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#covid#pandemic#actually that's a lie i struggle to confront people#but i should actually do this more often#it's not like i'm not already a pariah for refusing to attend unmasked indoor events
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my final from last semester that i made into a zine. cooked this one up in a couple hours before the critique (the ink was still wet!), so it's very raw and kind of sloppy but the sentiment is there. i love you trans people of color. we are the backbone of this community š
#pan draws#pan designs#zine#risograph#i'm not gonna lie i don't love how this one turned out OTL and i think the wording is not done but well... a deadline is a deadline#i'll probably touch it up and rewrite it in the future but who's to say.. i need to stew on how to articulate my feelings coherently#anyway my transness is so closely tied to my experience as a person of color. the current political climate is so fucking ass to exist in#but more than anything i am pissed off at white punks & leftists & trans people that refuse to have meaningful solidarity with us.#so yeah anyway. i was stuck on this one forever and only really got anywhere with it after attending 2 punk noise shows in a row where they#actually used their fucking platform to do like. anything. our struggles are connected you need to careeeee YOU HAVE TO CARE........ ok bye#tdov#trans day of visibility#<- i was sitting on uploading this for a while so the stars kind of aligned for it to be today huh.... happy tdov i love you#xines
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i LOVE how you draw twink krakoa charles he's so...... twink...... your art is amazing
thank you so much !!!! i have a simple vision in mind whenever i draw krakoa charles next to erik, really:
it's significant he looks like a push pin next to erik it's infinitely better this way..
#xmen#xmen comics#krakoa#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#snap sketches#and by 'better' i mean funnier. if i cant look at charles and look at erik and go 'good christ thats a lad' i drew something wrong#the size difference is def a part of why drawing krakoa's fun i refuse to lie#like i do like drawing charles a bit. 'stockier' when it comes to tas- NOT A LOT just a lil- and other comic eras but this is Also good#its the drastic difference in shapes and silhouette ig#anyway ! tomorrows halloween thats diabolical because im gonna be busy all day but itll be fun :) <- ignore the back-to-back exams#PLUS I GET TO PLAY SHADOW GEN THAT NIGHT. i like shadow hi thats a very important fact about me#i ordered the special preorder box and it only got to my place tuesday and i only got time to go over there on weekends#gonna be the best hallloween ever ..... also i guess im getting sushi with my brother or whatever but anyways#later everyone ! please enjoy throwable charles while im gone
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doodlepage and then a bunch of pre godhood lovestory. gramps keeps hanging on so he can get it.
#great god grove#ggg spoilers#ggg click clack#ggg thespius#ggg huzzle mug#ggg inspekta#ggg lovestory#i am not tagging bauzzie hes a crumb big here lol#please for the peace sign posing together image imagine the worlds most serious face under the censor for clicky because thats the truth#and makes the image real funny 2 me#also thespius being able to read click clacks emotions as easy as anyone elses. lays down. do u understand the vision#also i love a character design choice that's a lie and a truth at the same time. its not what he looks like but its how he really feels#if clicky has the artbook face under the mask when i draw him without it im prolly gonna draw it more stoic unless hes being gay now lol#hes self conscious of it....#also old man click clack refusing to die will haunt me. he'd crawl out the grave if he was told he could get a kissy from thespius /silly#also i hope yall enjoy the shapes they are very shaping this time
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Look. This aināt true. Like at all. This is so not the dynamic of this ship-
BUT
Itās fucking hilarious
So I made this on a google doc on my phone and Iām heading back to my sleep because of course, this came to me in a dream

#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr gallagher#hsr sunday#galladay#2.1 spoilers#not really cuz boi is this not accurate#idk what the exact relationship bw the meme and Gallagher is#until 2.2 comes in to explain this Iām seeing Death and Gallagher as weird coworkers/creator/creation/manifestationā¦ thing#take this with a grain of salt#I woke up from a dream and refused to be the only one this image ruins#enjoy#for further clarification#galladay is the true toxic yaoi#I refuse to believe they could be this wholesome#unless itās the most AU of all AUs#I have fallen into this ship against my will#send help#Iād like to say my apologies to ratiorine for thinking they the true toxic yaoi#they had us in the first half (light cone) Iām not gonna lie#the true toxic yaoi- it was galladay all along!#marrapost
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Okay I know I'm the most biased person about dadmare, but you can't honestly tell me that if Cross started to mention the way xgaster treated him and his brother as children - the way an adult bullied and belittled and abused them - that it wouldn't make Nightmare see red
#UTDR#UTMV#Dadmare#Like the call is coming from inside the house again!!#Nightmare trying to be detached and collected to prove he doesn't have a familial attachment to his henchmen#And then he hears that Cross was treated badly by adults as a child and he's instantly like ''I'll kill him myself''#I just#Okay#Wick very nicely talked to me about Cross and dadmare yesterday and I'm still whipping it around like a dog with a new toy#LIKE I just think it could be a little healing for both of them#For Cross to get someone in an authoritative role who praises and appreciates him and refuses to treat him like that#And for Nightmare it must be at least a little rewarding to see someone who went through hell as a child and do everything you can to make#-them comfortable and tell them it wasn't their fault#Like I'm sure he still has stuff from his incident to process and maybe sharing it with Cross could do that#Obviously it's not 1 to 1 on what they went through but it might be similar enough to be cathartic#I don't know I just want to see them get along#I want Cross to have a father figure that would tear the multiverse in half to save him#I want Nightmare to learn to love and show it#I want 16 days off work in a row so I can lie in bed and go insane about this
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Feel like Neil couldnāt have been any other kind of actor than one in theatre. If he was a movie actor or on social media or whatnot, it would not be the same. Theatre by nature is fleeting. Recorded mediums can be rewatched over and over, creating a time loop of sorts. We the audience can keep going back to a time when Neil is still alive. Theatre however is live and once the play is over, there is no going back except in our memories. It is much like life. We are forced to live in the moment in a theater lest we miss it altogether. Itās not that the poets choose to live in a world where Neil is dead, itās that they must because the only other option is to die themselves. I feel like Keatings teachings could only be reflected in stage theatre because thatās the only way there can be no time loop of grief. I think dead poets society itself isnāt about overcoming the authority in your life to do what you want but rather about grief, about allowing oneself to feel grief and all oneās emotions without letting it consume you and to keep living after, to live every day in the moment lest you fall into grief and regret that will destroy you or force you into a miserable life
#just silly ramblings donāt mind me just ignore me š«£#keating was teaching the boys catharsis as a means of survival and how to process their emotions so they donāt overcome them in a world#that convinces them to pretend they donāt feel at all; thatās why he focuses on the romantics rather than the realists because the romantic#is there to help you process your emotions of sorrow and joy; and thatās why he told Charlie he was misunderstanding the teachings when he#was acting out but not Neil when Neil was trying to get out of the grief over the person he wishes he could be; keating taught him that his#father was standing over an empty grave grieving the son he wanted and that Neil doesnāt have to lie in that grave just to satisfy his#fathers grief but can go to his father as he is and ask him to accept this version of himself and the son he is and his father rejected and#that is why Neil thought the only way to truly overcome his father was by allowing his father to grieve him over grieving the son he wanted#and Mr. Keating was crying over Neil but we donāt see him rage out like the school; Mr. Keating grieved Neil and moved forward with life#whereas all the other administration and Neilās father will not be able to because they refuse to recognize any emotion but rage so they#feel they must go on a wrathful journey to try to process their grief; idk I think the whole story was about teaching the boys not to be#afraid of their emotions and that they must feel their emotions to process them and get through and I think this message just happens to be#counter to the norm we were told our whole lives but also necessary to be full people and I think that is why this movie sticks with so#many and why so many hold it so dear to them; itās a story about grief and emotions and moving forward with life after the fact#itās about feeling in a world that tries to convince you that there are ābadā emotions and that you must not feel certain things and thatās#where overcoming authority comes in and the anti authority message of the franchise stems from#neil perry#dead poets society#dps#dead poets fandom#dps fandom#mr keating#john keating#dps symposium
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I imagine that when Kƶnig doesn't eat enough (especially considering how massive he is, that 6'10 giant in camo.) and when the colder seasons roll around he's all sleepy and slow (think, Wall-E before getting his solar charge.) bit once he get enough food and is warm enough it's like he slowly comes alive and is able to do more and get stuff done.
Yes have you seen that slutty little waist and that itty bitty tummy?? Guy has crazy fast metabolism and stands about 10 feet tall so he needs a lot of food and also a pair of woolen socks and mittens... He has poor blood flow in his feet and hands and if he eats a lot all the blood goes to his stomach. Poor thing š
Maybe thatās why heās so grumpy and therefore -> trigger happy, Kƶnig is always underfed and cold climates make him look like a huge, stiff, walking icicle. His skin could be blazing like a furnace and still he claims heās cold, pulls you closer for snuggles and wonāt say no to an extra blanket. When his cold shins and feet meet yours, you shriek :( Even worse are the icy fingers that steal their way under your shirt...
#the wall-e bit makes me cry not gonna lie ;.;#imagine this tall man walking around the apartment with his socks and boxers on#refusing to put on more clothes because he wants to feel liberated whenever he's at home#i just know he gets autistic and a lil aggressive with his work gear#so at home he wants to be freed from all restraints#but then he gets cold :(#and you as his gf will have to pay the price!
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considering that the gods were offering power and preying on a certain kind of desperation, i wonder if elgarānan ever attempted to sway any of the shadow dragons as a way to undermine the resistance in minrathous after he took over the city. specifically i wonder if elgarānan tried to tempt tarquin with a way to cure ashur of the blight if he sold out the resistance/solas
#and also how hard would tarquin have considered it before refusing#because of course he refused. because of course he knew it was a lie. but for a moment maybe desperation outweighed logic#for a moment maybe he considered dooming the world if it meant ashur lived#i have decided to be embarrassing about them on main. i would like to be shot#also i wanna know more about solas working with the shadows while rook was in regret prison hell#what was that like#tarquin x ashur#dragon age#viperquin#dragon age hellblogging
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Besides the fact that it was hot, the love scene was also extremely beautiful. Because we know as much as them how long they've been waiting for that and how deeply they wanted it.
A good love scene doesn't have to choose between lust and love. It can convey both. And I think Affair nailed it
#Wan finally got topped#I'm happy for her#she deserves it#they are so sweet#and they want each other so bad#these are not mutually exclusive and they showed it to us#affair#affair the series#affair the series ep 6#wan#pleng#wan x pleng#wanpleng#it's also why I refuse to believe that this ''half-sisters'' thing is real#Wan's mother is just so incredibly awful that she's ready to tell them such a disgusting lie
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"Understand The Palm Of My Hand, Bitch."
#Crimson's Gifs: Until Dawn#Until Dawn (2015)#Until Dawn#Samantha Giddings#Sam Giddings#Sam (Until Dawn)#Ashley Brown#Ashley (Until Dawn)#Ash Brown#Emily Davis#Em Davis#Emily (Until Dawn)#Christopher Hartley#Chris Hartley#Chris (Until Dawn)#This one makes me laugh so fucking hard it goes hard as a line tho#Like sorry to Ashley enjoyers but she literally had it coming#She refused to interprete the advice correctly and egged Mike on to literally Commit Murder and also had the opportunity to Lie#about the correct info#Like if that was me and I was Emily she'd have a matching black eye#She got off easy with a slap to be honest#Just my favourite scene between my two least favourite people in the game
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wondering if daniel ever read back through iwtv and came across armand telling louis this (or if he could just remember hearing it) and wanted to jump off a bridge because of how much it fueled his "i'm nothing but a toy to him" complex
#i think it's a result of armand not being totally developed as a character here; his vow to never make a vampire is something that#gets added in tvl so this retroactively becomes a lie/more like manipulation in iwtv (along with him saying he would've turned madeleine#but he claims he /had/ to push louis to do it so he'd truly give up claudia. imo)#then in qotd daniel knows about armand's vow and believes he's telling the truth that he's never made a vampire before#but. whether he knows it's lie or not daniel still has the knowledge that armand did once claim he would turn the perfect mortal#if he ever found him. and yet he constantly refuses to give daniel the gift#vc#devil's minion
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Disgusting Part 3: Reminiscence and fish
#my art#ace attorney#ace attorney spoilers#bobby fulbright#simon blackquill#phantom aa#phantomquill#I WILL LIE FOR YOU BEG AND STEAL FOR YOU#please listen to a 1 crush by garbage#its like main inspiration#i refuse to explain what's happening here#date idea im bleeding on your bathroom floor#disgusting the comic#surprisingly the stab wounds to the stomach are pretty harmless#but they hurt a lot like A LOT#i wanted to draw him more animated since his playing bobby#but you cant be that animated with a knife to the gut#do you see him crying such a baby#are you afraid of dying you pathetic man or you afraid of sonething else#tw blood
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calling ppl out because i'm pissed tf off... (lies. i dont want to start beef but if someone wants to call this person by name in the rbs or replies....)
there is a blog (and most likely other blogs) that has been taking usually leahbeth fanart and editing it to be white. let me make this clear: i don't care if you only want to draw book annabeth in your fanart.
i do care if you take artists work, CLEARLY steal it and then not take the blame for the theft by saying that you left the watermark in. ARTISTS ARE AMAZING AND LOVELY so a) the watermark is usually small because they don't want to be obnoxious and b) a person scrolling will not verify that the user matches the watermark
and obviously this pos knows this but REFUSES TO TAKE THE BLAME and uses tumblr's inability to ban someone that has been reported hundreds of times as an excuse to stay on here. IF YOU HAVE NOT ASKED FOR THE CONSENT OF THE ARTIST WHEN TAKING THEIR ART AND REPOSTING OR EDITING IT IN ANY WAY, YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE.
and despite saying that they dislike both percy and annabeth's casting choices in the show THEY ONLY EDIT ANNABETH'S PHOTOS. so yes, i do consider them a racist asshole using percy to excuse themselves of all reaponsibility.
so screw you. no one on this app gives two craps that you hate leahbeth because she doesn't look exactly the way you imagined, so stop making it our problem. i don't care if you can't draw fanart I CANT DRAW FANART IM SO SHIT AT ART but don't be untalented and so bitter about it that you steal other peoples artworks to make yourself feel better.
y'all, if you EVER see this on your fyps....please report it
#please someone call them out#i hate them so much#im not even gonna lie#truly#ppl are obnoxious and refuse to let ppl enjoy something they dont#percy jackson#pjo tv#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson show#annabeth chase#percabeth#pjo hoo toa#please report this shit
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im so glad im not the only person that looks at seungmin and goes "ātismā" bc he is Way Too Relatable to me as a person w autism
yeah..... like I say it in jest but also..... well, yk. sometimes you notice something and you notice something and you notice something and you go Hmmmm
#enby-peep#lol its funny for me personally bc i see a lot of stuff that reminds me of my cousins daughter........ and shes autistic#but everyone in our family constantly and my cousin especially is like Shes you. You are her. Youre so alike.#So you were autistic and that explains your childhood#and i was like Um. I dont know :) i dont know........ i refused it and then i went to the psych for my adhd#he was like š¤Ø can you fill out these sheets... and it was to see if i was hitting the markers#and i was hitting them. I was hitting them out the park but i also knew exactly what to answer... not to hear it#so i just answered it... incorrectly to myself. anyway that was 3 yrs ago and i still go ???? why did you lie ??? wtf#so. maybe my seungmin commentary is sometimes a commentary on myself also#but its the same reason being sent to therapy as a teenager didnt work on me bc i knew exactly what to say to be#told what i wanted to hear- youre a mature smart young woman- youre good. id just lie to hear that even if it wasnt actually helpful#and i succeeded. Im a great actress. i didnt want help i wanted to be perceived as normal and i was for a minute. incorrectly.#and probably negatively maybe if i didnt lie i'd be different now but I did and I did it again 3 yrs ago but..... I think ive finally left#idk. my weird obsession with being 'normal' behind- i dont follow the script as much as i did before and im much more honest about how i am#this is an insane set of tags LMAO#so sorry#i dont talk about this stuff often and its An Anniversary today i accidentally used this ask as an emotional dumping ground#some people have journals (seungmin) i have tags on a tumblr post#peace and love on planet earth
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A horse walks into a rehab.
#two years is coming up on me fast.#Iāve been missing rehab in a weird kind of way again.#like. I didnāt wanna be there. I was desperate to get out of there. I was just like bojack at the beginning.#they couldnt even get me out of my bed to participate in anything at first. I just refused.#I was miserable and angry and didnāt talk and also threw up in the lobby lmfaoā¦.#but then you actually find yourself feeling better. safe. accepted. surrounded by love and support and stability.#ā¦ā¦then they let you out.#which I thought I wanted more than anything.#and now I still lie awake some nights wishing to be back in my hospital room#knowing if I got up to get a drink there would be a nurse right down the hall if I needed one.#the sterile greys and whites of the clinic. the hum of the ac unit that kept me company in detox#ā¦ā¦hm. yeah.
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