#and also her newfound spirituality threatening to set off psychotic symptoms in my brain again. very cool very fun :))) /sarcasm | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

piplupod · 9 months ago

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my current counselor has caused me a shit ton of stress bc she is consistently late for our appts, BUT! she did come to the conclusion that my mother is not healthy for me to be around without me ever directly saying that or even implying it so that's pretty cool

(and she also accepted my "i cannot say that to my mother" response to her suggesting i try saying something that's considered a normal thing to say (i.e. "hey can we talk about xyz instead of yzx?") instead of trying to convince me im being irrational and should just Try Communicating yadda yadda)

#aka .... the bare minimum HFSDGJKL #but it feels SOOOO good to have this verified by someone who is still rather new in getting to know me and my situation #and i didnt even have to guide her to that conclusion #in fact i wasn't even thinking about that. i was just spewing out how much she is stressing me out lately w her dieting bs #and also her newfound spirituality threatening to set off psychotic symptoms in my brain again. very cool very fun :))) /sarcasm #and then she was like ''you need to spend as little time around her as possible'' basically which was . holy shit. so nice to hear !!!#i always feel like im being shitty for avoiding her and i probably need to just try harder to get along #so . hearing it from a mental health professional... i almost cried fdsjfkl it was just. so nice. very cool experience #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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