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protective ex-husband!simon, implied violence/break-in
âi know! and thatâs when i told her-â you paused, your hand halfway to the keys at the bottom of your purse. your apartment door was open, a menacing sliver of darkness awaiting you. âhey, iâm going to have to call you back.â you ended the call with your friend, slowly backing away from your door. shit. you knew you locked the door when you left for work, and no one else had a copy of your key. a creeping sensation came over you, like someone was watching from within. slowly, you retreated, taking the elevator down to your apartmentâs lobby as the anxiety crawled through your body. you wracked your brain, wondering if you should call the police. wondering if they would even believe you. there was only one call to make.
âcome on, pick up.â you tapped your foot impatiently as your ex husband took forever to answer the phone. it was all you could do to not think about your home being violated, about a potential stalker or date gone wrong.
ââello?â
âsi- simon, itâs me.â
âi know, lovie. thatâs why i picked up.â you let out a quiet sob of relief at his voice, the bottle on your emotions starting to leak.
âwhatâs wrong?â his voice changed, immediately hearing your silent tears. he could always read you too well. âi donât want to bother you butâ you hiccupped. shit. âbut my apartment door was open and iâm pretty sure i closed it, i usually do. i donât know if im being silly but now im in the lobby and im just scared, simon.â there was a fumbling sound, the echoes of simon zipping up his jacket and pulling on his shoes.
âgo to that cafe across the street, dove. go get yourself one of those overpriced hot chocolates. iâll be there in 15.â
9 minutes later, your shaking hands were tapping random patterns on the cafe table, unable to raise your drink to your mouth without spilling it. your eyes were locked onto the wood grain, counting lines to distract yourself.
suddenly, a gloved hand covered yours. you looked up and there he was, your ghost in all his glory. you forgot everything for a second, forgot the past arguments and the strained silences, and flung yourself into his arms. you breathed in his comforting scent of pinewood that masked his cigarettes, a cologne you got him four years ago for christmas. your face was wet, and as he pulled you back to check you for injuries, his thumb brushed a stray tear away from your face. you didnât even realize you were crying.
ââs okay, baby. iâm here now. give me your keys.â you fumbled for your keys, purse strap sliding off your shoulder as your hands shook too much to keep it balanced. simon caught it gracefully, finding your keys in the same pocket you always kept them. âstay here. iâll be back.â you nodded instinctively. only when you saw his figure retreat to your apartment building, clothed in all black like a figure of death, you realized you hadnât told him your new apartment number.
twenty minutes passed. simonâs presence had worked like medicine as your heart rate has now dropped back down to normal, your hands stable enough to finish your drink. any other person would be worried for simonâs safety, but you knew the only person you should be concerned for was your intruder.
âyouâre stayinâ with me tonight.â he was back, looking exactly the same. he wasnât even winded. âthank you simon, but donât be ridiculous. i can get a hotel. you live so far from my work anyways.â he approached you, crowding into your space as he leaned over you, even with a cafe table in between. âconsider it payment then.â he tilted your chin up with his left hand as he hid his other one, covered with blood, in his pocket. âone way or another, youâre in my bed tonight, dove.â you gulped at that. âand iâve got riley in the car. you wouldnât abandon him, would you?â of course he had gotten your cat when he checked out your apartment. riley hated men, but never simon. cheeky bastard.
âyou win.â
fast forward a couple of hours and you were getting ready for bed at simonâs, belly full from the meal he had made you. riley made himself at home on the living room couch, of course. âheâs in my spot.�� you gestured to your cat on the couch. âwhaâ dâya mean?â your husband simon was now in sweats and sweats only, clean from the shower he had after you both got home back to his place. you pretended not to see him methodically wash blood out of his fingernails, reasoning quite easily with yourself that it was for a good cause.
âmy couch for tonight.â simon moved toward you and you avoided his eyes, trying not to stare at how beautiful he still was. muscular but thick, torso adorned with scars you used to trace on sunday mornings when you both stayed in bed until the afternoon. he gripped your chin, forcing you to make eye contact. âtoldâya you were in my bed tonight, dovie.â you swallowed and he watched your throat move, memories of you swallowing something else countless times rising to the surface.
âdonât be silly, simon. that would cross a line.â
âwhat line?â his arms were crossed now, drawing your attention to an unfamiliar tattoo right above his heart. a small dove.
âweâre not together anymore, simon.â
âyouâre still my wife.â
silence. he was always like this, pushing you until you broke. he was unwilling to compromise, even on the smallest of issues. usually youâd fight him, spit fire until you lost your voice. tonight though, you were reminded of how he was the only person you were able to call, the only one committing dark sins without asking, all for your safety. instead, you threw your hands up and walked into his bedroom, mechanically stripping as you put on one of his shirts and a pair of boxers. you felt his eyes on you, burning a hole through the fabric. you were tired, so tired of this push and pull.
âwhat.â you whipped around, all venom. his eyes were impossibly soft, holding yours with a peaceful caress. âyouâre as beautiful as the day i lost you.â your fire went out at that. âyouâre just trying to get me naked.â you mumbled, looking down as you fidgeted with the hem of his shirt. you watched as his body came into view, pressing your forehead against his bare skin.
âcould see you in a thousand layers and youâd still be the most beautiful person iâve ever seen, dove.â ever so slowly, your hands crept up his body to grab his shoulders and neck. he picked you up with ease, turning the lights off and tucking you both in bed. âwhen did you get the tattoo?â you asked in the dark.
â3 months and 12 days ago.â what would have been your 3rd year of marriage, your anniversary. you lowered your head and gave him a kiss right where the tattoo was. âcan we talk about it in the morning?â you snuggled into him, that familiar scent calming you once again. âalways, dove.â he kissed your forehead, smiling in the dark.
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idk why im obsessed with the break-in and simon to the rescue trope but its fueling me lately
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iâm in love with how this feels 𦹠LN4
PAIRINGS: lando norris x female!reader
SUMMARY: who knew that a simple tiktok trend would leave lando flustered and blushing.
AUTHORâS NOTE: i did some research bc iâm not really sure how i should call the gesture, and apparently, the âokâ ring gesture is a symbol of hate, but in this one shot, i donât mean it like that. so, i apologize of some of you will be offended, it is not my intention to offend you, it will just be mentioned in the one shot for story purposes and not so spread hate. thatâs all, hope youâll enjoy this one since lately iâve been on a slump :/ enjoy! :)
REMINDERS: this is purely fiction, the way how the character is portrayed in my story does not reflect the person that is portraying my character in real life. always separate fiction from reality, and do not repost or copy my work in any way.
WORD COUNT: 781
WARNINGS: not proofread, typos, âokâ ring hand gesture, and no use of y/n
It was a quiet evening, and it was those kind of lazy nights where you and Lando were both sprawled across the couch, phones in hand, and just enjoying each otherâs quiet company. Your legs were draped over his lap, and he absentmindedly caressed your thighs, his touch light and soothing, tracing soft patterns on your skin. The steady rhythm of his touch made the whole moment feel more relaxed and with the warm glow of the lamp bathed the room in a soft, golden light, making the moment feel even more intimate.
You were scrolling through tiktok, when a video caught your eyeâit was a tiktok video of a girl demonstrating a cute way to intertwine fingers with her boyfriend. The act was so simple but so endearing, especially when the guy blushed. You couldnât help but grin as an idea sparked in your mind, making you wonder how Lando might react if you tried doing it to him.
âI want to try something.â You said, sitting up all of a sudden and catching Landoâs attention.
âWhat are you up to now?â He glanced at you, a little bit confused, but there was a hint of smile playing on his lips as he locked his phone.
âJust trust me.â You replied, your voice playful as you shuffled closed to him on the couch.
âAlright then, what do I have to do?â Lando nodded, still a little bewildered.
âOkay,â you instructed, holding back a smile, âmake an âokayâ sign with your right hand.â You demonstrated by making a circle with your thumb and index finger.
âLike this?â He asked as he gave you a look of pure confusion, but like as always, Lando went along with it, holding his hand up in the gesture you asked for.
âPerfect.â You said with a grin.
âThis is weird already, babe.â Lando chuckled, his dimpled smile making your heart skip.
You ignored his playful skepticism, and raised your left hand left hand and formed a thumbs up. Lando was watching you intently now, still not entirely sure what you were trying to do, but the curiosity in his eyes was clear.
âWhat is this even supposed toââ he started, but you cut him off.
You placed your left thumb inside of the circle of his hand, causing him to frown slightly, still puzzled. Then, you gently intertwined your fingers, locking them together in a way how it was done in the video. You could see the flush rising to his cheeks, Landoâs confusion from earlier had melted into something softer, sweeter, when he realized what you had just done. Landoâs cheeks flushed with a soft pink hue.
âYouâre blushing!â You laughed, a teasing sparkle in your eyes.
âOh my god,â Lando mumbled, trying to look anywhere but you, though the smile tugging at his lips betrayed him.
You had expected a cute reaction, but seeing Lando so flustered sent you into a fit of giggles. He looked down at your now intertwined hands, his blushed just deepened, and the sight of it made you burst into laughter, unable to contain how really adorable he looked. Lando, still holding your hand, smirked playfully and tugged on it, pulling you closer to him until you practically toppled onto his chest.
âCome here you.â He chuckled, his other arm wrapping instantly around your waist as you settled against him, your laughter mingling with his. âWas that some sort of a ârizzâ move?â Lando teased, his face still flushed as he looked down at you, amusement dancing in his eyes.
âWell, it totally worked, didnât it?â You shot back, grinning widely.
âYeah, it really did, you cheeky woman.â Lando admitted softly, his voice dipping as he leaned closer to you.
Landoâs lips brushed yours in the gentlest of kisses, his hand still holding yours tightly, fingers perfectly entwined. The kiss was soft and sweet, filled with the unspoken connection between you both, and so in love with how it felt. When he pulled back, he rested his forehead against yours, his smile now more relaxed and adoring.
âYouâre way too good at this.â Lando whispered, his voice a little husky, though the playful glint never left his eyes.
âWhat can I say? Iâve got game.â You winked at him and giggled, squeezing his hand again. Landoâs eyes met yours and he leaned in again, pressing a few soft kisses on your lips.
âYeah? Youâre full of cheeky moves, arenât you?â He smiled, whispering against your lips, his breath warm and gentle.
âHm, maybe.â You grinned, your noses brushing.
âWell, whatever you called that, it worked.â Lando chuckled, pulling you even closer and pressing a kiss to your temple.
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kbd âYou gather the family consensus on a fifth baby. mom!reader x dad!Steve, 2k
The first baby you and Steve have is a ringer for him. Sheâs his copy down to the eyelashes, and she has his good heart. Sheâs a good sister, a beautiful daughter, and sheâs a brilliant student.Â
But growing up makes you curious.
âMom, why are you in the bathroom again?âÂ
You laugh nervously. âWhat?â you ask, gaze on your hands.Â
âYouâve been in here like ten times today! Are you okay?âÂ
She sound so, so cute when sheâs suspicious. Her voice twists up and her concern feels too big. She knows itâs not normal to go to the bathroom this many times and sheâs clearly not okay with this new development.Â
She knocks the door hard. âDo you need me to get dad?âÂ
You open the door and pull her in quickly. She giggles, startled to be grabbed and put on the counter, her hair falling into her eyes the same wavy pattern as her dads. Heâs got strong genes. Steve stamps the kids as Harringtonâs, all except your Beth, who looks just like you.Â
âMom, what the heck is going on?âÂ
âIâm gonna ask you a huge question and you have to tell me your first answer. Donât worry about anything else. Be honest, okay?âÂ
âOkay. Youâre making me nervous.âÂ
You show her your pregnancy test. âYou know what this means?âÂ
She wrinkles her nose. âDid you pee on that?âÂ
âI did. Babe, do you know what that means, though?âÂ
âYouâre having another baby?â Avery guesses. You go quiet. She beams at you. âWait! Wait, mom, are you having another baby?âÂ
âI donât know yet.â One positive test and six negatives makes you think it was a mistake, but youâve been pregnant four times before. Youâre starting to feel like an expert. âIf I did have another baby, what would you think?âÂ
She tips her head back. You put the test aside and take her smaller hands into yours. Sheâs so pretty, all your babies are beautiful, and theyâre all so special, and maybe you do want another one. Is that crazy?Â
You nibble your lip as Avery thinks.Â
âWell, we need a bigger house.âÂ
You nod agreeably. âWe do.âÂ
âI love being a big sister.âÂ
âYouâre the best one there ever was.âÂ
Avery holds your hands back, still smiling. âWell, mommy, I think itâs good. Then I will have four sisters. Thatâs even more than Stacey K.âÂ
You look her dead in the eye, but itâs all love pouring between you both. âSo if mommy wants to have another baby, thatâs okay? Youâd be happy?âÂ
Avery puckers for a kiss, which you give. You wrap your arms around her and push her head into your neck. âHave another baby if you want, mommy,â she says, laughing, âI love babies. Um, most of the time. More now you got us the sound machine.âÂ
âAvery⌠donât tell anybody, okay? Can we keep this our secret? I donât know if Iâm gonna have another one yet. I need to make sure everyoneâs happy first.âÂ
Avery pats your back. Itâs adorable. âSure, mommy.âÂ
You ask Beth, next. Stealing her away from her colouring sometime later that day, you pull your second eldest against your chest outside in the back yard and watch the clouds move in the sky as it changes from blue to carnation pink. âBubby?âÂ
âYeah?â Beth asks.Â
âCan I ask you a secret question?âÂ
âYes.â She looks away from the sky. âWhy?âÂ
âBecause I care about what you think, okay?âÂ
âI know.âÂ
You ask Beth if another baby would be too many. She says no. She says she needs a brother, maybe twins if you can manage it, but itâs fine if you canât. You kiss her cheek and spend another ten minutes with her staring up at the changing colours.
The first test being positive rocked your world. You were happy, but shocked to find yourself grinning at the two pink lines, because you thought four was enough. Thereâs a few years between each of your girls and youâd never expect to be pregnant again so soon after the last âyou and Steve had one good night a fortnight ago. Wrenâs not even a year old.Â
Why do you want another baby so badly?Â
You kiss Beth again. You love your kids, and you finally, finally got that promotion at work, and youâd been thinking about moving anyway, because two of the girls are sharing a room. You didnât bring it up in fear of upsetting your sentimental husband before it was necessary. All your babies grew up here. This is where you and Steve started your life, and itâs never perfect but itâs amazing, and heâll not want to leave it.Â
He would be much happier if you left to make room for another baby, though.Â
If you ask Dove what she thinks, sheâll probably say yes and grumble, and then spill the secret, so you donât ask, but you watch her carefully for a while when Steve demands you and Beth come back inside.Â
You let Beth run off and sit down.Â
âYouâll catch a bug,â he says, leaning over your seat at the kitchen table to kiss your cheek. âYouâre already freezing.âÂ
âWe were watching the sun go down.âÂ
âWatch from the window.â He squints at you, his arms wrapping around your front. âSomething wrong?âÂ
âNo.â
âOkay, liar.â He taps your chin until you lift it and kisses you soundly. âItâs a good thing youâre this beautiful. You wouldnât get away with your shit if you werenât.âÂ
âMy shit.âÂ
He grins into another kiss. âSorry,â he says, kissing you softly. âIâm kidding, I love you, donât frown at me.âÂ
You entrap him for a skewiff hug. He couldnât be more eager, nosing at your cheek, the baby and Dove giggling at something where they sit at the table eating skinny banana slices.Â
âTheyâre like us,â Steve says, following your gaze, âbest friends.âÂ
You push him away from you gently. âShush. Donât you have stuff to do?âÂ
âI bet you think so. But no, I donât, Iâve done everything.âÂ
Four kids is a lot, and somehow you and Steve have gotten really, really good at being their parents. You have four healthy, happy girls, with all the food they could ever eat and more princess dresses than they could ever wear. Now itâs six thirty on a Saturday and all thatâs left to do is watch some TV.Â
Maybe youâre an idiot to mess this up.Â
âI need to pee really badly, so watch the baby.âÂ
âJerk,â you say. You do not need to be told to watch your own baby.Â
He snickers as he leaves.Â
It was the high of the test. That first positive test was just a shock, is all. Your life is perfect now, nothing needs to change, because Steve loves you more and more everyday, and you adore him âyouâd do anything for him and your girls. You and Steve would treasure another baby, but some things arenât meant to be.Â
Butâ but you could have another one. So youâre not pregnant right now, so what? Steve would have another baby with you if you asked. Heâd probably spin you around in circles and call you the best, sweetest woman alive. You could spend the next nine months on the couch and heâd still think that way.Â
âBaby?â Steve calls.Â
âWhat, dad?â Bethie asks.Â
âNot you, baby. Mommy, can you come here?âÂ
Your system gets another shock. Shit, the bathroom.Â
You grab Wren to her horror and Doveâs jealousy and chug her along to the bathroom. You couldâve left her in her high chair, but soft bananas are a scary task for an unsupervised baby who eats mash for every meal.
Steveâs waiting in the doorway. Itâs a small bathroom, and you can see as quickly as he can the mess of pregnancy strip tests you left on top of the bathroom trash can. Thereâs two in his hand.Â
âSteve, I was gonna tell you about it,â you say, frowning.Â
He frowns back. âYeah?â he asks.Â
âReally. I mean, obviously I would have,â âyou tell each other everythingâ âbut I was trying to work out how I feel, and the girls too. Avery always wants more sisters and Beth said she wants a brother andââ You smile. âI know I said we were done having babies for a while, if ever again, I know that was me, but when I thought I was pregnant again I got this rush of happiness going through me like a wave.â You shift Wren and her frowning higher up your chest. Sheâs appeased by a quick kiss pressed to the top of her head. âI donât know why but I think I really want another baby.âÂ
He leans against the doorway, his arms crossing, with a strange expression playing on his mouth.Â
âYou can probably tell. I took like, twenty tests,â you exaggerate, embarrassed by your impromptu speech. âI kept hoping theyâd come up positive. I got one positive first and the rest were negative, so I guess it was just a fluke.âÂ
âOhhh,â he says, smiling around it. âOh, that makes more sense.âÂ
âWhat makes sense?âÂ
âI think they just needed a little more time to cook, honey. Theyâre all positive.â He isnât good at hiding how happy he feels. âYou really want another one?âÂ
Heâs achingly hopeful.Â
You close the gap between you to lean on him and check the tests. âIt must be super early,â Steve murmurs.Â
âWell, it was only two and a half weeks ago,â you murmur back, seeing the double pink lines for yourself. Both tests are positive. âThe ones in there, theyâreâŚâÂ
âTheyâre all positive. When was the last time you had your eyes tested?â
âIt was dark in there,â you joke, not sure what to say, even as a crest of pure joy begins to rise through your entire body. Your hands hum.Â
âYou want another baby?â he asks, pulling you tightly against him. âThen letâs have another baby. Letâs do it. You can have everything you want.âÂ
You stare at him.Â
He nods. âWe can do it. Letâs have another baby.âÂ
Heat in your eyes, the barest line of tears in your waterline as you give him a one-armed hug. âYou want to?â you ask.Â
He breathes out by your ear. âThatâs a dumb question. And itâs pretty good luck, right? I mean, we werenât trying, I didnât even know you wanted another one, so for it to catchâŚâ He does that groaning pleased thing where he buries his nose against the side of your face.Â
âI didnât know until the test was in my hand.âÂ
He laughs happily into your skin before he pulls away. He kisses you, he kisses Wren, and he flicks your tummy gently. âHoly shit, thatâs a lot of Harringtons.âÂ
You get another loving kiss for all your efforts. âSteve?â you ask, eyes still closed, his face hovering just an inch away from your own.Â
âWhat, honey?â He says it like light of my life, angel, sweetheart, all the devotion you're used to.Â
âWeâre probably gonna have to move.âÂ
âAre you kidding? I already figured it all out. Weâre gonna convert the attic.âÂ
You laugh as he dots a kiss against your cheek. âWe are?âÂ
âI got a quote a couple of months ago, I figured if Beth and Avery got too picky we could give Avery a new room upstairs. But itâll still work, donât you think?âÂ
You finally descend into giggly happy tears and Steve pretends heâs immune, but you hear him sniffing as you stroke Wren's chubby cheek with your finger. âWhat do you think, sweetheart?â you ask softly. âDo you want a baby sister? How about a brother? What are you thinking?âÂ
She gurgles her own laugh. âDa,â she says, pointing at Steve like heâs funny.Â
âDo I get to decide?â Steve asks her, gasping happily.Â
Steve has a lot more to say about it all later that night when the kids are sleeping, baby Wren on his chest, just for an hour before you both sleep too.Â
He starts with asking if youâre sure, which you are for now, then the scary stuff, because you got really exhausted last time and itâs not going to be easier. He talks so much and you just lay there, in awe, because he means what he told you. You can have everything you want. Steveâs gonna make sure of it.Â
âIâll get you some prenatals in the morning, okay?â he promises, stroking hearts into Wrenâs sleeping back.Â
You shift over the pillow to kiss his cheek. âThanks, H. I love you.âÂ
âI love you so much I donât think you get it,â he says, tipping his head your way.
But you do. Itâs why five kids feels like a gift, and not a curse. You get how much he loves you.Â
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Bows, Lilac, and Kittens
Summary: Han doesnât think heâs needy, unlike what his band mates believe, but that all changes when he sees you in his favorite type of lingerie.
Pairing: established relationship idol Han x fab reader
Genre: smut 18+ MDNI
Word count: 1.3k
Warnings: pussy job, fingering, oral sex (f receiving), cum tasting.
Notes: idk I think Jisung would be into this haha I hope you like it! If so consider a reblog, comment, and like âĄ
Please do not copy, translate, modify, use, or repost this work elsewhere without my permission. Šmoonchild9350 (2024)
âBabe, do you think Iâm needy?â
Your boyfriend Jisung had just walked through the door, screaming the question as he made his way to your bedroom. You stepped out of the bathroom, a towel wrapped around your body since you were fresh out of the shower. You looked at Jisung, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, a pout on his face, making his cheeks seem bigger. He had his arms crossed, as he looked at you with his big boba eyes, as he awaited your answer.
âNo, of course not baby,â you replied as you walked over to your dresser, pulling out a pair of panties and a shirt.
You pulled the shirt over your head and then slid one leg and then the other through your panties, pulling them up over your hips, the band snapping in place as they settled over your ass. You wanted to tease Jisung, to prove a point. Your boyfriend thought he wasnât needy, but that was far from the truth, especially in the bedroom. Proving your point, you heard Jisung let out a whimper, your head immediately turning to look at the man after hearing the sound.
His eyes were trained on your ass, his mouth open. Anyone would say he was enamored with the flesh, not too flat but a nice roundness to the globes, but you knew better. Yes, you know Jisung loves every part of you, but there was one thing that drove him crazy, bringing out the neediness in him. That was your panties and not just any panties, but the ones you kept that were cute more than sexy, little patterns decorated across the fabric and a little bow in the center.
You looked down and noticed what panties you had chosen this time, a smirk forming across your face. The fabric was a soft lilac with little kittens littered across them, a little pink bow on the band. Looking up, you took in how Jisung wiggled in place, his eyes never leaving your pelvis. You felt your pussy clench at the attention, his gaze turning you on.
âMmmm,â you said, slowly walking towards your lover, âmaybe youâre a little needy after all.â
Jisung was practically drooling, his mouth open, and eyes wide. You noticed the tent in his pants, watching as he let out yet another whimper.
âWanna see more?â You teased, your fingers playing with the hem of your shirt.
Jisung nodded his head, his hair flopping up and down obscuring his eyes. He pushed the hair out of his face and looked up at you.
âYes, yes please,â he begged.
You giggled at his desperation before pulling your shirt up, your panties on display. You were dripping, your arousal seeping into the material. Jisung gripped your waist suddenly and yanked you toward him, burying his face in your pelvis, as he inhaled deeply, taking in your scent.
He placed kiss after kiss along your mound before dipping his head lower and darting his tongue out, the tip of the muscle brushing against your clothed clit. You jerked at the sensation, your hands gripping your shirt tighter as Jisung continued to lick the bud. You felt more slick gush into your panties as you slowly rocked your hips, fucking yourself on his tongue.
You tossed your head back, lost in the pleasure Jisung was giving you, the warm feeling spreading throughout your belly. You felt you could cum like this, the feeling close, the band expanding in your belly letting you know sweet bliss was close. But, before you could open your mouth to let him know, he pulled himself back, a string of saliva connecting his lips to the material of your panties.
Jisung groaned, looking at the mess he made, the material soaked and sticking to your skin. Without warning he yanked you onto the bed and spread your legs.
âTake your shirt off baby,â he said breathlessly as he slid his sweats and boxers down, his cock springing free of its confines.
You slid your shirt up and over your head, your tits on display for the man above you. You spread your legs wider as he stepped in between them, eyes glued to your covered core, stroking his cock.
âYouâre soaked baby,â he groaned, reaching out his finger to press the material of your panties to your core.
Shivering at his touch, you replied, âall for you Sungie.â
âAll for me,â he whispered, grasping his cock once more to drag it through your covered folds.
You let out a moan, grasping the sheets below as he slid his cock again and again through the fabric. You were dripping, your slick soaking the panties creating a sheer effect. Each stroke of his cock slipped against your clit, the tip kissing the swollen bud over and over.
Jisung let out a strangled cry, before he shifted your panties to the side, slipping his cock beneath the material. He pressed the hard appendage down, the head slipping through your thick folds, causing a squelching sound to be heard.
âOhh my god, babe,â Jisung moaned out as he frantically began to thrust his hips, pressing his shaft to glide through your folds. Your breath kicked up, as the pleasure increased, that sensation building up once more in your belly. You moaned out as Jisung whimpered, his brow furrowed as he concentrated on fucking your lips.
âLook at that baby,â he managed to breathe out, âyour soaking, can see my cock between your cute little folds.â
You looked down, your pussy clenching at the sight. Jisung was right, your panties were soaked through, Jisungâs cock clearly visible beneath the material. You looked up at your lover, watching as he scrunched up his eyes, lost in pleasure, and guided your gaze down, your eyes landing on his pelvis and then back to your soaking pussy.
You laid back onto the sheets, a sigh leaving your lips as you focused on the warm sensation, emptying your mind as it spread throughout your body. You were floating in that space you go to every now and then, as it was quiet throughout the room, the only sounds heard were your soft moans, Jisungâs whimpers, and your wet pussy. Your reverie was broken at the sound of your boyfriendâs voice, your eyes fluttering open.
âPlay with your tits baby,â Jisung said.
You could tell he was close, there desperation in his eyes as he sped up his thrusts, the head of his cock hitting against your clit. You whimpered and shook your head, bringing your hands to your tits, grasping the flesh in your hands. You flicked your nipples, your eyes on Jisung as he watched you, his hips never faltering. Your moans grew louder as you squeezed and pinched your nipples, shocks of pleasures running down your spine to your core.
âIâm close Sungie,â you whined, the added sensation to your nipples causing the coil to tighten even more.
Jisung whimpered and shook his head, as his thrusts became more sporadic. âCum with me baby,â he whined, âplease, please, please,â he chanted over and over before he stilled, letting out a loud groan as his hot cum spurt onto your mound and panties.
The sight of your boyfriendâs high and the feel of his tip sliding up against your clit caused you to tip of the edge, as the coil snapped, warmth spreading throughout your body. You moaned out, pinching your nipples as you rode out your high. Jisung watched you from above, his eyes darting between your face and your little hole, watching as it clenched around nothing.
Taking a breath, you dropped your hands and reached down, sliding your finger through his cum on your pelvis before bringing it to your lips and wrapping them around the digit. You moaned as you sucked his cum off your finger, the salty taste settling on your tongue. Removing your finger from your mouth with a pop, you grinned at the boy above you.
âGod I love you baby,â Jisung said, leaning down to press a kiss to your lips.
He looked down at your panties, completely ruined from your slick and his cum.
âAww what a shame,â Jisung said, as he pushed your panties back in place. âI actually liked this pair. Guess Iâm gonna have to buy you a new pair huh.â
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Hi! My inbox is being evil again (it's trying to keep us apart!) and temporarily deleting the exact requests I want to find, so here's a copy+paste of the request I got and thank you so much anon :)
could you do a james x fem!reader where he helps her through a particularly bad panic attack and then just cuddles her and grounds her again? i get them all the time and the thought of the comfort just makes me feel better :,)
cw: modern au, panic attack
James Potter x fem!reader ⥠730 words
James knows itâd be no help to tell you how scared these attacks make him, but they do make him very scared. He imagines itâs not too different from your reasoning right now; he knows, ultimately, that youâll be alright, but the thought doesnât provide as much comfort as it should when heâs watching you with your breaths coming quick and short and your nails digging into your own palm like you can hurt yourself worse on the surface that whateverâs doing this to you.Â
He starts there. Takes your hand and uncurls your fingers, threading them through his.Â
âYouâre okay,â he tells you, sitting on the coffee table with his knees touching yours. He shuts the computer on your lap, easing it out of your grip to move it away. âTake a breath, sweetheart.âÂ
If you can still hear him you show no sign of it. A tear forms in the corner of your eye, falling when you blink. He can feel your heartbeat jumping where the base of his palm rests over your wrist.Â
âCan I give you a hug?âÂ
There, a slight nod. James curls towards you eagerly, if a bit awkwardly, his knees on either side of your thighs and sitting a bit taller than you while he rubs your back. He makes big, sweeping circles, hoping to lull you with the slow pattern. Tears slug down your cheeks in curved lines, his shirt collecting their damp masses.Â
âItâll pass, angel. It always does, yeah? I know it feels like itâs not going to get better, but it will. Youâre doing so good. So, so good, my love.âÂ
Your breath wheezes slightly on the way in, evidence of your diligent efforts, and when it comes out a low, pained sound comes with it. James feels it deep in his throat. He increases his pressure on your back.Â
âIs this okay?â he worries, then feels shitty. Youâre hardly up for questioning right now. He tries to sound certain. âFocus on my hand, angel. Youâre okay, Iâve got you. Take a big breath for me.âÂ
He feels you try, your little sob when it doesnât go as deep as either of you want.Â
âI canâtââÂ
âYou can, itâs alright. Youâre already doing so much better, see? Itâs going away.âÂ
This one is worse than some of the others James has sat through with you. It seems to take ages for your breathing to slow down, and a while after that until he feels your heart find a somewhat normal rhythm under his palm.Â
He knows youâre with him, more present, when you move your legs to give him easier access to you. James adjusts eagerly, giving you a proper hug. Your crying is less stilted now. He never thought heâd be so relieved to hear you sniffle and weep on his shoulder.Â
âThere you are,â he sighs, holding you tight. âYou did it, sweetheart.âÂ
âJames,â you whimper.Â
âI know, but youâre okay. Keep breathing nice and deep,â he reminds you, worried another one will start up. âYou made it. Now all you have to do is take it easy for a while.âÂ
âThank you.â Your voice is a soft, small thing. It encourages James back from you, though only far enough to see your face. One tear hangs from your bottom lashes like a dewdrop from a petal. When he kisses beneath your eye it transfers to his skin.Â
âNo thanks necessary.â He kisses you on your other cheek, just to make it even. âYou did all the hard work yourself.âÂ
âStill,â you say, a bit wobbly, âthanks.âÂ
James frowns. He allows himself to stop rubbing that same endless circle on your back, brushes a piece of hair away from your face. âAnytime,â he tells you sincerely.Â
The worst of your crying seems over, but the look you give him suggests you might start again. James likes to think of himself as a man unafraid of tears and strong emotions; heâll let you cry all night if thatâs what you need. Still, heâd prefer to avoid it.Â
âHow do you feel?â he asks quickly. âDo you want some water? We could go for a walk, it might help to be outside.âÂ
You donât want to do either of those, but you do consent to another hug. Which, really, is a better outcome than heâd dared to hope for.Â
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PAINT ME LIKE MONA LISA
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OT7 ENHYPEN x fem!reader . . . CONTENT / WARNING(S) : fluff + est relationship + not proofread . . WORD COUNT : 812 . CHECK MARK !!
( REBLOGS + FEEDBACK APPRECIATED !! )
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"Hee, don't move." You suddenly warn, your pencil balancing in between your fingers as you hold your palm up. "Please don't tell me a bomb is gonna detonate, babe." he jokes, and you chuckle, the sound of your pencil stratching the paper fills the room. "Are you drawing something?" He asks, and you hum. "Yup, wanna take a guess what i'm drawing?" You try to do this quickly while Heeseung is standing as still as he can. "Not sure. Care to tell me, pretty girl?" Heeseung itches his nose quickly, which goes unnoticed by you. "Obviously Mr.Handsome is my muse today."
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Saw you placing a bowl of fruit on the table, adjusting it and looking at it from all angles. Jay starts getting interested in what you're doing, so he gets closer to you from his hiding spot behind a corner. You hum delighted and return to your seat, but see Jay standing there. "Hello?" You ask with a chuckle. "Hey, sweetness. What's going on here?" Jay asked. "Nothing much, just an art project for school, they want us to do realism." You go on and explain the assignment. "So, like in the movies?" He asks, referring to how most movies use a bowl of fruits. You nod your head, and Jay gives you a kiss on the cheek for good luck.
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Jake walks into your room and sees the painting resting on the floor, the paint still looking moist. It's like the canvas is whispering for him to come closer, because he does, his eyes observing each detail. Without noticing, Jake's finger gets closer to the canvas, brushing against the edge softly. "Aye! Don't touch!" You exclaimed upon entering your room and seeing him hunched on the floor. "sorry babe, but this is absolutely gorgous!" He says, a wide smile presenting itself on his lips. "Thank you, but you gotta be careful, babe." You laugh awkwardly, hunching down beside him to admire your art with him.
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He sees you pull out a sketch book and a pen, his eyes glued to the movement of your wrist. "Are you drawing me?" He asks with a smirk as he poses jokingly. "You wish." You chuckle and turn the block around so that he can get a view of it. Sunghoon takes a while to look over the rough sketch, and you start to wonder if he's actually observing it, or just zoning-out. You raise and eyebrow, and he says, "You know, I am a much better view than a simple window." He glides his arm around your waist and pulls you in. "I'm sure you are." You say, pressing you lips to the corner of his mouth.
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You and him went to an art museum, his hands holding yours while you take your time to watch each exhibition before either taking a picture, which Sunoo knoows you'll use later as reference, or pulling out a small piece of paper form your bag and a pencil as you sketch the art while explaining the history behind the artworks. "That's really interesting." He says, and follows you around while you repeat the pattern of taking a photo, sketching and explaining. "Imagine if they one day put up your art, angel." he says in awe, and you reply, "then I'll tell them that the history of it is my love for you."
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He sees you curled up in bed with your art block on the bed as you sketch on it lazily while laying down, waiting for inspiration to flow into your head. Jungwon sees you through the door when he walks by, and walks back to make sure of what he saw. Naturally he walks in, catching your attention. You hum at the sight of him and he plops onto the floor after grabbing a pencil from your desk causing yiu to stop drawing and look at him confused. So far, you've only drawn sunflowers and fishes very sloppily. Jungwon sees them and tries to copy the best he could, but let's just say he did his best. "That's a cute one." You giggle, seeing his attempt.
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Your first date with him was an artistic and creative one. He took you to an art cafe and challanged you to a paiting conset, but he underestimated you and drew a nice sunset instead, confident that he'd win the bet easily. "Times up!" He says with a smirk, and you smile brightly and let go off the brush. "Do you wanna go first?" You ask, and Riki shrugs. "Alright, but be prepared to be blown away." You clap the sight of his scenery, and he urges you to show yours. As you turn the canvas to him, his jaw drops and you chuckle. "So what do I win?" you ask after he was done gaping. "How about a kiss?" He asks, and delivers.
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there were so many things abby loved. loved the way you silently sat at your dresser, applying your skincare early in the mornings, when no one else was awake, birds quietly humming and singing a tune youâve both probably heard so many times that you could sing it in your sleep, and grumbling each time you messed up. she loved, adored, watching you walk in and out the closet, new pieces of clothing in your hands each time, asking her what she thought about every individual piece, and if she loved a shirt more than a pair of jeans, you would simply roll your eyes playfully and threw them at her before once again making your way back into the closet, huffing each time she would laugh at your indecisiveness. abby even loves it when youâre dressed in something a little warmer for the cold weather after spending several minutes looking at each outfit, that you slump yourself beside her on the bed, when sheâs still not even up yet, and curl up into her side, threading your fingers through her hair, tucking strands behind her ear that have escaped the small elastic keeping it together, or at least trying to keep it together.
whispering soft i love youâs against her cheek when she tried to bury her face in the crook of your neck constantly, running your fingers up and down her back, drawing random patterns in your wake. waking up, getting ready, and picking an outfit was your normal routine, but instantly lying beside abby the second you were done, waiting for her to wake up, playing with her hair, and kissing her face, was something you always did. it was something you both did together. no matter the mood or time. but abbys all-time favorite thing you do? something that melts her heart into a puddle, even if sheâs just woken up? it will always be the way your fingers graze her jaw, brushing your knuckles over her cheek, kissing the apple of her cheeks and gently lifting her face, cupping it carefully between your hands, like precious cargo and littering a kiss on every inch of her skin. giggling against her forehead when she lets out a disgruntled whine when she picks up on you missing her mouth completely and not giving in to her that quickly. âyouâre so cute,â you grinned, pulling away from her forehead, copying her pout and roll your eyes playfully. âyouâre so needy in the mornings, what do you want?âÂ
âa kiss. my kissâ abby grumbled, making no effort to pull her face away.
âyou forgot some words in thereâ you trailed off, kissing the tip of her nose.
âgive me my kiss now?â blue eyes quick to meet yours the second the question left her mouth. âplease?â she added seconds later when seeing your scowl.
her eyes fluttered closed when you brushed your thumb across her cheek, pulled her face closer to your own, and pressed the softest kiss against her lips. a kiss that she melted more into as one of her hands found your waist, and the other found the back of your head. soft huffed breaths and hums fell from the blonde when your teeth nipped and nibbled at her bottom lip carefully. âyouâre lucky i love you so muchâ you muttered into her lips, smiling at the action of her pushing flyaway hairs out your face. âand that youâre so adorableâ
âmânot adorableâ abby huffed, slumping her forehead against yours. âi love youâ
âyes you are, my adorable handsome girlfriendâ you nodded, planting a final kiss on her lips. one that she would have loved to continue if you didnât slap her knee gently, pulling out her trance. ânow as much as i love you, mânot waiting another 4 hours for you to get out of bed, come on, you promised me breakfast!â
âpatience womanâ she grumbled under her breath, pushing a pillow into your face.
âwhat was that?â
âi love you, love of my life!â abby yelled, already jumping off the bed and rushing off into the bathroom.Â
âcrazy girlâ you couldnât help but laugh. âiâll make us something to drink before we leave!â
âmâkay, just make sure you donât steal the chocolate! that was for our movie marathon tonightâ the blonde called out behind the bathroom door. the words had you snapping your head around quickly.Â
âwhat?!â
âdo not steal it!â
âyou evil womanâ
âyou love meâ
âi really doâ
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Baby fever
Husband!Chan x reader
word count;3,200
Summary: Your husband, Bangchan has finally decided that he too wants a baby, after you constantly pestering him & getting it into how good parents you would both be.
-just HAD to write this after I got an ask about & then having my amazing 𪍠anon AGREEING which has now encouraged me to write this heheh,
18+, MDNI, SMUT WARNINGS UNDER THE CUT
ŠANY translation, copy & paste, posting of my work is strictly forbidden for ANY posts/ writing i post.
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SMUT WARNINGS: PIV, oral(f rec), B R E E D I N G kink, creampie, lactation kink if you squint, nipple sucking, slight dirty talk, channie is BBBIIIGGG, bulge kink, body worship, marking, lovemaking, praise, aftercare but more off screen, 99% smut 1% backstory :3
You & your husband, Chan are just strolling around Walmart, doing some grocery shopping for your fridge & cupboards & you both end up walking past the small clothes section & your eyes land instantly on the cute newborn baby onzies & cute baby packs of socks.
"Channieeee, how can you even look at this n not want a baby? the clothes are so teeny & adorable!" you cheer, looking at him with a big smile & doe eyes on your face & chan just looks at you & rolls his eyes, smiling at you as he reaches out to touch the baby clothes, looking at all the cute patterns on them.
"Shhh! It's not that I don't want a baby, It's just scary! You say the exact same quote every time we walk past anything to do with babies I can rehearse it!" He giggles before putting his hand up & splaying it across the little onzie, comparing the size to it.
"I know but I'm just dyyying for a baby! Would you prefer a boy or a girl? & you've been saying you'll 'think about it' for monthhhs! We'd be the best parents on earth n you know it, I've seen you with kids & you'd be the best dad evverrrrr!" you cheer back, reaching out to ruffle his soft black hair & he kneans into your touch.
"I wouldn't care if about gender as long as I got a mini us & I knowww but still! You've came off the pill so now we just gotta see if it happens, can you get us some tomatoes? We forgot to pick em up." He questions you, putting both hands back on the cart & giving you a kiss on your cheek, making you blush.
"Doesn't mean much if you pull out Channie! I'll grab five." you sigh as you leave your husband & walk to go get what he asked you to. Chan watches you leave before he looks back at some of the cute baby clothes & he picks up three different onzies in different stripes & also polka dot patterns, he also picks up a cute little white baby hat before he buries it underneath the small mountain of items still in the cart before making his way to the checkout, texting you to just put the tomatoes back & meet him at the car.
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"I didn't even realise that you'd asked me for tomatoes but while I was there I remembered you don't even like tomatoes!" You whine as you buckle in your seatbelt, turning to look at the man beside you, now laughing as he turns the key.
"I just wanted to see if you'd remember! You failed the test." he chirps back & you swat him on the arm jokingly & he just laughs at you again before driving back to your shared home.
The rest of the day goes without a hitch, Chan insists on putting the items away & you don't complain, deciding to just tidy up your shared bedroom instead, reorganising the room & making the bed before deciding to just do some laundry since you have the habit of letting it pile up.
You are sorting out your jewellery box, using your shirt to make each piece shinier before replacing each part, fully rearranging the box in front of you when your bedroom door opens & Chan enters the room, hands behind his back.
"Ah, what ya doin babe?" he questions, looking a bit antsy. "Just tidying, why? Wha'cha hiding?" you reply, your head nodding towards him, referring to whatever he is holding behind his frame.
"well eh, I couldn't decide if I was gonna hide it for a while longer or if I wanted to lay it on the bed with rose petals or something, make it all romantic but you caught me, can I do that or are you gonna be stubborn n make me show you now?" he hums to you & you frown your eyebrows at him, chuckling as you try move your head to see what is in his hands, but he is quicker & keeps moving his frame.
"You know me too well, I really am that stubborn, show meeee." you reply as you do as he asks of you anyway & you stand in front of him before closing your eyes & cupping your hands in front of the both of you.
He takes in a deep breath & you just know his hands are shaking behind is back. "Just know y/nnie, no pressure! I don't want you to feel like I'm putting you on the spot." he says in a soft voice as he places something in your hands.
You open your eyes after nodding at his words & look down & what is it you see? A few of the tiny baby onzies you were dreaming over just a few hours ago & an adorable tiny tiny baby hat laying on top of them.
You look up at Chan, nerves smeared all over his features, his adams apple moving through his throat as he swallows, not taking his eyes off you as his hands cup themselves over the outside of yours, his thumbs caressing your hands.
"Is this what I think this means, Channie?" you ask, your mind going at a million miles an hour & the butterflies in your stomach being that crazy you're convinced they're about to fly out of your mouth.
"Uh.. yeah, I've had my mind up for a while, just got a bit scared to directly say it I guess?" he replies, his cheeks a shade of rose pink as you can feel his hands slightly shaking & getting warmer against your as he keeps his on yours.
"Channie, you're so silly, there was nothing to be scared of when I've been begging you to knock me up!" you joke as you softly throw the small fabric on the chest of drawers beside you both before practically throwing yourself at him, connecting your lips together, he freezes for a second before melting into your touch & kissing you back passionately.
He ushers you towards the bed & you lay down once the back of your knees hit the edge of your bed & chan follows right behind you, putting his hand & forearm on the bed beside your head to hold up his weight as his tongue begins to break past your lips, tasting you deeper, which you have no problem reciprocating.
You worm your hands beneath one of his usual black shirts & you feel over his chiselled abs, making him squirm. "You really are desperate, aren'cha?" he teases as he takes the three seconds to take his top off before getting back into the same position he was in before, taking the time to admire your slightly reddened & spit glossed lips.
"Well why waste time when I've been begging for so long?" you chirp back as you wriggle yourself up the bed, making chan follow not long behind you.
Your husband just smirks at you before kissing the tip of your nose. "I love you, soooo much, you mean the world n more to me." he murmurs in a sweet tone to you before he begins to kiss your jawline before making his way down to your neck, nibbling on different spots of your neck before lightly suckling on the exact same parts of skin, leaving four dark red marks on the right side of your neck.
Chan bunches your shirt up at the top of your chest, not bothering to take it off as he wriggles himself downwards just an inch & begins to fondle your tits over your bra as he kisses the parts not covered by the fabric & you sit up just enough to unclasp it for him & he lets out a hum of approval before taking a look up at you, the both of your eyes completely full of lust, pupils blown out & your stomach does a flip.
He cups your right tit in his hand as he starts to tongue your left nipple, your nipples perking up even more than what the cold air caused. He takes it in his mouth & suckles on it, making your back arch off the bed & you let out a small hum as you let your fingers find their way into his hair, playing with it.
"Your tits are so perfect, can't even imagine these filled with milk, try save me some, alright?" he says, more to himself but he still takes the time to look up at you, his fingers not stalling on your right nipple before reattaching his pretty, pink, puffy lips to your nipple, sucking on it as if it's the last time he will ever do so.
"Channie with a lactation kink? who woulda guessed." you chuckle at him as he switches tit, repeating the action & you close your eyes, simply taking in the feeling.
He then stops his motions & gives yet another hickey to your left tit before kissing all the way down your stomach before pushing your shorts & underwear off your smooth legs without much struggle.
"How do you blame me, have you seen you?" he remarks back at your words, not even looking up at you this time as he now settles down at your legs before pushing them open, now looking at your pretty, now glistening cunt & he sighs, a dreamy look painting his features & your heart melts.
He wants to tease you but his own patience is wearing thin so after a few kisses to your thighs, working his way inwards, not missing the way you squirm & twitch beneath him as your thighs rest on his broad shoulders & he licks a long, slow stripe up your cunt which makes you shudder.
He uses the tip of his tongue to slightly tease you but mostly to get a deeper taste by licking the outside part of your folds before using his tongue to part them further before he works his way up to your clit & begins kitten licking it.
"Chan, like that, fingers please." you request, sucking a breath through your teeth, trying your best to stay still for him. "say please n I will" he teases to you before moving away from your clit, much at your disapproval & begins teasing your now leaking hole.
"Pretty pleaseee, Channie, please." You beg as you try push your hips towards him, giving him that little bit extra of your cunt on his lips & he obviously can't help but let out a muffled groan as he starts to grind his hips against the bedsheets, trying to ease even a tiny bit of the pressure in his cock as he listens to your pleas & enters his middle & index finger into your pussy, a small squelch being heard.
He picks up the pace on your clit as he begins to suck & nibble on it, not caring about how much spit is escaping his lips as his fingers match the same speed, doing a 'come here' motion & you begin grinding against his face, your hands reaching down to twist your nipples in your fingers as you begin to fall apart.
"Gonna cum channie, don't stop." you basically demand as your eyes scrunch closed & your legs close in on his head, but he doesn't budge & continues at the same speed, smirking into you & humming & moaning into you & your orgasm bubbles over not even five seconds later, moaning his name non stop.
He lets you ride out your orgasm on his tongue & fingers as he slowly slows down his movements until you begin to whine & he knows your body well enough to know it's the overstimulation setting in.
He pulls out his fingers & puts them up to his mouth & sucks the orgasm you just had off his fingers & groans to himself before licking his lips & then making his way back up to you & kissing you, allowing you to taste yourself on his tongue & you whimper on his lips.
"Taste as good as always, do you still wanna do this Channie? You can still pull out if you have any doubts." you reassure him, cupping his cheek with your hand & moving your thumb back & forth, giving him a warm smile. "I'd never back out babe, especially now that it's out in the open, lemme put this baby in you, mkay?" he chirps, nuzzling into your touch before allowing you to sit up so you can take your top off & he strips too, his cock slapping against his lower stomach as he helps manoeuvre you towards the edge of the bed & stands between your legs, jerking himself a few times, his tip already shiny with the amount of precum that has been leaking for the past twenty minutes or so.
He gives you a warm smile & he reaches down to hold your hand, your wedding rings beside one another as he begins to slowly push in, knowing he can't go too quick as he is aware how big he is, he knows he needs to allow a lot of time to stretch so he doesn't make it hurt any more than needed since no matter how much prep he gives you, it still makes you hold your breath for a second.
He buries himself to the hilt & he pauses, letting you get adjust as he kisses your ring finger, making you both blush as you look at each other, nothing but love & adoration in both of your eyes.
"You can move, 'm ready." you softly speak & chan hums as he moves his hips before softly moving them forward again, both of you letting out a moan in unison. "you're so tight, y/n, I'm fully convinced you're made for me." He says in a hoarse voice, biting his bottom lip, making you clench around him.
He begins a medium pace, hitting your G-spot each time & you can barely catch your breath as you both make eye contact, not one of you daring to break it as you can both slightly hear the wet, squelching noises of your cunt wrapping around his cock over your shared moans.
"Chan-nie, you're in my s-stomach, fuck." you yelp as he changes his position slightly, hammering into your spongey spot & kissing your cervix in a painful yet addicting way.
"Hmm yea? I can tell, look at it sweetie." he groans back, slightly breathless as he stands up, pace not slowing as he takes the hand which he is still holding & placing it on your lower stomach & you can't help but get giddy as you can feel his cock in your pelvis, making you clench around your husband more than you already were, making his pace falter.
"Taking me so well, babe, see? too bad we won't get to see it in your pretty belly once my cum sticks, can't say I-I'd complain though." he basically whimpers as he leans back over you, taking your lips in his own as he continues to destroy your poor hole & you yelp into his mouth with how deep he is.
"C-I'm gonna cum, gim-gimme it." you shriek as your hands reach onto behind his back & you dig your nails into his back, refusing to let go & chan just groans into you as he kisses you again, muffling both of your moans but only slightly.
You begin clenching around his cock & he stands back upright to be able to take in the whole sight. He reaches down to rub your swollen button with his thumb & you don't even have the right mind to even be able to warn him before your second orgasm hits you like a brick wall & your legs begin shaking as your back arches & you let out a shriek as you cum, this time all over his cock, your orgasm so strong it almost pushes him out of your hole.
He doesn't falter his pace this time & continues at the same speed & rhythm, throwing his head back but not for long as he feels his own orgasm starting to bubble up.
He looks down at your pretty, reddened face, a small shimmer on your skin, your tits bouncing along with his thrusts as you pinch your nipples again, not breaking eye contact with you.
"Cha-channie, s-so big I-I swear to f-fuck, please c-cum in me, gim-gimme your baby." you whine up at him, trying your best to ignore the overstimulation he is giving you for the sake of his own release & mostly focusing on just trying to push the simple sentence out.
"Wou-wouldn't dream oth-otherwise, beautiful, your pretty belly gon-gonna be so full for me, I know it's gonna s-stick, you're t-too good for me, my angel." he says, breathless & he takes your left hand in his again & he sucks on two of your fingers as he lets his orgasm take over, having to use all his strength to keep himself standing as he lets his cum coat your walls, you taking in the feeling of it too.
Chan lets his own orgasm come & then pass before he slowly pulls out, not failing to notice how his dick is so shiny you'd think he put lube on it & he uses the rest of his strength to help you lay at the top of the bed & he rests his back against the pillows, letting you lay between his legs, your back against his chest.
He grabs the bottle of water from his side of the beds bedside table as he always insists on having water there & feeding you it as he kisses the top of your head.
"Did so well for me hunny, you not sore or anything? I love you sooo much. want me to run you a bath n make food?" he questions softly as he reaches down with the hand not holding the bottle to rub over your stomach.
"I'm fine, more than fine actually, just daydreaming about out future bundle of joy! Just wanna lay here for now but yes, we can bath n eat soon, just lemme melt into you a bit more first." you half joke as you turn your head way from the bottle, indirectly telling him you're finished drinking & he just half laughs as he puts it back where he originally found it & cuddles you.
"Just gotta think of baby names don't we? It can't come soon enough, you can choose food since you'll complain if I order something for us if you give me the freedom to choose." he jokes & you just 'tut' at his words, smiling as you rest your head on his arms.
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Worship - Part One
18+ - better not see any of you minors knocking around here.
Warnings for all chapters: Established relationship, female reader, pet names, swearing, guns, violence, restraints, chloroform, knives, death, blood, angst, fluff, SMUT, soft Jason, p in v sex, unprotected sex, size difference, size kink.
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Part Two
Jason worshipped the ground you walked on.
His soft, loving side was only reserved for you.
You were a delicate flower and he was an icy river.
May God have mercy on the sorry asshole who hurts you.
Nightfall settled over Gotham, illuminating the skyline Jason loved so much. The rain pelted down on this helmet and the wind blew through his jacket, making him shiver ever so slightly. He couldnât wait to get home. Home to you.
Jason had met you, ironically enough, on patrol.
You were stupid enough to walk down alleys alone at night and he stopped you getting attacked by smashing the butt of his gun against the creeps temple, he was dead before you could open your eyes. And man, oh man were you a sight he could get used to, even with a bust lip and your blouse torn. When you opened your eyes you breathed âRed Hoodâ. He gave you a ride home without saying a word and walked you into your apartment. It was cosy. Something heâd expect from a girl who looked like you.
âThank youâ, you whispered, standing awkwardly in your kitchen. Again, without saying a word, he removed his helmet with a shaky breath and gently lifted his hands to your jaw. His stomach flipped at the sheer size difference between the two of you, one hand was the size of your whole face. âGot a first aid kit?â. Those were the only worlds he could force out. You nodded sheepishly before pointing to the bathroom. He moved swiftly and found it under your sink, rummaged through it and was back in the kitchen. In that time you had managed to change into an oversized t-shirt and some shorts and were sat waiting prettily for him to return.
You were going to kill him, he was sure of it. You somehow looked even smaller. âThis is gonna hurt, Iâm sorryâ, he muttered. He took some disinfectant and a cotton ball and gently placed it to the cut on your lip. You inhaled a sharp breath through your teeth before replacing his hand with yours on the cotton ball. He stood and watched you dab the cut, shifting nervously. âSo, you just gonna stand there or are you gonna tell me your name?â.
Jason was take back by the sudden comment, he attempted to keep his cool. âYou know my nameâ. You chuckled and placed the cotton pad in the trash. âNo. I know your vigilante name. I donât know your real nameâ. Without thinking you grabbed two cups and began preparing two cups of coffee. âI canât tell you that, sweetheartâ.
âOh yeah? Then whyâd you remove your helmet? I know what you look like nowâ. Ah shit. He hadnât of thought about that. With a heavy sigh he answered, âJasonâ. You hummed quietly before speaking. âI prefer Jay. Jason makes you sound like an old manâ. He laughed. Really laughed, for the first time in months. âAlright. Jay it isâ. Your eyes scanned over him, his eyes crinkled when he laughed. You watched him lean against your kitchen counter and only then did you realise how big this man was. He came through your door sideways. You told him your name. âBut people call me Littleâ. Jason furrowed his brows. âBecause Iâm smallâ. His lips made a silent oh..and the rest was history.
That was a year ago. Almost every night since then heâd appear at your apartment door. Countless nights were spent sat on the couch talking, playing games. He told you about his encounter with the Joker. How he died and came back, he showed you his scars. You cried like a baby that night, your fingertips tracing the pattern of each mark on his body. You told him about your father dying when you were young and your mother choosing her boyfriends over you.
Anger consumed him, but he pushed it aside. That was the night he kissed you. Made love to you, told you how madly in love he was with you. He loved each and every part of your body, lips and tongue dancing across your skin, heated whispers and purple marks littered your body. Heâd stayed in your apartment ever since, and by God did you worship that man.
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Royally Fucked | One
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here it is, my first ever oc and au story with my beloved ofc!! Letâs hop in to a world of royalty, romance, and restrictions. Thank you sm to @chilling-seavey for proofreading and letting me talk about Juliette and Daniel for hoursss, this story literally wouldnât be written without your support <3
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The morning sun cast a golden glow over the secluded outdoor training grounds of the palace, filtering through the lush canopy of ancient oak trees, creating intricate patterns of light and shadow on the freshly mowed lawn. The spring air was crisp and fresh, carrying the faint scent of blooming jasmine and the distant murmur of the bubbling fountain that had rested in the courtyard for centuries.
Juliette stood alone in this tranquil space, a considerable distance from the bustling palace. The noise of the palaceâwhere maids were likely preparing for the day and guards stood watchful at every corridorâwas a stark contrast to the serene quietude of the training grounds. Here, in the calm early morning, she found a fleeting sense of peace before the grounds would be teeming with activity. The only sounds were the gentle rustling of the leaves in the breeze and the soft, rhythmic thud of her arrows hitting the target.
Juliette drew another arrow from her finely crafted quiver, its polished wood glinting in the sunlight. With practiced grace, she nocked the arrow and drew back the string of her elegant bow, the tension humming in her ears. She took a deep breath, the cool morning air filling her lungs, and focused intently on the distant target. The world around her seemed to fade away, leaving only the bow, the arrow, and her steady heartbeat.
As she released the arrow, it soared through the air with a faint whisper, striking the bullseye with a satisfying thud. Juliette allowed herself a small, triumphant smile, her eyes lingering on the target for a moment longer before she heard footsteps approaching from behind.Â
Drawing another arrow from her quiver, she spoke without turning around, her voice steady and tinged with mild annoyance. âYouâre late.â
âApologies, Your Royal Highness,â came an unfamiliar accented voice, smooth and respectful.
Startled by the unexpected voice, Juliette spun around, bow still in hand, nocked with an arrow, and instinctively pointed it at the source of the unknown voice. Before her stood a man in a sharply tailored suit, his attire crisp and formal. A pair of dark sunglasses concealed his eyes, but the cheeky glint in them was betrayed by the playful smile that tugged at his lips. His curly hair, slightly tousled and catching the morning light, added an effortless charm to his otherwise polished appearance.
He raised his hands in a placating gesture, his expression calm and slightly amused, a hint of cheerfulness in his demeanour that seemed at odds with the seriousness of the situation.Â
âI was not informed you would be here, so it took me a while to find you,â the man continued, crossing his arms for a moment before pointing at the weapon in Julietteâs hand. âDo you always point a bow and arrow at your bodyguard?âÂ
âWho are you? Whereâs Oliver?â Juliette demanded, her gaze sharp as she assessed the stranger before her.Â
âIâm Daniel Ricciardo, Your Royal Highness.âÂ
âThat doesnât explain who you are.â
âIâm pretty sure telling you my name does,â Daniel said with a slight smile, crossing his arms again confidently. âBut to clarify, Iâm your new bodyguard.â
âNew bodyguard?â Juliette asked, still not lowering her guard entirely.
Daniel smiled, nodding. âIâm here to fill in for Oliver while heâs on paternity leave.â
âPaternity leave?â She repeated, incredulously. âAnd no one thought to inform me?â
âIt appears so, Your Royal Highness,â Daniel replied, a hint of amusement in his tone. âI understand the surprise, but I assure you, I am qualified to protect you. Now will you lower the bow?â
The princess, still not convinced, cast a skeptical glance towards the palace doors, which stood a fair distance away. A few other guards were stationed there, ever vigilant. Her voice carried an authoritative tone as she called out, âguards.â
Two of the palace guards approached, maintaining their respectful distance. Juliette pointed towards Daniel, her eyes narrowing. âIs he my new bodyguard?â
Daniel, noticing the guards, gave them a playful wave, his lips curling into a friendly smile as he muttered their names in acknowledgement.Â
One of the guards, nodding, confirmed, âyes, Your Royal Highness. Your previous bodyguard is on paternity leave for one year starting today. Daniel Ricciardo has been assigned as your temporary guard.â
Juliette scrutinized Daniel for a moment longer before dismissing the guards with a curt nod and a wave. âVery well. You may stay,â she directed at Daniel.
As the guards returned to their posts, Juliette resumed her archery practice, her movements precise and fluid. Occasionally, she glanced towards Daniel, who watched her with an encouraging smile, his demeanour relaxed yet attentive.
Determined to test his capabilities, Juliette decided to issue a challenge. She turned to Daniel, her expression a mix of curiosity and skeptism. âShow me what youâve got. Letâs see if you can match my aim.â
Danielâs eyes twinkled with mischief as he removed his sunglasses, revealing a spark of playful confidence. âAs you wish, Your Royal Highness.â
As he took the bow from her, Juliette caught a hint of his cologneâa subtle, sophisticated scent that lingered in the air, adding an unexpected touch of elegance to the moment. Daniel took careful aim, and with a fluid practiced motion, released the arrow. It flew straight and true, hitting the target dead center. The arrow quivered in the bullseye, a perfect shot.
Juliette raised an eyebrow, her lips twitching slightly in surprise, though she did her best to mask it. âBeginnerâs luck,â she said, maintaining her composure.
âPerhaps,â Daniel replied, handing the bow back to her with a grin. âBut Iâm confident I can keep up with you.â
The sun began to climb higher in the sky, casting longer shadows across the training grounds. The peaceful solitude of the early hours was gradually being replaced by the sounds of the palace stirring to life. Juliette could hear the distant chatter of servants as they wandered around the garden, completing their tasks one by one.
As she released the next arrow, she felt Danielâs presence close behind her, a silent, watchful guardian. There was no need for conversation, save for the occasional words of encouragement and compliments from Daniel. Juliette appreciated that he understood the importance of remaining as quiet as possible, even though she preferred complete silence. It was a change she would have to adjust to, no matter how irritating, since Daniel was an unorthodox bodyguard, different compared to what she was used to with Oliver.
Oliver had been stoic and reserved, his demeanor always serious and focused. He rarely spoke unless absolutely necessary, blending into the background and providing a comforting, silent presence. Daniel, on the other hand, was cheerful and approachable, exuding a relaxed yet attentive confidence. His occasional light-hearted comments were a stark contrast to Oliverâs predictability, adding a new dynamic Juliette wasnât sure how to handle yet.
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As Juliette walked through the grand halls of the palace, the opulence and history that surrounded her were unmistakable. Ornate chandeliers hung from high, vaulted ceilings, casting a warm golden light that danced off the marble floors. Tapestries depicting the kingdomâs rich history adorned the walls, their vibrant colours a stark contrast to the cool, elegant stone. Large windows allowed the waning sunlight to stream in, creating a serene yet majestic atmosphere.
The palace was a hive of activity, with maids bustling about, preparing for the evening, while guards remained vigilant at their posts. The air was filled with the aroma of the fresh flowers set in vases, and a hint of lavender that Juliette favoured. Noting the time, Juliette knew the hustle inside the palace would calm down as the day would go on, like clockwork.Â
As she continued her determined march, she finally spotted King Albert returning from a diplomatic trip. She quickened her pace, Daniel trailing a few steps behind, his presence a constant, reassuring shadow.Â
âFather, I should know about my bodyguardâs whereabouts as much as he should know about mine,â she started without properly greeting her father, following him into a room before glancing at Daniel pointedly. âSo why wasnât I informed about the change from Oliver to Daniel?âÂ
The king, sensing her distress, gestured for Daniel to leave. Daniel nodded at both her and the king before stepping outside the room, giving them privacy.Â
Once the door clicked shut, the king turned to his daughter, his expression softening. âI know Oliver was like a close friend as much as a protector to you, but his absence was unavoidable. I personally appointed Daniel because he is the best of the best. I would not trust just anyone to protect you, and you know that.âÂ
Juliette frowned, still unhappy but reassured by her fatherâs confidence in Daniel. âI just wish Iâd been informed.â
âI understand,â King Albert said gently. âI should have informed you myself. WIth everything happening, it slipped my mind. But believe me, Daniel is exceptional. Heâs not just skilled; heâs loyal and trustworthy. Give him a chance. Youâll see heâs more than capable.â
Juliette nodded in agreement, deciding to try her best to adjust to an unfamiliarity in her structured routine. Her fatherâs words lingered in her mind, softening her resistance, but she couldnât shake off the irritation of not being informed. If he trusted Daniel, then perhaps she should give him a fair chance. Yet, the thought of replacing Oliver, who was like a close friend, gnawed at her. How could Daniel, with his cheerful demeanor, fit into the role of her protector?
As she left the room, Daniel perked up, falling into step behind her.Â
âYour Royal Highness,â Daniel said softly as they walked. She turned to face him, her expression void of any emotion. âIâm sorry for the abrupt introduction earlier. I assure you, in a couple days, you wonât feel the difference between Oliver and I at all.â
Juliette studied him for a moment before nodding, âWeâll see, Daniel, in a few days, how true that is.â
Deciding to test Danielâs capabilities and patience, she thought of assigning him a series of errands. âFollow me to the library,â she ordered.Â
To Juliette, the library was one of the most majestic rooms in the palace, a sanctuary of knowledge and history. High, vaulted ceilings adorned with intricate frescoes depicting scenes from the kingdomâs past loomed overhead. The walls were lined with dark mahogany bookshelves that stretched from floor to ceiling, filled with an extensive collection of leather-bound volumes, ancient manuscripts, and modern texts. Each shelf was meticulously organized, reflecting the care and reverence given to the collection.
Juliette led Daniel through the vast room, the faint scent of aged paper and leather filling the air. She moved with ease among the towering bookshelves, her fingers occasionally brushing against the spines of the volumes she knew so well. This library was more than just a repository of knowledge; it was a sanctuary, a place where she spent countless hours lost in thought or absorbed in a book. After the training grounds, it was her second home.
âIf you ever canât find me anywhere else in the palace, Iâm most likely here,â Juliette said, her voice soft but certain. She paused by the ladder on wheels and pointed to a stack of books perched on a particularly high shelf, their spines gleaming in the soft, golden light.
Daniel smoothly maneuvered the ladder, retrieving the requested volumes with practiced ease. As he handed her the books, he glanced around the library, taking in the roomâs opulence and the sheer number of books. âAre you an avid reader, Your Royal Highness?â he asked, curiosity tinged his tone.
Juliette shrugged slightly, a faint smile playing on her lips. âI love organizing this place as much as I adore reading the books here,â she admitted. âThereâs something soothing about the order and tranquility of this room. Itâs a world of its own, away from the chaos and demands of palace life.â
âWell, it certainly is an impressive collection,â Daniel replied, his tone genuine as he scanned the shelves.
Juliette decided to push a little further. âSince youâre so eager to help, Daniel, could you arrange these books alphabetically by author? And then by genre, within each section.â
Daniel looked at the towering shelves, each packed with numerous books, and nodded without hesitation. âOf course, Your Royal Highness.â
Juliette watched as he began the task, moving efficiently yet carefully, his focus unwavering. She threw in more specific instructions as he worked. âThe historical texts should go over there, and make sure the classics are separated from the modern literature.â
Daniel complied without complaint, even as the tasks grew more intricate. His demeanor remained calm and cheerful, never showing signs of irritation or frustration. He took her detailed directions in stride, organizing the books with precision.
After a while, satisfied with her experiment, Juliette decided to up the ante. âCould you also retrieve the books from the highest shelves over there? Iâve been meaning to reorganize them.â
Daniel nodded, moving to the next set of shelves with the same unwavering dedication. As he climbed the ladder, the scent of his cologne wafted through the air, a subtle blend of cedar and spice, adding an unfamiliar but not unwelcome layer to the libraryâs familiar aromas.
As Daniel continued his work, Juliette couldnât help but feel a grudging respect for his patience and efficiency. He didnât just tolerate the tasks; he embraced them, showing no sign of annoyance or fatigue. When he finally finished, she realized he had passed her test with flying colors.
âImpressive,â she said, unable to hide her approval. âYou handled that well.â
âThank you, Your Royal Highness,â Daniel replied, playfully winking at her. âIâm here to serve.â
As evening fell and it was time to return to her chambers, Juliette walked in front of Daniel, glancing at him a couple of times, noting how he noticed everything around him, always on alert. His presence was a constant, reassuring shadow, even if his cheerful demeanor was unorthodox for a bodyguard.
âSo, Daniel,â she said, breaking the silence, âwhat exactly qualifies you to be my bodyguard?â
Daniel met her gaze steadily. âIâve had extensive training in combat, strategic planning, and diplomatic negotiation. Iâve protected several dignitaries in high-risk environments.â
Juliette raised an eyebrow. âAnd what do you know about protecting a princess?â
Daniel smiled slightly, a twinkle of mischief in his eyes. âIt requires vigilance, discretion, and understanding the unique challenges of your position. Trust must be earned.â
Suddenly, she threw a blade directed at him, thinking he was distracted with their conversation. It was a small, sharp knife she had discreetly picked up from the kitchen as they passed through. But she was proven wrong when he caught it by the handle, right before it stabbed him. He glanced at it and chuckled before looking at her. âDid I pass all your tests now?â
The princess smirked, clearly impressed but unwilling to show it too much. âYouâve proven yourself capable, for now,â she said, her tone still guarded. âBut trust is earned over time, not in a single day.â
Daniel nodded, handing the blade back to her handle-first. âI understand, Your Royal Highness. Iâll continue to prove my worth.â
As they reached her chambers, she paused at the door, turning to face him. âBe ready to escort me to our private plane in the morning, letâs see how well you do on an international trip.â
âUnderstood, Your Highness. Iâll be ready to escort you in the morning,â Daniel said with a nod.
âAlso, Iâm not sure if you know, but you donât have to follow me around the palace. You just have to be there when I need you, mainly when I leave the grounds. Youâre free to roam around otherwise, do whatever youâd like,â Juliette explained.
âIf it is alright with you,â Daniel said, âI would like to stay by your side until youâre used to my presence and until I know your routine, then I can bother the other guards.âÂ
The princess raised an eyebrow. âBother the other guards? They might not thank me for that.â
Daniel grinned. âWell, Iâll make sure they get used to me. Iâll even bring them pastries from the kitchen as a peace offering.â
She laughed softly, âand thatâll work?âÂ
âIâll try,â Daniel replied. âBesides, a little charm and a few pastries go a long way in a royal palace.âÂ
Juliette shook her head, still smiling. âI suppose weâll see how well you handle the job. Just make sure you donât distract the other guards from their duties.â
Daniel placed a hand over his heart, feigning a dramatic hurt expression. âMe? A distraction? Never.âÂ
The princess raised an eyebrow, a smirk tugging at her lips. âWeâll see about that. For now, try to stay out of trouble.â
âTrouble and I are old friends,â Daniel said with a mischievous grin. âBut Iâll do my best to keep it at bay.â
Juliette chuckled, her expression softening. âAlright then. Goodnight, Daniel.â
âGoodnight, Your Highness,â Daniel said, bowing slightly, then looking up at her before winking playfully.Â
As Juliette entered her room, a small, amused smile played on her lips. Danielâs playful demeanour and easy charm were a stark contrast to the seriousness she was used to with her previous bodyguard, Oliver. Despite the initial irritation she felt at his unconventional approach, Juliette found herself intrigued by Danielâs personality. His cheerfulness, though odd for a bodyguard, seemed to be a breath of fresh air amidst the palaceâs often stifling formality. Perhaps, she mused, it was a change she could grow to appreciate.
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day 20 - skin to skin cuddling [m.murdock]
matt murdock x fem!reader
content warnings; angsty fluff, panic attacks, minor and brief self harm (scratching at face and chest during panic attack), non-sexual nakedness
notes; ngl i kept forgetting that he was blind when i wrote this, so if you notice anything about him seeing smth, no you didnât. very late bc i was v tired
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matthew wished that you werenât like this, not out of any selfish wants, but because he couldnât bare to see the petrified look on your face when your anxiety got the best of you, and your body shut down.
heâd gotten back late from patrolling as the devil, rushing home when heâd gotten close enough to hear your desperate gasps for breath and pounding heartbeat. heâd found you on your knees, upper body curled in on itself and hands clasped over your chest, trying to claw away the terror wracking over you.
heâd knelt down next to you, purposefully breathing loud and slow, hoping youâd eventually be able to copy his pattern. he hated the way his blood soaked hands tarnished your soft face, crimson smearing over salt-stained cheeks when he begged you to calm down, wanting you to focus on his face instead of whatever thoughts your anxiety had gripped its claws into tonight.
you blubbered out apologies, voice cracking as you begged for him to make it stop. you dug your sharp nails into your face, dragging them down to your chest, desperately attempting to bring yourself out of your panic with pain.
he quickly grasped your arms, large hands smothering yours, hoping that youâd use him instead. blood trickled from the thin cuts, split flesh reddening as you cried out, squirming in his hold.
âbreathe with me, slowly, honey,â
he took a big, deep breath, counting the seconds in his head, before holding it for four, then exhaling. he repeated that over and over again, patiently waiting for you to copy him, squeezing your hands in gentle encouragement when you eventually did.
the two of you breathed together for a long time, your heart steadily calming down as shakes began to wrack your body, exhaustion flooding over you.
he never stopped the exaggeration of his breaths, waiting for you to be ready to move, knowing that any unwelcome touches or movements could set you off again, that you needed to be in control after going through something so debilitating, stripping you of all your power.
eventually, you lifted up slightly, only having enough energy to whisper a soft âbed pleaseâ, clinging desperately to him the best you could in your exhausted state.
he picked you up, careful to hold your head against his shoulder so you wouldnât lull it backwards, walking over to his bed and placing you down on it. he could smell the iron on your clothing and skin, having transferred off of him.
he kept your same tone, quietly telling you that he was going to take off both your messy clothes, only continuing when you sleepily nodded your consent, hair mussing against the pillow.
he stripped you down completely, then himself before quickly wetting a washcloth in the bathroom, cooing when you whimpered your complaints of him leaving you.
dragging the warm, damp material across your skin, paying special attention to the scratches, wiping away the small droplets of blood that had collected along the lines. he watched some of the tension begin to ebb from your body, previously tense muscles slowly relaxing at the soothing motions, finally feeling safe and secure now that heâd returned home.
he barely bothered with cleaning himself up, deciding that he couldnât bare to be so far from you for even a second longer, figuring that he could just wash the sheets later that day, after youâd had some much deserved rest.
he slid under the covers, bare skin pressed against yours, wrapping his strong arms around you. you sighed contentedly, breath warming his chest as you thoroughly attached yourself to him, snuggling forwards to make sure the two of you were as close as possible.
âthank you, matty,â
âitâs okay, always gonna protect my girl, even from herself,â
his hand stroked strands of hair out of your face, thumb sliding down the bridge of your nose, wincing inwardly at the feel of your inflamed skin, metallic scent clinging to the self-inflicted scratches.
kissing the top of your head, he encouraged you to lean into the crook of his neck, face pressed against the tender skin. he rubbed up and down your naked back, intently paying attention to the way your chest expands and contracts, listening to your soft breathing, silently praying that it wouldnât begin to pick up again.
of course, he wished that you didnât have to go through this, hating every second that you gasped for breath, despising that your mind was reeling with self-deprecating thoughts and worries of terrible things that most likely would never happen. but, he did selfishly love the moments after, where you were too tired to resist his doting on you, where you let him take care of you fully and you would spend hours wrapped up in his arms.
he fell asleep to your soft snores against his chest, limbs still entangled together as he heard the city begin to wake, falling into a deep slumber with nothing to worry about but you.
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Iguro Obanai X Fem!Reader
WC; 500+| !MDNI! | TW/CW :: fluff, mornings with obanai, not much speaking, kabamaru rlly loves u + more
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In the morning, everything is still, with the remnants of rain last night clinging to the world outside. A soft cool breeze, filtered through the shoji screen and carried the fresh scent of damp earth and leaves.
That kind of morning where time seems to have slowed, where it's just you and your man together, alone.
You wake up with the scent of rain still in the air around the room. Obanai's always up before you, propped on his side, his head leaning at an angle as he watches out the opened Shoji screen.
Kaburamaru relaxes around his neck, barely stirring before realizing you were awake and slithered around your arm. You blink a couple of times, groggily, and look over at him.
His gaze flicks down to meet yours for a moment before it goes right back to the window again. His face is calm, and as the hold on your body gets tighter, he pulls you closer to him.
You say nothing and inch closer, the cold air mingling with the warmth of the bed along with Obanais touch. You lay your head upon his shoulder, and the two of you simply sit in comfortable silence.
The soft hum of nature outside fills the space, along with the occasional soft hissing from Kaburamaru as he adjusts himself around you, Kaburamaru really loves you >.< A little longer still passes, and Obanai cuts the silence, his voice low as his lips brush against your neck. "Sleep well?" he asks "Yeah," you mumble, eyes half-lidded. "The rain helped. It was soothing." Obanai nods faintly, the pad of his thumb straying across the fabric of your yukata, rubbing slow circles into your thighs and waist, lost in thought. "I thought so, too." The moment stretches, and you both feel caught in the silence of air right after droplets of water start sliding down the roof in soft patterns agasint the cobblestone outside. You lift your gaze to him, watching how morning light catches his hair to shade his face. "I love mornings like this," you say softly, your voice barely more than a whisper. "It feels as if we have all the time in the world." Obanai's lips twitch into the faintest hint of a smile. "It's nice. not to have to rush."Â
Moments between the two of you, where neither of you has to do anything other than just be, are few and far in between. Neither of you takes them for granted. You reach up and delicately trace your fingers along his arm, outlining the silent strength beneath the fabric of his yukata. "Do you have any plans for today?" He looks down at you, his eyes softening in that special way that's reserved only for you. "Not yet," he says, his voice low and introspective. "But I don't mind staying like this for a while longer." A faint smile pulls your lips upwards. "Neither do I."Â
In the simplicity of that moment-perfect warmth between you, cool humid air, and outside the world, waking up anything else seems redundant. Nothing is pushing or pulling; there is nothing that needs to be said or do. Just the two of you, together, letting morning pass. You fall silent once more, comfortable in quiet. Laying your head back onto his shoulder, Obanai reaches out and lays a hand over yours. His touch isn't sappy, but in that moment, having him tucked away, he loves you so much.
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I want to break down a common point of conflict when addressing NPD stigma.
A lot of hangups people have tend to be along the lines of "but I DO see a lot of people with actual NPD who are acting in toxic or abusive ways".
This will be kind of long, so bear with me.
Point #1: People are way more likely to be diagnosed if they exhibit "stereotypical" symptoms.
There's this image of NPD as a disorder that is only present in those with patterns of destructive behavior towards others. Many therapists have this conception. (Shockingly, the mental health field is not perfect & without stigma.)
Gonna copy-paste this here from my other blog (so forgive me if you've seen it before), because it's a good example.
Three people are criticized at work. Their boss yells at them for their performance in front of everyone. Person A gets mad and defensive. They yell back, using cutting remarks as a way to try and ease the distress they feel. Person B acts really mature and responsible the whole time, nodding along and agreeing and promising to do better, just desperate to maintain and improve their status. Desperate to be liked. Later they go home and handle their distress through self-destructive means, and spend the next few months overworking themself to the point of illness. Person C doesn't seem to respond much at all. They go quiet and seem distant. They don't lash out or lash in, but for the next month or so, their productivity drops. They simply aren't able to focus on work or self-care, no matter how hard they try. The stress is overwhelming. All three of these people have the same root issues, but only the first would be labeled a narcissist. Outwards behaviors and presentations don't reflect the pain, distress, and difficulties with life that are underlying them.
So, three main things happen.
There ends up being a higher rate of people with destructive behaviors who are diagnosed with NPD
The people who don't particularly exhibit behaviors and are considered ""too nice to have it"" are overlooked entirely (and never get any sort of help for their underlying issues, yayyy)
People are more likely to be more honest about "ugly" symptoms / symptoms that are frowned down upon than they are in other mental health communities.
(Also some people decide to act super edgy about it, which is annoying but here we are. Some of them are trolls.)
(And while I'm at it, some people are misdiagnosed with NPD because a psych sees someone who committed a violent crime and is like "uhh slap them with the Evil Asshole⢠disorders!! no further thought given.")
Point #2: People who have messed up are not inhuman monsters who deserve no help or support
While I do think it's important for people to understand that patterns of toxic behaviors aren't the ONLY way NPD can present, I'm not going to let the conversation stop at "some of us are nice though!!"
Human beings aren't RPG characters who can be sorted into "monster" or "ally". Every single person has done something hurtful, has messed up, exhibits some sort of behavior that puts strain on their relationships sometimes.
So I'll bullet point some aspects of this that need to be talked about.
People without NPD also commonly exhibit toxic behaviors, but people ignore that nowadays. Either they armchair diagnose anyone who's slightly rude, or they only focus on it in pwNPD and ignore it in themselves or others. NTs can be jerks too, and they're probably less likely to acknowledge it than pwNPD who are constantly watching and checking themselves and analyzing their behaviors and attempting to do better.
Assuming that NPD makes someone abusive doesn't help anyone. Can it impact behaviors, and make it more difficult for people to be self-aware? Of course. But an important step in healing from any mental health condition (especially personality disorders, ime) is realizing that you're not inherently ""bad"", and that you can take responsibility for your actions and learn to deal with things in constructive ways. Just going "NPD makes people bad, full stop"- other than being a mean shitty thing to say- absolves people of guilt and asserts that there's no reason for them to try and improve.
Yes, it's okay for people to hate their abusers. Their abuser. Not an entire community of people who happen to (maybe) share a trait with them.
Building on the above point, people tend to go in defense mode when they hear things like "pwNPD who have acted in toxic ways can learn to improve their behavior", "people shouldn't be saying awful things about folks with this condition", etc. because they automatically try to apply this to their abuser. Interpersonal situations are very different from society-wide mental health access. No, don't stay with your abuser expecting them to change, and don't hold onto the hope that they will. No, don't censor yourself or your hatred or anger towards them. Just don't make blanket statements about a disorder that they may or may not have- blame their abusive actions, not their mental health.
"I hate you for your abusive actions and the harm that you caused me." =/= "I hate a group of people because of an inherent unchangeable part of them that's tied directly to severe childhood trauma they suffered. Because of it, they're evil and unlovable and are incapable of change. They're inhuman and will never experience real connection with others." ..........See the difference??
Even if there were a disorder with a 100% rate of toxic douchey behaviors, I'd want the conversation around it to be changed. I'd want different words to be used to divide up the spaces and conversations and resources, so that survivors of abusive or toxic behavior can get help, but that the disorder still has space to be treated. Otherwise, there are zero resources for healing. Nothing is being done to help these people or solve the issue. They're just told they may as well not try. They're blocked from healthcare entirely, despite how the entire point of being diagnosed with a condition is supposed to be to treat it.
There's a wide range of people who have NPD- it presents in many different ways, a person who has it may or may not exhibit harmful behaviors- but no one deserves to be denied treatment or told they're unlovable because of a condition they have that was formed from trauma.
Speak out against abusive behavior. Don't destroy healthcare for a medical condition.
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Sickly | Art the Clown x gn!reader
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I saw your sick fic about him and thought it was so cute! Would you maybe consider doing a part two where Artâs in bed (still in his clown costume because he literally sleeps with that thing) with the reader but he canât sleep because heâs got the sniffles that bad? And his silent sneezes are just pitiful for the reader to watch lol â
: ĚĚâ You resign yourself to a night of devoting yourself to Art whilst he's sick.
trigger warnings: ĚĚâ swearing, sickness/illness, mentions of murder & gore
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The soft sound of Downton Abbey episodes were playing softly from your television as you did your best to sleep; but with Art beside you, constantly lunging forward and silently sneezing and coughing, it was difficult to get any sort of rest whatsoever.
You didn't know if it was better or worse that he made no sound, but even his harsh movements were enough to constantly justle you.
"Just how long is she here for?" Lady Violet asked her son.
"Who knows?" Came the quiet, mumbled reply of Lord Grantham.
You laughed softly at the exchange, which roused Art to shuffle around as he moved to grasp your attention; he tapped your shoulder, and when you looked at him, he pointed to the box of tissues that laid at the bedside table.
Even in the low light, you could see the snot clinging from his nostril, desperate to make it down to his black stained lips. You winced, immediately grabbing them and pressing the box into his lap; Art nodded in thanks, and roughly, violently, rubbed his nose on the tissue.
You had grown used to the fact that he always wore that fucking clown costume, even when he was lying in bed, but you were slightly less likely to think of a complaint given that he was sick and had been ever since his most recent return.
He didn't leave you as often as he used to, in fact, he hadn't left at all since he had come back to you. It was... odd.
You didn't really know what to think of it, if you were honest - sure, you were glad to spend any time with him without interruption. But you weren't used to having him around so often.
Lingering around you like the smell of rotting meat.
Granted, he did smell a lot cleaner than usual thanks to you; he had access to your shower and all your gels and shampoos and body lotions, and he always copied you when you washed in the morning and again in the evening.
He never exactly smelled fully clean, the metallic scent of blood and rotting meat always clung to him, but he didn't smell rancid like he usually did.
Even his breath smelled better now that you were making him brush his teeth after every meal to ensure that the bits of gooey brain matter and sharp shards of bone didn't get stuck between them and fester.
His teeth were always difficult to brush properly, their long and pointed shape, more akin to a lamprey than anything remotely humanoid, made it extra work to get between them without the bristles breaking immediately.
Art moved again, clutching his ribs as he opened his mouth to cough wetly and roughly, even though not a single sound left him; you felt pity, really. You had never seen him in such awful ways.
You coaxed him to lie down between your legs, the back of his head pressed against your stomach as you gently massaged his scalp. His breathing was slow and shallow, like he was struggling to get any oxygen in at all, and you turned the television up slightly.
Art watched the television, appreciating the monochromatic colour schemes of the gentlemen as much as the staff; their black and white outfits were much like his own, although with a different pattern.
He wondered what they would do if he went and bashed their heads in with all those shiny things in the shelves; the blood splattering all over their walls and carpets and paintings. So many people in one house, he wouldn't have to ask for anything to eat for weeks. Months.
But then the scene opened to a young couple - a brunette woman and a dirty blond man - sharing a bed; the duvet was red, with a white stripe at the top, and the headboard was a dark red colour. It looked a lot like your bed, although yours was green, not red.
He pointed excitedly for a moment, then dramatically sneezed against his sleeve at above the elbow.
"Oh, Art," you hummed softly, patting him gently so he relaxed against you again. "Settle down, too much excitement will make you worse, y'know."
He mocked sulking as he folded his arms across his chest and looked up at you with a stern pout.
Anyone else would have been ripped to shreds and had their brains removed and eaten for such a small action; but he simply sat there, pouting with his arms folded. Glaring at you.
His cold, dead, stare never even irked you anymore, and finding him staring at you in the middle of the night and gently stroking your face was far from unusual; but it was your time, now. Your turn.
You gently stroked his face, tracing all the little details that you cared so much for; that long nose and the line where his skullcap ended and his skin began. The little dot on his nose. The ring of black lipstick, the thin drawn eyebrows. The rings around his eyes with the slits down the middle, carved out of makeup.
He was certainly beautiful and striking to look at; you would never be able to deny that, as even when he was unwell and sick, snot clinging to the tip of his nose and phlegm at the back of his throat, he was still beautiful.
"I'll stay up all night if I have to," you mused kindly, a complete distinction to him. It was a wonder you were ever so close. "I can stay up with you."
Art shook his head, the dribble of snot flapping around from the edge of his nose; he was telling you not to bother, he even scowled and snarled at the thought of you losing sleep. No, no, no.
"It's not a worry," you told him. "Honestly. It's one night, and if it helps you to get better, then I really don't mind."
Art couldn't be bothered to argue, so with a heavy thump of his hand, he grabbed the television remote and turned the volume up a bit more; might as well see if the drama of rich, old timey, English people was better than his usual method of keeping himself entertained.
He doubted it.
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Complicated
Characters: Soldier boy x Y/N Female character    Â
Summary: Y/N, a young personal assistant to Soldier Boy (Ben) and Crimson Countess, is caught in a whirlwind of events that shatter her sense of stability. After accidentally witnessing an intimate moment between Ben, Crimson, and another woman, sheâs left shaken and unsure how to process it. The following day, Crimson casually invites her to join them, which only adds to Y/N's confusion.
Warnings: 18+ smut/spice, fight, jealousy, ...
English is not my first languageÂ
*This story is my own original story, please do not copy my work, reblog/comments/likes are appreciated*Â
part 5/?
My mind swirled, still reeling from the intensity of his touch and the weight of his words. âYouâre mine,â echoed in my head, over and over, like an endless loop. The way he claimed me, the possessiveness in his voiceâit had ignited something inside me, something I hadnât realized was there.
But as the moments passed, and the adrenaline started to fade, the doubts crept in. I thought about Herogasm, about the things he had done there. The whispers I had heard. The threesomes with Crimson Countess. Was I really his? Or was I just another in a long line of women he claimed in the heat of the moment, only to forget the next day?
The room suddenly felt too quiet, the space between us too heavy. I was still lying beneath him, his body pressed against mine, but I felt distant, like I wasnât really there. My insecurities gnawed at me, clawing their way to the surface.
What did I mean to him, really? Could I even trust anything he said? Or was this just another game, another conquest to pass the time until he got bored?
I didnât say anything. I couldnât. The questions were too loud in my head, drowning out everything else. I felt my body stiffen slightly beneath his, but I stayed silent.
Very, very quiet.
Ben noticed, of course. He always noticed. His arms, which had been holding me so possessively moments ago, loosened slightly as he shifted his weight, looking down at me with a raised eyebrow.
"You okay?" he asked, his voice low but not without a hint of curiosity.
I nodded, but it wasnât convincing. Not even to myself.
He watched me for a second longer, his gaze searching, but I kept my face neutral, not wanting to give anything away. I didnât want to ask about Herogasm. I didnât want to know. But the jealousy, the insecurity, was there, lingering, and no matter how hard I tried to push it down, it was suffocating.
I turned my head slightly, biting my lip, trying to focus on anything but the storm brewing inside me.
Ben lay beneath me, his broad chest rising and falling slowly as I traced soft patterns on his skin. My fingers moved without thought, gliding over the scars and muscles, the silence between us feeling heavier than usual. It shouldâve been peaceful, the two of us tangled up like this, but tonight it wasnât.
I sighed quietly, gathering the courage to say what had been gnawing at me for weeks. âWe canât keep doing this,â I whispered, my voice sounding far more fragile than I wanted.
I felt his body tense beneath my fingertips. He didnât say anything right away, but I could sense the irritation building. His voice, when it finally came, was low, almost dismissive. "Why not?"
I shifted slightly, pushing myself up just enough to look at him. His sharp greenbeyes were locked on me, searching for an explanation that didnât exist. I swallowed hard, the words heavy on my tongue. âBecause⌠what if I fall in love?â
For a split second, I thought I saw something flicker in his gazeâsurprise, maybe. But it was gone as quickly as it came, replaced by that hardened look he always wore when things got too close for comfort.
"Are you... falling for me?" he asked, his voice clipped, like the question itself annoyed him.
I felt my heart skip, my throat tightening. âNo, butââ
âThen donât,â he interrupted, his tone sharp, final. Like it was that easy.
I stared at him, my frustration bubbling up faster than I could contain it. âAnd what if I fall for someone else? Someone who wants more than just⌠this?â
His eyes narrowed, a dark look crossing his face. âAgain. Donât.â
The air between us felt cold, and suddenly, it was as if the bed had grown miles wide. I sat up, pulling away from him slightly, the disbelief and frustration flooding out of me in a rush. âYouâre so selfish, Ben.â
He frowned, sitting up a bit as well, his chest nearly brushing against mine. âSelfish? I give you everything, donât I?â
âEverything you want,â I said, the words bitter as they left my mouth. âBut I canât have what I want. You get to have me whenever you feel like it, but the second I want something more, you just shut it down.â
His scowl deepened, his jaw tightening. âWhatâs so bad about what we have? You get the perks, I getââ
I cut him off, shaking my head. âYou get control, Ben. You get to live your life however you want, and Iâm just supposed to sit here, waiting for you to decide when you want me again. Thatâs not enough for me. I canât be your mistress forever.â
He grabbed my wrist, his grip firm but not painful. His voice was quieter now, but still laced with that possessive edge that made my heart twist. âYouâre mine, Y/N. Thatâs not changing.â
I stared at him, feeling the ache in my chest grow. God, how many times had I wished those words meant something more? But they never did. Not with him.
âThatâs the problem, isnât it?â I whispered, my voice breaking just a little. âYou want to own me, but you wonât let me have you. Not really.â
His grip loosened, and for the first time, I saw something crack in himâsomething vulnerable, something almost real. But it was fleeting, gone before I could reach for it.
âI donât want you to leave,â he said softly, the closest thing to tenderness Iâd ever heard from him. But even then, it was still all about what he wanted.
I sighed, the weight of it all pressing down on me. âI havenât... yet,â I said, trying to mask the sadness in my voice. I pulled my wrist from his hand and lay back down beside him, resting my head on his chest once more. But this time, it didnât feel the same. His warmth didnât reach me like it used to.
He wrapped his arm around me, holding me close as if that could fix everything, as if it could keep me from slipping away. But deep down, I knew the truth.
Something had already changed. And maybe, just maybe, I was already halfway gone.
After a long, tense silence, Ben suddenly sat up, his brows furrowing. âWhat do you mean, yet?â His voice was calm, but there was an edge underneath, like he didnât quite believe what he was hearing.
I shrugged, trying to keep my emotions in check. âI was never meant to stay here forever, Ben.â
His eyes darkened, his jaw clenching. âI want you here.â
I looked at him, feeling the frustration start to boil over. âWell, I donât want to be held prisoner.â
âYouâre not,â he snapped back, almost defensive, like he truly believed that was the case.
âOh, no?â My patience finally broke, and the words spilled out before I could stop them. âI have to stay quiet, not fall for you or anyone else, and in return, I get pretty clothes and a house, if I open my legs when you want me to. But you? You can go fuck other supes in some orgy, and Iâm just supposed to sit here and wait until you come back?â
Benâs face tightened, but there was something like guilt flickering behind his eyes. âI thought you didnât want me after Herogasm,â he bit back.
I could barely contain my anger now. âNo, Ben! I wanted you during! I wanted you here, with me!â The words came out raw, my voice shaking with the weight of everything Iâd held in for so long. âWhile you were off with whoever, I was here, waiting for somethingâanything from you. And all I got was silence.â
He opened his mouth, but no words came. For a moment, he just stared at me, like he didnât know how to process what I was saying. His usual confidenceâno, arroganceâhad cracked. But it didnât make me feel any better.
I stood up from the bed, wrapping my arms around myself as if that could shield me from the storm of emotions swirling inside me. âYou think you can have everything, donât you? The control, the power, the women... and me. But I canât keep doing this, Ben. Not like this.â
He remained silent, staring at me with a mix of frustration and something elseâsomething almost like regret. But that wasnât enough. Not anymore.
âI need more,â I whispered, my voice trembling now. âI need to feel like I matter to... someone. Not just when itâs convenient. Not just when you want me.â
Ben sighed, the sound low and frustrated, as I started pacing around the room, the tension between us growing thick.
"I already gave you more," he said, his voice almost resigned, like he didnât understand why I couldnât just let this go.
I stopped and turned to face him, the frustration bubbling over again. "No, you donât!" I yelled, my voice cracking with emotion.
He got up in a flash, moving toward me faster than I could react. âI fucking do!â he snarled, his voice full of that deep anger he rarely let show.
Before I could back away, he grabbed me by the arm, pulling me sharply toward him. His other hand came up, roughly pinching my chin and cheeks, forcing me to look at him. His grip was tight, too tight, but I could feel the heat radiating off him, the fury barely contained beneath the surface.
âI sneak around to see you,â he growled, his face inches from mine. âI give you clothes and presents. I kissed you when I wasnât supposed to. I broke the damn rules for you!â His voice was thick with frustration, like I wasnât seeing the effort he thought he was putting in.
The words stung, but not in the way he intended. All I could feel was how little it actually meant, how shallow those gestures were when everything else was so broken. My breath came quick and shaky, and before I could think, I lashed out.
âYouâre Soldier Boy!â I spat, my heart pounding in my chest. âYou never followed the rules. That doesnât mean shit!â
I hit him. Hard. My hand connected with his chest, and though I knew it didnât hurt him, it was enough to make him release his grip.
His eyes flashed with surprise, and for a second, he looked stunned, like he couldnât believe Iâd hit him. But I didnât back down. My chest heaved with all the anger I had been holding in for months, maybe even longer.
âYou think because you break a few rules, give me some gifts, that I should just be grateful?â I stepped back, rubbing the sore spot on my arm where heâd grabbed me. âI donât want your pity presents or your secret meetings.
" I want⌠I wantâŚâ
âWhat do you want?â he shot back, his voice sharp and angry. âTell me, and Iâll give it to you!â
My breath caught in my throat as I stared at him, feeling the walls between us crack but not yet fall. âYou canât,â I whispered, shaking my head, the frustration welling up in me.
âTry me!â he demanded, his voice booming in the small room, daring me to say what had been choking me for so long.
âI want a life, Ben,â I said, my voice breaking. âA real life. A family. I wantââ I faltered, my chest tight, the words catching on something raw and painful inside me. âI want to be loved.â
âYou are!â he yelled back, his voice harsh, almost like it was ripped from him. âYou are loved!â
His words echoed, and suddenly, the room fell into a thick, heavy silence. I stopped breathing, blinking at him, trying to process what heâd just said. My heart skipped a beat, but my mouth stayed shut.
He looked at me, chest heaving with the weight of his own admission. His face was tight, eyes burning into mine, but he didnât say anything else. No soft confession, no explanation. Just those three words, flung out into the space between us like a grenade.
I stayed quiet, feeling a lump form in my throat. I had wanted to hear those words so badly, for so long, but the way theyâd come outâangry, rawâdidnât feel like how love was supposed to feel.
I waited, hoping heâd say something more, something to make sense of it all. But Ben just stood there, his hands clenched into fists at his sides, his eyes darting over my face like he was searching for somethingâanythingâthat could fix what had just cracked open between us.
But he didnât. He didnât say a word.
After a minute of trying to calm myself down, I took a shaky breath and whispered, âWhat?â
Ben didnât turn to look at me, but his voice was low, steady. âI thought that was pretty clear.â
I stood there, frozen for a second, the weight of his words sinking in. As he started to turn away, something inside me stirredâa desperate need to understand, to not let this moment slip away. I reached out and grabbed his arm, pulling him back before he could walk any further.
âBenâŚâ I said, my voice softer now, more vulnerable. His piercing green eyes met mine, and I could see something flickering in them. Uncertainty? Fear? I wasnât sure, but it was something I hadnât seen before.
I looked up at him, searching his face. âAre you falling for me?â I asked, my voice barely above a whisper as I mimicked the very question heâd thrown at me earlier.
He didnât respond. The silence stretched between us, tense and unbearable. His eyes flicked away from mine, and instead of saying anythingâanything to give me a reason to hold onâhe just grabbed his clothes.
Without a word, Ben started dressing, his movements quick and deliberate. I stood there, my heart pounding, waiting for him to say something, to explain, but the silence only grew louder. My throat tightened as I watched him, a cold feeling creeping into my chest.
Then, just like that, he walked toward the door, leaving me standing there, still waiting for an answer.
He didnât look back. He didnât say goodbye. He just opened the door and walked out, leaving me alone with nothing but the empty space heâd left behind.
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