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The relief you feel when you see a stray cat again after not seeing it for a while
#there is this lovely little thing nesting near my grandma's place#i got to look after her for a while when i stayed there#i visit her too everytime i visit grandma#i can't describe the happiness i feel when she shows up#but also the sadness to see her getting thinner and dirtier each time#but it truly is a miracle that she shows up each time even in that state#i suppose god looks after her#and i cannot thank him enough for that#log
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sweetheart, baby, darlin', and so on. 💞 (by @jamisonrivv)
#wolf 359#w359#doug eiffel#hera wolf 359#eiffera#art#this makes me sick it makes me ill#beautiful colors beautiful lines the way you draw hair and clothing amazes me. and the textures... the halftone look for hera is soo good#i love the pose i love their expressions i love how her light is reflecting off of him. leaning towards each other. so so sweet#these are perfect depictions of them. and especially eiffel there has never been a better style for eiffel specifically#cannot thank you enough!! <3#💙💙💙
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I keep thinking about Merlin’s love for Arthur and how it’s so clearly portrayed in the show to the point that it practically drives the plot of the show. However when it comes to Arthur’s love for Merlin it’s more subtle and sometimes difficult to even grasp, and I started thinking why that was, aside from the obvious fact that Arthur has a lot of trouble expressing his emotions affection or otherwise. I think it also lies in the fact that Merlin knows Arthur intrinsically throughout the show; he is one of the closest people to Arthur, and sees him for who he really is. Arthur admits as much.
Sure, Arthur knows Merlin but the main part of the plot is that he really doesn't know Merlin. Merlin wants him to desperately understand him and “see me for who I am” but he can't yet. And I think this subconsciously creates a barrier in the way in which Arthur can care for Merlin, and how Merlin can let himself be seen by Arthur.
Which is why I think he was also so hurt when the magic reveal happens because more than the betrayal of Merlin having magic, it was the betrayal of Merlin not letting Arthur see him for who he really is and for hiding a main part of himself. Arthur says it himself “why did you never tell me” that’s what hurt him the most.
I think the most damning piece of evidence for this is the fact that while we see snippets of Arthur’s feelings for Merlin thought the show, the biggest signs are in the last episode after the magic reveal; in which he finally gets to understand Merlin, and this time REALLY know Merlin, and as the barriers of what held them back from understanding each other truly fall away, Arthur evidently “falls in love with Merlin all over again”. We see him actually express himself to Merlin.
This is another reason why I think if anyone was ever to create another season of Merlin after Arthur’s return, it’s physically impossible not to make it about Merlin and Arthur acknowledging their feelings for each other. Because there is no way forward without them acknowledging how deeply they care for each other, obviously anyone is free to argue what kind of love that is, but its impossible not to see the deep love there either way.
They always knew they loved each other, just maybe never realising how much and what that means, because its almost second nature to everything that they do.
#merlin meta#bbc merlin#merthur#ignore me im literally just rambling#im not sure this even makes sense but i had to yap it out anyway!!#i think merlins love for Arthur surpasses his destiny in a way#He foresakes himself and his people just to ensure Arthur lives#but that turned out to be the undoing of them all#I cannot stress enough how insane this makes me#its sometimes harder to look at Arthur and understand how his love for merlin takes form#but the way he starts taking small steps to check in on merlin when he's being particularly quiet#or noticing the changes in merlin is a good indicator because it is so completely opposite his nature#and ofc the way in which he trusts merlin so completely#remember this is a man who has constant problems with people he chooses to trust#and he also shows time and time again how far he's willing to go beyond the accepted norms to also protect merlin#I think it was always harder for him to allow himself to open about his emotions#and it was much easier to keep it under lock and key to avoid it being seen as a weakness#Obviously thanks to Uthers A+ parenting which could not have helped#but as the seasons go on he begins to open up and thats no small part in thanks to merlins influence in his life#and when it comes to the finale they are both boiled down to raw emotion having to face each other#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon
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i have a (very evil) question to ask... who's your favorite miracle mask character? favorite to draw, favorite to think about, favorite in general? :)
i will let the images speak.....
thank you for the ask! (~‾▿‾)~
#i will ramble here in the tags for a short bit if you may#since it sort of delays his introduction in the plot of the game i was suspicious of him for the first half of it#cannot properly pinpoint the exact moment i knew that he will get into my brain... which i knew before. last summer#reunion inn study..? perhaps. who gets an entire structural wall from a building to another building cmon#rotating him around... forever. also it could be from music too. banger ost btw#the one that plays in their mansion? the one called expectation? that sums the characters and the story enough what can i say#and then i grew to love angela right away and then randall (somewhat) (im still squinting) (thin ice buddy)#havent looked at henry's reference image in a while sort of as an experiment. to see how it will evolve afterwards lolol#to be loved is to be changed or how they say...#anyways! i rather thought it was obvious who my favourite might be phphph#random headcanon time. angela gets sick frequently but walks it off after 3 days. henry rarely gets sick but gets very bedridden (by angela#artstump#answeringstump#thank you for the ask again!!!! :D hope its an alright answer-#henry ledore#professor layton
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once again, kelly can't focus on the plot simply because rafael looks too pretty‼️‼️‼️






good lord....


#law and order svu#rafael barba#raul esparza#s15ep13#NEED HIM#PLEASE#the fluffy hair??#a blessing i literally cannot thank the gods enough#once again I LOVE PURPLE#and blue!!
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Hetalia Gangsta 546 (I've skipped 542-5 for now🙈)
My baby was in the new chapter and ahhhh I love him so much I just HAD to tl it ASAP! 🙈
542 is like 12 pages so I couldn't wait and I also only did pg 1 of this chapter (since the rest is just info on the UK brothers or smth), but once again @escape-chan is translating these at a much faster rate and has all the recent chapters if you're feeling impatient as well. I will do my best to catch up, but if the next chapter features my beloved precious absolutely adorable babygirl Korol, I may or may not skip ahead again...
#hetalia#aph hetalia#hetalia gangsta#gangstalia#hetalia russia#aph russia#gangsta russia#gangsta korol#ivan braginsky#my goodness I love him so much#I say this in the most platonic way possible but I am SO IN LOVE WITH THIS MAN AHHHH HE IS SO JUST VERY SO#LOOK AT HIM LOOK AT HIM LOOK AT HIM#I really cannot get enough of him I love him so much I love this chapter so much I love this arc so much I love you hima so much for this#thank you for feeding me after 2 whole years#ty also to the person who helped me feel motivated to make those tl notes 🥰#if you're interested please see the notes/rbs of this post to see a rb on my other account that talks about a dark interpretation of mine
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imagining a world in which Simon agreed to go with Edwin and try to escape hell, imagining Simon developing an immediate and very inadvisable crush on the cute guy that just threw a grenade at a demon and Edwin's reaction to that, imagining the reaction of Charles Overprotective Rowland when he finds out that the guy Edwin insists on dragging along with them is one of the guys that sacrificed him to a demon in the first place, imagining the Night Nurse's face when three dead boys pop back through the door instead of two
#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#This is very much not what I would have wanted to see in the show because that episode was perfect to me#But I do think it would have been funny#And hey if you wanted to go the angst route and follow sandman comic lore of 'people stay in hell because they believe they should be there#Then you could have Edwin who has come to terms with who he is and Simon who is starting to forgive himself thanks to Edwin#Getting out of Hell just fine while they're being chased#And Charles 'im scared I'll end up like my dad' Rowland. Charles 'i could never be good enough' Rowland. Charles 'rage issues' Rowland#Who doesn't think he deserves to get out. Even if the thought is deep down and buried#Edwin's reaction to that would be. Woof. Yikes. Delicious#Don't get me wrong Charles would absolutely not stay in hell because I love him too much for that#And so does Death and you absolutely cannot change my mind about that there's no way she doesn't know about the boys#So yeah he'd get out fairly quickly#But just. The potential. The pain. Chef's kiss
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Why did Apollo favor the trojans in the Illiad?
So, dear Anon, I've been thinking about how to answer this question since I got it a couple days ago and I think I kind of want to make something clear before I get into it.
The Iliad by itself as a poem only covers some of the events that occur in the final year of a long protracted conflict that had been brewing for at least two decades and was an active war for ten. Within the space of the Iliad itself, the motivations and affairs of the major players are often referenced but there are many, many parts of the story that are not there because they belong to a different story cycle that has been since lost or was never recorded with words. In the space of the Iliad Apollo's motivations are questioned a lot - his pride is questioned by Poseidon who thinks Apollo should be just as angry at the Trojans as he considering Apollo was treated equally as poorly by Laomedon while they worked together. His honour is questioned by Hera who chastises him for taking the Trojans' side when he'd proclaimed that Achilles would live a long life and prosper at Thetis and Peleus' wedding. His own sister calls him a coward for refusing to fight when Zeus gives permission for the gods to go wild on the battlefield. For all that there's this image of Apollo in the Iliad as some staunch and unwavering protector of the Trojans, believe it or not, I largely think of Apollo as neutral in the war.
Which, I suppose, comes back to the question - why did Apollo favour the Trojans? The truthful answer is that I don't know. The Iliad and all its connected stories isn't something I've done enough research on to have an answer or a reference to an answer off the top of my head. The reasoning I'm aware of is that Apollo was a Patron God of Troy and really a god doesn't need any reason besides that to protect his people but it's not like Apollo abandoned the Greeks either. Calchas is the biggest example of that I can point to - descended directly from a priest of Apollo and one who attributed his mantic power to the god, Calchas was pivotal in ensuring the Greeks even got to Troy in the first place.
From a personal perspective however, I think Apollo was more dedicated to the house of Priam than he was the city of Troy itself. Apollo's affection for that house and all its members ran deep - from his admiration of Hecuba and Hector to his love and attempted courtship of Cassandra to his blessings given to Helenus, Deiphobos, Cassandra, Troilus and even his partnership with Paris - Apollo loved the house of Priam. When you think about the times Apollo lashes out against the Greeks, it's generally because they've done some nonsense to earn his ire. The plague was caused by Agamemnon disrespecting his priest, his aid in the slaughter of Patroclus was because he didn't respect him, his minor grudge against Diomedes too was because he tried to test Apollo's mettle and well, the less said about Achilles the better. Apart from his obvious favouring of Hector in the skirmishes, Apollo doesn't really oppose the Greeks. He has a ton of reasons to by the time the Iliad rolls around, including avenging the death of two of his sons, but he remains mostly satisfied with conducting his father's business and overseeing the war from a somewhat professional perspective. To me, it's always been less about Apollo caring about the fate of Troy as a city itself and more about him just really wanting to protect the people in the city that he's come to love and respect.
Of course, I encourage you to take my words with a big tablespoon of salt - like I said, I don't really know enough about the facts in particular to give a solid, confident answer but I can give you my interpretation of it. Maybe consult someone like @littlesparklight for a more comprehensive and grounded response 🤔
#ginger answers asks#Thank you so much for the question even if my answer was somewhat lacking lmao#For the record btw Apollo doesn't stay mad at Diomedes forever either - he pretty much drops it after the Funeral Games#and helps him get rid of the cursed ass Palladium when he goes to consult an oracle about it lmao#Apollo just generally doesn't fuck with people who have too much hubris for their own good#Like he r e a l l y hates that#But Apollo more or less went wherever he was called and did whatever needed to be done#to keep the war flowing and progressing the way it should#I always find his lack of retaliation against Achilles to be a point of extreme interest#Yes he eventually aids in Achilles death together with Paris but Apollo refrained from getting vengeance against him for years#Depictions of Apollo being held back when Achilles assaults and kills Troilus always ALWAYS intrigue me#And it's always what I think about when I hear people talk about Apollo hating the Greeks or favouring the Trojans#Apollo didn't have any beef with his family at that time and he certainly didn't care enough about any particular human to go against his#family - he says so himself when Poseidon is goading him to fight and yet I cannot help but think about how he kills Neoptolemus#Interesting man indeed#apollo#the iliad
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let me be the one to say / i wouldn't dream this any other way.
happy 2 yr anniversary with my rockstar!! my one and only, the love of my life, my other half. i love you so much, Chai, and i could never imagine a life without knowing you. 🧡💜
#i'm gonna try not to get too sappy here but omg#i genuinely cannot thank him enough for coming in to my life..#everything has become so much brighter and warmer since the day i met him#i feel like i'm actually living for the first time in my life and i don't think it's a coincidence it started when i met him#♥; love you a latte#☼; q's scribbles#self ship
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I grabbed a bunch of caps for that last post so here's a few more in my favorite genre of bejíta
#silly hours#dbtag#i cannot express to you in strong enough terms how happy I am that super let him be silly and have fun#He's so happy and comfortable even when he's not. he's grown so much and healed so much i am so --!!#when you've had a blorbo since you were 8 and now you're in your 30s and blorbo chose to grow and mature and heal too it's special#and it means a lot to me 🥹 Never thought I'd see the day when all those headcanons I had were validated by the canon#i am constantly thinking about how toriyama said he shied away from more complex emotional plots because he didn't trust his art#but toya's nuance and pacing and composition skill is the reason he can and chose to write those kinds of stories in super#🥺 i just love them all a whole lot. what a team. toya is such a find.#anyway thank you tori & toya i owe u my life or at least my undivided attention span
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I am so maddeningly obsessed w your binggeyuan "hate is just another word for love" fic dude I'm insane about this. I've read it like. 8 times. Xin Mo shattering at the end finalizes everything so neatly but God I cannot help but wish there was more. Beautiful beautiful stuff. I would elect you Governor if I knew what they did
before you stands a normal plush doll. there is nothing wrong with him. he is only a plush and so he does not have feelings, but even if he did, they would be very normal feelings with nothing wrong with them, too :)
fdkjgh i'm glad you like that fic so much though, thank you! i really do love bingge best when he's so fucked up it's pathetic... <- normal opinion
i don't have any plans to write more for that au, but i can promise that there is an absolutely batshit insane bingmei-ification plot awaiting them both in that world lmao. good luck sy you really got this bingge especially fucked up and you didn't even know he was real !
#poor bingge really could do nothing but cling to hatred because it was the only tool he knew for dealing with things he could not have#“i cannot have him so i must hate him - i cannot dare to love something outside my reach because i am supposed to be happy and superior”#<- clown. ur in love w the judgemental twink already sry.#anyway thank you i'm glad you liked the fic enough to reread it + come let me know you enjoyed it!!#nyoomerr ask
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All right, so there's this Kankuro hc I have that I wanted to share. It kinda has to do with him having lower self-esteem in regards to his looks and physical appearance. Like, he's proud and confident in everything except his looks, and no, it's not a "because he looks like his dad" situation.
So, we know that most girls in Suna are cray-cray for Gaara. Girls love him, think he's dreamy, and sigh longingly when they see him. They think he's the ideal man (not knowing Gaara is not attracted to women. And absolutely in love with Naruto, btw). So, Kankuro grows up used to that adoration his brother receives from the female populace. He's made up peace with the fact that people love Gaara, and he's proud of him for it! He's fine with just being the 'mysterious black clad figure' constantly watching Gaara's back in the background. After all, Kankuro is also a very private person.
That is, until one day, he decides to go run an errand. Idk what it could be. Maybe he's just quickly going grocery shopping or going to get some parts for his puppet's limbs, or Temari asked him to go get her something (Maybe she's on her period, so being the good brother he is, Kankuro goes buy her favorite candy). The core of the matter is he's in a hurry, so he goes out completely bare-faced and in a t-shirt. The moment he steps foot into the street, all eyes are on him. Initially, the people don't recognize him cause they're not used to their young prince going out like that. But oh boy, the moment they do.
They're whispering about him and how good-looking he is, girls immediately start drooling for him cause 'dayum, look at Lord Kankuro's biceps." Some girls are even reported fainting and suffering nosebleeds cause Kankuro smiled their way. Kankuro is, of course, unaware of all this. Simply cause he's not used to people reacting that way to him. These reactions are usually reserved only for Gaara. So, the whole time he's out, he's thinking like "damn, wonder what everyone is whispering about. It must be a really hot day for people to literally start fainting out of the blue."
Until he gets home, and he tells his siblings and their reactions are pure gold. Gaara just sighs cause yeah, he's kinda bad at understanding human relationships, but not even he is that dense. While Temari just rubs her temples and finally speaks up: "Kankuro, they were all taken aback by you and your appearance. They're not used to seeing you showing so much skin, so it vaporized their minds the moment you did." And he's like,"Yeah, no way. We know people simp for Gaara. But me? Never happened before." So she goes and simply holds up a mirror up to him so that he'll see himself like "Yeah, you were expecting to go out like that and get 0 reactions? Kankuro open your fucking eyes, the people love you just as much as they love Gaara." And at that sudden moment that realization dawns on him, he's just like 😮😯😧 cause it's the first time he's experienced something like that.
Needless to say that after that, Kankuro starts going out bare-faced a lot more often, paying more attention to the way people do indeed stare at him. I even like to hc that when she sees him, Matsuri's friend Sari (the girl with the long dark hair who's always hanging out with Matsuri) immediately becomes infatuated with Kankuro, jumping camps from the Gaara fangirls club to start her own club for Kank fangirls. That club would quickly gain lots of fans and members, especially from younger girls who not only find him attractive but would also like to become puppet users themselves, but were too scared and intimidated cause puppetry is a very male dominated field. The moment Kankuro finds out about them, he gives a public speech about puppetry being a field for everyone and that he's very happy to see so many girls interested in the field now, and that he was willing to start giving puppetry lessons if it made more people pick up puppets as a fighting style.
His popularity would skyrocket after that, to the point that Temari would kinda start complaining cause there's a ridiculous uptick in puppet users compared to tessen users or people in any other shinobi fields, and that could end up becoming a problem. To the point Kankuro has to once again go and give another speech encouraging young aspiring Suna kunoichi to pick up other fields than puppetry cause "holy shit guys, don't just do this for me or just to be closer to me. That ain't helping anyone."
I just think that'd be neat.
#kankuro#kankurou#sabaku no kankuro#gaara#sabaku no gaara#temari#sabaku no temari#the reason I didn't mention abything bout Temari's popularity in the village is#because it's common knowledge that Temari is a chick and guy magnet wherever she goes#like she walks anywhere with that confident self-assured strut of gers and she immediately has a dozen guys#throwing themselves trying to open doors or pull out chairs for her and girls questioning#whether they're 100% straight cause they're not sure after seeing her#but yeah this is about Kankuro cause his hotness is not nearly talked bout enough#it's always 'Kank hates himself cause he looks likd his dad' and I like the angst but#can we stop with the hcs of him hating himself and talk about how hot he actually is#and how that could positively affect his self-esteem? please and thank you#more Kank appreciation please#especially undercut Kanks the way great artists like to draw him. those designs#are the only ones that exist in my mind anymore. his Noruto design doesn't exist#sand sibs#kankuro headcanon#kank is hot 🔥 you cannot change my mind bout that
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Most normal energy drink consumer







#new tags time yippee#cj updates#so there's some old-ish tags here lol#i had this saved for a while actually. just didnt know if i wanted to post goofs yet#old tags:#i will say i personally cannot make fun of him for that#as i was [still am even] overly invested in drinking mnt dew#they used to sell a full liter mnt dew bottle for like a dollar at the stores near me & id take one to school a lot an drink the whole thin#[Sometimes id be able to get a whole 2 liter. Tho I couldn't drink the whole thing during the day [mainly just to save it for later rlly]]#which i would then have after the can id get every morning.....#im better now i swear#tho it was always very funny when i had a class with a friend where id slowly pull the very long bottle out from my bag#the face they would make is always so funny to me still#so i have a feeling i know *exactly* what face his teacher made#either like a mix of astonishment & confusion or its just disappointment#a “why are you like this” typea look#its great#however his story is still horrifying#i drink monster a bit & like one can is enough for me for a day [if i can finish it even]#maybe if i clutched onto that instead of mnt dew during school years id be just like him then#im in the good timeline thank god#rant over lol my bad
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hozier starting to sing take me to church and then unfurling a pride flag healed something in me actually
if you listen closely you can hear me yell ‘oh my god’ when he does it
#(don’t listen too closely though I’m a bad singer lol)#I tried to post this Sunday night but it didn’t go through#I had no idea he was going to do it I almost cried#not leverage#hozier#slept at our airbnb for like 4 hours#woke up for an hour until Cumbies would be open so I could get breakfast (5am)#and then drove over 2.5 hours to get back home in time to get prepared for work#I ended up teaching my two hour group and then working till twelve and taking the rest of the day off#I forgot my meds so I slept ten hours until 10 at night 💀#worth it#seeing him was a spiritual experience fr#and this was like SO spontaneous. like I cannot express enough how much I didn’t plan for this#also I literally got my tickets saturday when the show was sunday. thank u stubhub ur a true mvp#I knew my friends were going and were staying overnight and someone in my facebook group was selling tickets last minute and was like 👀👀👀#I’m not gonna go into how she decided to sell to someone else later that day when I had already made plans and made me cry but whatever#it worked out in the end
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💥I FINALLY DID IT !!!!!💥 mirage body pillow preorders now LIVE 🎉 ╰ code DAKITIME for $20 off him - first 10 buyers only 👀
✧ thank yall for the support i hope u like him 🥰
#mirage#apex#apex legends#elliott witt#my art#shop stuff#IM KISSIGN HIM ON THE MOUTH#cannot wait to keep one of these for myself and hug him forever#IM SO HAPPY I MANAGED TO FINISH HIM IN TIME TO OPEN PREORDERS YAYYYYY#hopefully can collect enough usd before we send off our order tomorrow to not get screwed by the aud :')#THANK YALL SM FOR THE SUPPORT I HOPE UR WELL <3
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Holy shit y’all, apparently I’ve been on this platform for one year now… 👁️👄👁️
Honestly, after years of being too socially anxious and also just. Generally scared of Tumblr because I’d only heard exaggerated negative things about it, I could not be more grateful for how genuinely welcoming and friendly you all have been! 😂
Thank you to all of my followers, everyone who’s ever interacted with my posts, regardless of how small or large a scale it was on— you are seen and you are so appreciated!
Thank you all for one year of so much support, & here’s to hopefully many more! 🥳🎉❤️
#Genuinely thank you all!! I cannot say it enough#tried to keep this short and sweet but it is truly SURREAL to think about how much joy the Turn fandom gave me over this year lmao#thank you all for every laugh & every smile so far ;))#my stuff#tumblr milestone#1 year tumblrversary#turn washington's spies#turn amc#ben tallmadge#benjamin tallmadge#just tagging him because of the GIF lmao
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