#and i dont feel like im on the precipice of another deep low | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

doebt · 2 years ago

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It’s soooo weird feeling looking at old pics like that used to be my life everyday. and the things i worried and complained and got excited and nervous about were completely different than what they are now..and i just had no idea where i was going. but my life hasnt fallen apart the way i always thought it would and i wish i could go back and tell myself that

#Man or well maybe it kind of did fall apart but its all ups and downs and everything is ok right now #and i dont feel like im on the precipice of another deep low #I was just sooooo alone the last couple years #but now everything is ok like I have a job and i even have friends and whatever. its cool #It's pretty mundane but its cool #and Ive honestly gotten over a lot of my issues that i think were holding me back really severely #Its cool but it still makes me sooo sad and weird to think about how i used to be #and how my life used to be #and wishing I was less sad so i couldve appreciated the good parts more #but I didnt have a choice tbh i just didnt know

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