#and as optimistic as i wanted to be at this point i feel like the worst possible outcome is going to become a reality
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The especially extra fucky bit is that if the judge had not pre-signaled his intent to do this exact thing with sentencing, it's likely SCOTUS would have ruled that the sentencing couldn't happen at all.
The "point" - if it can be called such a thing - is that now the conviction is real. Trump is a convicted and sentenced felon.
I know I feel better now - how about you? /s
That's really it, tho. That's how fucked the system is (if all the images above didn't get that point across on their own quite well). The fear was that if sentencing was delayed four years (which is optimistic, if you ask me, but...), he would just do whatever while in office to make the entire case go poof.
The single judge who managed to not fold under Trump's constant lawfare bullshit, who managed to get a case all the way through to a verdict, had few options and they were all shit:
He could agree with Trump's lawyers that their client is a Very Special Boy who is allowed to crime all he wants and toss the conviction (which is what they demanded he do)
He could postpone the sentencing until after Trump is no longer president (see the comment up there about this option)
He could say "hey, I'm gonna sentence you to nothing, so it's not really going to impact your life, which is the argument you keep making when telling me I should throw this out," and even then the Supreme Court only voted 5-4 to let the sentencing happen.
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ARACHNE MELINOĆ LENSTRANG
MAJOR: freshman in Yale University, majoring in Biology
LANGUAGES: English, Latin, Dutch, Mandarin, Arabic
EXTRACURRICULARS: Vocals, Violin, Speech and Debate
HAMARATIA: Hubris
AESTHETIC: goth
FRIENDLY: Arachne h a t e s being mean, and strives to be warm and welcoming even to the most cold people (minus C. Lacroix). Arachne hopes to be well-liked by everyone at Yale, and dislikes being seen as rude or unfriendly. However, just because of her friendly nature doesnāt mean sheāll take shit
PRAGMATIC: Arachne tends to take a more logical approach to problems and situations. Calculating to sometimes the point of apathy, she makes sure to take her emotions of the picture when approaching something from all angles. However, that doesnāt mean she wonāt be convinced by an emotionally-driven argument
SHY: When it comes to romance, sheās almost as bad at it as cooking. She gets to caught up with her thoughts to actually do something, and it doesnāt help with how bad her last relationship went in high school. Her shyness can lead to more embarrassing situations however, which she cringes at when the day is done.
OPTIMIST: Arachne always strives to view the best in people, situations, and the world. However, sometimes her optimism can come a bit left-field, and can hide her own fears. Arachneās hopefulness can sometimes lead her to despair, though.
C. LACROIX: She wants to put aside their rivalry, but at the same time she feeds into it a bit. They bring out her more competitive and argumentative side. She lowkey canāt handle them, but also admires their intellect and strive.
V. NĆSHOLM: Genuinly likes them! Was a bit apprehensive of them at the beginning but tried to be nice and brushed it off. Wants them to get out of their shell a little more, and is happy theyāre her roommate.
W. OSTENDORF: ā¦who? (jk jk she used to be really close friends with W. Once she meets them again, sheās sure to like them. But also the thought of ādo I know them?ā Keeps appearing in the back of her mind. Theyāre toā¦familiar to just be a stranger, right?)
D. DIACONU: Thinks theyāre really fun and is honestly a bit confused how stuck-up lacroix can handle them. She vibes with them but also feels a bit like lacroix whenever sheās near them. A fan of The Vignettes as wellāthey make cool music!
M. WHITLOCK-SINGH: Tbh, sheās a bit intimated by them. But she also thinks theyāre really nice and a tad bit overworked. Likes talking about philosophy with them, and thinks theyāre cooking is the best thing she has ever eaten. (almost as good as her cooking though š)
Still is handling the death of her mom in less-then-healthy ways, and is a bit apprehensive of Elias dating again
Lowkey stingy of her height
Has a huge savior complex
Has strong morals, and canāt fathom the thought of killing someone. (bit of a hypocrite though)
Usually tries to walk out of arguments and fights (flight response) but when it comes to people she cares about itās a different story
Likes and frequently does dad jokes
When she gets comfy w/ people she unleashes the brainrot
Jealousy scale of 4/5 š§š½āāļø
Her name is based on off the myth of Arachne who was a ARROGANT weaver in Greek mythology and angered the gods
āIT CAN ONLY GO UP FROM HERE, RIGHT?ā - Arachneās famous last words
tagging my dude @childrenofcain-if and um stop putting cocaine in ur if cus i cant get it out of my head š
#Yeah I was giggling when I decided her name and then picked her hamaratia#see I can make jokes too#also yes the mc in an apple costume was based off an idea axel gave me in the coc discord#I finally drew my mc in a way that I liked I hated drawing this bitch š#Bro I canāt pick a ro so im just gonna do dif saves for each š§š½āāļø#ERM I ALSO DREW MC WHEN THEY WERE UH imagining stuff??#idk but the sketch looked way more creepier than the finished thing šš#āwhile sketching I was like damn mc I get you#if: the ballad of the young gods#interactive fiction#series: children of cain#fan heir
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something Iāve been thinking abt is how many people think Makoto is immune to despair. I donāt think he is. I think becoming the ultimate Hope was BECAUSE he felt despair. He wouldnāt have fully reached that point without Junko. Makoto becoming such a beacon was his last attempt to avoid completely falling and it wasnāt because he didnāt feel despair, it was because he was too damn stubborn to allow everything to go to waste and he refused to sacrifice his beliefs for someone elseās. His inner monologue tells me he DID experience the same new low the other suvivors did in the final trial, but at the point where he had the choice to give up and die, he looked at the others and he looked at Junko and he couldnāt allow it to happen, not out of self preservation, but because the idea that Junko would have control over their lives made him FURIOUS. and that utter refusal to die kicked in, wether luck or otherwise, and he made the concious effort for one last push while something in him was breaking. He had to be broken in order for the Ultimate Hope to come through so aggressively, bc it could only exist in the face of the Ultimate Despair. He snapped the same way she did, but in the other direction. In what could have been his final moments he chose to embody everything Junko wasnāt, and every single optimistic and luck fueled ideal in him suddenly charged forward and pushed him. It was a combination of the final straw and a choice. Makoto isnāt immune to feeling despair, heās just too stubborn to fall into it of his own volition. I think thatās why I like that scene in DR3 so much. People were SO SHOCKED Makoto actually fell for the tape, that he actually became despair for a moment. I saw people getting mad or disappointed, saying it was pathetic and Makoto seemed to fall from some sort of pedestal for them. Honestly part of me wonders if that sort of mentality, which clearly people had in universe, affected Makoto a bit. Like he started to see himself as less of a person, subconsciously. Prompting him to take more risks, less self preservation, act way more bold. It seems he has to be reminded a lot not to put himself in danger by his friends, to not do something too reckless. All over the place I would see in regards to that scene either this frivolous āoh this was just angst drama with no meaning behind itā or āhe can do better than that. heās so weakā or ācome on, thereās no way heād fall into despair, heās the Ultimate Hope!ā This kind of mentality, which was kind of ironic considering Ryota was there the entire time saying the same thing and treating Makoto the same way. Like Makoto was superhuman. Like Makoto didnāt feel despair the same way ānormal peopleā did. In a way that was also how Munakata saw Makoto. Makoto stopped being a PERSON to the world when he became Ultimate Hope, he became a concept, a belief system, much the same way Junko ascended beyond herself. But the difference is that treating Makoto that way is the opposite of the reason Makoto became such a representative for hope. He wasnāt doing something no one else could. He was doing something everyone had the chance to, he justā¦ was a little more optimistic, a little more stubborn, a little more āgung-hoā about things. He just took the lead where no one else did, where no one else knew they even COULD in the face of Junkoās unstoppable force. She had overcome the biggest threats and obstacles in the world, what could one person do? And the answer Makoto found was, anything. Everything. It doesnāt all rest on Makoto, heās just the one that was inspired to try to do what seemed like the impossible. But as evidenced by the change in his friends after that trial, itās clearly not something only Makoto is capable of. The others pulled out of despair thanks to Makoto, but it was their choice to do so.
āButā¦ this world is so huge, and weāre so small. What can we doā¦? No, we can probably do anything. Yeah! We can do anything!ā
#makoto naegi#Danganronpa character analysis#Danganronpa#danganronpa thh#danganronpa future arc#I fucking love Makoto Naegi man.#I think thereās a fine line of nuance to Makoto thatās easy to miss bc he doesnāt really make it known#heās not a pushover and heās not overpowered. heās a people pleaser but he will say what needs to be said#heās an immovable object and the exact opposite of Junko but heās also just a normal guy whoās optimistic and (un)lucky#he isnāt invincible but he has immense power to his words the same way Junko did#if anything his superpower is being kind above all else. heās compassionate to some of the worst people in the world.#he was even conpassionatr to an extent to Junko. he didnt want her to kill herself despite everything sheās done#and he still acknowledges that for years she was a classmate and friend.#I do think the more he learned abt what she did the more heās come to actually hate her though#post the first game he always refers to her without a suffix to her name which is one of the most subtle rude things you can do#it means you have zero respect for the person youāre referring to#and he speaks about her with some venom he doesnāt use for anyone else in the future arc#heās not incapable of feeling negative emotions#I really liked the future arc scene bc it showed that Makoto DID experience enough despair to have overcome him if he didnāt refuse#and that it still affects him deeply. people treat him like heās either this perfect ideal Chad or this baby chick whoās so delicate#and no one really focuses on how makoto shoulders so much and yet is still vulnerable.#honestly that guy was DUE for a mental breakdown even without the tape. it would have happened eventually#I actually wrote one based on him finally hitting a breaking point after giving so much of himself away and keeping nothing for himself#that his issues that he shoves down constantly finally canāt be held down anymore. Hajime helps him bc he knows how that feels#it was a LONG time ago that I wrote that but honestly if I can remember where i was going w it I might finish it#it was initially an rp but I could make it a fic#anyway. the point is Makoto is SO much more complex than people give him credit for#the most fundamental thing about him is that heās normal and thatās ok! thatās what helps him rise!
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I am so, so sorry for hijacking your amazing comic with an analysis post but this comic has me fucking screeching! Fuckin' shaking!
Reading this comic made my insides ache and twist in indescribable ways. It makes my very soul scream out with need for others to understand the very delicate building blocks that make up Jayce Giopara. Before finding you, I have not seen another person that so openly picks up on the fragile pieces that Jayce is actually made up of under the inflated ego.
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I don't even know how to put into words all the feelings roiling up inside me. Panel 5 makes me want to scream. The insinuations and accusations facing Jayce so expertly expose little, subtle aspects of Jayce's character that are devastating flaws in the metaphorical armor that keeps Jayce safe and sane.
Down under the arrogance and self-importance is a bright and eager soul that's so, so naive (his voicelines are optimistic in a way that speaks of naivety to me) and a pushover. Jayce is easy to sway and throw off kilter. I see it two major places in the canon lore. Once is when Jayce doesn't defend Viktor when Viktor accuses Professor Stanwick (rightfully) of stealing credit for Blitzcrank's creation. It does not say in Viktor's lore that Jayce verbally denies Viktor's claims or call him a liar. It says that Jayce did not speak up at all, not even to ask for evidence. This tells me Jayce could not bring himself to go against his professor, a man of importance and high status above them both.
Which brings me to a point that I really, really need to remind people: before becoming the Defender, social position wise, the only thing Jayce has over Viktor is that he's from Piltover. Fans use "Giopara" as Jayce's last name but that's not his last name. He has no last name that we know of. He has no family, no money. Pre-Defender Jayce is just a pretty young man with high intelligence that gets passed around the Piltover clans like an unwanted puppy.
If I remember correctly, it doesn't explain why Jayce never sticks up for Viktor. It could be that he's scared if he speaks up, they'll kick him out of the academy. Or it could be that because Jayce naively believes in his own moral code so greatly that he actually believes everyone else lives by it too. Therefore he can't even conceive of a professor stealing from his student. Which would mean Viktor was lying but Viktor is Jayce's partner so he obviously wouldn't want to believe his partner is a liar. This leaves Jayce tied in a knot about what to do resulting in him just not saying anything, causing his first unintentional betrayal towards Viktor.
Lore canon evidence of Jayce being a pushover is the short story with Amaranthine. As we all know, Jayce thinks very highly of himself. He thinks he's too good to give his attention to anyone, even a little girl whose doll he could literally fix in like a minute. He denies helping her and is going to kick her out before they're attacked. After the battle, Amaranthine bruises his ego with a comment. His ego is his armor in life. And the tiny, well-placed attack on it is enough to make Jayce cave. He fixes the doll.
This all tells me that with a well-placed phrase, it would be easy to bring Jayce to heel. It tells me that Jayce is very weak-willed and easy to manipulate if you can get past his ego. Something you can also see in the lore when he goes to get his crystal back from Viktor. He's not there on pretense of glory. He's not even the Defender yet. He just wants his fuckin' research back. It's afterwards that he's toted as the Defender of Tomorrow. A choice, title, and position that Piltover made for him. Not something he made for himself. A title that wiggled into his brain and became his very identity. He was just a scientist until the Defender devoured him and pulled his every thought, every choice to fulfilling that position. Submitting so easily to the choice of Piltover and becoming their puppet, their doll.
In all of Jayce's lore, the only area where he is never a pushover is his moral and ethics code. It's so strong, so foundational to his very being that can't be worn down. Which is what causes the conflict with Viktor. Jayce will do just about anything to secure that people are safe, happy, and have all their human rights intact. Even if it harms himself by destroying what miniscule relationships he has.
But, for someone that thinks so highly of himself, he doesn't seem to put himself in the same category as those people he's fighting for. This finally leads us into the analysis of the comic properly.
As we all know, to Jayce and Viktor, science is the most important thing in the universe. They have different reasons for using it but still, science is their very life's blood. To Jayce, the science used to help and provide for people must take precedence above all else. Including himself. Because he's not a people, not really. People aren't passed from clan to clan like a bought animal.
So, if people need science and inventions to go about their happy lives then isn't it Jayce's duty to make sure people have those inventions? Morally, it'd be wrong to deny them things that would make their lives better. As one of the smartest people in Piltover, isn't it Jayce's sworn duty to do whatever he can to provide those inventions since no one else is as good as him? But science is expensive, inventions cost money. Money that neither Jayce nor Viktor have. But Jayce is the best so for sure he can get what they need.
Now, wouldn't it be just so very easy for a silver tongue to whisper into the ear of an egotistical young man and explain how surly the very best currency is the perfect young man himself? After all, he has so much to offer. He's smart, he's strong, and skilled, and so very, very handsome after all.
Surely there's many things such a perfect young man has to offer those in power. Blueprints and plans, patent promises, a bright smile, some arm candyā¦ a warm body perhaps. The crystal bright pieces of Jayce's very soul.
Would it really be hard to convince such a naive, optimistic young man that he has everything he needs to get the resources he and his partner require? Oh, all the things he could create with those resources!
Would it be difficulty for wealthy, well-spoken nobles and househeads to convince the young man to give more and more of himself?
And maybe it's nice to be wanted. No one wants Jayce, not really. The clans that hold his apprenticeship want his brilliance but they do not want him. They don't speak with him or work with him, not really. No one likes him because he's arrogant and rude and tactless. And fine, that's just fine by him. He doesn't need them either! He works just fine on his own or with Viktor.
And his resource providers want him. So, that's enough, right? What's wrong with giving them more than maybe he's strictly comfortable with. But who cares, it's for a good cause!
Surely the people, the lovely citizens of Piltover, need all those amazing inventions rattling around in brilliant Jayce's head to make their lives better. As the smartest person there, of course it's his duty to provide what others can't. What's a little discomfort, a little loss of self, when he could be helping so very many people?! Helping people can't be a bad thing ever, right?
And then there's Viktor. The one person in Jayce's life that gets to see all of Jayce through hours in their shared lab. They're partners, rivals, the closest thing either of them has had to a friend in their whole lives.
Viktor is from Zaun. He sees the world in a light that the optimistic people of Piltover do not. He knows that the world works on greed. But he also knows that some costs are too steep, even for progress. He can see the bright and shiny pieces of his partner being chipped away as the houses of Piltover pull their marionette's strings.
Under Viktor's cold and standoffish nature is a warm heart. A kindness and compassion that he'll never be able to curb. Viktor loves people. People should be allowed to live, to be happy and healthy.
Jayce is a people. Viktor knows this, why does no one else?!
People matter above all else. Above morals, above ethicsā¦ above science even, it would seem.
Viktor's heart is too big. He does not like to see suffering and death. So, how can he watch suffering and death move in tandem with him each day in their lab? How can he not raise his voice when he spends his days watching a brilliant and arrogant soul turn into an insufferable doll before his very eyes?
What can be said, be done, when that doll stands so tall on self-importance that it cannot see that it is only a puppet on a frayed string?
#[I love this comic so much that I can't even put it into fucking words! I have not felt such a feral rush of emotions in a very long time.#[I have not felt so impassioned to write such a long analysis in a very very very long time! so thank you for that#[I am truly enamored by your control and understanding of these two. it has me screeching at the moon! I've reread this comic like 4 times#[Also again I'm really sorry about word vomiting all over your post#vikjayce#league of legends#viktor#machine herald#machine herald viktor#prototype viktor#jayce giopara#jayce league of legends#jayce lol#machine herald x defender of tomorrow#viktor x jayce#[Alright analysis tags and trigger warnings are below#character analysis#jayce giopara analysis#viktor analysis#tw: abuse of power#mentions of sex work#tw: dubious consent#tw: loss of self
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cant believe youre playing ffxiv and you HAVENT posted a pic of your WoL, smh. thats like half the point of playing squeenix's pretty princess dressup simulator disguised as an MMO
I'm still very much in the middle of leveling things, so it feels annoyingly wasteful to try and glamour outfits (excepting the actively embarrassing ones), but also kind of blegh to show those outfits off (since they're just "default").
That said, I did manage two outfits.
WAR, in pure pvp-gear:
MNK, an old idea from my Free-Trial days:
But yeah. I definitely have ideas for outfits. I just also feel like simply buying them at the marketplace (instead of making them myself) to be a bit like cheating, and you don't get good stuff for a very long time. (I'm also way too much of a cheapskate for it)
#will i inevitably cave to the marketplace at some point? i mean yeah. probably.#but seeing some of the pieces out there going for like 100k? nah. i ain't investing in an outfit i'll be able to make myself soon#''soon'' being a very optimistic phrasing. but the feeling is there.#and yes MNK has ''flat cap (craft)'' ''dhalmelskin fringe boots (craft)''#and then a Golden Saucer ''riviera doublet'' and those pvp ''mnk-pants'' that i can never remember the name of#so it's got a lot of pieces from a lot of different areas. and that makes me prouder of it. full sets are... already done.#which i guess might classify me as an outfit-hipster in ff14? i dunno. i just don't want the same outfit as everyone else.#ff14#personal stuff#video games
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#i laughed today and laughed laughed laughed#to the point people were asking me if i was okay#and it was like believe it or not this is more of the me i have always been#just the smallest things setting me of laughing anf crying from it#it felt good and idk what it was or what happened to make it come out today#but its missed bc things most of the time anymore always feel so heavy you know like we're all going through it#but i was thinking a bit ago why i have this energy thats like playful aggression and i recognize it as that like come on come on of#dragging friends on adventures or being so stupidly silly anything to get your friends to laugh#like that optimistic happiness ?#and surely its fleeting and i just want to hold it on my hands for as long as i can bc i really have missed that joy#anyway bring on that parking lot iv fighting i always talk about bc bet its going to be a fake throw of a punch and into a hug#i want to squeeze the number men so hard until little stars are dancing around their heads#anyway i love them and all of you#thanks for being here with me
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WEIRD OLDER QUEERS I LOVE YOUUU
#this is a general statement#but also opened up feeld after like two weeks and immediately matched with this guy* who i immediately thought just had an awesome vibe#(is it bc he reminds me of philip sallon maybe. itās okay i know my own red flags)#i donāt actually know what pronouns he uses. something to ask tomorrow#theyāre also really not that old ftr theyāre in their forties itās just the difference in experience i mean#feel sort of excited abt the idea of pursuing gay sex for the first time in ages they just SO immediately met me at my level and made me#- feel so comfortable#weāll see what comes of it i have a good feeling but even if it doesnāt work out i feel more optimistic moving forward#just a very nice change of pace to go oh that person looks cool. oh we get to talk. oh they are cool#me & my ex are also gonna do something at some point. i know he wants to itās just a matter of stupid scheduling#anyway. more to the point. I LOVE SEEING QUEER PEOPLE LIVING & BEING HEALTHY & THEMSELVES#ted talks
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#i donāt understand why iām like this#why am i so happy one second#deciding to bake a cake because i can#optimistic for the future#knowing life will work itself out#and the next second#iām under#and gone#all it took was seeing a goddamn shelf#and suddenly i donāt want to do any of it anymore#because what is the fucking point#and i can feel it all coming down around me#feeling too much#but iāll probably be fine in 30 minutes
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anyone else's brain feel like expired pudding this fine friday afternoon (aka morning for me)?
#guhhhh#I'm still not even sure what yesterday was#like really what was that???#I am not feeling optimistic about myself sadly#I want to but I just keep feeling like every day will be like this and nothing will ever improve#I don't know if there's even a point in doing grad apps if I'm so fucked up#I don't know if there's a point to continue self-studying subjects I like when I'm not going anywhere in life#I feel replaceable and stupid#I feel so hurt#the only reason I'm feeling slightly better than yesterday is because I haven't thrown up yet#but my head hurts badly even after taking meds#and I'm in so much emotional pain too#I think I'm falling backwards
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might do something insane (restart my og bg3 playthrough despite being deep into act 3)
#i just feel like now that i have a better grasp of my character.#and how to play the game (so many things i didn't know how to do in act 1) then i can play the game more true to my charas story#raph is a soft optimistic druid that cares deeply for others and wants to protect them#and then learns what lengths she's willing to go to accomplish this#and like i also WANT to play again but am so annoyed with act 3 and all the things i missed#that i have 0 motivation to even finish the game at this point#tbh i fucked up in act TWO.... like. i need to go back lmao
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honestly. honestly. honestly. i'm very worried about the referendum.
#i just have. a bad feeling.#and maybe that's my anxiety disorder but like.......can we all agree the yes campaign has not been very effective lmao#i want it to pass i want it to pass so badly but so much of what i see on social media is very disheartening#at this point my most optimistic hope is it barely passing like the plebiscite from way back when#and irl my references are my family who are mostly yes i think if somewhat uncaring just like yeah sure whatever#and my dad who says he'll probably vote yes but brings up some indigenous liberal mp who calls it 'divisive' everytime i see him#and my granny who..... well the less said about her the better but she watches sky news and is worried about 'the details'. so.#i'm concerned!!!!!!! i'm concerned.#auspol
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have you watched the pjo show?
I saw the first 2 episodes when they came out at a watch party one of my friends threw, and as soon as they ended I realized I didn't particularly care to keep going. It wasn't like, outrageously bad by any means, I just don't think it gripped me enough to want to continue, and there were enough odd adaptational choices that I thought weakened the story that I lost interest. I might have tuned back in if the changes actually built to something interesting in the later episodes, but from everything I've seen it kinda seems like they just took the teeth out of the story, which was what I was worried about.
That being said, the cast seems really great and well suited to their roles, so like, if they improve the writing and pacing in the later seasons and stop sanding down all the rough edges, I might pick it back up. But otherwise, pass.
#im like famously bad at watching tv tho so me not wanting to continue is less dramatic than it probably sounds#i just don't really watch it casually anymore so I'll only follow along with shows that i really really like#i got another ask about the show a little while ago and i was like 'oh ill answer that once ive caught up' and then i never caught up so#sorry to whoever sent that i wasn't ignoring you i just never got to the ep you mentioned#like if I'm trying to be optimistic. given how quickly shows get canned if they're not immediately super popular. and given that this is a#disney product. its possible that once the show proves it can be commercially successful and the characters get older they might stop#playing it so safe and boring and bring some of the harder and more complicated elements back in. and like. that won't fix what they've#already fumbled but it will at least make the story better and more interesting. but idk how likely that is esp since#rick riordan seems totally on board with all the changes and it sounds like he doesn't really get why they diminish the story#like i feel like they're thinking too much about whether or not a change has a huge impact on the plot and not enough about how it#impacts the characters and the overall theme and vibe of the story. if that makes sense#like sure we still got from point A to point B in roughly the same way but that trip means something different for the characters now#and if you do that enough times you end up with a completely different result at the end even if we're technically in the same place#percy jackson show#asks
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Thinks oh so hard abt the spiraling upwards clan founders, especially the birchclan founders. Silly lil kitties who's pasts are drenched in blood with the primary regret of not drawing it sooner
#rat rambles#oc posting#warriors posting#spiraling upwards#long story short they had a shitty awful terrible leader who sucked absolutely ass and they tore him to shreds#I mean that literally they pinned him onto the mountain side and slashed and mauled the shit out of him so hard that his lives evaporated#and several of the cats involved in that scene are sill alive and major parts of the story and I love them#oh also the cat that pinned him through a stab through the throat was his own daughter btw everyone hated his ass so much#and for good reason get his ass#alas in the main story I dont rly get to go too deep into how he harmed everyone involved mostly just three main ones#aka bristlestar because shes murtlepaw's ghost mom dawncrackle because hes also haunting murtle and gullspot because shes bristle's kit#so basically all the flashbacks we get involve those three in some form or another#honeystar was also there and involved but Im not currently planning on having her rly talk abt that#most of her more modern angst is the fact that she was forced into leadership against her will#and shes been alive long enough that shes been leading birchclan far longer than she ever lived in her old clan#but she did go through a lot of shit before birchclan was founded and it definitely shaped her a lot#she used to be a very determined and high spirited lil kitty cat who tried to be optimistic#but her family began to slowly be picked off one by one by both the old leader and the one whod later get evicerated#some of the older cats around her hoped it make her back down from her revelutionary ideas but she noticed that and it backfired on them#instead of being worn down to submission she became absolutely Furious and began to lash out more and become more demanding#it got to the point that she really only had two friends in the entire clan and one of them was her aunt whod later also die after coming#out abt having witnessed the leader killing his own kits#that was the final fucking straw for her and she was fully on board when bristle and dawn started looking for cats to join their rebellion#she did get rly frustrated with them as they waited patiently for the right moment but her remaining bestie kept her from going apeshit#so once the big fight finally broke out she was more than eager to join the hoard of cats chasing the bastard upwards#now unlike some of the other cats involved this legitimately actually made her feel a lot better for a while#for the first time in ages she finally felt like she could be optimistic abt smth again and was excited abt the idea of leaving this place#she had lost so much in this damn place since she was an apprentice and just wanted to finally be able to rest easy#but once they got to their new territory and set up camp things went south real fast as a flood fucked everything up#and after losing the only cat she had left in her life and losing her tail and being made deputy on top of that she deteriorated quickly
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āR+ training business owners learn to apply their training philosophy to their staffā challenge
#Iām a year in to this job and itās becoming toxic at#basically I feel like a dog that only ever gets corrected and Iām starting to shut down#I honestly feel like I can do nothing right anymore#and itās not me! I swear itās not me!#I feel sort of cursed because this is my second job in this industry to turn completely toxic#so I can understand the urge to go- maybe it IS you?#but itās not!#I work really fucking hard! I make mistakes but I try! Iām constantly trying to apply the feedback and improve#but no matter what I do all I get is criticism#like today I was chewed out for overlooking some stuff the day before#when I pointed out that Iād worked 30mins overtime trying to get everything done I was basically blamed for the overtime in the first place#itās completely untenable#Iām going to try talking to my boss next week and weāll see what happens#but Iām not optimistic at this point#which sucks because I really wanted this to work#I really admire my boss and I wanted their approval very badly#but now Iām coming to terms that I may never get it
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woke up feeling excited for their possibilities!!!!!!!!!!!
#this is vee speaking#iām feeling cautiously optimistic that nagosaka will have a strong presence in rhyme animaā lol#what will we be getting???? what will they be doing????#idk but i want it to be pivotal to whatever plot rhyme anima will show lol#letās beat back the allegations that nagosaka still feel separate and undercooked LOL#iām still on the fence on whether or not i want rhyme animaā to be canon lol#like it would be really cool if it was!!!!! animation thatās supplementing canon is amazing all on its own lol#and if itās canon that feels like season one wasnāt canon because nagosaka wasnāt there so they held off on it lol#but non canon makes rhyme animaās separation easier and remains an easily digestible entry point#like imagine trying to get a friend into hypmic and needing to tell them season one isnāt canon but season two is LOL#c: rapping boys
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š: i just think youāre cute!
šŖ: id fight someone if they talked shit about you
Thank you so much, anon ^V^ <3
#I sometimes have a weird relationship to being called cute#mostly because my family use it in a way to point out my autism symptoms and antics#so in that sense being 'cute' is being 'different' or 'strange'#at the same time I also know that cute can also mean excited and sweet and kind - which are all things I see as positive#so the forever optimist I chose to think of you calling me cute as a good thing#and not as an awkward semi-infantualisation it sometimes can feel like when it is my parents or sister saying it#I am babbling again#all I want to say is thank you so much and all the love to you anon <333#replies
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