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life series hc: lifers still have bits of their soulbounds from double life
scar still has marks on his back where small unusable wings started growing, and finds feathers growing on his skin everynow and then.
bigb's hair still sticks up just a little like dog ears and he catches far off sounds more than he should.
jimmy still finds his head overheating, though he doesn't feel ill.
etho still sees his white hair tint green in the right lighting, one of joel's eyes is still red at its edges.
pearl and scott have the marks from the explosion on their torsos. despite time, despite the scars being faded, they're still there.
#apologies if i got any pairs wrong lol. i have terrible memory#im so cringe kajfjdjhfjd#double life#life series#traffic life#trafficblr#traffic smp#traffic series#🚦#silver's mental breakdown#<- for my later suffering
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*in my reworked weapons system (fuse isnt a thing) you can craft weapons via new smith shops or zelda (each offer different advantages- zelda, as your companion, can craft on the go but needs all materials, shops, which are dotted around the landscape and not restricted to populated areas, can provide materials you dont have but cost money- BOTH need the recipe for it though) both also REPAIR weapons (once a weapon loses its power/goes dull you can still use it but its stats are cut in half or more, but they wont break fully, repairing costs less material or money than crafting new)
in this system new types of weapons or specific, special recipes, can be rewards for quests or in the (reworked) mini dungeons, there are weapons recipes you can craft after you find one out in the wild (as in, the actual weapon) as well; part of the reward for helping out the regions is adding alot of new recipes
you have a (sortable! and with favorites!) collection of recipes to craft weapons from that you can select and then choose what material to use (higher quality material results in extra strength and durability, meaning theres less weapons that are default less good and it mostly depends on how far your progress is !weapons can be repaired with differing material from which they were crafted! so if you made your fav weapon with lesser material you can repair it with better ones and make it stronger and more usable for the late game- you can sell weapons at smith shops or store them at your home)
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#ganondoodles rewrites totk#totk rewritten#i dont remember my tags for it oh dear#ANYWAY#i really like this system bc i feel like its a good balance between breakable and non breakable#like its an evolution of botws system and feels fresh without getting fully rid of one or the other?#ALSO new rewards!!! i hate how useless all rewards are in totk- i dont care for glider fabrics!!!!#at least not enough to see that as the ultimative reward :I#ALSO adds intersting new things in the overworld via the shops#and kinda just .. makes sense??? for the world??#and unlike totks system its not doubling down on its issues- wasting weapon and material and weapons being always shit when found#also weapons looking like utter shit#yeah its funny to fight with a mushroom on a stick but ???? is that one laugh worth it dealing with this system??#not in my eyes#anyway#point is im pretty confident this reworked system of mine is pretty good and i also have design ideas#but idk if its intersting enough to actually .. draw out#i mean i do want to make a full proper breakdown of the system with sketches so its easier to visualize#but is weapon design itself intersting?
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ik it’s probably a classic case of extrapolating way too much but... the way raph’s character design lines up w his whole arc and role and struggles...
like the fact that he is so so so much bigger than the others. raph is big, raph is strong, raph is steady and sturdy and he can literally pick up his entire family and carry them all at once.
and like, when raph is so big and so strong and such a reliable thing. when raph is the protector, the one calling the shots on missions, the mother hen, the first point of authority. when raph is there, overprotective, when raph (for all that his brothers poke at him not being good under pressure) always always ALWAYS comes through at the end of the day when things are serious, ALWAYS gives it everything he’s got.
his design and his learned role/behaviors in this family are just the perfect storm of why it took up to the season finale to drive home the issue.
so much of the series carries the default energy of “raph will handle it.”
raph will hold up the ceiling above you. raph will throw himself over you and take a hit and get back up and keep fighting. raph has a power that makes him even bigger and draws more attention and makes him able to carry MORE. raph will be the substitute parent. raph will be put into the mentor role through leo’s leadership arc.
and raph is big. he’s built to carry heavy loads. raph is strong. raph is bold and loud and always ready to try to push on. even if he doesn’t know what to do or what he’s doing, he won’t give up and we’ll all pull together and things will turn out okay.
(his room is full of teddy bears. he dipped out on a mission to try to take a picture of a pigeon carrying a slice of pizza. he’s terrified of being alone.
he’s just as much of a kid as his brothers are. he’s just as new and inexperienced with the things happening to them as his brothers are. but for him, for some reason, there’s like this double standard where that becomes a huge glaring flaw.)
idk this got very sloppy and uncoordinated. i’m very in my feelings about raph right now though.
#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt raph#rise raph#rottmnt raphael#honestly i could go on forever and ever about the double standard thing where raph is concerned#like. w movie leo especially leo is learning lessons raph also had to learn in the series! making very similar mistakes!#but you never see analyses or essays pointing to those bad calls as signs that leo isn't up to the task...#(i mean there are some clear Reasons why that happens.)#(its the reason why raph and mikey are the bros who get the least content by a MILE. but. not the point of this post.)#the whole point is just the idle subconscious assumption and associations of it being fine to let raph carry everything#literally physically sure but also metaphorically#and the plight of the child who seems to Need Nothing (all children need; some sadly learn not to appear to need)#even my tags are incoherent rn clenches fists i love him so much is all#like there is a reason it takes to the series finale for him to have a proper breakdown and get actual support from his bros#and i am still mad we never got real good content for him and splinter#considering how similar their arcs ARE....#thats a whole other thing whatever
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Stats for characters V through Z!
Eighth round of stats! There are 12 characters in the V - Z group. Shinigami make up the majority with 6, followed by Arrancar with 3, Quincy with 2, and Hollow with 1.
👍 Most Smashable Characters.
SHINIGAMI: Yoruichi Shihōin with an 82.7% smash rate across 490 votes (405 Smashed / 85 Passed) — also the Overall winner of this group.
ARRANCAR: Yylfordt Granz with a 47.1% smash rate across 289 votes (136 Smashed / 153 Passed)
QUINCY: Zangetsu with a 68.3% smash rate across 375 votes (650 Smashed / 119 Passed)
👎 Least Smashable Characters.
SHINIGAMI: Zennosuke with a 93.5% pass rate across 216 votes (14 Smashed / 202 Passed) — also the Overall loser of this group.
ARRANCAR: Yammy Llargo with an 89.6% pass rate across 268 votes (28 Smashed / 202 Passed)
QUINCY: Yhwach with a 69.8% pass rate across 298 votes (90 Smashed / 208 Passed)
The single Hollow was White with a pass rate of 57.7% across 279 votes (118 Smashed / 161 Passed)
Another round with battles!
Yamamoto had a 77.6% pass rate across 290 votes (65 Smashed / 225 Passed) while his younger iteration had a 68.8% pass rate across 282 votes (88 Smashed / 194 Passed)
Yhwach as we already saw was the least smashable Quincy, but his secondary form is even less smashable with a 76% pass rate across 283 votes (68 Smashed / 215 Passed)
This is the last round of Manga Only Stats! We still have some things we're going to release, but they'll take a little while to compile in a way that looks fun. Thank you to everyone who voted or otherwise participated, it's been a ton of fun.
#stats breakdown#double stat monday#this isnt going to be the last breakdown of course since we have the animes... i havent decided how to group them yet
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Thinking about 5x15 and how very distraught Mac was about shooting and killing someone
And then 1x20 deleted scene of Jack asking Mac the last time he shot a gun and if he even remembered how
Something something deep thoughts
#I don’t know#like Mac was SO upset and distressed about shooting a gun in season five#we did not get everything we needed#I mean jack being gone being the most of it#but like#jack checking and double checking on him after the whole Murdoc thing in season one#and Desi just saying that’s not who he is and they were control tests#I’m not buying it besties#I need Mac to have a breakdown#or at least a long time of guilt#even though it wasn’t his fault#it’s like in 2x11 when he thought he brought a building down on that one guy#the panic and guilt on his face#and only comforted by Jack telling him he didn’t kill anyone#I know it’s lot the same but still#Mac needed comfort in that moment and he didn’t get it#and we were ROBBED#anyways#lailuh speaks#macgyver#macgyver 2016
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Got flashed by a double/dupe.... Again.... I'm so sad man :(
#Today is already a stressful day.. Why now 🥲🥲#Selfshipping with a very popular character is so painful actually lmao#Thresh has like three doubles but for Johnny not a day goes without getting reminded of doubles#I hate it here 😟#Ill probably have a mental breakdown for like 2 hours and I'll get over it after but still man#I hate this weird feelings of insecurities and jealousy#I'm not even jealous irl why am I like this over fiction
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Yo imagine instead of being small because Airachnid is vaguely a lady by human standards, what if she was built like a daddy longlegs spider and dwarfed bots after unfolding her copter blades?
They hate to see a girlboss winning 😞😔
#airachnid#tfp airachnid#breakdown#tfp breakdown#he's here for size comparison#transformers#tfp#maccadam#fanart#you'd think that with how i would consider breakdown to be one of my favourites in tfp#the others being all corpses too like skyquake dreadwing and canonically in rid15 predaking too#that i'd probably hate airachnid because she killed him and buried the gays#heh- nah#i WILL say tho- she was underutilised and was only explored as a tool for arcee (and breakdown's death following budget cuts)#i wanted to try out making her a daddy longlegs because i've been thinking about blackarachnia recently (thank you BETCs)#and because ba is a black widow/redback what if airachnid was specifically another spider#and yes daddy longlegs (spiders) are spiders- daddy longlegs are harvestmen and there's a cranefly named daddy longlegs too#there's A FEW different types of daddy longlegs spiders that are at least named spiders but i went with the classic#after having to clarify what i wanted (if you double the length of helicopter blades can you make a daddy longlegs) with my guys#i went ahead and gave airachnid a spider mode to fear#breaky's here because airachnid i think comes up to his hips so don't worry she's not hunting him (yet :) )#can you believe this is the first time drawing airachnid?
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do i make ashara more devoted to mythal post trespasser or do i alienate her from the evanuris entirely. is she immune to propaganda by virtue of how badly solas damaged her ability to believe in anything or is she especially vulnerable to it now bc she still WANTS to believe in anything. is she sporting subtle mythal details in her costume design or is she not
#love talking to myself on tumblr dot com <3#oc: ashara#i feel like she's always believed in the principles/vague mythos of the evanuris more than taking it all at face value#so even tho she might know the truth abt the evanuris she would still hold mythal's values of justice close to her and express it thru her#but also like. having MET mythal. and drank from her well. actually meeting not just the gods but YOUR god and her being confirmed the#''nicer'' one who tells u that ur cool and are doing a good job... idk. i think theres a possibility of her being manipulated/doubling down#and like.. she got rid of her vallaslin for solas and then HE left. her inquisition is frail her relationship with her clan is frail#her family is mostly dead lol. no arm no anchor...... like. mythal's approval + the well is all she REALLY has at this point#and she gets attached to people. to things. so so much .idk. its tricky bc shes lonely and needs some sort of SOMETHING to keep her going#but she also deeply believes in The Truth and accepting reality even if it sucks. so idk if she'd hold on to smth just out of comfort/habit#bc shes a pragmatist at heart and open to change. but like circumstances are sort of pushing her to her brink lol#i genuinely have no idea. maybe the secret third answer is that This is the problem shes facing in datv#the crisis of faith. wanting to stand by her ideals versus wanting to feel held by SOMETHING even if its a lie#and a character breakdown as a result that could go one of two ways#man its so funny talking abt her like shes a Real character i am being paid to write. insane that im doing this for free for an audience of#like 3 people who care JKJGFKJFGKJGKF
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My parents wondering why I locked myself in the bathroom playing slipknot for the past 30 minutes (I just finished Loose Ends in MW2)
#Having a mental breakdown yall#I hate cigarettes now#call of duty#modern warefare 2#I spent an hour on the mission and was so happy when i beat it#Then I met shepherd#gary roach sanderson#rip#simon ghost riley#Double rip
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my dad when carlos flops and safety car is about to start (there is a chance for another overtake on max)
#the schadenfreude he was showing#meanwhile i'm sitting next to him having a mental breakdown because double ferrari retirement#f1#canada gp 2024
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hi going to college in nyc for dance and i think u also went to college in nyc so i was wondering where is a good place for a girl to have a mental breakdown or find a girlfriend ? thank youuuuuuu
ahhh congratulations!!! that’s super exciting!!
unfortunately i cannot help you with the girlfriend part as i was deeply! unsuccessful!
(tbh like,,, i know it’s the worst suggestion but.,,., just go on dating apps,, i avoided it for like two years but especially in the city it sometimes works out AND if you like the very packed bar scene/are 21 cubbyhole and henrietta hudson are two lesbian specific bars in nyc)
BUT for breakdowns im your GIRL so, itemized list based on my greatest hits:
- by the central park lake
- on the floor of your dorm room
- if your school has practice rooms on the floor of a practice room
- there’s a big rock right along the wall of central park south that’s right by the underground marketplace so if you wanna spice up the breakdown get a treat from there and have a mental breakdown on said rock with a bubble tea or something
- basement floor of the strand bookstore
- honestly the subway no one gives a shit as long as ur not preventing them from getting from a to b
- walking alone literally anywhere at night (i recommend along a central park wall but also be,,,, so safe while doing this one)
#I don’t know if this was even a little helpful but have so much fun!!!#Godspeed on the gf 🫡🫡🫡🫡#and double Godspeed on the mental breakdown 🫡🫡🫡#nyc is genuinely such a fun place to go to school ur gonna kill it
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i have been fighting the same migraine for going on three days
#is this because she doubled my mood stabilizer or because i'm approaching another mental breakdown#or because of the barometry of it all although that's not usually one of my triggers#it started on friday and i thought it was going to be done by the next day but then i woke up and immediately had to pop two excedrin#this morning i only took one but i should have taken two. head hurts#me
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sometimes i do miss the era where i could go ballistic crazy do you know how much reprieve i'd get if i could text someone do you think i'm insane and pretty and bad at sex. i've never actually sent a text like that in my life but there was something awfully rhythmic about doing literally ANYTHING so that someone wouldn't leave and now i just have to like... sit here. and like their instagram stories. and try not to go insane? i can't even vague like i used to because there's too many eyes on me WHAT DO I DO...
#i should NOT be like kicking my feet giggling about the most earthshattering breakdowns i've had#but honestly i kind of devoured when i blocked random friends of my ex because i think my ex lied to me or something?#<- she did NOT devour this WAS really bad do NOT do this#in my defense i was like literally fifteen and the only reason why my partner was alive and they kind of kept lying to me#and they also weren't attracted to me when we started dating they just agreed to be in a relationship because they were scared for me#and they also never communicated if i did anything wrong and if i tried to stop myself they'd double down and say it was fine#and they are kind of also the reason i started having a psychotic break So like literally what was i supposed to do in this situation#like i'm so hashtag girl. also i'm separately insane bc oh this is so bad to say#but i go viscerally fucking CRAZY when someone experiences the same thing as me but worse#b/c like Yeah i get it nothing i've ever been through was that bad. like i literally know that i ALWAYS know that#i'm like literlaly sensitive. but this makes me want to go fucking insane off the handles because like#people do NOT understand how i feel <- They do they literally do#Ahem. ANYWAY <3
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Currently shedding real tears (again) over jundori persona 3 is amazing
#SPOILERS IN THE TAGS!!!!#okay double spoiler check#Okay#See I already knew what Chidori ends up doing for Junpei#But the raw amount of emotion the scene and voice acting managed to convey#Was on par with october 4th for me#NOT JUNPEI HAVING A BREAKDOWN AT THE KITCHEN TABLE AFTER SEEING THAT SHE DREW HIM#ACTUAL TEARS SLIDING DOWN MY FACE AS I WRITE THIS#it's SO TRAGIC#but it's SO BEAUTIFUL#THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME#LOVE THAT WAS SO STRONG THAT IT LITERALLY GAVE CHIDORIS LIFE MEANING#AND THEYLL BE TOGETHER#FOREVER#LIKE JUNPEI HAS TO DEAL WITH THE FACT THAT SHES THERE#BUT ALSO NOT AT ALL#melts and rips floorboards and cries and yells and keels over and rolls around and#persona 3 reload#persona 3#persona 3 reload spoilers#persona 3 spoilers#p3 reload spoilers#p3r spoilers
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✨⚡️ Seven(ish) Sentence Sunday ⚡️✨
Tagged by @acountrygirlsfun (a couple times by now, though not actually this most recent time, but I figure it still counts!) Thank you, Caitlin <3 <3 <3
Helix took a deep breath in, counted four flashes of the desperate direct-@ lights coming in from his side chat panels, and breathed out. His voice came out steady, and miraculously casual. "We understand why you did it. You were trying to keep our brothers safe." He watched Harp's eyes go wide at the 'our' brothers. Like he hadn't expected the rest of them to claim the Corries. Because he'd been hiding from them just like from the longnecks, he had falsified his— Deep breath in. Two flashes, no time for longer, leave no silence for Harp to panic in. Breathe out. Keep going.
This is not seven sentences, but it's also largely not complete sentences anyway, and it is literally what I just seconds ago finished writing. Still counts!
No-pressure tagging uhhh @ialpiriel, @goingsparebutwithprecision, @anaclastic-azurite, anybody else who might want to play?
#tagged by#acountrygirlsfun#I should be taking a shower and going to sleep but this scene isn't clicking so rather than getting frustrated I'm posting it here#I will have to go back through in my rewrites later and make sure everyone doesn't have their breakdowns in the same way#I do a bit better when the characters are speaking out loud#but for internal thought processes I tend to end up with them all sounding suspiciously similar to my own. whoops#anyway this is more of the good data management AU! we've just learned that the Corrie Guards Are Not Okay#and now most everybody else is also Not Okay! we're having bad times today folks#in the story I mean. I had a fine day!#and though it is emotionally fraught and currently fighting me I am still very happy to be getting back to my beloved Guard#Harp's a medic OC and I adore him and he and the Guard he's trying so hard to take care of really deserve a break#and now their brothers are a little more aware (seriously they have only just nicked the tippest bit of iceberg) of how not okay they are#a break they shall shortly receive!!#(it's gonna come with a double helping of Bother so they won't be very grateful. but they will be better rested and that's what matters)
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Kaveh!!
Have you heard your and Alhaitham's song?
I have! They are both so beautifully done! Please go support the original creators
I must admit I feel a little too called out for comfort but I can’t deny how much care was put into both versions
#he may or may not have had a breakdown when the first and second release hit#double hit#in character#genshin ask blog#ic ask#in character blog
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