#and i feel ridiculous bc ik what kicked me into the spiral
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i would beg my brain chemistry to magically realign itself on a sensed wavelength before I end up begging for meds i don’t think it’s too much to ask is it /s
#personal for ts#ngl i get why therapist would rather not but god i just cried for twenty minutes#because i couldn’t find the thing you use to put water in the iron#and i looked at the living room desk which is a complete mess and burst out in tears#i’m late answering EVERYTHING I can’t bring myself to get out of bed at the right time in the morning#I need to finish commissions and I can’t do three sentences#and ofc 90% of the relatives think that i either need to calm down and NO NEED TO STRESS or think i have no reason to be stressed anyway#i’m so fucking tired#and like i know that i’m shit at getting over things quick and i just got worse with age#idek what i’m getting at#and i feel ridiculous bc ik what kicked me into the spiral#and i need to get the fuck over it because there is no way i’m getting any closure on that front#i KNOW that#but my brain doesn’t i guess#we’re back at i am this picture and i don’t like ir while staring at stannis baratheon aren’t we#sigh#anyway sorry for the debbiedownering s2g im answering everyone soon
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