#and again idk what im talking abt its actually 4am for me rn LOL

[enkvyu]

No cause Gege’s hatred for Gojo literally made him completely forget the story is about the MC which is Yuuji

gege definitely got sidetracked w gojo bc honestly he js wrote gojo better . gojo is so complex compared to every other character and maybe its bc we havent been in his perspective in AGESS but i think yuuji is a pretty simple shounen protagonist 😭 if i was gege i would want to write abt gojo too

[rawrtriesagain]

Long post incoming idk how to do Read More on mobile, sorry. Tldr: just a post abt my writing as usual and stuff about my interest in lwa (nothing crazy)

I know I talk abt my old fuckin fics all the fuckin time (like Jesus theyre old enough to be considered toddlers now) but anyway this is my vent blog and y’all will never hear the end of it so guess what still has an absolute GRIP over my mind after 3 years

Its forest of arcan- im jk its dreamer of stars lmaooo. I reread it right now for the funsies after months of forgetting abt it, and each time I read it I think “surely I am over this story and can move on with my life” and like the first half of the story its like yea I kinda am over it haha but then the second half just obliterates the thoughts and runs me over and I just lay in my bed and contemplate my life and go into like a State of Emotions and simply have to talk about it (but it also could be because its 4am at the time of writing this)

I do think it mostly has to do with nostalgia though. Truthfully I’m probably not able to write smth like that again because it was 100% written completely on emotion and quite actually everything bad Diana was feeling in the story was smth i was also going through so it was easy to… write a vent and disguise it as a fic LOL. But I was also running on the high of being in love with my best friend which also really easily translated to everything going on in the fic blah blah nobody remembers it but me so this means nothing to anybody and im being cringe and gay on main (not even my main)

ANYWAY the point of my babbling here is that honestly I miss having that intense amt of emotions that would spur that level of creative writing? Like yea forest of arcana (not updated in over a year) is fun and all but it definitely isnt written on a personal level like dreamer was. I also just genuinely miss writing lol and its like ok bitch why dont you write then and then its like good question why dont i?? I probably still enjoy writing more than i do drawing and i know my blogs say otherwise but the two mediums are both definitely different outlets for my life. Maybe i would change my mind the day my art is actually good tho 😛

Im laffing rn seeing me talk abt this “deep” different outlets of life cause like when u think abt it im also literally just Currently describing little witch fanfic and fanart since thats all i do LOL. Not that theres anything wrong with lwa being my Muse of course, but it just adds humor in whatever the emo hell im going on about

Another side sad mini vent but i dont think im as into lwa as i used to be which also waters down my interests in doing things, but im literally not interested in any other media or fandom rn either so lwa stays my hyperfixation. Plz dont be alarmed lol im not saying im NOT into lwa anymore since diana is still a fuckin god to me like 10/10 chara design and vibes, but its definitely not as strong as it was when i first joined the fandom 3 years ago. And you know what maybe it has to do with me not watching little witch academia in full in those entire three years after i first watched it lmao. Most of the friends ive made in the fandom are pretty much gone too which is sad but is what it is. Sometimes i get a burst of seratonin when i think about smth diakko and definitely like now when i reread my fics i also remember the Emotions i had for these Gays and it like floods back for a bit like a buff.

I think something im very interested in for both the spark of writing and also the revitalization for my love for diakko is that i wanna do like a oneshot slice of life series for diakko. Just something easy, cute, subjectively funny, and a vibe. I still fantasize abt diakko shenanigans even if mundane and i wish i could also capture it more in my art but im not at that level yet, so writing it is. First i probably need to rewatch lwa in full since ive forgotten most everything except for key diana scenes haha oopsie And sucy world episode that was a good fuckin episode.

Anyway thanks for reading this far if you did lol sorry for the LONG ASS NONSENSE POST. Sometimes i see how i type in my blog and to people and compare it to my writing and its like where the hell did my comprehensive english go. Sorry if this was just hard to read from the lack of grammar and punctuation but thats showbiz anyway stay tuned for the next diana content ttyl bffl rofl xD zomg

[yaoksarah]

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its like almost 4am im bored outta my fkng mindddd. literally so bored. should have bought myself a ds and some games w my stimulus check 😩❗️need some zelda and mario n me life. i feel like....blah rn. i feel like im slacking just on life n general. i need to chill. too much anxiety/stress/doubt/negative thoughts flooding my fucking brain making me feel like shit. for some reason im so caught up on wanting a lil boo daddy idk why cuz i fucking hate niggas i can c right thru them, but damn everybody wants to feel special to someone 🤒 like im tired of the same ol same ol, i need someone who is genuinely interested in me! cant get enough of me. and i want to feel the same. im not tryna get married tomorrow but fuck y does everybody else have someone n i dont 🥴 or at least it feels tht way. or maybe i just want the attention. as much as we all love to deny it, we love validation. something abt being flooded w heart eyes gives me life. girlll the other day i called myself taking some sexy pics and i literally have no one to send them to so i wanted to post em i aint evn get no views 💀 like wtf. so ill let em collect dust n me camera roll i suppose. oh yeah id like to go on the record and say that demetrius has me feeling some type of way ☹️ and by tht i mean he has me fucked up. lmao. fr tho. i mean he did spend like three days at my house w me which was ..... ok lol he fucking met my dad ahhhhhh but it was fine and he met melissas crazy ass. i told my dad thts who im talking to or dating or whatever but lets be real fucking honest tht man is bck at his bm’s apartment up east. i just dont get it. i mean i can see the possibility of him using her.....wouldnt b surprised tbh hes a man.....i just hope that he isnt trying to work things out bc shes done some fucked up shit and he deserves better (which may or may not b me still deciding if hes worth my time). bitch tell me y he nutted n me............i was on my period but still. u dont fwm enough to be tryna procreate my guy. ugh!!!!!!!!! ik we arent gonna end up together so y am i putting myself thru this. anyway i need something to distract me from my horniness and lonliness so im thinking bout doing duolingo every day lmao i need to start working out again i think i actually got results for the short amount of time i did do it and drink my protein shakes. oh yea i found out what time i was born and i was able to look at my birth chart 🥵 sooooooooo apparently....im an aries ☀️, aquarius 🌙, mercury in taurus ♉️, venus in gemini ♊️ ,virgo rising