#and because she and my dad are 60+ yo lifelong smokers who would probably be fucked if they got covid | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

liu-anhuaming · 2 years ago

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had a bummer of a therapy session where i dug back into how whenever i bring up something hurtful my mom did to me, my mom denies it happened, and when i insist it actually happened she says she doesn’t remember it, and then she goes on to give an amazing uno reverse apology where she says “i’m sorry, but....” and proceeds to ramble on about why actually her life is pretty miserable as of late, and implies that i shouldn’t be mad at her because she’s the one who got me into therapy, and do i even know how many nights she spent awake fretting over how she could help me?

#personal #my fave was the time i told my mom i didn't want her to come visit chicago back in september 2020 because of that whole pandemic thing #and because she and my dad are 60+ yo lifelong smokers who would probably be fucked if they got covid #and she called me a selfish bitch who was just pretending to be concerned so i could get out of seeing her #(i actually didn't want to see her but the concerns i raised with her were legit. as much as i dislike her i don't want her to die of covid)#(or die of anything really)#so when she finally 'apologized' she pulled that 'i'm sorry but' an proceeded to go on an hour plus whinge #all about how sad and lonely she'd been in the recent months bc she'd stopped talking with her sisters #that 'apology' was one for the history books #i was just sitting there for the whole two hour phone call in complete disbelief #should i start a tag for this shit? i complain about my mother with some frequency #you know what. yeah. i'll start a tag #mommy issues

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