#and i am sick
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Will never be over the unconditional love Johnny learns and develops for V. Johnny will tell V in Tower ending that they are his friend. Even if they are going through with erasing - killing - him, V still his friend, always will be. Because he understands that V isn't doing this because they hate him or want to be free of him but because that's the only way, because V is dying. And he wants V to live. His life for theirs, always, as he promised. V doesn't want him to die, he knows, but it's better that way. And V is his friend, always.
#cyberpunk 2077#phantom liberty#cp2077#johnny silverhand#v#silverv#you're killing me but 's okay - thats the entirety of SilverV relationship#AND I AM SICK
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not to sound like a bitch or anything but,
one: please don't call me girl, sis, ma'am, or any kind of feminine language or pronouns. my pronouns are in my navigation page and my bio. - it's he & they. i know people don't do it intentionally to harm or anything, but i am a guy. so yeah...
two: please remember that i am actually a very sick individual with pretty bad health problems and sometimes i hit walls with my writing, even if it is fan fic writing. i feel like i am constantly in a situation where i feel like people are mad at me because i'm not writing their prompts or i'm writing a different fandom. and in some ways writing fan fiction has stopped being fun. and my fear is that people are going to get mad at me or make back-handed snide comments because i haven't done x,y & z. i do this for free, this is free content i am making every day and sometimes it feels like i am working a job. there have been times i have prioritized uploading fan fics to writing my novel or going to my job. yeah, you're on anon in my inbox, but i can read it. i'm glad i can make content that makes people happy, but please realize that most fan fic writers do not post daily. i used to post weekly before the influx of prompt submissions.
so yeah.....
EDIT: i think the conclusion i've reached is that i need a more manageable schedule. while that means getting through prompts & requests a lot slower. it does mean that passion for writing will still be there. i've loved what i've been able to do and the people i've met.
the schedule is now posting fridays thru sundays it may pick up if i really get a good flow going or i have some time here and there. but going forward it's going to be posting friday - sunday with a minimum for two fics a day. <3
#bunny speaks#i might sound like a total bitch#i am grateful for the everything#but please remember#this is free content that is being posted#and i feel guilty when i dont post#or when i cant finish kink o ween#or i write more f1 than call of duty#its left me honestly tired and burnt out in some regards#paired with other health issues#i am tired#and i am sick#please
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born to draw block people making out... force to draw houses....
#i am losing my mind#the teacher wasn't there when i have to sent my site analysis and sketch#that's like half of my grades#AND I AM SICK#PROBABLY COVID#I AM A DISEASE WILD ANIMAL#PLEASE PITY ME AND ACCEPT MY WORK#I HAVE TO MAKE MORDEN HOUSE WHEELCHAIR ACCESSIBLE. MORDEN LOOK UGLY AS FUCK#joy and whimsy gone when they want boring ass contemporary house#shit was ass#to top it all off. i also have project that i have to design#i just copied my dad homework at this point since he love this design so bad and he offer it to me#but like WHY STAIRS#WHY DOOR WINDOWS#I HAVE TO DRAW THEM LIKE DOOR BUT SMALL#WHAT THE FUCK#WHO THE FUCK NEED CHANDELIER. THIS IS A POOR PERSON HOUSE#come to think of it.. no nvm chandelier is cool#but i still hate to draw walls. and window#and doors .. and stairs... you have to remember the size of the room for law and how wide and steep stairs has to be#and how roof can be only 32-35 degrees or they will look goofy..#and definitely fall of due to gravity#at first i want to add elevator in this house but came to think of it.. nvm fuck elevator#i lost it#my mind#cool#rumbles#if i have rabies i will definitely going nuts and bite everyone in my college rn..#that is how much i has lost it at thie point
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i’m SO SO SO close to being done with the always a bridesmaid sequel !!! 😭 i have just ONE more scene to write
#but alas it is 3:30 am#and i am sick#so I’m going to bed !#but I’m hoping to finish it up tomorrow#then I just need to edit it and hopefully it’ll be up at some point this week#FINALLY#only took me a year lmfao#jake seresin#jake hangman seresin#jake seresin x reader#fic: sometimes a bride#kricket rambles
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guess who's back (me)
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I still don't see why we're even running is there like a secret rule that the 24H of Le Mans should never be red flagged or something
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I DO NOT WANT TO CREATE A FUCKING TWITTER ACCOUNT JUST TO CHECK SOMEONES PROFILE FOR LIKE FIVE MINUTES ELON I WILL SHIT IN YOUR MORNING COFFEE AND DRAG YOU DOWN TO HELL WITH ME YOUR WEBSITE FUCKING SUCKS
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the way that I've made Davrin and Cyri imperfect reflections of each other makes me ill.
#wip#davrook#my writing#I am getting into chapters I have had planned#all of these conversations#and I am SICK
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#okay i like#woke up out of a dead sleep at 3am because my cat archie was hitting my face daying mother please#and like idk i guess i was confused#or i felt really awake#because i like got up like i was going to start my day#and like i am definitely sick with cold/fever#but#i like cleaned up the whole living room#made my bed#fed all the cats#did the litter boxes#set up my whole work space with my notebook and markers and pens#and was like oh my laundry is dry and went to start folding it#and then i was like#wait#its 5 in the morning#and i am sick#so i got a garbage bag and a roll of toilet paper#i waa going to shower but#i dont even think i want to do that anymore idk????#like i want to be warm and clean#but this laying down thing feels pretty good#also i took my meds so#that means sleep moonish#because i forgot to before i fell asleep on the couch#anywayb#yay or nay for shower#shower or go straight to bed#thank you lol#i hope youre having a good time if its 6am like it is for me lol
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don't be mad don't be mad don't be mad it's christmas it's literally christmas you can't be mad (convincing myself)
#I CANT BELIEVE THAT MY FUCKING SIBLING#BMY FUUUUUCKING SIBLING#WHO DOES NOTHING#BOTHING TO KEEP THEMSELF HEALTHY#AND GETS SICK EVERY OTHER FUCKING WEEK#AND GOT BOTH THE FLU AAAAAND THE STOMACH BUG#IS PERFECTLY FUCKING HEALTHY#AND GETS TO GO SEE MY COUSINS NEW HOUSE#THAT JUST GOT FUCKING RENOVATED#AND I AM SICK#IN BED#CAUSE SOMEBODY DOESNT REALIZE#THAT WHEN YOURE SICK#YOU DONT FUCKING GET NEAR PEOPLE#I HAVE TO FUCKING SUFFER#AGAIN#FOR SHIT THEY DUD#BUT I CANT BE FUCKING MAD CAUSE ITS CHRISTMAS#HOLY FUCK IM GOJNG TO SCREAM#OR CRY#OR BOTH#IM SO MAD
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Folklore is so good it makes me sick
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I mean good night, I guess….
#so goddman hot#it’s literally midnight 24°C shouldn’t be acceptable#and I am SICK#THIS IS SO SICK AND TWISTEEEEDDD
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Do you think we’re soulmates in another universe?


#I AM SICK#THIS IS SO SICK AND FUCKING TWISTED#we won but at what cost#DID HE EVER GET TO TELL JINX HE LOVED HER#i’m so heartbroken#arcane#arcane s2#arcane season 2#timebomb#jinx#jinx arcane#ekko#ekko arcane
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Found my fav Slay the Princess route recently. Dragon my beloved. Your horrifying beak mouth was an impossible-to-refuse lip syncing challenge 💖
Shoutouts to @blacktabbygames for making such a cool game!
#stp spoilers#slay the princess spoilers#stp dragon#stp the princess and the dragon#I FINISHED THIS LIKE 2 WEEKS AGO AND CONSISTENTLY FORGOT TO POST IT UNTIL I REMEMBERED JUST NOW LMAO FUCK#i made it for my showreel when i realised stp is full of good lines to lip sync to and ooohhhh what a fun challenge it was#and such a fun sketchy art style to emulate too. i dont think i quite nailed it but you have to take liberties when it's animation dont you#anyway this route makes me insane. getting to finally see ourself and finding out we're a SICK ASS GIANT DESTRUCTIVE CREATURE?!!!#the princess is so good at making me feel feeble and pathetic in this game. i had no idea. i am so so happy. this is gender euphoria#thank u my friend @rune-chaser for introducing me to this game bc it's so cool!!! and has made me cry more than once! yayyy!!!#stp#slay the princess#stp princess#stp the long quiet#my animations#my art#EDIT: changed the name in the desc from stp to slay the princess bc i want non stp players to know what the game is. shoulda done it sooner
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please i love you i'm begging you bring back suspension of disbelief bring back trusting the audience like. i cannot handle any more dialogue that sounds like a legal document. "hello, i am here to talk to you about the incident from a few minutes ago, because i feel you might be unwell, and i am invested in your personal wellbeing." "thank you, i am unwell because the incident was hurtful to me due to my childhood, which was bad." I CANT!!!!
do you know how many people are mad that authors use "growled" as a word for "said"? it's just poetics! they do not literally mean "growled," it's just a common replacement for "said with force but in a low tone." it's normal! do you hear me!! help me i love you please let me out of here!!!
#i am so sick of writers having to anticipate the most boring#bad-faith readings of their work. i am like - if you use cheese as a currency#okay! as long as the world makes sense to me: cool. cheese tax. moving on.#my job as the reader is to suspend my disbelief and say okay! i am so sick of like#fanfiction authors having to write dissertations#because they had an interesting idea they'd like to try out!!!#just write it! if it doesn't make sense that's someone else's problem!!!#PS OP is autistic. yes sometimes i take things literally at first glance. then i think about it lol#this is so clearly not about accessibility etc. it's about like. girl even i an autistic person#am able to understand ''they probably didn't mean his eyes darkened LITERALLY''
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