#and i dont rmember what they said in it

[not-actually-human]

i cannot find my letter from my camp counselor im gonna fucking lose it

[thatdeadaquarius]

LSKDJSKDKD IM GLAD I WAS BEING OF HELP IN ANY WAY :D

Kinda ask but also not :

What would you do if you were isekaid to genshin (in your different AUs: genz language, language barrier, blunt reader...)

Or if you got isekaid with one of your friend or follower(pspspsps me)

WE WOULD HAVE A FEILD DAY IN ALL OF THOSE LMFAO

So I have other ppls asks that r older than this but this'll be pretty short/its kinda not a request/ask? so ill go ahead and post this one first :) 💙

The ungodly amount of AUs I have now (my askers have?? I feel like yall made these tho):

FIRST OF ALL, IM ON MY FEET IN SECONDS- IF U RMEMBER ONE OF MY OLD ASKS WHERE I SAID "U will not be one of those isekai protagonists who dont know wtf is going on/wont accept what happen, esp when their lives depended on it"

I PARTIALLY SAID THAT BC THAT WILL BE ME

I AM AWARE. I AM COOL. I AM ROLLING WITH THE PUNCHES.

any of these chaotic language AUs i am on my toes for goddamit

Im drawing pictures to communicate, im doin charades, any method i can if words dont work

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IF ITS THE BLUNT AU I WOULD NEVER SHUT UP

It would just be too funny for me to be able to be quiet, im making ppl laugh im scaring ppl bc they think im an eldritch god

What a dream💖 *wistful sigh

Thats part of the reason i wrote about that AU bc i WOULD LOVE THAT ONE

YALL COMING WITH ME??!! :

We would quite possibly end the world

Im kinda but also kinda not joking

It would just be utter chaos

U my good fellow, seem to be hot on the uptake so i would assume we would make a gameplan pretty quick once we like too a second to

FREAK TF OUT WE IN GENSHIN

like, if it was just me i think Id just be excited for a few minutes

But if we both there??

Screaming, jumping up and down, i have taken ur hands and am spinning you LMAO

Hope no characters come by and see us bc we would be actin like Absolute Buffoons (even if u wouldnt normally be act like that in this situation i WOULD FORCE U TO JOIN AND GET HYPE)

Also 2 idiots r better than 1 idiot /lh

So if we put our heads together...

We might just get a braincell and make a sweet life for ourselves in Teyvat

(plus would help with homesickness + culture shock)

THANK U FOR THE UNHINGED IDEAS LOL

I think in any situation in Isekais, I would seem feral to all the other characters bc i would be doin shit like breaking Nahida out of her prison with fireworks lol

Cheers,

🌒🌧🌊Aquarius♒️🌌🌘

♡the beloveds (sorry if this doesnt count! i figured it was close enough to sagau i might as well tag yall)

@karmawonders / @0rah-s lol ur own ask im doin it anyway LMAO / @randomnatics

[w0w0zella]

um hello!!! im gonna be making a. bugbo murderstuck au Masterpost of sorts! I guess! ill format it like a q&a but im making up some of these questions myself. So lets get into it :3

this is a really long post! b careful :3

"what is murderstuck?" murderstuck is a Bugbo AU that made/am making (complicated wip status lol)! its a story that takes place a month and a bit after the events of familiar foe. Very long story short, gerbo ends up getting killed (on accident), joe then kills bugbo (On purpose) and joe seeks out thomas flyswatter for help. i have a post here that goes more into the story if you'd like to see it! vvv https://www.tumblr.com/w0w0zella/728157783124574208/ill-post-these-together-awawy-from-the-rest-of-the?source=share 

currently it is a well defined plot line that i and a couple other people have made art for,, and a work in progress fanfiction!

"why is it called "murderstuck"?"

murderstuck is actually (Believe it or not lol) a Homestuck thing! murderstuck is a specific part in act 5 act 2 of homestuck where one character kills someone and then someone else kills THEM, so i was like  Fuck yeah that makes total sense for this au. In all honesty, i just called it that cuz i needed a name to jump back to in discord for easy finding and it. Stuck i guess GIGGLES lol.

i am currently.  Semi looking for new name suggestions! so if anyone has any ideas !!!   Tell me !! Please !! I have No idea!! ((by the way, because murderstuck is already technically a thing, you need to tag murderstuck posts with #bugbo murderstuck or #bugbo murderstuck au or else it will be drowned out by all the homestuck art :3

(question by geluga on discord) "where did joe get his cleaver ? is it the same way he just happened to have an axe in episode 2 or is it from something else?"

yeah no i didnt really think out him having a meat cleaver lol. lets say thaat. umm. He got it becuase he was preparing bugbo a Yummy Meal (Steak is his Favourite or some  shit idk) !!!

i do NOT rmember why i gave him a meat cleaver aswell. If you want a Good answer, the reason i gave him a meat cleaver and not his Trusty Axe is because his axe would have been far too dull and bulky to slit bugbos throat. if you want the TRUE answer Its because i forgot he had an axe at all and thought the meat cleaver would look cool

(question by onyx on discord) "did gj feel bad after The thing or did he feel like totally justified"

AMAZING QUESTION !!!! Gradient Joe feels EXTREME remorse. of course when he looks back on it he knows why he did it, but if we're being completely honest; bugbo was immobilized. he did not need to kill bugbo. if he had killed him while bugbo was choking him, that would be a different story. but he killed him while he was backed up into a tree, immobilized and begging for his life.

he feels extremely bad ! Very extremely bad!

(question from ANON in my ASK BOX) "DUDE I LOVE YOUR AU SM RAUGHHHHH also question uhh where is hoppo in the au? we havent really heard about her"

So. During the events of this au. she is. away. like she usually is. Dont really know where! Shopping at grocery market. back at war. lost at sea. you decide. (More info on hoppo in the next question

(question by kets on discord) "uuhhmmmm what is the absolute WORST ending this au could have realistically?????????? like if it didn't end whene thomas was ocmforting joe idk :3333333"

OKAY i coudl see this one of a couple ways. First way is, bugbo wins. bugbo succeeds in choking joe to death, And now he is alone (til hoppo gets back) i said this one first cuz its probably not the worst possible thing, but i think it would be pretty terrible!

second worst would be if Joe waited for hoppo to come back instead of going to thomas for help. In my humble opinion, i think that hoppo is very stubborn and VERY loyal. so. (to me at least) it stands to reason that if hoppo came back, she would side with bugbo VERY hard. she would probably fucking hate joes guts, and that would be the worst  thing for him after everything he already went through. Maybe they would Fight too idk…

Very first worst would be if joe just straight up killed himself after killing bugbo. I could see this as a thing he contemplated, but if he actually went through with it?  Oh my god Fucking imagine. all of there corpses there for hoppo to find when she comes back. Thomas rotting away in his lair without anyone to talk to (and without knowledge of bugbos death) for years? Devastating.

other notable endings include Joe OR bugbo Killing themselves directly after gerbos death, hoppo ending up killing joe out of anger when she comes back, Or (In a silly alternate universe that We made on Disc Ord…) bugbo comes BACK to life and DRAGS himself to go kill joe HIMSELF!!!!!!

(question by DEMO on DISCORD) "is gradient joe book smart or money smart" i am going to kill myself and its your fault i think. never speak to me again (Joke)

NOTABLE INFORMATION:

as stated before, you need to tag murderstuck posts with #bugbo murderstuck or #bugbo murderstuck au or else it will be drowned out by Homestuck stuff !! i want to see all of your art and things!! Thank you!!

you are ONE HUNDRED PERCENT WELCOMED AND ENCOURAGED to make stuff surrounding this au! Please Please Show It To Me!!!

if you are drawing During Fight or. During Murdering bugbo or joe, here are some things to note! - bugbo attempts to choke joe to death during a part in the fight, and he almost succeds! This causes Permanent scarring on gradient joes neck, and scratch marks all over bugbos arms from joe clawing at them!!!

- joe ends the fight with his shirt partially open and his tie missing!

- joe breaks bugbos right leg! there is a noticable gash on his inner right knee!

- joe kills bugbo by slitting his throat with a meat cleaver!- after joe is done, he drags bugbos body over to where gerbo died! (he was crushed by the fallen Stone Structure!)

thank you all so much for the love and support with this au It means so much to me. thank you from the botom of my hart.  IF YOU HAVE ANY COOL IDEAS, MORE QUESTIONS, OR ANYTHING ELSE YOU WANNA SHOW/TELL ME, MY MESSAGES AND ASK BOX ARE ALWAYS OPEN!!!!!!

[borathae]

Chapter 23 LETS GOOO

bro get the fuck out lemme sleep zzzzzzzzz This man has no manners, none, nada.FR MY SLEEP BITCHES

one blood bag each and a cup of coffee. It is a peculiar combination, but if they like it then you won’t question it.😭😭

“Why are you asking me?” “Cause you’re the oldest here?” “And? Does this automatically make me the leader or something?” “Well…yeah?” Hoseok cocks an eyebrow up, “unless you want me to take over.” they really havent planned their boyband well

It’s after one of my grandmother’s recipes, WTF HE LIVED THAT LONG AND STILL RMEMBERS SHIT? my vampire ass would be a disappointment

“You’re adorable. A vampire with red ears, that’s a sight to see” fr TELL HIM SIS

This means he hasn’t returned home yet.  SHIT is he hurt or did he hurt someone else???

“Okay bro I was going through something?” Hoseok squeaks. “And ended up with a tummy ache”, Seokjin teases. so ur not safe from tummy ache even as a vampire great

perhaps it is because of the tension he is always walking around with, you’re sure this will develop muscle as well. STOP THE ATTACK tho he fully deserves it MY BLANKIE MY ZZZZZZZ

Is that your feel good face?” yeah -_- -ㅅ-

“Dead. Again. Congrats, you died four times already”, this made me laugh and extra pissed YOONGLES WHAT ARE U TRYING TO DO WARM HER UP TO BOILING OR WHAT??

ok she went berserk ... like a human would GOOD REMEMBER THOSE POINTS GO HARDER BABY U CAN DO IT

ok now WTF IS HIS PROBLEM AAAAAAAH ok we get it she fucked up, she went to talk to him and it escalated and neither knew consequences ok mr genius jjang jjang man boong boong

wtf hobi are u ok whats going on now shit

“Blood…uhm I just realised that this sounds very disgusting to a human”, he laughs awkwardly, “sorry.” its ok pookie, just took me off guard 💀💀

ok guys we are really in hobari's room and getting to see past his mask yall, slightly nervous idk what im expecting ahaha

that’s like my eight one. Those fuckers are amazing”, they dont have overdose issues?? wow nice wait how did hobi get tummy issues then??

Hoseok stops laughing, fidgeting in his chair rather nervously. His smile stays on his face however, never reaching his eyes and looking like a mask he can’t seem to shake off. slightly scary with description, but its really funny u can pass off everyones questions with this smile, just answer the are u ok question properly and smile, or else u look like hobi right now haha

“I’m kinda sad that I didn’t die today.” oh that was slightly out of pocket half expected it but also didnt expect it

We have Yoongi, who fought god knows how many battles. Then Jungkook, a high ranking military dude. And Seokjin, who had the nerve to serve in both world wars just for fun. wow jin really said imma fight ww1 & 2 for shits and giggles

“Because I feel like an imposter”, he confesses, “I’m a vampire, that can’t even control minds, has never been faux killed before, has zero fighting experience and whose origin story is being killed by a blowjob. How pathetic can you be?” ur just simply a vampire, not all have to go through shit to be a vampire, its just they lived that long so the probability of going through shit is higher, u got lucky. its ok ur not a clown. youre a great friend for real

WE GOT HIM HAPPY YAYA

bro get the fuck out lemme sleep zzzzzzzzz This man has no manners, none, nada.FR MY SLEEP BITCHES

me actually I hate being woken up early :/

“Why are you asking me?” “Cause you’re the oldest here?” “And? Does this automatically make me the leader or something?” “Well…yeah?” Hoseok cocks an eyebrow up, “unless you want me to take over.” they really havent planned their boyband well

lmaooa they're so chaotic i fucking hate them (i love them with all my heart)

It’s after one of my grandmother’s recipes, WTF HE LIVED THAT LONG AND STILL RMEMBERS SHIT? my vampire ass would be a disappointment

LIKE HE IS SO <3 okay but in his defense, he writes down yummy recipes sooo

This means he hasn’t returned home yet.  SHIT is he hurt or did he hurt someone else???

LIKE I'M SCARED

“Okay bro I was going through something?” Hoseok squeaks. “And ended up with a tummy ache”, Seokjin teases. so ur not safe from tummy ache even as a vampire great

hahahah they're so chaotic dhfahs

Is that your feel good face?” yeah -_- -ㅅ-

i love him :D

“Dead. Again. Congrats, you died four times already”, this made me laugh and extra pissed YOONGLES WHAT ARE U TRYING TO DO WARM HER UP TO BOILING OR WHAT??

HAHHAHA he is so rude like I love him sm <3

ok guys we are really in hobari's room and getting to see past his mask yall, slightly nervous idk what im expecting ahaha

no but I actually love this scene a lot <3

that’s like my eight one. Those fuckers are amazing”, they dont have overdose issues?? wow nice wait how did hobi get tummy issues then??

overdose can't happen for vampires, it's more of a blinded by bloodlust where they can't control themselves anymore and go feral but he is very far away from that state

Hoseok stops laughing, fidgeting in his chair rather nervously. His smile stays on his face however, never reaching his eyes and looking like a mask he can’t seem to shake off. slightly scary with description, but its really funny u can pass off everyones questions with this smile, just answer the are u ok question properly and smile, or else u look like hobi right now haha

no but I'm actually so sad for him :( I hate that he thinks he needs to pretend to be happy :( like hobi :( you're allowed to be sad too :(

We have Yoongi, who fought god knows how many battles. Then Jungkook, a high ranking military dude. And Seokjin, who had the nerve to serve in both world wars just for fun. wow jin really said imma fight ww1 & 2 for shits and giggles

i feel like it was an honour thing for him where he was all like "i have a duty as a man" 😑

“Because I feel like an imposter”, he confesses, “I’m a vampire, that can’t even control minds, has never been faux killed before, has zero fighting experience and whose origin story is being killed by a blowjob. How pathetic can you be?” ur just simply a vampire, not all have to go through shit to be a vampire, its just they lived that long so the probability of going through shit is higher, u got lucky. its ok ur not a clown. youre a great friend for real

YES THANK YOU !!! i love this agenda!!!

[jeromefox]

OKAY!! WHATS YOUR NAME? I DONT RMEMBER IF YA SAID IT! IM ACTUALLY GRAIN HOLLLY WAS A FAKE NAME, YOUR COOL! YOU SEEM SMART!! I LIKENYOUR CATS, THR KIDS TRIED TO BITE ME A COUPLE TIMES BY THE WAY HES STRANGE! WHERE DO YOU WANNA MEET?

-🧁

...The same bookstore I met up with you the first time.

[mbabol]

howwow night

finally. defeated soulmaster. jesus christ. i hated him. closest thing i felt to despair in this game

erm i only went that way to the city also bc npc told me i should get my weapon upgraded before i challenge mantislords. so i did. where am i gonna find ore btw

mantislords honestly ngl felt so much better than soulmaster. soulmaster made me wanna commit violence. mantislords made sense.

THE MANTISES ACCEPT ME NOW........THEY DONT ATTACK ME WTH

i havent even been able to keep up with the lore stuff. um. i didnt go into the deep nest yet bc i wanted to unlock the areas i could go with slam.

got lost trying to find the crystal slam spot and ended up getting into the caves thru some other bullshit path.

got EXTREMELY lost as a result, i hate thise flying crystal bugs btw

get so lost i fall into the burial mounds somehow (?)

DREAM VISION? I WAS RIGHT AGAIN THERES THREE GUYS AND A MAIN ONE. WHY ARE THEY HERE ? I WAS SO SCARED THAT I WOULD HAVE TO FIGHT

i was so impatient btw to get out that when the dream sequence wnded and i was supposed to follow the appearing steps i literally kept jumping off my platform before the steps could form. i did that like four times before i gave up and just waited to see what would maybe happen

SO THATS WHAT RHOSE WEIRDO TREES ARE FOR <- dream nail

i somehow make my way back to the crystal caves after all this. i hate most of these puzzles. i REALLYYYY hated the crusher puzzles. i legitimatelt thought i wouldnt be able to finish those

i did tho.

i think i finished most of the crystal caves....? i got the crystal power dash so. yeah

caterpillar grandpa gave me a grub charm !

went back to the city of tears dont rmember why. exploring. i opened sewers the first time around but didnt go in bc it was dark. went in with the firefly lamp thing i bought. its horrifying down there.

THE MOBS IN THE SEWERS WERE SO CREEPYYYYYY UGHHHH I HATED IT !!!

the sounds they made wrre so unpleasant i honestly need to go back to finish exploring bc i mightve missed loot. i defeated the sewer boss tho one try hell yeah

oh yeah i died like five times in the crystal caves

i lost money once too.

found kings station......intriguing. also the poor little rich citizen zombies. i feel so bad abt the one who runs away. am i the bad guy? ive got a couple more cutscenes and plaques that suggest that i might be

OH YEAH I KNOW NOW so it seems like someone called the hollow knight sacrificed themselves to contain the orange plague in some way. it doesnt look very contained to me, but idk if that means it didnt work or if this is the best they can do actually and its just not spreading further. so i assume the hollow knight like. holds it somehow. in their body. which im wondering if i will end up doing in the end. bc. from the early game comment. i might be a little bit hollow myself.

the ghosties also said something like fhe plague is coming back...? do we need to renew the seal or somethng? i knew it wasnt really working as planned

um also i challenged the red guy in the burial grounds. he also wasnt too bad especialg when i figured out he cant get me when im healing underneath rhe platform. so. he also said some strange things. why did he attack the king? why was it assumed i would also attack the king? i thought the king was providing me soul? why provide soul if he isnt benevolent? what would i gain from fighting him? questions wuestions

im also trying so hard to save these grubs I HAD TO GO IN A TOMB FOR ONE. RHERE WERE GROSS MUMMY MOBS !!! IT WAS DISGUSTING THE SOUNDSSS THEY MADE

uh also somewhere in fungal mounds or whatever its called theres a crying person but i cant figure out how to get to them to talk lol

theres also some puzzles that i couldnt figure out that i might retry. acid is somehow my worst enemy still

i have so many rancid eggs now. why am i collecting thwm ?

[chelleztjs18]

Hello you mrs. honey nut cheerio lefty eyebag 😌

I love garlic bread. I always make mine from scratch, but if I am lazy I just buy the frozen ones. It's so good though when it's made with real garlic mixed into the butter..and then add the cheese on top. 🤤🤤

Yeah, the studio has blinds but light still comes through. It's not that bright but the apartment lights are too bright. I'm thinking of getting a side lamp so I can just use that to illuminate the room.

Hahaha yes I am not a writer. I used to read a lot of Stephen King and Dean Koontz when I was younger. Also watched too many CSI and Criminal minds, so all of those plots have been engraved in my brain. I wish I could write.

Yes it makes sense. Funny thing, I've never had brussel sprouts before. It reminds me of a small cabbage. I like all vegetables except beets. And radish. And arugula.

So how many jobs have you had?

I like English and Art. But I hate writing essays in English class. Especially doing that style stuff and all the citing. Hahahaha I'm so glad school is over.

What subject did you like the least?

- CuriousGeorge

hello hello my sweet corn-punn! pasta lover stubbon righty eyebag.. lol

long time no chat here. lol.

ugh i'm not a big fan of garlic bread. I like garlic only in certain food. I like regular sweet dinner rolls with some good sweet cinnamon butter. :D

ah i see.. yeah if that's the case then i think it's better for u get a side lamp or even a stand lamp that u can turn it on without making it too bright but just enough light for u to look around. i always do that in my places where i used to live n even on my current one. or maybe get a bunch of LED lights or something like the long white christmas light that u can tape it along the wall.. i love that kind of light, it's so relaxing.

haha i have a feeling u can actually can write, u just dont know or realize ur talent yet. hahahhaa. n ur mind with that guessing n plot is genius.. i love it. :D

i dont really like crunchy vegies. I dont mind radish if it's cut thins or shreded.. i dont like carrots but if it's shredded or thin cut then i'm still okay with it. so far i can rmember, i like arugula. isnt it like thin small leave kind of vegies?

ouh jobs, i think i hv had 5 jobs in 3 different fields. I used to be a teacher, i used to work in travel agents, and my last job was as a waitress. how bout u?

ah i see. English is fun,, hmm the last time i have art class i think when i was in elementary school. yeah, before i started writing here, i thought it was hard to write essay, but didnt mean to show off, i was actually surprised that i always got A in my english essay. lol. the teacher told me that i can write and i didnt believe her and i thought i could write the essay because of the structure n the rule in writing n because she guides me. I never thought i could write a 6K fanfic. lol

I actually tried to write a story in a blog looooong time ago in a blog. but my ex gf told me that i wrote it too detail bla bla bla. n what she said kinda drag me down so i didnt continue write the story.

my least favorite subjec was MATH, physic and economy. lol. what bout u?

next question?

Cheerio!

[c3s6]

THIS GIVES ME THE SAME ENERGY AS A MESSAGE I STILL RMEMBER FROM A RH SERVER I WAS IN AT 14

It said something like “the see saw guys fuck. they apparently have a baby” i dont remember what it rlly said but it was in a RH server i was in at the cringy age of 14 called rhythm hell and it had a rockers picture as the server icon

imagine if the veggies moaned while getting tweezed

[pomegrntes]

why did i just come to the realization that in each book of the grisha triology they get an amplifier

[sunggyushines]

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[transmasc-wizard]

oh wait did i say tu as by accident

oh noo

wait dont actually rmember if i said as

but i meant

tu es un ananas

you did but i guessed what u meant

[darcycore-deactivated]

hhey guyss marcy her e

hesd hurt… ow

not sure waht to do w this blog, im not suppdsed to be onn a compuet right now accouvribg to the dowctors ans my phove got left ib my cell, but im borrowibg annes comvputer to post this.

she told mw not to scrol l throfugt old posts on here so im not… i rlly need my own accoumt!! thinking of usernamrs rn… maybe somethibf to do w the good parts of amphibia for a url?

like i said… heaad hurts… somethibg about dangeous implbats in mt head that tvey had ti reombe? also im bald niw i guess? lol no hair

srry sorr y i thi nk im on a lot of paibkillrs rn

i have anotger surgery scheduled tonight and a couple morw this week i thnik so ill see u guys tonorrow

thsvk u all for the supprit seriously!! i dont rmember a lot of the last few mobths but i know that what happedwd was bad so im glad for thise of u that wrere there..

sorr y for bad typiht everythibg kinfa hirts right now. sorry

[jimlingss]

Dear Miss Kina, it's me again! First of all, congratulations on finishing your final fanfic on this blog! It was immensely what i've been waiting and hoped for. You definitely played with my heart till the very end! It's kind of like - with every fic you've released till now from Seokjin fics to Jungkook fics - every one of them are all so perfectly crafted, every member gets so written well that sometimes time flies so fast when im reading it!

I waited, and read The End for like two hours? And it was really worth it (im wriitng this at like 3am too) like damn i was pausing every second because I was just trying to decipher whatever was happening in each scene, it was all a lot to take in because with each scenario created with the boys, it almost felt like six whole fics crammed into one! The scrollbar was really small n wasn't moving at ALL when i was reading the first few parts and i was like, "wait this feels more like a 60k than a 31k ㅠㅠ" ??? Like how??? But i was smiling as i was reading through the whole thing, to find out it was a Jin centered fic -- and honestly all of your Jin fics are godtier -- i was like "YES YES YES OMG YES I THINK I KNOW WHERE THIS IS GOING" n it was real fun to guess which member went next and how the scenario would turn out.

N i really loved how smooth u incorporated both oc and Jin during each scenario, their bickering was so fun and their moments made me go "AWW WTF I WISH I WAS OC ATM" AND OMFG especially that parf where ic asks jin if he ever knew her before everything happened n the whole "like you love me" scene went down -- my mouth was WIDE open i was tearing up and i screamed so loud lmaooo omg ur like the only writer to actually make me react so violently about that ○_○ n when the scene wherein oc wakes up and doesnt see jin and rushes out, the way you wrote it, you sense the urgency and the dishevelled/rampant thoughts of hers when she sees seokjin on the floor bleeding like that and all the way to the hospital scene where she cant even talk despite feeling so sick DAMN i cant even stop staring at the screen even tho my head hurts from being awake all night (but honestly ur worth it)

Like if i had to rank the individual realities where reader ended up with, i think the one i got sadder for was the Taehyung reality -- the oc in that universe couldn't even have time for herself n gradually drowned in becoming a mother and a wife n all i could think of was "tae u should at least treat your wife >:((" n with Yoongi's i was like "whut's happening," and instead of being hurt about it i for no reason started to discuss my thoughts onto thin air "i dont want a partner like yoongi, they dont have time for e/o n thats kinda sad" n thats where i really started to guess maybe every scenario has a major downside but i had to figure it out. N then with Hoseok n Joon's i felt my heart crack a lil bit bc the oc's insecurities in that part (she felt world's apart to hobi n then inferior to joon) i was like...this is me n I DIDNT WANNA FEEL THAT WAY IN A RELATIONSHIP so then again i started to talk to myself looool. Then we have Jimin's that got me like damn :(( thats kind of harsh -- being in a reality with oc in the picture removes the fact that jimin had a stable life. And i guess with every scene you made with all members (did that intend to give me life lessons or sum uhh)

And last but not least, Jungkook's! Not gonna lie, i also thought he was gonna cheat on oc bc she mentioned she was a racer, thats the reason he was late to her bday dinner, but then the dots started to connect when she mentioned why jin looked solemn in the hospital (re: everything that i mentioned a paragraph or two before)

I do know this was loosely based on TATBILB, but as i was reading through it i found so many similarities to it. Like the BTS UNIVERSE incorporated in where Jin goes back in the last to try and desperately change the future where he is not there in order to stop people from getting hurt. And also Orange (one of my fav mangas) where Naho received letters (along with her friends) from her alternate self to save Kakeru from committing suicide, and it had the happy ending too wherein she stopped him from getting right in front the truck (tho there were mistakes that she didnt do correctly)

And that's all 😭🤧 im sorry if this ask was really long. But i wanted to say thank you for creating all of these wonderful stories! They made my day n i could still rmember finding out about you as a baby army myself so i could say you were part of my journey as a new army msksksksk. It was such a great fun time to be waiting for new fics to drop, new chapters released and announcements and funny asks to scroll through on my tl! I do hope you do well in whatever you embark on from now on and hey you'll finally get to publish a book! And i'll most likely read that too ^^ happy 5 years to the blog^^ thank you user Jimlingss, thank you Kina!

omg thank you for this amount of feedback and your extensive praise, I feel undeserving of it hahaha anyway, thank you for taking your time to enjoy the end. honestly, I was aiming for it to be a 50k fic to just really indulge you all as my last story. But as I was writing it, it turned out muuuch shorter to my exasperation. but it still stands as my longest oneshot and I think it ended up pretty great in spite of being so much lower than my intial word count goal. that being said, I'm glad it felt long to you!!

Also thank you for giving me a run down on your thoughts on the other timelines LOL it was really fun for me to think about it as well and consider what OC and Jin would've chosen had they chosen. While each had their downsides, some of them they liked more than others. since you indulged me so much with such a long message, I'll indulge you as well....OC's choices prob would've been JK > Tae > Joon > Hobi > Yoongi > Jimin. While Jin (if he could make the choice for her), it would've been Joon > Tae > Yoongi > Hobi > Jimin > JK.

I came up with the whole idea of the end. while watching TATBILB cause I thought this whole alternative reality worlds was gonna happen but nope, they took a much different direction lol and I'm happy to hear you mention Orange bc that was one fantastic manga I read!! Personally, I find the end. to be the love child between The Truth Between Us and The Seven Kinds of Love (with a sprinkle of Seven Seconds in Heaven) hahha there's definitely elements of pre-existing stories to this guy but I don't mind so much since it feels like almost a call back to them :')

Anyway thank you for the love and encouragement!! I'm sending well wishes to you too!!

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when i was cleaning posts earlier i saw some that made me think about something, and thats i really dont like how its so common to use generalized amnesia for a plot device, yet a vast majority of media that uses it treats it like a zero sum game. like the character loses their memories and then at some point they “unlock” it and rmember everything in perfect detail. and i know people arent required to do deep research to write about it, but i do think the actual psychology behind memories is pretty neat (maybe bc i personally have some memory issues idk)

and of course this ties back to splatoon bc everything does with me lmao. specifically it goes into how i treat agent 8 and their whole deal with memories. im sure ive said before i dont like the canon of 8 falling down and conveniently losing it. i see it more as a deliberate act done by tartar so he can have something to dangle in front of them as they chase after the thangs.

as for the mem cakes.....they dont actually do anything! like i said theyre just a motivator to urge test subjects along. because after all its not like remembering or not remembering is gonna matter once theyve been blended, right. of course...that doesnt means its impossible to be reminded of something by them

i guess what im trying to say is even though poe collected every mem cake AND the golden toothpick, she didnt really remember a whole lot. like a couple things here n there, and a lot of feelings about *something* but shes not sure what

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i didn’t have internet or a ship when i was 12

i did, however, have internet when i was 13 on an old clunky computer mom got for her work. i got to look at it after my school work and her work. i didn’t look for anything about any ships... but I did look for x-files fanfiction, which I was really into. i mean i loved x files. my uncle introduced me to it, that one with the vampires with buckteeth... i mean that one where mulder and scully tell dif versions of the same story. i found some random site, it had a good x files fnafic, i still remember it was about lightning. and some more. i wasn’t into shipping at all, romance was barely on my radar. i mean it was barely on it til ... i started writing aio fanfic only a few years ago. then suddenly this romantic side blossomed in me somehow, along with shipping jason and connie out of the blue. i mean, in the process of writing Fallout.

idk if i’ve ever been OK... as a kid i was. or thought i was, except for the times i had to talk to strangers and my bossy ‘friend’ would come over after school when i’d rather play imaginary horse games, and my dad always had depression and would yell at me for keeping the fridge door open too long and call himself a lump on a log...

i would listne to aio and read read read and watch PBS shows like arthur and carmen sandiego and reading rainbow and play my imaginary horse ranch game roping my sister into it, i would do school work and go to parks.

as a teen, tho... got Angst. i rmember getting a white in the fair for my 1st horse show, 3rd place, and i was so mad/sad i went and cried in the car for like an hour. i mean-- not just 3rd place but it’s the danish system where ppl who are most worthy get blues no matter how many there are... and lots got blues and reds and i was like the only one who got a white. that was a first emotional episode

actually the 1st was when i had to go to camp to teach kids bible clubs and mom wanted me to and i didnt want to and cried against it but went anyway. mom said she didn’t force me but she was the director and it was Expected .... and it was horrible. supershy kid gahh i hate thinking of that time... hate hate

ok

then at my 14th birthday we went to New York through canada wiht my grandparents and we stopped at a hotel and i wanted to watch tv. bc they had cable! but mom wanted me to go walking on the beach not stay cooped up in the hotel. but it was my birthday, why shouldn’t i get to do what i wanted? so i was verrry upset then...

and most of teenagerhood was shoving anything down and doign what mom said and going to horrid youth group where i had nothing in common with anyone, and having to talk to Strangers and that horrible time when i went to church convention for 2 weeks with my youth group and the person i had most in commmon with ws the 7 year old daughter of one of the youth leaders. who is married now and has a life unlike me.

then college was... fun. studying the things i liked. hard but i got good grades, graduated... and was adrift adn still am. writing, writing fanfic occasionally, have a lovely cat and warm family... but i’m not ok. bc i have no place in the world and its getting later and later and.... i have nothing to show for being alive.

so i immerse in imaginary games, just like i did as a kid, bc i don’t know how to do anything else. i know how to hide, not cope. I mean-- i love fiction. it’s more fun and interesting than real life, at least the life i’m capable of. i wish i could exist solely in it. unless i can possibly have the life i want... and i dont know how that’s possible even tho i’m trying but trying my best i fear will never be enough...

so i immerse in fanfic and tv shows and it doesn’t get better in the outside world and i get less and less compatible, lol, if i ever had any chance in the first place, an extremely sensitive extreme introvert, can’t even make and keep friends online, get freaked out by every mean word some random person says...

retreat into stories. when my story should be ruling my world. at the top of my game... writing my life story.... moving toward something grand. what i imagine each day for myself but seems to get farther and farther away as my sisters get closer as they are normal....  not some weird obviously homeschooled awkward socially inept person who failed her internship out of college and crashed cars 6 times before she learned how to drive decently.... um...

i could go on forever bc this story has no solution and isn’t a good one.

fiction is my only salvation, such as it is, only temporary, til i’ll have to go out into the cold world that i don’t fit in, don’t want to fit in such a harsh manipulative thing, and probably fade away as a homeless person

"are you okay" girl i am on ao3 looking for fanfiction from my comfort ship when i was 12 what do you think

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hello im sorry to bug u but i felt like i HAD to tell u i LOVE ur writing !! it's so good aa!! ♡♡

aAAAAA THANK YOU!!! 

below hte cut is me bragging about something from last year fdjksgkldsjgl

so like last year for a contest i wrote a story that was fictional and short and took place in like the 1860′s or whatever around the civil war (the only historical inaccuracy was the revolution being before the civil war but hey at least i got the toys right my main source was US history and that’s what inspired me)

anyways a short summary of said story is there’s this kid who’s the main character and wants to be an author but hes getting bullied by another kid (who ends up being the brother of another character) and he’s got a bestie who’s great and looks a lot like another, future character 

so when this main kid grows up he runs away from home by pretending to die by the bully pushing him into a lake and he let himself float away and hten he swims to land besides the river which has a pinkish dress and he puts that on and he calls himself “rose” and he’s now a woman because guess what!!! women don’t fight in wars so YAY!!!

then he finds this one dude that looks like his bestie and coincidentally has the same name (they’re two different people) and they get a connection and then get married it’s very not straight 

later in the story “rose” (the main kid who is now the main adult) tells his partner about him being a dude and he’s all like “lol i already knew, u never wanted to undress in front of me and ur kinda masculine” and he still loved him anyways bc they’ve been together for a while 

im actually trying to rmember the plot off my memory anyways,,,,,, rose dies and there’s children (husband man fucked around and rose didnt mind that) and then bully boye is like “THIS MOTHERFUCKER IS A MAN!!! HE WAS *name of character i forgot them all besides rose bc thats easy to remember*!!! HOW DO YOU REACT???” and hubs is like “i dont really care” then whatever happens idk

the last like paragraph is just a description of the kids’ lives afterwards im pretty sure one becomes an author like his nonbiological father (who uploaded stories under his husband’s name)

i got honorable mention’s on that one nd i also have another one which is submitted ealrier this month for the 2019 contest!!