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â â đđđđđđđđ. a relaxing day at the beach w/ toji ân little megumi, accompanied by their usual bickering and precious moments
tags. dad!toji x wife!female reader. fluff. honestly just the beach episode toji deserves w his family t_t not proof read!
the beach is a beautiful place to rest after a tough week. toji lays on the towel besides yours, bulky arms resting behind his head as he enjoyed the gentle breeze, the smell of the sea mixed with his wifeâs perfume.
the peace is quickly disturbed when he feels a small fist claw at his mouth.
ââgumi, donât feed papa sand,â your muffled laughter echoes through the busy beach. you watch your husband attempt to fight off megumiâs tiny hands as they pry his lips apart.
toji grunts and moves his head multiple times, but the toddler is determined to get what he wants. âbratââ the dark-haired man scoffs while his hands wrap around megumiâs torso, lifting the little boy in the air as his final resort, âwhatâs this all âbout? wanna kill yâr daddy or sum?â
your son pouts and furrows his brows. âno, i made papa food. burger,â he defends himself and kicks his legs while being held up at arms length. megumiâs tiny fist full of sand manages to reach his fatherâs lips again, ânow papa eat!â
toji lifts megumi up higher, as far away from his face as possible. he takes a second before realising that he indeed had made a request for a burger just moments ago, when his son asked him what he should make out of the sand.
toji totally forgot to play along with megumiâs pretend restaurant game, thinking the boy would halfway forget about it anyway. childrenâs attention spans are short after all.
seems like his kid is an exception.
âi ainât eatinâ shit, boy,â toji grunts and turns megumi away, putting the boy back down in the sand between the two beach towels. youâre about to reprimand your husband for his behaviour before your child interrupts.
âthis not poo poo!â megumi jabs a finger at his fatherâs chest, his voice a bit louder. heâs taken great offence to the comment about his imaginary burger, which was now but a cluster of sand particles.
toji snorts and gently flicks megumiâs hand away, âyeah, it is. bet it tastes like âpoo pooâ too.â
âno! not poo poo!â megumiâs voice rings out before a frustrated whine leaves his lips. his little hands land on tojiâs abs, physically punishing him for saying such mean stuff about his hard handiwork.
your husband sticks his tongue out childishly at his sulking son. ââyes! yes âtis poo poo!â keheh,â toji mocks megumiâs high voice, snorting as he laughs about his own joke afterwards.
the father-son duo bicker for a few more seconds before you sigh and speak up. âcan you two just get along for once now? weâre in public, so behave,â you scold them as their voices seemed to get louder. you then glare at your immature husband. he could be such a man-child when it came to arguing with his son, âand youâ youâre an adult, so act like one.â
the two of them instantly shut up and their heads turn towards you, their hands that were wrestling with each other also stopping mid-air. megumi pouts and stops attacking his father with his tiny fists. the little boy knows better than to not listen to his mother.
in turn, toji huffs and grumbles something under his breath before grabbing his son to make it up to him.
neither does the grown man dare to defy his wifeâs demands.
âyeah, yeah. câmere, son,â toji responds and places the toddler on his chest, letting the kid rest against him. megumi surprisingly doesnât pull away and instead curls up in tojiâs warm embrace. as much as the two love to (playfully) fight, they also get along extremely well.
you smile and relax back on the palms of your hands. âmuch better,â you hum in content. your heart swells with affection for your two favorite people on earth. megumi is a carbon copy of his father and itâs the cutest little thing ever.
they both have that subtle pout on their lips as they accommodate to being close and cozy with each other again.
toji runs his callused fingers through megumiâs hair, sighing as he closes his eyes. he doesnât admit it out loud, but he cares for his kid. if he had to make a choice between either saving his own life or megumiâs, tojiâd instantly draw his last breath.
âheâs still a brat,â your husband grumbles to you, sharp eyes watching the way you coddle and coo over the toddler. megumiâs chubby cheek is smushed against tojiâs chest and it was an adorable sight. you giggle and capture it on your phone.
toji scoffs, but canât help the grin tugging at the corner of his scarred lips. he gently rubs the childâs cheek with his knuckles before continuing, âbut heâs my brat. ainât that right, boy?â
megumi lets out a small, soft grunt at his fatherâs words. the kid is completely silent, content with the way things had played out. perhaps this is what he secretly searched for as wellâ to receive tojiâs attention and a glimpse of his affection.
âaww, how cute!â your smile is beaming as you snap another picture of your family. tojiâs soft look is perfectly captured on your phone, with him gently touching megumiâs chubby cheek as the boy laid on his bare chest. pure domestic bliss.
you sigh and look away for one second to change the lockscreen on your phone. humming, you go to your settings and instantly put the picture of your husband and son as your wallpaper on nearly everything.
you tilt your head back only to find toji grinning from ear to ear now, going from gently rubbing megumiâs cheek to full out squishing them between both his hands, amused at the way the fat moves. âkehehe, look at âem,â he chuckles.
the little toddler eventually gets fed up with it after squirming and grunting. megumi brings his little fist upâthe same one that still had some sand stored from beforeâand lets the content fly all over tojiâs face.
megumi giggles and scrambles off tojiâs lap with a victorious grin. he points at his father whoâs struggling with getting the sand off his face, the man sputtering and grumbling. he sticks his tongue out, âthaâs papaâs burger.â
you watch as your son waddles over to you and hides into your arms, muffled laughter echoing in your ears. seems like megumi won the battle in the end; successfully holding onto the sand he was planning to feed his dad one way or another.
toji spits out a bit of sand that flew into his mouth from the kidâs surprise attack, âyou little shitââ
well, there goes the peace again. you shake your head, but let the two play and fight it out on their own.
. . . just another day in the fushiguro family.
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Cherry Red, Crimson Blood
Chapter 40: Where Do We Go From Here?
Summary: Things aren't going as smoothly as anyone would like. Maybe they can fix it. Maybe they can't.
Pairing: Poly 141 x reader
Word Count: 5,970 words
Warnings: Angst, discussion of nightmares, PTSD, discussion of death and killing people, emotions, so many emotions, angst, a little sliver of comfort
A/N: And it is back!! not super proud of this one but I'm starting out on a filler so...yeah. Really just setting up for the next part where some action starts again. You'll see. Anyway, glad to be back at it and I hope you enjoy!
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John stands at the door, gazing out at the yard. Itâs pouring rain, dumping buckets on the roof. The water has pooled on the planks of the deck, splattering with every big drop that pours from the sky. The weather once again mirrors your mood, your sobs audible from your room over the pounding on the roof.Â
John holds his mug in his hands, staring at the reflection in the window. Kyle and Johnny are sitting on the couch, both looking like kicked puppies. Theyâre itching to enter your room and go comfort you, but theyâve been kicked out for now. Youâre not in the state of mind to be around any of them right now, no matter how badly your sobs tear at their heartstrings.Â
You havenât been in that state of mind for a few hours now.Â
Whatever nightmare had plagued your mind last night, it was particularly awful. Youâve been up since the early hours, waking from a nightmare with a terrified scream that had continued until Kyle finally got you to stop and breathe. His ears are still ringing with it, his mind still pulsing with that fear. Something happened. Someone got in. Someone hurt you.Â
Nothing happened. No one got in. Â
The only threat was still just in your mind.Â
Graves.Â
He knows thatâs at least part of your nightmares. Christine had disclosed that to him quietly on the side. Even she doesnât know everything that plagues your dreams, but Graves seems to be a common specter in the darkness of your mind.Â
It makes his blood boil, and not just out of anger for what Graves did to you.Â
It boils with anger at himself too.Â
Itâs his fault youâre in this state in the first place. He should have known, he should have seen, he should have suspected. He should have never left you there. You should have been his priority over anything else.Â
How badly heâs failed you.Â
He lets out a sigh, turning away from the window to move over to the couches. He sinks down with a sigh, resting his elbows on his knees. The little progress youâve made has regressed with this new string of nightmares, the fear pushing you further and further back into your mind. Heâs resolved himself to only get worried when Christine is worried, and right now sheâs beginning to look worried. If you regress back again, the chances of bringing you out of that are slim. Sure, there are plenty of options to help, but you have to want them to help.Â
He knows exactly what will help, you just donât want it.Â
He runs a hand through his hair as your sobs begin to quiet. Itâs longer than heâs let it get for a long time. Theyâre all a bit scraggly and ragged looking, worn down and lazy now that thereâs no strict rules guiding their lives. None of them quite know what to do outside of the regulations theyâve spent the better parts of their lives living under. Heâs been in the military longer now than he hasnât, and heâs been finding himself itching for that structure again. He can never bring himself to relax and put the job aside even on leave. He only takes it when he has to and usually spends it training and keeping his skills sharp.Â
Now...now things have changed.Â
They have no return now. Thereâs no clear, set time that they have to return to base. They canât return to base. It would leave them too open to a possible retaliation from Shepherd. They were betrayed by one of their own already, who's to say someone else wouldnât be just as eager to become a traitor for a chunk of cash? Theyâre not even truly safe here.Â
How are they going to go back to base after this? Can he bring himself to take you back there, a place you never felt comfortable in the first place?Â
Where do they go from here?Â
Heâs been trying not to think too much about it. Thatâs a dilemma for a different day. Thatâs thinking too far ahead. Day by day is as far as he dares to take it now.Â
The door closes quietly, Johnâs head lifting to watch Christine as she approaches the couch. Thereâs a slump to her shoulders, something thatâs been getting lower and lower as the days have progressed. Sheâs struggling with this just as much as they all are.Â
She sinks down on the couch, letting out a long breath. Your sobs have quieted, no sound coming from the room now. The silence is almost eerie after days of constant sounds, good and bad from your room. You were doing better. You were looking more alive and well.Â
Then this happened.Â
âSheâs asleep.â Christine says, her voice strained. âFinally calmed down enough to nap.â She covers her eyes with a hand, sitting there still for a moment.Â
âThe nightmares?â John asks, glancing at Christine out of the corner of his eye.Â
âWorse.â She says, her gaze far away. âShe's remembering what happened.âÂ
John stares at Kyle and Johnny for a moment, the betas returning his worried gaze.
âThose shadows she killed...â Johnny says.
Christine nods. âShe's, uh, not taking it well.âÂ
John runs a hand over his face. He knew it was possible you'd start to remember what happened during the time your omega took control. It wouldn't remain a dark spot forever, though he hoped it would. The things you were forced to do are coming to light now, the things you did to survive because they failed you. Taking the life of someone who deserves it is nothing to them. Taking the life of someone who would take yours just as quickly isn't so much as a second thought.Â
You're not like them.Â
You've never had to face that reality before, and you shouldn't have had to.Â
âOne of us should talk to her.â Kyle says.
âI don't think that's the best idea right now.â Christine shakes her head. âShe's...regressed a bit. Pushing that on her, while well intentioned, might do more harm than good...â she trails off, her gaze still far away.Â
The three of them sit there, waiting for what sheâs going to say next. Heâs not even sure Johnny or Kyle are breathing as they wait patiently for whatever solution Christine might be able to come up with, whatever move she thinks is the best one to take next.Â
âI want to take her out.â Christine says.Â
âWhat?â John asks in surprise.Â
âShe needs to get out of the house. Itâs not doing any of us any good sitting in here all day.â She rubs her eyes. âShe expressed interest in going for a walk a couple days ago. She needs to get up and moving, start regaining some of her strength.âÂ
John lets out a breath leaning back against the couch. Heâs tempted to say no. His knee jerk reaction is to refuse. The world outside isnât safe. If anyone is watching, if anyone sees them...
Thereâs always going to be that risk though, and Christine is right. Sitting in the house all day isnât doing any of them any good. Theyâre at the mercy of the rain, but even then, he doubts it will keep any of them trapped inside for long.Â
âWhen the rain clears up.â He finally says. âWe'll discuss it more. But, I think that might be a good idea.âÂ
âWhat can we do?â Kyle asks, staring at Christine.Â
She lets out a sigh, covering her eyes with her hand. âI donât know. Iâve helped hundreds of omegas in crisis and yet I donât know why this case is so hard.âÂ
âThis has become more personal than those cases.â John says.Â
Christineâs shoulders slump even more. âI know. I try so hard but sheâs just so...different from other omegas.âÂ
âThis entire situation is different from what youâve done before.â Kyle says.Â
âYouâre right.â Christine sighs. âThe best we can do is let her lead. Do what she needs, give her what she wants. The worst thing that can happen right now is regression. If she regresses too far, we might never get her back.âÂ
âWhat is it? Tell me what ye need.âÂ
âCan you make me forget?âÂ
âI wish I could.âÂ
âHit me hard enough on the head I might forget everything. Then we can all just start over.âÂ
âThatâs not funny.âÂ
âIt wasnât supposed to be.âÂ
âKitten,â Johnny sighs, leaning his elbows on his knees. âI wish I could make those thoughts go away. I wish I could make them mine.âÂ
âI killed people.âÂ
âI know.â He reaches out, touching your hand. âI wish ye didnae have to. Ye were just defending yerself. Those Shadows would have done worse to ye if ye hadnât.âÂ
You curl up in your chair, turning away from him. âThatâs not helpful.âÂ
âSorry.â He says, letting out another sigh. âWe just want to help ye.âÂ
Youâre silent for a moment, sitting there listening to the waves. Itâs cold this morning, not even the thick blanket draped over you offering much respite. Itâs the first morning it hasnât poured rain in days and you were determined to take full advantage of it despite the objections of your pack.Â
âI know.â You finally say, staring out at the grey clouds looming on the horizon. The rain will return, just like the dark thoughts constantly swirling in your mind. They make you sick, nausea constantly churning in your stomach and threatening to rise.Â
Johnny wraps his hand around yours, his palm warm against your cold skin. âShould head inside. Gonnae catch a cold.âÂ
âYou know thatâs a myth right?â You say, tilting your head to stare at him.Â
âNo itâs not.â He says, pulling your hand between his. âItâs not good for ye being out in the cold.âÂ
âIâll live.â You say, trying to pull your hand from his, but he holds you firm. Heâs stubborn, but so are you.Â
âKitten...â He says, almost whining at you. âGo inside please.âÂ
You let out a sigh, staring out at the horizon again. The clouds promise more rain soon, another downpour on its way. You hate it, how much itâs been raining. You just want to be outside, down at the beach, going on walks. Your pack wonât let you though, not while itâs raining, even though they often leave no matter the weather.Â
Itâs not fair.Â
Youâre not a fragile flower and youâre tired of being treated that way. Even though your brain feels like itâs in a blender constantly. Even though the pain of what happened still drives into you like a knife, you just want to be treated like a normal human being again.Â
âFine.â You sigh, pushing yourself up to stand. âIâll go inside.âÂ
Johnny grabs your arm before you can head back in the door. âYe know we just want the best for you.âÂ
You stare at him for a long moment, emotions swirling in your mind. They are trying. Youâll give them that credit. Theyâre trying, but not hard enough. âWhat you think is best and whatâs actually best isnât always the same.âÂ
He looks like a kicked puppy as he lets you go. You turn away before you can feel guilty, heading back inside the cottage.Â
You pull the blanket tighter around you as you stare at the flickering flames in the hearth. The heat is intense so close, but itâs warming the chill under your skin. Itâs getting colder at night, foretelling the upcoming winter. All the blankets in the world couldnât fight off the chill thatâs settled in you at night. You know what might help, but youâre not brave enough to approach that solution.Â
The footsteps on the stairs donât startle you in the otherwise silent house, the creak of them audible over the crackle of the logs in the fire.Â
âIâd add another one.â A voice says from behind you.Â
âIâm going to.â You say, reaching for the stack next to the fireplace.Â
âCareful. Put it on the side.âÂ
âI know how to make a fire, thank you.â You snap, shoving the log in before moving it into place with the poker. âIâm not useless.âÂ
âDidnât mean to imply you were.â Itâs silent for a moment as you settle back into place. âWhat are you doing out here?âÂ
âIâm cold.â You answer simply, not feeling up to giving an entire expose on your current state of mind to the person you want to speak to the least right now.Â
âWe can turn the heat up more.â John says. âWhatever you want to be more comfortable.âÂ
I want you to leave. You bite your lip, suddenly not brave enough to say it out loud.Â
They are trying.Â
âWhy are you down here?â You ask instead.Â
âCouldnât sleep so I came to get a snack.â He says. âYou want anything?âÂ
âNo.â You say quickly, wrapping the blanket tighter around you. âIâm alright.âÂ
âYou sure?â He presses, standing off to your right.Â
You hesitate for a moment, curling your toes under the blanket as one of the logs snaps. Itâs not food you need from him. Your appetite has decreased again with this new wave of horrible things plaguing your mind. âI want to know why,â You say, swallowing the lump in your throat. âwhy you left me there.âÂ
John shifts behind you, silent for a long moment.Â
âI got too caught up in the big picture.â He finally says. âI thought that taking out Shepherd would end everything before it went too far. Itâs the only way weâll ever be safe, and I didnât consider the lengths heâd go to, the lengths heâd let Graves go to, just to cover his own ass long enough for him to escape. I was wrong in making that decision. Youâre not like us. Youâve never been left behind, tortured, had to fight your way out of an impossible situation. You shouldnât have ever been put in that position. We all failed you. Every last one of us.âÂ
Tears burn your eyes as you stare into the fire. âYou left me.âÂ
âI know.â He says, his voice thick with emotion. âItâs the worst mistake Iâve ever made.âÂ
âI canât do this.â You whisper, your knuckles white where theyâre gripping the edges of the blanket. The words are coming out and you canât stop them. Maybe itâs because deep down you remember the better times, when he was a comfort. Someone you could trust to catch you when you fall. âI keep seeing them, seeing what I did, what happened. I killed people.âÂ
âPeople that would have killed you without a second thought.â He says. âYou were defending yourself in a situation where that was unavoidable. Itâs not your fault. None of it is.âÂ
âCan we ever move past this?â You ask, your voice quiet and broken. Â
âI like to think we can.â John says. âIt wonât be easy, but if thatâs what you want, we sure as hell will work to make it happen. Things wonât go back to the way they were, and they shouldnât. You deserve better than what we gave you.âÂ
You donât respond because you canât. His words float around in your mind, replaying over and over. You want to believe him. You desperately want to believe him, but a deep part of you canât. Heâs made promises before and then broke them. How can you trust this time will be different?Â
The creak of the stairs wakes you. Itâs jarring, pulling you out of a sleep you didnât know you were in. Youâre on the couch in the living room, bundled under a blanket with a decorative pillow under your head. You donât remember moving to the couch. The fire is nothing more than embers now, but it feels warmer in the house. Itâs dawn, the grey light streaming in through the window, chasing away the shadows of night.Â
âWhat are you doing out here?â A gruff voice asks you.Â
You groan, rubbing your eyes. âFell asleep.âÂ
âOn the couch?âÂ
âThink I was on the floor first.â You yawn, pressing your face back into the pillow. âDonât remember getting to the couch.âÂ
âWhy?âÂ
âGot cold.â Your voice is slightly muffled as you pull the blanket up higher.Â
Simon lets out a sigh before moving around the couch to the fireplace. He adds a couple logs in before lighting it again, the fire crackling back to life. Youâre half asleep already as another blanket is draped over you, tucked up around your neck. Thereâs a feeling of a hand brushing over your head, but that may have just been your imagination as you drift off back to sleep.Â
You donât get to sleep long, more footsteps coming down the stairs waking you. A hand does brush over your head this time, the scent of the beach filling your nose. You let out a groan, trying to snuggle deeper into the blankets.Â
âSleeping out here this morning?â Kyleâs soft voice reaches your ears.Â
You grunt, chasing the quickly fading edges of sleep in your brain.Â
âBreakfast is ready, if you want to get up.âÂ
You are hungry. Thereâs a quiet rumble of your stomach as you begin to register the smells coming from the kitchen: bacon and eggs and coffee. Johnny is making the coffee most likely. Maybe youâll have some this morning. You might need it with how groggy you feel.Â
You stretch out on the couch, trying to breathe some life into your limbs. Itâs not the most comfortable couch, definitely not for sleeping, but itâs better than the floor. It was likely John that moved you. He was the only one that knew you were out here last night.Â
You're not sure how that makes you feel.Â
It's nice on one hand, that he saved you from the pains of sleeping on the floor. But at the same time it feels like an intrusion. There was a time you wouldn't have thought twice about it. There was a time it would have been normal and expected and you would have thanked him for it.Â
Now...now you're not sure.Â
You push yourself up to sit, joints cracking from being stuck in one position for so long. You blink slowly as you sit there for a moment. Itâs warm in the house, almost too warm now with your body warmed from sleep. Dr. Keller is sitting at the table, a steaming mug in front of her. Tea, most likely. Maybe coffee. Youâre not quite sure. She gives you a soft smile as you rub a hand across your face.Â
You feel groggy as you push yourself up to stand, letting your stomach and feet guide you towards the smells coming from the kitchen. Kyle guides you to the table with a promise of making you a plate and you take your usual seat at the end of the table facing the kitchen. Dr. Keller is to your left this time, coffee in her mug judging by the smell.Â
âHow did you sleep?â She asks, her hands wrapped around the mug.Â
âFine. Got cold.â You say, resting your head in your hand.
âJohn turned the heat up a bit. We can get you more blankets if you need them.â Dr. Keller says.Â
You hum, letting your eyes close for a moment. You wonât complain about more blankets, more soft things to lay with. There is one thing you wish you had, though. Youâre not quite sure how to ask for it, or that it would even be possible to get.Â
You jump when a hand touches your back, not realizing you had even dozed off sitting there.Â
âSorry.â Kyle says, setting a plate on the table in front of you. âFoodâs hot. You want coffee or tea.âÂ
âCoffee.â You say instantly, earning a wide grin from Johnny as he takes his own seat at the table.Â
âEven split this morning.â He says cheekily, setting his own mug down. âThree against three.âÂ
âTea is still the superior choice.â Kyle says from the kitchen. âBetter for you anyway.âÂ
âCoffee has a lot of health benefits as well.â Dr. Keller says. âSo long as you donât add too much sugar into it.âÂ
âSee.â Johnny says, giving them a victorious grin.Â
âShe said so long as you donât put too much sugar in it.â Kyle says, carrying over your mug of coffee. âYouâll get diabetes from how much you add in.âÂ
âTwo spoonfuls isnae too much.â He turns to look at Dr. Keller. âIs it?âÂ
Dr. Keller gives him a worried look. âYou might be pushing it there.âÂ
Johnnyâs grin turns into a pout. âWhat do ye mean?âÂ
A ghost of a smile tugs at your lips as you quickly shovel a forkful of eggs into your mouth. As much as the deep pain of betrayal still aches in your chest, as much as you still want to hate them, you have to admit you missed this. Itâs the least tense youâve seen all of them in the last few weeks. Even Dr. Kellerâs shoulders donât seem quite so squared as they have been.Â
A part of you feels guilty about it. It is your fault deep down. Youâre the one keeping them all on edge, driving that wedge between them over and over again. Deep down youâre the one causing the heavy weight thatâs settled over the house. You wish you could just go back to normal, you wish you could just wave a wand and make yourself okay again. You wish you could ease their pain just a little bit.Â
The eggs suddenly donât taste quite so good anymore.Â
You force them down regardless in favor of causing another scene, in favor of dragging the mood down. They deserve a little lighthearted moment after everything. They donât need to know the inner turmoil plaguing your mind.Â
Simon shifts next to you, his eyes darting to glance at your face. You can feel them, the intensity of his gaze just as sharp as it had been back in the beginning, back before he looked at you with fondness. Heâs stiff as he sits there, almost as if he can sense the storm raging inside of you as you force yourself to pretend that youâre fine in favor of keeping the bright mood thatâs settled over the table.Â
Maybe he can sense it. He is an alpha after all. Itâs his job to know, to understand. You glance across the table at John, his eyes on his phone as he sips his tea.Â
Your gaze drops down to your plate as you pick up a piece of bacon, your heart shattering just a little bit more.Â
ââS too early.â You whine as hands pull the blanket off of you. Cold air nips at your skin, making you curl up in a ball.Â
âItâs noon. Come on.â A hand closes around your arm, gently shaking you. âYou want to get up.âÂ
You let out a whine, pinching your face up. âNo.âÂ
âTrust me. Itâll be worth it.â Kyle says, brushing the hair back from your face.Â
âWhy.â You say, letting out a huff.Â
âWeâre going on a little trip.â Kyle pulls you up, forcing you into a seated position. âDress warm.âÂ
Youâre alone in the room again, the door left open. Light streams in, making you squint against the harsh intrusion. A quick glance at the clock reveals it is, in fact, a little past noon. You took a nap to make up for a night of tumultuous sleep, one of the few things you have to do here in this prison. Nap and read. Itâs a lot like your life before the cottage, before everything that happened, except now youâre stuck with your pack around you at all times.Â
You almost miss the times they were away.Â
You maneuver yourself so your legs dangle over the edge of the bed as you try to blink the drowsiness away. The nap hadnât been nearly long enough, but judging by Kyleâs eagerness, they let you sleep a bit longer than they wanted.Â
You let out a sigh before pushing yourself off the bed, moving to the dresser. You pull out warm clothes, quickly changing. You have no idea what they have planned, whatâs going on. There was no frantic rush, Kyleâs energy more excited than anything. It makes you a bit worried as you step out of the room into the living area.Â
Theyâre all waiting by the door, watching you as you approach them, rubbing your eyes.Â
âCome on,â John says, setting a pair of shoes on the floor. âBoots on.âÂ
âWhat are we doing?â You ask, moving forward automatically.Â
âWeâre taking a little trip.â Kyle answers.Â
You look at him cautiously as you step into the boots, pulling them on. You havenât been away from the cottage since you arrived two weeks ago. Youâve barely been let outside, weather permitting. Itâs an overcast day today, the world grey outside, but grey is better than rain.Â
âReady?â John asks as you stare at him.Â
âI guess.â You say, still a bit hesitant.Â
They make no effort to ease your discomfort and nerves.Â
Youâre led out the door and towards the cars by Dr. Keller. Her face is brighter than it has been lately which doesnât help your nervous energy. Sheâs excited too, just like the rest of them. Youâre not sure why youâre so nervous. Maybe itâs the anxiety of leaving after being trapped inside for so long. You just want to know where youâre going, what it is youâre going to be doing.Â
Dr. Keller ushers you into the back seat of one of the cars, getting in the other side. Kyle and John climb into the front while Johnny and Simon get into the other car.Â
You watch the green pass by as they drive, taking in the new landscape. You donât remember arriving at the cottage. You donât remember most of the trip at all. Itâs all a blur in your memory, much like the events that transpired after your omega took over had been. You wish you could remember the trip over those events. Youâd take green rolling hills over your own hands taking lives.Â
It had been jarring waking in the cottage for the first time. A new place, a lack of memories getting there. Youâre beginning to get tired of the pattern. You half expect to fall asleep and wake up somewhere new again most nights. You wouldnât know any better. A slip of a pill into some food and youâd wake up somewhere halfway across the world.Â
You like to think theyâd at least warn you beforehand.Â
John pulls the car into a parking lot, parking near a line of trees. Johnny pulls into the parking lot behind John, parking near the entrance. Itâs on purpose, you know that much. Everything is about safety and making things look as inconspicuous as possible. Anyone could be a rat. Anyone could be watching.Â
Itâs windier here as you step out of the car, even though you haven't gone far from the cottage. Walking distance, if you were up for a hike. Youâre not.Â
âCome on, kitten.â Johnny says, guiding you through the parking lot and towards a path.Â
You still donât know whatâs happening as you follow them, Johnny holding your hand as you step onto the rocky path. He leads the way, the others following. John is behind you, hovering in case you slip in the gravel. You do your best not to, despite how quickly Johnny is leading you. Heâs more eager than Kyle had been, and youâre sure heâd be running if you could keep up.Â
You begin to figure out whatâs happening as the sound of waves crashing on the shore gets louder and louder. Your chest starts to constrict with emotion as the trees start to get sparser and sparser, a cliff edge visible over Johnnyâs shoulder. You want to run now, you want to break ahead and race your way to the edge of the cliff. Johnny, even in his excited state, would catch you before you could take off and potentially hurt yourself.Â
You might hurt yourself just trying to run.Â
You hate it.Â
The land opens before you as you reach the edge of the cliff. The expanse of the sea seems daunting so close, grey and choppy from the wind. Salty air blasts you in the face, rustling your jacket as you stand there above a small beach. Itâs empty, but thatâs expected for the middle of fall. All the tourists have gone home, those with vacation homes back in better weather for the winter.Â
Youâre glad youâre alone. You wouldnât want anyone else ruining this moment.Â
Kyleâs fingers wrap around yours as you stand there, staring down at the beach below. âCome on.âÂ
The gravel turns to dirt as it winds down the side of the cliff, getting steeper as you near the beach. You do nearly slip as you follow Johnny down to the sand, your boots quickly getting muddy. Youâre glad for them, understanding why John chose boots over more comfortable shoes.Â
You pause as your feet sink into sand. You stare out at the water, at the white crests of waves crashing onto the shore. Itâs real. Itâs not just some mirage, some painting in the background of your life. Itâs really here. Youâre really here.Â
No one says anything as you take a few steps forward before squatting down. You scoop up a handful of sand, letting it slip through your fingers. Itâs coarse against your cold skin, thicker and rockier than the sand youâre used to, but itâs still sand. Itâs still a beach.Â
Youâre at the beach.Â
You scoop up another handful of sand, letting it run through your fingers again. You want to put some of it in a jar and set it on the nightstand at the cottage. You want to stare at it and remind yourself youâre really at the coast, youâre really just a short drive away from the sea. You want the sand to sink into your skin and flow through your veins and fill every crack thatâs formed in your mind. Â
Youâre really here.Â
You stand up straight, staring out at the water again. Your pack is still behind you, silently watching you. You shuffle forward a couple steps, waiting for one of them to stop you, to grab you and keep you from getting closer, but none of them move. You widen your steps, treading through the soft sand until you reach the edge of the wetter sand where the water was earlier. Itâs easier to walk on as you continue to approach the water, the sound of your pack treading through the soft sand disappearing behind you as you get closer and closer to the water. The waves flow up the beach, your feet getting closer and closer to where that water stops.Â
You half expect them to stop you as you step forward, letting the waves hit your feet. The salty water washes away the mud and sand clinging to your rubber boots, rushing up over the tops of your feet. You stare down at the water, watching it surge upward and around your ankles. Youâd keep walking if you were brave enough, let it get higher and higher until it soaked your clothes, but you know theyâd stop you. Itâs far too cold to risk getting wet. You can feel the chill of the water through your boots as it flows over your feet.Â
Youâre not sure how long you stand there, watching the water rush back and forth, feeling the pressure of it against your boots as you stand in the waves. Youâre really here. Youâre really standing in the sea.Â
You finally turn after what seems like an eternity, making your way back up to the softer sand. All of them are standing in a line, watching you. You wonder whatâs going through their heads, what they feel standing here. Relief? Happiness? Guilt? Shame? The wind whips at your back, coming right off the water, blowing their scents away from you. What you wouldnât give to be able to smell them right now.Â
Tears burn your eyes as you make your way up towards John, trudging through the sand. His cheeks and nose are pink from the cold wind, his beard longer than youâve ever seen it. You donât remember the last time youâve really looked at him up close. His gaze is uncertain as he stares down at you, trying to gauge your next move. He canât. You know he canât and it makes you feel powerful.Â
It shouldnât, but it does.Â
âThank you.â You say finally, a tear sliding down your cheek. âThank you.âÂ
You can hear them. They donât know it, but you can. They think theyâre speaking quietly, but in the silence of the morning, you can hear almost every word. Dr. Kellerâs protests, John's quiet insistence.Â
Leaving.Â
Thatâs the word that caught your attention. Leaving. Someone is leaving. Someone is separating themselves from the pack again, and not just for a trip to town to go to the store. This meaning is different, it hangs differently in the air.Â
âI donât think this is a good idea right now.â Dr. Keller says, her voice just barely audible through the open sliding glass door. Itâs open just a crack, just enough to hear whatâs transpiring inside.Â
âWe wonât have another chance.â John says, his voice insistent. âWe have to do this. She deserves it.âÂ
She. You. Whatever it is, it involves you. It always does. You canât remember a time over the last few weeks when it hasnât been about you. Itâs always about you and you hate it. You almost wish things would go back to the way they were before, when you were a second thought, the one left behind.
Youâre going to be left behind again.Â
âJohn-âÂ
âI know.â Johnâs voice is louder again. âWe have to do whatâs best for our pack, and right now this is it.âÂ
The sliding door opens, the conversation over. Your stomach is churning, nausea eating its way up your esophagus as John crosses the deck towards where youâre seated. His steps are slow and quiet, almost like heâs approaching a wild animal. He might be, depending on how this conversation is going to go.Â
How are you going to react? You expected it eventually. Theyâll always leave, theyâll always put you last and think about themselves first. Are you upset? Are you angry? Is it a relief?Â
You wish you could feel something right now. Instead you feel numb. Another promise broken, another lie told.Â
âYouâre leaving again.â You say, staring out at the horizon as John takes a seat next to you. You need to get it out first, say what you know before he can say it and break your heart again.Â
He lets out a quiet sigh, leaning back in the chair. âWe are, but youâre coming with us.âÂ
You turn to glance at him, taken aback by his words. Youâre leaving too? You hadnât considered this. The cottage is your prison. You are Rapunzel trapped by the Mother Gothel that is your pack, stuck in the tower for the rest of time.Â
Leaving?Â
âThereâs something we need to take care of back in the states.â John explains. âYouâre coming with us.âÂ
Back in the states? What could possibly be there that is left for you, for your pack?Â
You donât like the sound of that. You donât like the sound of that one bit.Â
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I am not closely following the election results tonight, but I am occasionally seeing flashes of them out of the corner of my eye. The most obvious sign that things arenât going well right now is the complete lack of celebrating on my dash. I know what tumblr looks like when itâs happy. Maybe Iâll go to bed tonight and see something different in the morning. I hope to god that is the case. But Iâm thinking about the way Iâm thinking right now, and I want to get some stuff down before the future kicks in.
In 2016 I was in a period of my life I affectionately refer to as as my fuckup era. I wasnât even fucking up really. More just chilling out and falling short of the vague expectations Iâd had about what I was supposed to be doing after I graduated college. While my friends from college rented apartments in the city and got jobs that didnât supply you with a uniform shirt, I lived at home and worked as a barista at a fancy movie theater. Thatâs a real job you can do for almost five years. I didnât have a clue what the back half of my twenties should look like. The only long term plan I had in my life was moving out west with my best friend, and my plan for finding a job once I was out there was basically to cross my fingers and hope.
Those days werenât bad on the whole, but it felt like I was not actually living a life so much as I was goofing off in the waiting room. Sometimes that felt embarrassing, sometimes it felt fun, and sometimes it felt like I was completely pointless to the world.
On 2016âs Election Day, I went to bed early. After watching the votes come in, I needed the night to be over. I woke in a world that felt different than it had been the night beforeânot just in the actuality of who would be president but down to its foundations. I realized for the first time how much hope Iâd had in human nature because now I didnât feel it anymore. Itâs almost silly when I think about itâso many horrible things had already happened that year, people had done horrible things as long as there have been people, and I didnât think I was naive to thatâbut something clicked into place that morning.
It felt the same way my world had changed a year earlier, in 2015 during my last semester of college. My college victory lap felt like a prolonged downward spiral. Very early in the morning on a Monday, after pulling an all-nighter and overwhelmed by self-loathing that I could not just motivate myself to work on a paper that had been my only thought all weekend, I self-harmed for the first time in a way that was impossible to pretend it was anything else. Earlier that weekend, Iâd tried staving off the urges drawing or writing on my arm, something that did (and does) usually work. Iâd written this quote in silver sharpie on my forearm: âGood is not a thing you are. It's a thing you do.â
I picked that quote from the Ms. Marvel comics and liked the words so much, I thought that I wouldnât be willing to purposefully mess it up by hurting myself there. Didnât work. They just made me feel more ashamed of myself as I did it.
That was the worst I had ever felt. Then, on the Friday of that week, a friend of mine was senselessly, brutally murdered.
It doesnât feel now like there was ever a time before her death. My memoir class is now where I wrote about her. My favorite professor is now the one who held me as I cried. My final thesis, the culmination of my history degree, never got finished and certainly never got polished. I turned it what I had and got an A minus. Sometimes I think of rereading that paper to see if thatâs the grade it actually deserved. We hadnât been the closest friends, but my name was still on the email admin sent to professors, listing students who might be emotionally affected by this tragic event. Graceâs murder hangs over every memory I have with her and everything she ever touched. It feels like its own type of obliteration to leave her reduced to her death.
Grace wanted to be a lawyer because she believed in justice and also liked arguing. She could be rude when she wasnât interested in what you were saying. When you caught her attention, you felt like the most fascinating person in the room. She was so proud of being Jewish. I watched her become proud of being gay. She was so universally friendly that it took me a year to realize that she actually liked specifically me. She had a somewhat silly laugh and an astonishingly luminous smile.
I thought less of the world and the people in it because of how she died. Trumpâs election in 2016 felt like that.
After he won, I left stasis. From November through December, I thought harder about my future than I ever had before. Who did I want to be? What did I most value? What did I think was worth protecting? What work wouldnât kill me to do? At one point, in presumably a fit of madness, I thought, âwhat if I got into politics.â Epiphany eventually hit me. By the time of Trumpâs inauguration, I was already enrolled at community college, getting my pre-reqs for nursing school.
Now itâs election night again, eight years later. I live on the west coast with my best friend, in a house that we bought together. I work as a nurse in a hospital in a city where there are homeless encampments off every highway and someone begging for change on every corner. Meanwhile, thereâs Palestine. Meanwhile thereâs Sudan. Meanwhile refugees drown in the sea and border patrol shoots jugs of water. Even hurricanes have human cruelty now.
I donât think people are inherently good or the universe inherently kind. But I am very good at tricking myself into thinking it for a little while, and when I do, I can remember the a specific feeling from Friday of my senior year, from that morning in Novemberâ how fucking hard the disappointment hit me because I had expected people to be better than this. It makes me want to be better than that.
I believe, and hope that I always will, that we can make a better world. I donât know what it looks like, but I think I will see it in my lifetime. Those of us who can believe such things owe a bit of that naĂŻvetĂŠ to the worldânot to excuse atrocities or think them impossible but to believe that we can stop them at all. You have to have a couple people sprinkled around who are genuinely shocked when people do bad things. Itâs not that the pessimists are wrong, but you need the occasional counterbalance. I want to be a reasonable cynicâs pleasant surprise.
Every shift, I interact with people at their lowest and worst. I see the direct pipeline from pain to anger to violence, and how fragile that pipeline can be. So many situations can be changed by things as small as a warm blanket or a kind word. Violence can be quite easy to avert. Crises can be quite simply to resolve. Even when I know that whatever I do that shift will not change the circumstances of a personâs life, I think that what I do that shift still matters.
Iâm lying in bed, writing this post instead of looking at the news. I wonder how tonight will change me. Been thinking about what Iâll do if Trump wins. Been thinking about how whatever I think I need to do under Trump will still need to be done if Harris clutches out a victory. I guess this is a pessimistâs optimism: to a degree the election doesnât matter. Good is not a thing you are. It is a thing you do. Our better world will always take a lot of work.
But please god please, why canât it be just a little easier to do it?
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The Batboys being clingy headcanon:
Including Duke and Bruce <3
Hope you guys like it!
Tim Drake Timâs clinginess is low-key, but itâs also constant. Heâs the type to text you âWhatâs up? I miss you <3â while youâre just sitting 5 feet away from him. If you so much as stand up to go get a snack, heâs immediately there, like, âWhere are you going? Donât leave me.â Heâll lean against you, his hand finding yours without him even realizing it. When you're watching TV or reading, heâs definitely leaning into your side, trying to get as close as possible without being too obvious. But if you move to shift positions? Nope, heâs following you. Heâll slip his arm around your waist, all like, âDonât think I didnât notice that.â Heâs not a big PDA guy, but when itâs just the two of you? Prepare for cuddles, hand-holding, and small, random kisses. Heâs gotta be touching you constantly.
Jason Todd Jason is obsessive, no doubt. Heâs that partner whoâll try to act like heâs tough and independent, but the moment you show him any kind of affection, heâs all over you. Like, you canât just hug him. No. Heâll climb into your lap and basically trap you there, rubbing his face into your neck like a cat. Heâs gonna constantly ask for kisses, too, but not just little pecksâhe wants full-on, deep kisses where he can pull you close and remind you that youâre his. If youâre doing something, like, working or even hanging out with friends, heâll try to drag you away, be like, âHey, come hang out with me, stop ignoring me for two seconds.â Heâs possessive, but in the cutest way, constantly needing your attention. If you even talk to another person for too long, heâll give them side-eye and pull you back to him like, âYou good? Youâre not gonna leave me for some random guy, are you?â Heâs also the type to cling to you in bed, hogging the covers and curling up like a human koala.
Dick Grayson Dickâs clingy energy is pure gold. Heâs the most affectionate of the bunch and doesnât shy away from public displays of love. He loves hugging you from behind, nuzzling into your neck, and just randomly planting kisses all over your face. Heâll text you âmiss you <3â every few hours when youâre apart, and when youâre together? Itâs all about touch. Heâs sitting on your lap, or leaning on your shoulder, or pulling you into his chest just because he needs to be close to you. If youâre watching a movie, heâs definitely going to have his head in your lap, just to be as close to you as humanly possible. He gets giddy when he gets attention from you, too. You could be playing with his hair, and heâll melt. Heâll whine like, âIâm not clingy, youâre clingy. But also, I love it. So donât stop.â Honestly, Dick doesnât care if heâs acting like a bit of a puppyâheâs obsessed with you, and he makes sure you know it.
Damian Wayne Damianâs clingy moments are hilariously dramatic. He might start out cold, acting like he doesnât need anyone, but as soon as you show him any affection? Heâs all in. Heâll randomly grab your hand and hold it like itâs the most important thing in the world. If you try to walk away from him for whatever reason, heâll growl and pull you back in, like, âWhere are you going? Youâre staying right here.â He has this whole vibe of âI donât need anyone else, just youâ, so if youâre talking to someone else or looking away from him for too long, heâll wrap his arm around your waist and be like, âI donât think you should be talking to them. They might steal you away from me.â In bed? Heâs a hug monster, wrapping his arms around you like heâs never letting you go. Heâs all about the intimacy, thoughâwhen itâs just the two of you, heâll be soft and surprisingly vulnerable, making sure you know that he needs you more than he lets on.
Duke Thomas Duke is lowkey super clingy, but in the way thatâs goofy and endearing. He loves to follow you around, like, just wherever you go, heâs tagging along. Youâre going to the kitchen? Heâs there. To grab something from the laundry room? Heâs there. If you sit down, heâs sitting on the floor next to you, asking if you want to âcuddle and watch dumb shows together.â Heâs always finding excuses to touch youâlike, his hand will just casually rest on your knee or heâll come up behind you and play with your hair. And if you donât give him attention? Heâll pout, even if heâs trying to play it off, like, âArenât you gonna give me a kiss? Câmon, donât leave me hanging.â Heâs the type whoâll give you a silly smile, lean in for a kiss, and then pull you into a full-on hug like, âDonât go. Iâm not done with you yet.â Heâs all about the hugs, especially after a long day. Youâll be just chilling, and suddenly heâs like, âHug time, right? Let me get one.â
Bruce Wayne Now, Bruce is not the type to openly admit heâs clingy. Heâs still the stoic, brooding billionaire whoâs been through a lot, but when itâs just the two of you? Heâs softer than anyone expects. Heâll always make sure youâre physically closeâhis hand on your lower back, your legs touching when you sit next to him, and if heâs standing near you, his hand will casually rest on your arm. When youâre working late or doing something serious, Bruce will occasionally pull you away for a few minutes just to kiss you or hold you close. Heâs not great at asking for attention, but when heâs feeling clingy, heâll show you through little gestures. Youâll find him just sitting beside you in silence, just content to be in your presence. Heâs a man of few words, but when heâs clingy, itâs all about the touchâthe way he holds your hand, how he presses his shoulder to yours, and how heâll insist on driving you home or waiting up for you, just to make sure youâre safe.
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A quick love letter to my Bucktommy family in the form of a fix-it <3
Bucktommy | fix-it | Teen | 1141 words | warnings: this is angsty at the start and tiptoes toward addressing biphobia so please care for yourself and don't read if that will exacerbate your hurt.
They're three beers deep when the doorbell rings again.
It's been a fucking night. He hadn't really had much to say to Eddie when he got there, thankfully he hadn't had to, especially considering Eddie was clearly in the midst of his own kind of night. It feels better, not being alone, at least. But the alcohol mixes with his head and twists the moment in his apartment further. How come every time I want to move forward I get pushed back?
He's not even paying attention when Eddie goes up to get the door, just fiddles with the bottle in his hand more, peeling the label into tiny pieces and laying them on Eddie's coffee table for him to pick up later.
"Shit-" Eddie stumbles as he makes his way. And then Buck can feel a little breeze as he goes to tell whoever it is that this isn't a good time.
"Oh thank god-" Buck freezes, determined not to turn around. "I wasn't sure you'd be home but I think I fucked up."
That's Tommy.
"I panicked a little. Evan asked me to move in and I think I freaked out."
"Uhh-" Eddie adds.
"We just got done talking about my ex who I had to end an engagement with and it just- it felt like he was trying to make up for his own freak out about it and-" Buck hears him take a deep breath, "I didn't want to force him into doing something he didn't really want to do, you know? He- he should get to make sure that's what he really wants." He takes another breath. "Are you not wearing pants?"
"Umm-"
Buck's heart rate had steadily ramped up hearing Tommy speak, but it's when he stops that Buck feels tears prickle at his eyes. He whips around then, still nestled into Eddie's couch, betrayal in his voice when he speaks.
"I did!" and shit. He didn't really mean to shout that.
"I'm gonna..." Eddie trails off as he heads into his bedroom.
"Why do you think I didn't make sure that's what I wanted?" he demands. He hadn't thought he'd be so angry, but this felt like something to him, and Tommy's running. Again. "Because that girl hit on me at the restaurant?"
Tommy looks shell-shocked. Like he's still grasping the fact that Buck is here, so Buck just keeps talking.
"Or because I haven't dated a man before? So I must not know what I'm talking about, right?"
"Buck-"
"Don't call me that."
"Evan," Tommy steps a little closer, and Buck leans toward the cushions, petty, but feeling raw still. "That is not why."
Buck levels him with a look.
"Okay, what you said is fair enough," he relents. "I didn't mean to make it seem like you couldn't make your own decisions about this."
"What did you mean?"
Tommy looks away for a moment, a flicker of pain on his face.
"I meant... what I said," he lands on. "You would break my heart, Evan."
"You don't know that." The tears finally crest over his lower lids and make their way to his mouth. "You can't just give up every time you're scared that I'm going to leave you, Tommy. It's not fair, you're not even giving me the chance to stay."
Tommy's lip wobbles a little now too, but he stays and listens.
"I wanted to stay, I wanted you to stay. With me. Permanently. Why would you think I would leave you?"
He cries now, and Buck hasn't ever seen him cry.
"I don't know," he gets out, choked and soft. "I see you, sometimes. With the 118 and everyone's families and I... I don't feel like I fit, Evan. I don't get how I fit into that."
"You fit into it because you're my boyfriend. My partner."
"I am?" he asks, treading closer ever slightly to the couch.
This time Buck leans his way. He sets his bottle down and looks down at his hands.
"Did you mean what you told Eddie? You fucked up? Because I fucked up, once, at the beginning of us, and you gave me that second chance and I'm so glad you did, Tommy, because these last few months have been better than I could've hoped. I don't want to let that go because of this so... yeah you can be, if you want."
Tommy rushes to the couch, he sits as close as he can get and grabs Buck's hands firmly. Warm and sure.
"I want that. I want us again. Please."
"You can have it," Buck whispers, resting his head on Tommy's shoulder. He squeezes Tommy's hands. "Just don't leave again, please."
"I won't, I won't."
Then there's a kiss at the crown of his head, and Tommy's other hand rubs soft circles over his back. He murmurs sweet nothings in Buck's ear all the while.
I'm sorry. I'm glad you were here. I missed you as soon as I walked out the door. I'm staying. I'm staying. I'm staying.
They sit like that for a while until a throat clearing from the hallway has them both lifting their heads to find Eddie, fully-clothed.
"What were you guys doing before I got here, by the way?" Tommy asks, humor back in his voice.
"Well, I was drinking my sorrows away. I don't know what Tom Cruise was doing."
"Ha ha," Eddie says, making his way to the couch, no qualms about forcing them to scooch over to make room. "We can talk about my shit tomorrow. You guys worked it out I guess?"
Buck looks up at Tommy, smiles, and kisses him with a loud peck just to make Eddie huff and roll his eyes.
"Yeah," Tommy says, looking at ease. "Although..." he starts.
Buck turns to him, raising an eyebrow.
"I don't know that moving into your place is going to work," Tommy admits.
Buck sits up a little, mouth just opening to speak when Tommy cuts him off.
"I want to live with you, Evan, but your place is barely big enough for one person, so maybe we can workshop location, yeah?" he smiles a crinkly smile, the kind that always lets Buck know he's feeling fond, feeling secure.
It's Buck's turn to huff now. "It gets good light," he grumbles.
Tommy kisses his temple again, Buck gets the distinct feeling that he will be getting kissed quite a bit in the near future, and he chances a quick look at Eddie to see if they're being annoying.
Instead, he sees Eddie smiling too, he's looking on like he's proud and it makes Buck want to tear up again. Eddie gives him a nod and Buck nods back.
A weight lifts off his shoulders then. In the arms of the man he's growing to love and accepted by his family.
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I want to say a quick thank you to everyone who read, commented, shared my fics, sent me nice messages about my writing for these two, and to everyone who created content for them while they were canon. I'm thankful for every minute of it :)
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I had an idea for a fic I know you will write it perfectly! if you decide to, lestappen x sainz!sister readerx they are in a secret relationship and Carlos finds out the guys break up with her because he got mad. They realize the made a mistake and grovel until she forgives them and end it with soft smut?
i see this trope wayyy too much so i tried to take it in a different direction and made it fun instead
"No, Charles! I can't do this anymore!"
From the other end of the phone, your boyfriend tried not to giggle. Tried and failed. You covered the speaker on your phone in an attempt to hide the laughs from your brother.
Your brother who was hiding behind the door to make sure you broke up with his teammate.
Charles cleared his throat, tried to stop himself from laughing. "Mon amour, ma chĂŠrie!" He cried, surprising you with his acting skills. "Please! I can't lose you! You're my everything!"
You stopped yourself from releasing a loving sigh. He really was the sweetest man around. "Charles, I'm sorry." Now you were the one holding back giggle. "But we're done."
You ended the call and sucked in a shuddering breath. Charles was a better actor than you, though, and you made a point to rush past your brother. If you stopped, if you let Carlos confront you about it, there was no way you would be able to stop yourself from grinning.
The breakup wasn't real, if that wasn't clear.
You and Charles continued to sneak around behind Carlos's back. It was fun, thrilling, but the two of you weren't very good at it. It wasn't long before you were found out.
This time, Carlos didn't make you fake breakup over the phone.
His hand was on your shoulder as he marched you to Charles's drivers room. He knocked, looking furious as Charles pulled the door open.
"Hi, Charlie," you said and he smiled down at you, his gaze so loving. "Apparently, we need to talk."
Charles stopped himself from rolling his eyes as he welcomes you and Carlos into his drivers room. Carlos sat down and sat you down beside him. He looked at you, looked at Charles, and looked back at you. "Go on," he pushed and tapped your foot with his own.
You sucked in a breath, clearly unamused. Sending Carlos a glare, you turned your attention to Charles. "Carlos says we need to break up," you said and sat back in your seat.
Charles released a chuckle. "Does he?" He asked. "Okay."
"Okay?" You parroted.
He gave a nod. "Okay."
Carlos looked between the two of you. "Is that it?" He asked. "Are you going to leave each other alone now?"
Nodding, you stood up. "C'mon, Carlos. Let's get out of here," you said, slipping your phone onto the seat.
Carlos led the way out of Charles's drivers room. "Trust me," he said, placing his arm over your shoulder. "This is for the best." Carlos kissed the top of your head as he led you away.
"I know," you said and searched through your bag. A well thought out act. "Shit," you said suddenly and Carlos stopped moving. "I forgot my phone."
He gave a nod. "Go and get it. I'll meet you for lunch in a moment."
You tried not to skip back to Charles's drivers room. But your brother really was stupid, wasn't he? He so willingly let you go back to Charles, to the man you had supposedly just broken up with.
The breakup wasn't real, if that wasn't clear.
You knocked on the door and Charles pulled it open. He grabbed your hand and pulled you inside. "I didn't think you were coming back," he whispered and pushed you back against the door.
You shrugged your shoulders and wrapped your arms around his neck. "Had to shake him off," you said and pulled him towards you.
His forehead was against your own. "Maybe we should stop messing with him," Charles suggested, but you shook your head. His smile grew. "You're right," he agreed. "This is fun."
And then he kissed you.
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you put a spell on me (one-shot)
summary: hugh attends a masquerade-themed party and you capture his attention the moment you step into the building. pairing: hugh jackman x fem! reader content warnings: smut (18+, mdni), fingering, oral - m receiving, multiple orgasms (from reader), missionary (legs over hughâs shoulders obvi), doggy style, cowgirl, light spanking, unprotected p in v sex (be safe folks!), creampie , no use of y/n. word count: 5.2k a/n: so after all the shit thatâs happened in the last twenty four hours, I just needed to write something and Hughâs most recent post is the inspiration of this story. song lyrics are in italics btw. hope you all enjoy! this is purely fictional! i mean no disrespect to hugh jackman. song: you put a spell on me by austin giorgio
A masquerade ball.Â
Hugh was speaking with Ryan and Blake when someone caught the corner of his eye. Turning to look in your direction, he feels his breath catch in his throat at the sight of you descending the stairs to the main dance floor.Â
Everyone else in this ballroom was either dressed in tones of black, white, and gold, but you⌠the color of your deep wine red dress adds just the right amount of color to this room. He canât help but let his eyes take in your frame - the gown trails behind you so elegantly and serene as you walk, an a-line cut with a slit that reveals your leg, an empire waist that clings to every curve, and the slightly puffy sleeves of your dress makes you look so angelic. When you turn slightly, he takes note of the open back as well, biting his lower lip.Â
Thereâs a familiarity to you, that maybe heâs seen you before, maybe even talked to you before too. Hugh watches your eyes sweep the area and when your eyes meet his, he lets the corner of his lips turn upwards and then he sees you bite your lower lip, returning his smile with one of your own.Â
But youâre wearing a masquerade mask, just like he is, just like everyone else in this room is. He canât tell if he knows you, canât decide if he should just go up to you and strike up a conversation because if he could hear your voice, itâll at least give him some idea of who you might be.Â
Hugh has to peel his eyes away from you for a moment, turning his attention back to Ryan whoâs staring at him with a big grin.Â
âWhat?â Hugh asks, bringing a hand up to adjust the mask on his face.Â
âYou gonna talk to her?âÂ
âI donât know her,â Hugh admits. âOr at least I donât think I do.âÂ
âWell, go and find out.â Blake says with a smile, gently nudging him with her arm.Â
âYeah?â Hugh asks. âYou think it wonât be awkward?âÂ
âWell, what was awkward was watching you stare at her like you wanted something, if you get what I mean,â Ryan teases.Â
Hugh rolls his eyes and lets out a quiet chuckle. He runs a hand through his hair and then straightens out his bow tie as he nods at Ryan and Blake before he leaves the table in search of you.Â
Hugh scans the entire room, trying to catch a glimpse of your red dress in the sea of black, white and gold, but he canât seem to find you. He places his hands in his pockets as he continues to walk casually throughout the room, stopping every now and then to talk with someone he knows. Even in the midst of the conversations, Hughâs eyes still search for you.Â
Just one glimpse, he tells himself. Hugh just needs to see the color of your dress and then heâll be able to get to you.Â
He excuses himself from another conversation and then decides to walk towards the bar. Hugh sighs to himself, not having found you since you first stepped into the building. He takes the champagne glass from the bartender and then turns his gaze back to the entire room. Very briefly, does he see a glimpse of your smile. His eyes move lower and notices the color of your dress.Â
Itâs you, finally.Â
Taking a deep breath, Hugh takes another glass of champagne and walks in your direction. It takes less than ten seconds to get to you, the person you had been talking to leaving you alone conveniently as he moves to stand next to you.Â
âRefill?â Hugh asks quietly, handing you the glass of champagne.Â
You smile up at him and Hugh feels his heart race even faster. You donât say anything, instead you just give him a thankful nod and take the glass of champagne from him, your fingers brushing against his.Â
âIâm Hugh,â he says with a small smile.Â
âI know,â you finally tell him.Â
Your voice is quiet and he canât tell if heâs heard it before, so he leans in closer. Hugh can hear your breath hitch and it gives him just the right amount of confidence to ask you a question.Â
âAnd you? Whatâs your name?âÂ
You lift the glass of champagne to your lips and take a small sip. âWell, whatâs the fun in that if I just tell you,â you tease, whispering quietly.Â
Hugh smiles and pulls back to look down at you. All of a sudden, no one else in this room matters but you. Everyone fades into the background and all he can see is you.Â
âOkay,â he chuckles. âWell, do we know each other? Have we met before?âÂ
âWeâve met before, yes.âÂ
Hugh bites the inside of his cheek but he canât focus. He just wants to reach out and slowly lift the mask from your eyes so he can get a clear view of who you are.Â
âHave we worked together?â Hugh asks.Â
âI think I should be offended that you canât tell who I am,â you laugh quietly.Â
Your laugh. The way your smile lights up your entire face. Thereâs that sense of familiarity all over again and itâs a fleeting moment where he suddenly realizes where he knows you from. The after party for Deadpool & Wolverine. He remembered leaving that night with a huge smile on his face after spending the entire night talking with you.Â
That was months ago and while you two have had brief conversations between then and now through social media, neither of you ever tried to pursue each other. Though, there was an obvious attraction, an obvious pull that you felt towards one another.Â
Hugh doesnât ask anymore questions about you, but instead he watches you finish your glass of champagne. He smiles to himself and finishes his own glass before he takes yours and sets both glasses down on a nearby table.Â
âWould you like to dance?â Hugh asks, large hand extending out for you.Â
Gently, you place your hand in his and nod, stepping closer to him. âI thought youâd never ask.âÂ
Hugh smiles to himself and leads you to the dance floor, his free hand moving to rest on your lower back. He feels your other hand come to rest on his shoulder as heâs careful not to step on the ends of your dress. Even under the shadows of the dance floor, Hugh can see you so clearly.Â
you put a spell on me
Iâm losing my mindÂ
As the song begins, Hugh sways with you, hand splaying on your lower back as he feels your skin underneath his fingertips. He bites his lower lip, staring into your eyes through his own mask. He feels a bit at ease with the mask, like everyone else in the room wonât be focusing on the two of you and how youâre both becoming increasingly closer.Â
you better stop thingsÂ
itâs a matter of timeÂ
You can feel his fingertips run lightly along your back as his eyes remain locked on yours. Since meeting him, Hugh had occupied your thoughts and the brief conversations you had with him always left you yearning for more. It was easy to talk to him; it felt so natural and he always made you laugh.Â
Hugh pulls you flush against him, your body pressing firmly against his as the song continues.Â
before I hunt you downÂ
grab your chin
and kiss your lipsÂ
Your eyes move to his lips, biting down on your lower lip in anticipation. The tension between the both of you thickens and your hand on his shoulder moves to rest on his chest, the muscle beneath the fabric of his shirt tensing and flexing at your touch.Â
you bring me back
I lay you downÂ
and grab your hipsÂ
Hugh then drops your hand and moves both of his own to rest on your hips, gripping them tightly as he lowers his head to press his forehead lightly against yours. Quietly, almost above a whisper, Hugh finally says your name with a cheeky grin on his lips.Â
âYâYou figured it out,â you say.Â
âKnew it the minute you smiled at me,â Hugh replies.Â
As you continue to sway on the dance floor with him, your own hands move to wrap around his neck, linking your fingers together to rest at the nape of his neck.Â
I put a spell on youÂ
and now youâre mineÂ
Iâve got a hold on youÂ
at least for the nightÂ
âDo you wanna get out of here?â You ask him hesitantly, looking into his eyes hopefully.Â
Hugh nods instantly. âYes,â he answers.Â
â
When you finally get to his penthouse, you walk inside and look around, still wearing your mask. You gasp quietly when you feel his strong hands on your hips, turning you around to face him. He slowly lifts his mask off and away from his face, his hazel eyes now glimmering with excitement.Â
Heâs so handsome, so beautiful and breathtaking. Hugh then reaches up to slowly lift the mask away from your face, eyes gazing directly into your own once he removes it completely. He feels his heart race faster again at the sight of you.Â
âBeautiful,â he whispers.Â
âHugh?â You ask, hand coming up to gently run along the lapel of his white suit jacket.Â
âYes, love?âÂ
âKiss me, please.âÂ
Hugh nods and then leans in to press his lips firmly against your own. His hand moved to cup your cheek, fingers splaying against the side of your neck. Your own hands move to the lapels of his white suit jacket, gripping it lightly as you begin to move your lips with his own. Youâve imagined this so many times, but you never thought that it would feel this perfect.Â
His free hand moves to rest on your hip, rubbing his thumb against the fabric of your dress. Hugh darts his tongue out to tease your lips and when you let out a gasp, his tongue slides in your mouth to meet your own. The grip around his jacket tightens further and you feel a familiar throbbing between your legs, your wetness now staining the panties you have on.Â
Hugh pulls away from the kiss momentarily to look down at you. Youâve occupied his mind since meeting you and the brief conversations you did share has always left him wondering if this could be more. He didnât want to push this, push you, into something that wouldnât become anything but the moment he knew it was you, Hugh realized he wanted you. Bad.Â
Heâs staring into your eyes, searching for any doubt in your features. Hugh drops his hand to rest on the side of your neck, thumb now brushing against your collarbone. âTell meâŚâ he sighs. âTell me Iâm not the only one that feels something here.âÂ
âYouâre not,â you admit. âIâve beenâ Since the night of the party, I kind of expected you to ask me out orâŚâ you feel the heat in your cheeks rise and you bite your lower lip. âI thought maybe I had just imagined it.â
The hand on your hip moves to your back, fingertips grazing your skin as he dips it lower and lower beneath the fabric of your dress. âI didnât want to scare you away,â he confesses.Â
âI donât think you ever could.â You move your hands up his chest and slowly undo his bow tie, biting your lower lip in anticipation.Â
âAnd if we do this?â Hugh asks, hopefully.Â
âWell, if we do this,â you say quietly, your fingers slowly beginning to unbutton his shirt. âItâs not going to be just a one time thing⌠but if you want it to be a one time thing, then we should probably establishââ
Hugh shakes his head and interjects, âitâs not going to be a one time thing.âÂ
You smile up at him, your fingertips grazing the exposed skin on his chest as you continue to unbutton his shirt. âGood. Take me to your room?â
âYes,â Hugh breathes out. He steps back and away from you, taking your hand in his and leading you to his main bedroom upstairs. You donât even have time to look around, to get acquainted with his personal space that he allowed you to get a glimpse of because the moment you step inside, Hugh gently sets you on the edge of his large mattress.Â
You watch him get rid of his bow tie and white jacket, discarding it on the floor. Youâre about to reach down to remove your heels, but Hugh drops to his knees in front of you, taking one foot to slide the heel off. You clear your throat, hands resting on the edges of the mattress as Hugh proceeds to your other foot to remove your heel. Slowly, he lifts the ends of your dress to reveal more of your legs, his fingertips hovering lightly over you.
Once your dress bunches up at the waist and he gets a clear view of your matching red lace thong, he has to reach down to squeeze his throbbing erection. Hugh leans in and presses soft kisses on your inner thigh, the stubble of his beard and his sideburns grazing your skin and causing a shiver to run through your body.Â
Hugh stares up at you, eyes silently asking for permission. When he sees you nod, Hugh moves further between your legs, his nose brushing against your clothed sex. It causes a gasp to escape your lips, eyes falling shut as nudges you with the bridge of his nose.Â
âHugh,â you whimper. âPlease, babyâŚâ
Hugh smirks and pulls away to look up at you. He stands up â albeit with protest from you â and takes your hand. Once youâre standing in front of him, he reaches for the zipper on the side of your dress and lowers it until the dress becomes loose around your frame. He feels your hands come back up to finish the job of unbuttoning his shirt and once itâs fully unbuttoned, you push it off his shoulders and the shirt drops to the floor. Heâs now completely shirtless and your eyes deviate to his strong and chiseled chest. You lean in and gently nip along his collarbone, hands coming up to graze his abdomen and up his chest.Â
Hugh lets out a quiet moan at your touch. Slowly, he takes your hands and presses a soft kiss on your knuckles before he reaches out to pull down your dress. Once it pools around your ankles, he feels his breath catch in his throat yet again. Youâre standing in front of him in a deep red lace bra and matching thong set.Â
âYouâre breathtaking,â he compliments. âFuck,â he adds.Â
Hugh has always looked at you like the most beautiful woman heâs ever seen, has always given you his undivided attention, and right now is no different. Youâd usually be very conscious about your body, about how you look, but the way heâs looking at you makes you feel very confident and secure in your skin.Â
âI think itâs only fair we take these off, huh?â You say, hands moving to the waistband of his pants. You can see his obvious bulge from beneath his slacks, can see the outline of him and you feel only slightly nervous because he looks big. At least, bigger than youâve ever had before.Â
Hugh nods and then undoes his pants, quickly stepping out of them as he kicks his shoes off. Heâs wearing black boxer briefs and you slowly reach out to rest your palm over him, his girth and size not a match for your hand. Youâre tugging on his boxers, tugging on the fabric to pull it away from him, but Hugh shakes his head and wraps his arms around your waist instead.Â
âGotta see you first, baby,â he whispers, lips grazing your jawline. Then, Hugh sets you on the middle of his bed, biting his lower lip at the sight of you all splayed out for him. He quickly moves to settle himself between your legs, making sure to press himself against you. When he feels you roll your hips, Hugh lets out a groan.Â
Hugh reaches around you and unclasps your bra, pulling it slowly away from your body. He tosses it over his shoulder, eyes moving to your now exposed breasts and he pushes further into you. He hooks his fingers under the waistband of your thong, pulling it down your legs. âGonna keep these,â he growls, bringing the fabric up to his nose and inhales your scent.Â
You bite your lower lip and nod up at him, watching him set your panties on his nightstand. When you look back up at him, Hughâs eyes scan every inch of your naked frame, almost like heâs committing it to memory. When he presses his clothed length against you, he feels your wetness stain the fabric of his briefs.Â
Hugh slowly lowers himself further to press light kisses on your collarbone, lips moving further and further until he wraps his lips around your nipple. He groans to himself and uses his free hand to begin kneading your unattended breast. Hugh feels your hips continue to roll upwards into him and heâs throbbing so painfully beneath the fabric of his boxer briefs. He pulls back, flicking his tongue against your nipple before he moves to give the same attention to your other breast.Â
âOh god,â you whimper. Hugh smiles to himself and moves a hand between your legs, a finger slowly grazing your exposed sex. Youâre already so wet, juices building and trickling down to his sheets. He slides the tip of his finger into your heat, growling against you as he feels your walls tighten around him, sucking him in.Â
He slides his finger further into your heat, pulling away from your breast to look up at you. Hugh rests his forehead against your temple, whispering lowly in your ear. âYouâre so wet, babyâŚâ he smirks, nibbling at your earlobe as he begins to pump his finger in and out of your depths.Â
Your hands move to his shoulders, gripping it tightly as your walls begin to tremble. When Hugh pushes another digit into you, your back arches and your fingernails dig into his skin. âHugh!â You moan loudly, your head tossing back slightly against the mattress as you feel your walls begin to clench around his digits, your orgasm approaching faster than what youâre used to.Â
Hugh grins to himself and quickens his pace. He can feel your juices around his fingers, can hear the squelching sounds of his fingers pumping into your wet heat. After a few more pumps, Hugh presses his fingers fully into, palm firmly against your bundle of nerves.Â
âCome for me,â he growls into your ear.Â
And on command, your walls clench further around him and a loud moan escapes your lips. You roll your hips against his hand, his palm providing the right amount of friction against your clit. When you slowly come down from your high, Hugh then pulls his hand away from you. He sees your arousal coat his fingers and he grins, bringing it to his lips and sucking them off his fingers. His eyes flutter at your taste and he leans back against his knees.Â
âGod, you taste good.â Hughâs about to lower himself to get a taste of you directly through the source, but his eyes slightly widen when you sit up and gently push him onto his back. âBaby,â he says softly, seeing the dark gaze in your eyes. Hugh feels your hands tug down his briefs, his erected manhood now resting against his lower abdomen.Â
âYou made me come,â you tell him, licking your lower lip. âAlready,â you continue.Â
âOh, youâre gonna come a few more times tonight before Iâm done with you,â Hugh grins proudly.Â
You donât answer. Instead, you lie on your abdomen and grasp the base of length, wasting no time in wrapping your lips around his tip. Hugh lets out a loud groan in surprise, hand coming down to tangle itself in your hair. You whimper at the taste of him, at his girth stretching your mouth. He lifts his head slightly off the bed to look down at you, groaning at the sight of you. You smile at him â fucking smile with his cock in your mouth and it makes him go wild. Hugh rests his head back against the mattress, eyes fully shut tight when he feels you lower your mouth further onto him.Â
Your hand strokes what your mouth canât take and he knows that he canât fucking come right now, knows that he doesnât want to come in your mouth when he hasnât even felt how you would feel wrapped around him.Â
âBaby, baby, fuck,â he groans, gently pulling you away from his length. Hugh looks down at himself, seeing your saliva coating half of his size and when he looks up at you, youâre fucking smiling again. He rolls you onto your back and settles himself between your legs, grasping his base and running his tip along your throbbing sex. âAs much as I loved the sight of you with my cock in your mouth,â he growls, eyes staring deeply into yours. âI still need to feel you.âÂ
Then, Hugh pushes his tip into you. He groans to himself, pushing his hips into you as he slides into your tight walls inch by inch. Youâre so wet, so warm, so fucking tight. He rests his forearms at either side of your head, gently stroking your hair back and away from your face. He stares into your eyes, rolling his hips into you until he fills you to the hilt.Â
âYou feel good, baby,â Hugh whispers, lips brushing against yours. He feels your legs wrap around his waist, whimpering quietly as your eyes flutter when he pulls out to his tip only to thrust back into you slowly. âItâs taking a lot of restraint in me to not justâŚâ he slams into you roughly, causing a loud moan to leave your lips. âFuck.âÂ
You wrap your arms around his shoulders, moving your lips to his jawline and neck. âFuck me, Hugh⌠I can take it. I promise.âÂ
Like a switch turned on, Hugh pulls back and sits back on his knees. He brings your legs to drape over his strong shoulders as he slides back into you. He turns his head and kisses the inside of your calf gently, softly, as he delivers a sharp thrust into you.Â
Hughâs thrusts donât falter, his skin slaps against yours as he picks up the pace. When he leans forward, your legs still over his shoulders, you feel him slide further into your depths. He rests his hands on the mattress, using it to ground him as he feels your walls slide along his throbbing length, gripping him so tight.Â
You can feel the tightness begin to build, your walls beginning to clench once more as your orgasm looms closer and closer. You reach out to rest your hands on his chest, feeling like you canât handle anymore. Your body is overly sensitive and with each drag of his hips, with each push he thrusts into you, is enough for your walls to tighten even further around his length.Â
âOh god,â you moan aloud. âHugh!âÂ
Hugh groans at the sight of you, at the feel of your walls clenching and trembling around him. He slows his thrusts for a moment, placing your legs back to your side as he stares down at you. âThatâs two,â he grins proudly. Hugh pulls out completely, looking down at his length to see it slick with your arousal.Â
âItâs not a game,â you pant, moving to sit up with your legs still spread wide for him.Â
Hugh smirks, reaching down and stroking himself slowly as his eyes take in your entire frame. Heâs surprised that heâs held out this long, driven by his desire to get you to come at least one more time before he does.Â
âReally? Because Iâm kind of enjoying myself, baby.âÂ
You narrow your eyes and then slowly roll yourself into your abdomen. You bury your face against the softness of his pillow as you bring the sheet to cover your lower half. âGood, well Iâm gonna get some sleep. You can fix that little problem yourself.â You bite your lower lip, knowing that Hughâs not going to like that. When you look over your shoulder at him, you can see his lower lip between his teeth and he tugs the sheet down and away from your body.Â
âOh, we wanna be a tease, huh?â Hugh straddles your hips, caging you in as he brings his hand lightly down your ass. The sound of his palm connecting with your backside echoes throughout his room. You gasp loudly, fully surprised that you actually like it. âWe like that, do we?â Hugh smirks and then spanks you once more, feeling you wiggle back into him. âOh, baby, youâre naughty.âÂ
Then, he slides into you fully, this new position making you feel even tighter around him. You reach back, trying to push him away â your walls so sensitive with two orgasms already. Hugh clicks his tongue and grabs your hands and places them above your head, gripping your wrists firmly. He rolls his hips into you, eyes fluttering at the feel of you around him.Â
âHugh, baby, pleaseââ
Hugh interrupts you with a harsh thrust, resting his chest firmly against your back as he whispers into your ear. âTell me how it feels, love,â he pants, a groan leaving his lips.Â
âFeels good,â you whimper, pushing back against him. âYouâre soââ your breath catches in your throat when he pushes all the way into you, filling you so fully and deeply. Heâs crowding your space, holding your wrists down, the weight of his body weight firmly pressing against yours, and his tip kissing your most inner parts⌠itâs enough for you to reach yet another orgasm.Â
âFuck, Hugh!â
Hugh releases your wrists to grab your hips and pull out of you abruptly. He turns you over and leans down to lap at your juices, eyes fluttering at your taste as his tongue helps you ride out your climax. Your hand immediately moves to his hair â what was once neatly done for tonightâs event now is a complete mess as you tug and pull.Â
Hugh brings a hand to press his thumb firmly against your clit, feeling your entire body tremble and shake against him.Â
âHugh!â you moan loudly, back arching. Youâre truly spent and heâs still so fucking hard for you. When he pulls away, he licks his lips and gently slaps your already-sensitive pussy, which causes a gasp to escape your lips. Youâre breathing so heavily, chest raising as you stare at him with a dazed look on your face.Â
âThree?â He smirks.Â
âHow are you stillâŚâ you bite your lip and see him move to lie down next to you, his hand dropping down to slowly begin to stroke himself. âDonât you want to come?âÂ
Hugh growls lowly, eyes looking at you from top to bottom. âI do,â he answers. âBut seeing you come is just as good.âÂ
You take a few deep breaths and then slowly move to straddle his waist. You take hold of his base, holding it firm in your hand. You keep your eyes locked on his and slowly lower yourself onto him, feeling his girth stretch you out once more. You know you wonât be able to last long, your entire body already on overdrive. When you slowly begin to lower yourself onto him, inch by inch, it surprises you at how deep he feels in this position. Your walls slide down each inch of his length and when you lower yourself completely, until youâre sitting firmly on his lap, your hands move to rest on his chest.
âSo deep,â you whisper, slowly rolling your hips forward and backwards, the hair at his base providing just the right amount of friction against your clit. âNow, itâs your turn to comeâ Hugh!âÂ
He delivers a sharp thrust upwards, hands moving to grip your hips tightly and his fingertips dig into your flesh. Hugh licks his lower lip, staring up at you as you try your best to hold out another orgasm just so he can come. Itâs cute, very considerate, but he needs one more out of you. Hugh isnât usually like this, but thereâs something about you that brings out this feral animal in him.Â
One hand moves to grasp your breast, massaging and kneading it into his palm as his other keeps a tight hold on your hip. Hugh lets out a loud moan when he feels you begin to bounce along his length â all the way to his tip and back down completely. Heâs close, heâs surprised heâs even held out this long with coming, but he knows heâs close and he canât hold it anymore.Â
âBabyââ Hugh groans, thumb brushing against your nipple as he sits up and wraps his arms around your waist. You continue to move along his length, your own hands moving to rest on his shoulders. In the time that heâs known you, youâve always been so determined, especially when you put your mind on something and right now is no different.Â
He feels you lean in to press your lips against his own. Itâs a messy kiss, but fueled with so much passion, so much intensity. Hugh feels the tightness build and build in the pit of his stomach as his hands hold you firmly still, his hips stuttering upwards into you at an erratic pace.Â
âOh god,â he groans, pulling away from the kiss to bury his face against the side of your neck. Slowly, he feels your hips roll forwards and backwards, causing a shiver to run through his body. Hugh pulls back enough to look up at you and he sees that same fucking grin on your face. With an arm wrapped around your waist, he rolls you onto your back and slowly pulls out of you, seeing his release trickle out of you.Â
Heâs about to say something, but you interrupt him by reaching down to scoop some of his release onto your finger and lift it to your lips. Without hesitation, you suck the remnants of his release off your fingertip and maintain eye contact.Â
âMinx,â he groans.Â
You smile and lean up to kiss his cheek, resting your head against his shoulder. âI donât think Iâll be able to walk for the next few days,â you giggle. âI canât believe you made me come three times.â
âLetâs aim for four next time,â Hugh grins.
âI donât know if I can do fourâŚâ you laugh.Â
âOh, baby, I believe in you,â he winks and moves to hover above you again. Hughâs hand comes up to rest on your cheek, thumb brushing against your skin lightly. âBut before we do that, can I take you out on a real date?â
You nod and turn your head slightly to kiss the inside of his wrist. âYes, Hugh.â
Hugh grins and then leans down to capture your lips in a slow, passionate kiss.
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oo for the lovesick!lando mini smau prompts what about him commenting wedding vows or something sexual on just about every post that contains yn even if its not something he posted , like hamlintomshaderoom posts yn crossing the street and hes practically proposing in comments
authorâs note: hi!! so this is in the toxic!y/n and lovesick!lando universe so this is my warning that it isnât a healthy relationship. this is an au and if toxic fictional relationships are not for you, please donât read! this is a joke au <3
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ham1ltonshaderoom: musician yn yln seen in the streets of manhattan as she does some shopping in the city. she was surrounded by fans before being escorted away to safety by security. this is her first appearance since the release of her controversial self-titled hit album. thoughts?
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user1: HERE BEFORE LANDO đ
landonorris: LOVE IT
landonorris: GORGEOUS
landonorris: SHOW STOPPING
landonorris: SALIVATING !!! ONLY SHE CAN DO THAT
landonorris: SHEâS SOOOOOOO đťđťđťđťđť
landonorris: WEDDING NOW!!!! đ
-> ham1ltonshaderoom: stop camping out in our comments. we will block you.
user2: the way he literally is obsessed with yn
-> user3: like bro MOVE!!!! weâre obsessed with yn too đ
-> user4: itâd be cute if it wasnât cringe
user5: lando norris please can you not text her this
-> landonorris: she blocked me
-> landonorris: temporary setback
-> landonorris: still together!!!
-> user6: need to be as delusional as you. need to get on whatever youâre on rn đđ
user7: lando still being whipped after the release of P4THETIC! is insane!!!!!!
-> user8: like she wrote a number one song about how much of a loser you are and youâre still simping đ need her badly. i just know sheâd change my life.
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Original Post:
r/AmItheAsshole
Posted by u/p4throwaway1234
AITA for not breaking up with my girlfriend after she wrote a song about how pathetic I am?
okay so, throwaway because this is kind of embarrassing. my (24M) girlfriend (23F) is a singer-songwriter, and recently she released a song. itâs super catchy and doing really well, but itâs⌠definitely about me. she doesnât say my name, but the lyrics are about how sheâs dating this âpathetic, lovesick foolâ who âworships the ground she walks onâ and âthinks heâs a prince when heâs really just a jester.â
hereâs the thing: i honestly didnât care đ¤ˇ. i know iâm kind of obsessed with her, and yeah, i get clingy sometimes. itâs a joke between us, and i thought that was her way of being playful. i even posted the song on my socials when it dropped because i was proud of her.
but my friends are all saying itâs humiliating and disrespectful, and i should break up with her. now sheâs upset because she found out theyâve been telling me this, and she blocked me on everything. i just want to know if iâm the asshole for not immediately dumping her like my friends think i should.
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âA lovesick fool who worships the ground she walks onâ? Bro, she doesnât respect you. YTA for staying with someone who thinks youâre pathetic.
u/relationshipguru420:
bro, read your own post. she wrote a whole song called about YOU being PATHETIC. and youâre still simping? get a grip.
u/toomuchdrama69:
INFO: Is she still blocked? Because if she wrote a whole diss track about you and blocked you, I think the relationship is over.
u/throwawaydetective:
Wait⌠is this about who I think it is? If it is, thereâs no way this guy doesnât know.
u/relationshipwreckage:
Dude, she literally called you a jester. Itâs giving clown.
u/sadboiforlife:
yta. if my gf wrote a song like that and then got mad when ppl told me to leave her, iâd be out. respect yourself, my guy.
u/wedoresearch:
sounds like sheâs making money off your humiliation. yta for staying in a toxic relationship.
OPâs Update:
(two days later)
u/p4throwaway1234
UPDATE: we talked it out and weâre back together. đ
so after all the drama, we talked and sorted things out. she said she didnât mean to hurt me with the songâitâs just her way of expressing herself. and honestly? i get it. i love her creativity, even if itâs at my expense sometimes. i told her iâm not listening to my friends anymore, and weâre stronger than ever now. thanks for the advice, everyone! đ
Comments on the Update:
u/relationshipwreckage:
WHAT?
u/toomuchdrama69:
bro.
u/wedoresearch:
this has to be satire.
u/sadboiforlife:
you have got to be kidding me.
OPâs Replies:
u/p4throwaway1234:
nah, weâre solid. it was all a misunderstanding. she didnât mean it in a bad way, and we laughed about it.
u/sadboiforlife:
she BLOCKED you.
u/p4throwaway1234:
yeah, but it was just temporary. weâre good now. everyone fights sometimes!!
u/relationshipwreckage:
she made a song calling you pathetic and somehow thatâs okay?
u/p4throwaway1234:
itâs art. sheâs passionate. iâm her muse.
u/yikesmcgee:
đ i canât. you deserve better, king.
u/throwaway1234:
yes and sheâs the best. â¤ď¸
u/toomuchdrama69:
no, bro, youâre delusional.
u/p4throwaway1234:
nah, just in love. đ
u/wedoresearch:
canât wait for the next song called ST1LL P4THETIC.
u/p4throwaway1234:
and iâd stream it.
u/relationshipwreckage:
you canât save him.
u/sadboiforlife:
fr. heâs too far gone.
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Actually, I've been thinking about this, and I want to make a comparison.
When you teach young children, a good rule of thumb for positive to negative feedback is 9-1. Older students can get away with more like 3-1, but even that requires a certain degree of self assurance.
A lot of young men are explicitly taught to hate and disrespect women and outgroups. When they express any interest in moving past that and doing better, you need to leave behind the idea that "You shouldn't be praised for the bare minimum". In fact, some conservatives would benefit from praise for less than the bare minimum, if they are making an effort to improve. Praise them for jumping onto the democratic ticket. Thank them for milquetoast support for the first amendment. Everything they do right should get them showered in unqualified praise. No backhanded "my colleague across the aisle finally did something right for a change". Just "Thank you for your courage."
We've got two years to tell young men "It's okay you got tricked. It's okay that you fell for the fascist lie. We're glad you're here with us now, and we're proud of you for doing better." Mixed in with a gentle "We don't say those words" now and again.
The thing is, you'll only ever know that a stranger is trying by their failures, and thats already going to get them plenty of hate. So try to point out every time people get things right. Especially people you know who are imperfect allies just trying to do a little better. God knows I've needed all the grace I've ever gotten.
I couldn't have said it better myself.
#corollary speaks#grace and amnesty for everyone#I don't care if someone voted trump last week. If they're sad they did and want to do better#They deserve a âwelcome home my prodigal sonâ and a hammer to start fixing what they broke
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Kindly take a break from scrolling to read this, it's important.
Take your time to grieve and come to terms with the election results, but once you've done that, it's time to get to work. We have two months. And a lot to do in that time. We have to prepare, to be ready.
Be careful about what you post or say online. Anything potentially incriminating should be avoided. Threatening language, even if clearly a joke, can be used against you.
Know someone who's trans? Someone who's had an abortion? Someone who's LGBTQIA+? Someone who's an immigrant? Someone who attends protests? Someone who's disabled? Someone who might in any way be at risk due to laws being put into place? No you don't.
Move away from social media platforms and browsers that require you to use your real identity or input a large amount of personal information. Now's a good time to find alternate means of communicating online. Tails, Element, Tor, Mastodon, Firefox, and Lemmy are all decent options.
Find a community. Someone you can talk to, either online or in real life, that you'll have reliable contact with. We need to try and create a network, but one that's as anonymous as possible.
Start scrubbing your trail as much as possible. Get rid of old accounts that can still be traced to you but are no longer used, delete personal data off the internet. There are websites out there that will freely remove your data from the internet, but be careful about which one you use, make sure it's safe and legitimate first.
Change any usernames that you can that contain any personal information. Names, birthdays, anything.
Plan B has a four year shelf life. Stock up, but don't take more than you you'll need. We don't want a COVID repeat where everyone buys an excessive amount of things and leaves none for everybody else.
There are doctors that will sterilize you, if that's the way you want to go.
Stop using online period trackers right now. Delete all data from it if possible first, then delete the app itself. If you must, write it down, but in a subtle manner and on something you keep at home. Don't label it, just put the dates. If you're really worried, discard older records and only keep the most recent few, and label the dates as other random events, like "go to mall" or "chicken salad for dinner this night"
Get your vaccines now.
Save money.
Archive. We have to start collecting records, media, data, books, and articles now. On racism, on fascism, on homophobia, on gender, on self-reliance, on survival, on safe travels routes, on equality, on justice, on anything that may be useful and/or censored soon. We can't let them erase it.
Collect those online resources. Bookmark them, copy files into your storage, Screenshot pages. Create a decentralized library where everyone is working to be part of a whole, storing what they can individually and sharing it between one another. Again, be careful about doing this.
Second-hand bookstores are your best friend. Books are usually very cheap in them, and they often have a decent stock. See what you can find.
When buying ANYTHING I have mentioned above, or anything else that maybe put you in danger, try to use cash to reduce your spending trail.
Check your car information online, many newer models can be remotely tracked.
Turn your phone completely off if you may be at risk due to your location and current activities. Turning off your GPS also helps.
Take note of where you are. Who are your friends? Who's a safe person? Where can you go besides your own home that you know you'll be safe? Establish these connections now.
Who around you is not safe? Who and where do you need to avoid? Do you need to move? If you cannot afford moving but need to, there are fundraisers that can help you. If even that is not an option, at least try to make sure your home is secure. Have someone who can help you. Have a fallback safe place.
And finally, I want anyone with resources to put them in the replies. Flood it with useful links, information, tips, anything. We're in this together. Do not panic. Organize.
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I said "do you think you'll kill for me one day?"
(Yes, of course I will, my darling)
â yandere!cod men x reader â Îľ price, ghost, soap, gaz, roach, makarov, alejandro, rudy, phillip graves, keegan, kĂśnig, horangi, nikto С suggestive?
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ଠYou're no plaything for Price. He doesn't just like you, he adores you. Cups your pretty face in his hands; delicately. His rugged and rough hands become gentle as soon as he comes into contact with your skin, treating it as if it were finely-grained porcelain. He treats you the exact opposite of how he treats anyone else. Whilst he leaves everyone else covered from head to toe in blood for coming near you, you're covered from head to toe in the most expensive items you wish for. But, he doesn't want you to forget that his money doesn't represent his love for you, it does not begin to cover not even half of what it should. He'll be sure to remind you not to be spoiled rotten. He's fond of you and while he's interested in you, you should listen and obey to what he advices you. He is more experienced after all.
ଠCompare what Simon's scars and bruises are to your unscathed body. Let his hands roam over your body, taking in all he works for. Let them wander and familiarize with what he's toying with. His breath on your skin as it quickens, losing his train of thoughts as he fondles you. He's convinced you're meant only for him. No one else should touch you this way, no one could do it like he does. And please return it! Cradle his head in your lap, so the sizzling subsides and he feels alive. Let him know he's the best, the one. Let him lean in and capture those soft, plump lips in a passionate kiss. Don't pull away, don't deny him his heaven. And don't you dare let anyone else trail your body with their eyes like he does. Why, he'll feel as if they're already doing what their mind desires. He's screwed up in his mind but he'll move heaven and earth for those thighs to wrap around his waist at night spilling the warmth between them. Make him feel warm and welcome, give him the world he burns everyone else for. He sacrifices others at the feet of your altar.
ଠJohnny's smug smile can fade rather quickly with one sensual move from you, watch him get lost as his breath is winded and his body is overtaken with an all-consuming fire of passion. Oh, he can't even fathom the idea of anyone before or after him experiencing such things. He'll be paralyzed the moment you sit on his lap and putting your hand to his chest, let it trail over his heart which at the moment beats wildly. It's a sensation he experiences when plunging a knife deep within someone else's chest, he reckons the feeling is almost the same. He thinks his victims rather lucky they die this way. How many other people can experience that fleeting, overwhelming feeling?
ଠKyle's hand kisses are done with such reverent trembling and respect that he'll have your skin tingling with warm sensations as if the late evening sun was seeping into your skin. Let his and your body blend together like the watercolors on an artist's canvas does. Bask in his affection like you'll sunbathe on the beach. Take in all the good he brings you, accept every touch of his that starts with a secure embrace and ends with the colliding of your bodies. The cold with which he lashes out for others has no place with the gentleness he entreats you with. Keep your eyes on his, locked in his steady gaze immerses himself in fantasies. He feels dizzy as if his world was spinning, losing himself in the sensations. And after the elation, let him shower you in praises, caresses and gifts. Let him buy you two rings for each finger, how many could you want to show off having a caring partner when you slide his card at the register? Make your hands look pretty whilst his are leaving a trail of crimson blood after him.
ଠRoach couldn't ever hurt anyone else, he didn't know what he was capable of until the importance of you came all too clear. You're something that shouldn't belong to anyone else in the world. It's a quick descent down the spiral of violent devotion. His soft gaze usually filled with admiration and sentiment for you hardens, his pupils dilating as fear takes over. He's only acting on behalf of all his anguish, you haven't the heart to condemn him. He's shown you what your heart is worth, couldn't you give him some sort of heaven? He will do very well at whatever it is you ask of him, just wait while he shows you. There isn't anyone else like him he says over and over as if a prayer or spell he could make come true.
ଠMakarov does not care whether he deserves you or not. Unlike the others who will commit unspeakable acts out of guilt and use their "pure" intentions to purify their actions, Makarov is selfish and relentless in what he wants. He does not flinch at your attempts of control, it's lost the moment he takes you in. He's determined to taste everything you have to offer, whether it's willingly or not. But he does like things to be served on a platter for him, he also has no problem taking it himself. Let the hand on the back of your neck guide you in the direction you are to walk, be docile and you'll surely receive tenderness. He can never deny that he loves the way your lashes flutter as you look through them up at him as he pats your head for being so good. Overtime you might notice small details showing his exterior cracking and revealing the soft, white underbelly of affection. He feels as if his chest caves in from your actions, the subtle red at the tip of his ears. Keep pulling at his neck collar, he'll like that fake sense of control you have.
ଠYou wouldn't ever catch a glimpse of Alejandro's manipulative strategies until he finds someone threatening. Is it wrong you're not seeing enough of other people? His biggest fear is you falling for someone else, the danger of you getting too close to someone is palpable for him. The intimacy you two share is from the harvest he's worked so hard for. He's been slaving away for so long to just let someone else lay a hand on you. He kneads you into what he desires, anything to feel the beating heart in your chest which pumps only for him. He'll keep polishing you until he gets down to the bare essence of you, which he can only dream to capture. The rhythm he wants to feel rushing through his veins, circling throughout his body.
ଠRudy's tenderness blinds you as he takes you to what you can only describe to be paradise. With the shining of luxury, all new and just for you he says. He'll press a million sweet kisses on your face before dropping that a most bothersome person will no longer be graced by your presence ever again. To him it's like a quiet act of love, to you, it's unimaginable. Don't worry your head will all the details, isn't it better to have no worries? He's all smooth indulgence telling you to keep looking at the adorned future he has ahead for you, telling you not to pay attention to the blood that stains the walls of the hallways you walk. He would lay out a new, fancy red carpet over the corpses for you to step over and continue in this fabricated dream.
ଠPhillip knows exactly how to get the best out of you. Can you blame a man for knowing how to get what he wants from you? Let him tease and tug for he knows what every maneuver of his does. The hands that massage your skin don't get dirty, he'll always have others ready and willing to carry out whatever order he gives. It's what he's accustomed to and how he intends to keep it. But the droplets of blood that splatter do not miss his skin. The stain is still there, still under the skin of the thumb he pushes inside of you, feeling around for that bliss. Let his protectiveness clothe your body, he's already blurring the lines between obsessiveness and possessiveness.
ଠKeegan's eyes will have you coming to a stumbling halt. Asking for something only you know how to give so good. Those erratic eyes that are unpredictable as they are deep, representing the deep dive you have to be holding your breath for. Are you ready to indulge? Because the impact will have you gasping for air, and when you try to take one you'll only swallow a mouthful of carnal desire. He ignites such a heat it's scalding to the touch, you don't know what's happening it's like you lose control. It happens so fast that when it's all over you'll let his lips, from which hot breaths slip through, kiss all over your sweat glistened body. His eyes might be softer and hold it for a while until he's back to the merciless, cold gaze which freezes everyone's else blood, feeling it lump within their veins.
ଠLet König go on his fast rampages. They're over quick anyways. And afterwards, when he comes back, cradle his head between your thighs his tongue tangling as he stutters out promises to buy you what you wish if only you let him lap at your sweetness until his thoughts are left to reckless abandonment. Let him get what he can't get anywhere else. Call him handsome as your bury your fingers into his hair, your fingertips trailing his jaw and down his neck to where his adam's apple bobs as he swallows hard. Place kisses on his cheek until he turns his head in one swift motion and captures your lips in a desperate kiss. He wants it all, wants all of you all at once it makes him messy, shaky and weak. But he just wants someone to hold him, rubbing his ears and whispering words of affirmation in his ear.
ଠHorangi could care less what other's want from him. You're in his viewpoint and he's determined to apply as much pressure as possible to make you bend. The reason he justifies himself with is the lullaby he's lulled to sleep with. Everyone else wants something from him, why shouldn't you? Everyone else is just in the way, he says over and over again, trying to make you focus on his lips instead of the bodies on the floor. With what he's done, he expects a standing ovation from you, nothing but complete adoration and servitude. He's a man who chases after impulses, who knows how long until this candle runs out. For now, ignore the brusque hand and acknowledge the underlying intents. He'll keep this lecherous momentum going until you're feeling faint from the mere touch of his hand.
ଠResignation is a trait Nikto works hard to work out of you. Surely, you ought to trust him after all he's done for you. In his mind, he's dedicated such gentle caring to you, you should be grateful. Don't be afraid to take directly out of his hand, he prefers you lose that skepticism. And when you do start to gentle, oh he can never get enough of it. His fingers grazing and gliding over your body at any and every chance he can get. Let him delve deeper into you, it's only natural for him to want to know you better. Every quiver of yours, he feels through the epidermis of his skin. He just knows you that well. His jerking movements shouldn't startle you by now. Maybe if you were more open, you would be telling him what you want. Give him some sort of sign before that spark ignites an unyielding fire. Because to him, that trembling is a sign of a smoldering fierceness waiting to break through.
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THERE HE WAS... shirtless out in the sun on his front yard. you couldn't help but blush when you saw this abs glazed in sweat due to the heat. his black sunglasses rested on the bridge nose as he soaked in every bit of sunlight.
sim jaeyun, your handsome, flirty next door neighbor. ever since he moved into the neighborhood, he always found his way to be near you. it started with his soccer ball landed on your yard, he would knock on your door asking if he can come get it.
now there he was, laying on a towel; shirtless. you couldn't help but stare, watching him lay out in the sun. you continued to stare, making sure you weren't so obvious, or so you thought.
"hey pretty." you near jake call out.
"oh hey.. what're doing out on this humid day?" you casually played it off.
"just soaking in some sun you know? say, wanna help me out for a second doll?" he asks, creating a small pain in your chest.
his question makes your heart skip a small beat, you were hesitate; before agreeing without any second thought. "okay." you replied, walking over to his yard.
jake sat up in his spot, putting out a tube of cooling liquid. "do me a favor doll and rub this on my abs? i've got a really bad sunburn."
his question made your face flush mixes of red and pink, you didn't know what to say for a second. your hot neighbor wants you to rub a cooling liquid on his abs, he wants you to touch him.
"how come? why can't you do it?" you ask jake, curious as to why he would want you place your delicate hand on his skin.
"cmon doll, you have a soft touch. and not gonna lie it's burning me. would you do it? please pretty?" jake slightly begs, trying to not sound desperate; but also hide the pain of his sunburn.
you feel bad jake was suffering with a really bad sunburn, especially on a delicate place on his body. you pour some of the cooling liquid onto the palm of your hand, before sliding it onto jake's toned, tight, ridged abs.
you stopped as your palm hit his abs, rubbing his abs gently; allowing the cooling liquid to spread. a low groan left jake's lips.
"how's that?" you asked, wondering if your touch alongside the cooling liquid calmed down the burning sensation on his skin.
"thank you doll, i told you that you have a gentle and delicate touch." he bit his lip. "i should burn my abs more often." jake joked, a small laugh leaving his lips.
you playfully rolled "yeah yeah. i'll see you around jae." you began to walk back to your place, that was until jake called back for you.
"doll face, come back here."
you turned back, stepping foot back in his lawn. jake approached you more closer, his hands reached your waist; pulling you closer to him. his eyes met with yours, a flirty smile resting in his lips.
"how about a reward? for being such a good neighbor and helping me out."
"reward? what were you thinking?" you asked curiously.
jake paused, no words left his mouth; before his lips met with yours.
his tongue lapping on yours, his grip on your waist gaining tighter. your arms wrapped around his neck, pulling him closer to you as your lips crashed. his veiny hands make their way to the bottom of your tank top, caressing the small exposed skin available to touch. his hands made their way under your top, resting onto your lower back.
he pulls away from your lips, a small smirk on his face. "you're so gorgeous.. fuck" he groans before he kisses your neck, sending a rush of desire to you. "are you free later?" he asks, pulling away from your body slightly.
"well i'm going out with some friends later..." you replied, a slight frown falling onto jake's face as he hears your response.
"well cancel them doll, i need every minute i can get to savor every inch of that body." jake smirked, his hands finding its way back to your waist.
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Just wanted to send this fanart I made of your Starscream snippets and let you know just how much I appreciate and love them!!! You and your writing are amazing đ¤Š
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!!!!Aww! I love this so much! Thank you đ
Everything Is Alright Pt 49
IDW Starscream x Reader
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⢠Losing yourself in the slow slide of his mouth against yours, thereâs no urgency now in his touch. A palm sliding up your spine to cup the back of your head. Servos of his other hand brushing over your neck, down your throat and along your collarbone, mapping you out with touch. And you take it as permission to do the same. Smiling against his mouth when he makes a low, rumbling sound that might be a purr or a growl when you reach to touch his wings. His denta nipping at your bottom lip, before he presses his face against your neck, giving you better access to those faintly trembling wings. âSensitive?â
⢠âYou have no idea,â he growls against your soft skin, barely resisting the urge to bite again. You shift in his lap, soft skin rubbing against his spike where itâs pinned between you both, aching like he hadnât just had you. Those fingertips skim over the surface of his wings, exploring where they join to his frame and he does bite then, harder than he means to. Hearing your sharp little gasp as his hands slide down on your hips to help lift you. Groaning a protest when you slide one hand between you leaving his left wing, but finding him and he feels your soft hand on his spike to guide him to you. That little sound you make, as your forehead bumps against him and you lower yourself with his help so sweet. Taking him deep again as you straddle his lap. âPrimus,â he growls. âThis is mine.â An addiction curled about his spark.
⢠Youâre going to be sore later, but youâre not ready for this to end just yet, either. His low, possessive words should rub you the wrong way, but if you belong to him, then he belongs to you. Servos flexing on your hips, he almost lazily rocks against you. Taking his time without the frantic urgency of the first time, so you explore each other in touches that are somehow so much more intimate this time. âWhy donât you stay this size?â You murmur, his servos tracing along your rib cage pressing gently to make you squirm, his optics half shuttered as he lets you move yourself against him, letting you control the pace.
⢠âAnd make it easier for Megatron?â He vents softly, shuddering as you barely lift up and roll your hips, your slick heat gripping his spike. âDo that again.â You smile up at him, expression wicked, but repeat the movement that makes it so hard to not drive his hips up to meet you. To take back control and roll you under him, claim you hard and fast again. Your little hands slide against his chassis, bracing yourself and he just wants this moment to last.
⢠Mouth parted, the tip of his glossa curling against the corner of his lip, he looks obscene. His expression almost animalistic as he makes that low, rumbling noise again and you bite your lip to not laugh, because it sounds so much like heâs purring. And this is so much better than trying to figure out how this changes everything between you both. That worry can be for later, for now you want to savor this. Ignore that uncertain ache inside you that whispers that youâre already so lost. That you might be falling in love and that drives home how terrible an idea that is. Because long term? Thereâs no way you can see this lasting, so you push those fragile thoughts down, bury them in the moment. The feel of his hands on you and his spike inside you, because it doesnât have to be any deeper than enjoying each other. Even if itâs going to destroy you in the end.
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I've also added this on other big threads about this topic but I should add it here: Being INCREDIBLY OBNOXIOUS to larger animals, even when they aren't spreading any pathogens (and again, most mosquitoes don't!) actually is another vital purpose. Ecosystems need biting and stinging things to keep big, stompy, hungry beasts from getting too cozy. Mammals are the most resource-hogging animals in almost any biome but parasites can inhibit their growth a little (a good thing), discourage them from spending as much time in the same area or ward them away from whole areas to begin with. Mosquitoes in particular breed in filthy, stagnant bacteria-rich water. You know what leaves behind conditions like that? ANIMALS! Animals eating all the plants, wallowing in the mud and shitting everywhere! A herd of ungulates can turn a lush and healthy marsh into just a cesspit if nothing stops them. But it's mosquitoes that find a cesspit an appealing nursery. And then you get a cloud of mosquitoes so dense that the ungulates move on! There used to be a great BBC documentary that actually showed "mosquito season" driving a mass migration of African megafauna but the shittified search engines right now are only showing me articles about mosquito control no matter how I try to find this again, gee thanks, maybe someone else can find it? So while the "mosquitoes are bad" all the big animals leave for months. Months of the plants growing back, months of the water clearing up until it's drinkable again (and the mosquito larvae themselves are filter feeders!), months of the mosquitoes becoming food for tiny birds and lizards and arachnids and amphibians, and the beautiful wetland is back again strong enough to survive the repeat of that cycle the next year. Everything you hate in nature - the ticks, the territorial wasps, the stinging plants - are pretty much nature's immune system. Obviously this doesn't mean the big mammals are "bad" either. The cycles of destruction are themselves also something ecosystems come to rely on as a regulatory force :)
Mosquitoes actually are not replaceable in any ecosystem that naturally has them and that includes replacing them with any of the non biting species because these are the traits that make them so core to food webs:
Tiny
Can use every single pool of moisture to raise generations no matter how dirty and stagnant and low in oxygen
Can fly
Males get by on just sugars
Females take protein from larger animals to manufacture thousands more eggs
All these things combined allow thst ecosystem to make huge volumes of insects from conditions barren to most other macroscopic life. You might think there are other insects that seem to make huge massive swarms out of nothing but there's really nothing that hits all the same qualities *except other insects that also suck blood.*
It's the precise combo of being able to "prey" on things millions of times larger and breed in nothing but a few drops of filthy rainwater or the moisture in a rotten log. That's the most efficient combination for anything that size to multiply that rapidly where nothing else can even survive, except of course the things that can move in because they eat them :)
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hii omg out of curiosity... could u do a scara with a bratty virgin reader who teases him too much thinking she can get away with it. if that suits ur tastes that is đđ
Of course! I may not fit the entire idea of a brat myself, but I've been told I can act a little cunty now and then so I think I can do this one fairly well.
Scaramouche was just another annoying superior you had to obey. All the harbingers were pretty much the same in the aspect that they viewed YOU as lesser than. Which technically you were by law of Snezhnaya but that wasn't YOUR fault. You were only stuck working as a subordinate for the height deficient harbinger called The Balladeer because your stupid slut mother had gambled away a HUGE loan while she was pregnant with you and instead of taking responsibility, she fled the country and hadn't been seen since you were like 6.
But the fatui weren't just going to forgive a debt that large simply because of a disappearance. No.
A group of fatuus soldiers had knocked on your grandparents door one day, led by Scaramouche. They were given three options.
1: Pay off their daughter's debts.
2: Die.
Or three...
"Give the oldest girl over and have her work it off in her mother's name." Was what the pretty faced yet slick tongued bastard had said.
Your grandparents had recently been put in charge of your half brother too as authorities had taken him from your mother's home due to excessive drug use on her part. He was just a little kid, barely 4. YOU on the other hand were now a young lady. A young adult.
He needed your grandparents.
You had had a wonderful childhood already.
And so you bowed your head and agreed to go back with The Balladeer and his cronies to the fatui headquarters and officially join the ranks.
It wasn't that bad actually. Scaramouche didn't actually seem to care or not if you didn't do your job. But you were clearly the only exception as you often watched him treat others with a cruelty that bordered on ruthlessness.
Not that it was your problem.
You often sauntered into his office late at night to chat with him. Not that he ever stopped you.
"Hey Scara what's up? Ugh you really should get better lighting here. It looks so ominous!" You bitched as you hopped up onto the edge of his rather grand looking desk and looked down at him while he worked.
"Hey let's hang out for a bit! That stuff is just boring work things anyway! I never do mine!"
He grunts.
"I know."
You pouted as you tried to scoot a little closer to him.
"ugh you're so lame today! And here I thought a harbinger as mighty as yourself could multi-task easily! It appears I was mistaken!"
Scaramouche rolled his eyes at your behavior.
"leave. I'm busy right now."
You were feeling agitated now.
"no! I've been waiting all day to hang out and now you're ignoring me!?" You turn completely around so your legs fell over on his side of the desk now. Crossing my arms as I stubbornly stand my ground.
"I'm not moving until you at least look at me you stupid meanie!" You whined.
The pen in Scaramouche's hands suddenly snapped in half. Ink splashing across the tabletop caught your attention.
"I said leave."
"make me!* You stick out your tongue and pout even more at his tone.
"it's not like you're actually gonna punish me for being here like anyone else! Stop being such a big meanie!"
Suddenly his hand was around your throat.
"Is that what you tell yourself bitch? How amusing." He squeezed your neck. Just enough to make you dizzy as you felt Scaramouche rip open the front of your buttoned white blouse.
His eyes quickly looked you over with a predatory hunger.
"you're alright I guess. For a human anyway. You'll do."
You squeak in terror as he tears off your bra next. Gently running his fingertips across your nipples and causing them to harden. as your breath hitches in your throat, you feel an unfamiliar warmth in your panties at the sensation.
He then shoved you back onto the table top.
"h-hey what are you doing? Stop this at once!" You squeak anxiously. Being almost frozen in fear as you feel Scaramouche roughly lift up your shirt and expose your panties to his smug looking gaze.
"what? Not so tough now that you finally realize how insignificant you are?"
He traces the outline of your wet slit through the dampened fabric.
"how pathetic. Acting all bold and yet you're already shaking and getting excited before I've even touched you."
Scaramouche easily tears away the delicate fabric as he spreads your knees wide for him. He kneels down and closely takes in the sight of your exposed sex. Gently pulling your folds open to give him a better look at you.
You feel his cool breath against your inner labia as you begin to tremble.
Finally something clicks for him.
"oh? I see you've never been had yet. It's almost funny Y/N, at your age? Seriously? What?"
He pinched your clit softly
"too shy?" His raspy tone bordered on a seductive growl as you feel him rub little circles on your pleasure nub.
"ugh it's not like I haven't had chances before! I just didn't care for anyone enough to want to do that stuff!"
Your words were met with a jeering cackle as Scaramouche simply sighed and slowly began to ease two fingers into your unbroken entrance.
A strong ache filled your body as you moaned softly and saw blood drip onto his palm as you struggled to raise your head and see what he was doing at first.
Immediately he shoved your head back down and kept a firm grasp on your throat.
"stay still sweetheart. If you don't relax, it's going to be excruciating."
You felt him begin to slowly start thrusting his fingers in and out of your tight pussy. Successfully popping your cherry as you blushed deeply and tried to muffle your cries using your hands.
He leans down and gives your clit a gentle lick next. Teasing you now as you whimper at the new feeling. More warmth filling your lower abdomen as you feel your legs tremble while Scaramouche continued to lap at your untouched bud. Deliberately trying to draw out the strange rising feeling in your tummy. You cry a little as you finally dare speak.
"Please... stop this... I'll pee!" You wail pitifully as his eyes took on a seductive look.
"That's not what's about to happen sweetie ~ don't worry, you're about to feel really good, I promise ~"
He released your upper body and began to focus more on stimulating your tight cunt as he fingered your sensitive walls and continued to gently suck on your clit. Giving it a little bite now and then that made your legs tremble.
Finally you feel your lower abdomen tighten. Your insides pulse as you feel yourself squirt. Scaramouche swallows every drop almost eagerly as he continues to tongue fuck you through your orgasm.
Only when you lay breathless and exhausted upon the table before him, does he finally free his rather large cock from the confines of his shorts, pressing the tip teasingly at your entrance.
"You were all bark just an hour ago bitch. Now you're just a whimpering mess. What happened?"
You felt Scaramouche slide his dick into your pussy then. The thickness stretching you beyond capacity as you wince and feel yourself whine a little.
"Do you realize your place now cunt? Maybe this will teach you to talk with a little more respect towards your superiors."
He began to slowly thrust into you then. Your oversensitive cunt spasming with every thrust as you instinctively wrapped your legs around his waist.
Scaramouche leaned down to steal a kiss too. Shoving his tongue into your mouth as you held onto him. Swallowing up your cute and girlish moans of pleasure and pain as you dug your nails into his back and felt him quicken his pace.
He fucked against your cervix as he continued to press your knees upwards more as he got closer to finishing. Bringing your knees practically beside your head as he got a little rougher then. Forcing you into a sick mating press position as he claimed your virgin womb for himself.
Scaramouche groaned and bit your bottom lip a little as you felt him pour his hot seed into you after what felt like the longest hour of your life. His sadistic smirk widened as he pulled out of your bloody cum filled cunt.
"This will be your new job from now on. Don't bother refusing. You still owe me a debt. " He stuck his fingers in your dripping depths again.
"however, keep being as obedient as you were tonight and this sweet cunt might just pay it off sooner than you think."
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I saw requests were open and Iâve literally never sent in a request but you writing is so good I had to
Idk maybe minding x reader if youâre ok with that
Or nerd bang Chan with those glasses bro he looks so good haha
Or virgin reader n Lee know
Whatever one you think would be interesting or feel comfortable writing no pressure you obv donât have to do any đŤś
Fem reader x gamer!Bangchan
Synopsis: Bangchan is your nerd gamer boyfriend, he is the most lovesick and clingy person you know, especially when he feels frustrated after losing at video games.
Word count: 2.9k
Warnings: đ, mdni, smut and fluff, pussy eating, vaginal sex, adult language, and bangchan with glasses.
Note: uhmâŚmeow
Bangchan is in your shared bedroom playing video games, but at some point he loses the match and with a frustrated look he lets out a loud sigh, his hand slowly moving up to grip the back of his chair.
He feels annoyed and irritated from his loss since his rank has been dropping lately. A part of him wanted to scream in frustration, his eyes slowly moving over to the bed where he sees you napping peacefully.
Your boyfriend lets out another deep sigh, but his mood beginning to soften as he gazes at your sleeping form.
Standing up from his chair, he quietly approaches the bed, his footsteps soft and careful to not wake you up yet. He sits down on the edge of the bed, his eyes still fixated on you as he studies every feature of your face. A small smile appears on his face as he slowly reaches out to gently brush a strand of hair from your face, his touch light and tender.
You move and open your eyes âchannie..? Everythingâs ok, babe?â You ask rubbing your sleepy eyes.
Bangchan hesitates silently for a moment, contemplating if he should ask you for something. But in the end, his need gets the better of him as he finally decides to open his mouth and speak âActually..can I ask you for a favor?â, his eyes moving to the ground for a moment before glancing back to you, curious about your response.
âOf courseâŚâ you mumble a little.
âI..really need to let my frustration out after losing at that fucking video games...â your boyfriend says, his voice soft and hesitant as he looks down for a moment, his hand slightly clenching. He can slowly feel the annoyance he once felt from his loss slowly creep up. Bangchan slowly looks back into your eyes, almost as if silently asking permission.
You smiles and raises the bed sheets âcome hereâŚâ.
A soft, shaky breath leaves his lips as he slowly scoots over to you. Pushing the sheets aside, Chan crawls on top of your body, trapping you between his arms on either side of your head "You..you really donât mind..?â.
You just nods with anticipation.
A shiver runs down his spine at your response, his need and want for you starting to take over his mind. His eyes slowly scan over your face before moving down to your neck.
Your boyfriend slowly leans down, placing a soft kiss on your neck before moving up to your ear, his breath warm against your sensitive skin âIâm gonna let it outâŚand itâs all your faultâŚâ.
You giggle âmy fault, babe? What are you talking about?â.
He lightly bites your ear as he continues to leave kisses along your neck. He lets out a small chuckle, his hot breath sending chills over your skin âMhm..Itâs your fault for looking so damn cute, for looking so damn gorgeous, and for being so damn sweet to meâŚif you knew what you do to me..â.
You just look at him with a sincere smile.
Chan slowly pulls away from your neck, his eyes locking with yours. He can feel the need inside him quickly intensifying, a hint of possessiveness and desire slowly growing in his eyes âI need you so badly..â he says with a low, almost hoarse voice before softly capturing your lips in a deep, passionate kiss.
You kiss him back âyou need me, babe? wanna make you feel goodâ.
A soft hum comes out of your boyfriend mouth, the feeling of you kissing him back and your words sending a wave of pleasure through his body. His hand continues to slowly move down your stomach before it suddenly stops, grabbing the hem of your shirt and slowly starts to pull it up slowly âYou have no idea..how badly I need you right now..â he says.
âJust let it outâŚI want you tooâ you reassure him.
His breath hitches at your words, the possessive and dominant side of him starting to take full control. BAngchan nods, a hint of a growl in his tone as his eyes darkened with desire âBabe, you have no idea..how badly youâre mine right nowâŚhow badly I want to dominate, to claim, to mark you as mineâŚare you okay with that..?â He asks gently.
You start to blush because of his words, you love when he is like this.
His hands slowly pulling your shirt over and off in one swift motion. Your boyfriend quickly tosses the shirt onto the ground before slowly moving in to kiss and bite your neck once again, leaving small marks as his hand starts to move to the hem of your shorts âThen youâre mine, all mine..no one else can see you like this... this side of you is only for me, understand...?" he asks in a deep, dark voice, his lips still against your neck, as he slowly starts to pull down your shorts. Once they were off, Chan moves in between your legs, his body now on top of you.
You smile a little watching the bulge into his sweatpants âdamn baby u are already hardâ.
He smiles in response, chuckling at her words. His body was already beginning to react to you, the heat between his legs growing more and more with every second passing by.
Your boyfriend slowly moves his hips forward a little bit, pressing his dick onto yo just a bit more as a small soft moan escaped his lips, "What can I say...I was already hard the moment I saw you".
You just chuckle, he is always been impatient, âyes, babe?â.
He nodded, a small amused smile on his lips as he watched her chuckle. Chan presses a little more into her, a small shiver going through his body. His hands slowly slide up and down her stomach in a gentle caress, his touch light and intimate "Mhm...l couldn't help it. Not when my girl just looked so damn good, even when she laid there trying to take a nap...".
You canât help but smirk, starting to lower his pants and boxer, his pink tip is already wet with precum; You smile with anticipation and caress his tip, you always loved doing it and seeing his reaction.
A soft moan escapes his lips as soon your hand touches his length. His eyes close for a moment as his body shivered in pleasure.
"F-fuck...don't tease me like that... not when I'm on the edge of just taking you right here right now...".
Your boyfriend takes a moment to gather himself, his eyes opening to look back down at you.
His hand slowly moves down her body, caressing her skin softly "I'm the only one who gets to touch you like this, to mark you, to claim you, to make you mine in every way possible...".
You squirm when he starts to rub your clit.
A wave of pleasure washes over him as he feels how badly you want him just from his touch "Look at you...so needy and desperate just from my touch. This is what I was waiting for, to see you this under meâ
âC-chanâ you whine.
The sight of you so needy and desperate just for him makes his heart race. His hand continues to rub your swollen clit, his touch purposeful and precise.
âC-chan I want more-â you whine.
A small chuckle leaves bangchanâs lips at your plea. He leans close to your ear again, his voice low and dark as he spoke against your skin "You know...you're gonna have to be patient, babe.â.
He slowly moves his hand away from your wet pussy, bringing it up to gently caress your face softly as he continues to speak
"I'm gonna take my time with you tonight... make you moan and scream my name so much you'll lose your voice.â.
You laugh a little giving him a quick kiss âmy favorite nerd wants to worship meâ
Your boyfriend returns the kiss, his lips molding with yours in a perfect fit. The title of "nerd" never got old to him "Babe...you know I'm your nerd, and that I love to worship you".
âYou are only mineâŚâ you speak with a soft voice.
"Damn right I'm only yours. No one else's".
Your boyfriendâs lips continuing their path downwards, slowly kissing and tasting everv inch of you.
"I want to taste every part of you, claim you as mine..."
An idea pops to your mind âMhh I like your plan, what do you think about using those sweet lips of yours in a different way?â
Chan slowly pulls away from your neck, a small smile appearing on his lips a he looks back at you "And what exactly would you like me to use those sweet lips of mine on, eh?â.
âOh, You know what I wantâŚnerdâ you tease him.
"Mhm...so desperate to have my mouth on you... is that what you want?".
âOf course, what you think?â You giggle.
He slowly moves down your body, his lips leaving a trail of small kisses as they go. He gets in between your legs, taking a moment to look up at her and admire the view. Seeing you this desperate and in need of him, just for him, is enough to send a shiver of pleasure through him "You're so damn beautiful like this, babe".
You just smile and fix his glasses âso cute babeâ
Your boyfriend lets out a small chuckle, his smile widening a bit more as you suddenly fix his glasses. Only you would do that in such a situation and have him feel not even an ounce of annoyance "You're calling me cute when Iâm right in front of your pussy?â
You canât help but let out a chuckle mocking him âI love when your face is between my legs like this, Iâm dead seriousâ
Bangchan hums in agreement, his face mere inches away from your wet cunt.
You gently tangle your fingers in his hair pulling him closer.
He lets out a soft gasp, your touch, no matter how gentle, is more than enough for him to get even more in the mood.
He slowly moves in, his lips just barely touching your skin as he leaves soft, feather-like kisses and his hands slowly move to your hips, his nails digging into your skin a bit as his lips slowly slide closer to your swollen clit.
Your boyfriend can feel how much your squirming under him, eager in anticipation of what's to come.
You moan lightly pulling him more closer.
He finally gives in, his lips and tongue touching your clit âMhm...so impatientâ.
You whimper loudly âf-fuck chan-â you curse.
He moans softly against your skin as he finally tastes you, his lips and tongue slowly exploring your cunt, enjoying the way you squirm and whimper under him, all needy for his touch.
"You taste so good, babe...l swear I could spend all day just savoring you like this..."
Chan continues to slowly runs his tongue over her skin, his lips and tongue taking their time to savor every inch of you and, his hold on your hips getting tighter as you pull his hair.
"God, I love it when you get desperate for me like this, babe... you look so damn gorgeous like this, all needy and wanting me so badly..." he praises you more.
You close your eyes âgod- channie...â you are lost in pleasure. Far from reality.
He slowly starts to speed up his movements, his lips and tongue moving more quickly over her, trying to taste every inch he can since he can't get enough of you.
You are so drawn in the moment that you donât want him to stop.
Your boyfriend pulls away for a moment to look up at you, a small satisfied smirk on his lips as he sees the state she's in.
"God, look at you, babe...you're such a whiney mess, cause you need me that badly...".
You nod in agreement still with your eyes close â...c-channie...m closeâ you admit.
"Mhm, you close, babe? You gonna give me what I want?" Bangchan teases "Mhm, since you are so sweet, I'll let you let come for meâ.
After a few moments you canât take it anymore, your legs start shaking a little and you come undone.
He moans feeling you coming for him, that makes him feel a shiver of pleasure as he slowly moves back up to look at her.
"Mhmm, you're so damn gorgeous when you come, seeing you like that, all shaking and moaning, just for me, itâs so fucking sexyâ your boyfriend chuckles softly, his breath still coming out in pants as he gazes down at you.
He's still need to fuck you, to claim you as his even more than before, but right now he wants to watch you all pleased and satisfied after coming.
Despite the orgasm you want more, you want to make him feel good, honestly.
"Mhmm, want more, do you, babe?
You want me to take you once more, make you mine all over again?".
You just nod, with a smirk on your face as you start teasing him âyou are such a naughty nerd, you know that, right?â
Chan chuckles softly, the sound low and sultry as he moves even closer to you, his lips hovering only millimeters away from your neck "Iâm your naughty nerd, babe. Only yours. No one else can have me like this, just you. No one knows me as well as you do... only you can make me feel this way, get me all feral and desperate for you like this"
You laugh a little âYou seem so calm and shy but you are such a-â.
"Oh? I seem calm and shy, do I?
Well, I guess that's only with other people, not with you...you bring out a whole other side of me, a side that's possessive and feral and completely addicted to you" he admits.
You are going insane âI'm also addicted to you, chanâ.
Your boyfriend slowly smiles, feeling his heart beat faster in his chest at your words.
The thought of you being just as addict to him as he is to you makes him feel more possessive than ever before.
"Babe, I want to claim you again as mine, over and over again, until our bodies and minds are too exhausted for even me to want more" he speaks in a soft tone.
You just take the chance and mock him âyou think you can take me till I'm a leaking with your cum?â.
A low, deep groan leaves Chanâs lips at your mockery as he looks down at you with a smirk âyou think I can't? You really think my stamina isn't up to the task of making you a dripping mess by the end, babe?" he groans against your skin, slightly nibbling on it âwell, I'll take that challenge..."
You start to rub his tip against you as he groans, the sensation of you touching him making it hard for him to think straight, the need for her growing stronger with every second âcanât take it anymore, I need youâ
Your boyfriend press his hard cock on your cunt, sliding into you slowly, feeling a wave of pleasure wash over him, his breath coming out in heavy pants as he tries to keep control of himself "F-fuck...you feel so tight around me, Iâm going to fuck you dumbâ.
âGod- ChanâŚâ you whimper loudly taking him so well.
Bangchan moans slightly at the sound of his name leaving her lips, hearing it when you are together like this is quickly becoming his favorite sound in the world "you feel so amazing, babe, l swear that pulling out from your pretty cunt is the last thing I want to do".
You are fully drawn in to his deep movement that make you arches your back and moan.
His hands grips your hips and his fingers starts to dig into your skin from the pleasure "F-fuck, you don't know what you do to me when you look like that, l can't even think straight when you're so goddamn perfect"
âYou- you feel so good inside me, babeâ you mumble so cock drunk.
Chanâs mind feels like it's becoming more and more undone as he hears your words and the way you look, feel and sounds are driving him wild.
You kiss him in a sloppy way, trying so hard to compose yourself; You clench your legs around his waist to keep you still.
He groans as you cling to him, holding him closer, the feeling of you wrapping yourself around him makes his body burn with desire, only fueling his heat for you.
â Iâm so-so close channieâŚâ you speak in a whisper.
Your boyfriend hears your words, knowing you are close to your climax, and it only makes his mind more clouded with the need to make you completely come undone beneath him âshit, babe, you're gonna give me what I want?" And before he can finish his sentence you come undone, Your mind fuzzy from the orgasm making impossible for you to say anything.
Feeling and hearing you come is driving him even closer to his own release as he lets out a deep, rough groan.
Your walls tightening on his cock are his breaking point, his body completely going over the edge as he comes, groaning your name like itâs the only word he knows.
"F-fuck, y-you're amazing- god...I swear, you're gonna kill me one dayâ
After a few minutes of shaking breaths you try to move from under him, but Chan chuckle, grabbing onto your hips to drag you back to him âwhere are you going, babe? Iâm not done with you yet, remember the challenge?â
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