#and Sam’s I am Everyone during his stint with Gadreel | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

shallowrambles · 2 years

Text

I try not to think of SPN as all being in Sam’s head, and the therapy being Chuck’s Shirley’s fucked-up Sybil narrative of treatment which results in a dissolution of all the systems :( but it’s a Reading, all right

#Shirley #Sybil #dean is the psychological shield #cas is another shield in the system #is why Integration is The Enemy #tw ableism #integration can be very toxic for the condition actually #Sybil Dorsett #did a lot of damage actually ugh #but I hate how the thought persists when I think about the finale #ofc cas and hael in mid seasons #together I can keep us safe Castiel #and Sam’s I am Everyone during his stint with Gadreel #about how the angels ARE just the ppl they inhabit getting consumed by another in Sam’s system #I am everyone dean #Sam is everyone #I think it’s ableist bullshit but I’m so halfway convinced it’s the intent #the final case is simply What Happened to Sam #he’s in the little family he’s the boy with the gray hoodie #Sam was just fighting windmills all along #he wears the same hoodie as the older brother I can’t do it I hate this reading #genre conventions #echoes of trauma #the oz episode about stories being traumas that are too terrible to tell #jack is an echo of Sam and at a certain point he decides cas is going to inhabit the father role for him #it’s you cas #you’re my dad #cas starting driving a truck but it’s not a monster truck like John’s #Sam replaced John with Cas #dean changed cas in the way Sam hoped Mary would haves fixed John

0 notes