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Vincent Price - Up in Central Park (1947)
#vincent price#up in central park#musical#1940s#he met his wife mary when he made this movie#she did the costumes#and I'm forever fucking grateful#she had a good eye#hes so sexy#those white pants *bites fist*#fuckkkkk#his hair 🥺#so curly#I'm so fine. this is fine#bicon#horror#old horror movies#vintage#movie#actor#handsome#gif#gifs made by me#my gifs#gif set#gifs
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The First Star
#orb#orb: on the movements of the earth#orb fanart#chi: chikyuu no undou ni tsuite#artists on tumblr#rafal#rafał#chi#チ球の運動について#my art#digital painting#digital art#fanart#krita#art#A little tribute to this amazing series 🥹!! And our first star Rafał 🫶🌟!#I'm so happy and grateful that I got to watch this anime it was honestly a highlight of these last few months for me 😭#such an amazing experience 🥹 truly moved the Earth 🌍!!!#Thank you to Uoto!!! Thank you to Madhouse for the amazing adaptation and to Sakanaction for the best opening#and to all my fellow fans that I got to interact with and see your creations 😭💖 I hope we keep this fandom going for as long as possible!#also fuck I cried so hard on this episode I wasn't expecting that 😭 how can you cry so hard at anime Albert Brudzewski going to university#PEAK PEAK PEAK ANIME OF THE YEAR ORB I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER
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"The dog that weeps after it kills is no better than the dog that doesn’t. My guilt will not purify me"
that qoute lives in my head rent free.
(who said it, btw? I tried to find a source before the tumblr user @/ojibwa posted it and nothing came up)
#I struggle with certian addictions and end up relapsing and feeling immense guilt afterwards#and that guilt does nothing but add to my misery. It's just self flagellation at this point after my self will faltered#Then I remember this qoute and it helps. It grounds me a bit that there is no use weeping over this and torturing myself internally#What I can do is do better next time. Take better preventions. Have alternative ways ready.#There is no use mangling myself in guilt and shame over its corpse#the fire won't purify me. Burning myself will just leave me more wounded and susceptible to relapsing again#One of the reasons I'm very careful and cautious when it comes to taking pain killers for my migraines. I fear becoming addicted#So I just rawdog the head splitting headaches on most days#I hate taking antibiotics ugh I'm my worst self when I'm on them but I'm sick again and fuck just fuck all of this#I feel incredibly weak on them so I gravitate towards these old habits tnat I give ma rush or a feeling of being in control again#what is done is done. I'm just grateful I didn't cross the line. This is very fixable. No mistake is forever#If it is OP who came up with the post then I'm incredibly thankful for the qoute#☆other
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#the end of an era#masterpiece#i feel so much i could gush about it forever#that finale was perfect#i'm sooooooooo grateful for this story and journey#I LOVE ARMIN & JEAN SO MUCH AAAAAAHHH#the last ED fucks me up it's the perfect send-off#and it adds to the credit scene so much holy shit it's perfect#this will stay with me forever#thank you isayama#attack on titan#attack on titan ending#attack on titan final season#aot#meme#aot memes#attack on titan memes#end me now
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For those who are unsure of whether or not they really have the "sensitivity to cold" symptom of fibromyalgia, because you think that it's just you not being able to handle colder temperatures like other people, that's one way of putting it. The other way is, when it's winter and the temperatures start dropping, do you feel your pain more intensely? Do you feel like you have more problems with your joints? Is your partner always commenting how cold your fingers and toes are, but it somehow gets more frequent in winter? Those are other ways to consider being sensitive to the cold.
#just a little food for thought#I'm thinking bc I'm high af#I had to take an entire 50 mg gummy tonight because I had some serious fucking pain#I didn't realize it was going to be a consistent pattern of winter making me feel like shit#but here we are in year two of No Longer Ignoring My Symptoms#and I'm still questioning whether or not it's actually fibromyalgia#like I 100% definitively know what it is#I just still don't have the doctors sign off bc I hate phone calls and I'm getting new insurance next month#so I figure might as well wait to see if the new insurance covers any differently#things to look forward to with the new job#anyways I'm forever grateful I didn't have to jump through every stupid ass hoop my husband did when he went full time with my company#it's explicitly designed against people who aren't neurotypical and it's honestly the most bullshit program ever#no they don't give full time by merit in my company#I really only got the job because my file boss wanted me explicitly for her job when she retires#and I will be eternally grateful that she saw something in me that no other manager saw#anyways ignore all these tags anyone who reads this that found this in the fibromyalgia tag instead of my blog#fibromyalgia#>.>#kudos to those who read this far#your journey shall reward you with a small token of my gratitude#🐦⬛ a friend for you
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my partner of 1 year broke up with me yesterday but i also got a large 1.25" thick marble tooling slab at the thrift store half off so who's the real winner here?
#thanks goodwill for marking it as furniture so it could apply for the furniture discount they have going on lmfao#i'm heartbroken but. i have incredible friends who have gone out of their way to be so kind and thoughtful for me#and i'll be grateful for the end of time for all of them forever ily guys sm#this has been a truly terrible year ngl i should have known when it started with a fucking KIDNEY INFECTION that got me sent to the ER twic#personal stuff#back to. square 1 i guess. maybe i'll try again in another 5 years.
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had to dip into savings to deal with another car issue 🙃🙃
#if this coolant temperature sensor replacement doesn't fix the issue i will be ******* ******#I'm about to be on my period I'm cramping I'm BROKE I'm about to cry#like it's fine I'm fine but also it's NOT and I'm NOT#if they tell me I need a new battery as well after this it's fr over#I didn't realize it cost so goddamn much to get that temperature sensor replaced#they better be right that it's the problem istfg#if anyone wants to give me $400 out of the kindness of their hearts I will be forever grateful#I'm fine though fr#I'm just pissed and I don't get paid again until next monday#and my rent payment goes out any second now hhhhh#fuck capitalism
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Does anyone know where I can find the good quality version of this image? It's so frustrating because when cross searching on google it'll tell me the original quality is 850x478, but I can't find a way to download it in that quality. This is another version of the image (I'm guessing it's Mayoi promo art):

But I liked the clean white background one...
#It's cute...#It's got Akutagawa stealing glances at Atsushi#Thought asking was worth a try ;;;;;;#Google cross image search has changed and as someone who used it as I use breathing it's been absolutely heartbreaking.#It makes cross searching images so much harder it's awful#Because before when you looked up an image it suggested you the best quality avaible of that image.#And the search got worse every year but it was still functional you know??#But now there's not that anymore. There's no “large” “medium” “small” and instead it only gives you “find image source”#Dude I don't want to find the image source. I've downloaded the image I KNOW the source. What I want is ANOTHER SOURCE with better quality#And I used to get it when I was 10 and I used to get it when I was 15 and I sued to get it when I was 20#And now I don't have it anymore?? It stripes away one of the most powerful search tools on the internet from the public????#It drives me insane. Like why does internet get worse every year that's not how humanity is supposed to work#Sorry. I needed to rant. This makes every quality-freak media archivist (like me) job harder beyond comparison#Btw if you're looking for an alternative Yandex images still does the work... It's not as powerful search engine as google#and it's often going to miss the particular hidden media (y'know- super niche Akutagawa merch from 2018 and stuff)#But for the rest it does a pretty good job. If anything there's still the best quality avaible option#But seriously looking up stuff for aktgw-daily has gotten so much harder ever since this fucked up change to google lens#and it makes me hate the world. I haven't been able to find a way to reverse it but if anyone more tech savy than me who has any idea-#what I'm talking about can help me. Please please hmu I'll be grateful forever#Sorry for the rant I have a lot of pent up rage over this. Stop making broke people's lives harder challenge#random rambles
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idk how to even like. put this pain into words and i would normally vent about this shit on twitter, but the person its about follows me on there so like. anybody have skills for coping with the crushing realization that the person u love most in this world and have built ur life around sees ur current situation together as a temporary hurdle that's preventing them from their truest and happiest self which. is separate from u entirely? anyone know how to deal with this?
#live with my best friend in the whole entire world who. honest to god makes me the happiest person alive.#like im always waxing poetic about her in the tags on posts about platonic love#and i talk about her like she put the stars in the skies because for real it feels like she did for me#she is. the most important person in my life#and every day i feel grateful just to come home and sit with her#like honest to god i cannot imagine a future that is better than this#if i have a bad day i get to come home and my best friend in the world will make me laugh#what more could i ever ask for#but tonight we talked and she made it abundantly clear that. even if i do everything right#even if i'm the perfect roommate and the best friend i can be#in just over a year#when she's making enough money for it#she plans on moving into a place of her own#which like. makes sense for her. of course we were going to get to this point.#but i just. don't know what i'm going to do.#and it kills me that we're on different pages because for some reason i thought this was a long term thing#i thought we were going to move into a house together#i was just telling my coworker this week that we need to move into our forever home soon which was partially a joke#but also. even if i was making a million dollars a year.#i would still want to be here. with her.#or somewhere else. with her.#like it's so hard to imagine a future without her. it breaks my heart and scares the shit out of me.#and i know i can't afford it here. and i can't move in with strangers. and i'm working my dream job but i'm scared that i'm going to have t#give it all up and move back east because. i can't do this alone. and she's all i have. and all i ever wanted.#and she's leaving.#she doesn't want to be with me.#sry this is so fucking. ugh. idk. i just don't know what to do.#for real might just drop everything and move to chicago if it comes down to it ksdkfljdfs#its what sufjan would have wanted#fucked up terrible no good week
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still taking it easy today so i'm kinda just plodding along and poking at some stuff that's sticking out to me. putting words together the way i want is a bit of a struggle, but i'm trying!!
#brain's a little...... foggy? ig??#i'm just. probably not even gonna open discord bc i think that might overload me aksjds#slowly picking at some stuff without too much distraction is just the way it needs to be today#social battery needs to be plugged into the wall today anyway it's so fucking dead asjklhfds#love y'all tho!! ♡♡♡ forever & always so very grateful for your patience with me#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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Girls when the end of Sketchbook Week fills them with a melancholic yet unimaginable gratefulness and a contradictory nostalgia for the present moment. Girls when the feeling of community that was already there was enhanced by an event and they're emotional over people on their phone
#you guys. fucking broke me#like yeah I KNEW everyone here was awesome and kind and sweet and talented#but there's something about the organized coming together of it#it feels like the internet equivalent of everyone accepting to hang out together outside of just seeing each other in school/work#to everyone who commented/reblogged my works or just interracted in some way with me during this week#I hope you know how incredibly grateful i am. I hope you know I think of you as a friend (ESPECIALLY the mutuals)#I've never taken more comfort in the saying 'shows end. But fandoms last forever'#but I hope you know you can reach out even when you no longer think too much about hilda#I'm just. so humbled. Like this common interest brought all these amazing people together. Now we can stick by each other#even when there's no longer this common denominator#(which is going to take me a WHILE to leave behind either way don't know about you)#anyway. yeah. I'm happy to share these moments of my life with you people. you are alright [I say as I bawl my eyes out]#wife speaks#not hilda
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claptrap n' gaige being besties is actually everything to me
like they'd watch corny romcoms and twilightesque movies and make silly comments
they'd hang out at scooter's garage and come up with freaky shit like a dubstep-blasting mecha-cthulhu or a grenade mod that scatters cutesy kitty stickers that set people on fire
also with gaige being an engineer/mechromancer and bl3 showing that claptrap has some level of assembly/repair experience (the veronica questline/probably-canon hc that he salvages parts from cl4p-tp husks because he's falling apart), they'd definitely do projects on old/trashed stuff like echo devices that weren't actually too far gone, old gaming consoles, and antique radios/televisions.
hell, maybe they'd consider doing something similar to a cl4p-tp unit and find a way to resurrect 'em, but it'd be a long and painful process (also there's like fucking thousands of the buggers), because even if they had the supplies, the code's essentially like a 24-person serving of eldritch spaghetti
they're both fucking insane!! they both spew pop-culture references like it's no tomorrow and are heavily on the chaotic side of things and they murderize fuckers!! dude i think they'd be perfect for each other
brotp of the year
#borderlands 2#claptrap#gaige#headcanon#sorry for the sudden rambling i'm trying to force my way outta burnout hell#the clap and gaige stuff in glat mildly satisfied me simply because they interacted and i will forever be grateful#but FUCK man.. the potential!!#i'm also really considering like. claptrap and gaige comfort hour#her venting about missing her dad and the fact that she's gotten used to killing people#and him touching upon how he lost his memories and the purge and felicity#and how he also got used to killing people and they both laugh about how fucked up it is in a way the both of them understand very clearly#<- some post-t-ps! stuff btw#also quick disclaimer:#this is all platonic. PLATONIC. literally cannot see them being more than close asf friends.#👁🗨
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RIGHT I FUCKING FORGOR I HAD A DREAM ABOUT YAKUMO LAST NIGHT
It was one of those 'me sitting down, him standing up' hugs where he squished me against his abs.
I could have died happy right then and there.
#it was like 'need a hug?' '-makes grabby hands at him-' '-squish-'#FUCK#crimson skies#first f/o dream in forever and it was so quick but i'm grateful anyway
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First 4 eps of the FighterTutor supercut are DONE!!!!
#shows up 3 years late with starbucks: hey can i get yall some fucking uhhhhhhhhhhh fightertutor???#this is me being the change i want to see in the world lmao#just 9 more to go lol#individually exporting the 11 languages of soft subs back into the video is going to be a bitch#if anyone smarter than me knows how to export soft subs from premiere already pre-attached to an mp4 lmk lmao#I'm sure the hungarian yaoi fans of this obscure thai bl will be forever grateful for my efforts#fightertutor#then I'm going to make sO MANY GIFS.#you dont understAND#why r u
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the grind is never ending in obey me nb
#the amount of AP i'm using to try and level up UR cards#and the amount of grimm i'm spending to level up memory and playing cards#AND THE AMOUNT OF AP IM' SPENDING TO GET STUPID ITEMS SO I CAN PROGRESS IN THE DEVIL TREES#i am constantly struggling#but i will say i am forever grateful that unlocking the second appearance of the cards are pretty painless#like they don't require too many items and I like that#because LORD#WHY DOES EVERY CARD NEED LIKE ALL OF THE SAME ITEMS#AND ITS ALWYS FUCKING ORANGE#AND I NEVER HAVE PINK DIAMONDS ANYMORE AND ALMOST EVERY CARD IS LIKE OH I NEED 5 PINK DIAMONDS PER DEVIL TREE SLOT#GUYS I'M CRYING OUT HERE I'M IN DISTRESS#obey me#obey me nightbringer#nightbringer#obey me UR#obey me UR+#obey me memory#obey me SSR
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when things get green I gotta visit the park or take a bus somewhere I swear...
#looking through old pics#there was so much. life. back home#if I ever make it back to BC with my friends in tow I will be eternally fucking grateful#I'd share some of them but they feel too personal#the pacific northwest is forever part of what I am and will never leave me#and constantly I'm so starved of what I once had#its too dry and asphalt and concrete and city city city all the time#there are nice places like the park. but it's so small and confined#it isn't even a shred like home#just idly venting here which isn't great but agghh I need to make more woods and mountain and water art or I'll be very sick#sleep rambles#context I moved to toronto and it was the right call for my mental health but i had to leave my whole world behind
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