#and apparently the entire time I sounded ‘strained’ and the high notes were sucky and jsjssbskskksk
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#aj whines about shit#I think I have imposter syndrome#well actually#i know i do#anyway I had to sing in front of my mom and grandmother and sister today#and it was a really hard song that I’d been working hard on and I kinda thought I sounded good#and i was really hoping to impress my mom#and she didn’t even give me any compliments or anything#and I know it’s stupid#but like...#I have to perform this in a week#and my teacher never compliments me either but she also doesn’t yell like my old ones did so it’s fine#and apparently the entire time I sounded ‘strained’ and the high notes were sucky and jsjssbskskksk#and then apparently the song wasn’t even right for my age?#and then she made me feel guilty that I can’t understand some of my fucking mother tongue#so I don’t even know the words I’m singing#and asdjddiejdkk#i’m crying rn
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