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elephants-with-reading-glasses · 5 months ago

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There's a beautiful future in my mind, and I am determined to make it real.

I'm very sorry to ask something like this, I've really been struggling with this question, and I wanted to ask the combined wisdom of the people on this site

I would like to know why you keep going, and what drives you to keep living. I know there are a lot of reasons to stay alive and enjoy life, I can think of a few that personally resonate with me, but I really want to know what your reasons are

You do not have to comment on this if that's too big of an ask, and I'm very sorry for asking something like this, I really need someone's help, I feel like I don't have much purpose

Also if I may ask, please don't post any suicidal ideation in the comments of this post, I really can't handle something like that right now

#I can see a farm #and a partner who loves me #and a child to bring into a better world than the one that exists today #I can see a career that invigorates me #and vacations that open my heart and mind to new cultures #I can see sunny days picnicking in a meadow #and snowy evenings curled up by a fire #I can see a day where my mind and soul are at peace #this future is possible #and I will not stop until I make it mine

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koobiie · 2 months ago

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based on that one q&a... i'm a sucker for a pokemon crossover

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lotus-pear · 5 months ago

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mourning black and the death of ideals

#i haven't moved on from this yet. btw. i'm still here #finally decided to draw the thought i've been ruminating over for days on end bc it's like a parasite eating away my brain #stated this on the initial post i made days ago but there's just smt so gut wrenching and sickening #about how dazai will have worn black exactly twice in his life: once as a member of the mafia and now at kunikida's funeral #a color that initially signified devotion to the mafia and his demon prodigy alias now signifies his grief #him having to wear black again at the funeral of another doomed fatalist who chose his heart over his survival. his own partner.#kunikida's death being so reminiscent of the tragedy that initially caused him to defect and flee #and everything tying together full circle and effectively breaking him #asagiri rly said fuck knkdz it's doppover we lost gang 😭😭😭#why did bro leave that fucking notebook behind #fool. do you know that angst potential you have left me to work with?#love never won in bsd. it lay dead and festering #i don't know how much longer i can keep saying i miss them. i'm going to kill myself if he doesn't come back #i've never wanted something to be death bait so desperately #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #kunikidazai #knkdz #kunizai #(??? technically. its implied anyway)#lotus draws

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crimeronan · 11 days ago

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shoutout to the poly people who never found those "every poly triad is a fat girl and two gross neckbeards" memes funny or cute & who have had to see that shit All Over reddit and ifunny and tumblr and twitter for the past Fucking Decade. may all of our creative endeavors and joy get 10,000 times more traction than an article written by a monogamous person who's defending poly people by saying "don't worry, fellow monogamous kids! i too think the poly community is irredeemably fucking irritating!! :)"

#I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT HOW IRRITATING WE ARE. YOUR MEMES ARE IRRITATING AS FUCK AND I'M MEAN IF I SAY IT?? GET BENT.#love you other poly people. monogamous people you can only stay if you have poly friends who DON'T annoy you. sorry.#i am serious about that though.#i can parasocially count as the poly friend if it doesnt annoy you to hear me blog about my partners.#polyamory

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year ago

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Bonus 8: How met your mother (CSSR design by @qourmet!)

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #cangse sanren #wei changze #jiang fengmian #It was important to me that WCZ had the hereditary mole. I will die on this hill.#I have been *waiting* for the day to finally arrive when I could finally make this comic. It's been marinating for months.#My mission is to redraw all of qour's character designs one day. They are just *that* good.#CSSR has the vibes of a wandering menace who shows up in towns like a stray cat arriving at a new doorstep for treats. 10/10.#While YZY strongly leads us to believe that JFM was in love with CSSR and that's his whole motivation behind taking wwx in-#-I do think this is (once again) rumour being presented as reality. It's the juicer story to tell after all.#It is still possible that he did love her! But I think that story undercuts the relationship he also had with WCZ.#Yall ever think about how JC and WWX parallel their fathers? How Wei Changze also left the Jiang Leader's side? I do.#Unlike JC though It is far more hilarious and plausible to imagine JFM begging to be CSSR and WCZ's third. You know he would.#My wild headcanon is that JFM and YZY are in a mlm and wlw arranged marriage situation. Deeply unhappy as partners. Better as friends.#they care for each other and I'll admit that there is a beautiful tragedy in them having romantic feelings for each other the whole time.#But I am also here for the gaffs. Let them be unfulfilled homosexuals together.#Meanwhile cssr and wcz are having incredible hetrosexual sex in a bisexual way that WILL leave him pregnant by the end of it.

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littlenastieswewhispered · 5 months ago

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“buffy ended the show single :)” ok but only because her current love interest just DIED!! (he near quite literally died in her arms! in sacrifice for her!) her last words of the entire series were telling him she loves him and then saying his name in admiration. she isn’t single; she’s a widow.

#spuffy #anti cookie dough #also lol just for clarity and so they don’t come here:#anti bangel #anti-bangel #this post inspired by nothing in particular #except the ongoing women need to be alone to be strong bullshit narrative by anti feminist JW #can’t believe so much of the fandom buys that #buffy anne summers LOVES love #she values romance in her life #look at the way she talks to and looks at and touches spike in s7 #and TRY to tell me she just wanted to be alone #you can’t #that’s insane troll logic #and i’m so serious fking ANTI cookie dough!!#no one is ever done baking #ever #we all grow and change our entire lives and we deserve companionship while we do that #i’m not saying buffy needed to be ready to settle down #whatever that means #but she very clearly enjoyed having spike as a partner #as evidenced by the scene IMMEDIATELY after the cookie dough speech lol #and she should get to have a romantic partner who also wants her #ie spike #obligatory fandom and shippy tags:#spuffy is endgame #you’re the one buffy #i believe in you spike #btvs #buffy the vampire slayer

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robot-carl · 6 months ago

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Can’t two partners in crime have ONE night out without the bat? 🦇

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twilghtkoo · 7 months ago

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lunch notes

pairings. jungkook x reader (f)

genres/aus. fluff, established relationship, college au

notes. happy pride month to the lesbians, i hope u have an amazing and special month babes !! was inspired and had to quickly write this down bc i miss writing and i had the time. likes and reblogs are vv much appreciated and again HAPPY PRIDE MONTH <3

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“so what did your man write you this time?” your friend and classmate teases, nudging you lightly with her shoulder.

you roll your eyes and grab your bento out of your bag. silently excited to see how jungkook curated the food he cooked himself and especially, to see the note. if he left one.

despite his busy schedules and his late nights at the company, he still manages to pack you lunch when he can. of course, it’s not everyday but you cherish the days he does.

the zipper pocket inside your bag holding all the little sticky notes from him.

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eat well before your exam baby ! i’m proud of you no matter the results… love you jungkook <3

cooked your favorite last night…kimchi fried rice :D have a good day baby, love you x jungkook <3

i knew you were gonna wake up late this morning, good thing i woke up earlier before u and packed ur lunch in ur bag already u even left the house in a rush without giving me a kiss, but i’ll forgive u if u eat all the food and make up for it tonight ( ◠‿◠ ) love you jungkook <3

i messed up the smiley face on the rice silly me, stupid scissors :( have a good day baby love you jungkook <3

yes i put extra carrots in here bc ik you hate them but u need to eat them hehe (￣∇￣) don’t be mad, eat them pls have a good day baby! love you jungkook <3

i think im doing a pretty good damn job making characters out of food now huh? u can praise me when u get home ＼(^ω^)／ love you jungkook <3

bet u gasped when u opened up ur bento huh ? cus i made ur favorite cus im the best boyfriend in the universe ;) spam onigiri !! made this with love, enjoy ur day baby love you jungkook <3

ooo something different than the usual, think i did pretty good for cooking western food as my first time:P enjoy ur cajun chicken pasta sexy love you jungkook <3

u were with me while we cooked this together and i was singing to you in the middle of the kitchen enjoy ur meal baby & have a good day love you jungkook <3

#twilghtkoo #jeon jungkook #jungkook fluff #jungkook drabble #jungkook fic #boyfriend!jungkook #jungkook oneshot #jungkook imagine #jungkook scenarios #bts fluff #bts drabble #ahh i love jungkook and i can picture him as the bf who packs his partner bento and leaving little notes D: oh dear help me

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royaltea000 · 2 months ago

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[jttw swk oc children] tried out giving them some new clothes but I dunno bout this one… 🤔

#drawing them again because I love them #you Will Look 🔫#/threat #digital art #my art #journey to the west #jttw oc #jttw sun wukong #jttw au #original character #for those not aware these are my swk children ocs #they’re powerful but obviously not as much as their dad #I imagine they just have high ranking roles in his monkey army and defend huaguoshan while he’s off journeying #shooting comet and frozen river #my son tomato and his brother turnip #tomato was born first #I’m torn between making them twins or half brothers born at the exact same time #tomato’s actually very nice but other monkeys find it a bit hard to read him cuz he’s always making the monkey #face equivalent of killing intent face #turnip was born without eyes so he has no problem just letting em bangs hang #I imagine they were like toddlers when swk left and when he comes back he gets like two full grown adult demon monkeys thrown at him like #welcome back father!!! and he’s just befuddled standing there like who are you people 🗿#they have so many other half siblings I think #don’t ask me who their mothers are #I hc swk as on the aroace spec now but back when I first started getting into jttw I imagined he would have a lot of concubines #or willing partners at least - of both genders of course I’m not stupid #his advisors looking for him like where is dasheng??! 😨#meanwhile there’s a pile of babies with a suspicious tail peaking out from under them

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citrusai · 2 months ago

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taash said "they were doing it" and people ran with the interpretation of an npc that doesn't know solas or the history of the elvhenan even when bellara interjected and said, no, that's not right. that's not how it was for the elvhenan. they formed bonds before they had physical bodies. and people ran to doompost or create weird anti-solavellan shit even though mythal & solas refer to each other as old friends and when she releases him there is no tenderness or love in it. it is the act of unchaining a dog from his post, the stepping down of a general. but to each their own ig.

#let the record show i think love was there. do I personally perceive it as romantic / sexual? no.#mythal's perception of love & care is warped in and of itself #i think they loved each other. but she loved what she could take from him and what he could give in terms of service #not because she was romantically into him #also i wish we knew more about her & elgar'nan. her regret prison form says she holds no love for him anymore #and it makes me wonder when that love soured. was it when she was blighted? before that? was that love also born of duty and companionship?#this is the last post i'm gonna make ab this i think #bc i believe people are too caught up in the modern western ideas of love as thing we give solely to our romantic partners #and we literally have a character go ”our perception is warped bc of the age we live in” and some of you are still being purposefully obtuse #and i think trick saying it's up to interpretation is basically admitting EA had them dumb down the game anyway #if everything ab the rise and fall of the evanuris in game #was condensed to five 2min cutscenes it says enough that whatever the writers wanted #was swiftly cut down by corporate dept. basically saying it's in the fans' court now #also bc it's an easy cop out around new players & non solasmancers who are indifferent ab him / dislike him #as a way to appeal thru a more sympathetic lense of look!! he loved and was led astray #not to mention the clear justinia / leliana parallels #and leliana gets angry if you imply she was romantically involved / in love w justinia #and the romance descr when you remake your inq saying the dread wolf could not predict what it would mean to fall IN LOVE #implying he had never fallen in love before or at the very least experienced a romantic love #also him saying drinking from the well would make you a slave and he gets really upset #yet ive seen takes of ”hes doing this for her cus he dgaf ab lavellan” ?? he got mythal killed when he told her ab the blight #whatever feelings of admiration he had for her have rotted. he is literally burdened by his mistakes and his choice in joining her #i feel like if i were a spirit bound and twisted into a weapon i would need my creator to tell me i am Free. i would need that closure #like when cole says its not abuse to bind him if he asks and solas said thats not always true???#if you perceive her interaction w him in vg third act as #anything more than the way justinia released leliana in inq then im sorry maybe youre just obtuse #solavellan #mythal #dragon age meta

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fawnsflowerbed · 4 days ago

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the song 'we'll never have sex' by Leith Ross and it's Vendetta Leon or right after RE6 Leon with reader who's gentle and patient. "You look perfect.." He whispers so brokenly through tears, so thankful to still have you after all of this. How you waited for him, stayed for him as he left for days on end. He'd missed you so much. Fuck, you were his angel. His gentle angel. His pretty baby.

"You look different." Your voice whispers back, aching to relieve him of his pain. He's so tired, in so much agony to his core. You know there's so little you can do, so you both just sit a while.

You depollute him, suck the rot from him. You kiss him just to kiss him, not to make him cry.

You make him feel the sickness less and less.

#They make me cry #Leon with a soft loving partner who is consistent and gentle and loyal just kills me #he needs someone who stays #leon kennedy #leon kennedy x reader #leon s kennedy #leon scott kennedy #leon s. kennedy #resident evil x reader #leon s kennedy x reader #leon x reader #x reader #resident evil #leon s. kennedy x y/n #leon s. kennedy x you #leon scott kennedy x you

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strawberri-draws · 1 year ago

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I like them a lot. Unfortunately

#my art #fanart #strawberridraws #op #one piece #one piece fanart #opla #one piece live action #one piece live action fanart #koby one piece #koby x helmeppo #kobymeppo #helmeppo one piece #theyre so. ugh. very same brain cell dudes #I love the enemy to forced working together to bonding to partners ok #also helmeppo is very funny. to me. what a horrible guy (in live action) who gets one friend and is like damn guess I’ll do good now. ig.

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shingodzillaa · 3 months ago

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we are smol innocent beans papa we will not try to bite you immediately we prommy :3

*me reaches in to grab something*

Them: BITE BITE BITE. >:v >:v

#rats #ratblr #umi (the brown one)#wasabi (mink mix)#wasabi is slowly being nicer to me. umi and I have some getting along to do still #they all mostly love my partner since they’re the one who is their mommy #I am just papa who has to handle them occasionally lol so they don’t like me as much #they’re like oh. oh. o papa is coming near. he’s gonna grab meeeee ahhhhh #and then I just refill their water bowl

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palskippah · 1 month ago

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Hi!

Drew this while listening to Carlos Baute's quien te quiere como yo (who wants/loves you like I do) as a break on homework sjdfkds

(throws some of the lyrics at you) - who wants and cares for you (like I do), who brightens your days (like I do), who admires you (like I do), who thinks about you and loves you (like I do), who respects your space, who understands your days of change, who brings the best in you 🗣️ I'm sure that no one has ever loved you liiike I doooo

#nimona #ballister boldheart #ambrosius goldenloin #my art #*song about loving and tending your partner* me: omg is this Ambrosius??#respects his space but also Ambrosius' clingy as hell I say so #the semester ends next week and man am i nervous djfkdg #*draws goldenheart*#ngl got the idea for the drawing in that thing that had been said about Ambrosius' personality bringing out Ballister's more introverted on #?? from somewhere? sources- believe me bro djkjkf #after hearing the part of who brings the best in you in the song

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calciumcryptid · 3 months ago

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Kinn would use pet names because he is the type of dork who would find them genuinely romantic.

Kim would use pet names because he thinks it gets him a good grade in boyfriend, a normal and possible thing to want to achieve.

Vegas would use pet names because he is exerting ownership in ways deemed socially acceptable, but he has to be pretentious about it.

#vegas hits pete with “beloved” one day and they both freeze as it is distinctly not “pet”#macau is in the background happy they managed to use a normal pet name for once #kinns pet names get increasingly more and more ridiculous and porsche can roll his eyes all he wants but he loves it #pete and porsche both get turned on when their partners refer to them as “my weapon”#which is something they would examine in therapy if they ever thought about getting it #no one knows what is going on with kim but if chay giggles and blushes because of an “angel” here and a “bambi” there #well the bodyguards know better than to mention it #also this randomly came to me in my current sleep deprived daze #but when pete is petty he'll start referring to himself with stereotypical dog names #like “spot” or “rover” and the thai equivalents #and it is so fucking weird for everyone to watch vegas get so pissed off about it #macau is just happy vegas isnt like breaking things or going on a torture spree #this has been one fourty five am rambles with calcium who doesnt think these are in character but you know #vegaspete #kinnporsche #kimchay #kinnporsche the series

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dismas-n-dismay · 2 months ago

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And if I don’t get 20 long hair jayvik hair pulling fics for BOTH Jayce and Viktor on my desk by next week I’m taking away everyone’s writing privileges. FEED ME.

Update: I went crazy in the tags with how this would go for them 😭😭

#Jayce going crazy on viktor’s ass after being trapped in the prison dimension for 20 years #that man comes out straight feral; horny; and in need for his partner who is now seemingly god #even more toxic yaoi #also power play kink on Jayce’s side that he’s not super willing to acknowledge #he loves Viktor being this omnipresent being even more so than he was before always seeing what Jayce himself couldn’t #but now even more so #and after 20 years in that prison dimension? he wants that damn cookie #dominating that stupid omnipresent twink and declaring himself the only one to bring gods to their knees? yeah I need that for them I fear #someone PLEASE HEAR ME OUT AND FEED ME THIS I DONT WANNA WRITE IT #jayvik smut #jayvik fics #jayce talis #jayce x viktor #viktor arcane #arcane 2021 #arcane netflix #jayce arcane #jayce league of legends #arcane jayce #vikjayce #toxic yaoi #toxic mlm

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