#and hes sooo rarely a major character i swear

[aphantimes]

am i really shit at looking or are knuckles centric fics p uncommon

[fairytalelovedramas]

Asian Drama Watchlist & Review for Jan 2020

Wow, got through a lot of shows and films this month compared to my norm (probably due to my lack of a social life, but meh, that’s beside the point)!!!

So here are my thoughts and reviews for the shows I watched in January...  probably not going to be completely spoiler free

And yeah this got long, so putting my reviews below the break so it doesn’t take up the whole wall!!

Finished Watching this month:

1) Ashes of Love

Wowww, what a journey this show takes you on!!  It took me awhile to get through, as I often find with Fantasy CDramas, as I find it hard to binge too many eps at a time, but I was hooked from the start!  I love the actors, the characters, I loved the leads but fell in love with several side characters as well, the angst gave you all the feels, there were plenty of funny moments, and the love stories really made your heart flutter (I especially fell in love with the side love story, which is rare for me!).  Really loved this one!

Where I watched: Viki, also on Netflix

2) TharnType the Series

Hands down one of my favorite BL couples!!  Their chemistry is out of this world.  Are there problematic parts of the show?  Yes, most definitely, especially near the beginning, but their connection and sweet moments are worth it, and honestly I just made up my own head cannon where those parts don’t exist haha!!  I LOVE this couple, they way they look at each other and all the touches, ugh it just does things to me!!  And their acting was fabulous, I fell in love with Mew (more than I already was) and Gulf as well!

Where I watched: Links to Line TV (found on Official TharnType Twitter)

4) Coffee & Vanilla

Skinship, Skinship, Skinship!!  From ep 1, I was like woah!  So I started this one because I saw the 2 leads in Good Morning Call and think Dori Sakurada is just a beautiful human being and had SLS big time, so was curious to see him get the girl this time!!  And yeah he didn’t disappoint, he’s gorgeous and whoooo did that boy have some kinks!  Honestly, I thought their chemistry was good and I thoroughly enjoyed all the skinship scenes, if anything I would have been happy to see more of his kinky side actually get reciprocated haha!!  I personally enjoy a clingy, head-over-heels in love ML, and am for the alpha-male/innocent girl dynamic, and that’s exactly what you get!!!

I can see why this show wouldn’t be for everyone though, it has problematic parts for sure! It has a really weak FL who doesn’t really have a lot of character growth (despite her saying at the end she got stronger, I was like really??  fooled me!  but at least she’s aware of her weakness??), but her “innocent” character is one of the things that drives the story so it didn’t bother me that much.  I could have done without so much manhandling (by pretty much every male in the series).  I could see how it could be triggering for some.  I also thought she had the worst best friend in the world and was way too forgiving.  But if you can get over these points, I enjoyed it quite a lot! I may make some gifs for this one since there are several scenes I liked and no one seems to be making any!!

Where I watched: Viki

3) He is Psychometric

So this was different than I expected.  Not bad by any means, just different.  I was expecting more romance, more healing from shared trauma, etc.  Maybe I was hoping it would be a bit more like Just Between Lovers after seeing that first ep and the trauma?  But I know nothing will ever replace that show in my heart, it will always be a fave!  Anyways, this wasn’t like that one haha!  It was a lot more mystery/crime genre than anything, which isn’t my fave, but there were a few sweet moments and the acting was sooo good and by the time I realized the romance & story wasn’t really what I was expecting I was drawn into the mystery I had to know how it ended!

Where I watched: Viki

5) Theory of Love

I love OffGun as celebrities and in their variety shows, but never saw them in a series so decided to give this one a go!  Wow, I totally ended up in a major binge session with this one!! I didn’t want to stop watching!  I’ve always thought Gun was a cutie, but after seeing him act I have a whole new respect for him.  Did I think it was one of the best BL stories I’ve seen?  No.  But they have great chemistry and it was a cute story overall!  Really enjoyed this one!!

Where I watched: YouTube (GMM channel)

6) Dark Blue Kiss

I’ve seen the various Kiss prequels so was excited about this one!  Honestly, I felt the MorkSun story overpowered PeteKao a bit but am not complaining as I loved both stories!  There were a lot of sweet moments and just enough angst to keep you interested.  But above all, I have to say the superstars of the series were the parents!!  The acceptance every person should get, open talks about sex and condoms, advocating for your child, I mean it really doesn’t get much better!  It hit on many important lgbtq topics and for that alone I thought it was very well-done!  All the couples were very cute and made me root for them!

Where I watched: YouTube (GMM channel)

7) Love by Chance (rewatch)

In prep for the 2nd season I decided to rewatch LBC in a binge session!  Oh my goodness, I forgot how much I missed AePete, I fell in love with them big time the first time around and all of that just came rushing back.  I’m reeeally going to miss Pete in season 2!!!  Their relationship is just so healthy compared to most in the BL world and their chemistry is sooo good!!  They better at least let them stay happy and in love even if Pete is abroad!!  I admit I was never one to get crazy about TinCan, but knowing they’ll be the center of season 2 I watched their scenes more closely and definitely felt a stronger pull for them this time around.  I’m very excited to see how their story continues!!!!

Where I watched: Youtube (Studio Wabi Sabi channel)

8) The Hows of Us

This filipino film stars one of my fave love teams... KathNeil!!  I love their films and that they are a reel to real couple as well!!  I enjoyed this movie a lot, it was more mature than many of their previous works together and showed how they’ve been growing.  It wasn’t a typical falling in love story that ends when the couple gets together but explores how couples grow apart and how real life can sometimes get in the way of our dreams.  I found the film relatable and also optimistic.  And I love the pining and longing looks... that always gets me and there was a lot of it in this film!!

Where I watched: TFC

9) Hotel Del Luna

This is what kdramas are all about - Superb acting, gorgeous cinematography, interesting characters, beautiful OST, the whole production was incredible!  It wasn’t my favorite story ever and it took me several months to finish but it kept puliing my back in and I finally got through it.  I really was mesmerized each ep by how beautiful the whole thing was.  I liked the back story and all the fun side characters. And I swear it was worth watching just for IU’s costumes, hair, and different styles alone!!  I didn’t love the ending, that was my biggest complaint, I guess you could call it “open?”  I just think it could have wrapped up better, but overall it was a beautiful series!

Where I watched: Viki

10) Itsuka, Nemuri Ni Tsuku Hi (Someday When I Fall Asleep)

Wow what a trippy series.  It was short enough to binge in one afternoon and it looked interesting, so that’s exactly what I did.  It was intriguing from the start and there was a mystery about it that kept my interest, it was a bit creepy at times, and had some twists I totally was NOT expecting at all.  Overall it was one of those that made me think and ponder for awhile after, but it did make me a bit sad too, so only watch if you’re willing to experience some feels, but it was a good one and I’m glad I stumbled upon it!

Where I watched: Viki

Currently Watching for Feb:

1) Guardian (woah, another good “bromance” with all those looks!)

2) The Untamed (rewatch - and so far it’s even BETTER the 2nd time around!!!)

3) ‘Cause You’re My Boy (cute so far)

4) Moment of Eighteen (my Astro loving heart was so excited to see Moonbin!!)

5) Until We Meet Again The Series (so many feeeels)

6) Why R U? The Series (jury is still out but I LOVE Saint!)

7) Itaewon Class (super excited for this one, Park Seo Joon, need I say more?!)

8) Crash Landing on You (excellent so far!)

9)  Make it With You (filipino series starring my FAVE love team, LizQuen!!)

[kion-kimani]

Kiongozi “Kion” Kimani Lorrin’s Character Sheet

Archetype — The Ruler Birthday — May 20th, 2001 Zodiac Sign —Taurus Sun, Taurus Moon, Scorpio Rising MBTI — ESTJ Enneagram —1; The Reformer Temperament — Choleric Hogwarts House — Gryffindor Moral Alignment — Lawful Good Primary Vice — Wrath Primary Virtue — Diligence Element — Earth

Overview:

Mother — Meklit Lorrin nee Adoyo Father — Quinbum Lorrin Mother’s Occupation — Owns Rehabilitation Home for children who have been victim of child prostitution Father’s Occupation — Un-Habitat Worker Family Finances — Middle class but like more high middle class Birth Order — Youngest; He the baby Brothers — One. Masamba Lorrin, he was born second Sisters — One. Chidi Lorrin, she was the first born Other Close Family — All of Simba’s maternal family, there are a lot of them, MK has a sheet you guys can go look at xD But he’s also close with his maternal grandmother because they click well in personality.  Best Friend — In Kenya Other Friends — All in Kenya Enemies — I’m pretty sure he will make some xD but as of right now nonee except if he can count his magic, then his magic   Pets —  None, I want him to have one though!! Once his magic gets under control xD  Home Life During Childhood — Kion has the best childhood out of all my other characters xD He was/is loved. He is Melkit’s favorite, yes, parents aren’t supposed to have favorites, but Kion is Melkit’s baby. He was definitely babied. Kion is very close to his siblings and has a great relationship with his parents. Kion often visited his aunts, uncles and cousins that live in Nairobi. He legit had an idyllic childhood.   Town or City Name(s) — Nairobi, Kenya. What Did His or Her Bedroom Look Like — Neat. Kion is actually not a slob. His room back home is clean and organized. All his clothes are folded and hung like they are supposed to be. He makes his bed and has a designated spot for everything in his room. There really isn’t like a whole lot of originality to his room. He doesn’t really care for decorating. Chidi actually teases him by calling him boring all the time.   Any Sports or Clubs — Likes Rugby and was definitely on the Rugby team back in school. He wasn’t really in any clubs because he preferred helping his mom out in the rehabilitation center instead. Favorite Toy or Game — Kion loves a good game of Rugby Schooling — Kion went through all the normal Nairobi schooling. He is now attending Pride U in Swynlake Favorite Subject — History Popular or Loner — Popular, not that he cared about it, he’s just social Important Experiences or Events — The day he and his family realized that he was a magick, the day where he caused major burning damage at the rehabilitation center D: and then there was also the day where the decision was made for Kion to move to Swynlake with Simba Nationality — Kenyan Culture — Kenyan Religion and beliefs — Muslim, his family practices but they are more modern muslim

Physical Appearance:

Face Claim —Tequan Richmond Complexion — Beautiful clear and unmarked light chocolate skin Hair Colour — Black Eye Colour — Dark Brown Height — 5’8” Build — Yummy fit Tattoos — Nope.   Piercings — Nope. Common Hairstyle — Umm, cut lol I don’t know how to better explain it. xD Sometimes Kion will let his hair grow out and braid it so you can see that on him from time to time, but for the most part he keeps up with regular barber cuts   Clothing Style — T-shirts and jeans. He doesn’t wear a lot of black jeans, he prefers blue. It’s very rare to catch Kion in a long sleeve shirt, I’m not even sure if he presently owns any (except for like formal wear where he has to dress fancy for an event) and that’s because his body runs really hot due to his magic. If you catch him in a sweater or a hoodie he is either wearing it for the aesthetic or it has to be like winter cold out. He is a fan of sneakers. He always looks neat, and put together. Mannerisms — Kion clenches his fists when he is trying to control his magic, he walks right out of a conversation if he’s done with it even if it’s rude to do so, deep breaths before speaking sentences when he’s angry, scoffs, rubs neck when embarrassed, juts chin when angry, perfect at maintaining eye contact even when embarrassed, tight drawn in shoulders when standing, and has a broad stance

Health:

Overall (do they get sick easily)? — Nope.   Physical Ailments — None. Neurological Conditions — Nope. Allergies — I would love to give him an allergy, but I’m pretty sure I’ll forget all about it so no. Grooming Habits — Kion is very clean, he doesn’t like being a slob. It doesn’t mean that he will stop himself from doing things because he could get dirty, it’s not to that at all, but for the most part he appreciates cleanliness and enjoys looking put together. Sleeping Habits — Light sleeper, Kion wakes up for any little noise but he’s not much of a mover when he sleeps like he isn’t constantly switching positions   Eating Habits — He’s a healthy eater, sticks to his three meals a day, but is not like gluten free or vegan or anything like that. He is like a boy where he likes his big portion of food.   Exercise Habits — Kion exercises religiously. He is in the gym four to five times a week and he loves it. He enjoys working out, it settles his mind. He enjoys running, but also loves strength building.   Emotional Stability — Umm Kion is probably not the most emotionally stable at the moment only because he’s struggling with this whole magic control and it’s eating at everything that makes him him. He doesn’t show any of that on the outside though. Body Temperature — Hot. His skin always feels warmer than the average person’s and he never gets cold because his body is always hot. Sociability — Kion is social. I wouldn’t say he’s like an extreme social butterfly, but he likes talking and being around people. He isn’t shy. Addictions — None. Drug Use — Nope. Alcohol Use — Occasional and really not even Kion isn’t a huge drinker like at all. I mean he’s also only nineteen sooo

Your Character’s Character:

Bad Habits — Swearing when in a temper, has a temper, does drink off the carton at times haha, can easily slip to an all work and no play mode Good Habits — Exercises, healthy eater, organized, on time, responsible Best Characteristic — Confident, responsible and caring Worst Characteristic — His stubbornness, pride, and he can even get pretty arrogant Worst Memory — When he caused some pretty heavy damage to his mom’s Rehab center because his magic got out of control and because of that his sister ended up with some second degree burns :( Kion can’t forgive himself for that. Best Memory — I mean Kion is only nineteen he still has so much life to live!!! I also can’t think of anything right now xD But I am pretty sure a best memory for him would be something where his family is involved. Proud of —His family. Embarrassed by — His inability to control his magic whenever his emotions are thrown off Driving Style — Kion is an excellent driver! Never text when he drives, or even look at his cell phone and he obeys the rules of the road, stops at all stop signs like you are supposed to. Strong Points — He is reliable, responsible, trustworthy, intelligent, level-headed, selfless, caring, protective   Temperament — Kion is a pretty calm dude. He does have a temper, but he’s very laid-back if any of that contradiction makes sense   Attitude — Laid back Weakness — His stubbornness and persistence Fears — Lost of his family, harming his family because of his magic, harming anyone else because of his magic Phobias — None Secrets — I don’t really think he has much of any Regrets — Not being able to control his magic in time from causing severe damage to his mom’s Rehab Center and second degree burns to Chidi’s arms Feels Vulnerable When — Speaking about personal problems and emotions. Pet Peeves — When people don’t keep eye contact while in a conversation with him like even if you aren’t paying attention at least be nice enough to fake that you’re paying attention xD Conflicts — There is the sad fact that he can’t control his magic right now so Kion is always in conflict about whether or not he should be around people for long periods of time. Kion is also emotionally conflicted because his magic is taking away a lot of what makes him him. Motivation — His sense of doing the right thing and his family Short Term Goals and Hopes — To control his magic Long Term Goals and Hopes — Graduate from University and help fix/pay off the damages he caused at his mom’s Rehabilitation Center Sexuality — He thinks he is Heterosexual Day or Night Person — Day Introvert or Extrovert — Extrovert Optimist or Pessimist — Realist

[diaryofanormalkid]

Me today when bby was talking for majority of the lunch and his deep voice just rang throughout the room. He has such a low voice, I love it!! And then his laugh is the complete opposite, so high!

I love to hear him laugh! Better yet, love to see it too. It’s actually more rare to see him smile bc the masks are always hiding out faces. Until, that is, he takes it off when eating lunch and etc.

It sucks that he swears and stuff, bc it’s SUCH a turn off. Like it cancels out everything I actually like about his voice. And I imagine him being sooo ~impatiently abusive~ just bc he’s so aggressive when he swears.

When he speaks sometimes, it just sounds like he would get so angry in fights and probably shout at you instead of speak with you bc the way he speaks and handles himself gives away so much.

I don’t think he realizes it, but I pay so much attention to how he talks, what he talks about and etc bc I want to gage how he handles conflict and everything is telling me, not the best?

Like today he said he had to walk away from a lady arguing with him. I think that’s sometimes the smartest thing to do, but how does he handle other situations now is what I’m curious about also.

I don’t know if he was just saying that to make it seem like he’s the good guy and he wouldn’t dare start an argument, like maybe he knows I’m listening to him and I’m overhearing their conversation.

So I don’t know if that’s a tactic to impress me or his true character, but regardless, I’m not buying it fully. He has already shown me enough red flags where I’m like yeaaah, I’ll pass. Nice knowing ya!

oh, your voice, the things it does to me

[and-im-moving-in-you]

Blue Velvet

This is the first time I’ve ever written anything like this so if it’s the worst thing ever apologies in advance lol.

NOTE: This eventually works up to smut. Involves Fetus Dan but the main character is in high school, so warning if that kind of age gap makes you uncomfortable. 

Sorry for any typos/grammar mistakes, which I’m sure there are plenty of. 

Today was finally Friday, and to top it off, the last day of your first semester as a senior in high school. In only a few months you would be off to college and pursuing a career. You couldn’t wait, but at the same time was also super excited about the break ahead, especially because your older brother was coming to visit. He had graduated college two years ago, but work kept him busy so you rarely got to see each other. He had texted you about half an hour ago letting you know he’d almost reached your house. This meant that when the doorbell finally rang you were prepared to run to it and greet him with open arms. However, what you were not prepared for was the person accompanying him. He was tall and lanky, and your eyes instantly drifted to his hair, which was thick and wild, sticking up in every direction. Your mind began to think about how much you wanted to run your fingers through it, but his deep blue eyes meeting yours brought you back to reality. 

     “Uhh, Nathan, who’s this?’ you asked your brother, puzzled by the stranger accompanying him, but not about to complain either.

     “Oh my god, I can’t believe I forgot to tell you!” Nathan let out. “This is my good friend, Dan. His family is out of town this Christmas so I figured he could stay with ours so he wouldn’t have to be alone. I cleared it with Mom and Dad and had assumed they would tell you..”

     “That’s alright,” you replied. “It’s nice to meet you Dan. I’m (Y/N)” You put out your hand for him to shake and when his fingers touched yours it felt like they were on feet ablaze. You held on, probably for a second to long, feeling irritated that such a small amount of contact had such a major effect on you. 

     He grinned, as if he knew just what he was doing. “The pleasure’s all mine. I can’t wait to get to you know you better.”

Hours had passed and you quickly began to make mental notes of Dan’s quirks: The way his fingers fumbled with his shoelaces when he was chatting, his propensity to apologize even when he did nothing wrong.. his infectious laugh. You rolled your eyes at yourself for how lovesick you were acting, as you hadn’t even know Dan for an entire day. It was now late at night and the rest of the family had gone to bed. You were downstairs and had the TV to yourself, so you decided to continue your David Lynch marathon that began last week and play “Blue Velvet.” 

     About halfway through the film, you heard someone walking down the stairs, only to see Dan emerge from the shadows. 

     “Would it be alright if I got a glass of water?” he asked shyly, and you gave him a sound “Of course,” coupled with a smile in response. He was about to begin his journey back upstairs until he saw what you were watching. 

     “I love this film!” he exclaimed, and you were surprised because everyone else in your family though your taste in movies was beyond questionable. He asked if he could sit and watch it with you, to which you said “That would be great! I’m usually stuck watching these kinds of things alone.” 

     Dan proceeded to sit down next to you, and as hard as you tried to pay attention to what was one of your favorite films, you couldn’t help but be aware of his presence throughout the remaining portion. 

     When it had finally ended, you noticed that the two of you were a lot closer to each other than initially. Dan began talking about the film and his theories behind it, but all you could do was focus on his lips and their movement. You could tell that he noticed, since he began to trail off, leaving his mouth parted slightly. You were glad he couldn’t see you blushing in the dim light. Being the gentlemen he was, he didn't say anything explicitly, but Dan’s body language told you he wanted the same thing you did.

     You leaned in, bringing your mouth to his, and your lips began to move in sync. His lips were softer than velvet and tasted sweet, like innocence, but when he let out a groan you knew there was more to him.

    However, he soon pulled away, leaving you breathless. “Are you sure you want to do this (Y/N)?” he asked. You weren’t able to conjure up any words, so you just kissed him back, but harder this time. Dan’s tongue soon found its way into your mouth and your fingers tangled themselves in the hairs at the base of his neck. Both of your movements continued to become more urgent and needy. You straddled his lap, not yet pulling your lips apart, and you could feel his hard member pressing into you. Dan’s hands slipped under your shirt and gripped your waist, sending shivers down your spine. You pulled the fabric off over your head, and Dan wasted no time removing his shirt as well. His mouth moved from yours to your jaw. His teeth began grazing your skin, adding to the intensity of his lips and tongue. He worked his way across your jawline and down your throat, and you couldn’t help but let a series of moans escape you in response. His skin against your skin felt like fire, and as his fingers made their way up your back to your bra clasp, you teasingly pulled away. It was your turn to pleasure him. 

     You removed yourself from Dan’s lap and could see a flash of disappointment plaque his face before he recomposed himself. You lowered yourself to your knees on the floor in front of him, positioned between his legs.You placed your hands between his thighs and then moved them to his zipper, causing Dan to mumble an incoherent series of swear words. You continued, pulling his pants and underwear down, allowing you to have full access to his hard cock in front of you. You lowered your face, first working your mouth around the tip and leaving your hands to do the rest of the work. Dan’s hands soon laced themselves in your hair, gripping tightly and pushing you farther down his shaft. You obliged, taking as much of him in as possible, until he hit the back of your throat. He tensed up and warned you that he was about to cum, so you braced yourself, swallowing when he released. 

     “Fuck,” Dan whispered, his gaze piercing into yours. You moved yourself off of the carpet and back to his lap, kissing him, traces of his cum still on your lips. This time, you let him remove your bra, leaving your hard nipples on display. He took a breast in each hand, gently massaging them. He then brought his mouth down to one of your nipples, which he sucked on and brushed his teeth across, causing you to melt. He guided you so that you were laying down on the couch beneath him and began working on your other breast, just when you thought you wouldn’t be able to take it anymore.

     “Dan..” you moaned, causing him to only apply more force and begin moving his hands to your belt, removing your jeans and panties with one brisk movement. His blue eyes bore into yours as he positioned himself at your entrance. You squeezed his fingers, and as he started to pushing inside you Dan interlaced both of his hands with yours.

     His movements were gentle and deliberate at first, but as you wrapped your legs around his waist, pulling him in deeper, he became more rough. Part of you was afraid the two of you were going to wake a family member up, but the high Dan was giving you let that fear slip away. Your hands let go of his and began to drift across his body, but he pinned them back down, giving himself more leverage. He pumped in and out, harder each time than the last, and as your core began to shake Dan moaned your name, and you came, Dan following not that long after. He moved his cock in and out of you at the same pace a few more times, causing you to orgasm again. He then pulled out, kissing you again. You wanted to fall asleep with him, but you knew it would be better if you went your separate ways. Dan helped you put your clothes back on, and you did the same for him, both of you giggling at how wild and impulsive your actions just were. 

    As Dan began to head his way back upstairs, he brought his glass of water with him, clearly not having lost sight of his initial mission. You smiled to yourself because he was just so him. Although, you’re smile soon faded when you thought about how awkward your family breakfast was going to be the next morning. 

If you made it this far sorry again for putting you through that. I’m sure it was super cringey!!

I know I have sooo much room for improvement and a long way to go before anything decent comes out. 

I would love to know what you think!