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It's my night to work, and I can't, and I'm very sorry. Can't argue with the campus nurse though.
I am also very sorry about the grass out front of our main building. The circumstances were desperate and hopefully it will never happen again.
#random personal stuff#I thought the problem was that I needed to eat something#but apparently it was not#the system has declared a maintenance day#had some exhausting things to discuss with the counselor this morning#and saw my friend earlier and it was fine but apparently she thinks she's causing me not to make progress with the counseling#which is very much not true and I had to reassure her that I am responsible for my own reactions and that I'm fine and everything's fine &#she's fine and I didn't tell her that the weekend was rough because it would just make her feel bad and she did nothing wrong anyway#and I really think we'll be able to solve the problem#but in the meantime I have a lot of stuff to work through#there's a physical component to guilt I guess? and I don't think that helped#all this to say that I probably need a rest day anyway#and hopefully I'll be okay to fly Thursday#have I ever said that our nurse is just the kindest lady#she was so good to me today and I am eternally grateful
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Yes, it's technically Thursday, I'm always a bit behind the wheel. I got tagged by @grayintogreen, and I figured...well, what the hell. Maybe sharing a little bit of Unhappy Families will help with the writing motivation; I'm stuck in 1945 and absolutely dreading writing 1947, which is probably part of the problem. Turns out, trying to figure out how to write a downward spiral bender ending in a drug overdose? Not exactly fun!
But anyway. I don't really know who to tag but if you're working on something and want to share with the class, consider this a poke in the ribs?
And without further adieu, here's a little bit from Unhappy Families (or: one went up, two went down), specifically from 1929:
Pops dropped them off along the banks of the Hudson after what felt like the longest, quietest, most awkward car ride of Jonathan’s life. Tony’d sat uncomfortably close to him the entire time, his hands balled into two white-knuckled fists. Pops was silent the entire time, only speaking when the car stopped and he popped the trunk open to hand them two shovels.
“You two, get diggin’. I’m going to grab a few things and pick up our guest, and I’ll be back in thirty. I expect to see a decent size hole when I get back, understood?”
He and Tony’d quickly mumbled out a ‘yessir’ that seemed to satisfy Pops, who gave them a short nod, got back in the car, and drove off. Without looking at Tony, Jonathan started to dig. It was almost second nature to him at this point; he’d been digging graves for his father since he was fourteen, it was easy at this point to just turn his brain off and work through the task methodically. In, up, out, in, up, out.
He let himself get lost in the task and didn’t notice right away that Tony wasn’t digging until he caught a glimpse of him out of the corner of his eye, gripping the shovel and staring at it like he couldn’t understand what it was.
“Tony…ya gotta dig. You can’t leave me doin’ all the work myself here.”
Tony just kept staring at the shovel.
“Fer Chrissake…Tony, Pops’ll know you didn’t dig when he gets back. You gotta at least try, kid.”
Fuck, was he shaking? He’d been doing so well, too, kept it together in the car the whole time, why did he have to slip up now? Christ. With a groan, Jonathan shoved his shovel into the dirt and walked over to his little brother. “Tony. Look. I know what you’re thinking. And…you can’t think, with this sort of stuff. You think it was easy for me when Pops took me out to do this for my first time?”
He still thought of it sometimes, that night when he was fourteen, when Pops took him along to take out a few rival soldiers mooching in their territory. The way they’d begged and pleaded, their terrified eyes…how quick his father was with his gun, not even blinking as he shot man after man in the head. The way the blood spray looked on the wall behind them. The smell of blood and bodily fluids and gunpowder.
How heavy the shovel had been. How heavy the bodies were.
“You just…you get used to it. You learn to turn your brain off and go somewhere else. Don’t…don’t think of it as diggin’ a grave, Tony. Yer in Mamma’s garden, helping her plant the tulip bulbs in the spring. Just…we do what Pappa wants,” he said quietly, staring into the hole he’d been digging. “I’ve told ya before. Keep acting the way he wants you to, and when it gets tough just…hide in your head for a bit, let instincts take over. Eventually, it gets easier.”
“Is that what you do?”
“...yeah. Yeah it is.”
Tony sniffled and looked at the hole, the shovel, taking a deep breath and closing his eyes. When he opened them again, he had this look of grim, strangely cocky determination on his face, and he shot Jonathan a toothy grin.
“Bet I can dig faster than you.”
“Like hell you can, you little shit!”
For a few minutes, the two of them were able to forget why they were engaged in a digging contest; they were just two brothers trying to get one over on the other. And…it was nice.
And then the car came back.
#wip Wednesday#(but on a Thursday)#Unhappy Families#hazbin fanfic#god I'm nervous sharing anything from this. I hope it's okay.#I haven't had a proper beta reader so we've been flying solo#doing all sorts of research and stuff#the plan is to finish writing it and then go back and take a second pass at everything#you know. polish it all up.#god willing I'll get this done by...fuck idk. November? hopefully earlier.#but we're aiming for november as the latest finish time because of nanowrimo#...anyway.#gonna slink back into my hole now.
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all eyes on you
hughes!sister x will smith au (samy + will)
will and samy have to relearn how to be in a relationship together on top of will's new found fame as an nhl player
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MAKING MY RETURN ONCE AGAIN! here's something i wrote that i didn't hate!! so sorry it's been so long i keep getting writer's block lol anyways writing hate comments is lowkey so fun hahaha but here's will and samy navigating their relationship after getting back together :)
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will was beyond excited to finally get a weekend off. he'd been going, going, going since preseason back in august and now with it being almost november, the sharks didn't have any weekend games for once. as soon as thursday night hit, will was packing his bag for michigan to see guess who? samy.
he did feel a little bad he wasn't using the weekend to go home to boston, but his parents assured him it was okay he flew out to michigan instead. it had been months since the couple saw one another, so the blonde wasn't going to pass up the opportunity to see his girlfriend for a few days.
samy waited patiently in the arrival line of cars, eyes scanning the doors for her boyfriend. she was bouncing off the walls all week getting the place ready for him and rambling on to hannah and her other roommates about their weekend plans—surely talking their ears off about the particular blonde.
she spotted him first when the doors slid open. samy jumped up, waving her hands around to catch his attention as he scanned the line of people for her. when their gazes finally met will quite literally rushed into her arms. he scooped her up into a tight hug, her feet lifting off the concrete as the two spun around.
"i missed you so much," will mumbled into her shoulder, her hold getting even tighter.
"i missed you, too. it's so good to see you," samy beamed up at him, her hands already threading through his longer curls.
"god, it's been so long," will embraced her again, the couple melting into one another when a click caught their attention and someone tapping the boy's shoulder.
will turned, confusion on his features when two girls stood behind him with large smiles, "will smith, right? we're big fans."
the blonde flushed, eyes flicking around—he didn't quite expect running into fans at the airport, but he sported a smile nonetheless.
"yeah, hi. it's good to meet you guys."
samy watched from behind will as he signed their hats, a gentle smile on her lips. she loved watching her boyfriend interacting with fans knowing how many people looked up to him nowadays.
"thank you so much!" the girls grinned before hurrying away. will watched them run back to their own car, eyes turning back to his girlfriend.
"okay, big shot," she poked his chest, another flush spreading across his cheeks.
"sorry about that," he murmured, slightly embarrassed that their moment was interrupted.
"i gotta remember my boyfriend's a big star now," she flicked will's cap before climbing back into the car.
the embarrassment was quickly washed away hearing samy's appraisal. to will, she would always be his number one fan. they pulled out of the line and began driving back to the university. his hand slipped over her thigh, squeezing lightly while leaning back in his seat. for a moment, everything felt like before—before the nhl, before the fame, before college when they were still young.
"ryan and gabe are jealous i get to see you this weekend and they don't," samy joked.
for a second will frowned, the guilt that he didn't go home to boston still lingering in the back of his head, "i wish we could all be together."
"i know, i told them they should fly out, but they have a game tomorrow so they can't miss it. i said we could facetime or something," the brunette giggled and will chuckled.
"hopefully i'll see them in a few weeks. i'm going to boston on the next weekend off," the blonde hummed and he felt samy squeeze his hand resting on her leg.
"has it been everything you've dreamed of?" samy wondered, her gaze meeting will's briefly.
"yeah, it has. it's really great. the guys are awesome. i love san jose. it's cool doing it with macklin. really couldn't have asked for anything better except wishing you were there or that everyone was there," the nhl seemed like a dream so far away for will and it was still hard to believe he was actually living it.
"i'm really proud of you. you're really glowing there, literally and figuratively," she pinched the boy's cheeks meaning the nice tan he acquired.
"thank you. i still miss all of this though. i wish i could do both," as they got closer to umich, will couldn't help but think about boston and how fast everything went. too fast.
"well, i guess this weekend can be your three day escape back into it. eth and mark are excited to see you too," the brunette grinned and will laughed.
"figured, but i'm surprised to hear that considering last time i was around they hated my guts."
"i mean, rightfully so. don't worry, they're cool now. they might rough you up, but they're excited to see you," the couple exchanged a smile and will squeezed samy's thigh, all of the stress from the last three months finally leaving his system for the weekend—and will couldn't be more relieved.
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with any high profile job, there was always the negatives. it couldn't be escaped no matter how hard one tried to get rid of it. will knew all the fame would bring its critics. it was kind of a given that there would be haters and negative comments here and there. his agent prepared him for it, or at least tried to. he just had to ignore them and not engage knowing anything he said online could be used against him.
it was a whole thing the blonde was still getting used to. he had to watch what he said, posted, liked, commented on—he basically couldn't really breathe on the internet anymore knowing someone was always watching.
it was easy until will was scrolling through his feed and landed on a photo of him and samy at the airport.
the boy sat up, scanning the photo closer. it was zoomed in like whoever took it was further away. he could see the two fans about to come up to them. a somewhat uneasy feeling settled into will's stomach not really liking that there was someone watching that entire interaction between him and samy.
it was the caption and all the comments that got him though. there was about 200 since the photo was posted an hour ago and the caption said: first weekend off for the san jose sharks and newest prospect will smith is spotted in michigan visiting his girlfriend. spotted talking with fans!
will was told not to read the comments on things like this because if they were bad, it'd send him into a spiral he couldn't get out of. usually, he didn't and just scrolled past but the ones showing up in the preview wouldn't let will tear his eyes away.
user1: HUH i thought he broke up with her??
user2: goddd he's back with her?? thought he was over her for good.
user3: he could do so much better than her jesus. i literally thought she cheated on him🤨
user4: ignoring fans for a worthless girl 😭😭
user5: woah these comments did not pass the vibe check why is there so much hate??
user6: i actually hate their relationship sorry. people think she's so great because she's quinn and jack's little sister. she only got into umich bc of her brothers. she actually sucks ass at soccer | user9: uh hello?? this is crazy she's actually really talented and really smart. she got into umich all on her own | user6: nahhh bro u crazy fans are so brainwashed into thinking that just bc she's a hughes | user10: uh her last name has nothing to do with anything. she's good on her own wtf u on?? | user6: i'm just being real. she's been leaching off smith for YEARS and y'all don't even realize it | user9: leaching?? wtf she was way more known than will she is not leaching. who hurt u wtf
user7: GET HER OUTTA HERE BRUHHHH
user8: samy hughes they could never make me like you
user11: he's probably only with her bc he gets to get a taste of that 🍑🍑
will shut his phone off, eyes blurry. he couldn't believe people were saying those things about samy or how they could even post those things knowing others were reading it. suddenly, the blonde worried samy would see those comments.
"okay, i'm off to practice. you gonna be okay here alone? hannah should be back around 6:30?" samy walked into the living room dressed in her practice uniform.
"yeah, yeah. i'll be good. have a good practice," will put on his best smile, leaning up to place a gentle kiss to the girl's lips.
"thanks, i will. are you okay?" samy saw her boyfriend's flushed state.
"hmm? oh, yeah. i'm good," the blonde nodded.
"okay, i'll see you later then. i love you," will grinned, waving to her as she slipped out the door.
will grabbed his phone again, going back onto the post. there were even more comments than when he just looked at it, his breath catching in his chest. he couldn't believe there was so much hate and how people were taking the context out of proportion.
it didn't help either that will and samy were still relearning how to be in a relationship with one another. they were still working out their kinks which wasn't easy being across the country from one another and now there was this.
hannah walked into the apartment an hour later, gaze on her best friend's boyfriend staring at his phone. she raised her eyebrow, "hey will?"
her voice startled the boy as he jumped up, but calming when he saw that it was only hannah as she shut the door behind her. "oh, hey. sorry. you scared me," will mumbled, sitting back down.
"are you okay? you looked stressed," the brunette set her keys and backpack on the counter, reaching for the cabinets for a snack.
"oh, i'm fine," unfortunately, hannah didn't believe him.
"you sure? you look like you've seen a ghost," the younger duke sibling laughed.
will knew he could trust hannah, so he motioned her over to look at his phone where he hadn't stopped reading all the comments. he let her look it over, the girl slowly scrolling through all the comments under the post.
"jesus, these people are so ruthless," hannah mumbled.
"i can't believe they're saying that stuff. how could people be so rude?" will said in disbelief.
"they're just jealous and petty that you're not their boyfriend. don't let it get under your skin," hannah handed him his phone back, but her words didn't ease the boy's worries.
"how are you so cool about this?" will didn't get how hannah seemed so chill about what people were saying unlike him who was ready to punch someone in the face. the girl shrugged.
"i don't know. i mean i hate that they're saying that shit and it's really gross, but you gotta remember samy and i are kind of used to it. samy more than me i guess. we've been in our brother's shadows our whole lives. people have always had shit to say about us," she had a point that will didn't think about. he settled back into the couch.
"okay, fair, but i still hate it. they know nothing about my life and shouldn't be disrespecting my girlfriend like that," will stated.
"maybe you could say something? from what i've learned, haters will stop when they hear it from the source."
will considered hannah's words until samy got back from practice. she smiled when she saw her boyfriend in the same spot she left him in, going over to kiss him on the forehead as she shedded herself of her bags.
"hi, get bored while i was gone?" samy chuckled.
"no. how was praactice?" will pulled samy down to the couch with him for a bit.
"it was good. we ran some drills and a possible new formation coach wants us to try at the next game," the girl explained.
"sounds just like hockey practice," the blonde chuckled.
"yeah, sometimes i feel like i'm at hockey practice," samy hummed, pulling her phone out to look at since she hadn't since practice ended.
will quickly grew nervous again. he was scared samy would see the post knowing people were starting to mention her in the comments. even though hannah told him they were used to it, it still made him feel uneasy that all of those strangers were saying such horrid things about them.
"you okay? you've been looking like that since we got here," samy noticed her boyfriend's expression again.
"yeah, fine," will nodded, but samy gave him a look because she knew he was lying.
"will, i know you're lying. you're so easy to read," she poked at him with a tiny smile, the boy flushing in embarrassment.
"i promise it's nothing," he said.
"it has to be something if you keep looking like you saw a ghost," samy poked some more and will knew he couldn't keep this from her. they were being honest with one another now.
"i just..there's this post on instagram. i guess someone saw us at the airport and took a photo and now everyone's commenting on it saying some pretty mean things," will finally explained himself, studying samy's reaction as she digested his words.
"oh."
will pulled his phone out so he could show her, cringing as samy began scrolling through some of the comments. she read a few of them and will kept studying her expression, yet her features stayed fairly neutral.
"i swear, some people just really like to say anything," the girl shook her head, handing will's phone back.
"you're not upset?" he was surprised at her calm disposition.
"i mean, it's gross and weird they're saying that stuff, but i'm not like overly hurt by it," the brunette shrugged.
"oh." it was will's turn to be shocked now.
"did you think i would be more hurt by it?" samy pinched the boy's cheeks and he flushed under her touch.
"i was just scared you'd see them and i didn't want you to be hurt by them because it's just nonsense and i don't agree with any of it," will admitted a bit shyly. samy's lips tipped up into a smile as she cuddled herself closer to him.
"you're sweet, but trust me, that stuff doesn't bother me as much anymore. i'm pretty used to it. you forget i've been compared to quinn, jack, and luke all my life. it just kind of rolls off my back," samy said exactly what hannah told him earlier. hearing it from her though made will feel a bit more relieved than last time.
"i just bothers me that people think it's okay to say that stuff. i guess i was worried you'd like..not wanna keep doing this because everyone has something to say about my life now," the blonde frowned and so did samy.
"i'm not gonna leave you just because i can't take hate comments. i get that this is a lot now with more eyes on you, but i can take it. don't worry. i've been doing this since i was like ten," they shared a laugh.
will leaned his head onto her shoulder, the worry in his chest much better than it was two hours ago. "how'd i get so lucky?" he pressed a kiss to her cheek.
"i don't know, but i'm hungry. mark and eth said they'd pay for our dinner tonight," samy jumped up, arm outstretched to grab will off the couch too.
"oh, goody. i'll take free food," the blonde grinned, following his girlfriend back out of the apartment to meet the guys.
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Wreckless - People Can't Drive
*Warning Adult Content*
Finnegan
I'm not sure where the weekend went, honestly.
Why do those two days always fly by and Wednesdays seem to last about a month?
That's okay, today is Thursday so I am over the hump.
Another weekend is approaching and Emmett doesn't have to work Saturday.
The plan is to go over and visit Tristan again which sounds great.
Hopefully we can do a bunch of house hunting too.
I found two that look good but I'm not getting my hopes up until I see them in person.
I stopped by and bought muffins and offer one to Megan when I walk in.
"You're a lifesaver Mr... Finnegan. Sorry."
"Hey, points for trying. Did we hear back from Marianne?"
She's going to be my new head of accounting.
Hopefully.
"Not yet but I just got in. I'll skim your emails."
"Thank you."
I got a new bookshelf for my office and have been filling it up this week.
I have a cool metal puzzle that you have to unlock, an antique fire truck because that makes it seem more adult and most importantly two cool baskets that hold actual toys.
My favorite new one is a small bouncy ball that I can toss around and catch.
It's fun when I'm stuck on the phone although rather distracting.
I almost hit poor Megan in the head the other day when she opened the door but I've been more careful since then.
Even better than my ball is my new lunchbox.
It's not new, it's probably from the 80's or 90's but it's a metal batman lunchbox with a thermos.
Emmy packs my lunch every evening, just something light, so that I have no excuse to go hungry.
I can literally munch while I'm at my desk.
He mentioned making chicken salad with the leftovers from dinner last night and I'm looking forward to it.
Getting my lunchbox was my second favorite thing on Saturday.
My first favorite thing was Saturday night.
Damn if he didn't work me over.
My intercom beeps and Megan says the email from Marianne is flagged and ready to read.
Awesome.
I open it and it's a yes.
I finally, finally have a new head of accounting and let me tell you, I desperately need one.
Yesterday, two of the three DoD bids I submitted got returned due to technicalities that I do not understand.
Marianne can not start soon enough.
I'm hoping for Monday.
My cell-phone rings and it's Tristan.
Not a great time to talk about this weekend.
"Hey."
"Finnegan? Are you alone?"
Why would he ask that?
Other than for phone sex of course and we've never done that and certainly aren't about to start now.
"Yes but I'm dressed, you silly boy. What's up?"
"Finnegan... he's okay. I promise he's okay."
Wait, what? Who? "Emmett?"
Who else would he call me about?
"Yeah. He wrecked his car or well there was an accident. They took him to the hospital."
I am already standing up and grabbing my bag.
"Which one?"
"Union but he's okay, he called Peter and told him he'd be late and he can't be that hurt if he called and said that, right? So don't panic."
I don't panic, ever, I just flip into 'get shit done' mode.
"I'm not. Thanks, I'll call you later."
Okay, I need Megan.
"Reschedule today."
"Yes Mister... Wait. What about your ten o'clock appointment?"
Shit. SHIT. I glance at my watch.
"I'll be back."
That's almost two hours from now.
I'll go to the hospital, check on Emmett and be back in plenty of time.
I decide to call while I'm in the elevator.
If he says he's being discharged and going to work, there's no reason for me to go over there.
No answer.
I leave him a voicemail to call me and head out.
I have to google the hospital and get directions and it doesn't take me long to get there but it takes another twenty minutes to find the stupid parking garage and then to get into the right wing of the hospital.
It's like one tiny hospital has eaten fourteen others and they've formed the hospital centipede.
I have to go through security.
Really?
Who comes to hospitals when they don't have to?
After what feels like an eternity I find a desk and someone who knows where Emmett is.
It's nowhere near here but after getting lost twice and passing the cafeteria about five times, I find him.
His head is wrapped in gauze, the whole left side looks like something out of a movie.He's squinting but makes a lame attempt at smiling at me.
"Darling," he croaks.
"Dear Lord. Are you okay?"
I send up a quick prayer and make the sign of the cross.
"Yeah, yeah, I'm tough. Just my head but that's empty anyway. Do you have any water?"
I don't but I will get some for him.
Yes I will.
"Be right back."
I find the cafeteria before the nurses station and buy a bottle from the vending machine.
"Sure you're allowed to have this?" I ask.
"Think so, they're just doing x-rays or something. Stupid, I'm fine."
"Or your spleen could be ruptured and you could be dying. Let them run the damn tests, Emmett."
"You sound like me and your check up."
He's right but I choose to ignore that part.
"What happened?"
"Nothing, people can't drive. Hit the passenger side and my head hit the window. Sure I'll be hurting tomorrow but I just wanna go the hell home."
At least he's given up on going back to work.
"You're taking the day off, and tomorrow too, please? Want me to call Peter?"
He's thinking about it, actually considering trying to work.
I have NO patience for this and I can't even smack him if he makes this difficult.
"Yeah, go ahead. Thanks."
"Emmett? I have a meeting, I'm sorry. I..."
"Go, Finnegan."
"I will be back right after, okay? I'll take you home. Meet me in the cafeteria if they discharge you."
At least that I'll be able to find.
"I'll get a taxi..."
"No. Please? I'll be back soon. I promise."
"Okay, Darling. If that's what you want."
I squeeze his hand.
"It is. I love you, Emmett."
He just smiles and I can tell this short conversation has been hard on him.
"I'll be back soon."
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WIP Updates #idfk man
So today (Thursday, after I finally go to sleep because it's past midnight) or Friday, I'll post my next Hangman request, some mild angst tentatively titled "Uncharted" (it's so on the nose I apologize). There's a lil blurb of it at the end of this post 😊
Then I'm gone all weekend, feel free to spam my inbox with potential new thirst traps of Glen Powell that I might miss, but then I'll be back Monday and hopefully Top Gun will be streaming by then so we can PARTAY but idk if there's been an announcement or it's just gonna pull a Beyonce and be dropped overnight without a word.... We'll see 🤷♀️
Anywho, blurb time!
He’d find himself mentally playing back dumb shit you said throughout the day that made him laugh, genuinely laugh. The memorized details of your smile was another personal favorite to put on repeat, as well as the witty back-and-forth between the two of you– when he wasn’t saying all the wrong things. And of course, he couldn’t deny he’d thought deeply about your body pressed against his in a moment of heated, desperate desire, but those thoughts were reserved for early mornings, late nights, and also during showers.
But most of all, he thought about the way you made him feel– terrified. All of this was uncharted territory, like flying blind. Was it okay to think about you like this? Shouldn’t he be focusing on the job? What if he fucks up because he’s too busy daydreaming about you? Should he say something? And worst of all, what if you feel the same way? What then?
After graduation, you’d most likely go back to your previous assignments on completely opposite coasts. How would that even work? Were you supposed to send letters to each other like it’s fucking World War Two? Would you even get married? Was that allowed? Again, uncharted territory, questions he’d never bothered to think about before but now there were a million of them making him sweat. He was getting ahead of himself, but he couldn’t just walk into this blind. He had to have some kind of plan, some kind of concrete idea of what was going to happen next.
First things first, he had to make sure you didn’t absolutely despise him. He had to apologize. But that was easier said than done. Or, in his case, easier done than said.
✌️ See you soon - T
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Eden's Gate: Left Behind Chapter 2 - Secret Admirer
Warnings: None
Word count: 1.5k
Once again John Seed is slightly out of character (because Winchester 😂😂). Locations I added in for this series that don't exist in game because #HeacanonShit.
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Kate’s been living in Hope County for a week already, and she starts her first day at the University that same morning, taking 8 classes, and working 4-7 hours shifts at the cafè & diner on the weekends and her days off from class. Her class schedule is.
Introduction to Therapeutic Skills
Monday & Tuesdays: 8:30am-11:00am
Human Sexuality
Monday & Tuesdays: 12:15pm-3:00pm
Drugs & Behavior
Mondays & Tuesday: 3:30pm-5:45pm
Abnormal Psychology
Wednesdays: 7:15am-10:15
General Psychology
Wednesdays: 10:45am-1:30pm
Social Psychology
Wednesdays: 2:00pm-3:55pm
Adolescence
Thursdays: 8:30am-11:30am
Personality
Thursdays: 12:30pm-2:15pm
She wakes up at 6:30am, slamming her hand down on her phone trying to shut off the alarm. She forces herself to sit up, rubbing her face aggressively.
After a few minutes she gets up and takes a quick shower.
She gets dressed, grooms and eats something.
She looks at her phone for the time it's 7:21am.
She feeds Haley, she grabs all her books, and other class supplies, puts them in her backpack. Still has over an hour until her first class starts.
Looking at her work schedule, she starts her job at the cafè on Thursday from 4pm until 10pm.
Thursdays: 4:00pm-10:00pm
Fridays: 8:00am-5:00pm
Saturdays: 8:00am-5:00pm
Sundays: 9:00am-5:00pm
She goes over her class material, looking through her syllabus, modules and everything else. She checks the time, 7:32am.
"I gotta get going" she says to herself.
"Bye Hale I'll be back later" she says petting her dogs head.
She goes outside to her car, locks the front door, and drives off to the University.
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Meanwhile at the Seed ranch, John is working on his computer, paperwork, lawyer shit, and sending out threatening messages to property owners to take over their properties to expand the Project.
His mind keeps throwing him off his work. Kate keeps coming to mind, he kept thinking about her non stop even when he was asleep.
She kept interfering with his thoughts, he didn't even know her name.
Only that she drives a black 1970 Chevy Monte Carlo, he leans back in his chair, and closes his eyes. He sees her face, how she walks, how her brown eyes reflect off the sun.
He gets up from his chair and looks out a window.
"What's going on?' he asks himself, that feeling in his stomach comes back, he tries to ignore it but it won't go away.
It takes him a moment to realize that he's fallen in love with her.
How can he fall in love with someone he doesn't even know?!.
He doesn't know her name, where she lives, what she does for a living.
Is she a sinner? a nonbeliever?
Should I have her confess and atone so she can be near me!? So she can be underneath me!?. All these thoughts come flying into his mind.
He takes Joseph’s advice, he should go to her.
He goes back onto his computer, and accesses personal information about the residents of Hope County.
He goes onto some illegal public records website.
Types in “Hope County, Montana residents” and a bunch of names pop up.
Scrolling through the names. He figures, she's new, because he’s never seen her before.
He narrows it down to recent residents of Hope County, he finds Kate but it only gives him her first initial, middle initial and last name.
"K.E. Winchester?'' he mutters to himself.
Taps the keys on his keyboard, and shows an image of her house
"That house looks familiar" he tells himself.
Zooming in on the photo to see the cross streets
"Melrose and Kelley?" he asks himself.
A few hours go by. He was able to get her full address.
He wasn't able to get her first name.
All he knows is that it begins with the letter K, her middle name starts with an E, and her last name is Winchester.
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Kate is sitting in her first class
Introduction to Therapeutic Skills, listening to the professor go over their syllabus and the lecture.
She still has 2 more classes to go to that day.
*A few hours later*
Her class finishes, she walks out the building, and looks at her clock on her phone, she has a whole hour and 15 minutes until her next class begins.
So she goes back home and checks in on Haley.
As she’s walking to her car, her friends Alissa and Sarah call out for her.
“Kate!!!!” they call out. She turns to them.
“Hey!!” she responds.
“What are you doing on Friday?!” Sarah asks.
She looks around, humming incoherently.
“Nothing. Why?!” she replies.
“We’re gonna all hang out Friday night at the Whitetails” Alissa says.
“Sounds fun. Who else is gonna be there?!” Kate asks.
“Me, Alissa, Morgan, Ryan, Dylan, Kevin, Becky and a few others” Sarah answers.
Kate shrugs, and says “Yeah sure, I’ll be there. Just text me where its gonna be, and I’ll be there”
“Awesome, see you later. Bye” Alissa says, and they all go their separate ways.
Kate goes into her car, and drives back to her house.
*10 minutes later*
She pulls into the driveway and goes inside her house.
Leaving her backpack and books in the car.
When she opens the front door Haley jumps at her in excitement.
"Hey girl, I'm gonna be leaving again in 45 minutes. I'll give you more food before I leave" she tells her, petting her head.
Dropping herself on one of the chairs, turning on the TV.
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At the Seed Ranch, a desperate John looks up potential names for his mystery crush.
Klaire Winchester?. No records.
Kara Winchester?. Nope.
Kali Winchester?. Nope.
Kimberly Winchester? Nothing.
Kandace Winchester? Nothing.
Kristen Winchester?. Still nothing
Tapping the keys of his keyboard on his computer.
None of those names come up in any records.
He groans, leaning back in his chair.
Groaning somewhat frustrated.
He can't seem to figure out her name.
It's probably something simple, and he can't think of it.
He has her home address. He can probably send flowers, or something to her house.
That’s what he does, take notes fellas.
He puts in an order of roses to be sent to her house that same day, and as a bonus he puts in a card with a short but to the point message.
Time passes by relatively fast.
Kate looks at her phone's clock 11:55am.
"Shit I gotta get going!!" she says, shooting up from her seat.
As she's about to open the door.
Haley lets out a loud bark to get her attention,
"What?" she asks her.
She lets out another loud bark.
"Oh that's right, I have to feed you".
She goes into the kitchen and pours some food into her bowl.
"Okay I'll be home later" she says, petting her head.
She goes into her car and drives back to the school.
Driving the 10 minutes back to school, going to her next lecture which is in the same building as her first class that morning.
*An hour later*
Kate is in her Human Sexuality class sitting at her desk taking notes while the professor goes over the lecture and class work.
Several hours later at 5:45pm, Kate leaves her final class for the day, and walks back to her car. Throwing her stuff in, starts up the car, and drives off.
She decides to go into town and buy some stuff for dinner.
Parking her car in the same spot as before next to that gas station.
She walks to the same grocery store that's near the church.
John, who is at the church, sees her walking in the distance.
His heart literally skips a beat.
He steps outside, taking a drag of his cigarette.
"A student?" he says to himself.
Admiring her beauty as she walks by
"Kaitlyn? Kourtney? Karen? Katherine? Kara? Kathleen? Khlöe?" he whispers to himself.
Trying to guess her name.
"Math? Science? History? Law?" he continues to whisper to himself.
She looks back coincidentally, looking in his direction.
Giving him a little smile.
He smiles back while taking another drag of his cigarette.
She walks into the store, grabs a shopping basket, browsing the aisles, and grabs stuff for dinner.
John stands outside the church waiting, and hoping she walks by like she did the other day. Maybe he can say more than "Nice car" to her.
Kate pays for her stuff and goes outside.
John sees her walk out the store. and prepares to say at least more than 2 words to her.
But unfortunately God wanted him to be patient.
She doesn't walk by the church.
Walking on her side of the street.
"Damn it" John mutters to himself, disappointed he really wanted to get to know her.
Hopefully the flowers he sent made it to her house.
He leaves the church, goes to his car, driving to her house.
Hoping he beats her to her house so he can see her reaction to the flowers.
5 minutes of driving, he makes it to her house.
She hasn't made it home yet, the flowers are sitting on the front porch.
He parks his car across the street while trying to remain hidden.
A few minutes later he sees her car from up the street.
Kate pulls into her driveway, and sees something at her front door when she gets out of her car, she sees that it's a vase with 2 dozen white and red roses.
Surprised, and completely caught off guard by the unexpecting gift.
She picks it up, and sees a card on it.
"You're beautiful ❤" a smile on her face, and she goes inside her house.
A smile grows on his face just by seeing her smile.
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Later that night, John is doing lawyer stuff and gets an unexpected visit from Joseph.
“John!” he says, walking into the ranch.
He turns around, and sees his older brother.
“Yes, Joseph?” he says.
“That girl?. Did you do what I told you to do?’ he asks, his voice soft.
“I-I sent her flowers” he answers, his going soft.
Joseph nods his head, and says.
“Don’t let her slip from you John. God has plans for the both of you. She will be one of us”.
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I've sent this to someone else too but for those that want to take the edge off in a soapy way, I'm suggesting playing 'Insult Bingo' on Thursday because let's face it you can totally guess some of the things that are going to come up in this argument- 'All the LIES' 'No trust' 'mummy's boy' 'needy' 'paranoid' 'once a cheat always a cheat'...I'll let you guess who says what. Lol. 😉 Have a glass of wine at hand and enjoy!
‘Insult bingo’ - OMG NONNIE THAT’S HILARIOUS!!! I LOVE IT 😂😂😂😂
Oh you bet insults will be flying back and forth tonight but it’s all good! At least this is the beginning of the two of them communicating and working through their issues so hopefully Aaron can FINALLY get some professional help! Also we get to see Ryan and Danny just give us another one of their explosive fights AND we will most likely get to see Robert’s jaw razor sharp and a vein popping in his neck. I’m just saying it’s not all bad ;)
Haha okay I’m going to try my best and guess who’ll be screaming what tonight…
‘All the LIES’ - that’s gotta be Aaron LOL
‘No trust’ - Robert would be saying this to Aaron bc Aaron’s the one with the trust issues so…
‘mummy’s boy’ - OMG THAT’S TOTALLY GOING TO BE ROBERT SAYING IT TO AARON 😂😂😂😂
‘needy’ - I’m gonna go with Robert shouting it at Aaron bc well the way Aaron has been/is acting (depending on how much Robert finds out about the weekend in Manc etc) then I could see Robert saying it
‘paranoid’ - well this is clearly going to be Robert saying it to Aaron!!
‘once a cheat always a cheat’ - will this is pretty obvious it will be Aaron saying this LMAO!
But YES everyone should totally just sit back and relax and enjoy tonight bc it is going to be AWESOME!!! GIVE ME ALL THE ANGST BC AFTER THE ANGST WE KNOW WE WILL GET LOTS OF FLUFF OF BOTH OF THEM BEING WORRIED AND UPSET AND MISSING EACH OTHER AND JUST YES!!! GIVE IT TO ME!!! I’M SO EXCITED!!!
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So yeah. Just booked my flight to Mexico lol. It's got 1 stop in Dallas Texas. Cost me 450$. And I gotta be at the airport around 5:30. Yup lol. Big day for me. Might not feel like it but I just sealed my fate. Hopefully things go well for me. I'm doing this all by myself. I'm saying fuck it and I'm doing it all by myself. I wanna do it all myself. At least I will get to learn how to travel lol. And now I know for sure that this will definitely go down. I don't have to rely on my sister doing it for me. I booked the flight myself and payed for the ticket myself. So yeah lol. This Thursday I will be flying to Mexico lol. So just tomorrow and that's it. Mannnnn my final days in the U.S are going to be miserable but it's okay cuz that's why I wanna leave. That's why I've got to leave. I've never been to Mexico but hopefully living with my parents over there is better than just being here stuck in purgatory. All day in bed in the fucking living room kitchen area. No room. No privacy. No car. No job. What little money I have left. The longer I stay the less money I'll have... Can't go anywhere. Court, house arrest, community service, fines, jail time coming up...... It's time for me to leave.
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Eden's Gate: Left Behind Chapter 3 - First Encounter
Warnings: Does sorta cutesy stuff count?
Word count: 2k
Once again John is out of character 😂😂, a certain Pepper girl is introduced, Kate has a few minor Sam Winchester moments and talks with a K9. Like I said in the other chapters, I added the University, and the Diner/Cafe for this series because #HeacanonShit.
Alissa (FC: Rhea Ripley)
Morgan (FC: Kathryn Newton)
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For the past few days John watched over Kate, and got very little to no information about her.
She must be a very private person.
"Where is she from?".
"What's her first name? Middle name?"
"What's her birthday?"
"What are her hobbies?"
"Does she like planes?".
He was basically driving himself insane trying to get anything on her.
He knows Joseph is right, but what if he isn’t?. What if she doesn’t like him?.
What if she doesn’t like men? Is she a sinner? A nonbeliever?.
He didn’t even have the damn courage to approach her, and when he did, he kept getting interrupted by his men. They always called for him at a bad time, that's all they’re good for, bad timing.
Tapping the keys on his keyboard, he finds more information about her.
"There you are" he says, sighing in relief. Clicking on the link with a photo of her.
Katella Evyanna Winchester
Born in Phoenix, Arizona
Lived in Jackson, Wyoming
DOB: August 5 1998 age 19
Father: Deceased
Mother: Unknown
Sibling: Jackson, Wyoming.
School: Hope County University, former Jackson University
Works: University Cafè & Diner.
"Interesting bio Katella" he says with a smile on his face.
He has her full name, where she works, goes to school, her home address and a little bit of information about her family.
He wants to meet her face to face, and hopefully no one interrupts him.
He doesn't understand why, but he wants to be with her.
She has potential to be, if it ever came to that point his wife, and maybe the mother to his future children. When they march to Eden's Gate.
He wants to know more about her "What does she like?".
She has a dog, so he knows she likes dogs, and she has a classic car so she probably likes older cars than newer cars.
"She works at the diner at the University. Maybe I can go see her?" he says to himself, unsure.
He gets up, goes to his car and drives to the cafè diner.
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Kate’s working, it's her first day on the job.
She has an hour and 10 minutes until she’s off.
The rush is not bad, it's pretty steady especially for a Thursday.
It's her, her friends Morgan, and Alissa, and their supervisor Holly working.
Morgan and Kate are clearing off the tables, collecting their tips, Alissa is taking a customer's order, Holly is working the counter, cleaning, and making coffee even though it's after 3:30pm. Kate was suppose to start at 4pm until 10pm but she was able to start her training early, and get off early, 11am until 5pm.
About 10 minutes later, John pulls into the parking lot outside the diner. He sees the black Monte Carlo.
"Alright so she's working today" he says to himself.
He parks his car, gets out and walks towards the building.
He takes a glance into the window, and sees Kate cleaning up tables, his stomach starts to feel weird, and he might feel a little too excited to see her.
As he's about to open the door, he sees Holly at the counter, "Shit" he mutters to himself. The feeling in his stomach goes away the second he sees Holly.
The last person he never wants to see is her, they had a few nights together in the past, and that was several months ago.
"Maybe she won't recognize me" he whispers to himself. Walking inside.
Oh boy was he wrong. John felt like the stupidest person in the county. Holly looks up, and immediately recognizes him. He tries to play off cool, and he ends up awkwardly walking to a table towards the back of the diner.
"I'll be right with you sir" Kate says to him, as she takes a bin of dishes into the kitchen.
A smile forms on his face just by hearing the sound of her voice. It's very soft, and calming, almost like lavender. The feeling in his stomach comes back.
She comes back out from the kitchen a minute later, and walks towards John's table with a notepad and pencil in hand.
But she unfortunately gets cut off by Holly, pushing her back a little.
"It's okay sweetheart I got this" she says to Kate in a bitchy tone. Kate gives Holly, her classic (Sam Winchester) bitch face, and walks back to the counter towards Morgan.
"So get this, Holly took my customer" Kate whispers to her. She snickers "Typical Holly" Morgan whispers back.
"Thought I never see you again John'' Holly says to him in a sarcastic tone.
He shrugs, trying to play it cool, and says "Well I just stopped by to see someone".
She gives him a hopeful but flirty look, and asks "Anyone in particular?".
He smirks, crossing his arms and says.
"Someone new, and slightly younger".
Her expression changes from hopeful to annoyed.
"What can I get you?" she asks.
"A large coffee with 2 shots of scotch" he says jokingly.
"And maybe the cute brunette waitress in the flannel" he adds, looking over at her.
Kate almost drops a plate with a customer's food onto their lap. She can feel her face turning red after he says this. She looks back at him, and he winks at her.
Holly rolls her eyes in annoyance, and gives him a dirty look.
Morgan and Alissa overhear him, and they both let out a soft laugh. Holly looks back at them, while they walk towards the kitchen trying to hold back their laughter. John stares at Kate as she walks behind the counter.
"Same ol' John Seed" she says, her hands on her hips.
Nodding his head "Yep, same ol' me" with a smirk.
"Just a coffee" he adds.
"Alright then" she says, walking to the counter.
Kate comes out from behind the counter, and gives a customer their check.
John looks up, and down at her, "she's got a cute ass" he thinks to himself.
He can feel himself starting to get hard. He wishes he didn’t feel this way, but he’ll take her over Holly anyday. If only she moved to Hope County a lot sooner, so he wouldn’t have to deal with Holly.
She comes back with his order, and sees him eyeballing Kate.
She scoffs "Someone new and younger huh? You haven't changed a bit have you?".
He just shrugs while opening a pack of coffee cream.
"Not really" he answers, with a cocky smug smile.
Annoyed, Holly walks into the kitchen.
He pours the cream, and sugar into his coffee, not realizing Kate is looking at him.
His heart particularly skips a beat when she speaks to him.
"I like your tattoos" she says motioning to the tattoos on his hands, and arms.
He looks up at her and smiles "Thanks".
She sees the small lawyer scale tattoo he has on his hand, and asks.
"Are you a lawyer?".
"Yeah I am" he answers, looking down at it.
"Never seen a lawyer with a lot of tattoos before” she jokes. That puts a smile on his face.
“Where did you go to school?" she adds.
His mind goes blank for a moment, and says.
"I went to Emory Law in Atlanta".
Kate stares at him for a few seconds, but to him it felt like hours, and he loves it.
He loves to have her attention. He could’ve really used it growing up.
"You look very familiar. Normally, I'm terrible at remembering faces but yours just looks really familiar" she tells him.
He half smirks, and says "I saw you the other day. You walked past the church".
They say "walked past the church" at the same time.
They both smile at each other.
Holly clears her throat in annoyance.
Putting an end to their conversation, she tells her.
"Kate, can you go get some more ground coffee from the walk in".
"Yeah sure" she says, already detecting the jealousy in her voice.
Walking into the kitchen.
Holly approaches him, placing her hand flat on the table.
"I know what you're doing" she tells him, in a slightly threatening tone.
"Do you though?" he asks, tilting his head.
"Yeah I do. You're flirting with the younger waitress to make me jealous".
He scoffs with a hint of laughter, and says "Oh Holly, you haven't changed, have you?".
She gives him an angry look, and says with attitude.
"Don't waste your time on her. She's a bookworm. Only cares about her school work, grades and all that shit. She probably doesn't have anything interesting to do in her life".
And Holly is very far from being right, like several thousand miles from being right. Kate’s life is a lot more interesting then she thought it would be.
He looks at her, lets out a short laugh, and says.
"She sounds like she's my type. I mean have you seen her car?."
He leans forward, and whispers “She’s wife material”.
Kate comes back out with the coffee, and fills up the machine.
Alissa comes out from the kitchen, and walks over to her, asks.
"What time are you off?"
She looks at the clock on her phone, and says.
"In 25 minutes". John overhears this, he finishes off his coffee. Pays the check, and says sarcastically.
"Great seeing you again Hol".
He winks at Kate one last time before he leaves, causing her to smile again.
Alissa whispers to Kate. "I think he likes yooouu".
Morgan comes out from the kitchen, and whispers in her other ear. "I'm sure he wants to fuck yooouu" while hitting her ass.
The 3 of them laugh about it, and Kate finishes the last 25 minutes of her shift.
When the next waitress clocks in.
She clocks out, gathers all her stuff, and leaves to her car.
As she’s putting her stuff in the passenger side.
She hears a familiar voice say,
"That's a nice car you got there". She turns around, and sees John.
"Thanks" she says smiling.
"Is it yours?" he asks.
"Sorta. It was my grandfathers, then he gave it to my uncle, and he gave it to me" she answers.
He nods his head. "I have my car, and my plane" he says, trying not to brag but he’s actually bragging.
Kate, who is actually impressed, asks "You fly?".
"Yeah, I love my plane. Do you like planes?".
Not knowing what to say, she was honest.
"I’ve never been on a plane before. But I’m pretty sure I would enjoy it" she says.
"I can take you out for a fly someday" he offers, hoping she says “Yes”.
She smiles, seeing his little game, and asks “Is this your way of asking me out?".
He smiles, asks “Is it working?”. His eyebrows cocked.
She looks away, smiling and looks back at him, saying “It is actually”.
“Well I guess, we have a date then. How’s Saturday?” a charming smile. Those baby blue eyes piercing through her. Making her insides shake, bursting with butterflies. She’s surprised a handsome man like him is showing signs of affection towards her. She’s not letting this opportunity slip pass her.
“That sounds great, I’m off at 5 on Saturday” she replies, with a smile. “Well I gotta get going, it was nice meeting you. John, right?”
He nods his head, says with a hint of lust in his voice.
"It was a pleasure meeting you too Kate".
She detects the lust in his voice, but ignores it, she’s way too excited that someone showed that kind of attention towards her.
They go their vehicles, and drive their separate ways.
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That night Kate is working on her Psychology homework, trying her best to stay focused.
Even though it's still the first week of that semester, she can’t fall behind.
John keeps coming to mind, throwing her off her work. Distracting her.
She sighs loudly, leaning back in her seat, yawning out loud and stretching her arms out.
“Oh boy” she says, sighing.
Haley looks up at her owner with a head tilt.
“I got asked out today Hale. Ain’t that a bitch” she says to her dog, as if she were human.
She lets out a bark, “Yeah, I know it's crazy huh?. The dude is a lawyer!!”.
She continues “So get this, he wants to take me for a ride in his plane”.
A pitchy whine comes from her along with another head tilt. She lets out a yelp, and sits on the floor next to her.
She scratches behind her ear.
“Yeah, I know. I told him that I’ve never been on a plane before, I panicked. I wasn’t gonna tell him that my sister and I exorcised a demon from one of the pilots. But I’m sure it’ll be fine, Paige won’t she’d have a heart attack and probably shit herself” she laughs at the last part.
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