#and her liver is doing better too 😭 i was so afraid we fucked it up completely with the surgery and then the pain meds and the treats

[pears-trinkets]

Love how mad Mischa was that i dragged her to the vet once again that she kept rubbing her nose against the carrier backpack I carried her in and now she has a bright red booboo on the top her nose

[lostfracturess]

"You think that low of me? Honestly, Toru, a bit of credit, please. It was your pathetic indecision that made this entertaining. You basically gift-wrapped this mess and handed it to me." nuh uh i think even lower you damn prick, now he's playing a saint

"C'mon, I put in a good word for you too. No suspension for now. You can keep teaching, just no surgeries. Yaga really hates my guts, doesn't he? But hey, at least you're not totally screwed." i am sorry but what??? what the hell is that, firstly he basically orchestrates the whole hearing, and then just "oh yeah i put in a good word for you" YOU WON'T HAVE TO DO THIS IF YOU JUST KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT, an emotional rollercoaster 🤗 just a perfect example of an abuser

"Ah, Toru," he dismissed me with a smirk, "you'll come crawling back soon enough. We both know how this works." he wouldn't because i smash your little head on the pavement 🤗🤗🤗🤗

"God, I hoped Suguru was looking after her. Making sure she ate, making sure she was safe — that she didn't hate me too much" oh boy i wouldn't be so sure about the last one...she has every right to though the situation is very difficult

"This body was a traitor — betrayed myself, betrayed her, betrayed everything I held dear"💔 💔 💔 💔

"I barely made it. My stomach heaved. Each retch wracked my body, leaving me gasping, weak" OH MY GOODNESS HIS LIVER I FORGOT ABOUT IT it's falling fucking apart now even MORE, WHAT IF HE'S IN HOSPITAL?????

IS HE DYING OR WHAT 😭😭😭

"She must be so beautiful. She always was" IT'S LIKE THAT SCENE WHEN SHE SEES HIM GETTING HIGH BEFORE THE SURGERY, PLEASE BABE SAVE THIS DUMMY HEAD AND SLAP HIM 😭😭😭😭 he DESERVED to be scolded

"Then the cut, a ragged gash through the fabric of my dress pants where she'd stabbed the needle in — the unnecessarily deep and brutal cut — but in the chaos, I let it slide" mr surgeon is always a surgeon, he LeT iT sLidE, damn she was saving you 🙄

"And for the first time in a very long time, I was truly afraid" i wonder why BOY

I glanced down. Blood still seeped from the gash in my leg. With a trembling hand, I fumbled for a towel and pressed it against the wound. "Your cut is kinda deep. Was that on purpose?" deep sigh- yeah, the gojo's famous way of communication, very nice, that's basically the first thing you should've said 👍👍👍

"Stole it from the hospital."

"You think I'd date an addict and not have adrenaline on hand?" THIS WOMAN I LOVE HER SO FUCKING MUCH

"It was unbearable, how she could still look at me and see someone worth saving. It was unbearable, knowing she believed in me even when I didn't" I WANNA FUCKING SCREAM, WHY IS HE SO DUMB, SHE TOLD YOU IN THAT BATHROOM THAT SHE CHOOSES YOU, AND SHE'S STILL DOING THAT, SHE'S HERE WITH YOU RN AND SAVING YOU.... she's still choosing him despite everything...😭😭😭😭

"I would have given anything, sacrificed anything, if only I could make it stop" someone please get this man to a therapist, it's unbearable, not only he's torturing himself, but a poor reader girlie, i know he would do if she asked, but it doesn't work like this, not until a person wants to get better themselves, but gojo seems so fucking deep in this mess it might be inescapable for him, though i believe he can be better 😞😞😞

"She looked up then, eyes red and filled with unshed tears. "Because I love you, Satoru."

typical cute stories: a romantic love confession, some date, café, roses, hearts, music, etc etc

s&c: yeahhhh she's confessing to him after having him nearly died of a deadly mixture of drags after the hearing when he broke her heart❤️❤️❤️ yeahhhh let's goooo

"I deserve nothing and yet she gives me everything" this man gives me a headache

"Because loving her, truly loving her, meant letting her go. Even if it destroys me" no gojo you just think you're a saint and have some reason to decide for both of you what is better but there are TWO people in a relationship, and you're not saving her, you're basically destroying her because love doesn't work like that, it's about your effort and constant work, not running away, baby 💔💔💔 i understand perfectly that he's doing this for her sake, yet here she is crying with a broken heart. he's doing it for her as he thinks, but in reality it's the opposite 😭😭😭 and in the end there are two broken persons with shattered hearts

"That's it?" she asked.

"That's it." i guess i just curl up and lay down and cry

"I had destroyed the best thing in my life — a sacrifice she didn't even ask for" AND WHAT WAS THE REASON WHAT WAS THE REASON ©

"I knew that reaching out to her would be the final act of cruelty" the final act of cruelty is me reading this, i swear.

"I limped slightly as I walked into the auditorium. My leg still hurt after she basically cut my muscle in half" he should thank god she didn't do something of more irreversible harm

"Then, it hit me. Every eye in the room was on her, following my gaze like a spotlight burning into her. Damn it" 😭😭😭 i've just imagined the whole situation, it's hysterical laughing

"It was routine, should have been easy, but — not with her there. Never with her" actually- what was he expecting? i know he didn't THINK at that moment, but it seems like he forgot she's a student and he would see her quite frankly, and the pain would never soothe, god give me patience 🙏🙏🙏

"She stopped herself, the silence louder than any accusation. After everything you did. After you pushed me away. After you nearly killed yourself" the man of my dreammm 🙏

"She stepped closer. Her hand darted into her bag, then shot out, palm open. Keys glinted in the harsh light — the keys to my apartment" AND NOW YOU'RE TELLING ME SHE'S STILL CARRYING THE KEYS???? i don't want to say anything more (maybe it's like a metaphor again...the keys to his heart..and now she returns it..or am i hyperanalysising 😭😭😭)

"Four weeks," she went on, her voice sharp, laced with a fury that cut to the bone. "Four weeks of silence. Ever think I might be drowning, haunted by what I saw? Or were you too busy numbing yourself with pills? Hell, I didn't even know if you'd overdosed for good this time!" i feel like dagger is being cut into my heart, it's bleeding and ripped apart. WHY WHY WHY AND ALL THIS TIME HE WAS FUCKING DESTROYING HIMSELF AFRAID OF WHAT SHE MIGHT THINK OF HIM

"But then again, you never cared about me, did you?" she added, the raw hurt bleeding beneath the anger" gunshot- my body is falling down

hello in part two 😂😂 also love your rage about sukuna haha !! means i did a good job with making him hateable lol.

what the hell is that, firstly he basically orchestrates the whole hearing, and then just "oh yeah i put in a good word for you"

he's really manipulative !! satoru is aware of it but like he's so broken at this scene that he just couldn't fight sukuna and also was partly open for his manipulation. so that's really just tragic 💔

IS HE DYING OR WHAT 😭😭😭

NAH HE'S NOT DYING, I REPEAT I'LL NOT GEGE HIM

T'S LIKE THAT SCENE WHEN SHE SEES HIM GETTING HIGH BEFORE THE SURGERY, PLEASE BABE SAVE THIS DUMMY HEAD AND SLAP HIM 😭😭😭😭 he DESERVED to be scolded

yes !! so happy you noticed that !! wanted to mirror that, but also the following scene where they back at university and he sees her for the first time again, just like the start of the story ahhhh ❤️😭

mr surgeon is always a surgeon, he LeT iT sLidE, damn she was saving you 🙄

he's a little bitch <3

not until a person wants to get better themselves, but gojo seems so fucking deep in this mess it might be inescapable for him, though i believe he can be better 😞😞😞

yes !! he's really deep into his troubles, he's so blind to it all. that's what makes it truly tragic and also makes you want to rip out your hair at the same time haha

s&c: yeahhhh she's confessing to him after having him nearly died of a deadly mixture of drags after the hearing when he broke her heart❤️❤️❤️ yeahhhh let's goooo

i feel called out !! 😂😂

and in the end there are two broken persons with shattered hearts

this sums it up pretty accurate !! he's doing it for her. like everything he does but really he's just hurting her in the process but also it's like the only way to show her his love. ahh troubled men huh 😩😩

the final act of cruelty is me reading this, i swear.

😂😂 sorrayyy

actually- what was he expecting? i know he didn't THINK at that moment, but it seems like he forgot she's a student and he would see her quite frankly, and the pain would never soothe, god give me patience 🙏🙏🙏

like really he was so deep into his shit he actually forgot he actually has a job and this job is actually involving her lol. he's so dump.

AND NOW YOU'RE TELLING ME SHE'S STILL CARRYING THE KEYS???? i don't want to say anything more (maybe it's like a metaphor again...the keys to his heart..and now she returns it..or am i hyperanalysising 😭😭😭)

nah you're right !! it's really her wanting to end it all by giving him back his keys.

WHY WHY WHY AND ALL THIS TIME HE WAS FUCKING DESTROYING HIMSELF AFRAID OF WHAT SHE MIGHT THINK OF HIM

yeah miscommunication at its finest. he wanted to reach out but was afraid she'll hate him even more and she was waiting for him to reach out 🫠💔🫠💔

lol love your reactions !! and see you in part three !!