#and bro joked saying I’ll get rich and bring him along with me bc he’ll obviously never have money in his field | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

jmin · 6 months ago

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I hate how people talk about me and my career like I’m automatically going to be successful because of the field I’ve chosen, like it’s nothing, like it’s so easy, like I haven’t in fact been struggling since I’ve graduated

#completely disregarding my struggles #and I’m so far off everyone’s expectations I feel like a complete failure #and when your friends do that!! even if it’s unintentional man that hurts #like today my friend was talking about how he’d like to travel abroad and watch different sports games #and I was all for it and said one day he’ll do that #and bro joked saying I’ll get rich and bring him along with me bc he’ll obviously never have money in his field #and I was so uncomfortable bc like do you mean to say I’m expected to be so financially successful just bc I went to a different area?#like you struggle and I don’t?#like I simply haven’t been consumed by my anxieties and capitalism and my fear of failure these past years?#you were right there with me #also you’re the one who has a job lmao #idk man I’m also going through health problems rn #and I hate getting sick and I have having a chronic illness that literally makes it so hard to live #and I’m bedridden and idk how I’m supposed to live like this #anyways I’ll delete this in a second but I guess I just wanted to organize my thoughts #l.txt

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