#and i cant get rid of the eczema on my eyelids

[roses-and-elixir]

.

[happyprimate]

So, I’m having a time

Since years I’ve been dealing with dermatitis. Maybe is not the worst of the skin conditions, and I had it pretty stabilised for years, but some years ago it came WORSE: I had it over my eyelids and cheeks, wich have become dry, wrinckled and cracked (hello itchiness my old friend!- “you shouldn’t scratch it! NO FUCK*NG WAY, REALLY???). I’m kinda ashamed of just having them in this condition, but as far as I’ve tried to get rid at least of the eczema marks, nothing works (fuck I’m even into retinoids, but guess what- Acid is not bettering it). My doctor (who is also maybe one of the biggest incompetents I’ve dealed with in all my life) still thinks it’s because allergies (OK, I’ve stopped eating and being near enough all that shit is supposed to give me allergic reactions and you know? Neither eczema marks nor itchiness has faded, so what now?).

You know, I was expecting that in my twenties I could at least have clear, puffy skin, and now I just have like a 80 years old eyes and ofc acne and red marks cause YOU CANT PUT ANY KIND OF EFECTIVE TREATMENT without irritating the skin. And on top of that I have oily skin, so if I put a moisturizer, then pimples come. It’s so tirying and demanding and frustrating to see everyone having a fine skin, while the only thing you can put on is a moisturizer and look like an oily frying pan, and even without getting rid of the condition itself. So yeah, if you’re suffering from skin condition and are as tired as me....hello, you’re not alone.