#and branding and just being a gross molesting lil freak

[iwaasfairy]

so we all wanna see more uncle gojo huh

[thenextcelestialchapter]

Every Experience...

Unsure about exact age, but 5 tops. Disgusting husband of my father's sister. Perverted spanking fetish decided to graduate to molestation. Repressed it. Tried to tell the family years later but they took his side instead of mine.

6. Dumb curious female cousin tried to get me to do some stuff, told her no, she tried to anyways, we got caught and got in trouble and great now the family has branded me as a lesbian forever...

9. Stupid gross curious cousin put hands places he shouldn't when I was trying to sleep. Kicked him. Tried to tell my sister, she and the other adults freaked out and blamed us both...

12. Paralyzed in the hospital. Flipped over in the night. Still too innocent to know wtf was happening at that time. Thought I was being used as a toilet. Basically was. Repressed it for years, tried to convince myself it was just a nightmare, just like my family always told me to convince myself it was just nightmares... I really wish it was that time, but I really don't think it was...

20. Abducted. Gunpoint. Lied my way out of getting murdered by claiming my family cared and would look for me, that they had found someone else in my family that went missing years ago. It was true they found the other person that went missing, but they almost definitely wouldn't have done for me... Too terrified to tell police and they didn't give a fuck when I tried to report that I was almost abducted at freaking 14 anyways...

21. Another female cousin tries to come onto me, this one is drunk af, and I told her to fuck off, but she tried getting a lil handsy anyways before I got her off. Asked for an apology later but all I got was excuses. She blames me for what SHE did... I decide drinking is lame anyways.

22. A black dude I thought I had feelings for. Turns out he was just kinda nice to me for a while, then he wasn't. Oh well.

23/24. Father of my kid. A big dick with a big dick. Decent lay, not decent in any other way. Told me he was single. Not even close. Told me he was 30. If he'd been truthful about his real age my kid probably wouldn't exist. After finding out the many other lies he told me, I told him to fuck off... He's never visited MY kid... Probably for the best though...

29. This Chinese guy that I was dating for a while he was sweet and all for the most part while we were chatting but then on the in person date he was kinda acting like a "Karen" to various workers and then after getting physical... Eh. Yeah, just, not compatible...

34. He's way too nervous. Very little idea what he's doing bc he was raised just as religious as I was. Jehovah's Witness repression meets Mormon repression. I'm patient with him because I get it. Still not perfect but he's getting better. Hoping he's finally the One...