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okay day 3 is BAD
#i have entered the ‘sitting on the floor in the middle of the room staring blankly forward’ phase of post-break up#as well as the following states of mind:#‘no one will ever love you’#‘you are unfuckable’#‘this was it for you’#all of this however is BULLSHIT#and my brain is being MEAN TO ME#and I DESERVE BETTER#but unfortunately I cannot watch the Barbie movie without THINKING OF HIM SO#I GUESS THAT’S AN L I’M JUST GONNA HAVE TO TAKE#my stuff#again I’m so sorry for treating my tags like a diary but eh#that’s showbiz
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I think at a certain point, we have to accept our mistakes and keep going. Yes, things might have gone wrong. Yes, it might have been your fault. Yes, things could have been different, better, if you'd acted differently. But what ifs aren't helping anymore
At a certain point, the only reasonable thing to do is accept what's gone wrong, accept that your actions might have long-lasting or even permanent consequences, and start picking up the pieces. Because punishing yourself over and over, hoping that if you make yourself feel terrible enough then maybe you'll be forgiven... it's a terribly damaging mindset. Even if you were in the wrong, you deserve the room to grow. People may not forgive you, but you can still learn from it, and someday you'll meet other people, and things can be different. You can acknowledge you were wrong and maybe someone else was wrong too, maybe it was complicated and messy, but at some point, you have to accept it's over
And that's okay. You can start again. You can always start again
#the lesbian herself#other people have definately said this better#but it's a conclusion i've been slowly coming to over the past week or so#i've decided to stop hating myself for what happened#and accept that it can't be fixed#i messed up#that's on me#but it's time to forgive myself#because my self-hatred isn't helping anyone#and i deserve better#everyone does
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mentor
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#gojo satoru#megumi fushiguro#jjk art#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#pulled another allnighter fr Angst's sake cries i havent slept.......but i couldnt help myself i was out all DAY i hadnt drawn all DAY#do u know what that does to a mf i felt all antsy and Wrong#so i cracked an energy drink i think i may have a problem honestly but hey at least u get ur daily dose of megumi angst#remember how i said i considered including gojo in the yuuji/tsumiki/megu squared train piece#well this is me making up fr Not including him there#i ws right his and megumi's relationship deserves its own homage smile :)#anyway @ anon who wanted a gojo/megumi hug.....ik it's not exactly a hug but you can forgive me im sure <3#dare i say it's better than hugs jeremy.....#honestly fr all my gripes w gojo i Did get kind of emo abt this?? but i feel like. the majority of my emotions r on megumi's behalf#also might have been the mukashi mukashi no kyou no boku on repeat that'll also do it#seriously debated putting translated lyrics as the caption but it feels like a copout doing 2 lyric-captions in a row#also i do have some shame. miku lyrics r a bit.#anyway art notes uhhhhh finally got gojo's hair to not look Yuuji#who knew the trick was to make it longer smh maybe sleep deprivation n 10 hours of staring at a screen Does make simple problems hard#oh file name 'proud of you' btw
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I think so many people are so deeply alienated from themselves that they have no clue how to exercise their free will and autonomy. For some, this alienation runs so deep that they are afraid of their own autonomy and humanity. It is completely understandable why one would have those feelings, but it can be worrisome.
I want to help others who feel this way, so here are small things I have done to exercise my free will:
Add "guilty pleasure" songs to playlists and actually listen to them (I have a ton of late 1990s-early 2000s music I listen to now proudly that I never listened to in the past out of shame)
Getting the décor item, bath set, bed spread, ect. in the patterns you like, even if it's "childish" (I got a dinosaur-themed wastebasket from the kids' décor section and I adore it)
Taking a new route to get to a place you go to often
Eat dessert first
Celebrate well, and often
Collect things that are "odd" or don't seem like an "acceptable" thing to collect (somebody on my "for you" page collects dandelion crayola crayons and it was so cool!!!!!!)
Incorporate one new piece in an outfit you wear frequently (e.g., a new chain, a necklace, ribbons, bracelets, ect.). Challenge yourself to add onto the outfits if you feel up for it.
Sing along to songs without worrying that you sound "good" or your intonation is completely accurate
Read a book from a genre you weren't allowed to read as a kid (comics, thrillers, mysteries, anything!)
Walk without having a specific destination or goal
Pick up a new craft without expecting yourself to master it or to ever be "good" enough. Get your hands messy.
I don't want to shame anybody for not feeling as though they have free will or that they are exempt from exercising it. However, I wanted to give ideas so that you might read this list and find your own ways to express your intrinsic autonomy and will. You deserve to be a person, to feel alive, not just living. That is what our lives are for.
#mental health#mental health support#positivity#if anybody has ideas of their own definitely include them!#i just think being stuck with this feeling that you don't have autonomy and that you ultimately aren't an equal person or a person at all..#...in comparison to other people can be a really troubling and dangerous place to be in...#...and that isn't the person's fault for feeling that way. they didn't pluck those thoughts out of thin air...#...like i have felt that exact way all my LIFE because i have been abused for. probably 2/3s of my life...#...only within these past few years have i even FELT alive. frankly it's going to take a while to repair what i have been left with...#...so i know the feeling and i want to help others feel even a LITTLE bit alive. you deserve it...#...you deserve to take in a deep breath before slowly realizing 'oh my gd this is what it feels like to be alive' and SMILE about it#i want that for you even if it is brief. even if it is small. even if it is a whisper. i want you to feel alive#unironically getting rid of the idea of 'guilty pleasures' has made my life SO much better
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The FNAF Vanessas meet their younger selves..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf vanny#fnaf vanessa#vanessa shelly#vanessa afton#fnaf movie#security breach#fnaf fanart#MORE SCENE VANNY 🩵🩵🩵#also this is a semi sequel to the Mikes ver I made#seeing I think the Vanessas deserve the funny too 😤#I like to think Vanny would tell her younger self white lies#she knows at that age she just wanted to know life would get better for her#seeing teen her was stuck living with her awful father#Vanessa’s life does get hard again as an adult but.. SINCE HW2 I think she’s in a better place#finally stood up to her abuser and all so it does get better#WHILE MOVIE VANESSA …#bit more manic here BAHAH#listen if younger Vanessa loosen screws on her fathers suit#would anyone even know 🙏🏾#she could get away with it-#Movie Vanessa of course would want to prevent things anyway she can#the Afton kids always being a lil crazy is so real
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#i made this to make myself feel better after e6#so I hope it can help you all recover too#a perfect kiss in the rain like crowley deserves#good omens#good omens spoilers#good omens 2#good omens fanart#aziracrow#aziracrow fanart#ineffable husbands#david tenannt#micheal sheen#neil gaiman#my art#digital art
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Linktober Day 14, akkala skyview tower!
Part of the duo’s jobs as Purah’s interns are to help with the remapping project of Hyrule after the Upheaval. Link’s the only little man sturdy enough to WANT to be flung out of a modified human canon attached to a cable, I think. (Introducing part of the research team! We have Jerrin, a hylian-sheikah researcher; bilson, a rito bolson employee; and truckson, a tarry town goron.)
Want to see more of my TOTK AU where zelda doesnt go back in time? Check out this master post:
And my patreon if you wanna drop like two dollars for my sketchbook :0
#lonks diary#critdraws#familiar familiar au#botw#link#zelda#the legend of zelda#legend of zelda#loz#tloz#totk#totk au#botw au#tears of the kingdom#tears of the kingdom au#breath of the wild#breath of the wild au#akkala#skyview tower#linktober 2024#linktober#botw link#totk link#botw zelda#totk zelda#loz comic#only link would want to load himself into a human cannon tbh#rito have fragile bones and purah has Strict Safety Measures#also yeah that’s jerrin#i think she deserves better beyond being miffed at robbies life choices
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average conversation with straight women
#bg3#just so we're clear#straight women I love and support you#but you almost always deserve so much better ❤️
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when the poolverine/x men origins poolverine universes collide
before wade wilson turned into a crazy seasoned raw chicken)
#x men#x men origins wade wilson#x men origins: wolverine#poolverine#deadclaws#wade wilson#logan howlett#the wolverine#deadpool#deadpool and wolverine#hugh jackman#ryan reynolds#origins wade breaks my heart in my opinion#he deserved better#what a cutie#cough coughc#I LOVE HIM#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Dinner at Grian's
#art out the oven#grian#hermitcraft#artists on tumblr#<- this is the most 'artists on tumblr' piece i've made‚ i deserve to tag it /lh#I will reblog this with thoughts and process tomorrow probably. i spent 19 hours on this i'm allowed to ramble a little as a treat <3#edit: made the big image a little better quality hopefully this doesn't take a year to load for people
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Hey so if you guys here any pained animalistic sobs and/or wails don’t mind that it’s only me thinking about the house of hades family portraits
#what the helllllllll#I want to live in peace supergiant please my poor heart can only take so much#look at them look how soft and happy they are :(#I’m so sad about them they deserve so much better#I will cry at the family reunion at the end of this game I know I will#hades 2#hades game#hades 2 spoilers#melinoë#zagreus#hades#persephone hades
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michael shelley I would die for you
#some recent warmups I cleaned up and colored#they’re the only thing keeping me sane at this point#basically the what a week huh? captain it’s wednesday meme#thinking about michael’s fate actually makes me feel miserable#he deserved so much better :(#anyways trying to figure out my pre distortion michael design before i commit to it in a full illustration#still 50/50 on it though 🤷#the magnus archives#tma#michael shelley#tma michael#michael distortion#gerry keay#gerard keay#gerry delano#tma gerry#gerrymichael#doorkeay#technically not but ya know#my art#fanart#sketch#digital art#tma fanart#magpod
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Boromir + concern for the Hobbits
#lotredit#boromiredit#tolkienedit#lotr#lord of the rings#boromir#sean bean#filmedit#filmtvdaily#filmtvcentral#meriadoc brandybuck#pippin took#peregrin took#frodo baggins#mari's stuff#okay so i decided to rewatch lotr recently on a whim#fell in love with boromir#and then i finally watched the extended versions#and i fell even more in love with boromir!!!#he has such dad energy around the hobbits#he deserved better 😔
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“If you want more representation” okay but what if they did a better job than all the other actors???
Like, with PJO Rick didn’t go “only black people can audition for Annabeth!! Grover has to be Indian! Zeus has to be black!”
No, the actors auditioned, did a good job, and got the gig.
Like instead of crying cause all these white actors didn’t get it, ask yourself if they even deserved the position.
Everything isn’t some “woke” propaganda or “more representation.” They just deserved the job.
#I’m gonna spend the next week emptying my drafts#I can’t even remember why I didn’t post this#i stand by what i said#no one ever considers that they just out acted the other actors#and since we’re talking abt pjo you can look at a clip of the series and see why they were picked#it’s cause they did a good job#better than who you thought deserved it#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo series#pjo hoo toa#heroes of olympus#pjo#pjo tv show#percy jackson#annabeth chase#grover underwood#acting#movies#representation
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Beel shower card edit
I had to give him back his Beel-ish charm😘
#Holy smokes I’m alive#I finally remembered the password to this account LMAO#i may be finishing Levi next~#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me beelzebub#The more I look at the original the more I weep for the Beel lovers you deserved BETTER
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Elizabeth Afton bets on losing dogs in FNAF..
#myart#chloesimagination#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#elizabeth afton#circus baby#william afton#fnaf sister location#William WHEN I GET YOU#I know I focus on Michael a lot but let it be known#I feel bad for all the Afton children#Elizabeth has such a sad story to her#all she wanted was her father to acknowledge her#but instead he made circus baby which I think he was more proud of then her#and refused to let Elizabeth see it the one thing she assumes her father made for her#and she dies because of it cause he didn’t watch her#even as baby he isn’t interested in her#he more so focuses on his hate for Michael#Elizabeth has always been an after thought#she deserved so much better#tell your baby that im your baby
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