#and all I'm left with is this searing-- idfk /upsetness/ with no fucking outlet or solution
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Stupid wounds should heal faster.
#this is such a petty resentment#why the fuck is it still here?#why is it all I can think about?#why does it make me feel sick?#why am I stuck with this overflowing nauseating grudge that I can't do anything about#I wanna yell#I wanna yell SO badly but it will make me look like an asshole#I wanna cry but I've already cried too fucking much#I can't even distract myself from the desire to vomit up my feelings because the internet in my laptop went out#and all I'm left with is this searing-- idfk /upsetness/ with no fucking outlet or solution#and every single fucking thing makes it feel so much worse#I just can't escape it#stupid wounds should heal faster#it's been days and yet it feels like it JUST happened#it happened once and yet it's been happening every fucking time I close my goddamned eyes#it's happened so many times behind my back but now that it's in front of my face I want to tear this fucking lump in my throat out#I want to tear my throat out with my goddamned hands#I'm so fucking tired#I hate this feeling#I hate this body#I hate this#I'm tired
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