#and i am sick
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not to sound like a bitch or anything but,
one: please don't call me girl, sis, ma'am, or any kind of feminine language or pronouns. my pronouns are in my navigation page and my bio. - it's he & they. i know people don't do it intentionally to harm or anything, but i am a guy. so yeah...
two: please remember that i am actually a very sick individual with pretty bad health problems and sometimes i hit walls with my writing, even if it is fan fic writing. i feel like i am constantly in a situation where i feel like people are mad at me because i'm not writing their prompts or i'm writing a different fandom. and in some ways writing fan fiction has stopped being fun. and my fear is that people are going to get mad at me or make back-handed snide comments because i haven't done x,y & z. i do this for free, this is free content i am making every day and sometimes it feels like i am working a job. there have been times i have prioritized uploading fan fics to writing my novel or going to my job. yeah, you're on anon in my inbox, but i can read it. i'm glad i can make content that makes people happy, but please realize that most fan fic writers do not post daily. i used to post weekly before the influx of prompt submissions.
so yeah.....
EDIT: i think the conclusion i've reached is that i need a more manageable schedule. while that means getting through prompts & requests a lot slower. it does mean that passion for writing will still be there. i've loved what i've been able to do and the people i've met.
the schedule is now posting fridays thru sundays it may pick up if i really get a good flow going or i have some time here and there. but going forward it's going to be posting friday - sunday with a minimum for two fics a day. <3
#bunny speaks#i might sound like a total bitch#i am grateful for the everything#but please remember#this is free content that is being posted#and i feel guilty when i dont post#or when i cant finish kink o ween#or i write more f1 than call of duty#its left me honestly tired and burnt out in some regards#paired with other health issues#i am tired#and i am sick#please
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born to draw block people making out... force to draw houses....
#i am losing my mind#the teacher wasn't there when i have to sent my site analysis and sketch#that's like half of my grades#AND I AM SICK#PROBABLY COVID#I AM A DISEASE WILD ANIMAL#PLEASE PITY ME AND ACCEPT MY WORK#I HAVE TO MAKE MORDEN HOUSE WHEELCHAIR ACCESSIBLE. MORDEN LOOK UGLY AS FUCK#joy and whimsy gone when they want boring ass contemporary house#shit was ass#to top it all off. i also have project that i have to design#i just copied my dad homework at this point since he love this design so bad and he offer it to me#but like WHY STAIRS#WHY DOOR WINDOWS#I HAVE TO DRAW THEM LIKE DOOR BUT SMALL#WHAT THE FUCK#WHO THE FUCK NEED CHANDELIER. THIS IS A POOR PERSON HOUSE#come to think of it.. no nvm chandelier is cool#but i still hate to draw walls. and window#and doors .. and stairs... you have to remember the size of the room for law and how wide and steep stairs has to be#and how roof can be only 32-35 degrees or they will look goofy..#and definitely fall of due to gravity#at first i want to add elevator in this house but came to think of it.. nvm fuck elevator#i lost it#my mind#cool#rumbles#if i have rabies i will definitely going nuts and bite everyone in my college rn..#that is how much i has lost it at thie point
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i’m SO SO SO close to being done with the always a bridesmaid sequel !!! 😭 i have just ONE more scene to write
#but alas it is 3:30 am#and i am sick#so I’m going to bed !#but I’m hoping to finish it up tomorrow#then I just need to edit it and hopefully it’ll be up at some point this week#FINALLY#only took me a year lmfao#jake seresin#jake hangman seresin#jake seresin x reader#fic: sometimes a bride#kricket rambles
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guess who's back (me)
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I still don't see why we're even running is there like a secret rule that the 24H of Le Mans should never be red flagged or something
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I DO NOT WANT TO CREATE A FUCKING TWITTER ACCOUNT JUST TO CHECK SOMEONES PROFILE FOR LIKE FIVE MINUTES ELON I WILL SHIT IN YOUR MORNING COFFEE AND DRAG YOU DOWN TO HELL WITH ME YOUR WEBSITE FUCKING SUCKS
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Folklore is so good it makes me sick
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I mean good night, I guess….
#so goddman hot#it’s literally midnight 24°C shouldn’t be acceptable#and I am SICK#THIS IS SO SICK AND TWISTEEEEDDD
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please i love you i'm begging you bring back suspension of disbelief bring back trusting the audience like. i cannot handle any more dialogue that sounds like a legal document. "hello, i am here to talk to you about the incident from a few minutes ago, because i feel you might be unwell, and i am invested in your personal wellbeing." "thank you, i am unwell because the incident was hurtful to me due to my childhood, which was bad." I CANT!!!!
do you know how many people are mad that authors use "growled" as a word for "said"? it's just poetics! they do not literally mean "growled," it's just a common replacement for "said with force but in a low tone." it's normal! do you hear me!! help me i love you please let me out of here!!!
#i am so sick of writers having to anticipate the most boring#bad-faith readings of their work. i am like - if you use cheese as a currency#okay! as long as the world makes sense to me: cool. cheese tax. moving on.#my job as the reader is to suspend my disbelief and say okay! i am so sick of like#fanfiction authors having to write dissertations#because they had an interesting idea they'd like to try out!!!#just write it! if it doesn't make sense that's someone else's problem!!!#PS OP is autistic. yes sometimes i take things literally at first glance. then i think about it lol#this is so clearly not about accessibility etc. it's about like. girl even i an autistic person#am able to understand ''they probably didn't mean his eyes darkened LITERALLY''
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whichever madman pointed out that the new rift on bill's body in the theraprism is meant to parallel ford's cracked glasses after he emerges out of the portal,,,, MY SOUL IS YOURS TO TAKE ANYDAY MY GOSH
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bonus !!
ford about bill:
bill about ford:
#I DETEST THEM#AAAAAA#please the way ive been lying awake at night thinking about this#alex hirsch YOUR BRAIN#idgaf if this doesnt mean anything at all THE PARALLELS??!!#them. THEM.#they make me sick did i mention this#gravity falls#billford#the book of bill#bill cipher#stanford pines#uncontrollable sobs#this is my magnum opus#i am so normal about them#toxic old man yaoi hits hard#“BILLFORD!” we cheer in unison
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Do you think we’re soulmates in another universe?
#I AM SICK#THIS IS SO SICK AND FUCKING TWISTED#we won but at what cost#DID HE EVER GET TO TELL JINX HE LOVED HER#i’m so heartbroken#arcane#arcane s2#arcane season 2#timebomb#jinx#jinx arcane#ekko#ekko arcane
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Now that Eurovision is over, I want you all, especially the Americans, to take a good hard look at how the voting results turned out when people boycotted the event.
In the UK, the viewing figures were down about 2 million people compared to last year. Up to 2 million people made the conscious decision to not watch and not vote because of Israel's inclusion.
The final results of the public vote, Israel came in first place in the UK and got 12 points. Because the only people watching and voting were people who backed Israel or at least didn’t care one way or another.
This doesn't matter. It's a music contest. The boycott was still the right thing to do because it is just a show at the end of the day, and the viewing figures have more impact than the results.
But it is also a good object lesson to show you what happens if you boycott a vote over something that does matter. Choosing not to vote in, let's say, a presidential election will have similar results.
#eurovision#us politics#boycotting is for companies not for voting#if you think this post is about the minutiae of voting numbers in Eurovision congratulations on missing the entire point#for fuck's sake I'm turning off reblogs because I'm sick of all the assholes in the notes.#I am tired of humanity and may you all get the government you deserve
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reminder to take care of your loser human body
#danny phantom#danny fenton#college au#sam manson#tucker foley#there’s uh#lots of headcanons here#everlasting trio#they really ride the line between good friends and assholes#I love it for them#also#I headcanon the nausea thing comes when he neglects either half#do too much ghost stuff?#forget to be human?#get sick#too much human stuff?#energy too built up?#congrats you’re sick again#self care is important lmao#emetophobia#cw vomit#I spent so long drawing this idk who I am anymore
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And is the update that removes tumblr live with us right now?
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i swear mobile games aren't even games anymore they're just vehicles for ads. i've gotten really into sudoku lately so i downloaded a sudoku app. multiple 40-second unskippable ads per game. solve a grid or a line of numbers and you get rewarded with an ad. need a hint? watch two ads. not to mention all the ads are for other mobile games, which are themselves vehicles for more ads for other mobile games and so on, like a set of matryoshka dolls that all want you to download their app and subscribe for £6.99 a month. remember snake? we used to love snake. it was a kinder world back then
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