spends a lot of it behind orpheus during the turning part and it kind of looks like she’s standing behind him as support

the dance is everything you want it to be

so soft and persephone is so fucking excited to be dancing like you can’t just tell she is JUMPING out of her skin excited

eurydice and orpheus keep looking at each other like they can’t believe it’s happening

promises:

when eurydice says “we’ll just go back the way you came” she points back at the aisle he came from originally but it’s kind of funny lmao bc it’s just people there but they both stare like it’s this magical destination

when she says “look at him—he can’t say no” she runs right up to hades and points in his face but he’s too caught up in persephone to even realize

they are so soft like. their little touches give me Life

eurydice sings to the workers and grabs all of their hands while she sings “i don’t know where this road will end, but i’ll walk it with you hand in hand” and it is so very sweet and soft

and when orpheus is on his knees and says “will you let me walk with you” and she turns around and says “i do” the workers all put their hands on their hearts and look at each other like a group of stereotypical teenage girls watching their friend and her bf lmao

word to the wise:

the second hades says “i don’t know” persephone goes from having been hugging him for the past ten minutes to hurling herself to the other side of the stage in two seconds flat

the fates are essentially making fun of orpheus in their gestures and faces and pointing but he’s hugging eurydice who was had her back to the audience but was shaking her head and then you see him nodding and reassuring her

his kiss the riot:

usually not my cup of tea tbh i mostly skip it bc i only enjoy some parts of it mainly the instrumentals but live changed that so much

it was so dramatic and it looked like hades and hermes were having a bro on bro chat

but seriously patrick page had me captivated he did phenomenal

wait for me reprise:

if you aren’t the wait for me reprise don’t talk to me

when hermes says that hades said they could go orphydice is literally already on the other side of the stage trying to leave before he even gets the next line out

when hermes tells them the conditions eurydice steps forward to stare up/at the audience and orpheus stays on the side staring at hermes in the center

when hermes says “do you trust each other?” eurydice still keeps staring but orpheus nods furiously and then he says “do you trust yourselves” and they turn to each other and say “we do”

orphydice is standing next to each other and staring at the audience for the beginning both with very emotional looking faces (although it was getting hard to see through my tears ahsgsjsks)

orphydice is standing in the middle holding hands and then hades and persephone each step forward and grab hands too with the guys and girls each on one side in a fantastic parallel and then all of a sudden when orpheus and eurydice drop hands persephone and hades still hold hands but they switch around so quick so that persephone is next to orpheus and hades is next to eurydice and it was disgustingly symbolic and gutting for me

hades and orpheus shake hands and eurydice and i shook our heads no at the same time

the vocals. the vocals guys.

after watching that youtube video of eva’s part in the song that’s on a loop for over an hour more times than i can count seeing it live was ethereal for me

i couldn’t believe it

i was crying so much but i was also fucking smiling because i was in such awe

when eva jumps so does reeve

eva noblezada is the only person that has rights tbh

doubt comes in:

so we all been knew about the lighting in this song is the most excellent ever

there are a lot of times where not even the audience sees eurydice or you see moving in the darkness but you don’t know if it’s eurydice or a fate or a worker

the drums are much louder and more prominent than in the soundtrack so the steady pounding is MUCH more intense and jarring

when the fates are taunting orpheus he puts his hands over his ears and is super tense and as eurydice sings her first verse he slowly takes them off his ears and relaxes

after her second verse he takes his hands off his ears but stays tense. that’s when i knew i was done for.

for the second half of the song there aren’t as many parts where eurydice is shadowed - making it clear to viewers that she’s there but not to orpheus

at one part in the beginning when she’s right behind him orpheus turns to the audience and eurydice JUMPS back so he won’t see her big ouch

the second i saw the steps light up i was like fuck this i cant

when orpheus comes off the platform to kneel next to the sinking stage him and eurydice fall to their knees at the same time so right when he gets to her she falls faster

the look of agony on her face stepped on my heart and spit in my face

right after there was a lot of whispering and i heard one person in the section next to me whisper “i can’t fucking believe this. i cant do this today”

road to hell 2:

look up pain in the dictionary and it’s this

i was sobbing the whole time

we all know how it goes with this one

after hermes said “to know how it ends and still begin to sing it again - as if it might turn out this time” someone in the theater was like “mmmm mmHHHMMM” like in a “preach” way

when eurydice came out again with her candle and flower the theater was Shook i felt it

i just kept crying and shaking my head no tbh this whole day is a blur but this part specifically is a fever dream

amber and eva’s parts in this song gave birth to me and they were even more majestic live

eva’s voice is the first wonder of the world i swear

we raise our cups:

it’s called Sadness luv

but amber and eva sounded great

everyone looked sad and somber except reeve who was so smiley and proud lmao

when they were passing out the cups andre didn’t get one at first and he put out his arms like “hello????”

it really was gorgeous live everyone’s voices sounded lovely it was just so so so so so so so so sad

and then it was over and i was like Wut The Fuc

[peachyyluxx]

NCT Hyungs Reaction: Having Your First Kiss and Getting Caught!

Taeyong:

So your first kiss with Lee Taeyong here, the cutie patootie boy who can also be a rude man on stage. I feel like Taeyong is a hopeless romantic because he seems to have that side of him since he's sO GODDAMN CUTE-

i'm getting off track. Anywho, I feel like Taeyong would try to make your first kiss special. As in take you out to a nice picnic by the lake and watch the water ripple when you throw stones in it. He prepared everything himself, he even forgot to tell you about the date. So just imagine opening your door to a cutely dressed Taeyong, holding a picnic basket in one hand and a cute stuffed bear in the other one. He'd be pretty embarrassed that he forgot to tell you, but you assured him it was fine and you both went on the date.

So flash forward to when he decided to kiss you. His palms were sweaty because he was just so GODDAMN NERVOUS YOU LOOKED SO PRETTY AND HE THOUGHT HE LOOKED LIKE TRASH COMPARED TO YOU OMFG

But anyways, he was feeding you a fruit and saw that some of it's juices landed on the side of your mouth, so he wiped it off slowly with his thumb. He smiled softly, looking into your eyes and then leaned in, kissing you softly, letting his eyes close.  His lips were as soft as they appeared, his mouth moving in perfect sync with your own. His arms slowly wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer to his warm body, your fingers tangling in his hair.

Now let's get to the getting caught part.

Anyways, there you two were, having some lip action moment, and low and behold, the Dreamies decided "Hey, let's go to the lake today! It'll be fun, right?"

WRONG.

"Hyung?!" Poor Jisung had his eyes covered by Chenle, who had his eyes covered by Haechan, and so forth until Mark was the only one staring, trying to cover his own eyes, but he couldn't.

"W-what are you doing here?!" Taeyong would pull away, feeling embarrassment rise in to his face, taking the form of a bright red blush. You just awkwardly coughed, looking anywhere but the innocence-ruined Dreamies.

"We wanted to go swimming and-" Mark starts, but Haechan runs over, scooching next to you.

"Food! Hi! Nice to finally meet you (y/n)!" He hummed, stuffing his face happily with the great food that Taeyong prepared. Taeyong's eyes and yours met, sharing the confusion of the situation.

"..You won't tell the others, right?"

"Oh no we are."

Taeil:

Okay but this cutie will probably do it unexpectedly.

I take Taeil for like someone who does things on the spot but has social anxiety about the consequences. He's just an all around nice guy.

So, what I picture is, he'd take you on a date to the Aquarium and most likely do it in front of the fishies, because he thought you looked beautiful with the blue hue of light coming from the lights on the tank water reflecting on your features.

You two were looking at the fish tank, your eyes captivated by the beautiful array of fish, while his eyes were captivated by the beauty that is you. Your eyes lit up from sheer excitement from the fishes, while his eyes lit up with sheer love, watching as you put your hand on the tank softly, gasping to yourself as a fish rubs against the glass, right where your hand wa.

"Taeil, did you see that?! Did you.." You quickly turned to Taeil, excitement showing clearly on your face, but your slowly faltered with your sentence, staring into Taeil's eyes. They where filled with love and care, just for you. Taeil unexpectedly leaned in, capturing your lips against his own.

So, you two would be in the middle of the aquarium, having a beautiful first kiss right in front of the fish, when a camera sound goes off.

"awe cute." Johnny said, you two jumping apart. Taeil's face flushed in embarrassment as he ran around, trying to chase Johnny and delete the picture. Jaehyun just stood next to you, both of you chuckling at the scene.

"You're going to send that to me, right?"

"I will don't worry (y/n)."

Johnny:

okay time for the tol bean Johnny Seo.

I feel as though he'd make it as casual as possible, so maybe while you two were just chilling and playing video games together.

It would be in the middle of Mario Kart, an intense game of it, that is. He would have won against one of the members, jumping up and down in glee. While you were laughing and clapping at his sudden enjoyment of winning, you felt yourself being picked up by the string bean himself, his lips quickly meeting yours. The room would've been filled with gasps from the other members, not even knowing that you two were dating (or they're just over dramatic like that).

"Jagi I won!" Johnny said, oblivious to the fact you both jUST HAD YOUR FIRST KISS OVER A VIDEO GAME VICTORY, AND IN FRONT OF THE MEMBERS.

"..You know...you have a room. you should use it for this." doyoung said sarcastically, angrily dropping his game controller. Johnny then realizes what he just did, lowkey freaking out, but trying not to show it.

"I-I know! Psh, i just wanted to show you nerds who has a girlfriend."

Yuta:

Yo yo yo it's Osaka Prince Yutaaaa.

This cheesy ass muthafrucker would most likely make a hugeeee deal about your first kiss, wanting it to be perfect to a T.

You two would be out on the town, cuddling each other for warmth, since it was the winter. Snow was falling and you were watching the snow, your eyes shining with pure wonder as the snow fell on to cars passing by. Yuta would look down at you, a smile appearing on his face as a sudden idea appeared in his head. He bent down, pretending to tie his shoe, but he quickly made a snowball, throwing it at your back. You slightly stumble from the sudden attack, but you smirk.

"It's on!"

Que the 30 minutes you and Yuta spend running around town, throwing snowballs at each other and trying to catch each other. Though you were close to the dorms, you tripped and fell into a big pile of snow, Yuta laughing his butt off as you completely disappeared into the snow. He then helped you out, laughter still erupting from him as he wiped off the snow from your big jacket and your hair. As he put his hands on your hair and slowly ran his hands through it to get the snow out, a bright smile was evident on his face, his eyes looking down lovingly into your own. He'd lean down, stopping just before his lips met your own, giving a small but teasing smile. You rolled your eyes, smashing your lips to his, taking him by surprise by the sudden force you held. You both fell to the ground, not hurt from the fall since the snow cushioned it. You pulled away, chuckling to one another and Yuta nuzzled his nose against yours.

"Ew keep the PDA on the down low, bro." Haechan stuck his tongue out, walking with the Dreamies into the dorm building.

"My innocence is ruined." Chenle muttered, shaking his head disapprovingly at his hyung.

"You'll understand when you're older Chenle."

"I don't want to understand I just want to eat."

Ten/Chittaphon:

Cheesy to the max honestly. Ten is such a cute and cuddly dude, I see him planning to have your first kiss at the top of a ferris wheel or at the carnival.

Okay so, Ten and you would be at the carnival, having the bestest time of your lives because Ten is right there with you and who would't have an amazing time with this fluffball, and you both pass a booth. Ten backs up, seeing a big panda bear staring right back at him, calling out to him

"Yo Ten ya gotta get me. your girl will be so happy."

"Ten why is that bear talking?"

anYWHO.

Ten wins that bear for you easily, so now you're lugging around this HUGE BEAR LIKE BIGGER THAN YOU AND TEN IS JUST SMILING PROUDLY CUZ YOU LOOK SO HAPPY HOLDING THE CUTEST BEAR IN THE WORLD--EVEN THO IT'S NOT HIM--

*ehem* okay so you two get to the ferris wheel and stuff, ten slightly being afraid of the height, but it's nothing he can't handle, he has the most cuddly thing by his side, and you of course.

Once you two get to the top, the ferris wheel stops, giving you both a perfect view of the beautiful ocean below you. The sun was just setting, so it set up a perfect moment that Ten wanted.

"(y/n).." He muttered, looking down at you. You looked back up at him, the sunset reflecting on your eyes. He smiled softly, leaning down and capturing your lips with own.

"SEE I KNEW HE WOULD! YOU OWE ME 10 BUCKS WINWIN!" Yuta yelled, shaking the cart lightly, but WinWin holds on, fearing his life.

"I don't want to die remembering Ten and his girlfriend's kiss-YUTA STOOPPP!"

Doyoung:

okAY BUT LOOK AT MY CUTE YOUNG BUNNY BABY. THAT SMILE THAT LITTLE SHY  OMFG HE ISN'T EVEN MY BIAS BUT I JUSYGTM REG--

*ehem* okay back to the point.

I feel like Young Bunny here would be a little shy with everything that he wants to plan, to have it perfect, but it obviously will be spontaneous because he's just like that (when he opens up).

for some reason i'm getting beach vibes from him, so it'll be at the beach.

You both planned a beach date together, but the boys decided they wanted to go to the beach, so they tagged along. They promised to leave you two to yourselves, though. They just wanted a ride.

So you two are lounging on the beach, getting your sweet ass tans on, when Doyoung pulls you up, carrying you in his arms towards the ocean. You were wondering what he was doing, until he just. threw you in the ocean.

he freaking THREW YOU IN THE OCEAN LIKE WHOOPS THERE'S TRASH IN THE OCEAN NOW.

You got so angry and started to chase him around, the boys shrugging and continuing on with their fun cuz they said they wouldn't bother you. You tackle Doyoung into the water, FINALLY getting him wet but dayum his hair looks so nice just sticking to his face like-

Doyoung then grabbed you easily when you tried to run away, hugging you tightly and spinning your around. He then spun you towards him,letting his forehead rest against your own while breathing heavily.

"You're in so much trouble. It's freezing in that water." He muttered, pouting. You just smiled, leaning up and capturing his lips, Doyoung's eyes widening from being of guard, but he closes them and kisses back, wrapping his arms around you.

"...should we just..." WinWin mutters, Jaehyung awkwardly picking up the beach ball that was floating at your feet, waddling away from you two.

"We said we'd leave them alone.."

Jaehyun:

This bias wrecking hoe- i mean this lOVING boy would probably also be one for spontaneous kissing.

It would be after you two were coming back from a midnight date at the movies, Jaehyun walking up to his dorm. His arms would be tightly wrapped around you as he dropped you off, not wanting to let you go as you both were outside the dorm entrance door, talking quietly since you didn't want to wake up the boys.

"You better text me when you get home." Jaehyun threatened jokingly, you holding up your arms in defense.

"I will don't worry." You smiled, pinching his cute lil cheek. Jaehyun just smiled, continuing to hold you in his arms. Even though it was late, he didn't seem tired at all. He just wanted to continue to hold you in his arms, letting the the warmth of you two mix as one. Jaehyun looked down, feeling your head nuzzle against his chest. He smiled yet again, lifting up your chin so your eyes could meet. He leaned down, giving your nose a small peck, before kissing you. Your arms tightened around him and he held you close, smiling into the kiss.

"At least have the decency not to do it right outside the dorms, please." Taeyong's voice appeared out of nowhere, you two jumping apart quickly. Taeyong leaned on the wall, an annoyed look on his face appearing (at least you thought he was annoyed, he had a facemask on). Jaehyun got pulled in by Taeyong and before you both could say goodbye, Taeyong closed the door. "Goodnight (y/n)!"

WinWin:

Awe awe this bean finally.

Okay So i feel as though WinWin would plan the kiss so far that he would begin to get nervous.

As soon as you opened the door, the plan suddenly started to go awry. Everything he planned for the day just wnet bye bye.

He forgot to make a reservation, so you two ended up eating at a nice diner. He wanted to take you to the park, but turns out it was getting renovations for the playground, so you two went to the mall instead.

It was still a fun day, trust me, but WinWin just felt so down that nothing went as planned, as you saw how sad he was, so you took him to the bridge where you first met, because he always lights up in happiness just remembering that day, happy that he went to that bridge in the first place to make a wish.

"At least one thing will go right today." He joked, giving you one coin, then throwing his own into the river, closing his eyes and wishing the hardest he could. It was adorable, really, seeing WinWin's eyes closed tightly and his hands wrapping around yours as he wished. You then threw your own coin into the river, closing your eyes tightly and wishing the hardest you could ever.

"What did you wish for?" You asked WinWin, but he just shrugged sheepishly, looking down at his feet. It was a small tradition between you two, telling each other what you wished for, because it usually becomes true a few days later.

"I-It's nothing.." He muttered, looking down into your eyes. You smiled, giving his nose a small nuzzle.

"I wished for NCT to have all the success they could possible have because you guys deserve it." Now this made WinWin's heart completely melt, hearing how supportive you are of him. Without thinking, he leaned down quickly, giving you a small but soft kiss on the lips. Once realizing what he did, he went to pull away, but you pulled him back in, smiling into the kiss. WinWin smiles also, both of your heads resting on one another soo after.

"I-I wished for you to kiss me." He muttered sheepishly.

"WELL LOOKS LIKE YOUR WISH COME TRUE GOOD JOB WINNIE." Yuta clapped, WinWin screeching and hiding behind you.

"WAHHH HYUNG HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN THERE!"

"We've been here the whole time..we cane with you both today.." Taeil awkwardly coughed, trying to look anywhere but you two.

"...are you sure you di-"

"YES WE'RE SURE WINWIN."

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Episode 14 Goblin Review: Please, someone save me from this curse...

Damn... episode 14 made me so hopeful only to crush all of my hopes and dreams for Goblin with those previews T.T Sorry for the late review... I just got off work Dx 

Like we needed to be reminded of our sadness from last episode... Shin’s death occurred right before Eun-Tak’s eyes as she watched him disappear into ashes. At that moment, lightning appeared which most likely symbolized the calamity of Shin’s death... as well as God erasing everyone’s memories of him. Upon this realization that Shin was slowly disappearing from her memory, Eun-Tak hurriedly rushed to write down her memories of Shin, “His name is Kim Shin. He is tall and has a sad smile. He will come with the rain. He will come with the first snowfall of the season. He’ll keep his promise to me. You have to remember. You’re that man’s bride.” Realize that what Eun-Tak wrote down was more for her to remember their promise/contract they made; it was impossible for her to write down every memory of Shin. Therefore, she had to at least remember to summon him on the first snowfall because she is his bride. Just as I speculated, Shin appeared in a desert of snow (ex. Gobi Desert) which deserts symbolize death but also rebirth/revelation; you could say deserts represent the world between life and death. For Shin’s case, his death made him realize his choice: to continue on living even if it meant him being alone forever as a goblin in that place, despite God truly releasing him of his punishment and being able to rest in peace. However, Shin could not return right away because 1) he was trapped in between the two worlds for he was no longer considered “living” or “dead,” and 2) he could only return once Eun-Tak summoned him as the conditions of the contract and his promise to her. The reason why God could not bring him back is because even God did not have power over the domain where Shin was trapped between in. 

Nine years later, Eun-Tak has achieved her dreams and is the PD of a radio broadcast station; however, it seems that she was not doing well despite the success of the show. It also looked like her so called “family” is back in contact with her... but she seemed to not take any shit from them (you go girl). We learn more about the grown up Eun-Tak as she always looks lost such as staring endlessly into the rain with unexplainable tears and sadness. It was revealed that she doesn’t remember who GR is as they “run” into each other at the restaurant, but she speculated whether he could be the “ahjussi” that she is trying to find. She also doesn’t remember who gave her the necklace despite still wearing it, wondering if it was her mother’s, as well as the reason for the burnt words in her notebook. What was interesting was how Shin and Eun-Tak were thinking the same thing - the poem of loneliness in the desert - and perhaps this shows that both are equally lonely in their own worlds as they try to hold onto their memories to move forwards (walking backwards in order to see the footsteps in front). On the bright side, Eun-Tak has two loyal and trustable friends to share her worries with and to drink with: Sunny and the class rep. But despite the rain and it being a “nice day,” Eun-Tak returned home grieving in pain due to the incomprehensible deep sadness in her heart.  

Shin continued to walk in the desert holding onto the only thing that was keeping him alive: their contract. At the last brink of his energy, the contract was swept away by the wind though he desperately tried to retrieve it back. At the same moment, the first snowfall occurred and Eun-Tak decided to make a wish, “What is it that I’ve forgotten? Or, who is it that I’ve forgotten? What kind of face is the one that I’ve forgotten? What kind of promise did I forget? Why is it that the only thing that remains is this deep-seated sadness? Please, someone save me from this curse that is plaguing me.” OMFG!!! I CAN’T BELIEVE I THEORIZED IT -- IT WAS SO EPIC! With this wish, Shin was finally summoned and we see that the contract was stuck at a dandelion which symbolizes communication, overcoming challenges, and the fulfillment of wishes. 

Shin immediately hugged Eun-Tak in overwhelming happiness, while Eun-Tak was overtaken by tears but she didn’t understand why. But this time, it was Eun-Tak asking the questions while all Shin could tell her was that he was the “contractor,” he was happy to see her successful, and that he was summoned. Afterwards, Shin went to visit Deok-Hwa but he didn’t remember Shin; however, Shin’s appearance aroused CEO Kim’s attention as he questioned DH if his uncle’s name is “Kim Shin.” Shin also visited Sunny, but what’s curious to me is how she reacted... Sunny didn’t look confused but rather more shocked? But perhaps she also doesn’t remember Shin too. And lastly, Shin went to visit GR the same way they first met... however when Shin thought no one remembered him... GR, with tears in his eyes, said something that he would know if he retained his memories, “I guess you weren’t scattered by the dust or winds. And you didn’t turn into a radish (nothingness), either.” This scene killed me guys. T.T Bros for life. 

It was clarified as to why only GR’s memories were left in tack: the heaven’s were by his side (just as Shin had told GR back at Grandpa’s grave) and that Samshin told God to spare Yeo’s memories so that someone else will remember Shin and Eun-Tak’s love. However, what shocked me the most was when God said, “Why does it feel like I’ve discovered the door that will re-open that closed-off world? Maybe I didn’t shut that door well enough?” This suggests that God never intended for Shin to die, but it was up to Shin to come up with the answer himself... thus God throws the question “fate” and it’s up to us to find the answer!! It was touching to have the two reunite and how GR was quick to express his enthusiasm for Shin’s return. He also finally apologizes to Shin and asks for his forgiveness after 900 years - of course Shin forgave him. We learn that GR has been avoiding Sunny for 9 years and that it is his punishment of loneliness, as well as, he listens to Eun-Tak’s radio show (how cute!). What was also refreshing was the reunification of the three boys and DH’s very legitimate questions (Why do I call you “uncle” tenant? lol this was too good)... I loved how Shin hid behind the sofa and GR said he likes to drink double-fisting, lmao (guys... I’ll admit it... it was an indirect kiss >.<). But what was even more hilarious was when GR said goodbye to Shin (payback’s a b*tch lol) and Shin walked out the door to Eun-Tak’s room while GR erased poor DH’s memory. However... it’s so touching how GR didn’t move Eun-Tak’s stuff out but covered them with cloth T.T 

Eun-Tak made a mistake and wrote the temperature as 22 degrees... but of course our one and only Goblin came to her rescue by warming up the temperature and blooming flowers in the middle of winter! They continue to bump into each other’s paths... well more like Eun-Tak unknowingly summoning him, lmao. Notice how every time Eun-Tak and Shin meet, she immediately talks about her medicine... she’s literally trying to give an excuse or cover up her true emotions but Shin just breaks down that barrier and she doesn’t understand why. Shin continues to drop hints about how he’s waiting for her to remember him, but he is already happy with being able to see her, hear her, and be with her. But of course... he ruined the moment by not having any money, lmao, and Eun-Tak paid for his drink (gosh... that white fluffy sweater and turtle neck looks so good on him!). And who does Shin turn to for help? GR! And finally, the secret behind Grandpa’s will was finally revealed, indeed Shin appeared before CEO Kim through the rain and with a blue spark and calling himself “Kim Shin.” I AM FUCKIN AMAZED AT HOW LITERAL GRANDPA’S LETTER WAS!! BUT MOSTLY, HOW DID HE KNOW SHIN WAS COMING BACK?! The world may never know. Shin continued to “purposely” bump into Eun-Tak’s path and even helped her to get the contract with his company - shocking Eun-Tak that he was the President of iloom. For once, we see a glimpse of a smile on Eun-Tak’s face as she was waiting for Shin’s call! 

AND FINALLY!!! The mystery of the Canada letter was finally revealed. Shin entrusted the task to GR by giving him an excuse to finally meet Sunny after 9 years. However, despite his admirable determination, he couldn’t personally hand the letter to her. In the end though, they finally met again after he realized that it was the real “Sunny.” But what caught my attention was the look Sunny gave GR... I couldn’t tell if it was a look of confusion or anger? Did Sunny really lose her memories? Anyways, Sunny gave the letter to Eun-Tak and we learn that even Eun-Tak forgot about working at Sunny’s old restaurant. Most of all, the receiver of the letter was to her mother (OMG I KNEW IT... I JUST FELT THAT THE LETTER WAS WRITTEN FOR HER MOTHER ALL ALONG Dx this is so sad... ugh). What’s important to note is the change in Eun-Tak’s voice: her younger self was filled with positivity, determination, cheerfulness, and liveliness though she was living a hard life... but now her voice is quiet, empty, sad, and dead despite having achieved success. The difference is Shin... she doesn’t remember him and that she is his bride. And what better timing than for Shin to finally call her... and then she fuckin summons him xD (gosh... grown up Eun-Tak just loves to blow out candles without a second thought compared to when she was younger lol). Shin asked her if she was waiting for him and we see Eun-Tak giggle in happiness that he finally called her (how precious). AND OMG!! Shin asked her out on a date and she said YES!! AHH MY BABIES T.T Notice how ever since Shin returned, Eun-Tak has not cried in pain as often and is smiling more... it’s as if Shin has breathed life into her! 

What’s touching is that Eun-Tak has the perfume that he gave to her and compliments her; this made Eun-Tak a little jealous and Shin immediately eased her worries, “You’re the only woman who knows my phone number, though.” But what broke both mine and Shin’s heart was when Eun-Tak took her pills for depression, “A medication that cures an ailment of the heart?” However, note how this is the first time Eun-Tak was genuinely honest with Shin and Shin accepts her for who she is no matter how different she is from her younger self. We learn that she is taking vacation to go to Canada and this shows how she is taking a step forward to regain her lost memories; it was nice how Sunny was very supportive of her. Most importantly, they were eating mandarin oranges which symbolize wealth, prosperity, and happiness. Since both of them are eating this fruit, this may foreshadow that happiness is within their reach. Also, Sunny told Eun-Tak that she has “sick building syndrome” and I think it’s because this place has fond memories for her such as when 1) she and GR first kissed and 2) GR waiting for her outside her home. I kinda think Sunny’s memories were not erased, but I may be looking into it too deep. 

Eun-Tak is so gorgeous! She finally arrived in Canada and asks for help about the letter. We learn that the letter was caught inside the mail chute and Eun-Tak was shocked to find out it was from 10 years ago. The most shocking thing was when Eun-Tak started quoting herself, but she doesn’t remember that those were her own words, “Someone once told me that there’s a reason for everything God does... Hmm, I wonder who told me that?” Notice how Eun-Tak didn’t get “overly” excited upon seeing the grandeur of the hotel room... if it was her younger self... she would have been jumping all over that bed in excitement. While Eun-Tak is trying to discover her missing past, both GR and Sunny are gloomily looking out into the night sky... perhaps they are both thinking of each other? And last but not least, Eun-Tak noticed the red door that she once travelled through to Canada and who pops out at the right time? Shin! I just realized this, but everything that has connected Shin and Eun-Tak together is red! The red scarf, the red door, and the red Maple leaf. The symbolism of red with these objects represent fated love. And look how this red door leads to what will happen next... Eun-Tak and Shin having dinner! The very future that Shin saw 9 years ago!!! :O

So in conclusion, I still have hope that this will have a happy ending! Why? Despite the previews were really sad... those only make up 20% of the entire 3 hours of the finale. Also, episode 14 served to tie up loose ends and primarily lay a very strong foundation of overcoming challenges, as well as, the concept of fated love. I believe in the finale episode, the biggest challenges for our two couples will finally be introduced and will ultimately decide the ending of this drama. I personally think Sunny did not forget about GR, Shin, and Eun-Tak... if it didn’t work the first time... why would it work the second time either? If anything... I don’t think Sunny has forgotten about GR and she will finally call out to him after seeing him appear before her like that. Not only that, I also think Eun-Tak’s radio project of finding the faces and memories that you’ve forgotten will be used in the next episode to bring Sunny and GR together (Sunny will tell about their story to reach out to GR); this may also happen for Shin and Eun-Tak, but I think this project will be used somehow since it was importantly discussed in this episode. As for Eun-Tak, she will remember Shin and it might be due to the Maple leaf because it’s the first object that represents their “fated love” besides her red scarf (which I think will also make an appearance). AND THAT WILL LEAD UP TO HER AND SHIN’S SEXY KISS (or even more :O)?!! OML!! I don’t want to raise my expectations in case I’m disappointed lmao. 

But... what I’m questioning the most (and dreading of) is if someone will die?? Idk... at the moment... it’s pointing towards Sunny with her monologue, “I hope that, in our next lifetime, our wait will be short, and our time together will be long.” After all, Samshin did say they will have to pay a huge price! ... but Shin was crying and Eun-Tak let go of Shin’s hand... NOOOOO IT BETTER NOT BE ANY OF THEM AND THAT IT WAS JUST A FLUKE! Dx PLEASE DON’T DO THIS TO US!!! Perhaps... the only way to save Eun-Tak and Sunny is for GR and Shin to give up their immortal life?? IDK!! Why would they only show sad scenes in the preview??? So I’m thinking there’s more to it than meets the eye. When God said that he didn’t close the door well... perhaps he means they will get a chance for a happy ending?! I’m just honestly trying to make any sense for a happy ending... AND THE MANDARINS!! PLEASE JUST LET THEM BE HAPPY!! 

Other Reviews:

Episode 1-4 Review: Our Homegirl Eun-tak

Episode 5 Review: 10 years into the future, You’re still beautiful and bright as ever, but I’m not the one beside you

Episode 3-6 Review: I can’t help but stare at your smile (Grim Reaper x Sunny Relationship Review)

Episode 6 Review: If you had really been a bad person, he only would’ve created a Goblin, and not the Goblin’s Bride

Episode 7-8 Review: It couldn’t be helped that this was the beginning of this tragic love story (Grim Reaper x Sunny Relationship Review)

Episode 7 Review: Is the thing that I’m trying to steal one more glimpse of… my own immortal life? Or, is it your face?

Episode 8 Review: I beseech the heavens and ask that, on a certain day, after 100 years, on an adequate day… I can finally tell her she was my first love

Episode 9-10 Review: I was thinking about whether or not I should hold your hand one more time (Grim Reaper x Sunny)

Episode 9 Review: I’d like it if I could use that as an excuse to continue on living on… together, with you

Episode 10 Review: Your magic doesn’t work on me.. you can never escape me

Episode 11 Review: So you did come and go for a moment in my life

Episode 12 Review: An absolute fate that is beyond human beings’ eternities

Episode 13 Review: My Life must have been a reward because I met you

Episode 15 & 16 Review: The Person left behind must go on living life

Deok Hwa and Grandpa Theory Review: From this moment on, this child will serve you, your Lordship

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