#and i alreadt love u all

[poppurini]

general lilia who's all tough on the outside, known for his aggressiveness in the battlefield but as soon as you're by his side- it's like everything his soldiers knew about him disappeared. he lets you do his eyeliner even when it's messy, he lets you put pink ribbons in his hair and uniform, and he giggles n smiles like you have the sun on your fingertips with the way you warm his skin.

in my delusional era you have me down bad for this man omg. also i needed to this out of my system ihaven't written ANYTHING in so long *sobs

“Y/n, darling, not here-”

the fearsome general of briar valley could only sigh and go along with your whims as you tugged him to sit down, a soft giggle escaping your lips—that he missed dearly—as you instructed the general of briar valley to sit still, your voice jokingly stern.

his hair, his wrist, his arm— you busied yourself with tying some bows onto the man with baby pink ribbons while humming a calm tune. your laugh, like melody to his ears, ring occasionally in the night when you hear his quiet grumble.

when he saw his subordinates staring at him in silence, he only waved a dismissive hand before deadpanning at baul who stood not so far away.

even though he wasn’t particularly fond of your actions, he couldn’t bring himself to reject you when you looked so happy. especially since he knows he would have to leave you for another week or so after tonight; this was the least he could provide for you as your lover. you’d catch him gaze at you with adoration, concealed by that stoic demeanour he had put up for himself as briar valley’s protector. you’d grow hot and shy when he tucks a strand of your hair away, murmuring why you don’t just put the bows on yourself instead as you’d look way cuter than him before giving you a teasing tap on the cheek with the back of his finger, his smugness evident through the quiet chuckle he had let out. some tough general he is.

++ irah i can’t do this anymore when i made that post i wasn’t asking for an ask that made me evaporate into thin air??? you could’ve kept this to yourself why involve me???? i don’t even know who l*lia is i got nothing to do with that man pls stop harassing me /j

[noyeons-blog]

hello, hola, bonjour, my name is lacie your angst-girl-next door and creator of my precious little star go nayeon. it’s actually 2 am here and i’m about to pass out but i was just too excited and had to post this intro before going back to bed (rip). i do have a connection page but actually i’m open for everything so please don’t hesitate to throw any plot you would like at me ! oh and speaking about “like” ( dat pun, i’m sorry ) hit the heart if you are interested in plotting and i will invade your ims ! oh and i love you all !  edit: oh and i also have a wanted connection tag so hmu for that 

go nayeon was born into one of korea’s most influential families as the youngest daughter of go minhyuk & kim minhee

although she was born with a silver-spoon in her mouth and her father had always pampered her, nayeon was raised to believe that her social status didn’t define her as a person ( wow i’m cheesy ) and that she shouldn’t take their wealth for granted

that’s why her childhood had been pretty normal, she was just a careless child enjoying her life, arguing with her older sister jiyeon ( and secretly admiring her) and not caring about anything

but as she grew older, she realised the pressure not coming from her parents but from anybody else. she knew that her father couldn’t protect her 24/7 and that the public was just hungry for some scandal the teenager could cause, so nayeon told herself to be perfect, the perfect daughter & perfect at everything.

since an early age she had played the piano and she loved it but the older she got she realised that she played it for anyone but her. the thing she had loved turned to something she only did for the enjoyment of others.

her teenage life had been a constant cycle of being perfect or just be the complete opposite because she couldn’t bear the pressure anyone. so yes, she had these moments but 90% of her teenage life she behaved like most people were expecting her to. the constant pressure of perfection also left some mental scars ( i will add later because i’m lame )

however, one day all of this problems just vnished and suddenly nayeon had to worry about other things. she didn’t know if it was a blessing or a curse, but suddenly her father’s company had a huge scandal ( i’m too tired to come up with more details pls bear with me ) and within a week they lost everything. their reputation, their house and all their money.

so now they were standing there, a former ceo, a woman who hadn’t work for 20 years and two girls without anything but their aunt’s help.

although it was a difficult time for nayeon who had to get used to a completely new life style where she had to think hundred times before buying anything, she actually liked living a more simple way ( although sharing the room with her sister for a year wasn’t that nice ) and she couldn’t care less about all the so called “friends” talking about her. she realised that most of them weren’t real friends anyway and only cared about her wealth ( wanted connections ) and though some of them really liked her for the person she was, nayeon decided to cut them all off because she was really disappointed & mad at the same time.

so right now, her family isn’t very well off, but they managed to find a small apartment where she didn’t have to live with their aunt anymore. luckily, nayeon was talented enough to get a scholar ship that’s why she takes her major very seriously.

now to her personality. first i still haven’t figured her out completely but nayeon is actually soft. like really really soft. she trusts people easily and pours 100 % of her heart into everything, friendships, relationships anything. she isn’t naive but she does believe in the good of people because she’s just too idealistic and expects people from fitting into this twisted image she has. yes, she did got hurt a lot because of it but she still hasn’t lost hope (rip her heart). she believes in second chances but if someone managed to fuck up twice nayeon can be quite resentful ( well, she might give another chance because it’s nayeon). she’s just very insecure at times, that’s why she might cling to people at times because she thinks they’ll leave her if she isn’t perfect. some part of her still, believes that she has to be perfect so at times she might be a little moody when things don’t work the way she doesn’t want to. so this is my precious nayeon, please hurt her err i mean emm love her *coughs* hurt her, give me all the angst and gimme all the plot ! ( also her secret “develops” in her teenage years but i still have to figure it out a little ) 

[transbebe]

[seijorhi]

asks :)

i love the post fic bundle of asks 🥺

WHO WAS THE SOULMATE???? ASDFHFHJFKFLF DID YOU MENTION IT? DID I MISS IT? The rolling coaster of emotions was too much sooo I think I might have missed it????

but if it was not mentioned, i'd like to think that it might be iwa or the other guys or gahhh, what if it was a rival????? I believe nothing would push Tooru to the extremes than learning that you're tied to his rival... 😳

Good job again, Rhi! Honestly these soulmate aus are my favorite!!! 💕

ahhh thank you so much!!! 

and no, i didn’t actually mention who the reader’s soulmate was. i was initially going to write the fic a little more in line with what the asks said and have the reader overhear oikawa talking about it on the phone with iwa, and he’d say the name of her soulmate. it could have been anyone, but me being the whore that i am wanted it to be one of the characters, and considering that oikawa was never going to let the reader just wander off back to japan, i figured that the best possible choice for her to potentially meet her ‘soulmate’ would be when oikawa took him home with her back to japan for the olympics - and with the tight hold he has over her, the only people who could potentially come into contact with her, through iwa of course, would be the olympic team.

kags and ushiwaka were too obvious - plus the reader would have likely met them at some point during her life and while the bond wouldn’t have done anything too crazy, she might have felt something (plus i think oiks would have rubbed off on her a little too much - she wouldn’t hate them like he does, but romance? nah)

which then made me think, if you take those two out of the equation - who on the team would piss oikawa off the most to know was the reader’s soulmate... 

there’s just something about that setter pride, right? 

sorry for rambling 👀

I already knew I'd love ani soulmate au you write, but it still amazed me. It was wonderful! 😭🤧 

you guys are too nice to me!! i’m glad you liked it bby!  💕

I loved your Oikawa soulmate fic! Did Iwa lie about the name on Oikawa? Or are there mismatches with soulmates and she is Oikawa's soulmate, he's just not hers?

Wait so does that mean that oikawa has no name on his wrist, he met his soulmate but doesn't care for them, or he has our name on his wrist but it's not actually "our" name it's just somebody who shares our name? Sorry I'm way to slow on this

Love your latest story! But I’m confused if her name was on his skin or not?

i’m answering these three together because they’re all kinda similar. so the name on oikawa’s arm - his soulmate - is definitely the reader’s. it’s a mismatch. basically it was my kind of interpretation of a yandere’s obsessive love - for oikawa, she’s it, the only one he’ll ever truly love, the one person he can’t live without, but even before the reveal of her mark, he’s already very manipulative and controlling towards the reader. he isolates her from everybody else but him and his friends, makes her rely on him because he needs her, not the other way around. it’s not the worst thing in the world, but the power imbalance is huge. whereas the reader’s soulmate would be the one person who would let her shine - help her grow and love her for who she is without trying to steal her away from the world. it’s not that oikawa doesn’t love the reader, or that the reader doesn’t love him, but her soulmate is the one person who would love her the right way, if that makes sense?

NOOOOOO my heart is breaking into a million pieces and oikawa's not even my fav he doesn't even make top ten but holy FUCK this fic is for SURE in my alltime top ten. u just have a way of writing him that makes my heart ache like i still cant reread home like i read it when u first released it n i have not been able to reread it again bc i cant handle strong emotions but like...this fic is the opposite i cant STOP reading it thank u thank u thank u ily sm for gifting us this fic 🥺

bby!!! you are in fact the sweetest? i love you?? pls come collect your kisses??

home is one of my all time faves ngl, and this kinda has similar vibes i guess, but maybe in reverse - home is all about the anguish of falling for somebody who hurt you because of the things they’ve done, and always is about the pain of still loving somebody despite the fact that they’ve hurt you. anyway, thank you sm, this message honestly made my day!

Ahhhhhh! That Oikawa x blind reader! Oh my heart. Soft insecure Oikawa 😭😭😭

he’s awful in this, but dontcha just feel a little bad for the guy? (low key wanna give him a hug for treating him so meanly in this - but he does kinda deserve it too)

now that i see u on my feed, imma read ur fics again hihihihi LIEK I READ IT FOR 10x ALREADT

💕💕💕💕the sheer dedication?? ily anon

uh.. hello.. the chubby seijoh manager.. i.. love it so much is it rude to ask for more?

the full fic will be out... eventually 👀

how do miya twins from breaking point/meet the parents react to overprotective dad (or not even really that overprotective just actually a good parent lol)? I think it’s a really interesting dynamic and obstacle for yanderes because so often everyone else seems fooled or mia leaving the reader really vulnerable. Honestly I wish I could just talk to you all day about your fics beyond being HOT they are also so intriguing and you’re just an incredible story teller!!!!

first of all how dare you make me all soft and mushy?!!?! this was v sweet anon, thank you

BUT i honestly think they’d both kinda write the dad off. if they managed to bully the reader into being in a ‘relationship’ with them, osamu might try to get in his good graces, maybe offer to cook dinner or something just to smooth things over - because it is somewhat implied that even though he despises the twins, if his daughter wants them around, he’d bite his tongue for her sake. atsumu would be the ass that deliberately tries to rile him up, seeing just how far he can get away with touching you, how many sly innuendos can he slip past your dear old dad before he snaps.

but eventually, whether you gave into them or not, they’d try to push you away from your family, isolate you. for one, they don’t want anybody in your life telling you that they’re not good for you when they’re your soulmates. also because they really don’t want anyone else in your life period. why would you need anybody else when you have them?

[wastrelwoods]

nureyev for the character asks? or your fave bad kid so far if he's alreadt been asked

oh god i got so many more asks than i was expecting...smh post-2017 tumblr conditioning me to forget sometimes people Interact With Posts

no anon u got in under the wire....u get the nureyev answer

why i like them: 

AH i just. have a soft spot in my heart for con men and you KNOW he provides. also fox imagery? you’re kidding me. i love his whole jaded revolutionary schtick i love the name symbolism i love when he’s a smug asshole and a repressed nerd...his theme music slaps so HARD

why i don’t:

idk i mean i guess there’s some stuff that comes with the territory of the character being a fan fave in terms of. sometimes stuff gets projected onto him that i think would be much more compelling to see a different character deal with instead? but tbh i’ll take two cakes 

favorite episode:

ohhhhh train from nowhere...i just fuck with it so hard....the arc about trust is just so interesting and i love to see him play bond and be kind of a competent badass

favorite season:

i GUESS season 1, since he wasn’t really in season 2 except for constant references to reassure the audience he was still around and i don’t feel like i have the measure of season 3 yet. i think interesting things are coming! but i also feel like maybe season 3 traded really strong individual episodes for a slightly less clear overall arc. or maybe i’m calling it too early! 

favorite line:

i’m not over the classic “every time nureyev says juno” bit but i like. very much. the point of final resting place where he’s shouting through the airlock...love to see a very composed character go a little ham

favorite outfit:

KFGHFGH he’s a podcast man! you can’t prove he’s ever worn clothes in his life! but anyone who draws him with a shirt that has definitely too many buttons left undone wins a medal

otp:

honestly like. juno’s got some flirty dynamics with other characters i can get into but nureyev is rly too gone on juno to consider anything else. in terms of platonic family dynamics tho i am REALLY wild for peter&mag

brotp:

i want him and vespa to have a standoff because i KNOW vespa can wipe the floor with him and i want to see it. i don’t even mean physical knife fight i just FEEL that she’s a better strategist than he is and he wouldn’t see it coming. but then they can be friends after. hey can he have like, one friend? any friends who know him? 

headcanon:

i see him oscillate wildly between thinking he’s the greatest motherfucker who has ever lived and an incompetent old fool...i see him do the anxious attachment and the vying for approval and the identity issues and i say borderline. disorder that man’s personality at once

unpopular opinion:

sdkljfdgh yeah whack that hornet’s nest! hit it like a pinata! smack smack motherfucker!!! 

nah i don’t really feel like i have an unpopular opinion about the guy as much as i wish i would just never have to have a take again about whether he’s Problematic or Villainous bc i think that misses the point. he’s literally both a conman and a send-up of the femme fatale archetype his whole THING is being hard to get a bead on in terms of what he’s planning and whether he can be trusted. all we can really be sure about is that he’s Going Through Some Shit Right Now and that this isn’t rly a show that celebrates punishing characters for their mistakes as much as it celebrates growth and life and recovery so. don’t be grimdark i guess

also i rly don’t care whether he has an ass or not. it matters not a whit to me. i think it would be nice if he was fat tho

a wish:

give him! a home!! perhaps a friend, even!! 

oh-god-please-don’t-ever-happen:

ah idk i feel like anything that feels within the realm of possibility in terms of tone and theme is something i wouldn’t mind seeing. fuckin...go ahead kabert. get his ass

5 words to describe them:

UHHHHHHHH can i be real i’ve spent like half an hour on this response and i don’t want to spend an hour digging through a thesaurus now i think he’s kind of arrogant but also very competent but also full of a lot of hope and tenderness and a stalwart moral core he does not listen to a lot of the time, so. some guilt  

my nickname for them:

do i have a nickname for nureyev? sneaky pete sometimes. or “thceif”

[contrarianshit]

MY FIRST THOUGHTS ABOUT LOVER

UPON FIRST LISTEN, THESE ARE MY FAVORITE SONGS: The Man, Cornelia Street, Death by a Thousand Cuts, Soon You’ll Get Better, Afterglow, Daylight 

But we’ll see! Full (incoherent) thoughts under the cut:

i forgot that you existed - i love the beginning instumentals .. oooh i’m really liking it, ugh i hate talking though but yay indifference, omg who is this abooout OH IT’S ABOUT CALVIN BC SHE SAYS SHOW … i’m jamming but ugh i don’t like that she speaks indifference … and blur … aww her laugh is cute … omg the so yeah at the end

cruel summer - what is this background vocals what … oooh a lot of autotune … but i’m liking the chorus … i do like it but there’s something kinda missing for me … i like the bridge oooh i like how it repeats at the end … eh tbh i understand how it’s a bop but not my fave

lvoer - we gonna skip cause we know it

the man - ooooh i like it already @ beginning, i’m digging this, kinda sounds very carly rae jepsen, AHH THE LEO REFERENCE, this is classic taylor pronouncing words weird haha, omg “getting bitches and models” TAYLOR, omg she said bitch again

the archer - yeah gonna skip it cause reasons obvs

i think he knows - hmmm… i’m not really feeling this one, it had promise at the beginning but the falsetto doesn’t work for taylor tbh, like i like the verses i think, hm okay it’s kiinda growing on me wait maybe not ugh i can’t tell yeah tbh i think this one will be a skip

miss americana - oooooh liking it very much so far 30 seconds in … okay i’m not sure about the chorus … god i hate talking in tracks re: bridge like that ruins a song for me … i like the lyrics of the chorus though

paper rings - oooo fun production, this is fun i like this, ooh i like the kiss me one twice three thing, “dirty dreams” i see u taylor, oh damn very surprising key change but i like it … i still think it’s very interesting production like very faded? muted? not sure if that would work on radio

cornelia street - here we go buckle up, looooving it, once again the falsetto hmm, yeah this is my favorite so far i think!!!!!!, cant understand what she’s saying in the falsetto oops lol, awwww her voice trembling i love that, YESSS LOVE REPEATING THE FIRST LINES IN THE END

death by a thousand cuts - the instrumentals at the beginning reminds me of fleabag lmao … ooo i’m really liking this verse … ughhh i liove all of this i think!!!! … love the bridge

london boy - lmao the beginning, this is nice, “darling i fancy you” awww, “stories from uni”, omfg this is like very london cliché, ahh there we go with the stella mccartney lyric

soon you’ll get better - am i ready ?? oh i alreadt love the instrumentals, i hope she doesn’t get hate for the jesus thing it’s so real tho, i;m liking this a lot it’s very sad but so good, oh no.. the tears might be coming,

false god - yes bitch the saxophone, wait what that was random then, oo yes give me more sax, hmm i like this .. i like the “we still worship this love” … ooh i like the changed second pre-chorus …

you need to calm down - not listening, kind of   weird transition into this tho

afterglow - it’s nice i think, i like the chorus a lot, digging it, yesss love when they strip away the instruments, i like the song i think,

me - skip, also a jarring transition

it’s nice to have a friend - the production not entirely my cup of tea but i like the tune, yesss muted trumpet, my band days happy, “stay in bed all weekend” relatable bud, i thought i was gonna hate this one given what secret sessioners said but i don’t mind it

daylight - i like it i like the pre-chorus let’s see i’m feeling the buildup to the chorus, ooooo there’s the lyric !!!! , I LIKE IT A LOT A LOT, THERE IT IS FRIENDS STEP INTO THE DAYLIGHT AND LET IT GO … awww the ending this is the talking i like though … yes omg

[sungbeam]

XNONIE PRESENT !!!!!

i had soooo many midterms to study for, so apologies for the late reply beam 💔 but lemme tell u that i missed u very very much

A LITTLE BIRDIE TOLD ME THAT U FOUND SOME DAREDEVIL FANART (the little birdie being ur post about ur thoughts during hiatus) AND I WILL WELCOME IT IN OPEN ARMS 🤗🤗

i absolutely vibe w/ daredevil x she-hulk too just b/c they both look SO SO SO happy w/ each other & they should just get married alreadt 🫶 i MEANNN i also vibe w/ daredevil x me, BUT i'm not gonna steal the spotlight from her 🥰

"i love making men cry" BEAM?!?@?@?' HELLAUR??? i'm gonna appreciate the angst so much SHDKSJFJ also hmmmm i'm not sure you've seen some of my stuff since i juuust started out. & don't worry, ur not being pushy at all !!!! i'm also very VERY nosy too it's something that dies hard 😭😭

druig mind games would make the e2l go a little faster tbh so that we can start dating right away 😍😍😍 THAT'S THE GOAL BABY

cravity JUST made a comeback w/ party rock!!! u should really check that out if ur into the upbeat & fun songs 🫶😚😚 I HAVEN'T LISTENED TO 28 REASONS YET b/c i was so caught up w/ school!! but it's on my to-do list for listens!

omg... u didn't just ask that BC NONE OF THEM SEEM E2L WORTHY THEY'RE ALL SO SHDKSJDKFK 💔 but HMMMMM:

slow burn/chan (he just seems like the best option on here 🫶), e2l/mark (it would be one sided tbh, like i'd hate him bc he was too perfect or something dumb like that LMAO), fake date/joshua (he's so bf material that i wouldn't be able to fake it honestly LOL)

XNONIE !!!! missed u very much too 🫂🫂🫂 and don't even worry abt it, i totally get that studying must come first 😔😭 but glad we're both back 😃

A BIRDIE WAS HOPING IT WOULD REACH U HEHE (ﾉ´∀｀*) i've actually always been a fan of this person's art style and the way that matt's portrayed here is so 🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻 idk it's just so good and as soon as i saw it i wanted to share it w u but i was on hiatus 😔✨

frfr like all power to daredevil and she-hulk but WHAT ABOUT ME õ_ó my main character arc when 😔 /hj LMAOO

OKAY I DO LOVE MAKING MEN CRY NO JOKE 🤩🤩🤩🤩 i love writing about men being emotional 😔✨ we don't get a lot of that irl so 👀💀 ahhh that makes sense!! welcome to the community tho omo 👀👀 i do hope i come across ur stuff at some time ^_^ LOL PLS IM SO NOSY AND CURIOUS I FEEL BAD SO I ALWAYS RESIST MY URGES 😭😭😭😭

AKBXKSJXKDBD PLS THE E2L FASTFORWARDING AND NEVER HAPPENING CUZ HE KNOWS THE EXACT MOMENT U FIND HIM ATTRACTIVE ?1?(!(@299*!1;: HES SO HAWT AND FOR WHAT REASON (´Д⊂ヽ low-key wanna write e2l druig rn where the only reason why it's even over 1k is cuz u keep denying ur so-obvious pining and simpery 😔😔

OOH omg yeah i'll add it to my list to listen to cuz i need jams to bring me out of my depression ayo 🤩🤌🏻 THANK U FOR THE REC HEHE but yES LEMME KNOW ONCE U DO LISTEN TO 28 REASONS it's low-key my villain arc soundtrack (actually i've been really into g-idle recently like owh they're so badass YKW THE GIDLE DISCOGRAPHY LIKE THE I NEVER DIE AND I LOVE R MY ACTUAL VILLAIN ARC SOUNDTRACK)

josh hong IS boyfie material like tbh all three of them are (´Д⊂ヽ(´Д⊂ヽ i would prob go with the same options u picked tbh :0

okok i know there were things i wanted to talk to u abt during hiatus but i cANT REMEMBER RN AHHHHHHHHHH but r u into dc as well ?? like im def not as involved as the mcu obviously but i 👀👀👀 am currently writing something where it's like txt choi 👀👀👀 and like the bat boys 👀👀👀 i hope u know what im talking abt cries but it's my passion project as of late sidbskchkehc but HOPE UR DOING WELL ILY MWAH TALK TO U SOON XNONIEEEE

[tumblunni]

Wow its so weird to start watching a youtuber when theyre like five years into it and then watch one of their first videos somedsy and its like WHO ARE YOU WHY IS YOUR VOICE SO DIFFERENT!! Sirlionhart wtf?? Like man did he move countries or something and develop a different accent?or can a change in recording equipment quality make your voice sound more flat? Or was it like jacksepticeye who tried to fake an american accent for his first year? He just sounds...less distinctive here. Maybe just was less confident? It really is just like a more flat voice, it sounds like robot version of himself cos im used to his super snarky modern self.

Anyway im watching his old playthru of Conception 2 cos that game is creepyand weird but its one of those "wastes a good concept" type things so i still wanna see some of it even if i dont wanna support such a pervy mess. (Tho sirlionhart is kinda sexist too so i wish i could find someone else who lets played it.)

Like itsgot the cool conceptof being a funky cyberpunk magic school?? And then stuff about peoplebeing reincarnations of gods and being plucked out of their life at such a young age and raised tofight monsters and ranked based on their godly blood potential. But then they dont really do any interesting examination of the dynamics of that, nope its just PERVY RAEP TYME! gahhh anime rpgs why u like this.

See its also a Dad Simulator and that is something i have ALWAYS WANTED except its really really gross about it. Youre an underage boy who has to fuck all yourfemale classmates each day and then use your rapidly-aged children as pokemon basically. Like they looklike 10 year oldsbut they dont talk and theyre palm sized?? And just born to kill?? And theres the most basic attempt to cover this up because you dont ACTUALLY get forced to have sex with strangers and get pregnant, you just "do the ancient rite of Class Mating".yes thats actually the fucking punny name for it. They make it very clear that even though this is a magic spellto poof up an alreadt 10 year oldchild instantly, it feels like sex andis considered sex by everyone involved.they constantly talk all perv about it and show pervy pics of the girls and seriously its just a shitty shitty excuse to just write out the actual sex scenes and claim it aint pedo now. If anything its even MORE disturbing now!you created a worldbuilding where kids have this magic power they lose at 18 so they have to have underage sex EVERY FUCKIN DAY WITH STRANGERS and throw their not-even-considered-as-human kids into battle to die repeatedly. And its clearly sex and they just say it isnt!! And its surrounded in other sexism too, like CONSTANTLY creeping on these underage girls and all the adultcharacters arewritten as being attracted to the underage girls and aaaagh the world is built around pedo!!! Magical god-ordained pedo!!

So yeah i love the idea of a dad simulator jrpg but id like to play as an Actual Dad rather than a 14 year old deadbeat dad to a horde of bastards who have less than human rights. Like man even if you removed all the perv, that ruins the point of a dad sim! I want to love and cherish my children! I want to talk to them and hug them and watch them grow! And be proud of the people they become! Idont just want pokemon with even LESS interactivity! And a big dose of grossness!! aaaaagh!!

Also the characters have some really cool outfits and that makes me sad that theyre so wasted here. So much waste! So much tears!

Anyway so thats why im watching a random semi-sexist kinda-transphobic very-much-making-fun-of-autistic-people-all-the-damn-time youtuber's really old even more messed up videos. Of a real bad game.

*shrug*

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I can't even explain in words....today,EVWRYTHING I was PREYING i thought I see in you was not true,became reality..no words Can express the betrail and complete emotional breakdown I had...I still feel SO sick.i am so so upset that you are the person I seen in you all along..for once in My Life I was PREYING i was wrong...I'm not saying or going to be opinionated at all..YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE...IT just hurts now more so than ever because I now know it's something I can't change or Bury My head in denial telling myself those characteristics and behaviors are not apart of you ,but they are..You were almost perfect if I wasn't able to see that in u...have a good life ebs..I wish u the best..and just keep on being the person you are.because that's what you know and do best....like my father said to me today when I told him everything about how I was feeling and how I came to the decision I did,was over your emotionless compulsive lying...He said,every one lies,thats just human nature,but not to the one u love..You can't build on that...ebs for the first time in my life,i would have been honest with anything u asked me.and I would have been faithful and true always...I'm sorry you couldnt return the mutual emotional respect that I alreadt thought we had...I need trust and honesty ALWAYS in my life when I'm investing my emotions into someone.and that just seems impossible with u and always will be due to ur past..I really hope u can change that behavior bub,because obtaining a happy fulfilling future depends on it.i really hope u get there one day and know what it feels like to completely let ur guard down and feel real love and respect and most of all SAFE in doing so in the arms of that person...don't think of me in order to help u through tough times and something positive anymore ebs,but remember you still have something invaluable and irreplaceable to get u back on track,YOUR FAMILY EBS..YOUR FAMILY,YOUR FAMILY WHO LOVE YOU AND FEEL ALL UR PAIN.......GO HOME EBS.GO HOME NOW ,that's where the real love in your life is and your only chance... DON'T HURT THEM ANY LONGER...take care bub,ill never forget you x