#and i cant be strip searched bc if the dysphoria. i cant wear the paper scrubs they force you in bc im fat and lumpy | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

roachfurby · 4 days ago

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mother keeps telling me that i shouldn't worry abt having my ipod in the hospital bc "they keep you too busy for that"

and then I go to the reviews for the hospital and its like "they drug you up do cbt for 15 minutes and then leave you to stare at the wall like a corpse"

#not to mention the faxt that i literally had accomodations to wear headphones constantly in school for a REASON #i did school and was busy the whole time and the only reason i never dropped out was bc at LEAST. i had my music #at Least. i could tune out the sounds of the fluorescent lights and the electronics and machines and other people breathing and existing #not to mention that i have ARFID and i highly doubt im going to be accommodated for it. so i guess ill just go hungry?#but youll get in trouble for not eating so what will i do. what are my options here.#and i cant be strip searched bc if the dysphoria. i cant wear the paper scrubs they force you in bc im fat and lumpy #and paper scrubs have NO stretch so if i sit down they RIP and BOOM. your pussy out

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