#and i dont have to sit at home and feel directionless and inadequate
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vivarin · 6 years ago
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#personal#my mom is selling the car that my brother and i drive when we r home#and if i go home next summer w/o a car i will genuinely sit in my room and rot and die#and i also need to fucking be doing something productive with my summer instead of being a fucking deadbeat#so once i pick a research group for next semester im seriously considering just staying on campus thru the summer and continuing work w them#bc it'll be a group im already a part of having done my junior independent work w them#so its a way to get experience over the summer w/o actually having to apply for anything#and i dont have to sit at home and feel directionless and inadequate#idk my prof mentioned it in class today and i was like holy shit that is. a thing i can do now isn't it#my mom would tweak over me not coming home but like. ur the one whos selling theonly viable method of transportation i have at home lol#also she cant deny its pretty fucking ridiculous for me to not be doing something productive the summer before my senior year#and since i have a mediocre transcript and very little experience i can't foresee myself being v successful applying for internships or w/e#ngl i would highkey enjoy not going home for the summer#idk if financial aid gives a shit abt summer housing but if im doing research maybe i could get a grant from the department or something#imma bring it up when i meet w my fav chem prof tmrw morning#which is good bc if i didnt then id be obsessively thinking about it til i got a chance to LMAO#anyway yeah this is an Exciting Prospect#maybe if i cant get funding ill just tell my family to give me money for this instead of bday presents lmfao#yee......haw??
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